01. What are needed to be my Boyfriend?
Have a sexy face. HAHAHAHA.
02. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
NEWYORK LAAA!
03. What’s your favorite thing to do?
Eating, i love!
04. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Nope.
05. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Lets see, have a happy family in future!
06. Do you prefer a kiss or a hug?
hugging makes me feel secured, kissing makes me feel "i'm yours" so.. kissing. hah
07. What are you afraid to lose the most?
People around me
08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
SHOPPING!!
09. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
wild, sweet, humorous
10. What makes you happy?
Fulfilling my dreams
11. What type of person do you hate the most?
rich people who try to show off their wealth in an inappropriate manner
12. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Lets see, busy counting Profit and Loss for a big company? haha
13. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
To foresee what's in the future.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
$$, Love ( relationship, friendship, kinship etc ), SUN!
15. Any childhood memories you’ll like to re-live?
I defnitely miss the carefree life, no troubles/worries NTH!
16. How old do you want to get married?
Actually, 25 (:
17. Which cartoon character you like most?
Crayon Shinchan!
18. Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like he/she?
No. i'm pretty shy! haha
19.Do you think you're pretty/handsome?
ME??!?!!? no leh.
20.what are you doing right now beside replying this tag?
watching tv

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged

Lets see, 'ISHAM!, Peiyi!, Sanyee, Meiyun
8 people too much, 4 will do (:

7 month!! =DD
May the Lions win tmrw (:

WORK WORK WORK!

THE PROBLEM NOW IS NOT WHETHER YOU STILL LIKE HER OR WHATSOEVER.
IT'S THE FACT THAT YOU'RE TRYING TO HIDE THINGS FROM ME.

(12:59 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: it's not her purpose
(12:59 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: is the fact that you didnt even mention
(12:59 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: really, i'll just follow suit
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: if you think it's not necessary for you to tell me everything
(1:00 AM) isham .: dear, f: how many guys have you talked to. jityong, simping.
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: den i dun have to tell u everything
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: I GOT TELL YOU ANOT, ASSHOLE
(1:00 AM) isham .: dear, f: you did?
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: fuck
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: i'll talk to them everyday
(1:01 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: and i swear i wont talk to you ever again
(1:01 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: BYE!

SORRY IF YOUR NAMES APPEAR HERE.

ARSE

"There is nothing to hide between us"
Now I am thinking, why should I tell him everything when he doesn't?
We always make it a habit to tell each other our recent encounters w friends/exs.
or when we talk to pple of opp gender ( can be friends/ exs )
Now that i've caught him red handed,
he' turning the table and accusing me of not TELLING HIM.
SHIT YOU la.
asshole.
THANKS.

Great Day

Had a great day today!
I went swimming, yippeeeeeee~
The first lap that i swam was tiring.
I was struggling at half a lap.
The subsequent 6 laps that i swam was better ( not at one go of cus )
my triceps/biceps were aching all along.
but i'm still happy that i've completed 7 laps. WOOOO~

I also played the wave pool and the lazy river.
Damn shiok. especially the wave pool.
but there was this irritating guy !#$%^&
From the looks, dont look local and perhaps in early 20s
and during the 'wave', his float dropped on my head
he was unaware, so i was ok bout it,
he kicked me on my thigh, effing pain.
nv say sorry.
While we were still there, he was staring at my direction
and whichever way i go, he'll be there.
Even when i was back at the lazy pool, i caught him staring at me at one corner.
WTFWTF.

while at the wave pool, there was this water spray that i consider rain.
the rain was so cold and i LOVE IT SO MUCH.
walking in the rain.......

i must take my bf with me for the next swim. wahahahaha.

anw! to 'top up' abit on ytd's outing.
we had very severe miscommunications.
we were talking bout Kallang Leisure when he suddenly said
the Mac opposite KFC no more alr.
den i was like huh? kallang leisure where got mac?
when he was actually referring to the one near the kallang netball centre.

NEXT! he said he saw a Mr Bean lorry ( i was eating the Mr bean ice cream at that time )
den i was like huh?! Mr Bean ( the character ) got drive lorry one meh? not car meh?
SUPER FUNNY!

and theres 1 more but i forgot. super funny.

I miss 'Isham.
going for a swim later!!! =D
shall go for a swim w 'Isham when there is time.
ZOOOOO next week. happy like shit!

Today

Reminder to myself, Thur 10pm watch arts central.

I shall talk as 'explicit' as Muhd 'Isham.
No, i should have my own style of blogging.
so ok, back to normal! HEHEHE.
Today was totally AWESOME!
got tickets from Jalan Besar before heading to Bugis Street to get 'Isham's pants.
So many people, So hot!
The clothes there are like super not my type.
well, if you know me well enough, i dont really follow the trend.
like leggings, the "MISS" shirt, New Future jeans/shorts.
It's so NOT ME.
to say, my fashion sense can be quite boring, i always love to look good,
but as long as i feel comfortable with what i'm wearing, i think i look good!
the clothes over at Bugis Street are so TWIT-like.
like, every shop sells the same clothes
and i dont like to look common.

went mac to rest cus both our legs are aching and i'm in heels.
talking bout heels, my bf dislikes me wearing heels. HAHA.
but i'm still gonna wear (:(:
so after that he went for prayers while i was stoning.
headed home.

wanna go swim tmr, exercise!! turning fat alr! alamak!
GOGO LIONS on sat (:
hais, tmr can't see Muhd 'Isham.
I miss your company.

bad start

I had bad dream.
the outcome wasnt very important,
BUT! I was wondering why I'm having this dream in the first place.
Maybe i'm just exhausted and it's been quite some time since my last dream.

anyway, in this dream, i was forced (in a way) to make a choice,
between my current boyfriend and this 'used to be- special guy'
even in my dream i was pretty shocked at how it came about.
i screwed this 'used to be-special guy' in my dream.
my choice in my dream was my current bf.

now i feel relieved.
they say dreams that you remember it wont really come true.
so... lucky!! =D

i love you, 'Isham! (:
he always irritates me with his 'jinx you' thing.
AND! so funny.
everytime we kiss, i know i'll be fine! HAHA
it's suppose to be everytime we kiss, i swear i can fly.
my bf is totally AWESOME ( follow my class trend, AWSOME! )

Friends & BF

Jiaying suggested to have a 'pact' to meet up frequently.
Reminds me of the Nazist Soviet Pact which i learnt in History.

She was worrying that we will drift apart.

I told her true friendship are not kept away by distance and time.
True Friendship lasts forever.

Taken during my bday celebration 2 years ago i think?

Hope we'll be able to meet up soon yeah?

LJY reads my blog without tagging.
and she's a regular at my blog, so touched.. awwwwww.

love you guys! =DD TRIPLE J's FOREVER!!

NEXT,my BF?!
i was left 1/2 of the day doing nth except for surfing the net and slacking.
till he came at about 4+
but anw, THANKS for acc me everyday.
So happy to have you in my life!

anw, isham has a blog. hohoho

Local Football?

Well, to think about it,it has been 3 years since i started following local football.
It all started when the Lions won the 2004 Tiger Cup.
Really, after 3 years, what's Tiger Cup ( aka ASEAN cup ) to the Lions now?
Anyway, through this very special experience ( OR interest ),
I've progressed.
In fact, Everything has it's progression.
In life, You grow old and eventually die,
in between, you become mature. that's a progression.
From someone who cannot catch a ball, to a netballer today, IS a progression.
From loving someone to being loved by someone IS ALSO a progression.
Well, this progression i got from football is SLIGHTLY different.

OK LAH! i've got a confession.
i USED to, USED to, concentrate more on the guys than the game itself.
Partly cus' i didnt really understand how the game works.
But as times goes, as time FLIES, i've learnt about the game and able to watch a proper FOOTBALL match, rather than the guys. haha
So that's another progression.
I remembered how i used to go,
" OMG! BAI SO SHUAI LARHHS"
"OMG, LIONEL LEWIS SO PRO!"
more and more favs came in, like Shahril,Shaiful,John Wilki, Norazmi( whr's he now? )
DARE cheerleading.
At one point of time, i got so obsessed in cheering. Cheering my hearts out like crazy.
Now, i've stopped, i watch with my heart cheering.

Over the years, things have indeed changed.
From watching up to 4 matches per week,
i've managed to cut it down tremendously when i was in sec3.
I only caught a few international matches.
O level year, WORST! totally no time,
but i kept myself updated with news, for sure.

This year was slightly a better year, because of he flexible school timing,
I was able to catch a few Sleague and most of the international matches to-date.
Through Football i got to know many people,
Mich- I remember how we killed time @ the arcade playing Popnmusic' LOL
Cris- A crush which in turn got rejected. ahahaha
Forum pple- I got to know pple like Siewping, Choon Soon & many more.
Bloggers, SashaE, ryugaiden etc!

