work was ultra boring. cus no customers.
ok lah, not many...
so i went to toilet many many times =) to SLACK yay!
the rest went to the storeroom to slack and got scolded.
haha, i play the safe way.

met dearest during my break. had Mac.
den went back to work for another one and a half hours.
sold 1 pair of shoes.
off to meet dearest again.
got a drink,
headed home.

ALAMAK! i wanna buy Sanuk's flip flop, sandals
i wanna get timbak2's laptop messenge, tote bag! i so love them all!
=)

last but not leas, i love my man.
starting work tmr alr. have fun, baby!

work was fun.
because it's weekday and there are not much people.
so i spent my time talking, laughing, watching magic.
although there are supervisors,
but the whole level of isetan is too big for them to supervise.
as long as you dont have any illegal gathering ( 3 or up ),
den they wont say anything.
so ytd, a guy from india bought 2 pairs of sandals from me.
he said hewas from india and will be going back,
so he wanted me to double check the sizes.

thats all for yesterday. after that i went home.
came online to chat with dearest.

FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I WON'T BE ABLE TO REPLY ANY SMSES.
cus my current plan expired and i dont have time and money for my next m1 plan.
so for the meantime just call me if you need anything.
or i can reply you with my prepaid phone.
zzzzz. will give my friends my new number as soon as i get them.

went sakae today. EAT alot!
ok actually not alot, but the food there are quite filling.
Esp chicken katsu don + curry katsu don! lols.
dearest came with a really bad news.
my ezlink card kena retained.
wth man, he made it sound as if the sky was falling.
but he was still nice, now that my ezlink is gone,
he gotta use adult fare, and me, still holding on to his ezlink.
i was very touched though.
he still askedme not to worry and all, knowing that it'll be another burden to carry.
thanks dearest, you're the best.
but i'll help you with the burden, afterall, it started from me. sad.

i miss hm so much, though we just met just now. hah. DUMB!
but i really do.

i miss my baby ( EEE.. so common )
i miss my dearest..... wahahahahaha.

4 days and still counting.
small butt!! i miss you!

today sold 4 pairs of shoes, 2 to angmohs.
past really fast, although i was slacking most of the time.
we were all laughing WITH( actually AT ) her,
beacuse she talks and laughs to herself ( scary isn't it ).
so they were talking bout not asking her to take shoes,
if not she might end up taking a knife. LOLS
like depression,
so towards the end of my job, i ask asyraf to talk to her...
i keep bugging him, den he go talk to her. LOLS.
she's going SP also. wah. so many sp.. taking soome food science.

zzzzzzzzzz. so bored today.

i miss fIsh

First Day!

was late again, SHIT!
so first, i learnt how to do stock check ( the stocking place is really messy ).
the brand manager Janice, is a nice lady.
she taught me all the stuffs like writing a memo and stuffs...
had to make my name tag at 11th floor ( HR office )
alamak, the supervisor for my floor is like shit.
she doesn't smile, and i can't remember her name.
she looks like familiar, but can't remember who she looks like.
it took me like 4 hours to realise she looked like doctor LAU!
Another ass supervisor for my floor is call CATHERINE ( why catherine everywhere?! )
she isn't here today, so i'll probably see her tmr.
i hate that name, seriously.

so i met new friends! like Nora ( last day. zzzz ), i met Asyraf.
Nora last day, so i got nobody to talk to alr.
Asyraf got 14 points for r4!
so most of the time just stand there and slack, talk only.
the air con there is really cold, so gotta prepare a sweater tmr.
so there was this guy ( i forgot his name ), who told us bout a promoter,
for Klarks ( smth like that ), they label her as ZOMBIE!
so we were laughing like crazy
then that asyraf say what BFF (best friend forever) with her!
hahaha, he's working till poly starts also!
but his pay like shit. $5 per hour without commision.

anyway, Sanuk ( the brand i'm promoting ),
their shoes cost like $80-$88.
but i like their design, theres one i like the most that suits tan guys!
was thinking of getting one for dearest also, but don't know if he wears sandals,
like those. hmmm. plus, i can get at staff price =)

i sold my first ever sandals today.
was a little afraid to approach the customers actually.
but after that i guess it was alright.
Nora and Asyraf helped me also, thanks! =D
i got too kancheong that i forgot to give the free timpat2 gift.
( free with every purchase )
haha. den i got very scared.
but the guy said nvm lah, customer nv see den nvm. LOLS!
phew ~

went home at 7.30.
was dying of flu and still dying.
please get well soon, csl.

i miss my man.

