ArtScience Museum @ MBS
The ticket is $24 for adults, additional 20% for OCBC Cardholders.
Babe and I decided to pay another $4
for another exhibition by Salvador Dali, an artist.
We went to Titanic thinking there would be a smaller crowd
cus there was a documentary going on which may have held up some of the crowd.
We took a picture with a Captain that really looks like Captain Smith!
We were also given a replica boarding pass with real passenger names
and details, at the end of it, we can find out if this passenger survived the sinking.
The first area started with the building and design of Titanic,
important people and how it was different from the rest of the steamships.
It was mega huge and the amount of coal they use is ALOT!!!
ok, no statistics here, go for the exhibition!
Unfortunately no photography allowed in the exhibition :(
It was a really good insight on different rooms they had for different classes.
Smoking room, gym, even the restaurants are different across the classes.
They also showcase some of the utensils used, the first class utensils are more delicate while the third class are really like simple cups and plates.
They also had a reproduction of a first class cabin and in contrast a third class cabin. really quite a big difference, well explained in the ticket price too!
There was also a grand staircase that resembles those Cruise kind! but is exclusive for first class passengers. They allow people to take pics there, for a price of course! you gotta buy them :)There was also a third class promenade, open area that kinda feels real when its dark! I eavesdropped from a staff that the artefacts that are displayed are really recovered form the ship wreck! they still hold expeditions once every few years to go down to look for items that can still be recovered!
2.5hours to reach the bottom, imagine the depth, and no sunlight summore.
I really learnt alot from the exhibition! There was a huge iceburg that you can actually feel to see how cold the temperature of the water was when the ship sank.
Definitely worth the $24 + 20%(lazy to do the calculations)!!!!
DAMN COOL, babe and I sure enjoyed ourselves discovering new things together
and arguing and realising the true reason why the boat sank.
The sad thing is, metal eating organism will slowly invade the megaship.
One day it will be gone. so treasure what we can still recover now!
Anyway, the aftermath of the Titanic, i thought to myself:
Perhaps a hundred year from now, will there be an even faster mode of transport?
Maybe travel by rocket? hmmm space shuttle? who says its not possible?!!
Anw, because at the time the incident happened, probably airoplane were just invented, they weren't flown commercially, thus travelling by sea seems like the only choice. Current times, people travel by air, crash are minimal because there are relatively lesser traffic on air than on sea. While accidents still happen, jet fuel would have destroyed the remains of personal belongings of many? maybe in a hundred years there will be a exhibition of a airplane instead??? i mean i am not cursing a megacrash la, just.... I dont know!!! maybe maybe?
After titanic we went for Dali, famous for melted clocks.
Really amazing ideas and how he expresses his life through art pieces.
Different items represent different feeling. Damn cool.
but it reached a point it got too profound to understand.
woo,plus i am not a very art person.
nevertheless, it was still a good experience :)
Love it! AWESOME DAY WITH BABE!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Sunday, October 16, 2011
so much of it.
so much of feeling insecure, paranoid.
I am not suppose to be the one but WHY!
anyway i conquered Human BSG ytd. happy but my throat hurts now.
Ytd was also the day i saw your true colours at your work place.
so many things i wanted my brain to reject, but my heart tells me smth is not right.
now you find it a hassle to hold my hand JUST BEFORE rides.
I dont need you to always hold my hands esp with our friends around
but cant you just give me that kind of assurance that we're getting through the
ride together? I know I shldnt keep comparing the past and now.
but it is all getting too ridiculous don't you think so?
you wanted to take the back row of mummy, i told you i was scared.
you got pissed off because you wanted very much to show me the lane change.
in the end we took the last 2nd row. you were pissed because u didn't get to take back row. LIKE HELLO??? I am a girl I am scared can't you just fucking accommodate me?
ya all you care is abt not seeing the lane change,my feelings are nth to you anw.
all you care abt is your friends seeing us hold hands like hello one sec of assurance kill isit?
and you know what? you will definitely feel it when u enter army, just see lor!
see your colleagues only turn to me and smile, commented that her hair was different.
ya lor, notice only. actually i'm not very much into this, but because of existing condition it kinda like adds on to my anger..
to be honest i am quite disappointed, and i know this post is one-sided.
whatever~
sometimes i am just very much hurt by the things you do/say.
sometimes it hurts alot that i tear immediately.
just because my tears are already worthless to you,
you finally said it, i am acting pitiful.
you shouted at me because when i talk abit unglam, not professional, sound like auntie. you just shouted at me??????????? for fuck, seriously?
