Damn happy with my night run although very eerie
cus i ran too late at night, and lots of bai bai today :(
1 min off my last run, same distance....
omg see what stress does to me. its a good way to vent though.
hope to be betterrrrrrrr tmr :)
awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't live to please....
will just continue to be who i am
ok whatever i am just tired
will aim to be early tmr! weeeeeeeeeeeeee!
38:18 today!!!!
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Thursday, December 15, 2011
good few weeks to rest
Yay exams are over!!!!
relived but workload is increasing cus of year end, so many things to clear cus don't want to cross year. PEAK PEAK PEAK! after clearing consolidation and financial statements, here comes the whole cycle of lessons again! grrrrrrr. so i better enjoy now la hor.
Aft i finish Jun exam i hope i'll be able to enjoy more.
cus no need rush yr end.
This period is extra taxing cus i just handover + taking new portfolio of AATS.
I hope i can manage :)
I am hoping to pass my law paper, my f5 abit no hope cus really all qns i just tried my luck.
What cher predicted really never come out :(
Had the best 5km night run ever.
timing at its best. hehe!
bad lower abdominal pain but went away aft awhile.
always happen i hate it.
den tree fell :( so had to cut in and out... lol
Sentosa on Sat!
HAPPY 39th MONTH DEAREST!!!
Thursday, December 01, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
$ money
This week damn xiong,
Buffet lunch at royal plaza @ scotts carousel
New LED tv, cost me $$$$$$$$$$$$$$
petrol, parking is grrrrrr
= damn broke now
so shall go on diet from tmr onwards. LOL
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Eye bags at its darkest
This feels like my darkest period. Literally, my eye bags i mean... While tax comp has really drained me out, i still have fa projects, provision, aias, next year's tax eci... Phew~ though i wont touch tax for the next year. I havent done my handover, so have i not learn new things from aats. Here i am struggling with exams... Crazy but i will keep going.. Because life always get better after dark!!! :) i need coffee now. But i dont want to be over reliant... Jiayou!
And hi dearest, dont know if you'll ever read this just know that admist my busy workdays, i miss u truckloads! 1 week passed so fast!! Ser u sooon and we shall celebrate our 4th anniversary! :)
Monday, November 14, 2011
Saturday, November 12, 2011
First weekend without babe
This week was really a busy week.
especially since isham enlisted...
It was only the first day I had trouble sleeping and waking up to early :(
Subsequently i think work/study has really tire me out i really had no trouble sleeping.
Had been running whenever time allows me to.
Feel so much motivated now compared to last time.
hohoho
It's pouring now, I wonder if i can still run today :(
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
Monday, November 07, 2011
Singa Cup 2011
Was invited to help out for the first ever Singa Cup held in Singapore.
Its a youth tournament and teams from all over the world are invited...
teams from India, Australia, Philippines and Singapore!!!
Was there at the Official's Night ytd,
where i met coaches/team managers, referees and the organising committee.
awesome experience!! esp football!
Mingji, Designer, branding of Singa Cup
Weeee~ Dinner~
Team coaches requested to take a single shot with us :) we famous liao. hahahahaha
Us with the banner :)
Trophies which we will be giving out on fri!
met awesome ppl from all walks of life, pretty cool experience!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Titanic: The Artefact Exhibition & Dali: Mind of a genius
ArtScience Museum @ MBS
The ticket is $24 for adults, additional 20% for OCBC Cardholders.
Babe and I decided to pay another $4
for another exhibition by Salvador Dali, an artist.
We went to Titanic thinking there would be a smaller crowd
cus there was a documentary going on which may have held up some of the crowd.
We took a picture with a Captain that really looks like Captain Smith!
We were also given a replica boarding pass with real passenger names
and details, at the end of it, we can find out if this passenger survived the sinking.
The first area started with the building and design of Titanic,
important people and how it was different from the rest of the steamships.
It was mega huge and the amount of coal they use is ALOT!!!
ok, no statistics here, go for the exhibition!
Unfortunately no photography allowed in the exhibition :(
It was a really good insight on different rooms they had for different classes.
Smoking room, gym, even the restaurants are different across the classes.
They also showcase some of the utensils used, the first class utensils are more delicate while the third class are really like simple cups and plates.
They also had a reproduction of a first class cabin and in contrast a third class cabin. really quite a big difference, well explained in the ticket price too!
There was also a grand staircase that resembles those Cruise kind! but is exclusive for first class passengers. They allow people to take pics there, for a price of course! you gotta buy them :)There was also a third class promenade, open area that kinda feels real when its dark! I eavesdropped from a staff that the artefacts that are displayed are really recovered form the ship wreck! they still hold expeditions once every few years to go down to look for items that can still be recovered!
2.5hours to reach the bottom, imagine the depth, and no sunlight summore.
I really learnt alot from the exhibition! There was a huge iceburg that you can actually feel to see how cold the temperature of the water was when the ship sank.
Definitely worth the $24 + 20%(lazy to do the calculations)!!!!
DAMN COOL, babe and I sure enjoyed ourselves discovering new things together
and arguing and realising the true reason why the boat sank.
The sad thing is, metal eating organism will slowly invade the megaship.
One day it will be gone. so treasure what we can still recover now!
Anyway, the aftermath of the Titanic, i thought to myself:
Perhaps a hundred year from now, will there be an even faster mode of transport?
Maybe travel by rocket? hmmm space shuttle? who says its not possible?!!
Anw, because at the time the incident happened, probably airoplane were just invented, they weren't flown commercially, thus travelling by sea seems like the only choice. Current times, people travel by air, crash are minimal because there are relatively lesser traffic on air than on sea. While accidents still happen, jet fuel would have destroyed the remains of personal belongings of many? maybe in a hundred years there will be a exhibition of a airplane instead??? i mean i am not cursing a megacrash la, just.... I dont know!!! maybe maybe?
After titanic we went for Dali, famous for melted clocks.
Really amazing ideas and how he expresses his life through art pieces.
Different items represent different feeling. Damn cool.
but it reached a point it got too profound to understand.
woo,plus i am not a very art person.
nevertheless, it was still a good experience :)
Love it! AWESOME DAY WITH BABE!
The ticket is $24 for adults, additional 20% for OCBC Cardholders.
Babe and I decided to pay another $4
for another exhibition by Salvador Dali, an artist.
We went to Titanic thinking there would be a smaller crowd
cus there was a documentary going on which may have held up some of the crowd.
We took a picture with a Captain that really looks like Captain Smith!
We were also given a replica boarding pass with real passenger names
and details, at the end of it, we can find out if this passenger survived the sinking.
The first area started with the building and design of Titanic,
important people and how it was different from the rest of the steamships.
It was mega huge and the amount of coal they use is ALOT!!!
ok, no statistics here, go for the exhibition!
Unfortunately no photography allowed in the exhibition :(
It was a really good insight on different rooms they had for different classes.
Smoking room, gym, even the restaurants are different across the classes.
They also showcase some of the utensils used, the first class utensils are more delicate while the third class are really like simple cups and plates.
They also had a reproduction of a first class cabin and in contrast a third class cabin. really quite a big difference, well explained in the ticket price too!
There was also a grand staircase that resembles those Cruise kind! but is exclusive for first class passengers. They allow people to take pics there, for a price of course! you gotta buy them :)There was also a third class promenade, open area that kinda feels real when its dark! I eavesdropped from a staff that the artefacts that are displayed are really recovered form the ship wreck! they still hold expeditions once every few years to go down to look for items that can still be recovered!
2.5hours to reach the bottom, imagine the depth, and no sunlight summore.
I really learnt alot from the exhibition! There was a huge iceburg that you can actually feel to see how cold the temperature of the water was when the ship sank.
Definitely worth the $24 + 20%(lazy to do the calculations)!!!!
DAMN COOL, babe and I sure enjoyed ourselves discovering new things together
and arguing and realising the true reason why the boat sank.
The sad thing is, metal eating organism will slowly invade the megaship.
One day it will be gone. so treasure what we can still recover now!
Anyway, the aftermath of the Titanic, i thought to myself:
Perhaps a hundred year from now, will there be an even faster mode of transport?
Maybe travel by rocket? hmmm space shuttle? who says its not possible?!!
Anw, because at the time the incident happened, probably airoplane were just invented, they weren't flown commercially, thus travelling by sea seems like the only choice. Current times, people travel by air, crash are minimal because there are relatively lesser traffic on air than on sea. While accidents still happen, jet fuel would have destroyed the remains of personal belongings of many? maybe in a hundred years there will be a exhibition of a airplane instead??? i mean i am not cursing a megacrash la, just.... I dont know!!! maybe maybe?
After titanic we went for Dali, famous for melted clocks.
Really amazing ideas and how he expresses his life through art pieces.
Different items represent different feeling. Damn cool.
but it reached a point it got too profound to understand.
woo,plus i am not a very art person.
nevertheless, it was still a good experience :)
Love it! AWESOME DAY WITH BABE!
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Sunday, October 16, 2011
so much of it.
so much of feeling insecure, paranoid.
I am not suppose to be the one but WHY!
anyway i conquered Human BSG ytd. happy but my throat hurts now.
Ytd was also the day i saw your true colours at your work place.
so many things i wanted my brain to reject, but my heart tells me smth is not right.
now you find it a hassle to hold my hand JUST BEFORE rides.
