Saturday, September 30, 2006

Don't find love, let love find you.
That's why it's called falling in love,
because you don't force yourself to fall,
you just fall.

Do you love me because I am beautiful
or am I beautiful because I am loved?

Who do you turn to when the only person
in the world that can stop you from crying,
is exactly the one making you cry?

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.
Never give up when you still feel you can take it.
Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go.

Friday, September 29, 2006

4 November 1991
Your date of conception was on or about 11 February 1991 which was a Monday.

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Scorpio.
Your Life path number is 8.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448564.5.
The golden number for 1991 is 16.
The epact number for 1991 is 14.
The year 1991 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1991 and ending 2/3/1992.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Goat.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Snake; your plant is Thistle.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Tyby, the first month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 27 Heshvan 5752.

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1991.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 13 February 1991.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 19 May 1991.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1991.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 September 1991.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 12 February 1991.

As of 9/29/2006 9:30:06 AM EDT
You are 14 years old.
You are 178 months old.
You are 777 weeks old.
You are 5,443 days old.
You are 130,641 hours old.
You are 7,838,490 minutes old.
You are 470,309,406 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Alexz Johnson (1986) Sean 'P. Diddy' Combs (1970) Matthew McConaughey (1969)
Ralph Macchio (1962) Jeff Probst (1962) Markie Post (1950)
Laura W. Bush (1946) Loretta Swit (1937) Doris Roberts (1930)
Martin Balsam (1919) Art Carney (1918) Walter Cronkite (1916)
Will Rogers (1879)

Top songs of 1991
I Do It for You by Bryan Adams I Wanna Sex You Up by Color Me Badd
Gonna Make You Sweat by C & C Music Factory Rush, Rush by Paula Abdul
One More Try by Timmy T. Unbelievable by EMF
More Than Words by Extreme I Like the Way by Hi-Five
The First Time by Surface Baby Baby by Amy Grant

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.13033268101761 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)



There are 36 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 15 candles.

Those 15 candles produce 15 BTUs,
or 3,780 calories of heat (that's only 3.7800 food Calories!) .
You can boil 1.71 US ounces of water with that many candles.


In 1991 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.
In 1991 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.
In 1991 in the US there were 2,371,000 marriages (9.4%) and 1,187,000 divorces (4.7%)
In 1991 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1991 the population of Australia was approximately 17,387,023.
In 1991 there were approximately 257,247 births in Australia.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 113,869 marriages and 45,652 divorces.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 119,146 deaths.


Your birthstone is Citrine

The Mystical properties of Citrine

Citrine is said to help one connect with Spirit.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Yellow Topaz, Pearl, Diamond

Your birth tree is

Walnut Tree, the Passion
Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.



There are 87 days till Christmas 2006!
There are 100 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.
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You entered: Chua Shi Lin
There are 10 letters in your name.
Those 10 letters total to 50
There are 4 vowels and 6 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 22

A Soul Urge number of 22 means:
The Soul Urge of the master number 22 is very much that of the master builder. You would like to use your abilities in an important humanitarian undertaking, and have an innate desire is to express the significant power you feel in a concrete manner, as a builder, engineer, diplomat, etc. In some way you want to make a considerable contribution to the world.

The 22 gives a broad, universal outlook with a rather practical and common-sense approach. You have especially high intelligence, with an unusual perception and awareness. This number often denotes a high degree of diplomatic abilities and high ideals. You are a very capable person and you may possess special leadership abilities that you can and should develop. People respect you and recognize your superior foresight and vision.

The negative side of the 22 soul urge is a high degree of nervous energy and a tendency to be very dominating. It is unfortunate that all who possess the urge of 22 do not use its energies to the greatest advantage; but then it should be recognized that these energies are understandably the most difficult to focus and direct.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.



-credits to exceptional and paulsadowski
i read through one of my post,which i posted long time ago.
and i found this. which i thought is worth, re-posting again.
especially at the state of mind i'm in now (:

There have been lots of ups & downs,
but ultimately, at the end of the day,
that's what makes you who you are.
we all know how to laugh,
we all know how to cry,
& we all know how to love back.
we all knowheartbreak, but the world keeps moving,
& we keep moving along with it.
& Everything we experience helps us realize how beautiful life really is..

another one, the poem written by mich, during those BC days.

