Sunday, November 27, 2011

$ money

This week damn xiong,

Buffet lunch at royal plaza @ scotts carousel
New LED tv, cost me $$$$$$$$$$$$$$
petrol, parking is grrrrrr

= damn broke now
so shall go on diet from tmr onwards. LOL

Thursday, November 24, 2011

running makes me feel 10x more awake.
funny. but the weather isn't ideal for running today.
looks like i gotta start studying soooon!

Monday, November 21, 2011

I need more time, really

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Eye bags at its darkest

This feels like my darkest period. Literally, my eye bags i mean... While tax comp has really drained me out, i still have fa projects, provision, aias, next year's tax eci... Phew~ though i wont touch tax for the next year. I havent done my handover, so have i not learn new things from aats. Here i am struggling with exams... Crazy but i will keep going.. Because life always get better after dark!!! :) i need coffee now. But i dont want to be over reliant... Jiayou!

And hi dearest, dont know if you'll ever read this just know that admist my busy workdays, i miss u truckloads! 1 week passed so fast!! Ser u sooon and we shall celebrate our 4th anniversary! :)
everything is tiring me out.. work exams( 1.15am check!)
but i will persevere on...
the tough gets going!! JIAYOU SHI LIN

Monday, November 14, 2011

so freaky.. LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW.. SCARLET (Y)
HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY!!!! :)

See you in awhile!!!

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Miss you choburg :(

First weekend without babe

This week was really a busy week.
especially since isham enlisted...
It was only the first day I had trouble sleeping and waking up to early :(
Subsequently i think work/study has really tire me out i really had no trouble sleeping.
Had been running whenever time allows me to.
Feel so much motivated now compared to last time.
hohoho
It's pouring now, I wonder if i can still run today :(

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

Monday, November 07, 2011

Singa Cup 2011

Was invited to help out for the first ever Singa Cup held in Singapore.
Its a youth tournament and teams from all over the world are invited...
teams from India, Australia, Philippines and Singapore!!!
Was there at the Official's Night ytd,
where i met coaches/team managers, referees and the organising committee.
awesome experience!! esp football!
Mingji, Designer, branding of Singa Cup
Weeee~ Dinner~
Team coaches requested to take a single shot with us :) we famous liao. hahahahaha
Us with the banner :)
Trophies which we will be giving out on fri!

met awesome ppl from all walks of life, pretty cool experience!


Motivated to lose weight now!!!!

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Titanic: The Artefact Exhibition & Dali: Mind of a genius

ArtScience Museum @ MBS

The ticket is $24 for adults, additional 20% for OCBC Cardholders.
Babe and I decided to pay another $4
for another exhibition by Salvador Dali, an artist.
We went to Titanic thinking there would be a smaller crowd
cus there was a documentary going on which may have held up some of the crowd.
We took a picture with a Captain that really looks like Captain Smith!
We were also given a replica boarding pass with real passenger names
and details, at the end of it, we can find out if this passenger survived the sinking.
The first area started with the building and design of Titanic,
important people and how it was different from the rest of the steamships.
It was mega huge and the amount of coal they use is ALOT!!!
ok, no statistics here, go for the exhibition!
Unfortunately no photography allowed in the exhibition :(

It was a really good insight on different rooms they had for different classes.
Smoking room, gym, even the restaurants are different across the classes.
They also showcase some of the utensils used, the first class utensils are more delicate while the third class are really like simple cups and plates.
They also had a reproduction of a first class cabin and in contrast a third class cabin. really quite a big difference, well explained in the ticket price too!
There was also a grand staircase that resembles those Cruise kind! but is exclusive for first class passengers. They allow people to take pics there, for a price of course! you gotta buy them :)There was also a third class promenade, open area that kinda feels real when its dark! I eavesdropped from a staff that the artefacts that are displayed are really recovered form the ship wreck! they still hold expeditions once every few years to go down to look for items that can still be recovered!
2.5hours to reach the bottom, imagine the depth, and no sunlight summore.