I dont need you to always hold my hands esp with our friends around
but cant you just give me that kind of assurance that we're getting through the
ride together? I know I shldnt keep comparing the past and now.
but it is all getting too ridiculous don't you think so?
you wanted to take the back row of mummy, i told you i was scared.
you got pissed off because you wanted very much to show me the lane change.
in the end we took the last 2nd row. you were pissed because u didn't get to take back row. LIKE HELLO??? I am a girl I am scared can't you just fucking accommodate me?
ya all you care is abt not seeing the lane change,my feelings are nth to you anw.
all you care abt is your friends seeing us hold hands like hello one sec of assurance kill isit?
and you know what? you will definitely feel it when u enter army, just see lor!
see your colleagues only turn to me and smile, commented that her hair was different.
ya lor, notice only. actually i'm not very much into this, but because of existing condition it kinda like adds on to my anger..
to be honest i am quite disappointed, and i know this post is one-sided.
whatever~
sometimes i am just very much hurt by the things you do/say.
sometimes it hurts alot that i tear immediately.
just because my tears are already worthless to you,
you finally said it, i am acting pitiful.
you shouted at me because when i talk abit unglam, not professional, sound like auntie. you just shouted at me??????????? for fuck, seriously?
U want me to change, i know, but everything i wanted you to change you also didn't what. i ask u not to wink because its effing ugly and unglam, you still did it because its a habit. u said u had no choice. so everything that u do is no choice, everything i do is got choice la.
tell me people. how to endure?
my friends tell me i shld take it easy on my rls.
but i don't want my relationship to reach a point, both parties bo chap each other
and you still tell ppl, you're together. and most importantly, only behave like a gf/bf when u feel like it. EVERYONE tell me he's a treasure.
he's the best guy one can ever get. sometimes my heart tells me
i deserve better. why aft 4 years i still have to struggle.
today is your birthday, i don't want to make this ugly.
but deep inside me i have already expressed how i feel.
HBD, enjoy your day!
ok, i will still hang on, until 1 day my heart is dead
I am not suppose to be the one but WHY!
anyway i conquered Human BSG ytd. happy but my throat hurts now.
Ytd was also the day i saw your true colours at your work place.
so many things i wanted my brain to reject, but my heart tells me smth is not right.
now you find it a hassle to hold my hand JUST BEFORE rides.
I dont need you to always hold my hands esp with our friends around
but cant you just give me that kind of assurance that we're getting through the
ride together? I know I shldnt keep comparing the past and now.
but it is all getting too ridiculous don't you think so?
you wanted to take the back row of mummy, i told you i was scared.
you got pissed off because you wanted very much to show me the lane change.
in the end we took the last 2nd row. you were pissed because u didn't get to take back row. LIKE HELLO??? I am a girl I am scared can't you just fucking accommodate me?
ya all you care is abt not seeing the lane change,my feelings are nth to you anw.
all you care abt is your friends seeing us hold hands like hello one sec of assurance kill isit?
and you know what? you will definitely feel it when u enter army, just see lor!
see your colleagues only turn to me and smile, commented that her hair was different.
ya lor, notice only. actually i'm not very much into this, but because of existing condition it kinda like adds on to my anger..
to be honest i am quite disappointed, and i know this post is one-sided.
whatever~
sometimes i am just very much hurt by the things you do/say.
sometimes it hurts alot that i tear immediately.
just because my tears are already worthless to you,
you finally said it, i am acting pitiful.
you shouted at me because when i talk abit unglam, not professional, sound like auntie. you just shouted at me??????????? for fuck, seriously?
U want me to change, i know, but everything i wanted you to change you also didn't what. i ask u not to wink because its effing ugly and unglam, you still did it because its a habit. u said u had no choice. so everything that u do is no choice, everything i do is got choice la.
tell me people. how to endure?
my friends tell me i shld take it easy on my rls.
but i don't want my relationship to reach a point, both parties bo chap each other
and you still tell ppl, you're together. and most importantly, only behave like a gf/bf when u feel like it. EVERYONE tell me he's a treasure.
he's the best guy one can ever get. sometimes my heart tells me
i deserve better. why aft 4 years i still have to struggle.
today is your birthday, i don't want to make this ugly.
but deep inside me i have already expressed how i feel.
HBD, enjoy your day!
ok, i will still hang on, until 1 day my heart is dead
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Not very good ol days
Recently sham and i went to cck stadium to watch local football. Those who know, cck stadium holds the greatest memory, other than shuai ge day which was at tpy stadium. I fell twice there. Fell in love(well, maybe not, just crushing), and literally fall thanks to mich&company... Zzz hor, mich? Babe hasnt't been there. So i kinda explain how BC came about... Seriously, i must have been a bitch, which bf like gf who talks about their exs. Not any moment was i proud abt what happened. Love at first sight dont last!!! But i am still glad it happened, pretty cute experience tho it was short... Not shorter than 9 days tho. Lol!
Another dream today.. Haha i wonder why i never get to dream about dear.. I can only guess, we fulfil dreams tgt in life.
Tmr is our last mo mthsary before dear go green. Literally.
More excited abt our 4th yr celebtation tho! Hope all's well. I am running out of creative juice... Even for babe's birthday which is this sun. Omg....
Another dream today.. Haha i wonder why i never get to dream about dear.. I can only guess, we fulfil dreams tgt in life.
Tmr is our last mo mthsary before dear go green. Literally.
More excited abt our 4th yr celebtation tho! Hope all's well. I am running out of creative juice... Even for babe's birthday which is this sun. Omg....
Saturday, October 01, 2011
YAY! one burden off shoulder
Finally I have one burden off my shoulder,
1 less thing to worry about,
1 less thing to spend on.
How can I not be happy!!!
Today i was calm compared to my first attempt, but was quite reserved...
so i had points accumulated for delaying traffic.
Thought I was gonna fail cus i went over speed limit. opps.
and plus warmup i screwed up almost everything. LOL
THE HAPPIEST THING ON GETTING MY LICENSE IS RECEIVING $150 REFUND
from my BBDC acct which i accidentally top up too much. lol
yay!!!!!
Happy Children's Day.
I am happygal91
1 less thing to worry about,
1 less thing to spend on.
How can I not be happy!!!
Today i was calm compared to my first attempt, but was quite reserved...
so i had points accumulated for delaying traffic.
Thought I was gonna fail cus i went over speed limit. opps.
and plus warmup i screwed up almost everything. LOL
THE HAPPIEST THING ON GETTING MY LICENSE IS RECEIVING $150 REFUND
from my BBDC acct which i accidentally top up too much. lol
yay!!!!!
Happy Children's Day.
I am happygal91
Sunday, September 18, 2011
just realised nth has changed aft 2 years. oh wellll
you want me to call her by her name?
ask her to learn to call you by your name.
you know what?
Once a bitch always a bitch.
i sound more like a bitch here but whatever.
friends told me to go easy on relationships.
yeah, maybe from now on i will learn to.
too demanding later the rope will break.
but not my loss anyway!!
ok... i will digest it today.
lesson of the day... don't make mistakes or you'll let me niam forever.
This week sucks. so draining. so cheated. so heavy
but managed to meet friends!
next week another chiong week :(
you want me to call her by her name?
ask her to learn to call you by your name.
you know what?
Once a bitch always a bitch.
i sound more like a bitch here but whatever.
friends told me to go easy on relationships.
yeah, maybe from now on i will learn to.
too demanding later the rope will break.
but not my loss anyway!!
ok... i will digest it today.
lesson of the day... don't make mistakes or you'll let me niam forever.
This week sucks. so draining. so cheated. so heavy
but managed to meet friends!
next week another chiong week :(
Monday, September 12, 2011
Sunday, September 11, 2011
9/11
9/11 today, happy cus its the 10th anniversary of S.H.E today!
but my heart still feel for family members of those who were sacrificed during a cruel terrorist act. hope Singapore will be safe and whole world will be safe from threats forever. Peace!
but my heart still feel for family members of those who were sacrificed during a cruel terrorist act. hope Singapore will be safe and whole world will be safe from threats forever. Peace!
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
The ball went in before i could feel worried for it X2
Disappointing display by the Lions.
looks like LIVE games for isham and I just don't work.
we should just watch at home :(
to be honest i expected so much more from the lions,
especially after their admiral display against China.
but..... today was just too easy.
Iraq weren't fantastic but we were worst.
First match in office wear. I was wary of my reputation/profession...
So i kinda held back my emotions...
football matches can go abit violent/vulgar hor...
so must maintain... lol
lost alot of balls in midfield. no shi jiayi, no harris harun = disaster.
Qiuli wasn't on form at all! fazrul's substitution didn't make any impact.
Maybe coach weren't there, maybe players were tired, maybe the morale was down.
The two goals i weren't expecting to be goals became a goal.
before my heart could pump faster to recognise it as a goal on shot,
it went in... my reaction was -_- X2 goals.
crazy but oh well.... i think its better than high balls, everyone loses possession.
Just a little disappointing though, thought things can be better.
Jordan looks like our last chance, no room for mistakes.
Good luck!!!! plus last soccer match live before mr isham serves our dear country.
still VERY tempted to go for china match, cook curry? lol see how la! thats like 15nov!! so long but aiya time flies this year :(
lastly... Our new president was here at the match and the response when his name was announced, you guessed it :P
and hi muaji, i saw ur tags in midst of flood~ stalk me ah :) seee u :)
looks like LIVE games for isham and I just don't work.
we should just watch at home :(
to be honest i expected so much more from the lions,
especially after their admiral display against China.
but..... today was just too easy.
