Sunday, October 31, 2010


saw this in my previous blog post 2 years back! haha
you're old. you're 19 already
I'm still 18. young as ever. thanks thanks

Please take care of your own health
i know you've been staying up late to do my birthday preparation stuffs
though you always don't want to admit..
I am an arty-farty isham is the opposite
that's why he always spends time doing artwork
those work that girls usually do in other relationship
I totally fail right!
ehhh... but once in awhile I still do, which makes it more special than ever (:
next week is our 3rd anni. more $$$ spent


Mon- Dental appt
Tue- Training
Wed- MEETING MY LOVELIES!!
Thur-Out for simple date w isham
Fri-Meetup w pathetic 4
Sat-Birthday celebration with Isham
Sun FREE!!


Friday, October 29, 2010

busy bee

for the 1st time in 6 weeks,
i felt that 9 hours of work is not ENOUGH AT ALL!
I was tied up the whole day today(yes... month end)
it was omg stress from 9am. thank god I had mac breakfast
which I had a hard time eating. I took an hour cus of my teeth...
but managed to finish it.
after I finish one work, more came.
it sucks but well, time went pass damn fast!! ahhh~
thanks wan ting for helping me with some.
if not sure cannot go home on time today!!

Mon is another busy day, in fact the whole of next week is a busy week.
grrrrr....

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Karate Kid and Ice Kacang Puppy love today (:
SHIOK SHIOK

SUPER DREAD TMR'S WORK LEH...
but looking forward to after work (:
Yesterday was totally awesome
even though it was just a short 5 hours (:
the best part was at the end
we had h2h talk for 2 hours, i didn't want to end it
but it was late... so... no choice...

Apparently, we were in bus 30 and we saw something which we shouldn't see!! lol
so we were discussing if we see our opposite sex friends in the bus
would we sit beside them?
the problem is... lets say I see my guy friend, I sit beside him, I am comfortable with him,
Isham's friend see me. Tell isham. would he be angry? would he think i'm cheating?
Vice versa.
I know it all boils down to trust, but in situations like these. Its so hard...
Den he asked me the same question... I said it depends who the girl is...
Back to the 'bee' thing(if you're a loyal reader or a friend of mine, you'd know)
I said if this thing didn't happen, I am sure I'll be ok with you talking to her or what
Den he challenged me and recalled a time where one of my long time ago crush told me he misses me. From the beginning, I DON'T LIKE GIVING PEOPLE FALSE HOPE.
so when he said such things to me, i made it clear that it was impossible, cus I had my bf. I made it so clear. Isham said he didn't made it clear to her when she called isham bee was because
he was afraid it'll affect their friendship, den i was like SO YOU THINK IT WON'T AFFECT MINE? deep down in my heart I was thinking, in this kind of situation it will only affect 2 people's heart, your gf or that girl. So the fact that u choose not to break her heart over mine, it sucks but of course you eventually did after i forced you to do so. I know I totally suck as a gf cus I am over protective..
He said I made a fuss out of his situation and in my situation he gave light.
But in my opinion, it can't be compared because in the first place, I was strong in my stand
you weren't.

then i throw back at him, if i weren't strong in my stand,
would you be angry?
He thought awhile and say YA...
EXACTLY!! cus HOW CAN YOU ALLOW SOMEONE ELSE TO DO THINGS ONLY YOUR PARTNER CAN DO/SAY TO YOU!!
but then so far he has been very lucky cus I can handle all these quite well. I MEAN not like alot of ppl come tell me things my bf tell me... but that's the way I do things...
i still make it a point i don't go out with guys on a single date, whom i have no feelings for when i'm single!!!

But glad now everything is over...
He've learnt his lesson, so did I.
so now before I do anything I tell him first.
you see this thing happened last year I could still bring up and talk this year
HAHA i damn hold grudges. not good but aiya... cannot don't leh!

now I want BREAK THE BARRIER.
I CAN! (:






Saturday, October 23, 2010

The girl who doesn’t get nicely dressed up everyday. The girl who doesn’t have to have her makeup perfect everyday. The girl who has that little boyish side to her. The girl who doesn’t have a ton of pictures of her showing off a ton of skin and puckering up her lips online. The girl who’s willing to run around in the rain without caring about her hair. The girl who will stay up with you all night on the phone. The girl who’s willing to play video games with you, and not stop until she beats you. The girl who doesn’t make every guy’s head turn. The girl who not every single person will call pretty. The girl who lives in her own little world along with a few other people. The girl who doesn’t care what people think. The girl who is also like a best friend to you. The girl who sat there and listened to you, about anything, always. That girl, that’s the girl who’s worth it. That’s the girl who you can fall in love with and never regret it. She’s the one, you could spend the rest of your life with.