Lastly, My Bf and i shares another common interest,
not only in sports but in FOOTBALL!
now i've gotten another fan for the Singapore LIONS. hahaha!


3 years ago, w Mich, Ashrin and Greg!



ok, this is Baihakki.



"ninja turtle"

Precious Emujeraye before he got into the National team.

This is Coach Raddy, current coach of the Lions

i look damn funny!
haha, anw, clockwise, Ihksan, Tengku, Jia Yi, Lionel,Bai,Ashrin

bored

new skin.
i feel like dying 1234567.
i'm so bored.
no one is entertaining me.
my bf isn't msging me. no lah, he's just busy (:
i'm stuck at home with 2 other adults and i wanna die.
i wasted my time today =(

Damn, Lebanon lost 1-2.
Which means, Singapore can ONLY qualify IF
we trash Saudi(which is quite impossible) i'm happy with a 2-0.
and Uzbeks trash Saudis ( which i believe they can )
maybe 4-0? LOLS. den lastly, we win lebanon 3-0 or smth.
the attacking have really got to do smth,
most importantly, we have to win by Goal Difference.
I'll be there to watch the Saudi match(:

Enough of local football!
i shall talk bout my date yesterday.
I was at Kallang Leisure and i would say it has nth much,
partly because it's new and not-so-ready yet!
but the place was big and all.
we went for a movie.
"Made of honour" the show was great.
funny, idiotic.
after the movie, both of us started speaking like americans.
dumb. LOL.
after that, we had kfc, den headed back home.
missed alot! of buses, unlucky.
when we reached my place, gt indian song and alot of bangla
the bangla damn high, cus got performance and all.
went back home, watched the match
i'm still sad, damn.

Lions succumb to late goal

The lions have indeed shown great improvement from the previous game.
Every single player was composed, they were working hard.
esp from the previously criticised Bai, Precious.
they were GREAT. even lionel was better this time.
Isa replaced Rahman since he wasnt able to play due to suspension.
He, was a great replacement.

Singapore had many chances but didn't score.
Indra was taken out.
Qiu Li in, still no score.
Happy for a 37yr old man to last for full 90mins (:
Happy for the Lions because they've proved critics wrong.
Now, who else can match up with Uzbek with a narrow 1-0 defeat?
even the Saudis lost by 3-0.
Now, Singaporeans are hoping for a win for lebanon against saudi!

I was pleased by their performance.
From 3-7 to 0-1.Anyone would be happy.

Good Job, Boys!

ok! i'm looking forward to the Sat's GAME =)

Lebanon - Saudi Arabia, Riyadh, 7 June, 18:00 (local time)
Lebanon lost 4-1 after taking the lead against Saudi Arabia on Monday, and they know this home match is their last chance: having lost all three games so far, another loss would put them out of contention. For their part, the Saudis are relishing the opportunity to tighten their grip on the second place, and are delighted to be playing their "away" leg at home in Riyadh.

why can saudi play their away game at Saudi! LOLS.
and Singapore playing their Singapore game at Lebanon!
hope Fifa decides to put Singapore as the host, so i get to watch more matches. HEHE.
but what's more important is that,
Singapore must have the advantage since we're battling against Saudi for 2nd place!
SOSOSOSO, by having that home advantage, they'll win by a larger margin.
unless lebanon pulls a miracle. otherwise, Singapore's hope into WC will perish.

but WHATEVER it is, we must get at least 1 point today.

ANW ANW! i'm going on a super super duper date today! WOOOOO
and i'm going on a soccer match 1 week away, which happens to be on our 7th month!

just came back from queensway.
long ride home...
couldn't get the tix for Saudi's match today.
getting it tmr with 'isham.

went to get contacts with 'isham.
i was trying hard to psycho him to buy contacts solution.
which i feel is a necessity.
he managed to get it at a cheap price.
( compared to the price he mentioned )
den after buying, we had macdonalds ( AGAIN! ).
den made our way home.
we talked bout the world coming to an end.

i reached home at abt 10, did a lil' chores @ home.
den msg dearest till he's off to his prayers.
i slept from 1 to 4.30. PRO right!
was super tired, think cus didnt had a good sleep last night.
almost died from coughing. haha!

tmr will be a better day i hope(:
shall return home early tmr. hehehehe!

my common test ended at 10am sharp.
cool shit, but was super tired throughout the exam cus i slept late last night.
and ok la, luckily it's open book, if not i'l probably fall asleep if it's not.
the test was ok, hoping for a good grade =)

later can lepak alr! yay-ness.
tmr's Uzbekistan vs Singapore.
please performmmmm magic leh!

super tired. shall go sleep before meeting dearest.

i'm going to the zoo.
super excited. HEHE.
thanks dear =D

tmr last paper.
aft tt go get tix ( hopefully ), go queensway...
den lepak!
'isham's common test end so late.
but from tomorrow onwards no need study alr. damn cool.

EDITED POST

itb suck la! lols
but ok, i managed to crap quite abit.
(:(:
over and done with ITB! yay
Bstats on fri!
den can slack alr. wooohoooo~

aft sch ate with dear in sch,
den went jp, was like damn tired.
wanted to catch a movie but nothing nice to watch.
walked ard instead. had Macs again...
den went home.
We were having hiccups at the same time.
at first he was laughing at me.
den he also kena. HAHAH. so funny righttt.
den suddenly i have lots of phlagm, so needed lots of tissue.
still haven recover =(

so excited for sat's game!!
lions must win!! please perform laaa
dont disappoint me.
hope indra playing,
so lionel will perform.
jumaat start the game with daniel and precious, take out bai, but in shaiful/shariff
gogogogogogo!!

*edited from here onwards

Shits la, looking at my picures, i think i look EXTREMELY FAT.
compared to sec sch. it's not just my body, my face is RUINED! ruined!
so fat, ok la, my bf admitted he fed me too much food.
LOLS, cus he's getting fatter tooo hahaha.
fat guys are cute

@ my house! hahaha so fat. maybe just the camera. LOLS
taken with my lousy dunnoe how many mpixel, 2nd camera.

ISHAM BAGUS!

human nature?

are humans nice just because they expect something from you?
or... are they just, really nice?
or... they are only nice when they're in need of you.

Sometimes, i feel humans can be very hypocritical in many ways.
i know the world is full of scarce resources and we always put our self interest
on top of others, but that doesn't give you the right to treat someone badly.
( btw, i'm directing the post to someone which i doubt will read, nvm )

you may have the authority now, but how long will this last?
cummon' it wont last long.
dont be nice to me when u need me.
dont scold me like a effing idiot when you want to.
all i will say is, you'll get NOTHING GOOD in return, nothing good in the future,
if you need my help again, NEVER!

i've had enough of your nonsense over the years.
i've overrule you someday, i swear.
i swear i'll be in a position and one day you'll have to pay back the emotional damage you've done.

Putting on a double sided face wont do you any good.

last night i dreamt of muhammad 'isham bringing me to a damnnn nice restaurant.
it was super random.
i think i'm dreaming too much on having a rich bf. HAHAHAHA!
oh wait, 'Isham is rich!

catch up on ytd.
my paper didnt turn out as tough as i thought.
but today i'm 1/2 dead with itb, i just read through notes only.
LOLS!
after exam, watched 2004 lions with dearest,
ate at mac, in the end nv study. HAHA.
damn pro.
but it's ITB!! darn, dont wanna retake module lehhhh!
ok la, wish me luck!

lebanon lost 4-1 to saudi. shiiitsssss.
see la, i'm more interested in soccer than microecons.
i'm supposed to do touch up la.
lols. good luck to me.
cant wait for the arrival of FRIDAY!

Let Down By Defense

was watching the match,
1st few minutes conceded like one.
but we scored, so i thought the hopes were still high.
seriously, the Singapore's defence sucks like 100x.
and please la, noh rahman isnt playing for the next leg.
he was one of the better performed players today,
apart from shahril, khairul, john, jiayi,alek mustafic was soso.
lousiest is BAI. i dont mean to say about my old favourite player,
but he sucked today, seriously.
like wth!
lionel wasn't fantastic today.
beat that ok, 7 goals conceded.
3 goals scored ( first to score against uzbekistan )
lousyyyyyyyy! argh, so irritated!!!
angry angry. no mood study itb alr ( excuses ) LOLS!

okokok, watch the return leg!! =DD
on tv la, den 14th go saudi match! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

anw, my bf is at my hse now. hohohohohoho
with official permission which my mum still regards as "friend"

Singapore's Penalty by Mustafic Fahrudin.