Theres no trust,
Theres no us.
I believe this is true.

Her love path was on the go,
But it was soon time for her to let go.
It was hard,
There was pain,
But this was the right way to follow.

She goes up and down with the beat,
Knowing that this is a battle she gotta win.
Her eyes grew red and fiery,
As you see her mind gets hot.
This is the time she gotta bear,
As HIM will diminish,
And no longer be there.


It will not be easy,
But we know,
You are getting there!

//complicated route.

to think abt how crazy i got over him, was kinda funny and stupid.
but i've learnt a lesson from every relationship! haha!
but good news! it didnt hurt that much afterall.
at the beginning maybe, but not so much after that.
but this poem can be used for my previous relationship too.
but i'm doing gd, no worries!
because i know i have my gd friends to rely on,
and i'm gonna enjoy playing. so why not? lols.
i'll burst out laughing everytime i take a look at him.
LOLS!opps.
its the end of me & him.
it'll do good for both of us i believe.
hereby, i wish him all the best in life! (:

i'll get over him soon..

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

today is a bad day.
i had a bad toothache,
and thats not bad enough lah.
i'm stressed up.
not by exams. but by all the things that are happening around me right now.
my friends, my family and myself.

i dont wish to talk about my friends problems,
because i have many of them, facing the same problem, including myself.
so i'll save it for later.

so for my family stuff. my mum is like the only one supporting the family.
and my brother is not decisive on what he wants to do in life.
and hes calling it quits for ns, and wants to study.
i'm not against that, but i can see how stress my mum is.
from young till now lah. its obvious that my mum had been more money and time,
on him for his studies than i do. but i have never blamed her for that.
and she even said that if she cannot handle the stress, she would do smth not very gd to herself, which i dun wanna mention, cus its not nice to hear.
and i cant afford to lose anyone in my life right now. anymore.
so hopefully, my bro would be able to think this time round,
and decides on what he really wants to do. i dun wanna see him in a bad state in future too.
i want him to have a good future. i might quarrel with him at points of time, i mean everytime. but of cus, i still care about him and his future, and i dont want him to follow the footsteps of my mum, whos working damn hard now, for us. its damn sad lah k.
so my mum told me not to create any trouble for her, cus shes alr very stressed.
i caught what she meant. she must be refering to the BGR matter.
okay, that leads to my next problem. haha

didnt i just mentioned that my feelings arent fading.
so something INTERESTING happened.
and i wouldnt want to elaborate more,
cus it makes me even more angry and i feel like cursing. haha. i better dont.
so we were on the verge of breaking. AGAIN.
haha, its always the same reason.
and each time, he claims he Dont Have.
i'm SUPER JEALOUS! i admit, haha.
so in the end, we didnt. cus we didnt want to afterall.
54 more days and i wonder how i'm gonna face him again.
the promises we've made is holding me back each time.
but..... this is the real test.
and i'm gonna pass it (:

happy belated birthday,YUNHUA!
happy birthday,JINGYING!

Monday, September 25, 2006

i've made someone cry today, AGAIN.
can u believe that? haha.
twice in a month.
i actually have the ability to make people cry lah.
maybe i shouldnt chap to much lah.
i'll stay out of other people's affair lah.
but i was just trying to help lah!
its sad to see unhappy endings okay.
haha, i'm emotional! (:
maybe she shouldnt take my words so seriously..
or maybe i shouldnt be even saying it lah! haha.
oh well,oh wells...

and i'm already starting to think about alot of things.
but its not the time for it now..
so yeah, i better concentrate on my studies for now lah!
but... all these while, i've been missing him lah. damn.
sad to say. haha

oh yar! bro is back in camp!
and i'm free once again.
my mum still doubts me lah.
i did study with my friends okay.
i'm not good for nothing!(:

feelings arent fading. haha.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

its been awhile since i last blogged.
have been quite busy recently.
Arts@Tanglin.
both nights, ushering.
with oversized blazor and courtshoes.
but i must say, the performances were great.
so 2 consecutive days.
enough to tire me out.
so on Friday, i was sleeping in class.
and for the first time. it was so nice to sleep lah!
haha, dark and windy! woohoo!
after school, went back to SLEEP!
and i had a good 5hrs of sleep.

had training on sat.
the warm-up is killer lah.
haha, left halfway for maths extra lesson.
didnt have a chance to play with the rest of the girls lah! sad.
must wait till o's end.
but that will be like super near west zone alr lah!
haha. so i slept again, after my dinner.
till this morning. pro eh? (:
tired lah.

i'm doing good(:
and i wanna do well for my eoy.
hopefully i will.
den hols can slack!
6f cliques, friends, birthdays!, trainings! woohooo!