got from tumblr!
the only part not true is the staying up all night on the phone!
Isham, you're weird and i don't know what you're thinking =(

tiring day

Yesterday was a short working day, but long day.
Work only till 3.30pm yesterday
was rotting before lunch, only had a few couple of stuffs to work on.
but after lunch was crazy.
for the remaining 1.5hours was rush rush rush rush
I went off from PSA building at about 4pm.
Took Stanley's car to PSA club about 2 bus stops down.
4 ppl squeeeze behind (:
reached den lepak abit. played 4 games I think
and YAY!! Sunflower WON!
Shiying high as usual.
poor alvyn cus he was our last man
den was aimed by everybody.
hahaha. plus he lost scissors paper stone 4x!! skipped 40times
ok so in the end we got 1st! totally shiok
although only a $2 daiso funky pen but team spirit was totally awesome
and the aunties damn funny...

after games CFO made closing speech.
she has a great sense of humor and shes's very nice!!
Buffet dinner den Karaoke in a big hall omg =( crazy
all finance ppl can sing K damn well, even aunties & uncles
got 1 uncle know how to sing jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
DAMN CUTE RIGHT!
I think I should go K practice soon! HAHA
CFO sang wind beneath my wings. omg so secondary school (:
and all great people sing this song (:
and she keep asking us whether we needed drinks.
cus she treating. nice max!! (:

after than met some futsallers at Breeks for like 10mins?
hahaha, den we headed home.
the feeling damn high cus damn tired
after i reach home, online awhile
KO-ed

mon onwards i'll be damn stress~ i can sense it alr

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Life & Happiness

"Life is a choice, it's your life. choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly. Choose happiness"
-Bronnie

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

image heavy+unglam

kns want to wear what dun have what!
tt time can't find futsal jersey
now i can't find my team tanglin netball
angry angry =(
and all those i have is I DUN WEAR ONE LOR
think my mum threw the wrong pile
sad max but what to do!
at least I still have the dirty yellow tanglin jersey. it was my best
at least I have 2 futsal camp shirt
and most importantly, at least I have clothes to wear and choose from.
this is called ku zhong zuo le.

I wanted so much to blog my baby pictures + growing up pictures
I lead a very extraordinary life.
I have alot of people who care about me (:
but image upload disabled for 2 hours.
if i feel desperate enough i might just use photobucket.
otherwise, tmr!
*you guys damn lucky i just manage to upload*

k let me talk abit about today first!
to celebrate our 1st official month working together, we decided to have a feast!!
the brown rice is mine shiying's rice on the left and wanting's soonkueh on the right!
AND dunnoe heng or suay ALL OUR "LIAO" we suppose to share ARE CHICKEN!!
so i call it a chickenini day...
got seaweed chicken from wt, nuggets from shing and black pepper chicken from me!!
too much we couldn't finish. to be continued tmr! HAHAH