Best built in the team, Precious! and trailing behind is the
worst player of tonight, baihakki! omg laaaa.

i hope there will be changes made for the next leg.
like.... indra!! jumaat starting, BAI dun play!
hassan sunny?

so happy!

ok, first post in a new skin,
no more sunny days btw.
LOLS. currently, still stuck on microecons lecture guides that was posted on meL.
in the morning ate bazhang! sedap!! cus mummy made them (:
now, studying till i meet dearest later in the afternoon to study again!
hope it'll be productive this time...
and i'm gonna force him to remember..
current is constant in series and voltage is constant in parallel.
lols, so miss sec sch la.
2 weeks holiday;
zoo, SOCCER MATCH!!!(it's on our 7th m ), treat me to a big feastHAHA,
science centre, cook halal pasta, bake cheeesecake again!, &&& many more!
i so wanna catch a midnight movie.
my last midnight movie was like, countdown to 2007. LOLS.

anw, despite the mistakes made,
i feel sohappy going for an exam with untied hair, and wear like going market.
lols, there were 300 people mind you, all from acc.
see how competitive. LOLS.
hais.
TMR CAN WATCH SOCCER ON TVVV!
so happy again!

PEOPLE WATCH ok? 7.25 @ channel 5.

HELLO! as i've mentioned earlier, i died on INFA.
1 part of the qn caused me my marks. and of cus my theory.
but it's overrrrrrrrr!
so better buck up on others,
or at least PASS ITB to prove my mum wrong! hahahahha.
ITB to me is like Physics lor..
smth that i've never understood in depth!

anw, after my paper today, dearest came to look for meeeee!!
so happy! and then, we headed off to Bukit Panjang Plaza like on random.
and we were on My FAVOURITE SEAT!! so happy again.
i was dying and my head was spinning like mad.
in fact, it had been like that since, i got sick..
i dont feel good.
but luckily, i have no more work ( in case you didnt know, i was "sacked" )
so i can spare some time to do revision tmr!! =DD
ok, we reached bpp in quite awhile, maybe cus we were busy talking.
had long john which almost took our lives.
got SO sick of the taste and that feeling of vommiting.
everytime i am there, i can't help but to reminisce the past...
they were good memories! and i wanna take LRT ( ha, so dumb )
anw, BPP is having the hello-kitty jungle thing which features BADTZ MARU!!
i told dearest i wanna go there.
hopefully we can (:

after long john, we actually planned to study.
but due to my 'craziness' we ended up going to ntuc walking like mad pple.
going to everyshop like curiously.
hahahahaha! even when we were at the lib, we read magazines.
and left really little time for studying.
not until, this libarian who approached us said.
" i'm sorry you cannot study here, this section is only for reading newspaper and magazines"
that's when we are alr studying.
by then, my laptop batt is running to like 10% alr.
so from 100% to 10% she actually didnt bother us.
lols, and she petrolled around several times.
like wth!!
oh ya, half way through.
my 'unglam' was back laaa.
i coughed like mad and i went out of the library to one corner to cough.
cough till tears come out, den went toilet to clear up.
wah, wanna die.
went back to lib, dearest called me on the phone when my phone is left there.
LOLS! so sorry. (:(:
hope i'll be fine tmr....

anw, when we're going back, we saw Siewhong and Eliza.
she shouted like "CHUA SHI LIN"
her voice was so siewhong.
lols, but only said hi lah, nothing much.

SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!!
because i'm going on many dates with the same guy during my 2 weeeeeeeks term break.
i miss going on dates

i screwed INFA.
because, i didnt write ACCRUED EXPENSES. hahaha. so dumb.
i go minus cash instead. even more dumb.
1 mistake is brought forward to my balance sheet ( although it still balances )
ok, so 1 paper down!
3 more to goooooooooo! =DDDDDDDDD
still aiming for A/B though.
BYEBYE!

Amanda if you're reading this,

i just want to tell you i'm not trying to pick a fight.
but i feel you're putting old grudges into the current picture.
look, if someone in the clique were to insult you that badly,
i'm sure you wont be this angry.
and because this guy who provoked you had 'bad history' with you,
you became more agitated. that's human nature, i know.
but whatever he said was merely just joking about the fish&chips.
you dont have to take it so seriously.
i'm aware that you werent happy at all..
you didnt join our conversation.
i thought you didnt want to participate because he was there.
i'm sure everyone felt that smoke was coming from your head.
it's not that we didnt care ok,
but you have to put yourself in our shoes,
we're stuck in between you and him.
whichever way we go, the other party will feel no sense of belonging.
and we all thought you would be ok,
afterall, he is 'new' or at least it's his first time joining us,
and everyone would be curious about how he's doing and all.
you have been with us for many years, thus we're NOT trying to neglect anyone in the clique.
after all i have said, i just want to exaggerate on the point that
we're not that ridiculous people.
ask yourself, how many times will he come for our gathering?

really, if you think we arent very reliable pple,
den you can go on and trust your other friends.
there is no obligation that we must be the best although we ought to.
if you think your other friends are better, so be it.
if you think we're lousy, theres nothing i can say.
the sex on the bed was merely a random link that we made.
if you're disappointed, den i'm sorry.
but you'll never realise how much this post of yours affected me.
now i'm beginning, maybe true friends aren't just as i thought.
perhaps, we stil need time to build on our friendship and all.

i've hardly rely on my friends other than you pple which i share my thoughts with.
and i few on my sec sch friends which i share problems with..
either that,or i'll keep everything inside me..
after So much that i've said,
i hope you understand and hope nothing has changed your opinion on us.
i can't bear to lose a goodfriend like you.

ok, it's time to go for my exams!
wish me luck.

i am taking my INFA test in a few hours,
and it's pouring like mad. i think i'll cover myself with jacket.
omg laa. i just cough until i vommited.

a kind soul please enlighten me.
tell me what to study for itb.
i gone throgh 4 lectures + abit on iN2015.
and all they gave was definitions after definitions.
i had a hardtime memorising them.
is that all for itb?

i'm still laughing over the fact that 'Isham begged me to get his clothes.
LOLS! so funnnnyyyy la!!!

ok, shall blog before i start on my dreadful itb revision.
just finished my touchups on Microecons.
at night, i will do abit of touchups for INFA tmrw.
alamak. so lazy to take common tests laaaa.

i coughed like shitss the past few days.
yesterday i lost my voice.
today it's back. YAY!
and my bf is laughing at me for speaking like a guy.
but okkkkkk, i will study hard for common test
and do what it takes to achieve good grades,
so as to prove my mum wrong. (:(:

gogogogogogogo!
study study!

today we caught the singapore VS bahrain match!
Super unplanned thus, it was great!!
i got free tix from my coach
the boys lost 1-0 and i believed they had several good chances to score.
but ok, no rush no rush, it's only a friendly, the real challange is on mon!
though we cant watch cus we have common test the next day!
but try ur best and beat Uzbekistan ( the country which i had problems pronouncing )

this was last week btw!

the last post was wrong laaaaaaaaa!
not harry, it's a minor character in HP i think.
but still, he earns big bucks and too young to die!

anw, tmr gotta return sch for IS. super siannnnn
now my bf still doing ELTECH.
whereas i'm still slacking, cus i finish INFA.
but still gonna revise before i sleep.
the whole day i had nth but veggies.
not much appetite though.
ok, i wanna go now! bye pple.
blog tmr (:(:

i think i'm too bored during the elearning week.
I MISS MY BOY!!!!!!!!
fasterrrrrrrrr comeeeeee!

i want banana milk shake! wooooooooooo~
BANANA!

sudden urge to play pop' n music...
but it's too expensive for a game. so forget it (:
i shall start studying for my INFA to start off today's planned schedule.
shall study till 5, when my boy ends sch.

anw.. on sun, the charity show was like super sad la.
i cried while i watch it in the bus.

ok, shall go and study now.
i'm feeling much better now. after 2 tablets of panadol ytd.
i didnt know i was running a fever, until i measured my temp when i was about to sleep.
i'm still down with bad sore throat and the tickling throat when you're about to cough.
PLEASE RECOVER SOON!

cant wait for olympics la!!
i rmb in 2004, li jiawei was playing against this n.korea opponent.
den i was like damn kancheong.
LOLS!
tmr, the lions will be playing friendly against Bahrain
den, 2 june playing against uz...(dunnoe how to spell )
too bad i cant be there to watch, GOT COMMON TEST AHH!
but good luck! (:(:
i wanna watch foooooooooootballlllll!

sick sick sick! SHITS
i'm using dearest's lappy now (:

super tired today.
work from 1230 to 11.

i ought to blog before i do my INFA tutorial.
sigh, something bad happened today.
we had a tiff over a stupid conversation which was caused by a miscommunication.
after which, we went our seperate ways.
ok la, actually, it goes like that.
i saw the bus, i walked off thinking that he'll follow.
den while walking, i didnt see him following, so i didnt board the bus.
in the end, he followed his guts and boarded the bus.
i waited for the next 154 and headed back home. damn tired.
the moment i step out of the lift at my floor, i was shocked.
he was sitting by the stairs again.
inside me, i was like "ehhh?! how come he reach earlier than me?"
and then, when i wanted to open the door!
i couldnt find the key. den i rmbed i left it by the windows for my bro.
shits. so i went dwn while waiting for my mum to return.
my mum called to tell me she reached home.
she said she saw my bfriend. ok she refer him as "friend"
den when i reached home, i just slept.
she asked me, " is that your 'friend?' "
den i said yeah, " you 2 quarrel ah"
Yes. " what happened? No. Nothing.
den i slept for about an hr, in between i was bombarded by messages and phone calls.
decided to go out and meet him lah.
went out speechless, looking into his watery eyes.
i went back home.
anw as u can see, i can be quite heartless when i'm angry, sad.
esp when it comes from by bf. LOLS.
so i went out soon after he sent me a few more messages.
this time, we talked.
things went back to normal. (:
yu guo tian qing! yay!
so anw, we spent our 'remaining time' resolving our problem,
and he cried twice. LOLS.
eating bread, walked pasar malam.

i love you i love you i love you.
PLEASE GET WELL SOOOOON!
i wanna hear u sing (:
sorry baby.