Iraq weren't fantastic but we were worst.
First match in office wear. I was wary of my reputation/profession...
So i kinda held back my emotions...
football matches can go abit violent/vulgar hor...
so must maintain... lol
lost alot of balls in midfield. no shi jiayi, no harris harun = disaster.
Qiuli wasn't on form at all! fazrul's substitution didn't make any impact.
Maybe coach weren't there, maybe players were tired, maybe the morale was down.
The two goals i weren't expecting to be goals became a goal.
before my heart could pump faster to recognise it as a goal on shot,
it went in... my reaction was -_- X2 goals.
crazy but oh well.... i think its better than high balls, everyone loses possession.
Just a little disappointing though, thought things can be better.
Jordan looks like our last chance, no room for mistakes.
Good luck!!!! plus last soccer match live before mr isham serves our dear country.
still VERY tempted to go for china match, cook curry? lol see how la! thats like 15nov!! so long but aiya time flies this year :(
lastly... Our new president was here at the match and the response when his name was announced, you guessed it :P
and hi muaji, i saw ur tags in midst of flood~ stalk me ah :) seee u :)
Saturday, September 03, 2011
Stupid ref
Very long nvr blog about the lions!
watch until pek chek ah....
nvm gonna watch on tue :)
watch until pek chek ah....
nvm gonna watch on tue :)
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Weekend
Can't wait for the weekend weekend....
(Y) tomorrow got new colleague(old staff)
LESS workload. next week got new intern. LESSER workload super like.....
last month's closing was crazy, lucky i cleared most of it on Mon, so today managed to do other stuff. Hope next month will be shun shun li li.
if not i sure die. from tomorrow, got new things to start. same routine.
I will take Sep's pay as motivation!
YAY!!!!!!!
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslim readers.
I hope shit that happened 2 years ago won't repeat iself.
i can't believe every year i still hold the same fear.
sigh, it will get better as i try to convince myself every year.
ok gotta wake up early tmr
TATA guys :) have a great day ahead!
(Y) tomorrow got new colleague(old staff)
LESS workload. next week got new intern. LESSER workload super like.....
last month's closing was crazy, lucky i cleared most of it on Mon, so today managed to do other stuff. Hope next month will be shun shun li li.
if not i sure die. from tomorrow, got new things to start. same routine.
I will take Sep's pay as motivation!
YAY!!!!!!!
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslim readers.
I hope shit that happened 2 years ago won't repeat iself.
i can't believe every year i still hold the same fear.
sigh, it will get better as i try to convince myself every year.
ok gotta wake up early tmr
TATA guys :) have a great day ahead!
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Happy :)
So happy this week because
no classes this week!
like a finally... waited damn long for this.
but yay so guai i am actually trying to study now.
note the work TRYING.
Mon was hell's office...
I ot-ed until 930pm. that's 3hrs.
so scary but i wasn't the last to leave!
i told myself its either i OT today or i OT on wed.
closing sucks :(
but since my only day to meet dearest was on wed.
i had to ot on mon lor... see sacrifice right... hahaha
not really la. have to ot anyway. grrr
really don't know how to survive next month.. zzzzzzz
no classes this week!
like a finally... waited damn long for this.
but yay so guai i am actually trying to study now.
note the work TRYING.
Mon was hell's office...
I ot-ed until 930pm. that's 3hrs.
so scary but i wasn't the last to leave!
i told myself its either i OT today or i OT on wed.
closing sucks :(
but since my only day to meet dearest was on wed.
i had to ot on mon lor... see sacrifice right... hahaha
not really la. have to ot anyway. grrr
really don't know how to survive next month.. zzzzzzz
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
As requested
Hi Mich, you requested this, i don't know why...
Although my blog readers decreased over the years i know you still stalk me
once in a while. right? don't lie.
that time remember i got shades for your birthday present?
I think that was also my last birthday present hor!
nvm got sincerity jiu hao...
anw, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY HOR!!!
Damn lao le pls. unlike me, so young and still TEEN.
at least for the next 2 months plus. hehe
wld also like to take this chance to thank you for your gifts you
never fail to buy overseas. YAY!
ok my job completed. hehehehe next year then!
Although my blog readers decreased over the years i know you still stalk me
once in a while. right? don't lie.
that time remember i got shades for your birthday present?
I think that was also my last birthday present hor!
nvm got sincerity jiu hao...
anw, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY HOR!!!
Damn lao le pls. unlike me, so young and still TEEN.
at least for the next 2 months plus. hehe
wld also like to take this chance to thank you for your gifts you
never fail to buy overseas. YAY!
ok my job completed. hehehehe next year then!
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Tuesday, August 09, 2011
Sunday, August 07, 2011
Finally got rid of my tag, heavily spammed.
I suspect it is the host. not with the tagboard.
if the issue still persist, looks like i either have to remove my tagboard,
or change a new blog link, which I think is unlikely to happen.
recently blogged about very unhappy stuffs,
or rather, i blog only when something bad happens,
shouldn't be the case, i shld continue to blog while i still can...
Amazing journey with spiritualjoy!
My eyesight is getting woret, i hope it doesn't deteriorate further -_-
Next month is my 1st year with PSA. as in from my internship.
how time flies...
sometimes i wish i was smarter, can go uni...
but to think about it, my current family situation wouldn't have allowed me to do so.
so i guess it's all fated and i can only resign to fate. but i always thought education should never be limited by $$$$$$4
the next best thing to do is really, find a good husband, settle down to start a family. I really really want to give my kids the best.
I will work hard to save $$$, keep my ricebowl.
I not trying to diao qi lai mai(hang myself to sell) but my circumstances really makes me wanna marry earlier. but i know ultimately i won't la...
till maybe about 25/26...
this year's fasting can't really feel it liao,
cus i have work and only get to meet momo when he's breaking fast...
so not too bad, and this year seems quite short.
1 intern left last week, 2 interns left this week and another 2 next week.
time really flies, i hope the next batch of interns are good and nice like me :)
heard a very devastating news over work and really drill into me that work life balance is really important for maintaining a good health.
while i was trying to change my tagboard codes i had a hard time, use to be very enthu abt creating blogskins and all in late pri sch and early sec sch but guess i forgotten almost all of it.
can't wait to meet my girls <3
alot of my friends/ friend's bf are entering army...
complains abt long hours/days countdown...
actually i thought bmt 3 months cannot see so i thought confirm will miss.
but actually it's just 2 days and subsequently everyweek get to book out.
so actually not as bad as i expected leh? plus mon-fri i got work and class on 2 weekdays. my weekdays are very occupied. so i guess i wouldn't feel as much as my friends who are studying full time.
but aiya say only, don't speak too soon before the real thing. hahahaha
<3 all readers who are with me through thick and thin,
showed concern, really appreciate loads :)
and last shoutout to my one and only,
love our htht today though as usual, we get pissed over stupid things.
wish everything will be ok before u serve the nation.
loves!
I suspect it is the host. not with the tagboard.
if the issue still persist, looks like i either have to remove my tagboard,
or change a new blog link, which I think is unlikely to happen.
recently blogged about very unhappy stuffs,
or rather, i blog only when something bad happens,
shouldn't be the case, i shld continue to blog while i still can...
Amazing journey with spiritualjoy!
My eyesight is getting woret, i hope it doesn't deteriorate further -_-
Next month is my 1st year with PSA. as in from my internship.
how time flies...
sometimes i wish i was smarter, can go uni...
but to think about it, my current family situation wouldn't have allowed me to do so.
so i guess it's all fated and i can only resign to fate. but i always thought education should never be limited by $$$$$$4
the next best thing to do is really, find a good husband, settle down to start a family. I really really want to give my kids the best.
I will work hard to save $$$, keep my ricebowl.
I not trying to diao qi lai mai(hang myself to sell) but my circumstances really makes me wanna marry earlier. but i know ultimately i won't la...
till maybe about 25/26...
this year's fasting can't really feel it liao,
cus i have work and only get to meet momo when he's breaking fast...
so not too bad, and this year seems quite short.
1 intern left last week, 2 interns left this week and another 2 next week.
time really flies, i hope the next batch of interns are good and nice like me :)
heard a very devastating news over work and really drill into me that work life balance is really important for maintaining a good health.
while i was trying to change my tagboard codes i had a hard time, use to be very enthu abt creating blogskins and all in late pri sch and early sec sch but guess i forgotten almost all of it.
can't wait to meet my girls <3
alot of my friends/ friend's bf are entering army...
complains abt long hours/days countdown...
actually i thought bmt 3 months cannot see so i thought confirm will miss.
but actually it's just 2 days and subsequently everyweek get to book out.
so actually not as bad as i expected leh? plus mon-fri i got work and class on 2 weekdays. my weekdays are very occupied. so i guess i wouldn't feel as much as my friends who are studying full time.
but aiya say only, don't speak too soon before the real thing. hahahaha
<3 all readers who are with me through thick and thin,
showed concern, really appreciate loads :)
and last shoutout to my one and only,
love our htht today though as usual, we get pissed over stupid things.
wish everything will be ok before u serve the nation.
loves!
Saturday, August 06, 2011
I failed my tp zzzz
30points. crazy road situation -_- suay like mad but i had my own mistakes lol
my next tp is on 1 Oct.
into week 5 of my acca lessons. time flies lor, really.
soon it will be exams and another semester! weeeeeeeee! will study hard :)
don't know if anyone still reads my blog,
but to recall an incident that happened in 2009.
