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男人不可以小气！
understand？

YAY

Dee is back!!!
safe and sound. happy happy.
1 day ago i'm still at jityong's hse,
so miss all of them now.

alright, gonna have some rest now.
ciao!

Hellxoxo

A brand new day!
apparently, i'm suppose to meet my girls at 4,
but seems like amanda princess is still hugging her bed.
anw, everytime i go jityong's house, time flies the fastest!!!
the day before at about 7 to the night, i was just having pastamania,
den we headed to shop&save for some tidbits...
reached his house and we watch Little Nyonya.
about 11 the guys came, they dunnoe go where, den they played Mahjong.
that's when i blogged, talk to isham, den went to play indian poker with them.
ahahahaha, the guys are not trustableeeee.
alot of times we went seperate ways, but guess the indian poker was really fun.
the guys went down to play Wii and watch movie(VERY BORING BTW)

We girls gossip ALOT, really ALOT...
talked bout anything under the sun.
lol, you know for the past 4-5 years we met right, we've always been talking bout the same past, he same story, the same us, but it never became boring.
Ljy asked, how did we come together, as in the few of us.
It was Love, that kind of like but dont dare to express
爱又不敢表达的那种爱。
it's so fun recalling those puppy love. no FLING? FLINK?
and to think i was such a 2-timer. how can i be so greeeeedy.
hahahaha!
anw, you know we have steps!!
like sit beside each other, den talk ah, holdhand, hug hug, kiss kiss.
STOPPPPP! last time very naive and innocent. now ah... no comments...

in the end YD and Ajy K.O.
we survived. the girls on top, the guys below.
we, of cus gossippppppp like always.
girls are the best!!! (:(:
ok anw, in the morning, his mum had a little chat with us.
it was good, made me feel good abt all of us, not only myself.
she said we all got 前途。good future ahead of us (:
hope we'll keep in contact people! (:
love you guys loadddddddds okokok
still waiting for one couple to arise from the clique...

ok aft tt, reached home, K.O woke up at 2.30.
met ljy and amanda at clementi for Sumo, den headed to JP's starbucks!
lepak, camwhore. den went home bout 930 i think.
pics still with ht.

PLEASR RETURN HOME FAST 'ISHAM.
but i'll be busy from sun to fri next weeeeeek. SIANS

2nd year plan is to watch soccer. i want i want

and forgot to mention 'Isham lost the watch i gave him.
super sad. in fact i teared the moment he told me.
he didn't know. sad =( my hard earned money, the feelings.
nvm, buy again lor.

Sy, you're missed.

Merry Xmas

It's christmas! once again.
But this time, I'm with my Primary school friends.
The old good feeeelings.
with dearest at KL, i think time passed quite quickly.
I am enjoying my time...
Talking to dearest on the phone, msn,
and with my friends!! (:

blog again tmr,
sure to K.O at home.
now i dont know whether my mum will allow me to stay over at night for 09 countdown.

till i blog again,
xoxo

Bored

Rotting at home now,
but gonna be out soon for a hair cut.
wanna snap it like shoulder length.
feeeeeeling super empty.
hahaha, tmr going out with pri sch mates hopefully.
some shopping at isetan's private sales, hopefully again...
christmas i dont know leh, no plans, i dont wanna stay at home=(
swimming!!?! ok! shall go swimming! or just work out in the gym,
or do some light running,
no maybe i should go for running later. fat fat alr.

fri, MAYBE meet netball mates.
wah everything not confirmed! =(
hate it hate it!
alright, going for haircut! byebye

Soon...

Dear's leaving in just a few hours.
While i kinda miss him while he's gone...
I can't wait for his return!! (:
Have the fun you'll never have with me (:
I love you (:
please take care of yourself
come back soooooooooooooooon.

A Brand New Day!

Whole Again - Play

Ok, a brand new day.
Or, the last day with dearest before he goes to KL tomorrow!
But ok, life goes on, in fact, i have lots of activities that have been planned,
or things that i never had the chance to do alone...
or just hang out with friends...
NOW I MISS ALLLLLL my friends,
pri, sec, poly!

ok, today have got no plans =(
and i'm still tired.
oh ya! ytd's dream was fantastic, it was as fantastic as ever.
but... need at least 10 years for it to happen.
wait lor!!! (:

The lions had everything,but THAT goal.