I forgot to mention that my itb presentation went reasonably well.
at least it isn't as screwed as CATS.
I was still shy, but i managed to overcome my shy-ness and manage to speak with just a few stumbles.
I'm quite relieved. phew! but best of all, I get to watch other group present! ( that's if I'm going )

"Poly very slack wan"
This statement is all a lie! a lie!
I'm struggling with work, sleeping at 2am to finish tutorials.
preparing projects and presentation. poly in my opinion is not slack at all!
sigh, my eye bags are getting heavier, it can alr be seen even without me smiling
i'm so sadddd!
nevermind! next week is elearning and i shall sleep for ALL I want!
hohohoho, so far i've done bcomm elearning, bstats i tried. I REALLY TRIED.
today i shall do a lil micoecons.
tired tired!! =(

Have been reflecting alot recently.

Dearest is sick, still sick. very sick!
GET WELL AND STOP DREAMING OF EATING ICE CREAM.
hohohoho! your gf is so evilllll!
study study study!!!! common test!!

Your Gf Farc-ing Loves You(:

hey peeeeep! i'm back!
i've got tons of work today, because i've decided to do do my elearning for next weeek!
YAYAYAYAYAYAY.
but shits. common test is likee, 2 weeks time. but ok, after that i can sleeep!
slack, chalet. lepak! whateverrrr

anw, got to know bout the news on a guy who made racists comments on his blog.
which was so against malay. he was actually combining mas selamat and a guy sitting on the mrt ground. like ok, taking 2 examples to make conclusions on the whole malay population.
bad bad. ok, i'm saying this because i have a malay bf. LOLS.
but in any case, if you have any comments to make, just keep it to yourself laaaaa!
put it on the blog for what?! alamak.
is it necessary to get yourself into trouble? ahdoiiiiiii

anw, today was crap! even soccer was crap! i dont quite like today's session.
at least my sick bf still waited for me (:
and we had dinner together!!! =D

my cats presentation screwed. LOLS

lols. woke up early to meet my group members for cats and itb.
now i'm suppose to have cats. but things screwed up.
so the first group couldnt present. LOLS.
HARDCORE GROUP TRYING NOW.

ok, the reason why hardcore group, because they are really hardcore muggers.
as in not like my grp lah. slack only. LOLS.
(:

tmr is itb presentation and email test for 20%
and i goe make up tutorial. shiiits.

itb presentation, my grp presenting 1 day in advance, cus harin have to leave for malaysia on fri ( date we're suppose to present)

i'm the first speaker. but like slack only laaa!
cus only our grp there. no pressure.
NO HARDCORE MUGGERS!!

(:(: my grp rocks!!

today= boring.
but okay! i'm going to bake OREO CHEESECAKE LATER
wish me luck, cus it my first ever time i'm baking.
super noob. hope it turns out well so my dear can taste some tmr. (:

why is everything that i like scripted?!

so sad!
have been watching The Ex Effect ( season 2 ) lately.
it was great to see people cheating on people. LOLS.
and the ones who kena cheated actually make out also.
interesting. like vent anger through makng out.
but anw, it's all scripted!
like how Wrestling is. boring.
why all scripted? lols!

why disasters?

disasters.
to me, everything in life that sucks, is considered a disaster.
for someone to lose a loved one, it's a disaster.
for the people in Myanmar and Chengdu, it's a disaster.
a natural disaster have caused the overall disaster that everyone is facing.
the pain of losing their homes, family members, loved ones.
i am grateful that i'm in Singapore.
at the same time, i feel the pain of the other people facing their own, 'disaster'.

what if one day, the same were to happen to us?
we'll never know how and when.
all we can do now is to treasure the people around us.
before we regret.

the 2 para was written after reading news. so sad.
anw, today had work. super tired. but time flew pretty fast.
met dear for break and after work.
super tired but i'm ok now.
hais, tmr is Vesak day= no dearest.
(:
tuesday!

shall skipped everything till i meet my pri sch mates.
super fun and funny! all the lame shit.
like why we eat things of different colour, but output always the same colour.
and mathematics on bed!
anw, we had fish and co, it was my first experience.
i wanted to eat fish, but i got sick of it.
as in i was reminded bout madjack. i wanna vomit.
so while the rest had fish & chips and salmon thing, i had pasta.
alot of jokes around. but it got really quiet sometimes.
sigh, anw, today we had special guest, waicheong.
another lame shit, becus of him, we automatically changed our
language of communication in english. and i wanna speak mandarin lah!
i miss these people lah.
if only more people could come. hais.

after joking around, met dear at far east, den just nice the bus came.
headed home. tired like effff.
still need to do bstats tutorial.
and dear, thanks for waiting today, and!! massaging my aching arms.
Sorry ah!
got work tmr!
MON NO SCH YAY!

watched the ex effect on net.
so sad. did abit of self reflection.
past past past.
reminiscing is fine once in awhile.
after all, first love is most memorable what...
sweet, cute, inncocent, naive.
now that we've all become matured,
it's actually why problems starts setting in.
because we begin to think.
but ok. nothing is wrong as long as u put ur current partner top on the list.
yeah, so dun worry dear! you'll be my priority.
and dun mind me if i start raking up the past again. LOLS.
kidding kidding.

time to do work.
overall, enjoyable time today (:

act only, look so fat. LOLS

i want that complexion!!
ready to sail! LOLS. wth. no lah. on motor boat only.

some overdued x 10 pictures.

this was about.. 1 year ++ ago. (:

yesterday during itb damn fun la.
my group totally not listening.
take pic, den peiyi, harin and i take more. ALOT!
DAMN FUNNY LA.
but that one not most funny.
my cher couldnt pronounce "Branch" and he pronounced it as "Blanch" instead.
so me and peiyi started laughing damn loud. actually only her.
den leslie purposely say he dont understand.
and he had to repeat again.
FREAKING FUNNY LAH!

After school, wait for dear while playing cs,
den ate in sch, studied in the school library
best ever man. guai couple.
headed home at about 9.
he sent me home and there we go.
never to see each other again.
HAHA. MEREPEK SIAL

today work and pri sch mates.
i still got bstats tutorial to do!

sch and training were alright today.
training like 80 passes each. wah! first time doing.
and then, had all the different drills while the recre get to play games! I ALSO WANT!!
hahaha. den we had to throw from one side of the court to another,
which i've never done it before in tss, and today i managed to.
( cummon, maybe the court is smaller ) haha!
anw, i miss tanglin netball and yunhua has been asking me to go back alumni training.
dont know should go anot leh. got work summore.
hais. but i feel like going sia. after 3 years confirm become fit!

i'm like so tired now, rushing through all the projects and stuffs.
i need to sleep!

thanks dear for waiting for me today!

hello everyone!
let me start by saying HAPPY 6TH MONTH!! =DDDDDDDD
yay.
today school was short, it was raining cats and dogs in the morning.
and even till 3pm, the lightning alarm was still on.
but luckily it was on, if not we would need to play on the field and i didnt bring my boots!
CATS my teacher walk off on us because we were too noisy.
super funny ahhhhhh, but he came back of course.
dont know to pity him or what.
sometimes see lecturers like that like so poor thing sia.
started on our cats powerpoint. *presentation is like next week.
soccer did 5 rounds, stretching, skipping, laws of the game.
like slack only. i prefer the pitch lah! nicer!

bathed after soccer ended. met dearest!!
off to IMM.
had spagetti too ( or smth like tt ).
sedap!! i had hot plate grilled salmon.
dear had some seafood pasta.
den we had fried squid ( i cant spell the one starting with C ).
pizza with chicken sausage topping.
and brownie! wah, ate alot.

walked around. this time didnt buy anything. luckily.
so after slacking ard, we sat at the fountain outside Espirit.
( anw, the Espirit clothes there effing cheap )
ok, so he gave me this special thingggggg
i love it so much. so special. and best thing is i had nothing for him.
ah, what a loser.
so he carried on singing after much hesitation.
it was good. meaningful.
and IT WAS NOT A TYPICAL LOVE SONG, muhd 'isham.
it's a song from you. (:
took lots of pictures!

on our way home, we remininsce our past on how we started out.
and our first movie etc.
almost a year ago.
we've grown from the shy shy FRIENDS to daring couple right!?!
ha, so lame but yeah, it feels good being comfortable with your partner.
because i've never experienced that in my past relationships.
either it was too short for me to feel comfortable,
or the person itself isnt comfortable to be comfortable with. LOLS. no offence.

yeah, 6 months.
cannot be complacent. must say, chey! 6 months only.
but to me, 6 months is long. long enough to feel loved by you!
i may not always show i love you, but know that i really do.
thanks for withstanding my craps.
my stubborness, my sad/angry times.
you're always the one giving in... =D
thanks dear
1/4 of contract gone! YAY!





to my one and only, i love you!