Monday, September 18, 2006

today is a damn sucked up day.
i'm like having PMS .
even for training.
and conditioning is killing me.
darn.

i'll be back after my eoy.
theres nth much to blog abt anw.
just just keep away for this period of time.
no updates.

the same old feelings came back.
will history repeat itself?
anw, i'll be shifting soon.
ermm. not blog-shifting.
but i'm shifting to a new home.
SOON.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

since i got time now, might as well blog.
end year is coming like in 3 weeks time.
and i barely started studying.
im sure i'm gonna screw end year lah.
just hope i dont get grounded.

training had been boring.
because we're doing the same for every training.
10 rounds around field.
3 sets of circuit.
and at the end, suicide run.
but today was special.
cus we did, 9,6,3.
instead of the usual 6,4,2
and the old 3,2,1.
was tiring lah!
i wanna play for the team!

attituded yesterday.
i dont bother talking now.
i want to concentrate on my exams TOO.
lols. but i'll still be counting dwn lahs.
lets see..WEIQIAN!! 64 more days to go.
and i love him lahs!(:
17 more days to go....
and a few more weeks to exams!!! BULLSHIT! haha

gtg, ciao!

tkare ppl!

we're named 'HIAO' by Chun Di lao shi! haha

team-talk, after a disappointing day

(: for those who werent with us on that day, no worries, you're not forgotten!

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

today i'm like totally gonna die.
so TIRED!
was sleeping almost at every period.
but thank godness today is a short day.
cus its all two-period!
so we had a good show today.
somehow, Dr Lau and Mr Mah sort of 'quarrelled'
and the rest of the lessons were okay lah.
basics was super fun!
cus wanru and hanxu acted
i must say hanxu is damn good at acting.
haha, its hilarious! and ended up being a fight & resulted in violence!
after school, met dr lau in the sch lib.
cus we didnt do her work during class today.
so we went to show her our work.
which is like more than half done.
den she asked us to finish the paper in the lib.
like that the crap? the rest of the class also nv finish today, so why must we?
so we were smart lah.
we didnt bring the SOB book along
so we just said we go get the book.
in the end we went off!
mwahaha. why shld i waste my time on this?
i have much better things to do!
so had lunch, went back home,
took a bathe and SLEPT till 6+.
but i'm still very very tired.
my tighs hurt lah.
i'm walking with my legs quite open.( ref. to one of my previous post)
but i'm still a virgin. haha
i gtg! tata

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

today is like totally TIRING.
i mean training of cus.
10 rounds around the field,
3 sets of circuit,
SUCIDE RUN! 6,4,2!
almost couldnt make it but i did lah. tts why i'm here now.
i'm damn tired.
the fact is, i want to play for the team.

68 more days to go!

Monday, September 11, 2006

didnt have time to blog lately.
so...

saturday, i was out at NIE for PESS carnival.
Unfortunately, we got eliminated in the first round.
we didnt play well.
no desire to win.
i can sense his disappointment in us.
thats sad, so it means that, we rely heavily on our 2 seniors.
so without them around, we die kinda thing.
we've to learn how to manage ourselves lah.
theres so much more to work on.
and i totally love my girls lah! =)
*picture NOT uploaded yet.

sunday, was suppose to sleep soundly.
but i received a call from meijun around 8+.
she called me and asked me if i had an extra jaca pe tshirt.
i had to reach east coast by 9.30 before their game starts.
and i was damn tired. i thought i could rest.. but.. haha
but its quite fun though..
and we waited for like dunnoe how many donkey hours just to play one game.
but we won(: and we'll be meeting CTSS next.
so mates, jia you!
double knockout-system.
oh yes, before the CTSS match could start, it started raining lah.
so no choice.. postponed.
slept at 1am to start and finish up my hwk on the same day. LOLS.