I was one of the many who witnessed they-say the last match of National Satdium.
(Like ever, they said it was the last One and a half years ago).
I made it in time for the national anthem.
It felt so good singing loudly and proudly together with my fellow Singaporeans.
The game started soon after the national anthem.

Singapore dominated the first half, showing good signs of scoring.
Many chances they had, it never worked.
The Lions had their homeground, the perfect fans who were there, a good coach.
But what they lacked was a goal. yes, a goal.
Then again, even the best team loses.
It's just part and parcel of football you may say.
Think again, Why lose to vietnam.
We didn't lose to a team stronger than us,
we lost to a COACH who was obviously more desperate.
if you get what i mean...

Lady Luck was not on our side today.
We could have scored on several good chances.
or at least scored in of of the many corners.
But well, Other than the acting on Vietnam's sides,
I think Singapore had a fairly good game.
and the Substitutes were great.
especially ismail yunos for his long throws which created more chances.

otherwise, GOOD JOB, SINGAPORE LIONS!(:
I predict Thailand 4 Vietnam 0

my man of the match goes with 'isham, Shahril Ishak.

Sentosa!

The weather was great that day.
Dearest was late as usual.
super love that day!! (: though it was short,
and that the Singapore Vs Vietnam match ended 0-0
Let the pictures tell you more! (:

Nobag:BOB

I've never liked Survivors.
But this time was the only exception!
I really liked Bob, the way he handled things but sometimes i dont understand why
he's so easy towards Sugar.
BUT ANW, HE WON!!! 4-3!! (:

Today had project discussion,
we started nowhere and ended somewhere.
I LIKE!
i was late and it lasted a few hours!
slacked in sch with dearest, played some games! HAHA
carefree life is good, but we all know it's not possible.

TMR SENTOSA!! hopefully can carry out the plan.
Apparently, ALL the plans we initially had were foiled,
either because of bad weather or not able to wake up! HAHA
haiyo. hope i'll have a good day ahead.
hope all of you have a good day ahead too(:
cheers.

Randommm

The original plan for today was Sentosa.
Unfortunately, the sky was dark and raindrops just keep falling,
like always...
Plan B was hei sushi at Downtown east!! Yes- downtown east.
we took train because we were late.
indulge ourselves in the first halal japanese conveyer belt-or so they say.
well no diff from sakae sushi leh!!
anyway, we ate alot!! for sure.
yummy yummy! had my first edamame and they end up flying everywhere =(
dearest choke on one of them!
had reckon chips, salty only!!. chawanmushi was the best.
BUT ALL these are nothing compared to Wasabi Tei.
I may stop visiting Sakae/Hei Sushi for the next year or so...
but wasabi tei is a must must must!!

glooooomy day.

Credit


Today's weather is just a replica of my heart.

The whole day has been gloomy, even now.
I had to wake up at 7 to go to work.
Dread work... but no work=no income.
endured through that 10 hours and got my pay, finally!!
can get another pay before countdown. good good!

To cope with Dearest's absence, I tried to make my work more interesting,
or at least enjoy myself during work!
And I did! I joke with the customers, help them...
But some really tak boleh tahan. Like to cut queue.
That's about all for today.

For the past week, I had to forgo a lot of plans that I really look forward to.
Unfortunately, due to unforeseen situations and circumstances,
I had no choice but to make a choice that was reasonably more rational.
I had to make a choice between chalet and Leslie's house.
A choice between Primary school friends and work.
I feel extremely bad. Then again, a choice had to be made.

Today's the Fourteenth December.
As much as I love to spend my time with my Dearest.
We both had other commitments which is more important than today.
I am not angry, I am lonely.
Then again, Dr Thomas Stockmann said, The strong must learn to stand alone.

Dearest & I came up with a diet plan, which I hope will work,
because I really want to slim down and look tanned and have a bit of muscles.
So, It's gonna be implemented as soon as tomorrow!


I still have no pictures to update because I have yet to receive any from Enci!

I miss Dearest so much.
Love you =)
Happy 13th Month, while it's still 14.

OK, 1 pic from Peiyi!!

HAPPY BELATED BDAY!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHUA YI DA!
the one i advertised for the other time! (:

yay, last paper today. happy happy.
maybe going leslie's house again today.

ctctctctctctct

Common test, so far so good.
all can be done (of course)
well, at least it was not as like sure-flunk type of paper.
although i know i cannot make it for my mcqs.
but nvm! i'm gonna prove all ppl that going for ALL classes doesn't mean you're do well.
in otherwords, not going for all classes doesn't mean you wont do well.