" Take me to your heart, youll never see me fall apart.
And i sweat to God That you'll be part of me, in this life"

ps: pictures too lazy to be rotated. please tilt your head.

today was fun =D
tmr will be better!!
so excited!

yayyyyyy! it's tomorrow! =D
i dragged myself to sch today.
and i'm like slacking in ITB lesson. hahhahaha. slacker.
peiyi more slack den me,HAAHAHA!
shits man, i'm hungry now. darnnnn.
i want foooood!
i'm tired! but i've got plans afterwards. i shall sleep early tonight.
but i wanna play cs. HAHA
NOOB sial

i will blog now because i think i'll be too tired to blog..
anw, sch was short.
training was fun!
weiling and her imitation are like super funny.
den wenqi is always trying to be lame, i dont understand why!! =D
anw, today's training quite slack.
2 rounds warm up.
side step criss cross ( i miss tanglin laaaaa)
den reaction sprint.
60 passes in groups of threes.
did straight shuttle ( in the new running type ).
did another drill which no one seem to catch.
and highest point!

had game after that, which was crap.
first, the lights are like wtf.
second, the bibs colour looks no different.
third, i was playing Goal Defence
can you beat that?
like one of the positions that i'll never play in my netball life.
so dumb laaa! but ok, i managed to intercept a number.
and my team managed to win both first and 2nd quart.
diff team btw.

training ended, dear waited.
went home...
had pathetic food.
still not full ate summore.
i will be fatter tmr than today. HAHAHA so dumb.
okay. tmr sch starts at 9. and it's like ITB day.
morning ITB tut and ITB lect.
SHITSSSS.i dread ITB the most. i dont know why.

look forward to tmr!
and WEDNESDAY!!! (:

sch's ending in about 2 hrs time.
after which i'll be having training.
which i strongly believe it'll be physical because the weather doesnt look good =(
training end fast =)

mummy's day!

got her a wallet.
like i transferred everything from the old to the new one without her knowing.
den, didnt go for work. lazy asssss. ( yes i know, i stayed up late the night before )
had sakae.. went shopping...
met dearest.
slacked.
wanted to vomit.

yet to wish godma a mother's day.
visiting on tue since i gt trng tmr.
tts about all.

just chiong-ed finish my bstats and infa tutorial qns.
statistics almost killed me.
infa i wasnt able to do trial sheet and general ledger as well as journal.
i'm not sure whether we have to do it in the book or smth.
so i'll get it done when the week starts.

dear doze off like so long, while i was still struggling with bstats.
when he woke up, i was at my last qn for Infa. LOLS.

3 more days!!! =DDDD
sing for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

ok, getting tired now!

today,

today's class was like damn funny la!
but i was so tired that i dozed off a lil during ITB.
when a video was being played. i'm still tired now!

ITB was like shits, wasnt paying attention, was falling alseep
2hrs summore, like super sian ah,
den francis that joker was like "mr cheee cheee cheeeee"
efffing funny ah, whole class laughed.
had INFA test today.
open book, but i still suck.
5 errors. but luckily it's still within the full mark range.
meaning, 0-5 errors, full marks ( 2.5 )
6-10 errors, 2 marks.
and so on.
anw, my class was like noisy after the test.
so my tutor went like " HEY HEY HEY HEY "
den francis added, i wanna be ur boyfriend" or smth like that.
so funny laaaaa, peiyi and I laughed like shit.
den she commented my class like zooooo, and we're monkeys.
Hais, i miss 4e1.

i miss that 2 years of being united.
the friends i make here are quite hi-bye type because
firstly, we have different classes.
secondly, it's not easy to click off well.
thirdly, no one is as lame as cab.
fourthly, no one talks as much as jying
fifthly, no one can make me laugh like how the teachers/classmates did.
sixthly, no one can be as fun as jying,maryln,purdey,agnes,wanru,jud, cab and co.
lastly, nothing can beat tanglin netball

i really have to admit i miss secondary school teachers.
from mrs koh to ms solastri.
i miss their valuable lessons, life skills, real life learning experiences.
now that it's gone, i'm starting to miss it.
in poly, it works like this.
it's about you you you you you.
they no longer teach you things like Education is the only way out of poverty.
what they do is throw u a chunk.
you dun understand, u die die must understand somehow.
no one else make jokes like how MRT did.
sighhhhh, memories are playing me again.
everytime, i feel surrounded.
bounded by memories that i'm unable to get pass.
and i keep repeating the same old thing.
it's time to move on, and to never look back.

i want to join more ccas, but i have no time to cope.
i wanna take up one more relaxing cca ehhh!
once a week type.

I love my dearest (:
you're the best everrrrrrr =D
( so cliche, but still..... )
you know i just love you. ha.

PMS is just an excuse for girls to go "WILD".
and become mad woman.

things hasnt be going well lately.
chaos chaos!

i need to catch up with school work.
i need to work tmr and sun.
i need to have sufficient sleep

i'm sooooooo tired!!
i want to do well!!
i want to go overseas!
i want to go chalet!

i miss dearest's horny face/sad face
smily face, small eyed face!
everything and anything bout him.

effing shittttttt!
bstats learning PnC
sets and probability, which i'm struggling.
sucks sucks sucks. i will do well!!
GOGOGO!

having presentation later
abit nervous yet i cant wait for it to be over.
FASTER FASTER!!

today was good.
cats was a totally slack.
soccer was fun like always!
towards the end the lightning siren rang.
so had to move indoor.
i cant lift the ball!!!

aft sch, ate with dear.
went cwp, got pants for tmr's presentation.
looked for mp3, ate sausages.
headed home.
today, he "bao ka liao" cus someone got his salary.
thanks dear =D

at night, decided to play CS.
effing excited cannnnnnnnnnn
wanted to play with dear, but we encountered some problems.
which later he went on to play by himself.
leaving me on msn, desperately waiting for his reply.
WTF man.
hellllllllllllll, is this how you try to abandon me?!
i dont mind you playing it alone,
but effing tell me beforehand,
so i wont be so dumb to wait like a fool
and all he could say was sorry.
WHY SORRY?
sorry have lost it's meaning ever since.

i thought today's gonna be good ( ok ytd )
but it ended up bad. bad. bad.

i'm playing soccer later! =DDDDDD
so excited! fun! luckily not raining.
but having menses abit troublesome.
pay not here yet, no $$
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittt.
tmr got presentation for bcomm! effing stress again!
but ok, i wont screw up lah, i hope.

dear waiting for me =)
YAY! and there's training ytd.
jiayou!
tonight wanna sleep early, but wanna watch RAW!
so ok, sleep at 12.

my cher now talking bout Topi colour!
LOLS! Topi is hat in malay i think.
he's translating it from like english to chinese - malay!
OMG! he's hilarious.
BUT i dun like the class guys
like wanna bully tcher.
and like ACT BENG!!!!!!
idiotic!
ok, shall stop cursing. LOLS

1 weeeeeeeeeeek! so excited! =)

today i was naughty... lols.
but anw! in about a week's time. hehehehehehehehe!

baby, sing for me

i've been cursing more than i ever did.
bad girl.
i shall stop cursing and blaming on pple.
and every blame lies on me.
i'm sorry, sorry.