U want me to change, i know, but everything i wanted you to change you also didn't what. i ask u not to wink because its effing ugly and unglam, you still did it because its a habit. u said u had no choice. so everything that u do is no choice, everything i do is got choice la.
tell me people. how to endure?
my friends tell me i shld take it easy on my rls.
but i don't want my relationship to reach a point, both parties bo chap each other
and you still tell ppl, you're together. and most importantly, only behave like a gf/bf when u feel like it. EVERYONE tell me he's a treasure.
he's the best guy one can ever get. sometimes my heart tells me
i deserve better. why aft 4 years i still have to struggle.
today is your birthday, i don't want to make this ugly.
but deep inside me i have already expressed how i feel.
HBD, enjoy your day!
ok, i will still hang on, until 1 day my heart is dead
I am not suppose to be the one but WHY!
anyway i conquered Human BSG ytd. happy but my throat hurts now.
Ytd was also the day i saw your true colours at your work place.
so many things i wanted my brain to reject, but my heart tells me smth is not right.
now you find it a hassle to hold my hand JUST BEFORE rides.
I dont need you to always hold my hands esp with our friends around
but cant you just give me that kind of assurance that we're getting through the
ride together? I know I shldnt keep comparing the past and now.
but it is all getting too ridiculous don't you think so?
you wanted to take the back row of mummy, i told you i was scared.
you got pissed off because you wanted very much to show me the lane change.
in the end we took the last 2nd row. you were pissed because u didn't get to take back row. LIKE HELLO??? I am a girl I am scared can't you just fucking accommodate me?
ya all you care is abt not seeing the lane change,my feelings are nth to you anw.
all you care abt is your friends seeing us hold hands like hello one sec of assurance kill isit?
and you know what? you will definitely feel it when u enter army, just see lor!
see your colleagues only turn to me and smile, commented that her hair was different.
ya lor, notice only. actually i'm not very much into this, but because of existing condition it kinda like adds on to my anger..
to be honest i am quite disappointed, and i know this post is one-sided.
whatever~
sometimes i am just very much hurt by the things you do/say.
sometimes it hurts alot that i tear immediately.
just because my tears are already worthless to you,
you finally said it, i am acting pitiful.
you shouted at me because when i talk abit unglam, not professional, sound like auntie. you just shouted at me??????????? for fuck, seriously?
U want me to change, i know, but everything i wanted you to change you also didn't what. i ask u not to wink because its effing ugly and unglam, you still did it because its a habit. u said u had no choice. so everything that u do is no choice, everything i do is got choice la.
tell me people. how to endure?
my friends tell me i shld take it easy on my rls.
but i don't want my relationship to reach a point, both parties bo chap each other
and you still tell ppl, you're together. and most importantly, only behave like a gf/bf when u feel like it. EVERYONE tell me he's a treasure.
he's the best guy one can ever get. sometimes my heart tells me
i deserve better. why aft 4 years i still have to struggle.
today is your birthday, i don't want to make this ugly.
but deep inside me i have already expressed how i feel.
HBD, enjoy your day!
ok, i will still hang on, until 1 day my heart is dead
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Not very good ol days
Recently sham and i went to cck stadium to watch local football. Those who know, cck stadium holds the greatest memory, other than shuai ge day which was at tpy stadium. I fell twice there. Fell in love(well, maybe not, just crushing), and literally fall thanks to mich&company... Zzz hor, mich? Babe hasnt't been there. So i kinda explain how BC came about... Seriously, i must have been a bitch, which bf like gf who talks about their exs. Not any moment was i proud abt what happened. Love at first sight dont last!!! But i am still glad it happened, pretty cute experience tho it was short... Not shorter than 9 days tho. Lol!
Another dream today.. Haha i wonder why i never get to dream about dear.. I can only guess, we fulfil dreams tgt in life.
Tmr is our last mo mthsary before dear go green. Literally.
More excited abt our 4th yr celebtation tho! Hope all's well. I am running out of creative juice... Even for babe's birthday which is this sun. Omg....
Another dream today.. Haha i wonder why i never get to dream about dear.. I can only guess, we fulfil dreams tgt in life.
Tmr is our last mo mthsary before dear go green. Literally.
More excited abt our 4th yr celebtation tho! Hope all's well. I am running out of creative juice... Even for babe's birthday which is this sun. Omg....
Saturday, October 01, 2011
YAY! one burden off shoulder
Finally I have one burden off my shoulder,
1 less thing to worry about,
1 less thing to spend on.