Aim for this time, 75&above FOR ALL!!!!!! maybe except macro.
hopefully can reach my goal. this is the first time i'm setting a short term goal.
BECAUSE I'M SO DETERMINED TO PROVE PEOPLE WRONG!!
SHITsssssssss.
now my mum thinks i'm skipping class and constantly late
because my blaw tcher marked me late, for the 2nd time =(
shithead. NOOOOOOO. I WONT LET THAT HAPPEN.
please please please please, i must do well this time, no ALL THE TIME.

all the best to all readers taking common test!

Singapore 3 Myanmar 1

My New LOVE <3 song.
actually the song is quite OLD! okay whatever~
Ytd watched the Singapore and Myanmar match on channel5.
Alam Shah scored in the first min!
Agu scored again in the 16th min. ( MEIYUN MEIYUN!! )
Myanmar scored one goal, the defence screwed somehow.
( i talk as if i know alot bout soccer , bullshit )
Ht: 2-1
bout 70+ min, Singapore's Jiayi was on the ground,
alam shah( i think ) took the quick free kick, den Wilkinson's shot kena blocked off,
Agu scored eventually, there was only 1 keeper and 1 defender.
The rest stonning.
The keeper protested and pushed the referee.
Red card lor, the res walk out.
but eventually they played after 8mins.
the sub keeper so funny! kick air den he fell! ok la, maybe the pitch slippery.
but damn funny!

OK TIME TO STUDY, SHI LIN!

National Stadium here i come!!

SORRY PEOPLE!

Sorry loyal readers, I'm in the midst of exams and I can hardly find time to blog.

I have so much to say but guess I'll leave it till I'm done with common test.
Thank you to those who cared to ask me if i were fine and all.
Much appreciated (: Love you guys!

I'm still doing well with my boyfriend! next week! 13months!
But whatever it is, I am glad I have FRIENDS!
I'm not popular and I don't have a lot of friends, but I'm contented.
Making a decision between FRIENDS and BOYFRIEND is always tough.
And making a decision between BOYFRIEND AND MUM is tougher.

Wanna thank dearest, for standing with me always.
No matter how bad i am or how bad my family background is.
I am not rich in $, but I am rich in endless love for 'Isham! okay bullshit!

Yesterday while studying, 'Isham and I very randomly tried to recall ALL the 18 short stories
of our literature text, Sense Of Belonging (SOB). I should not have thrown it away!
ALL my notes, endless hard work and memory work lies in there.
It took us more than 10minutes. I almost forgot the existence of Ann & Ken and the hermit,
Samphire on the cliff, We look After Our Own with the racist nun, Kindergarten with the creation of planets, the last one that we missed out, and we went to search the net(last resort) was
Naemah Disparue- Whereabouts unknown! MY BEST STORY and i love it to the maxxxxxx.
I never loved Literature but i miss the characters so much!
writing endles essays just to compare the characters, the settings!
Thanks Ms Solastri (:

WHEN 'ISHAM STILL WITH SPECS! WAHAHAHHA

NOW NO CONTACTS and can SMILE ALR! (taken in march btw)
last time ask him smile=ask him die like that
WAHAHHAHA.
I LOVE MY BFBFBFBFBFBFBFBFBFBFBFBFBBFBFBFBFBFF!

Someone save me from this misery.

Why? Why me?
Why is she forcing me into such situation.
I am going crazy.

废物. I was being scolded for being a USELESS 'THING' not person btw.
just because I sent my goodnight message at 2+ earlier this morning.
I was trying to wake 'Isham up, but i couldnt.
I suck, I know.
den i was being scolded for my hp bill.
wtf, I AM JUST GETTING ABOUT $50 from you each month for concession.
and it's my fault i'm not saving.
you think 280 a month is enough?
and that's from my work, i'm sacrificing MY TIME.
I'm not even complaining i have to work.
Why do you always have to put me down.
Why?

I was late for class once, and i took a cab because there was a test.
I didn't atted school once.
She said aft a yr with my bf, she's not seeing the results.
ya, what do parents want to see? RESULTS. FUCK IT OK.
IF I CAN DO BETTER THAN MY FRIENDS WHO ARE SINGLE.
the problem doesn't lie with me, IT LIES WITH YOU.
She made this very impt statement.
IF I CONTINUE WITH MY BF, SHE ASKED ME NOT TO CALL HER MUM.
and she'll pretend she have not given birth to me.