this morning i missed Bstats tutorial despite waking up early.
ok. i "OVERSLEPT"
cabbed to sch with dear for my bcomm.
before that had veggies and tunamayo sandwich ( both yummy yummy )

for bcomm class. half of my class had presentation.
and i was like WTF. the first one, Maggie Soh was like so well prepared.
ok, there are 2 maggie(s) in my class, Maggie Soh and Maggie Lin, and Maggie MEE?
anw, i'm presenting on thur and i'm fcking stress, i swear. LOLS
until wah, see pple nervous ownself also nervous.
hope i wont make a joke out of myself.
anw there was this speaker or rather robot in my class
who acts exactly like a Moron.
ok, i shant be mean.
but he's like what?!!?!?
sucky voice, teacher's pet, and you're in effing POLY ok, not JC.
you dont have to be such a teacher's pet. his voice is like so UNNATURAL. ACT ONLY!
right peiyi! hahahahaha

after bcomm had micro econs make up tutorial.
my bcomm class quite 'united' lols.. i like hanging out with older pple.
it makes me look mature. i dont know why.
microecons was plain boring.
but better than the first tutorial.
my friend is called Si Ting.
and she pronounced it as Sitting. LOLS
so cute. anw, shes Hana Sharpe.
My advisor also! wahhhhhhhhhh
tmr having INFA. so dread INFA

i've decided not to go for training since there is a make up class.
like last week too.
DARN!
i still miss tanglin netball ms solastri and mrs jacob.
and my lovable teammates =)

someone's writing a song for me right, dear? =)
ahahahahhaha. your dearest's so smart (:(:(:
he'll be fuming mad once he sees this.
anw, he's like having training now.
and i shall be good, shall i?

temted to for for freshmen party since i'm forbidden to go clubbing.
but looks like my dear isnt interested. so nvm.
drop that idea.
i said that i can only enter MOS in 4 years, at about 3 years back.
now darn, i have like 1 yr plus to go and i can enter mos like as and when.
but perhaps i'll still be forbidden ( i hope. hahaha )

yayayayayay! 6th month's coming.
but it's on a wed.
which means i cant dress nice nice.
i smell like trash since i'm having my SOCCER S&W.
i love soccer! =D

horny bastard! hahahaha.

and hi secret reader! ( you know who you are!!! )
yes, it's you!

eff the teachers in itb lah.
how can they set 2 different deadlines for the same ELEARNING week assignments.
like tutorial qns on 4th.
the other tutorial qns on 3rd. WTF
and i alr hate ITB.
this made me HATE IT MORE.
i'm so gonna fail this fucking module.
but who cares?! =)
they suck.
i'm gonna write a letter to them.
and shoot and suan them until they die. HMPH!

anw, have been slacking alot.
=) watched Superhero movie with dearest the other day.
funny+horny show.
if not, this weekend was like super slow. i'm super tired.
DYING. but i'm getting my blood boiled over that stupid assignment.


sigh, i need sufficient sleep. but seems like i'll never get them.
next weekend is like mother's day and i still have to work.
Ok, not that i am a mother but i must spend sometime what right.
i need some rest. i wanna sleep
Traning tmr =) =(?

hais. i miss tanglin netball very much!

act model sey~!

i love my bfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbf!
and 9 more days!!! =D

i've been taking everything my bf did for granted.

today was a great day!
i went out with my pri sch mates as stated in the earlier post.
suppose to meet at 2, but everyone was late except yd.
i reached at 2.40 and i was the 2nd to reach.
den we walked to marina sw, halfway, sy called. met sy.
den settled down at Cafe Cartel before the rest came.
Jityong and sp&hz's bus beside each other.
Ajy reached first, den amanda.
the 2 slowpoke is slow + slow.
really slow, still can watch the gay perform. LOLS
i had some ham and mushroom pasta. which i think i finished half, cus the taste is so sick!
den free flow of bread and water, didnt really eat.
hz came, keep drinking water. LOLS
drug addict- we call him. haha

we heard yd's sad story, hz and the angelhearts story.
we were laughing like shit, i swear.
oh yes! and hz's GAY STORY!
so funny! left the place.
wanted to get cake.
in the end change our mind. so ps.
meeting on the 17th again ( hopefully ).
sooo, took pic at the place ( i dont know what is it called )
errrr took several pic, den very blur, plus the person take pic dunnow why put the camera so low. so i was like laughing non stop again.
den next, the guy's 3 fingers also very funny.

yd left, jityong left, go develop photos...
ht left. only got hz,sp, sy and MEEE!
they went to eak bk to eat. sy and i had milo ( so ex )
while eating, hz talked bout his ex's
den got the gay performing again.
after getting the photos, watched that gay performed.
saw Chenxi, headed back home.

In overall, the 'gathering' was good.
good things to share. update.
and you readers,
do you still have the chance to go out with your primary school friends?!
i count myself really lucky!
i miss all of them now!
anw, thanks amanda for your cookies.
lovesssssss my clique =)
upload pics soon =)

ytd i played soccer with my dearest's boots!
WEEEEEEE~ it was better than the first session.
at least i can kick, dribble, dodge! =)
YAYYAYAYAYAY!
dear, we kick some balls!

yo! finally a break from sch!
it's been tiring since i'm back home late!!!!!!!!!!
today i get to do lots of things except something.
ok, that's vague, i get to meet my primary school friends,
i get to eat non halal food ( mos burger, subway, pastamania )
sorry dear, hahahaha!
i can do everything but i canttttttttt meeeeeeeeet my bf today.
ok lah, it's good to take a break maybe, we've been meeting like everyday,
including the weekends. PRO right. LOLS.
hope i have fun later!
post again tnight

today i did the most evil thing ever.
being the coldest person on earth.
the victim is none other than my boyfriend. LOLS.
he's always a victim. but this one was probably one of the worst
i cant be bothered to explain what happened.
but it was bad. bad. bad.
anw, i keep refusing him.
afterwhich he tried to make me listen to him when i was near home.
but i just wouldnt. i went back home straight.
he said he needed me, i refused him again.
in the end, being softhearted, i went out.
he was sitting by the stairs, head against the wall.
i sat quietly behind him.
i dont know what instinct he got to make him turn.
i saw him with tears all over his face with his bloodshot eyes.
speechless, stunned, surprised, amazed, mixed feeling.
i was angry, pissed on how he tried to vent his anger on me.
on the other hand, my heart melted. i felt a sense of guilt.
i cried along with him ( HAHA ), and he was crying really badly,
like a small kid, but YES, you know how much it takes to make a guy cry.
ESP MUHD 'ISHAM.
i cant help but to forgive him instantly and hoped things would go back to normal.
and it did.
suddenly, it felt like it wasnt a matter of who's wrong or right anymore.

sorry muhd 'isham, i'm probably the first girl who made you cry.
LOLS.
hopefully things will be alright.

shit!!!!
my CCA clash with make up lecture on monday.
and there isnt any training on THURSDAY.
omg. HOW SIA

i'm super damn exhausted. i need a rest.
and i have no time, maybe thursday then!
will have to endure it through...
tmr still gor work. sigh.
they say poly very slack.
but NO LEH! very busy and tiring.

school was quite boring ytd i guess.
ended at 4, met wenqi.
dearest came, still shy.
had light food den headed to sports complex.
but wth, when we reached we saw huahua, and only huahua
and at that time, there were only 2 of us. LOLS.
like wth, we were HAPPY! cus chances are, we'll get in.
in the end, came alot of pple.
saw rachel, the one in my soccer S&W.
from st margs. she was like "are you in soccer ytd?" "you play netball too?!"
alot of familiar faces.
anw, i was the first team to play.
but ok, luckily my C not very strong ( maybe that's why i got in )
my bf said i tyco. LOLS.
played the same match as meiyun also.
wenqi nv even play.
in the end, i played another recreational game ( cus they lack of pple ).
den me and wenqi tag GS GA.
and ok, luckily i could still throw and catch properly.
shooting was HELL! i managed to put in 1 shot.
apparently both wenqi and i were playing passing over the netball pole. LOLS!
it was hilarious and it seems like i'm playing with my juniors.
den in the end when they announced i was like effing scared.
cus my name wasnt the first few that were called.
i was like SHIT. and then i slowly heard my teammate's name.
but ok, my team's attacking was the best.
it's considered good for the first time we're playing together.
like HEY! we used to be rivals fighting for a place.
my defending side went abit wrong.
AND I ACTUALLY FACED THE WRONG SIDE DURING CENTER PASS!!
like so noob. LOLS. wth..