How can I not be happy!!!
Today i was calm compared to my first attempt, but was quite reserved...
so i had points accumulated for delaying traffic.
Thought I was gonna fail cus i went over speed limit. opps.
and plus warmup i screwed up almost everything. LOL
THE HAPPIEST THING ON GETTING MY LICENSE IS RECEIVING $150 REFUND
from my BBDC acct which i accidentally top up too much. lol
yay!!!!!
Happy Children's Day.
I am happygal91
1 less thing to worry about,
1 less thing to spend on.
How can I not be happy!!!
Today i was calm compared to my first attempt, but was quite reserved...
so i had points accumulated for delaying traffic.
Thought I was gonna fail cus i went over speed limit. opps.
and plus warmup i screwed up almost everything. LOL
THE HAPPIEST THING ON GETTING MY LICENSE IS RECEIVING $150 REFUND
from my BBDC acct which i accidentally top up too much. lol
yay!!!!!
Happy Children's Day.
I am happygal91
Sunday, September 18, 2011
just realised nth has changed aft 2 years. oh wellll
you want me to call her by her name?
ask her to learn to call you by your name.
you know what?
Once a bitch always a bitch.
i sound more like a bitch here but whatever.
friends told me to go easy on relationships.
yeah, maybe from now on i will learn to.
too demanding later the rope will break.
but not my loss anyway!!
ok... i will digest it today.
lesson of the day... don't make mistakes or you'll let me niam forever.
This week sucks. so draining. so cheated. so heavy
but managed to meet friends!
next week another chiong week :(
you want me to call her by her name?
ask her to learn to call you by your name.
you know what?
Once a bitch always a bitch.
i sound more like a bitch here but whatever.
friends told me to go easy on relationships.
yeah, maybe from now on i will learn to.
too demanding later the rope will break.
but not my loss anyway!!
ok... i will digest it today.
lesson of the day... don't make mistakes or you'll let me niam forever.
This week sucks. so draining. so cheated. so heavy
but managed to meet friends!
next week another chiong week :(
Monday, September 12, 2011
Sunday, September 11, 2011
9/11
9/11 today, happy cus its the 10th anniversary of S.H.E today!
but my heart still feel for family members of those who were sacrificed during a cruel terrorist act. hope Singapore will be safe and whole world will be safe from threats forever. Peace!
but my heart still feel for family members of those who were sacrificed during a cruel terrorist act. hope Singapore will be safe and whole world will be safe from threats forever. Peace!
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
The ball went in before i could feel worried for it X2
Disappointing display by the Lions.
looks like LIVE games for isham and I just don't work.
we should just watch at home :(
to be honest i expected so much more from the lions,
especially after their admiral display against China.
but..... today was just too easy.
Iraq weren't fantastic but we were worst.
First match in office wear. I was wary of my reputation/profession...
So i kinda held back my emotions...
football matches can go abit violent/vulgar hor...
so must maintain... lol
lost alot of balls in midfield. no shi jiayi, no harris harun = disaster.
Qiuli wasn't on form at all! fazrul's substitution didn't make any impact.
Maybe coach weren't there, maybe players were tired, maybe the morale was down.
The two goals i weren't expecting to be goals became a goal.
before my heart could pump faster to recognise it as a goal on shot,
it went in... my reaction was -_- X2 goals.
crazy but oh well.... i think its better than high balls, everyone loses possession.
Just a little disappointing though, thought things can be better.
Jordan looks like our last chance, no room for mistakes.
Good luck!!!! plus last soccer match live before mr isham serves our dear country.
still VERY tempted to go for china match, cook curry? lol see how la! thats like 15nov!! so long but aiya time flies this year :(
lastly... Our new president was here at the match and the response when his name was announced, you guessed it :P
and hi muaji, i saw ur tags in midst of flood~ stalk me ah :) seee u :)
looks like LIVE games for isham and I just don't work.
we should just watch at home :(
to be honest i expected so much more from the lions,
especially after their admiral display against China.
but..... today was just too easy.
Iraq weren't fantastic but we were worst.
First match in office wear. I was wary of my reputation/profession...
So i kinda held back my emotions...
football matches can go abit violent/vulgar hor...
so must maintain... lol
lost alot of balls in midfield. no shi jiayi, no harris harun = disaster.
Qiuli wasn't on form at all! fazrul's substitution didn't make any impact.
Maybe coach weren't there, maybe players were tired, maybe the morale was down.