it's be and my bro and my 2 elder cousins!!
maybe that's why i grew up in a very guy-ish environment...
see my unglam photo, i miss my xiao zhen tou! i call it (:
At my waipo's place @ malaysia! Segamat!
waipo's motorcycle. I wish she was still here =(
my cousin my malaysia! shes exactly 6 months older than me! hehe
i have uncle hairstyle leh =(
on my left is peijun! my childhood friend, shes 2 days younger than me
and look at my translucent swimming costume! WHO GOT ME THAT?!?!
and my pathetic limp hair.
can count how many strands of hair man. HAHAA
at my grandma house at jurong east. I think this is p1,
cus I had piercing and the yellow thing u see on on my ear is oilment for my infection.
p1 already playing PS1. oh, PS1 i repeat
dunnoe which birthday!! why am i holding my bro's hand instead of his holding mine
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! HAHA
sit also like tomboy, leg open so big. cui...
a photoshoot i insisted to take, before i learn to smile nicely. HAHA SO UGLY!!
got potential to become model? HAHA
if only i remained this slim and dark ah!~
it's my bro's birthday but looks like I'm the limelight. mwahahaha
ok soon i'll have nice straight teeth again! can't wait to boast like this. HAHAH
and my fringe abit cui. i have a feeling this is p1!
If i'm not wrong this picture was taken when i was p2.
what happen was in the day, both my parents were away to work.
only left me& my bro.
we dunnoe what to do so we take pictures lor...
and HAPPILY lock all the rooms
leaving the key inside the room
called my grandma for help! den ever since then, we shifted back to my grandma's place
until p4/5.
oh btw i quite like my hair here. complement my round face
should i give it a try?
but this kind of hair abit hard to maintain
cus ALWAYS have to be at this lenth
too long not nice too short also not nice!
HOW HOW advice please!!
i'm kinda tired of long hair though!
I don't know what got into me.
i decided one day i should have all my smiles look stretched
so u can see my mouth super long and forced! HAHAHA
NICE HAIR RIGHT!!
forced doublechin! UNGLAM!
nice hair bro!! HAHAHA
got look like f4's vanness? HAHA
once healthy once slim once slim
DAMN DEPRESS NOW!
good mini party~
my 3 besties from p3/p4.
p4 alr so auntie + retro taka plastic! now it's paper bag!
sentosa to celebrate my birthday in sec 1!!
sec 2 countdown which means countdown to 2006!
sy when will u visit sentosa w me again!!
triple j's when are we going again!
super wanna go bintan =(
1e4/2e4 craziest bunch of ppl always! miss you guys loads!!
Sembawang thing~ the leader same birthday as me!
i think we were representing Saudi Arabia and we won!!
and i miss my Blue Pe tshirt =( it died
ever since my netball mates threw CORN FLOUR on me
on my birthday and can't be removed!!
ahhh~
some of the 3e1 girls
BEST!!!
TA08 too many pics can't include here. HEHE
shall do a seperate one SOON

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

appetite bad for the past 2 days
ache like crazy but today's dinner i was able to eat meat!
tmr will be a crazy FEAST DAY
cus we are celebrating 1st month of working together
damn cute right!!
hope my teeth will be guai tmr
and separators please drop soon!
if not have to wait till mon =(

Weekends I love weekends.
I appreciate you!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

separators are killing me.
very painful to bite hard food
like brocolli. LOL

failed atempt to service my lappy today
cus i forgot to get the job service number.
need to call and get it done before 21st.

fri sports day!
(:

Yesterday

Isham woke up late yesterday
so I had abit of time and gathered my babies
for a picture.
the latest addition was "Loftso" the big boss.
The oldest here is Winne the pooh from SY in 2003. well maintained right!
I had a sudden craze for pigs.
and that's why you can see 2 lovelies at the 2 sides.
An pan man i got it in Hongkong without any hesitation
Big bear was from 'Isham in 2008
These 3 lovelies are also given by SY.
i have no chance to use it for now!
such lovely angels!
(:

gonna service my com today
before the warranty runs out!
so you'll probably not see me for a week.
Most importantly, I am going on anesthetic for my gums later
It's been a long time and I damn scared I'll drool.
LOL

Hope next week's work would be awesome.
I miss all of you (:
but for now, can see my pic and miss my face k! (:

on the 14th,
wanted to get materials for 'isham's birthday after work.
failed cus he came down to surprise me on our 35th month.
that day I was super stress!!

on the 15th,
met din to pass him his stuffs.
lied to isham.
rush rush rush to get everything
was late and isham was very pissed with me.

today
woke up in the morning to do a big cookie for isham
it failed miserably, so i had to make do with the remaining.
went back to small cookies in the end.
glad he enjoyed it.
went fish spa @ qianhu, somewhere we've been wanting to go but never had the chance.
being my second experience, I was quick to jump to the medium sized fish
while 'Isham was still stuck with the smaller fishes.
We stayed there longer than expected. lol!
the feeling damn shiok!!

headed to Sentosa for desperados.
short and lame but I managed to get 3rd (:
it was kinda ex, so we spent some time exploring sentosa
while planning our 3rd anniversary.

last station was FOOD!
we spent some time travelling but i guess afterall, it was worthwhile.
We had TEPPANYAKI!
something i've not tried, let alone 'Isham...
not too bad for the food and price.
by the time we left we were bloated!
just the right serving and definitely a great way to end the day.
I was also very much impressed with the chef's skills. haha.

while returning home we had H2H talk.
I told him I was never good at anything.
I feel very average and I'm just average in whatever I do.
I don't do it extremely well neither do I totally suck in it.
Den as I elaborate further, my self confidence went even lower.
But I am glad the bad days are over.
and I finally see some light in my life.
I am going to be the strongest/bravest/independent woman ever!!
Can I?

you're finally 19
and i'm still 18, as young as ever. weeeee~
我不想我不想不想长大!
Tmr I am having mixed feelings
ahhhhhhhhh~

wang ji wang ji!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Everything screwed up today!!
arghhhh.....
shall blog again later.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'ISHAM! =D

4th week of internship!