Even before she said that, my heart was with Dearest.
I want 'Isham,
MY CHOICE IS TO CONTINUE.
how can i possibly let my best boyfriend go, just because of this.
THATS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.

It's unfair. ( LIFE IS NEVER FAIR, I KNOW )

my bro too has a girlfriend and shes totally cool bout it, even though it has affected his army days. he sleeps late at night ( no morning ) and shes totally cool bout it.
ME? try to find fault with me all the time.
MY RESULTS ARENT THAT BAD, OK!
ITS NOT AS IF I FAILED BADLY OR SMTH.
BULLSHIT.

and why isit that when i needed someone so much to talk to,
no one's around?

Happy belated Birthday, LEESHENG&YUNRU

In the morning, of 30th nov,
went to Wildwildwet with the girls.
yunru,enci,shimin,peiyi!
shimin had free tickets, that explains why.
unfortunately, the weather wasnt the best, the rain was on off,
and so was the sun!
nothing much to play though, not worth the trip if you're paying.
they have the wave pool, lazy river slides at Jurong east swimming pool.
the only SHIOK part bout it was the "slide up" it was sooo steep!
Initially, I didnt want to play. but i'm those type that will try everything at least once.
(other than things i know that would harm me)
and i'll be wasting my chances!
so i played twice, once with shimin and once with peiyi.
backfacing not so scary! cus you can't see anything.
but for that few seconds of thrill, it was good!

Ularlah was good. we took like 4-5 times to find a perfect picture at the correct camera! HAHA.
so fun! not as thrilling, but it's a cool idea to sit on the float with the rest of your friends!
and pose for the camera like freeeee!
anw, the most embarassing part was when we played the waterworks.
it was dark in there, and i think it has smth to do with my weight!
i was stuck halfway, den i had to like help myself! so paiseh!

after that, went to makan and went off to leslie's house.
reached. Karaoke awhile- not awhile, quite long.
den they drank. leesheng's face like very red!
harin asked isham along, so he came! yay! happy, we played pool.
noobshits. cake cutting and watched abit of Man Utd V Man City.
yay. Man Utd won!! (:

The story continues when pictures are received!

TIME TO DO FFA!
bye.

HAPPY BELATED BDAY, JIAYING!

Hey people, i'm back with an update!

Virgin trip to Yuki Yaki to celebrate ljy's birthday!

alot of meat and abit oily.
den amanda made us do this jigsaw puzzle thing! AHA. so fun!

slacked for quite some time and went off at bout 11+

cant remember the details but it went all well.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIAYING!
<3>

"Woman are fixed asset discarded"

Learnt bout fixed asset 3 today! suddenly thought of it.
everyday sch, bf, work, waste $$.
i hate it when people intrude my privacy. SHITHEAD.
hahaha. like i learnt alot of sick malay words
and i'm being labelled as being FUC*ED.
ya, what the Fuc*.
who cares anw!
imbecile!!!

ok, next!!!
common test is coming.
i know i talk like a kid now.
i'm back home early today.
and 'Isham has gone for training.
say until like i never sacrifice. wth.
jitao feel like slapping him.

now i'm gonna do my FFA!
bye!

I AM GOING TO CHANGE MY PASSWORD.

Updates!

Ah ok, to kick off, i skipped my 2 hrs of LMS today.

was super tired and couldnt get up.
anw cant rmb what i did for the past few days,

i remembered watching Madagascar 2.

which was a BLAST totally, i love it.

much better than Wall-E i swear.

we paid $10 for 2 tickets somehow!
definitely worth it!

also on the 14th, my team ONIIII had prize presentation for netball.

which i was unable to attend cus i had to rush off for my first anni.

quoted from peiyi" RED IS THE SEX!"

ytd Dearest went to the num office for interview.
saw serene! and dearest had to fill up this thing,

"should cows wear bra" i dont know what's the purpose of that,

maybe it's just to keep yourself occupied while waiting.
or maybe it's a test of creativity which is highly impossible.

you dont need much creativity doing sales.

he went in and according to him, they asked 2 questions.

so it was short sharp and simple!

after that we went to walk around @ taka, taka having lingerie fair, damn cheap!

dear looking for his new pair of shoes...

to no avail again!

he got himself 2 tops from cotton on though.

had RamenTen for the 3rd time, which is good as usual.

but again, it is ABIT costly.
wanted Gelare but think again, better not have it.

headed home! (:

cant rmb!!