i was reluctant to come to school today lah.
cus i very sian also. but no choice.
and i was dead tired. but.. i'm thinking of alot of things lah.
pimpleS outbreak lah. stress..
3 more weeks to exams..
and at this point of time, i dun think i shld be doing anything else except studying.
and for sure, i'm gonna miss netball when it stops training.
oh no! west zone is coming in like months time?!

and oh yes, we were talking abt the old bdiv today.
shits lah, i miss the old bdiv toooooo.
very very very much! =)
its been months since we played as a team lah.
farewell speech! buckets of tears.
all the best for ur o's (:

69 more days to go!
=)

i love my girls! (:

Friday, September 08, 2006

i cannot be bothered further more.
so afterall, so u ever treat me as a FRIEND?
aww..i dont know if i should be disappointed in you,
or should i be angry with you.
whatever. i dont give a damn anymore.

so i was out to get my lunch just now.
and i saw two lesbians kissing.
i'm straight. and i dont really approve gays and lesbians you see.
but in this era, impossibles have become possible.
so what else can i say? haha.
change is the only constant!
so they were french-kissing for dead long hours.
cus they were still kissing after i got my food.
haha, i'm okay with french kissing
but girl with girl.. thats a little weird.
plus they arent that BAD looking anyway.
quite wasted. haha!
i felt quite disgusted initally.
but now okay alr. haha.

my bro is off to army!
early this morning.
and suddenly.. its like someone is missing from home lah.
from 4 to 3 and now from 3 to just my mum & me.
haha, its getting more and more boring.
somehow i'll miss my bro lah.
his scoldings, naggings. haha
so i hope to see him back,
tann, muscular, BOTAK! (:

tmr is PESS carnival! at NIE.
hopefully, we'll get something back again!
so wish my team luck(: hehe.
all the way.
and eat more bananas to have more 50cent coins.
(nutrition talk by Mrs OJ)

Thursday, September 07, 2006

i've decided to blog before i compile the team's academic results.

yesterday
met my girls at marina south arcade.
so, we started forcing ourselves to eat up to about 9?
we played "cai1 quan2" so whoever loses have to eat whatever is left.
and we paid a visit to the Under Water world.
lols, all the workers there resembles SEAFOOD!
we have, crab,lobster,prawn,seahorse..
and many many more!(:
was damn fun lah!
so after that,we went to play arcade!
we played POP & MUSIC, as usual.
and its 50Cents! haha
we played table soccer. and my goalkeeping skills really sucks.haha
so we went home close to 10.
while we were on the bus.
they MADE me UNGLAM!
"mee siam mai harm" my humps my humps my humps!
damn,haha. the mr brown show!
so basically i was laughing NON-STOP.
and they purposely, sang it out.
and they even made a twinkle twinkle remix with that.
what the heck! haha
but it was ENJOYABLE!

today
was in school for Nutrition Talk by mrs jacob.
haha, it was funny lah!
but we have to take in more Carbohydrates.
and our body still need FATS.
so.. dont go on diet.
haha, i try not to lah.
i'll listen to my body(:
after that, had training...
it was damn hot lah.
and my play was ATROCIOUS!
haha, although it wasnt SAID, but it could be seen lah.
and i better buck up before we fall in the hands of SAC again.
we'll fight hard! (:

i had a WIERD dream last night.
i dreamt of me, myself killing Lennard Choi!
oh okay, Lennard is my pri school classmate.
haha, not exactly killing, but i punched him in his face, and he died.
how ironical can that be? haha.
its not that i miss him lah!
cus i didnt dream of my pri school too!
it was yet another school day.
everything was normal except for my class!
all of us, were in our sec sch uni.
while our peers are still in hpps uniform.
having their normal rountine in hpps.
shoots lah, i damn miss my pri school mates.
argh, when will the whole class able to meet again?

weiqian!!!! gimme more clues lah,if you dont give,
i assume my prediction is correct. haha.
well, and if its correct, i can help you..
i can TRY. after their o's LOLS.