Macs in the morning.
School in the afternoon.

in fact, not much feelings, even before sitting before mrs oei.
satisfaction is that there are 100% passes for combined humans.
means i didnt flunk it.
and since i wrote on a topic which wasn't taught AT ALL!
imagine all that you studied didn't come out,
i stunned on the spot.
ms solastri said that 1 person failed english ( which is unexpected ).
my first thought was, "am i expected to pass?".
i got a little worried because it's english
and my eng was never strong ( and still isn't strong ).
i was the third person after Agnes and Cabrina ( as usual ).

i sat infront of mr lau, he was like " This is your results"
Mrs Koh was beside me, calculating my points for me.
Mr Lau: " Poly or Jc?"
Me: "Poly"
so i was abit blur, and she was like " any desired course?"
Me: "Banking and finance, but it's 11 ponts and i got 13!"
Mrs Koh "can try NYP"
Me: Oh ok, but i wanna go NP"
Mr Lau: " Please sign here."
Me: "Huh? why so many boxes one?
Mr Lau: " just sign here."
* finish signing and walks off *

Firstly Chemistry is a total disappointment, really.
after several lessons with jingying, i still can't secure a distinction.
like wth and i got a b3 for that.
another disappointment is my Chinese, still a b3.
like wtf. i thought it would be better. wasted my MONEY!
Add maths i expected a2, but turned out b3.
I HATE b3s! AHHH! ( ok cab must hate it more ).
the rest i'm kinda satisfied.

English,
improvement by 1 grade ( consider the fact that i wrote the wrong letter format) Literature,
I've never in my like gotten a b3, so it's a improvement of 2 grades.
Combine Humans,
was a total shit, i've never gotten a2! LOLS.improvements of 3 grades.
Emaths,
maintain. i was wishing for a1. but a2 is fine with me
Add Maths,
maintain although i wanted something better.
Physics,
Maintain! b4 was my target.
Bio,
A2 was my target, i did achieve it.

so overall. it was just average.
compared to Noel Chia and i'm like twice of his points. zzz
i ain't expecting much but i just want to go into banking and finance!
i told wc, by hook or by crook! LOLS
wth, please let me in. ( omg sounds so desperate )

went Vivo with dearest. Ate BK, Ate B&J ice cream.
so yummy! in the meantime, was talking bout our individual future plans.
i hope i manage to console abit.
but i'm so prod of him, passing AMATHS AND PHYSICS! yay! :D

when i reached home, the first question from my mum isn't about my results.
she said " after your 3 years of poly, you better go marry off "
it's sad to hear that, especially when it's the day you receive your results.
i know my results aint fantastic.
i know i have a boyfriend. but so what?
maybe she is those sort who choose not to know. so forget it!
it's worst when she's my mum and she don't even think i will make it.
i really dont know what to say.
it's not like i feel very loved at home, do i?
so i guess i'll just fucking prove her wrong this statement.
Having a boyfriend doesn't mean you can't study.
wtf. it's only when i prove the critics wrong that she will start to believe me.

so what if i'm 16.
and who fucking gave you the fact that those who can study shldnt get a boyfriend.
i believe it's a matter of time management.
i will make it far, i swear i will.
just to prove you, I, can make it even when i have a boyfriend.

i'm super irritated lah!
i dont care.
The strong must learn to be lonely.
the world is a stage isnt it.
i'm sad, definitely. but if theres something i really want to do,
i will do it by all means.
wish my luck in proving my mum wrong. =D

AHHHHHHHHHH! i saw LOW CHUAN WEI!
at isetan SCOTTS! he's working at G2000.
kinda shocked when i saw him. lols.
too bad it's his last day, if not he can be my colleague. LOLS.
and have breaks and all.

this job is okay lah, cus there isn't much variety of shoes.
like 1 small table of shoes only.
so it's easy for stock check and there isn't much customers too =)
PLUS! i get to keep my fringe down AND! get paid for my 1hr break! WEE!
but too bad, the ne incharge of this outlet is the manager,
which happens to be a Filipino ( reminds me of cheryl )
and i'm afraid she can turn out quite nasty. haha.
so i'll get the meet her on friday, den i'll start work.

ate ice cream. yum yum yum!
walked around like some asssss.

tmr we're getting results.
i thought of calling each and everyone of my pri sch mates, instead of waiting for their call.
so if you are my pri sch mate and if you're reading this,
dun be suprised when u receive my call.
so anw, recently talked to Sufi ( my pri sch mate )
like out of the blue, havent seen him for 3 years.
talked a little, we have MARITIME in common! so he might be my classmates.
and i told him if we ever become sch mates, we shld have a group gathering.
he suaned me bout my importance to him. LOLS.
i know i'm not-so-important.. but consider he's my 2 years classmates
plus group-mate, he shouldn't be like this! LOLS.

wish everyone luckkk!
still no feelings.