HOW CAN IT EVER BE NOT SIGNIFICANT?
you know what? once a bitchanate always a bitchanate!
grrrrrrrrr until now you still stand by your principles and i stand by by mine.
dunnoe all along you were play-acting or just merely "fu yan" me.
I know i forced you to say cruel words to her... aiya also not very cruel just say u weren't comfortable what. u said you were afraid of losing your friendship, but you didn't realise by not doing it, you are already losing our relationship. yeah i know i am always the one forcing you, calling the shots, i am a very unreasonable gf or whatsoever. i magnify small issues.
aiya that was 2years ago liao, but dunnoe why i still have unexplainable hatred, injustice within me. sigh.... i cannot forget.... and until today u can say whatever she did to you is all insignificant. you know what? if u really think it's insignificant you wouldn't have hid from me in the first place...
Karma already fallen on those who supported him during this crisis.
Karma was also on me for being a slut during my younger days -_-
even to think about it spoils my mood.
30points. crazy road situation -_- suay like mad but i had my own mistakes lol
my next tp is on 1 Oct.
into week 5 of my acca lessons. time flies lor, really.
soon it will be exams and another semester! weeeeeeeee! will study hard :)
don't know if anyone still reads my blog,
but to recall an incident that happened in 2009.
HOW CAN IT EVER BE NOT SIGNIFICANT?
you know what? once a bitchanate always a bitchanate!
grrrrrrrrr until now you still stand by your principles and i stand by by mine.
dunnoe all along you were play-acting or just merely "fu yan" me.
I know i forced you to say cruel words to her... aiya also not very cruel just say u weren't comfortable what. u said you were afraid of losing your friendship, but you didn't realise by not doing it, you are already losing our relationship. yeah i know i am always the one forcing you, calling the shots, i am a very unreasonable gf or whatsoever. i magnify small issues.
aiya that was 2years ago liao, but dunnoe why i still have unexplainable hatred, injustice within me. sigh.... i cannot forget.... and until today u can say whatever she did to you is all insignificant. you know what? if u really think it's insignificant you wouldn't have hid from me in the first place...
Karma already fallen on those who supported him during this crisis.
Karma was also on me for being a slut during my younger days -_-
even to think about it spoils my mood.
Monday, August 01, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
heartbroken :(
Work has been so far so good.
Workload is crazy but coping well.
Extra motivation from the revised pay ^^
Getting my first official pay next Monday. Happy Girl :)
Into school for 3 weeks. Amazingly law to me now is pretty interesting.
think cus the lecturer quite funny also.
Managerial/Cost accounting is boring zzzz
the lecturer is like a bullet train.
and expect us to be like one too.
bullet even before we know how to hold the gun.
big worry here. alot of self studying to do.
Last week, we went to clarke quay as part of our "yearly" event.
No more butter squid :(
Thought everything was going back on track and becoming better but i was wrong.
I just want to vent, pardon me.
For ALL the times I wanted 'Isham to meet me at gombak after my driving, he was never early. end up i had to take train to JE to meet him. even then there are times I was still earlier. No complains about that. maybe just niam through the phone but never once attitude-d. never once hang up his call.
I had night driving today. We planned not to meet. So when my instructor suggested to drop me off at JE, I agreed. When i reach, 'Isham told me he was at gombak.
attitude plus hanged my call. i tried to call back, he rejected my call.
Babe, i don't understand how this is my fault at all.
you didn't even call me/msg me.
I was contemplating whether to take the train home.
I had the urge to, really. but i stayed. you said i wasn't grateful. were you?
When u came we exchanged no words, but things went back to normal soon after we boarded the train. I said I was angry, you said so were you.
I was angry how this whole thing became my fault JUST BECAUSE I was at JE instead of BB. you were angry because you think i wasn't grateful.
you sent me home, and you saw your bus drove away. you missed the bus.
I was returning home in a "happy dance" never to expect you to be frustrated.
you made a mockery. how is this my fault again. How am i suppose to know when the bus arrives? I apologised for holding you up, and you posted on your facebook.
1 word. Heartbroken.
Everytime I am sad,
I talk to Spiritualjoy,
I cry but only at home because if you see me cry, you'd scold me for crying too easily.
I don't want to confide in a friend to cause our rls to be rocky.
I look forward with a life with you, but how to?
when i can't even be myself when I am with you?
I can't believe I am facing this into our 3 years of rls.
Sunday, July 03, 2011
Braces colour for the next few months:
August: Red + Suggestion?!? for National Day
September: Red + Blue, Thailand!!!!
October: something sweeeeet Pink again maybe?
November: Green. Left Left Left Right. hehehe Enlistment baby!
December: Red + Green though I don't really celebrate Christmas
WAH TIME FLIES. Dec is gonna be busy busy.
Exams +Year end. Double BUSY
Can't believe I am starting my ACCA tomorrow.
I look forward to it but i am not sure if I can cope....
Ran 5km today! happy Girl :)
August: Red + Suggestion?!? for National Day
September: Red + Blue, Thailand!!!!
October: something sweeeeet Pink again maybe?
November: Green. Left Left Left Right. hehehe Enlistment baby!
December: Red + Green though I don't really celebrate Christmas
WAH TIME FLIES. Dec is gonna be busy busy.
Exams +Year end. Double BUSY
Can't believe I am starting my ACCA tomorrow.
I look forward to it but i am not sure if I can cope....
Ran 5km today! happy Girl :)
Have been trying to keep a healthy lifestyle.
a real good balance between work and exercise and healthy food and time with friends, time with bf. Hopefully I have enough motivation to get me through.
Yesterday Babe picked me up from my first day of work (Y)
first day of official work at PSA, i mean.
I wasn't a very efficient co-driver.
keep giving wrong directions, hehe always have to u turn.
wanted to have dinner at Fika,
but had troubles with the car while parking,
the steering wheel got LOCKED. omg... +the car alarm is on like forever~
we were stuck there for 3 hours and finally got a service man from the company to fix it. lucky not very ex, $90. BUT WHY ARE WE WASTING MONEY ON A REPLACEMENT CAR. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR suay to the max.
but nevermind, after fixing it, we made our way to newton circus for food.
by then it was 10:30. grrr spoil my healthy lifestyle,
but no choice, we were starving :(
after dinner/supper,
headed to pump petrol at JE after missing 2 along bukit timah
den had macs ice cream. omg...
den headed home!
HEHEHEHEHEHE
WANT TO PASS SOON LAAAAAAAAAA
tmr got driving and dental
WHERE IS MY PAY!!!
a real good balance between work and exercise and healthy food and time with friends, time with bf. Hopefully I have enough motivation to get me through.
Yesterday Babe picked me up from my first day of work (Y)
first day of official work at PSA, i mean.
I wasn't a very efficient co-driver.
keep giving wrong directions, hehe always have to u turn.
wanted to have dinner at Fika,
but had troubles with the car while parking,
the steering wheel got LOCKED. omg... +the car alarm is on like forever~
we were stuck there for 3 hours and finally got a service man from the company to fix it. lucky not very ex, $90. BUT WHY ARE WE WASTING MONEY ON A REPLACEMENT CAR. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR suay to the max.
but nevermind, after fixing it, we made our way to newton circus for food.
by then it was 10:30. grrr spoil my healthy lifestyle,
but no choice, we were starving :(
after dinner/supper,
headed to pump petrol at JE after missing 2 along bukit timah
den had macs ice cream. omg...
den headed home!
HEHEHEHEHEHE
WANT TO PASS SOON LAAAAAAAAAA
tmr got driving and dental
WHERE IS MY PAY!!!
Saturday, June 25, 2011
you expect me to update you when you don't even update me.
Complaining is no use but fuck it ok.
don't tell me you don't even have time to tell me u woke up, u left home, you are driving. you are only telling me when u pass the checkpoint?! STUPID or what
Don't do what you don't want others to do onto you
Complaining is no use but fuck it ok.
don't tell me you don't even have time to tell me u woke up, u left home, you are driving. you are only telling me when u pass the checkpoint?! STUPID or what
Don't do what you don't want others to do onto you
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Had my first netball game for the tournament today.
Although I was excited,
it feels different playing with a new group of people.
Although we won, I don't feel good winning.
the whole match was intensive, competitive.
To be honest, I don't enjoy the match at all.
I feel bad competing with Uncles/Aunties.(btw my team all quite young)
den it's like the game is suppose to be enjoyable...
but it's really not and i feel guilty winning over aunties/uncles
although generally we are better.
I don't know how to say...
it just don't feel good.
i still prefer competitive netball :(
though i might not be up to it.
at least i know i lost to a better opponent
Although I was excited,
it feels different playing with a new group of people.
Although we won, I don't feel good winning.
the whole match was intensive, competitive.
To be honest, I don't enjoy the match at all.
I feel bad competing with Uncles/Aunties.(btw my team all quite young)
den it's like the game is suppose to be enjoyable...
but it's really not and i feel guilty winning over aunties/uncles
although generally we are better.
I don't know how to say...
it just don't feel good.
i still prefer competitive netball :(
though i might not be up to it.
at least i know i lost to a better opponent
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
nonononono
TP on 1 Aug.
Will chiong driving in July with lots of things coming up.
ACCA starts. got lesson every Mon and Thur.