SO HOW DO YOU READ THE CHINESE CHARACTER?
ACTUALLY, i gave a very big clue!
i said "wah biang" and YES!!
"Biang" is how you read it.
weird i know!
it's actually a name of some kind of noodle in China or smth like that.
57 bi hua! can die!

I was reading my diary which i had since mid 2003.
half of the content consist of things I prefer to keep to myself.
It's always funny looking through your past
and I super like the feeling cus it just shows how much I've grown.
I left primary school and entered sec sch like a chao ah lian
maybe because of my very tomboy nature
used to play cs with my guy friends and i forgot what
now i talk wrestling and more with my guy friends. HAHA
and i don't know why i am like that!!
in sec 1, I find it very difficult to part with my friends
and on the other hand, I quite anti-social last time... so i don't like making new friends.
bu shuang only sprout vulgarities like nobody's business.
you know there was one period got this pair of slipper keychain very popular
i think i got too emo so i cut both the slippers.
my science teacher saw and she scolded me.
of cus i was pissed den i scolded vulgarity quite softly
dunnoe my softly too loud or what! she heard den she suan me.
sweet looking but scold vulgarities also no use
wah den i very pekchek but decided not to escalate
so i continue cutting my 'slippers'

I think sec 1 to 2 was major change because my class got closer
So i decided to become a good girl.
and that's when i decided to play the heartbreaker's game.
and from there i realise I cannot commit at all!!!
after A there was B. while I was with B I think of C.
While I was with C I want to go back to A.

In this case, change cannot be the only constant =(
when can I go back to my healthiest period?
when i can see my defined jawline
this was taken when I was still with F.
nowonder i was healthy. lol
didn't eat alot during that time cus half the time i get too excited.

1 month of internship like finally over
I love Internship totally.
I am very lucky I've got shiying and wanting
nvr fail to make me laugh
but of cus there will be some not so nice one la huh.
can't say out cus it's veru sensitive
but as time passes, i realised that most ppl in my department are quite friendly!
Next fri, finance sports day! yay

I wish...

I wish I look pretty to you all the time.
Because each time I don't, I ask myself,愛呢?
I know there are so many ppl out there who doesn't appreciate my kind of beauty
but I was hoping you do.



你就完全变了样
maybe my initial plan 3 years ago backfired.

Hope tmr will be all well!
we've been quarreling for 2 consecutive days.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


the most difficult chinese character still in use
come tell me how to read this
i learnt this at work! hahaha and the pronunciation really wah biang!
lol. shall reveal next post (:

work today was alright. got quite some stuffs to do in the morning...
some stuffs happened and I VERY ANGRY
so angry that i want to rant to anyone who's willing to listen! =D

tomorrow is thursday! yay!

I believe in Karma. so I better not do what i don't want others to do onto me.
but i can't control =(
I got disgusted for my own acts
and i believe I had my karma, cus i got it 3 times =(

when can i live today and forget yesterday?

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

wants to play netball on saturday.

pathetic 5 please jio me. LOL

sat busy day
sun i'll prolly bleed at home.
not menses la. my ugly teeth.

Next week if all goes well I WANT TO go sentosa
jogging or any form of exercise
i said I WANT TO, hopefully no changes to it

since babe is gonna celebrate my birthday on sat
which means i'm free on 5th!
come date me.
omg i sound so desperate. HAHA
whatever, if all else fails, I alr have a back-up plan.
so... xian shuo ming, first come first serve ah.
my principle still applies though (:
I DONT WANT TO TURN 19!!
but ok, let me be beautiful before 21. heeeeeee

thanks SY!
thanks 'Isham!
for giving me courage and strength, against all odds.
(:

bo gay for 2 years is no fun but i am looking forward to the end product
even if it means i have to splurge on it.
gao xing is cute but i think i like duan cheng feng better
mwahahaha

price of beauty

Monday, October 11, 2010

11 oct

WRITE EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND
DON'T CHANGE IT.
I DID THIS EXACTLY 2 years ago, i am gonna re-do this! heh!