73 days to go.

i love him many many! haha
COPY CAT!

i know theres some uninvited guests reading my blog.
hehe, suying, its you!
haha, I'm JOKING!
(:

remember, the most important in life.
always STAY HAPPY.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

i'm like totally bored today.
first, cus i cant catch the china & sg clash.
which is like very sad. haha.
but there will be 2 more matches coming up.
Iraq & Palestine!
but whack their asses, boys.
arrogant people!haha

i'll be out with my girls later for dinner at marina south.
looks like, i'm broke again.
and my mum is gonna nag at me again =(

so my brother woke me up!
and gave me a whole morning of Love Lecture.
he forced me to tell,
so i told him i've got a boyfriend.
he promised to keep it from my mum, since hes going Ns in 2 days time.
he asked me a whole list of questions.
and supplied me with a list of racist jokes too.
hey, i'm not racist. so i wont put it up here.
(: and he told me something interesting.
Virgins tend to walk their leg close (dunnoe how to describe)
and non-virgins keep their legs a lil more open, without knowing themselves.
haha, interesting eh. so there was once, he asked me to walk up and down.
hello? i still virgin lah!
and after living close to 15 years with me.
he concluded that i'm money minded.
not always. but sometimes i am lah! i admit lols.
i love money!who doesn't?
the usual rants, of being at a disadvantage.
and he also talked about my fats.
i'm fat lah! haha.
and he even wanted me to learn from his gf how to kiss.
haha! oh no! i lied to him lah! lols. opps.

and i have 74 more days to go.
(:

tata!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

the thunder in the middle of the night was killing me.
for the first time, i was scared of thunder lah! haha
loud & bright.
but i manage to get back to sleep for a while at least.
and then had to wake up for training today.
met him, den walked to school.
and at the rate we're walking, i was obviously late for training.
and for the first time, i was the last to reach. haha.
he had his sciences practical.
this is crazy, because they had 7 hrs of practical?
i had my training.
was pretty alright. but gets a lil' boring after sometime.
but during the game, it was FUN!
cus i couldnt stop laughing,
after clashing with siewhong. LOLS!
again, and we clashed TWICE today.
shaula and jolene also crazy.
laugh like siao. lols. they damn cute lah!

after training, had lunch den headed home.
do the necessaries den went to SLEEP!

oh yes, the boys are playing tmr against china.
oh no, you've gotta win those arrogant people.
you've gotta let Coach Zhu resign.
i would LOVE to watch the game..
but i doubt i can make it =(
so, ALL THE WAY!

hmm. what can i say? if you're lying,
you've brought down the level of trust i have in you.
and i will believe in something more believable.
so what?

ciao!

Monday, September 04, 2006

i was late for an hour today. haha!
i'm never early. sorry.
so we went to sentosa.
in short, suntanned,played volleyball and waddle in the water.
haha, so there was this lifeguard.
adrian! "xian shen, ni ji mo mah?" lols!
he played volleyball with us, and he actually lied because he said he didnt know how to.
so we spent hours there lah.
laughing and having fun!
we left siloso at abt 5.30
and by then, i was half dead.
damn tiring.
plus theres training tomorrow.
but lucky, nothing bad happened to us.

had dinner with my bro and mummy.
before he goes NS .

while we're enjoying at sentosa.
a tragedy happened.
crocodile hunter's Steve Irwin died.
after being pierced by a stingray barb through his heart near Cairns.
its kinda sad.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

i got stabbed by jityong!
here you go!

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

Stabbed: Stacey,Jingying,Weiqian,Joelle,Aarti!
new skin! (:
i was really bored today.

today is the 3rd sept. haha.
3 months/93 days
the days will keep growing(:
it has been 3 months, yeah. time flies eh?
but theres more to wait. lols.
as long as i have things/event to look forward to everyweek.
time will pass even faster. or the best way, to kill time.
SLEEP! haha.
all i have to do now is to do well, for my end year lah! den can play! hehe.

my bro will be off to ns in just 4 days time.
and maybe after he leaves,
i'll be rotting even more at home.
haha. and yeah, its the holidays now!
i'm slacking and going out almost everyday.
and my mum doesnt like it.haha

77 more days to the end of o's.
i over-missed him. haha

Saturday, September 02, 2006

training ended around 10+ today.
was quite boring. but no choice.
so after training, we headed to NIE to support our juniors.
they almost made it to top four.
but they lost to MGS in the knockout stages.
it could have been played better.
mistakes, again and again.
court environment and court conditions,
were not something we are really used to.
but i believe they gave their best shot.
and theres nothing to regret and to be sad about.
theres more to go, guys.
work harder!