Hope 1 Aug will be smooth la! :)
I will be good. If not have to wait longer grrr!!!
and congrats choburg!! :)
Will chiong driving in July with lots of things coming up.
ACCA starts. got lesson every Mon and Thur.
Hope 1 Aug will be smooth la! :)
I will be good. If not have to wait longer grrr!!!
and congrats choburg!! :)
Monday, June 20, 2011
Yesterday was great! Run, fitness corner
Altho we stopped halfway to discover the old area of taman jurong.
Apparantly, the blocks there were left there for a good 7 years. I dont think they are gonna demolish as there were no barricades. The newer blocks, left untouched for 5 years still had residents. The lift is the old sch kind but think they work perfectly fine. Because the lifts dont stop at every level, there is a walkimg bridge which is visible from the exterior. Discoloured playgrounds. Empty spaces. Not like a lively neighbourhood at all! But amazing houses!!! Good discovery :)
Dover shld be going en bloc soon. So shall revisit soon :) ytd had dinner with sham and saw qilaf and gf otw back home. Lol, sham saw him first i didnt even bother. Grrr he very guailan
This morning was dreadful :( went out without packing my bag for a scheduled run with choburg this evening. I missed my usual bus as a result.
The most diagusting part is here. So digusting i had to pour to you first, spiritualjoy. My bf isnt ready to hear me out. Think hes preparing. It was a single deck bus and the bus was crowded. I was around halfway mark where the door is. Then got this very old ah pek. I think got 70plus! Old until got prob seeing that kind. He was never beside me... Den when ppl offered seat he refused. He slowly made his way towards i supposed the door for alighting. As he was making his way pass me, i gave way by leaning forward so he had mpre space. WRONG MOVE! He stood behind me. Ok in my heart maybe he getting down the next stop. But before i know it. I felt something touching/rubbing my ass. Grrrr dunnoe his hand or his ahem i dun even want to think abt it. Ar first i thought its accidental so nvm la. Walk pass me fine i'll be good. But it was continuos!!!'n den i realised ehh something wrong. Den i quickly made space for myself occupying large part of the walkway to make sure he is beside me instead of behind me. He remained distance. Until his stop, he tried to brush my from the side with his ahem. He was like swinging or in a dry hump position. Fuck it la seriously. Plus i am not wearing anything nice or what! Just normal office wear and nth revealing. Why meee!!!! I seriously doubt it is accidental. Because he walk all the way beside me. Fuck
Altho we stopped halfway to discover the old area of taman jurong.
Apparantly, the blocks there were left there for a good 7 years. I dont think they are gonna demolish as there were no barricades. The newer blocks, left untouched for 5 years still had residents. The lift is the old sch kind but think they work perfectly fine. Because the lifts dont stop at every level, there is a walkimg bridge which is visible from the exterior. Discoloured playgrounds. Empty spaces. Not like a lively neighbourhood at all! But amazing houses!!! Good discovery :)
Dover shld be going en bloc soon. So shall revisit soon :) ytd had dinner with sham and saw qilaf and gf otw back home. Lol, sham saw him first i didnt even bother. Grrr he very guailan
This morning was dreadful :( went out without packing my bag for a scheduled run with choburg this evening. I missed my usual bus as a result.
The most diagusting part is here. So digusting i had to pour to you first, spiritualjoy. My bf isnt ready to hear me out. Think hes preparing. It was a single deck bus and the bus was crowded. I was around halfway mark where the door is. Then got this very old ah pek. I think got 70plus! Old until got prob seeing that kind. He was never beside me... Den when ppl offered seat he refused. He slowly made his way towards i supposed the door for alighting. As he was making his way pass me, i gave way by leaning forward so he had mpre space. WRONG MOVE! He stood behind me. Ok in my heart maybe he getting down the next stop. But before i know it. I felt something touching/rubbing my ass. Grrrr dunnoe his hand or his ahem i dun even want to think abt it. Ar first i thought its accidental so nvm la. Walk pass me fine i'll be good. But it was continuos!!!'n den i realised ehh something wrong. Den i quickly made space for myself occupying large part of the walkway to make sure he is beside me instead of behind me. He remained distance. Until his stop, he tried to brush my from the side with his ahem. He was like swinging or in a dry hump position. Fuck it la seriously. Plus i am not wearing anything nice or what! Just normal office wear and nth revealing. Why meee!!!! I seriously doubt it is accidental. Because he walk all the way beside me. Fuck
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Awesome
Though it wasn't a full turnup,
it still felt as great catching up with allllllll of them <3
great all of us are on the right track i hope.
next 2 weeks at sy house. hohohohohohohoho!
somehow, finally I feel barrier is over.
Its a good sign and I am happy ;)
I have been longing for this day and YAY!!!
HAPPY GIRL :)
Wednesday, June 08, 2011
its crazy
This week is crazily packed. I can't even find time to fix my computer which was infected by a virus. I thought my internal harddisk was gonna die on me! Lucky therr's internet where people gathered to provide solutions to fix the problem. Hate troubleshooting diy cus it is damn time consuming! Lol
On mon i met up with amanda love for kbox at safra@mount faber. Didnt' make any reservations cus we thought there wont' be much people. We were wrong :( it was fully booked when we arrived. But the staff and manager there was very friendly and helpful. The manager suggested he hang around at the lounge to wait and see if any customers for the 8pm slot were to cancel their reservations. We waited for abt 15mins while we camwhored and yes! We had a room :) awesome, spam s.h.e songs all the way! Lol was there for 3 hours. They didnt come to chase us away when our time was up. But i had to catch the last bus home! Cant wait to meet my 6f boys and girls on sun(tentative) it has been a year since we met up in full force! I want to see all of you :)
On tuesday, met mich for dinner at white dog! Den had awfully chocolate. By the end of it, my stomach was really bloated and had difficulty standing upright! Haha!! Took 30 back! Awesome!!! Shall meet up with the rest pretty soon!
Today i have to head to kaplan to registrr for acca. Classes starts late july. I will be even busier then!! But didnt want to waste more time. I will study hard and not waste $ :)
Tomorrow i will have another round of netball training. Wanted to skip it initially. But after awfully i think i desperately need exercise! Lol fri would be out with morato, Prolly catch a movie and dins tgt( long time nvr date liao :(, finally ) sat will be working at uss! Sun wld be meeting my peeeps!
Realise how i totally skipped talking abt work in my post. Pretty mudane, rush now that my jobscope are rather specific. I will conquer :) plus i wanna pass driving soon! Lol
It has been a long time since i updated on my daily life. I dont even have time!!! :( i am doing it now on my way to work! Crazily no life!!
Whos on for bangkok in sep????
Ok, till then!!
On mon i met up with amanda love for kbox at safra@mount faber. Didnt' make any reservations cus we thought there wont' be much people. We were wrong :( it was fully booked when we arrived. But the staff and manager there was very friendly and helpful. The manager suggested he hang around at the lounge to wait and see if any customers for the 8pm slot were to cancel their reservations. We waited for abt 15mins while we camwhored and yes! We had a room :) awesome, spam s.h.e songs all the way! Lol was there for 3 hours. They didnt come to chase us away when our time was up. But i had to catch the last bus home! Cant wait to meet my 6f boys and girls on sun(tentative) it has been a year since we met up in full force! I want to see all of you :)
On tuesday, met mich for dinner at white dog! Den had awfully chocolate. By the end of it, my stomach was really bloated and had difficulty standing upright! Haha!! Took 30 back! Awesome!!! Shall meet up with the rest pretty soon!
Today i have to head to kaplan to registrr for acca. Classes starts late july. I will be even busier then!! But didnt want to waste more time. I will study hard and not waste $ :)
Tomorrow i will have another round of netball training. Wanted to skip it initially. But after awfully i think i desperately need exercise! Lol fri would be out with morato, Prolly catch a movie and dins tgt( long time nvr date liao :(, finally ) sat will be working at uss! Sun wld be meeting my peeeps!
Realise how i totally skipped talking abt work in my post. Pretty mudane, rush now that my jobscope are rather specific. I will conquer :) plus i wanna pass driving soon! Lol
It has been a long time since i updated on my daily life. I dont even have time!!! :( i am doing it now on my way to work! Crazily no life!!
Whos on for bangkok in sep????
Ok, till then!!
stupid for you
today, while in deep thoughts every morning otw to work,
I had this sudden urge to press the bus bell.
without realising where i was...
lucky got ppl alight.if not damn malu :)
what's wrong with me?
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
Heavy heart -_-
I took a lot of courage to start this post.
While my concerns and problems are personal.
I’ve decided not to seek advice from close friends.
This is because I do not want any one to influence my decision.
I needed a space to sort out my thoughts and I thought this would be a good place since…
Not many people read them? (Correct me if I am wrong!)
So if you happen to read this post; read and forget. Don’t probe me further.
I have to admit I am not the best partner anyone can have.
But that doesn’t mean I haven’t tried being one.
This year we encountered/are encountering countless problems.
Maybe both of us have our own faults…
I have an f-ed up attitude that I know is unbearable and unreasonable.
I am stubborn and I won’t take a step back.
But this was 2 years ago.
Haven’t I, since then, tried to be better?
On the other hand, we fight over the smallest thing now.
I think I am always right, I think I have changed for the better.
I feel its unfair for you to be like this. I miss how we used to be.
True KARMA isn’t this? Now I am the one giving in to you…
While I emphasized you’ve changed and you were different from whom I known you as,
You said I’ve changed too.