The two goals i weren't expecting to be goals became a goal.
before my heart could pump faster to recognise it as a goal on shot,
it went in... my reaction was -_- X2 goals.
crazy but oh well.... i think its better than high balls, everyone loses possession.
Just a little disappointing though, thought things can be better.
Jordan looks like our last chance, no room for mistakes.
Good luck!!!! plus last soccer match live before mr isham serves our dear country.
still VERY tempted to go for china match, cook curry? lol see how la! thats like 15nov!! so long but aiya time flies this year :(
lastly... Our new president was here at the match and the response when his name was announced, you guessed it :P
and hi muaji, i saw ur tags in midst of flood~ stalk me ah :) seee u :)
Saturday, September 03, 2011
Stupid ref
Very long nvr blog about the lions!
watch until pek chek ah....
nvm gonna watch on tue :)
watch until pek chek ah....
nvm gonna watch on tue :)
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Weekend
Can't wait for the weekend weekend....
(Y) tomorrow got new colleague(old staff)
LESS workload. next week got new intern. LESSER workload super like.....
last month's closing was crazy, lucky i cleared most of it on Mon, so today managed to do other stuff. Hope next month will be shun shun li li.
if not i sure die. from tomorrow, got new things to start. same routine.
I will take Sep's pay as motivation!
YAY!!!!!!!
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslim readers.
I hope shit that happened 2 years ago won't repeat iself.
i can't believe every year i still hold the same fear.
sigh, it will get better as i try to convince myself every year.
ok gotta wake up early tmr
TATA guys :) have a great day ahead!
(Y) tomorrow got new colleague(old staff)
LESS workload. next week got new intern. LESSER workload super like.....
last month's closing was crazy, lucky i cleared most of it on Mon, so today managed to do other stuff. Hope next month will be shun shun li li.
if not i sure die. from tomorrow, got new things to start. same routine.
I will take Sep's pay as motivation!
YAY!!!!!!!
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslim readers.
I hope shit that happened 2 years ago won't repeat iself.
i can't believe every year i still hold the same fear.
sigh, it will get better as i try to convince myself every year.
ok gotta wake up early tmr
TATA guys :) have a great day ahead!
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Happy :)
So happy this week because
no classes this week!
like a finally... waited damn long for this.
but yay so guai i am actually trying to study now.
note the work TRYING.
Mon was hell's office...
I ot-ed until 930pm. that's 3hrs.
so scary but i wasn't the last to leave!
i told myself its either i OT today or i OT on wed.
closing sucks :(
but since my only day to meet dearest was on wed.
i had to ot on mon lor... see sacrifice right... hahaha
not really la. have to ot anyway. grrr
really don't know how to survive next month.. zzzzzzz
no classes this week!
like a finally... waited damn long for this.
but yay so guai i am actually trying to study now.
note the work TRYING.
Mon was hell's office...
I ot-ed until 930pm. that's 3hrs.
so scary but i wasn't the last to leave!
i told myself its either i OT today or i OT on wed.
closing sucks :(
but since my only day to meet dearest was on wed.
i had to ot on mon lor... see sacrifice right... hahaha
not really la. have to ot anyway. grrr
really don't know how to survive next month.. zzzzzzz
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
As requested
Hi Mich, you requested this, i don't know why...
Although my blog readers decreased over the years i know you still stalk me
once in a while. right? don't lie.
that time remember i got shades for your birthday present?
I think that was also my last birthday present hor!
nvm got sincerity jiu hao...
anw, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY HOR!!!
Damn lao le pls. unlike me, so young and still TEEN.
at least for the next 2 months plus. hehe
wld also like to take this chance to thank you for your gifts you
never fail to buy overseas. YAY!
ok my job completed. hehehehe next year then!
Although my blog readers decreased over the years i know you still stalk me
once in a while. right? don't lie.
that time remember i got shades for your birthday present?
I think that was also my last birthday present hor!
nvm got sincerity jiu hao...
anw, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY HOR!!!
Damn lao le pls. unlike me, so young and still TEEN.
at least for the next 2 months plus. hehe
wld also like to take this chance to thank you for your gifts you
never fail to buy overseas. YAY!
ok my job completed. hehehehe next year then!
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Tuesday, August 09, 2011
Sunday, August 07, 2011
Finally got rid of my tag, heavily spammed.
I suspect it is the host. not with the tagboard.
if the issue still persist, looks like i either have to remove my tagboard,
or change a new blog link, which I think is unlikely to happen.
recently blogged about very unhappy stuffs,
or rather, i blog only when something bad happens,
shouldn't be the case, i shld continue to blog while i still can...