Sanuk
the shoes i'm promoting....

just reached home.
today another slacking day. yay! woke up at about 12.
bathed, forgot i'm suppose to go for a haircut.
so was super late ( meeting meiyun at 2 ).
the salon was like so full. zzzz so many people dying hair.
so after haircut went je to find meiyun.
today is 55cents day. i used coins for all the bus rides.

reached. went simlim.
walked around, searching for my love..
meiyun got her purple psp. so cool lah.
so we met a scammer at Games Industries. TOTAL SCAM.
the bundle set cost about 376 ( including gst )
then he introduced some weird cd, that ( according to him ) allows the user,
to dowload any kind of games ( from region 1 to region 10 )
and the thing itself cost like 130.
meiyun's cash already landed in his hands.
so meiyun called her sis to ask if she had any built in stuff.
ans was negative. she wanted the money back.
when she tried to do so, the guy said he already modify the psp alr.
like wth! meiyun didnt even ask him to modify YET.
instead, he asked him to hold on to it. so she kinda force him to return.
and she found a better retailer, which is cheaper and not scammer.
Once Bitten Twice Shy! and the guy was quite funny.
cus he wanted meiyun to influence me to buy psp. LOLS

after that, went home, walked super long, my legs super painful.
the moon is really round and near today.
we passed by funan ( the place where fangyi tripped )
i miss those days.
so overall, it was quite fun today. yay.

tmr gonna start work ( i think )
hopefully, everything will go well. wish me luck =)

apart from MCR

apart from MCR's ghost of you, let me introduce you,
MLTR's version. quite old, but still a very nice song.

well, today, i woke up at 6.30am, finding my throat terribly sore.
drank lots of water. msged dearest.
and went back to sleeeeep, woke up several times to check the clock.
but was still very early. in the end, woke up at about 12.
wash up etc, watched tv, came online.
found out that results will be released on the 24th Jan Thursday at 2pm.
was quite excited at first. but now i'm back to normal.
whats there to worry about, when everything is set and can't be changed.
supposed to go for manicure session, but unfortunately, it has been postponed.

so anw, choonsoon aka exceptional was online.
just got to know that he opted out of jc because he didnt like the subject combi.
if i'm not wrong, he was in VJ. hmm. cant rmb.
so anw, we were talking bout the degrees that universities around the world offered for specific course.
soooo. for business courses, NUS and NTU are among top 100 uni in the world.
as for maritime, UNFORTUNATELY, there arent any local uni offering a degree.
so IF i'm going into that, and i wanna get a degree, a good and nearest uni would be Australia.
thats if i go lah, but money would be a problem.
( duh! thats why i'm working now )
but money isnt gonna stop me from pursuing my dream...
i wanna repair foreign ships.... yay!
( i quit the SAF dream because i'm too short to be the pilot LOLS )

i must must must work hard in poly ( although i might consider working and part- timing )
Kwang Haw ( my ex colleague ) told me sp's business girls are very vain.
office wear, and who knows i might be like them one day?
he said guys would perfer going for JC students because they are more innocent and pure.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....

tmr is gonna be another boring day, but good thing got meiyun! hahahah.
if not i'll rot like i did, today.

i think the moment i receive my results, many ppl will start calling and smsing.
be it my relatives, friends.
hopefully they will receive something good =)
and for my FRIENDS... i wish to hear your delightful voice.
esp my pri sch mates. like jityong said.. ( always him.. but he made sense )
we came from the same roots, if he can make it, why can't i?
sooooooo. we'll all do well =)