Since then, I realise we can’t go back to what we used to be…
We keep moving forward.
I am very afraid one day I will not be able to take it and make a decision I really don’t want to.
You are irritated because I cry over the smallest thing whenever we quarrel.
Hell yeah, I am a crybaby.
I don’t even know what happened to the old me?
Why did I even become like this?
Why should I even feel hurt over the small things you do, when you don’t even feel it.
You have never appreciated those tears. You must be thinking those tears are worthless,
Because I cry over anything and everything…. I cry because I care, I cry because I am hurt.
I cry more because you don’t even realise….
It took me sometime to get over the fact that we’re not the same. We can’t go back.
Everything in this world is changing, so are we.
It is not a 360 degree change, I appreciate all other things that you insist on doing from Day 1.
I don’t expect you to change back to your awesomeness and being the nicest to me! Our honeymoon is over long ago! Just wanted things to return to go back to normal… like in 2010! It was awesome! While I keep thinking and insisting that I have changed to become a nicer gf compared to earlier stages of our relationship, I have to also admit this whole bullshit situation is self inflicted. I keep telling myself, it’s not fair the way he’s treating me… Am I wrong? BULLSHIT KARMA GO AWAY!!!!!!!!
Also during this period, by coincidence, some long lost male friends have re-appeared in my life. No bad intention but it kinda stirs up this whole situation as well. Most of the time during our relationship, I was the one worrying, you had higher ‘market value’ compared to me. I was always the one getting jealous/ paranoid. But now it’s karma for you! Although there wasn’t any genuine concern, I wasn’t attempting at any time to cheat, you’ll still get jealous right…
Now you feel it don’t you. What you did 2 years ago still haunts me. I will never forget. You always say you dig out the old stories to say. I can’t help….. It still hurts
I hate liars. I hate knowing the truth last. So I always tell people upfront. I am a complete slut and I cannot forgive myself for being one. Not afraid to admit the mistake I’ve committed. It’s a shame. I missed my ex at one point of time, while attached. When I say miss, I really miss. To the point I really wanted to meet him, I do not have appetite. It lasted for say 2 weeks? It must have been a period of despair for you. You didn’t give up on me. I sincerely appreciate that. If not for you, I don’t know what I will become today. So after 2 weeks, even though I had no intentions to get back to him (ex), I also managed to convince myself he was a jerk when we were together. It’s time to wake up. Bounced back from dreamy world back to reality. Standing in front of me is a boyfriend who is true to me…. I thought so, not until the incident in 2009. oh? Both happened in 2009. yeah, at that time I thought it was karma…. I didn’t realise this whole shit was coming much later.
Today, thanks babe for your patience and love all the time. I know you’ve tried to be better over the last few days. Thank you I truly appreciate that. I will also be at my best.
Also recently, the same ex reappeared out of nowhere. Pirates 2 came out recently, we watched our last movie, Pirates 1 together. Coincidentally, it was on the day we were together 5 years ago. Time flies!!! He hasn’t changed much, still very good in sweet talking -_-...
But his re-appearance has made me realise and appreciate ‘Isham more..
My previous relationship was very emo, I emo everyday because we quarrel/cold war every single day. It was tiring hearing ppl telling me he’s with another girl(?) haven’t admit over 5 years don’t know true anot.…. And babe, when you came into my life, I saw nothing of those. Because you were different from him, You were so nice that when you become like this(past few months), you remind me of him. WHY DO GUYS CHANGE AFTER GETTING GIRLS? The difference is, his is steep slope, almost immediate. Yours was gradual.
Nonetheless, I saw your effort over the last few days and I really appreciate that.
The reason why I have this post is not for you to see, it is really my own thoughts that I really want to voice out. It feels terrible keeping it to myself.
Lastly, Thank you Spiritualjoy, you have always been the BEST, MOST AWESOME LISTENER SINCE 2006. I promise I’ll feed you with more words after this wordy post :)
While my concerns and problems are personal.
I’ve decided not to seek advice from close friends.
This is because I do not want any one to influence my decision.
I needed a space to sort out my thoughts and I thought this would be a good place since…
Not many people read them? (Correct me if I am wrong!)
So if you happen to read this post; read and forget. Don’t probe me further.
I have to admit I am not the best partner anyone can have.
But that doesn’t mean I haven’t tried being one.
This year we encountered/are encountering countless problems.
Maybe both of us have our own faults…
I have an f-ed up attitude that I know is unbearable and unreasonable.
I am stubborn and I won’t take a step back.
But this was 2 years ago.
Haven’t I, since then, tried to be better?
On the other hand, we fight over the smallest thing now.
I think I am always right, I think I have changed for the better.
I feel its unfair for you to be like this. I miss how we used to be.
True KARMA isn’t this? Now I am the one giving in to you…
While I emphasized you’ve changed and you were different from whom I known you as,
You said I’ve changed too.
Since then, I realise we can’t go back to what we used to be…
We keep moving forward.
I am very afraid one day I will not be able to take it and make a decision I really don’t want to.
You are irritated because I cry over the smallest thing whenever we quarrel.
Hell yeah, I am a crybaby.
I don’t even know what happened to the old me?
Why did I even become like this?
Why should I even feel hurt over the small things you do, when you don’t even feel it.
You have never appreciated those tears. You must be thinking those tears are worthless,
Because I cry over anything and everything…. I cry because I care, I cry because I am hurt.
I cry more because you don’t even realise….
It took me sometime to get over the fact that we’re not the same. We can’t go back.
Everything in this world is changing, so are we.
It is not a 360 degree change, I appreciate all other things that you insist on doing from Day 1.
I don’t expect you to change back to your awesomeness and being the nicest to me! Our honeymoon is over long ago! Just wanted things to return to go back to normal… like in 2010! It was awesome! While I keep thinking and insisting that I have changed to become a nicer gf compared to earlier stages of our relationship, I have to also admit this whole bullshit situation is self inflicted. I keep telling myself, it’s not fair the way he’s treating me… Am I wrong? BULLSHIT KARMA GO AWAY!!!!!!!!
Also during this period, by coincidence, some long lost male friends have re-appeared in my life. No bad intention but it kinda stirs up this whole situation as well. Most of the time during our relationship, I was the one worrying, you had higher ‘market value’ compared to me. I was always the one getting jealous/ paranoid. But now it’s karma for you! Although there wasn’t any genuine concern, I wasn’t attempting at any time to cheat, you’ll still get jealous right…
Now you feel it don’t you. What you did 2 years ago still haunts me. I will never forget. You always say you dig out the old stories to say. I can’t help….. It still hurts
I hate liars. I hate knowing the truth last. So I always tell people upfront. I am a complete slut and I cannot forgive myself for being one. Not afraid to admit the mistake I’ve committed. It’s a shame. I missed my ex at one point of time, while attached. When I say miss, I really miss. To the point I really wanted to meet him, I do not have appetite. It lasted for say 2 weeks? It must have been a period of despair for you. You didn’t give up on me. I sincerely appreciate that. If not for you, I don’t know what I will become today. So after 2 weeks, even though I had no intentions to get back to him (ex), I also managed to convince myself he was a jerk when we were together. It’s time to wake up. Bounced back from dreamy world back to reality. Standing in front of me is a boyfriend who is true to me…. I thought so, not until the incident in 2009. oh? Both happened in 2009. yeah, at that time I thought it was karma…. I didn’t realise this whole shit was coming much later.
Today, thanks babe for your patience and love all the time. I know you’ve tried to be better over the last few days. Thank you I truly appreciate that. I will also be at my best.
Also recently, the same ex reappeared out of nowhere. Pirates 2 came out recently, we watched our last movie, Pirates 1 together. Coincidentally, it was on the day we were together 5 years ago. Time flies!!! He hasn’t changed much, still very good in sweet talking -_-...
But his re-appearance has made me realise and appreciate ‘Isham more..
My previous relationship was very emo, I emo everyday because we quarrel/cold war every single day. It was tiring hearing ppl telling me he’s with another girl(?) haven’t admit over 5 years don’t know true anot.…. And babe, when you came into my life, I saw nothing of those. Because you were different from him, You were so nice that when you become like this(past few months), you remind me of him. WHY DO GUYS CHANGE AFTER GETTING GIRLS? The difference is, his is steep slope, almost immediate. Yours was gradual.
Nonetheless, I saw your effort over the last few days and I really appreciate that.
The reason why I have this post is not for you to see, it is really my own thoughts that I really want to voice out. It feels terrible keeping it to myself.
Lastly, Thank you Spiritualjoy, you have always been the BEST, MOST AWESOME LISTENER SINCE 2006. I promise I’ll feed you with more words after this wordy post :)
Miss #5
5.Waipo/Bukit Panjang
I have never been close to Waipo because she lives alone in Malaysia, while she was reluctant to leave her comfort zone to Singapore, she knew how to take care of herself, mend the garden, do house chores. The living style of Waipo house is so different. I still miss going waipo house, catching ants, ladybird, grasshopper with my bro and cousins. Playing cards, just spending time together. We would wake up every morning to a huge spread of breakfast. Waipo would go to the market and buy breakfast for so many of us every morning with her motorcycle. Mummy brought her home when she fell ill in 2001. She came to Singapore for an operation. Times were hard, my mum was holding a single job, my bro and I had PSLE and streaming. Waipo must have saw it was tough on mummy. She decided to end her life. It must be hard on mummy for she chose to end her life in our house. After her death, we sold our house away, but while it was still vacant( my family already moved to my ah ma house), I still go back on my own, stay on my own. So much because I miss that place so much before it was sold. I miss having a functional family. I miss having my own room. I miss BP cus that’s where I learnt so much to be independent. I miss inviting friends to my house. I miss you, Wai Po.