Amazing journey with spiritualjoy!
My eyesight is getting woret, i hope it doesn't deteriorate further -_-
Next month is my 1st year with PSA. as in from my internship.
how time flies...
sometimes i wish i was smarter, can go uni...
but to think about it, my current family situation wouldn't have allowed me to do so.
so i guess it's all fated and i can only resign to fate. but i always thought education should never be limited by $$$$$$4
the next best thing to do is really, find a good husband, settle down to start a family. I really really want to give my kids the best.
I will work hard to save $$$, keep my ricebowl.
I not trying to diao qi lai mai(hang myself to sell) but my circumstances really makes me wanna marry earlier. but i know ultimately i won't la...
till maybe about 25/26...
this year's fasting can't really feel it liao,
cus i have work and only get to meet momo when he's breaking fast...
so not too bad, and this year seems quite short.
1 intern left last week, 2 interns left this week and another 2 next week.
time really flies, i hope the next batch of interns are good and nice like me :)
heard a very devastating news over work and really drill into me that work life balance is really important for maintaining a good health.
while i was trying to change my tagboard codes i had a hard time, use to be very enthu abt creating blogskins and all in late pri sch and early sec sch but guess i forgotten almost all of it.
can't wait to meet my girls <3
alot of my friends/ friend's bf are entering army...
complains abt long hours/days countdown...
actually i thought bmt 3 months cannot see so i thought confirm will miss.
but actually it's just 2 days and subsequently everyweek get to book out.
so actually not as bad as i expected leh? plus mon-fri i got work and class on 2 weekdays. my weekdays are very occupied. so i guess i wouldn't feel as much as my friends who are studying full time.
but aiya say only, don't speak too soon before the real thing. hahahaha
<3 all readers who are with me through thick and thin,
showed concern, really appreciate loads :)
and last shoutout to my one and only,
love our htht today though as usual, we get pissed over stupid things.
wish everything will be ok before u serve the nation.
loves!
I suspect it is the host. not with the tagboard.
if the issue still persist, looks like i either have to remove my tagboard,
or change a new blog link, which I think is unlikely to happen.
recently blogged about very unhappy stuffs,
or rather, i blog only when something bad happens,
shouldn't be the case, i shld continue to blog while i still can...
Amazing journey with spiritualjoy!
My eyesight is getting woret, i hope it doesn't deteriorate further -_-
Next month is my 1st year with PSA. as in from my internship.
how time flies...
sometimes i wish i was smarter, can go uni...
but to think about it, my current family situation wouldn't have allowed me to do so.
so i guess it's all fated and i can only resign to fate. but i always thought education should never be limited by $$$$$$4
the next best thing to do is really, find a good husband, settle down to start a family. I really really want to give my kids the best.
I will work hard to save $$$, keep my ricebowl.
I not trying to diao qi lai mai(hang myself to sell) but my circumstances really makes me wanna marry earlier. but i know ultimately i won't la...
till maybe about 25/26...
this year's fasting can't really feel it liao,
cus i have work and only get to meet momo when he's breaking fast...
so not too bad, and this year seems quite short.
1 intern left last week, 2 interns left this week and another 2 next week.
time really flies, i hope the next batch of interns are good and nice like me :)
heard a very devastating news over work and really drill into me that work life balance is really important for maintaining a good health.
while i was trying to change my tagboard codes i had a hard time, use to be very enthu abt creating blogskins and all in late pri sch and early sec sch but guess i forgotten almost all of it.
can't wait to meet my girls <3
alot of my friends/ friend's bf are entering army...
complains abt long hours/days countdown...
actually i thought bmt 3 months cannot see so i thought confirm will miss.
but actually it's just 2 days and subsequently everyweek get to book out.
so actually not as bad as i expected leh? plus mon-fri i got work and class on 2 weekdays. my weekdays are very occupied. so i guess i wouldn't feel as much as my friends who are studying full time.
but aiya say only, don't speak too soon before the real thing. hahahaha
<3 all readers who are with me through thick and thin,
showed concern, really appreciate loads :)
and last shoutout to my one and only,
love our htht today though as usual, we get pissed over stupid things.
wish everything will be ok before u serve the nation.
loves!
Saturday, August 06, 2011
I failed my tp zzzz
30points. crazy road situation -_- suay like mad but i had my own mistakes lol
my next tp is on 1 Oct.
into week 5 of my acca lessons. time flies lor, really.
soon it will be exams and another semester! weeeeeeeee! will study hard :)
don't know if anyone still reads my blog,
but to recall an incident that happened in 2009.