STAY HAPPY =)

i'm so ultra happy that i finished my 2 months contract.
i've been waiting for this day and still delighted over it.
even though it's the last day and i'm supposed to be sad to leave.
i feel happy, because i survived. i made money. i'm helped to lessen burden.
whatever the case is, today is my other manager's last day ( Irene ) toooo!
another new manager will be transferred over- according to them, she is strict, and will never mix personal matters with work.
the 2 months there, i not only made new friends ( plus enemy ),
i learnt how to serve, in fact i gained much experience.
perhaps, most of the time i was slacking, but i really enjoy having those 2 managers.
( though irene made me give out flyers, which i didnt ).
other than that, she's a really nice lady.
Marisah is the LOLS type of manager. lame but fun.
will miss all the fun with the people there.
hopefully i'll visit them sooon ( aiya, need to return uniform what )

so after work, meiyun and i went MOS burger to eat,
walked around ALOT of times.
she got cosmetics ( all service screw must wear make up,wtf )
i got shoes, polo tee, undies ( pierre cardin really comfy. i like LOLS )
3 for 15.90! at john little. go buy buy buy!
wanted to get bra also. but all full cup. the good thing bout pierre cardin ,
no push up. LOLS! the rest like sloggi, so irritating. all the nice colours all push up zzzz.
walked around like some fool for sucha long time. zzzzz

but good day today, cus anw dearest cant message. so stay at home nth to do also.
wahahahahaha. i still cant decide what phone to get?

Morning was totally boring.
After which i went to shower and got my stuffs ready for the edusave scholarship presentation
at Yuhua CC. supposed to reach like 45 mins before the 4pm,
which is like 3.15pm. but i went in like 10 mins before 4pm. but haha.
the beginning was really boring! Marlyn was 2 seats away from me.
we talked a lil before it began. the "big shot" people gave speeches.
so i learnt today, If there's a will, there's a way.
after getting the $$, Marlyn and I managed to SNEAK out of the hall =)
just by saying "we going to the toilet" ok seriously, it was very last minute.
She brought me to the busstop before going home.
and i'll probably see her again like next week for results.

Met Dearest at PSA building after that, late late late.
but still. thanks for rushing down...
i got lost, because it looks the same around that area.
luckily i found him. no actually he found me =)
headed to the sunset place, labrador park.

was at the same place though. so we were there talking bout O levels.
and all the scholarship/edusave awards as a motivation for students to work harder.
but seriously, are students working hard cus of the money, or cus of their own future?
and is money the only way to motivate students?
so we were pronouncing "Ching", "Qing" and "Jing"
apparantly, he thinks it sounds the same. hahaha.
and it makes me laugh like mad woman.

we left the place about 9?
well, at least he isn't as paranoid compared to the other time.
( or at least he tried to be brave lahh ) hahahaha.
so we walked quite a distance before we reach Hakim Restaurant along the road.

he introduced this called murtabak.
it's ayam ( chicken ) with egg, onion, potato. wrapped in prata.
taste very good. first time trying though.
but eat alr very full. hahahaha.
after which, went back home....
alamak, dont talk bout the bus journey. LOLS.

so thats bout it =)

just now, my mum asked where and who i'm going out with.
i said i dont know where i am heading to and i'm going out with my boyfriend.
BUT! she keeps living in self denial after telling her umpteen times that
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. lols. 16 years old cannot have boyfriend meh?
she say i never study then go out everyday. lols.
i mean duh~ must go out now because i dont get much time to go out soon?
lols. probably all these will make her not to have a heart attack
when i tell her, "Mum, i screwed my O's"

OMG. i'm going crazy over GUESS.
lols, so many cravings, so little money. i still have my phone, mp3 to settle!






credits to GUESS
all so beautiful. i wanna own all of them.
slowly lah huh.
anw, ppl reading this, comments on which clutch/wallet is nicer?

my 2 year plan gonna end soon.
which means, NEW PHONE.
gonna get a nokia one again ( i still trust nokia... )
maybe something cheap... cus i'm using my own money. sadly.
so bored right now, i've been blogging on daily basis since i have SO MUCH TIME.
i wanna get new laptop, but well, i think i'll just use this till it dies.

i want the night to come faster but end slower..

work was alright today. in the morning. got alot of party sets to pack.
by the time i finish, 2 hours gone.
den got not much customers, so slack... fold boxes...
soon, go home!
punched card, help marisah with template on laptop,
saw jasmine!!! so long nv see her alr =) miss working with her. hehe.
Meiyun, dun miss me when i'm gone. hahahaha.
so chat with her awhile, that Irfan keep calling me Minah. wth. LOLS.
i ahlian meh?!
Marisah banged me, so i tried to protect myself with my hands,
in the end "crack" sound. lols. both pain. zzzz
she wont get much chance to play with me anymore. hahahaha.

aft that, met dearest, ate fruits.
today we learnt new stuffs, RIGHT?
haha. so cute.

tmr off, slack den meet dearest at night.
blog again, tmr =)

anyday would be great with him.
although time was short, it was still enjoyable.
probably need to wait another 2-3 days to see him again.
sigh. LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! =)

next week most prob get result.
hope to be able to go somewhere with that result.
i hope i'll be lucky like any other times.