I have never been close to Waipo because she lives alone in Malaysia, while she was reluctant to leave her comfort zone to Singapore, she knew how to take care of herself, mend the garden, do house chores. The living style of Waipo house is so different. I still miss going waipo house, catching ants, ladybird, grasshopper with my bro and cousins. Playing cards, just spending time together. We would wake up every morning to a huge spread of breakfast. Waipo would go to the market and buy breakfast for so many of us every morning with her motorcycle. Mummy brought her home when she fell ill in 2001. She came to Singapore for an operation. Times were hard, my mum was holding a single job, my bro and I had PSLE and streaming. Waipo must have saw it was tough on mummy. She decided to end her life. It must be hard on mummy for she chose to end her life in our house. After her death, we sold our house away, but while it was still vacant( my family already moved to my ah ma house), I still go back on my own, stay on my own. So much because I miss that place so much before it was sold. I miss having a functional family. I miss having my own room. I miss BP cus that’s where I learnt so much to be independent. I miss inviting friends to my house. I miss you, Wai Po.
Miss #4
4 Netball and watching local football
Netball was part of my life for 7 years. Words cannot describe my love for this sport. I first joined Netball credits to ljy J, henry park had a very strong squad, I played WD but I was just a reserve. When I graduated from HPPS, I wanted to carry on Netball. But all sec schools that were strong in Netball were either good schools or they are really far away. Cedar, MGS, Crescent, TKGS, CTSS and the only one left was TSS. In sec 1, we had trials, played with seniors. From 15 players quit until left pathetic 5. YES! SURVIVORS. Training was tough and I can still remember the thoughts of quitting constantly pops up in my mind. ALWAYS on the verge of giving up. My teammates made me cry over a stupid incident. TSK I still angry hor… I still regret not having a team to play in the Cdiv, and when I was promoted to Bdiv, there was a huge gap. I am lousy… I miss washing bibs, I miss NOT wearing the jinx bib. BLUE/WHITE WA!! I can still rmb ;) cannot forget my idol, Baizura, cannot forget the semi match against nan hua. Cannot forget the crucial goal hua hua shot against Henderson. It was just amazing. Missing out on west zone champs, I am speechless. Moving Box drill. Lol. Kns, suicide run, kns, 10 rounds around field, kns. I wish I was equally fit now. I think the only match I played 4 quarters of C and still hanging on though I was effing tired to the max was against… bukit panjang. We won 25-23. imagine the pressure, fatigue and 1 main player down. Hoho! Sweeeeet victory. I want the same motivation in running now! I really really really miss Netball with my teammates. It’s not the same with other people L so not adaptable. Hahaha. I’ve never play defense inside Goal circle before. I think I have tried all other positions during games and training. I think C still suits me best!
Suddenly got hooked to football after 2004 tiger cup, Baihakki, Shahril, Shaiful,John, Norazmi. Sleague was an addiction. Apparently all players were too old for me! Hahahaha Shaiful did entertain me quite abit. Ren mei bo bian eh! Lol no la! Football khaki Mich, Kevin den got to know Choon Soon. act yi ge professional, knew so many friends, took picture with players, cheered my heart out. Even watch soccer also got xiao didi scandal. Tsk. J. shall not reveal name to protect myself. Cannot imagine they push me until I fell flat at cck stadium. Free ice cream from Andersons, Stalk ppl. Most significant of cus is BC la. That was my only love at first sight. They say love at first sight don’t last and it really didn’t. cool to have ang moh boyfriend ma right. Trend. I was close. Hahahaha WTH! LOL!! Went out twice and that’s it!! Cannot forget the incident with mich!! Hahaha mich u remember he wore a pink long sleeves den we discussed and said it was damn ugly, u asked him to button up and he did. We watched Flight Plan together, he smsed me if he could hold my hand when we were just beside each other. Of cus I very guai de, I rejected… lol. And then there was this movie advert about Emily Rose who wears pink. I have never seen mich wearing pink so I bet with him I CONFIRM + CHOP mich won’t wear pink. After movie we met her SHE WORE PINK. Omg!! Lol! But it was also on the day we fell out! Great we didn’t make too much of an impact in each other’s life. Ok he did la if not I won’t talk about him, It was love at first sight afterall. LIONS TOTALLY SACKED! WEEE~ shaiful and shahril should stay. Young players should play. Fandi please come back. I wish I have the (in Taiwan drama) 美国时间 to watch sleague again. But now no more student have to pay $5. LAME. FREE ENTRY LA. Now only left Shaiful in Singapore. The rest at indo. Tsk.
Netball was part of my life for 7 years. Words cannot describe my love for this sport. I first joined Netball credits to ljy J, henry park had a very strong squad, I played WD but I was just a reserve. When I graduated from HPPS, I wanted to carry on Netball. But all sec schools that were strong in Netball were either good schools or they are really far away. Cedar, MGS, Crescent, TKGS, CTSS and the only one left was TSS. In sec 1, we had trials, played with seniors. From 15 players quit until left pathetic 5. YES! SURVIVORS. Training was tough and I can still remember the thoughts of quitting constantly pops up in my mind. ALWAYS on the verge of giving up. My teammates made me cry over a stupid incident. TSK I still angry hor… I still regret not having a team to play in the Cdiv, and when I was promoted to Bdiv, there was a huge gap. I am lousy… I miss washing bibs, I miss NOT wearing the jinx bib. BLUE/WHITE WA!! I can still rmb ;) cannot forget my idol, Baizura, cannot forget the semi match against nan hua. Cannot forget the crucial goal hua hua shot against Henderson. It was just amazing. Missing out on west zone champs, I am speechless. Moving Box drill. Lol. Kns, suicide run, kns, 10 rounds around field, kns. I wish I was equally fit now. I think the only match I played 4 quarters of C and still hanging on though I was effing tired to the max was against… bukit panjang. We won 25-23. imagine the pressure, fatigue and 1 main player down. Hoho! Sweeeeet victory. I want the same motivation in running now! I really really really miss Netball with my teammates. It’s not the same with other people L so not adaptable. Hahaha. I’ve never play defense inside Goal circle before. I think I have tried all other positions during games and training. I think C still suits me best!
Suddenly got hooked to football after 2004 tiger cup, Baihakki, Shahril, Shaiful,John, Norazmi. Sleague was an addiction. Apparently all players were too old for me! Hahahaha Shaiful did entertain me quite abit. Ren mei bo bian eh! Lol no la! Football khaki Mich, Kevin den got to know Choon Soon. act yi ge professional, knew so many friends, took picture with players, cheered my heart out. Even watch soccer also got xiao didi scandal. Tsk. J. shall not reveal name to protect myself. Cannot imagine they push me until I fell flat at cck stadium. Free ice cream from Andersons, Stalk ppl. Most significant of cus is BC la. That was my only love at first sight. They say love at first sight don’t last and it really didn’t. cool to have ang moh boyfriend ma right. Trend. I was close. Hahahaha WTH! LOL!! Went out twice and that’s it!! Cannot forget the incident with mich!! Hahaha mich u remember he wore a pink long sleeves den we discussed and said it was damn ugly, u asked him to button up and he did. We watched Flight Plan together, he smsed me if he could hold my hand when we were just beside each other. Of cus I very guai de, I rejected… lol. And then there was this movie advert about Emily Rose who wears pink. I have never seen mich wearing pink so I bet with him I CONFIRM + CHOP mich won’t wear pink. After movie we met her SHE WORE PINK. Omg!! Lol! But it was also on the day we fell out! Great we didn’t make too much of an impact in each other’s life. Ok he did la if not I won’t talk about him, It was love at first sight afterall. LIONS TOTALLY SACKED! WEEE~ shaiful and shahril should stay. Young players should play. Fandi please come back. I wish I have the (in Taiwan drama) 美国时间 to watch sleague again. But now no more student have to pay $5. LAME. FREE ENTRY LA. Now only left Shaiful in Singapore. The rest at indo. Tsk.
Saturday, June 04, 2011
Graduation... into the future(wordy)
Cannot help but to admit I am old.
Mixed feelings actually.
To be honest, I've been longing for this day, i get 100% of freedom, no restrictions, make decisions on my own.
But all comes with a price... making decisions are difficult...
Wish i could go back to carefree life. no problem no worries.
Anyway, decided to stay in PSA to become accounts executive.
Will be doing Tax and Fixed Asset for PSAC.
There are tons of things to learn and for the sake of my resume, i will bear with whatever that comes in between.
Tough job, but I am all prepared I hope *cross fingers*
these 8 months wouldn't be awesome with my fellow interns.
wan ting has left for further studies. Luckily I still have Shing.
May the force be with me starting 1 July 2011.
It marks a new milestone.
Shi Lin is working, to provide for my family, to provide for myself.
to save up for my family and lastly, time to give back everyone that supported me throughout my 19years of studies, needs, and wants. Sincerely, Thank You.
While I will start small as an accounts exec.
I will study hard, for an ACCA qualification
and I will continue to pursue a degree somehow, after i save enough money.
I know it is not the ideal, but this is the most ideal for me.
For the next few years, I need alot of support from my friends...
because I know studying and working at the same time is very tough.