after that, we went to JP to walk before we went for the match.
i was falling asleep and like totally tired ! lols.
but i manage to keep myself awake in the end.
but i think i drank too much water or something.
i'm like running to the toilet for like dunnoe how many times.
haha, bladder problem!

anw, the match was quite boring lah, sad to say.
a few great chances but missed.
thailand selection is strong lah.
bai and shahril played.
and i saw shaiful! hehe.
all the players had a chance to play.
they won 1-0 in the end.
thanks to Ashrin. the only scorer for the day.
but this is still not the end of it yet.
the real challange is on wed.
when they play against China.
its up to them whether they want it or not.
but looking at their performance today.
i'm actually quite worried for them.
but still, anything can happen! so.. all the best!

next week it'll be our turn to play PESS carnival!
sad to say, as years go by, the number of participating schs decreased.
no more goodie bags. and no more game booths!
last year was more fun lah!
i'm a lil scared for the team lah.
because afterall, we're quite dependent on our seniors i admit.
but dun worry, we'll stand up on our own this time (:
i just hope the umpires can speak louder. and that the ground wont be so slippery.haha
we've got our way *evil laughs*
we'll work hard!!

tmr is the 3rd of sept!
(:
i love him!
towning ytd. if u consider today as the 2nd of sep.
lols, initially, i was kinda sad for no reasons.
but afterall, it was quite fun.
becus of all the funny stuffs i saw lah.
and i was like a crazy woman.
didnt get any stuffs.
i spent like $10 on jap food. haha
and my leg hurts like shit after 2 days of heels.

he remembered! (:
tmr is 3rd month.
today is our 92th day.
haha, i love him lahs!

i have 78 more days to go!
thats less than 3 months to go! (:
yeah!!! sorry, i'm mad.haha

PESS CARNIVAL ltr.
for the cdiv.
will be going aft trng. luck.

Friday, September 01, 2006

i was late for school yesterday
due to the rain. but they didnt catch us lah.
so was pretty lucky. hehe.
plus this is the first time i'm late!
the celebration was quite okay.
not as fantastic. but its better than nth.

i didnt go back hpps this year, though i would LOVE to.
but sorry guys, i was tired! hehe
plus, not much of people went back.
btw, i've got my kappa bag(:

i took a short nap before i set off to somerset for 2e4 class gathering.
i was walking from wheelock to somerset mrt..
while walking pass lucky plaza.
this guy came to me.
he asked if i'm from singapore.
i stoned for a few secs, and i replied no.
"malaysia?indonesia?,thailand?"
he told me how famous he is in singapore,
and even showed me a pic of him and one of the celebrities.
hes STEVEN LIM!
yes, that guy who joined "never say die"
that guy who stripped in "singapore idol"
he asked if i'm intested in doing eyebrow shaping,
and told me that he had 5 yrs of experience.
and ask if i could show some support to him
i dont talk to strangers lah.
so i just walked away.
it was a lil scary! haha

so i WASNT the last to reach(:
and they were trying to prank me.
but they failed, cus i came from a diff direction. hehe=)
so we headed off to Holiday Inn Parkview Hotel.
and while walking there.. me,qian and xuan saw gothic aunty!
woohoo~ and we even walked the wrong way!
so we settled down in the restaurant.
we were NOISY lah.
i admit, everyone kept looking at us.
and haha, it was FUN!
and dark choco with mar-shi-mallow haha!
and white choco too! yummy yummy!
loser eats WASABI with some other food!
i so love all of them!
plus plus! we took many many pictures.
and!! hhc's poledance!
i mean, he didnt do it there. it was done last year!
hehe! hhc's IC! criminal!! lols
ytd, was damn FUN!

and while going back...
"i think i ate 1 mao(hair")"
haha. . chipong! monkey king!
lols, Ytd was FUN FUN FUN !
i love them LOADS!
and i wan a gathering like that again!

we rock!

oh yes, today is Kevin's birthday.
happy birthday!

AND!!! SLEEPING IS GOOD FOR HEALTH! (:

79 more days.
the more i see it, the more i feel like letting it go.
but........... my heart is stopping me again.

PICTURES HERE