Eat Snake=吃蛇=slack!

yesterday, was very very very bored.
so i wanted to show meiyun the sexy girl's account.
such a coincidence that the fool was online.
so i continued to "play".
quite fun because he's still equally desperate. zzzz

played for awhile, had to get ready for work.
when i boarded the bus, realised that my ezlink card the "sound" is different.
shit, adult price. at first i even thought i carried the wrong card.
so dumb. so it was due to sbs's idiotic system.
which i didnt go and extend my card.
freak, so no choice. i'm just pretty worried bout my travelling fee when i work at town.
from next week? so i vent all my anger on dearest.
so sorry =( but he was still very nice...
despite me getting super irritated, he thought of solutions to the problem.
he even offered to exchange ezlink cards.
it'll be so mafan for him..
so nice right....... tsk tsk... so lucky me. hehe.

yesterday, talked to
CABRINA YO! ( i still insist on YO, even though she typed my full name ) hehe.
but what a time to talk, i was just minutes away from leaving the house.
so didnt get much chance to catch up with her...
but hope she'll talk to me soon. HAHA.
so dumb.
cab is lame everywhere she goes what right.

work was damn slack. not much orders.
in the morning, got 23 premium bento but without chopsticks and spoons.
so cheryl had to deliver it to them,by cab(taxi, not the one above)
Hongpeng was the packer in the morning...
in the end cheryl told me they gave them watermelon. HAHA.
and they had to split the cab fare among the 3 of them.
( nei nei, cheryl and hongpeng )
apart from that, the staffs have to pay for 7 missing apple vinegar juice. sad.
lucky not me. hahaha.

the worst that happened to me yesterday was Marisah's "super bang" i call it.
she just stood infront of me, and her whole body just move backwards AGGRESSIVELY.
making my boobs freaking pain. lols. seriously. TWICE summore.
tmr i gonna have a fight with her, see who bang who more. LOLS.
getting breakfast for them again tmr.
oh, so theres a svc crew ( 5th day ) i cant rmb her name,
she told me lots of stuffs.
but her former work place and their educational system in malaysia.
i know okay, i'm half half. LOLS.
they need to study till Form 5! den they are put through a test equivilant to o's.
Marisah kept complaining he was freaking cold ( it was raining and he was drenched )
and he dried his socks, in replacement, TRACE USED TISSUE as socks.
wth, damn funny. ytd they lao yusheng again... twice alr.
the new girl was still blinded by marisah's gender.
despite several hints, still couldn't catch it.
i even said "girl girl cannot so fierce" LOLS.
Jennifer damn funny also. super duper ultra friendly.
and she made me laugh like mad.
when Marisah said the new girl eat snake ( slack ),
she laughed. they say she "自high".
like entertain your ownself.

tmr is my last 2nd day....
was thinking of treating my mummy on sat.
i told marisah alr, i come back must give discount hor. LOLS!
den she say 10% only. but better than nth right =)
kinda miss the people there alr.
but it's okay. in life we always make new friends and we make EVEN more.
it's time for me to explore what's around me.
but don't worry dearest, i wont do anything behind your back.
i will remain faithful like you do. =)

today- OFF day, reserved for Muhd 'Isham...

i want flowers for valentines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( WTH ) *hint *hint.
no lah, i have enough flowers ( not like alot lah, but 1 from the same person is sweet enough ).
i just want time with this person, really badly.
sigh.....why am i still bothered by it?
get over it lah. LOLS.
also not first time.

just work work work work work and forget everything.