先苦后甜 the worst isn't over... I will persevere through.
I need a lot of motivation. a lot of strength. a lot of encouragements.
I will make it :)
Anw, 3 years of accountancy was truly insane.
Never thought one day I will really be doing accounts.
and doing it for the first time, PSA being big company, the accounts are extremely huge too!
well, always good for a first experience :)
My choice has always been Banking/Finance Sector.
failed terribly once when i failed to get into NP B&F.
failed twice when i try my luck to put banks in my internship choices.
I thought that was enough, I was never fated for Banking.
well, if i ever had a chance, I still would :)
choosing accountancy makes me feel dumb cus it makes me feel like,
all my 9 subjects i took in sec sch came to a waste
Nonetheless, in my poly life, I made many friends. Friends and classmates for 3 good years.
all the times that we spent, we studied, we played will be in my memories.
we can't re live those moments but we can always meet up(omg i am saying this, yup, meetup)!
don't ever lose contact! because I LOVE ALL OF YOU! :)
to be continued...
Wednesday, June 01, 2011
Monday, May 02, 2011
vent/angry!!!
TOLERANCE...
every relationship goes through stages...
sad to say, the stage i dread most is here.... just 1 step to the breakup.
i don't expect things to go back like it was 3 years back because i know it won't feel the same.
but at least... let's take a break on quarreling over the slightest thing.
today u lied /joked me twice...
while i was on my way you said u extended your duty to 830.
while i was at the bus stop you said i needed to wait for another 15mins
then u called and said u overshot ur stop.
1st thing that came to my mind is of cus i thought u were already at home and u were lying.
so i laughed. now it's my fault for laughing?
I did try to make it up m msging you throughout your journey back.
you said "nevermind, don't bother. if all you gonna do is laugh, i'd rather you go sleep"
and you know what! that was never my intention. u made me feel this way.
i didn't know you were dead serious abt it. am i to blame?
but whatever. i don't give a damn now you know.
AM I UNREASONABLE OR ARE YOU THE ONE!!
ya, and always i get blamed for it.
but good now i know you no longer read my blog i can vent them like how much i want here.
sometimes i feel we have a serious communication breakdown.
i know u always say i think i am always right, i think you'll always in the wrong.
i am a perfectionist, i don't find faults in myself.
but how come all these only surfaced 3 and a half years into our relationship.
i always blame it on karma. karma for mistreating you in our first year.
you always had to give in to me. now it's your turn.
i shouldn't complain.
I will not give up till my heart tell me so... but babe, it has been a very tiring race
and i cannot find my pace. we're not even halfway through the race...
as i continue this race, i feel you're further and further...
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Krabi 2011
Day 1:
Earlly flight at 1025. had to check in by 825 to get the best seats.
Long trip in the mrt zzz had to take shuttle bus from t1 to budget terminal.
had macs breakfast :) yes! mcvalue breakfast :)
First time to budget terminal and it's really budget lor. lol!
plane was delayed slightly cus of the traffic.
trying to fight my thirst although it was a short 1.5 hours journey.
slept for awhile and before we know it... HELLO KRABI :)
while we were bored queueing at the thai immigration checkpoint.
then we took airport transfer from airport to our resort, about 30mins jouney...
our resort~~~ like a chalet. but staff there quite nice :)
settling some room stuffs.. and tour packages for day 2
pictures are deceiving, but the room was clean, spacious enough for 2 pax.
no complains at all :)
then we settled down awhile, get changed and go get some LUNCH!!
had indian food.. + mango milkshake!
considered pricey for a restaurant. but convert back to sing STILL CHEAP
for the quantity and quality.
after lunch went to check out the whole area, including aonang beach, the shops etc.
this is aonang beach! not many ppl swim there cus water is quite contamininated
think it is due to the longtail boats, spped boats everyday...
headed to 7-11 to get some necessities such as mineral water, tidbits...
went back to the resort for a swim before changing and going out for dinner again!
alot of variety hor! actually they are quite pricey
and their variety is limited to their daily catch in the sea
amazing banana shake! :)
hehe cute ain't it?
playing with the orchid. i wonder if they reuse? LOL
nice wooden chairs, but they couldn't fit so many of us, so we had to move :(
after dinner, sham and I weren't full, so we went to chiong pancake. hehehe
after the 1st time, it became a daily thing.. a must eat :)
everyone was tired from the flight so we had an early night rest to prepare for our tour on day 2.
Day 2:
Rise and shine early morning, almost couldn't wake up :(
Breakfast @ resort!
daily spread of breakfast not amazing but edible laaa :)
den went back lobby to wait for out tuktuk? to pick us up!
in case of emergency...
btw they have a very interesting thing way to advertise!
there will be mini pickup that will go around, with speakers and banners on the vehicle
attract some attention.
Muay Thai Muay Thai...
HAHAHA
1st stop, bamboo island! :)
so beautiful right.. geeeeeez. not me la, the beach!
maya bay! so pretty! they filmed 'the beach' movie here.
water so clear. nothing more i can ask for!! :)
so hot that my eyes could barely open :(
but i love the sun anyway :)
I LOVE SNORKELING!!! fishes are so pretty
and i felt ever close to mother nature. i love the cooling water
though i had a few sips of salty water while trying to get used to the equipments.
see what i mean :) how nice!!
see the sea urchin? so scary!!
haha random. burger king :)
so pretty again, can't use any other words to describe, really
at the speedboat after one of the stop overs!
i don't know where is this all of them look the same!
after snorkeling! posing with pepsi that costs 10baht only!! 50cents sing!
it was a whole day event. from 9-4. had buffet lunch in between at a stop over
at phi phi don.
went to the monkey bay but didn't get to go down.
according to tour guide, a lady was attacked by the monkey.. smart monkeys!
snorkel twice which is satisfying max. and i totally love it.
get to dive down from the speed boat. but salt intake at the max.
water went into my nose and the feeling is ho high~! but didn't take too long for it to recover.
i love the fishes and i wish i had more budget and time to go for another tour!
speedboat so nice to sleep. sham and i slept through the 40mins ride back to aonang.
after we reach aonang, went to shop abit, ate BANANA NUTELLA pancake
again, until they ran out of banana. lol
so nice :)
HOW CAN I RESIST TEMPTATION?!?!
by the end of 2nd day, i was badly burnt...
back to resort for another round of swim before changing and heading out for dinner!
wanted to much to try the street food but they finished their daily supply.
so we had to go to the restaurant instead.
Thai foood! i had prawn noodles with tom yum and banana shake!
Starbucks after dins and abit of shopping.
headed back to resort after dinner for Man U game and argh they suck ;(
played monopoly deal too. geez
Day 3:
it was our last full day so we decided it shld be a relax day.
woke up late, breakfast then headed to the pool for a morning swim.
at about noon, we went back to get changed and headed out for lunch and shopping!
decide to explore the other side, so we ended up:
at a family restaurant, that serves amazing fried rice, egg omelette and tom yum!
SEX :) oh and banana shake too ;)
after lunch it was shopping, shopping and shopping.
This is Fazlee's best friend!
Fazlee is the best at haggling prices and we bought so many stuffs!
It is not a good place for shopping compared to bkk, but had to bring some back. so bo bian
on a very random note, we see this every morning because our resort faces the cliffs.
natural steam or what?! but this pic is taken while we're on our way back.
another cliff!
after shopping we headed back to resort and had some free time.
babe and i decided to go for thai massage and mani.
but i was burnt so bad that i can't do massage!! :( so had mani instead
200 baht not bad for manicure. considering it's the full mani not express.
just that their nailpolish is not OPI and they really don't last!
after getting back to change, DINNER AT STREET STALL!
made sure we were early that day so we could get to eat.
sham and i ordered rice + dishes. got prawns, chicken, tom yum, egg!
even din's and fazlee's green curry taste good.
and they are amazingly cheap!!!
I got so tired that i slept at about 9+ while the guys went out to watch the arsenal game.
damn guilty now cus i wish i could have spent the last night better.
SHIT MAN.
Day 4:
Early flight, after packing, sham and I did last minute shopping for food!
lol, came back and tried to stuff things inside our bags.
breakfast was banana nutella pancake again :) mwahahaha
in the end, we had to check in 2 bags.. overweight :)
Happy Girl!
We miss you Krabi!!
just came back from honeymoon! HAHA joking :)
Overall, Krabi is an amazing place.
The best place I can be. putting my mind off work, everything in singapore.
be close to mother nature, the water, the people of a foreign land.
I really have no complains with the food quality.
All meals are sincerely prepared with at least 30mins waiting time.
but hey! it's totally worth it!
Singapore's style?! everyone is rushing for time, so cook faster, earn more, customers come and go faster. but are customers satisfied?
The place there is really slow paced and I love it.
really wish i could stay there for a longer time.
I don't mind just staying there, eating the food, hanging around.
When I came back to Singapore on the first day, i was already in self denial.
I wish i was never back :(
I love it there.
and I promise, I will be there again by this year, if not until babe finishes his NS.
if not, It's BANGKOK soon :)
once i earn enough money.
I LOVE TRAVELLING MAX!
but i kinda got lazy to take pics cus... i was too tired.
i only have 20pics from Krabi in my cam. hehe
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, KRABI
and to my inamorato, miss you more :)
i came back with my head sticky, body burnt.
now my head got crispy fried scalp flakes due to the extreme heat,
and body peeling like mad,
i really have no regrets, really.
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