I really learnt alot from the exhibition! There was a huge iceburg that you can actually feel to see how cold the temperature of the water was when the ship sank.
Definitely worth the $24 + 20%(lazy to do the calculations)!!!!
DAMN COOL, babe and I sure enjoyed ourselves discovering new things together
and arguing and realising the true reason why the boat sank.
The sad thing is, metal eating organism will slowly invade the megaship.
One day it will be gone. so treasure what we can still recover now!

Anyway, the aftermath of the Titanic, i thought to myself:
Perhaps a hundred year from now, will there be an even faster mode of transport?
Maybe travel by rocket? hmmm space shuttle? who says its not possible?!!
Anw, because at the time the incident happened, probably airoplane were just invented, they weren't flown commercially, thus travelling by sea seems like the only choice. Current times, people travel by air, crash are minimal because there are relatively lesser traffic on air than on sea. While accidents still happen, jet fuel would have destroyed the remains of personal belongings of many? maybe in a hundred years there will be a exhibition of a airplane instead??? i mean i am not cursing a megacrash la, just.... I dont know!!! maybe maybe?

After titanic we went for Dali, famous for melted clocks.
Really amazing ideas and how he expresses his life through art pieces.
Different items represent different feeling. Damn cool.
but it reached a point it got too profound to understand.
woo,plus i am not a very art person.
nevertheless, it was still a good experience :)
Love it! AWESOME DAY WITH BABE!

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Hi Bf,

I hope you understand that when you enter army,
its a whole different story.
I will make you feel 10x of shit i am feeling now.

Thanks

Sunday, October 16, 2011

so much of it.

so much of feeling insecure, paranoid.
I am not suppose to be the one but WHY!
anyway i conquered Human BSG ytd. happy but my throat hurts now.

Ytd was also the day i saw your true colours at your work place.
so many things i wanted my brain to reject, but my heart tells me smth is not right.
now you find it a hassle to hold my hand JUST BEFORE rides.
I dont need you to always hold my hands esp with our friends around
but cant you just give me that kind of assurance that we're getting through the
ride together? I know I shldnt keep comparing the past and now.
but it is all getting too ridiculous don't you think so?
you wanted to take the back row of mummy, i told you i was scared.
you got pissed off because you wanted very much to show me the lane change.
in the end we took the last 2nd row. you were pissed because u didn't get to take back row. LIKE HELLO??? I am a girl I am scared can't you just fucking accommodate me?
ya all you care is abt not seeing the lane change,my feelings are nth to you anw.
all you care abt is your friends seeing us hold hands like hello one sec of assurance kill isit?

and you know what? you will definitely feel it when u enter army, just see lor!

see your colleagues only turn to me and smile, commented that her hair was different.
ya lor, notice only. actually i'm not very much into this, but because of existing condition it kinda like adds on to my anger..

to be honest i am quite disappointed, and i know this post is one-sided.
whatever~

sometimes i am just very much hurt by the things you do/say.
sometimes it hurts alot that i tear immediately.
just because my tears are already worthless to you,
you finally said it, i am acting pitiful.
you shouted at me because when i talk abit unglam, not professional, sound like auntie. you just shouted at me??????????? for fuck, seriously?
U want me to change, i know, but everything i wanted you to change you also didn't what. i ask u not to wink because its effing ugly and unglam, you still did it because its a habit. u said u had no choice. so everything that u do is no choice, everything i do is got choice la.

tell me people. how to endure?
my friends tell me i shld take it easy on my rls.
but i don't want my relationship to reach a point, both parties bo chap each other
and you still tell ppl, you're together. and most importantly, only behave like a gf/bf when u feel like it. EVERYONE tell me he's a treasure.
he's the best guy one can ever get. sometimes my heart tells me
i deserve better. why aft 4 years i still have to struggle.

today is your birthday, i don't want to make this ugly.
but deep inside me i have already expressed how i feel.