HOW CAN IT EVER BE NOT SIGNIFICANT?
you know what? once a bitchanate always a bitchanate!
grrrrrrrrr until now you still stand by your principles and i stand by by mine.
dunnoe all along you were play-acting or just merely "fu yan" me.
I know i forced you to say cruel words to her... aiya also not very cruel just say u weren't comfortable what. u said you were afraid of losing your friendship, but you didn't realise by not doing it, you are already losing our relationship. yeah i know i am always the one forcing you, calling the shots, i am a very unreasonable gf or whatsoever. i magnify small issues.
aiya that was 2years ago liao, but dunnoe why i still have unexplainable hatred, injustice within me. sigh.... i cannot forget.... and until today u can say whatever she did to you is all insignificant. you know what? if u really think it's insignificant you wouldn't have hid from me in the first place...
Karma already fallen on those who supported him during this crisis.
Karma was also on me for being a slut during my younger days -_-
even to think about it spoils my mood.
30points. crazy road situation -_- suay like mad but i had my own mistakes lol
my next tp is on 1 Oct.
into week 5 of my acca lessons. time flies lor, really.
soon it will be exams and another semester! weeeeeeeee! will study hard :)
don't know if anyone still reads my blog,
but to recall an incident that happened in 2009.
HOW CAN IT EVER BE NOT SIGNIFICANT?
you know what? once a bitchanate always a bitchanate!
grrrrrrrrr until now you still stand by your principles and i stand by by mine.
dunnoe all along you were play-acting or just merely "fu yan" me.
I know i forced you to say cruel words to her... aiya also not very cruel just say u weren't comfortable what. u said you were afraid of losing your friendship, but you didn't realise by not doing it, you are already losing our relationship. yeah i know i am always the one forcing you, calling the shots, i am a very unreasonable gf or whatsoever. i magnify small issues.
aiya that was 2years ago liao, but dunnoe why i still have unexplainable hatred, injustice within me. sigh.... i cannot forget.... and until today u can say whatever she did to you is all insignificant. you know what? if u really think it's insignificant you wouldn't have hid from me in the first place...
Karma already fallen on those who supported him during this crisis.
Karma was also on me for being a slut during my younger days -_-
even to think about it spoils my mood.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
heartbroken :(



Work has been so far so good.
Workload is crazy but coping well.
Extra motivation from the revised pay ^^
Getting my first official pay next Monday. Happy Girl :)
Into school for 3 weeks. Amazingly law to me now is pretty interesting.
think cus the lecturer quite funny also.
Managerial/Cost accounting is boring zzzz
the lecturer is like a bullet train.
and expect us to be like one too.
bullet even before we know how to hold the gun.
big worry here. alot of self studying to do.
Last week, we went to clarke quay as part of our "yearly" event.
No more butter squid :(
Thought everything was going back on track and becoming better but i was wrong.
I just want to vent, pardon me.
For ALL the times I wanted 'Isham to meet me at gombak after my driving, he was never early. end up i had to take train to JE to meet him. even then there are times I was still earlier. No complains about that. maybe just niam through the phone but never once attitude-d. never once hang up his call.
I had night driving today. We planned not to meet. So when my instructor suggested to drop me off at JE, I agreed. When i reach, 'Isham told me he was at gombak.
attitude plus hanged my call. i tried to call back, he rejected my call.
Babe, i don't understand how this is my fault at all.
you didn't even call me/msg me.
I was contemplating whether to take the train home.
I had the urge to, really. but i stayed. you said i wasn't grateful. were you?
When u came we exchanged no words, but things went back to normal soon after we boarded the train. I said I was angry, you said so were you.
I was angry how this whole thing became my fault JUST BECAUSE I was at JE instead of BB. you were angry because you think i wasn't grateful.
you sent me home, and you saw your bus drove away. you missed the bus.
I was returning home in a "happy dance" never to expect you to be frustrated.
you made a mockery. how is this my fault again. How am i suppose to know when the bus arrives? I apologised for holding you up, and you posted on your facebook.
1 word. Heartbroken.
Everytime I am sad,
I talk to Spiritualjoy,
I cry but only at home because if you see me cry, you'd scold me for crying too easily.
I don't want to confide in a friend to cause our rls to be rocky.
I look forward with a life with you, but how to?
when i can't even be myself when I am with you?
I can't believe I am facing this into our 3 years of rls.
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