shoutout to mag soh!

Hi mag!!!!!

long time no seeeee :)i just saw your tag, hehe

was lost in a sea of spams.. hehe

thanks much for your motivation <3

it is definitely tough now, but lets pull through this and life will get better right!!

lets jiayou tgt!!! :)

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO 2 FRIENDS I DIDN'T WISH!

Hi girls, these post is specially meant for you 2, don't know if you'll come across this,

but i know somehow you will, and know that I REMEMBERED YOUR BIRTHDAY :)

Wanting: Miss working with you, work has been really really hectic. no time for private mails, sudoku, bingo! really glad to have known you better from internship! catchup with you again after your prelims and belated birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :)

Peiyi: whaooooo my first poly friend, sorry for missing out your birthday celebration with the rest of the peeps! haven't caught up with you for a long long time and i really mean a long long time. hope everything is going well for you :) CATCH UP WITH YOU on mon after ur papers!! :) sure have many things to say!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

ADD OIL FOR PRELIMS AH <3

I cant be good in everything, i have my limitations.
I can't be the best in everything.
Why cant you accept my flaws.
Sorry i am too lousy for you.

Netball not good
Futsal not good
Badminton not good
Sorry i really can't find something i am good at. If my low self esteem is not enough, thnks so much for reminding me my flaws. You're so hard to please. I'm breathless. I am fine that other ppl are better than me, but cant you see i am trying? But in your eyes, theres only victory and i am the victim.

I hope you understand that marriage is not as easy as it is. Let alone maintaining it. At the state we are now, i can see you blaming me for things i dot do well as a wife/mother/daughter in law. Yeah sure others can do it better... Den move on.... Nobody wants to be second best. Unless you change this, i am saying straight to your face, sorry you are not my kind of marriage parter. I really dont need someone to remind me of what i cant do as well for the rest of my life. Its not like you tell me nicely what i can do better, yes i know you're frustrated you're losing, so am i.

I dont want to start a quarrel, i dont need to unnecessarily affect your training mood, when u chance upon this just know that i am just disappointed. I dont know how to react. I know i am not the best gf any guy can have but cant you see that i am not genius?? Have i ever once scolded you because you can't do your napfa as well as the other guys? U do beter you can book out on friday, we can spend more time, but i know you've tried your best. I have no second doubt, if your best can only bring you this far, so be it.

Said my piece. Its not the first time it occurred and will also not be the last.

Just.... Very very sad:(

I just hv too many flaws that i cant even hide...

Sorry i've let you down again, sorry we lost again...

If only i was better, you wld love me more

what if i need to make a decision between waist and boobs? zzzzzzzzz