Cats was a little boring.
with mr teo's not so funny jokes.
S&W was fun, i played balls. i mean soccer balls =)
it was a good experience and a good start i guess.
it's abit tough controlling the ball with the leg.
but ok, i'm getting hang of it.
i'm looking forward to the next session>
after soccer, dearest came, ran around the track for 4 rounds.
he ran 5, i'll maintain 2.4km for now till next running session,
increase by 0.4km to make it 2.8! den slowly increase till 4km! LOLS
can run marathon! =)

tmr i'm having my NETBALL trials, my muhammad 'isham knows i'm freaking scared.
but hey! he'll be there tmr, which will be such a great motivation.
anw, hua hua says most players will remain.
so i guess i'll get my spot in year 2. =)
hopefully i get a chance to play!
and she said the poly system abit screwed up.
like, pple late for netball trngs, last min cannot come.
3-4 players for training.
oh man, if this ever happens to tanglin netball, we will all die.
as in ALL! the whole team!
afterall, i'm grateful i came from tss netball =) and had great mates! weeeeeee!

i was late for class after playing bball.
now the teacher mrbs me like this is shilin! lols
but shes concerned bout the red-ness of my face.
apparently, everyone in ta08 was like, her face so red?!
wth.

my cher says accountant alot of $$.
but very stress. both private and public. but i wanna do public.
i wanna earn lots of $$$$$$$.
motivation =)

why isit that some pple are jsut so not concerned bout their future.
i dont get it, WHY?!
anw, i gotta start saving for the future.
i'm left with little now.
and still, NO POCKET MONEY! yay!
I bought books with my own money!
i bought mummy and handbag with my own money! yay!
i'm effing grateful i was brought up the right way.
weeeeeeeeee! revising now.

today i accomplished something which i havent, for a long long time.
something that may sound surprising but oh yeah, i'm so proud of it.
I RAN TODAY ( nothing big deal lah, actually )
but then again, consider the fact that i havent been running eversince netball stopped! like months and months ago.
abt close to a year.
so anw, i ran with my bf today.
and we ran for about 2.8km minus the shortcat about 2.5!
like whao! so amazing.
i was dying running the first 4 rounds. but i got the hang of it the next 3.
and isham was pacing me lor.. so fast. LOLS.
tmr gotta run summore =)
did crunches and all........lose tummy fats.
so girls who think they are fat ( like me )
dont just complain, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
although it was tiring, i have to admit.
at least i am happy that i am exercising! woohoo!

i miss tanglin netball. really!

today's lessons are good.
boring, but i love both the subjets! =) LOVE BSTATS and BCOMM!
had ljs for dinner.
i'm learning malay from isham.
he's learning chinese from me.
aku cinta padamu!
我愛你!

اريد النوم قريبا ( dearest, read this )
aku nak tidur sekejap lagi!
byebye!

ytd was lepak day.
didnt go to work.
seeee lah, isham's fault.
haha, just kidding, we decided not to go.
so we had a great time.
just lepak around, talk, worry!
great time great time!
so i wont get to see him today.
darn darn!

anw, wenqi says thur is the selection, like wth.
so i better start running.
she said theres like 100+ over people joining.
so like wth ok.
it's been like a few months i touched netball
but ok, like whatever~
i'm going on diet!

every day's a gerat day
lectures come and go.
and i get to see my bf every single day.
we've been exploring around singapore.
ytd we went bp plaza, today we went bt timah, opp beauty world.
my food sucks but oh well
tmr i've got work.
SO TIRED.
but i'm in need of money.
i need $50 for all my textbooks.

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine =)
today's a good day.
CATS's lecturer wasnt that bad.
the class was very quiet though.
i was like panicking when i couldnt find blk 50, it's like so deep in.
sorry dear.
had some briefing after that.
and then, went for sports and wellness briefing.
took soccer.
YAY! i can kick some balls.
lame !~
tmr school @ 9.

我们到底怎么了?!

emo song right, meiyun?! lols.
hais. i rmb singing this during erp.
just to irritate meiyun. and there were moments that tears just went down.
well anw, we're all in different courses and school.

people asked me how i keep in touch with my primary school friends.
it's a matter of choice.
one thing for sure, i'm really grateful that they're a bunch of great influence.
at least, i DID study with jityong, sy, amanda and ljy and achieved not too bad a result.
see, pple like sp and hz, if you study with us maybe can do better! LOLS.
i still miss those stayovers, making up sessions.
playing lame games.. but i guess, now we're all busy. and WILL be busy.
esp pple like jityong and yd. and those taking O's this year.

i dread school!
but nevermind. having cats for 2hrs.
den sports and wellness, shld be fun.
meeting dearest aft that. haha. wanna thank yu for ur 3hrs wait! =
feel so bad. LOLS

today i only had 1 hr lecture.
met up with peiyi, zi yang and nelson before it start.
first, i didnt tap my card.
which means i'm marked as absent.
ok, not the point.
most of the time, i'm multitasking.
other than that, i'm helping my bf with simultaneous.
i'm so jealous the engineers get to do amaths whereas i have to do POA.
well, it's good to take up something new. BUT I MISS AMATHS.
i love amaths!
after sch, collect ezlink with the same pple.
ziyang's ezlink wrong! hahaha
den left.

met dear after his class end.
i wanted to cut my hair, den there the atm gone, so cannot cut
went hb's hse take letter.
went clementi interchange to activate and to top up, buy concession.
slacked!
wait for him.
den had pizza hut, went home.

waiting for tmr! =)
so lonely. aiyo.

SPECIAL SPECIAL.

today's a really special day.
as it combines thr 5th month of my relationship together with the first day of school.
as well as CAB's birthday.
the day went well i guess.
met muhammad 'isham at my hse in the morning.
set off to np, was a little late.
accompanied him to get his notes and books...
i was left ALONE at the atrium for an hour? LOLS.
so anw, shermond came, peiyi came.
i went up to look for meiyun.
slacked abit. went for tuitorial.
lecturer, Mrs Tina Chua.
lame like anything! but fun loving person.
i like...the module alone is good for people like me.
i always feel the tone as in the way you say it matters the most!
even if you might not mean it in that way.
so anw, she taught us the right way to communicate.
sending and receiving messages correctly and efficiently.
that's impt for business people.

2hrs of fun past pretty fast, actually i was busy chatting on msn. LOLS.
shhhhhhhh, after sch, went with peiyi for her lunch.
slacked at the underpass there.
wait for dearest. den off we go!

took 74 to bt timah.
it started raining heavily.
we alighted at the wrong bus stop ( first timer ).
so we had to walk 2 bus stops.
anw, it was a great feeling although we were both drenched. really bad.
but yes, it was as romantic as ever.
walking hand in hand down a pathway with the pouring rain.
finally we reached MadJack.
lols, after going places like secret recipe and swensens.
we find the food there CHEAP.
i had fish and chips. dear had grilled chicken with black pepper sauce.
both tastes GREAT!
with drink,dessert and soup of the day.
only for $15.
dearest mentioned that for 15 dollars, it's only enough for the fish and chips at swensens. LOLS.
anw, great meal. makes me VERY FULL!
it was empty when we first came, soon after, it was full house.
the trip back home was filled with endless laughters. HOHOHO.
but we laughed too much. LOLS. den we got tired.
so yeah, all back home now!

i believe a relationship isnt measured by how long the duration is.
afterall, being long together doesnt necessary means you're both,
emotionally engaged and most importantly, HAPPY!
well, i've experienced the good(s) and the bad(s) throughout this 5 months.
more to come i guess! haha
my dearest says, in a relationship, burden is halved and joy is doubled.
hahaha. thanks! =D
happy 5th month my dear!
I LOVE YOU SUPER LOTSSSSSSSSSS!

anw, today's also CAB's birthday.
she's 17, like finally.
and she should stop looking down on those who's yet 17! LOLS.
and learn how NOT TO be lame right?
especially crap and lame with people like me
haha, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, CABRINA YO!

sch's starting in 45 mins.
FREAK.

today was boring.
but time flew fast once again.
now i'm back home from work. HEHEHEHE! yay!

tmr's school. i hate to talk bout sch.
shit! totally unprepared.

anw, some super random stuffs.
above is ah, you know yourself.
so anw, the focus is not on him, dun worry lah isham.
IT'S on the shoes( sorry i mean sandals ) that he is actually wearing.
IT'S SANUK!
the brand that i'm actually promoting for.
shoes are really comfortable.
just that it get as wet as you are, if it rains.
1 bad point. other than that, i really cant think of any bad stuffs to say.
oh yes, some say it looks like beggar shoes. WELL.
imo, i think it's okay, as long as you know how to mix and match.
visit isetan scotts! 3rd level men's shoes department for SANUK SHOES!
ok, looks like i'm promoting for myself. hohoho.
anw, who needs a weekday job can also contact me.
my company needs pple.

hais, i'm still thinking what cca to take up..
REALLY REALLY!
singing is a MUST! lols.
i've been thinking bout it since last year.
but if i really have no time, den i'll give it up
and just sing everyday infront of my bf. no matter how awful it is.

main cca will definitely be a sport.
i got influenced by cab to join the sports student council or smth.
BUT I HATE ORGANISING.
so i think i'll rather TRAIN PLAY TRAIN PLAY.
get to represent sch ( which is REALLY HARD )
and there is like so many pple ah, esp if i take up something new.
but ok, i dun mind if i just try something new doing recreational.
BUT IF, i ever join netball, i must make it to the competitive one.
if not so DUI LIAN!
play netball for 6 years, still so lan! HAIS.
SO HOW SO HOW??!!!