1. Your ex and you ...
- can never be friends

2. I am listening to ...
- Backstreet Boys-how did i fall in love with you

3. Maybe I should ...
- hesitate no more and follow my heart

4. I love ...
- Muhammad 'Isham Bin Suprayitno (:


5. My best friend(s) ...
- 6F clique, Ta08, Pathetic 5, childhood friends, sec sch friends, too many =(

6. I don't understand ...
- why i am always so poor

7. I have lost my respect for ...
- David Beckham

8. I last ate ...
- Sweets!

9. The meaning of my display name
is ...
-My name Shi Lin. i don't know what shi means but lin means king of forest(rule the world)
oh wait, did someone tell me this or did i decipher this myself. HAHA, maybe i can really be politician

10. God ...
- is special to each and everyone of us

11. Someday ...
- i will be RICH!

12. I will always be ...
- PRETTY. HAHAHAHA

13. Love....
- is blind

14. I never ever want to lose ...
- anything i once had

15. My myspace is ...
- closed?

17. I get annoyed when ...
- I keep saying things i shouldn't say

18. Parties ...
- are always fun.

20. Simple Kisses ...
- are always sweer

21. Today I ...
- worked

22. I wish ...
- i don't have to lose anyone around me

IS YOUR/ARE YOU
01. is your hair wet?
- no

02. is your cell phone right by you?
- Yes.

03. do you miss someone?
- YES!

04. are you wearing chop stick?
- never had one

05. are you tired?
- VERY

06. are you wearing pajamas?
- no!

08. are you mad?
- no reason to be

09. are you upset?
- i guess no. all's well

HAVE YOU
01. recently done anything you regret?
- YES!!!

02. ever lied?
- of cus, who doesnt?

03. ever stuck gum under a desk?
- no... never.

04. ever kicked someone?
- in my dreams!

05. ever tripped over your own feet?
- duh~

TODAY HAVE YOU:
01. have you cursed?
- accidentally. lol

02. have you gotten mad at someone?
- No.

-RANDOM-
Q: is there a person who is on your
mind right now?
A: yes

Q: do you have any siblings?
A: Yes

Q: do you want children?
A:definitely but not now!

Q: do you smile often?
A: most of the time yes!

Q: do you untie your shoes every time
you take them off?
A: not unless they are sports shoes

Q: do you like your handwriting?
A: seriously no! and never

Q: are your toenails painted?
A: Yes but it's dying soon

Q: are you a friendly person?
A: actually No. but I CAN BE

Q: whose bed others than yours do you
sleep in?
A: not much chance to sleep on other ppl's bed leh. lol! oh isit?

Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
A: brown

Q: what were you doing at 7pm
yesterday?
A: Movie!!

Q: I can’t wait until ...
A: THIS WEEKEND
I was supposed to draw in bubble font 'No Admittance"
Everyone who knows me well enough should also know i'm never good in ART.
sometimes you dun have to be good. just have to play smart (:
so smart ppl like me go trace fonts la (:
shading is always nicer than printed fonts! right right right!
come guys, vote which one is nicer!
oh and the post-it note you see on the paper is lame
but fun to play around with.
it says... "Go away, or else you'll regret it"
well, you get to tick what you want to say (:
and in the foreground, you see another piece of paper
I was so bored that I drew the "family tree" after a long long time (:
some brain cells were killed cus i was thinking hard over who's who.
Apparently after HT and Samuel i forgot everything.
until it reaches the 3rd generation, which is the Triple J's part.. hahaha
I also tried to recall the group names, but i could only remember mine...
and the 3 gangs (: Oniki, Pervertic, Sissy
naming the class register was a breeze.

I was rotting at work today...
thoughts kept running, well at least it saved me from falling asleep in several occasions.
I thought about my future, my past =(
I am STILL lost in my own world...

today is Shi Ying's birthday!
shes so cute!
I was tired and she said she was awake after phone calls from her aunt
den i asked her to call me, she really did
when we are just opposite each other.
When I was bored she would make Sudoku for me.
We played Bingo today without talking. hahaha
Wan Ting and I played Wii during lunch.