HBD, enjoy your day!

ok, i will still hang on, until 1 day my heart is dead

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Not very good ol days

Recently sham and i went to cck stadium to watch local football. Those who know, cck stadium holds the greatest memory, other than shuai ge day which was at tpy stadium. I fell twice there. Fell in love(well, maybe not, just crushing), and literally fall thanks to mich&company... Zzz hor, mich? Babe hasnt't been there. So i kinda explain how BC came about... Seriously, i must have been a bitch, which bf like gf who talks about their exs. Not any moment was i proud abt what happened. Love at first sight dont last!!! But i am still glad it happened, pretty cute experience tho it was short... Not shorter than 9 days tho. Lol!

Another dream today.. Haha i wonder why i never get to dream about dear.. I can only guess, we fulfil dreams tgt in life.
Tmr is our last mo mthsary before dear go green. Literally.
More excited abt our 4th yr celebtation tho! Hope all's well. I am running out of creative juice... Even for babe's birthday which is this sun. Omg....

Saturday, October 01, 2011

YAY! one burden off shoulder

Finally I have one burden off my shoulder,
1 less thing to worry about,
1 less thing to spend on.
How can I not be happy!!!

Today i was calm compared to my first attempt, but was quite reserved...
so i had points accumulated for delaying traffic.
Thought I was gonna fail cus i went over speed limit. opps.
and plus warmup i screwed up almost everything. LOL

THE HAPPIEST THING ON GETTING MY LICENSE IS RECEIVING $150 REFUND
from my BBDC acct which i accidentally top up too much. lol
yay!!!!!

Happy Children's Day.
I am happygal91

Sunday, September 18, 2011

just realised nth has changed aft 2 years. oh wellll

you want me to call her by her name?
ask her to learn to call you by your name.
you know what?
Once a bitch always a bitch.
i sound more like a bitch here but whatever.

friends told me to go easy on relationships.
yeah, maybe from now on i will learn to.
too demanding later the rope will break.
but not my loss anyway!!

ok... i will digest it today.
lesson of the day... don't make mistakes or you'll let me niam forever.

This week sucks. so draining. so cheated. so heavy
but managed to meet friends!
next week another chiong week :(

Monday, September 12, 2011

KARMA WILL HIT YOU DAMMIT

Sunday, September 11, 2011

9/11

9/11 today, happy cus its the 10th anniversary of S.H.E today!
but my heart still feel for family members of those who were sacrificed during a cruel terrorist act. hope Singapore will be safe and whole world will be safe from threats forever. Peace!

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

The ball went in before i could feel worried for it X2

Disappointing display by the Lions.
looks like LIVE games for isham and I just don't work.
we should just watch at home :(
to be honest i expected so much more from the lions,
especially after their admiral display against China.
but..... today was just too easy.
Iraq weren't fantastic but we were worst.

First match in office wear. I was wary of my reputation/profession...
So i kinda held back my emotions...
football matches can go abit violent/vulgar hor...
so must maintain... lol

lost alot of balls in midfield. no shi jiayi, no harris harun = disaster.
Qiuli wasn't on form at all! fazrul's substitution didn't make any impact.
Maybe coach weren't there, maybe players were tired, maybe the morale was down.
The two goals i weren't expecting to be goals became a goal.
before my heart could pump faster to recognise it as a goal on shot,
it went in... my reaction was -_- X2 goals.
crazy but oh well.... i think its better than high balls, everyone loses possession.
Just a little disappointing though, thought things can be better.
Jordan looks like our last chance, no room for mistakes.
Good luck!!!! plus last soccer match live before mr isham serves our dear country.
still VERY tempted to go for china match, cook curry? lol see how la! thats like 15nov!! so long but aiya time flies this year :(

lastly... Our new president was here at the match and the response when his name was announced, you guessed it :P

and hi muaji, i saw ur tags in midst of flood~ stalk me ah :) seee u :)