SCHOOL STARTS TMR! TMRRRRR! ALAMAKKKK!
ok lah, since BA all no tuitorials and workshop,
ONLY 2-4PM!!! WEEEEEEEEE
and tmr it's the 15th APRIL.
WHICH IS.................
tmr's post to find out =)

raining heavily before i started work.
DRENCHED!
cleaned up, my manager came.
passed me my badge, NEW STOCKS came in,
some looks great. but the prices increased..
after settling all the stuffs,
i was very tired. but time flew quite fast, so ok lah. LOLS.

had my break alone.
anw, the people there were like "eh? you came back?"
of cus there were new ppl.
but ok, it's the same old isetan.
anw, Julia's in hospital.
lalala. they were writing a card for her.
i refused to contribute.
CHEY! i wan her to get well, butttt! dun come back so fast!
LOLS!

sigh, tmr still got work.
mon sch.

oh, i forgot to add something for ytd.
another thing happened which made us LAUGH like shitttttt.
apparently, there was this guy holding on to his canoeing the stick.
i dont know what isit called.
he was holding it upright.
and there were 2 pple who thought IT WAS THE POLE, the one in the bus.
so funny lor!!! like they hold it so confidently, but in the end, they jerk back a little.
cus it provides no support! the guy holding on to the stick was initially sleeping.
hahahahaha. he woke up after the first encounter.
and the scenerio was like freakin funny. and i was laughing all the way.
couldnt control...

ytd night was super busy.
with all my fellow titans, mich was talking to me, jying was talking to me.
mohamo isan ( isham's chi name ) was talking to me.
den my grp mates, those that cannot recognise me still pm me.
i was like wthhh! so many people!
den i was dying to go off! LOLS.
tired ah.

i dread WORK!

today met dearest at 2pm, clementi.
was late a lil', headed to Holland V!
had Swensens for "lunch", although both of us had our lunch alr.
but still hungry. ( actually i think only me )
ordered Chicken Baked Rice,
in the end the waiter/manager said the oven or what broke down,
so no pizzas/baked rice. zzzzzzzzzzzz
in the end had this black pepper seafood pasta.
WHICH WAS SEDAP!!!
dear had some 49 what, like burgers..
with fries and salad.
he had apple juice while i had ice lemon tea.
he finished slower than me!!
slow poke. had topless 5 after main course.
the waiter almost dropped the ice cream.
i was laughing away and he was ignoring me totally.
i just couldnt stop laughing, i couldnt.

it took sometime before it subsided. LOLS.
but the urge to laugh just comes.
total bill bout $50 after everything.
and then, wanted to go starbucks but too many ppl.
in the end settled for BK to use lappy, check on sch stuffs...
( we suspected we met a lecturer, who was a table away ).
zzzzzz, left for my hse bout ( i forgot what time ).
he went for his prayers while i went home.
met him at the cc, used laptop again.
slacked, den went home.
was a good day.
definitely worth to sacrifice my last day of camp!
hehehehe.
gonna have a haircut soon.

i'm so tired. tmr working at isetan......... ahhhhhhhhhhh?!
i dread work and i dread school eh!
help me help me.

anw, titans won 2nd. =D

i just got to know last year, hpps's netball,
got champions for both divison. wah lao. super pro.
my batch also not that strong. once i think. LOLS.
our drills were really simple, and easy.
sec sch was a whole lots of tough work.
gotta run hard, train hard, SHAPE UP! lols
but ok, i graduated from TSS with medals and trophys!! WEEEE!

my bf is super coool.

today gonna pon camp.
sian, last day all the performance.
anw, peiyi's in my classsssss WOOOOOOO~
luckily i found someone.
if not first day of school also sian.
and CAB's birthday is on mon! hehehe
today, titans gonna have 5 mins cheer for the cheering competition.
haha, so yeah, JIAYOU!

ytd went dinner with my 2 gl, Chai Leng and i forgot whats her name.
lols! and 1 of their friends with Peiyi.
today Wen Xi ( Jacinda lookalike ) and me not going,
the guys say wanna pon, so i dunnoe who's gonna turn up! lols
but anw, i saw LOTS of people ytd, like audrey lim, wc, sp, wenqi, joanne chua
and!! surprsingly, Kaina! my ex tuition mate from p5, which is like 5 years back.
5 years we've not seen each other and amazingly we could still recognise each other.
she's in banking and finance! ahhhhhhh. i want banking and finance!
but ok, accountancy pple are all COOL!

everytime in ba camp, they try to promote how good np is,
i felt as if i'm being brainwashed and psychoed.
like, NP IS GOOD, BA IS GOOD. lols. total crap.
the good-ness of something, must be felt, not by purely SAYING.
so slowly, the freshies will discover how fun is it gonna be dwn the 3 years.

going HV later. WOOO!

today was fun!
at the cc they had some performance...
the song, The Way was nice.
but too bad, a butch sang it.
after all those, had refreshments ( currypuff+milo )
they kept our bags, gl kept our valuables, den start our games alr.

first station go canteen 4 engineering blk there.
wah freaking far.
had light food. cheered, den moved on the the game station ( next clue )
PLAYED BALLOONS! wah asss.
i see ppl step step i scared.
but when i'm playing it like nth lah. lols.
so anw, we had to partner each other as in a guy and a girl.
so i partnered with Hakim, the string was so tight that i got a ring of blueblacks.
anw, it was a close game although we lost, i managed to step on balloons weeee!
cheered and it was good! HIGH HIGH HIGH.
it started pouring.... den we headed to our next station.
play with water ( hais waste resources. LOLS )
have to bite the cup, den pass it on the the first person, the first person will fill up the big bottle.
got 3 teams lah, so any team who pours and overspills the bottle loses.
and my team lost, i was the one pouring! ALOT LOR! aiyeahhhhhhhh sorrry!
but is really alot! LOLS.
next!!! we went to atrium.
spin 10 rounds, write team's name with ur leg den throw ping pong ball for extra points.
kena sai, the guys went first, and then 2 of the guys after spinning.
POMMMMMMMMMM, drop on the floor. LOLS.
their impact was great and they fell like WTH, they really fell. shermond and hakim
i was freaking scared, but my turn i was ok lah. learnt new cheer..

afterwards, went to play charade, tie with batman, cheered like mad again.
try to earn more points.
while waiting, we play the pockey game lah.
we stand alternate gender, den pass the pockey stick around in the mouth.
bite abit off, if short short den die lah.
but no mouth contact lah. LOLS.
last station play the chair game, where we have to stand on 7 chair with 11 pple.
den try to squeeze and pass the last chair all the way infront, so we can MOVE
and pick up the lil balls on the floor.
i was one of the first few.
Kee Han was the front man, hands long lah.
den Wen Xi, den Nelson den me, den Peiyi den i dont know who, but last was Zi Yang.
we go very fast lah, but we got the PING PONG BALL!
den cheered again! FANTASTIC GAME!
they caught alot of balls.
it was fun, our leaders were cheering for us. hohohoho

TEEN TITANS TNT, we are the tnt tnt tnt vroom vrooooom BOOOOOOM!
explosive explosive....

say YOOOO!
say YOOOOO!
say YO BABY YO BABY YO BABY YO
say YO BABY YO BABY YO BABY YO
THE COUNTDWN HAS JUST BEGAN!
4 3 2 1
WE WILL WIN THE WAR, WE WILL WIN THE WAR
WE WILL WIN THE WAR, ONE MORE TIME GO!
WE WILL WIN THE WAR, WE WILL WIN THE WAR
WE WILL WIN THE WAR, ONE LAST TIME GO!
WE WINN WIN THE WAR, WE WILL WIN THE WAR
WE WILL WIN THE WAR SUA!

WOOOOOOOOO~~~ TITANS

i love you very much.

ytd, np + funan.
missed gathering with ex colleagues.
spent a few hundred on external harddisk and laptop bag( sexy )

today camp.
not as boring as i thought.
but still, BORING.
hope tmr will be better.
met my bf today. great!
but bad luck. LOLS.
we found our luck in the end though.
yay! watched abit of kindaichi..
went home.. cried again.
i suck i suck i suck. LOLS.
i misssssss him so much! and i cant meet him tmr.
imagine! TMR?!? like such a long day...
hais.
hope to see him on fri then, i'll be optimistic, i'll be happy (:
=D

yes darling,
yes honey,
what you want =D
TITANS!!

long day today.
but it was good as usual.
except that i feel extremely broke and ok, i really dont know what to do/buy.
anw, i got hooked up with the sims 2. which is like wth!
lame game but i like it.
but ok, now still considering whether to get.
abit not worth it, because no time = waste money.
although i would really love to play the game!
maybe someone nice can lend me.
it's like 43, ahhhhhhhh!

anw, had a great time with dear today.
he got his fifa 08 and i got nth! LOLs.
den walked to citylink and he got his sandals from NUM.
freakng nice and got 20% summore.
wah lao.