Too much to think, time passes considerably fast today.


interesting pic (:

Motivate me anyone!!!
Feels like living in North Korea cus i'm totally locked out of the world
while working, but i think i just found a solution to it (:

Sunday, October 10, 2010

GREAT DAY

There is nothing more I could wish for,
to meet up my dear 6F clique after a long long time(6 months only la)
We met at Marina for Hotpot Culture!
actually not very nice but managed to fill my stomach anyway.
the fondue chocolate is very nice though and banana is just nice! shiok
it was literally reigniting the flame but of cus not la!! (hidden meaning) HAHAHA

after eating some problems surfaced, feel very pekchek
but it got better after awhile.
hais... army guys army guys
please the remaining guys hz and sp DONT CHANGE!! LOL
though i always say change is the only constant (:

but overall I was glad at least we spent sometime together
whether or not we were in full strength.
it was good knowing everyone is doing well.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU NO MATTER WHAT!
let me repeat for one of the very few times...
6Flexibility'03 will never be replaced in my heart!!

call be bias or whatsoever.
fortunately and unfortunately i can only rmb the class register for pri sch (:
and oh ytd we reminisce our NEOPRINTS Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
now we lao le lao le

WAH STRESS AH. isham's birthday next week.
haven't decided what to do!

SANRIO 50th anniversary fair!!! HERE I COME!

edit:
I think i forgot the most important part!!
WE WENT TO SEE FORTUNE TELLER
not too bad for a first experience
but we're too young to know what exactly the future holds for us.
But i do believe where you want to be and what you want to do is in our hands...

Went for movie after I came back from Sy's house.
Switch, not bad. but the intro kinda long and i was dozing off in between.
the ending was nice, caught my attention so i didn't sleep.

OH AND I GOT HELLO KITTY COVERED SHOES. quite plain
but ok for the price!
no schedule book though!!
=( think i'll be getting it online

ok, I AM SO GONNA DIE TOMORROW.
it's gonna be a vicious cycle
and i have to submit report next week
seriously... DIE.

Thursday, October 07, 2010

Experts say sleep more lose more weight!
OK, now I know why...
I MUST SLEEP EARLIER TOO!!
anw i gained whatever i've lost earlier.
way to go!

still trying to adapt to office life.
feel like sleeping, eat!
lunch eat!
dinner eat!

CHANGE!!! is the only constant!

tmr is fri! yay!

Monday, October 04, 2010

commonwealth games!

One of the very few times I get the chance to watch Netball on tv.
The pockets of the goal third looks very small at home.
but when you start running, you'll realise how big it can actually be.
I've not touched netball for a long long time,
and no doubt it was my best sport.
I had the best teammates, the toughest training, and most importantly,
the best of health!!
I've never felt so healthy ever since I left Tss Netball.
I miss having someone to push my limits...
I really think I can work better under pressure.
arghhhhh, so what's the use of whining now.
nvm, I am determined to go back for futsal training every tuesday once school starts =D
I think after year 1 I gradually lost all pressure cus
partly my mum wasn't too defiant over my relationship aft some time
rmb there was one point of time I WAS VERY VERY determined to prove my mum wrong?
yeah, year 3 is crap.

ok time for bed and another day at work tmr!
I was half-dead today, good luck to the other half tmr. omg am i even making sense? LOL


Saturday, October 02, 2010

homeless kid

my results suck and i have nowhere to go...
applying for uni is a long process and requires lots of patience.
the longer you wait, the lesser the hope...
but no worries for now as the application only starts in Feb.

No regrets coming Poly over JC
at least now I can speak so much better
I am much more confident than the first time i screwed on tanglin stage.
it provided me with a marketable cert.
unfortunately, a lousy A's can't bring u anywhere
but at least a lousy gpa w diploma you can still come out and work!

used to think CCA is not important and it still is?
If you're good enough, you'll make it,
you don't need CCAs! although they say they look at non-academic stuff
but i think maybe just maybe that applies more for SMU.
same idea is DPA.
if you are good enough for the course, you'll make it.
don't need to go through DPA.
that's just my humble opinion!!

but anyway, my Gpa is far from the cutoff.
although very tempted to SIM-UOL
but nah, fees are too ex to afford.
but it's too early to say anything
i might just change my mind!

but for now gonna try local or nothing else!!
but got 1 course quite interesting maritime business
niceeeeeeeeeee! maritime rocks socks
see hw lor see hw lor

well at least I cleared my last sem with no Cs! YAY!!