i miss my boy...
if jityong reads this, he's gonna say my 相思病太重。
but i guess he'll be too busy, or cant be bothered. LOLS
sians......... good luck juniors! =)

results, till now not much news bout when it'll be out.
sadly, i'm not even excited, i dun even feel worried for myself.
i think i'm preparedto flunk it this time.
last year o's, i've got relatives ( my dad's cousin's daughter )
one with nineteen, one with seven points.
freak. one in nanyang poly the other one in dont know what jc.
i heard Jc very stress, cus have to study EVERYDAY to catch up with school work.
and besides that, she's really smart lah!
so imagine smart + still must study.
me ah, not smart plus can't study. LOLS. die die cannot go those places.
i'll probably waste my 2 years there, without any diploma or A's cert.
then it's really the end.
this year, her brother and me will "compete"
damn sad, PSLE he got 250++ and i got like 208? wtf.
he expected an A* but got an A, he damn sad.
hais, heard from sy, sp having new courses.
finance informatics. sounds cool.
PLEASE leh, dont so many ppl apply, den i cant get it.

Ryugaiden told me if i dun wanna ( as in die die wont go ) RP,
dont include in my choice, because i might just get it.
haha, might consider rp for their sports and leisure management,
if i have no where else to go. but she said rp's learning style is diff from the rest.
and...... not SPOON FED. ( but seems like in tanglin we always get spoon fed )
but my no. 1 choice is still Banking & Finance followed by Marine.

whatever the release of date is,
wanna wish all of you good luck ( actually no point, exams taken alr )
and go to your dream courses =)

Friends.

Friends

To have a friend is one of the sweetest gifts that life can bring.
Friends share your laughter with you,
cry your sadness with you.
A friend like everything about you,
even the things you try not to show.
A friend is one who knows all about you and won't go away.
Faithful friends are beyond price and their goodness cannot be measured.
Friendship the older it grows, the stronger it is =)

* i wanna post the pic of ajy and sp's after make up pic! (last 2 years)
but not a fantastic idea thou.

today's work is okay, quite a numberof orders.
met some troublesome customers ( Cheryl took their take away orders ).
but quitting soon alr. going for another interview on thur.
hope can find better paid jobs.
and i'll work till poly starts.
anyway, stay at home also rot.
might as well go work.
tough also nevermind, at least get to kill time.
but one thing i can't stand. people's freaking attitude.

after work, RUSHED to catch my junior's match.
den halfway rain. VERY sian.
so sat at the bus stop like some ass,
wait for the rain to stop, but it got heavier. LOLS.
so i went back home instead.
Phoebe called me, i think she's aware of the match today.
against YISS. Juniors, update me on when the match will be re-played.
but i didnt pick up her call, (usual lah huh)
cus it was raining and my phone was inside my bag.
sorrrry!

colour contrast. LOLS. ( dun kill me dearest )

eyes too small. LOLS

act only.

14 nov 07.

work for the last week!
yay! ok lah, for the following month, no money no pay.
but i cant be bothered, at most i find other jobs that are a thousand times better?
at least i dun have to tolerate her fucking attitude.
that's most important.
whatever it is, i'm quitting this freaking job for sure.
and i believe there will be better things for me to do.

today also marks the 2nd month of our relationship.
next month will be a total disappointment.
but i cant be bothered as well.
LOLS.

watching my juniors playing ltr. hope they will do well.

mani next week. yay!

Dedications to my friends for 6 years.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,
Farhad.
( He said it's the thought that counts, haha, so happy =) )
ok, if i REMEMBER correctly, hes the oldest in class,
Lennard and Justina share the same birthday.
thats for the month of January! (right?)
and we came up with FFF ( Fatin and Farhad ) WAHAHAHA.
so mean. i remember him as the biggest hands and legs i've seen! ( good looking toooo)
ok lah, i miss 6F damn loads. like dont know why.
maybe cus i was going through my Dear diary today. LOLS

lots of memories, two timing(sadly)
but yeah, all these make the memories so deep.
too deep that i can remember it after 4 years.
unbelievable, but true.
i miss the times i had with my classmates,
i miss the times we copied hwk
the times we played captains ball
the times we played games ( our grp!!! Troopers, Portvale and Shrek )
like i told Jityong, i'm still grateful that even after 4 years,
we'll still in contact with each other...
and i hope our friendship will last FOREVER.
until the day we see each other marry off.
haha, and you wouldnt know if any of them will be within us??
singles, maybe ur dinosaur is one of them. HEHE.

in sec sch, not much friends, but not as close...
everybody's JC orientation seems to be fun,
but money is more fun to me.
when poly starts soon, maybe we could be more than just friends,
i mean, not classmates, but SCHOOLMATES?! =)


i wanna meet up with you guys sooon!
we meet up to gossip, catch up with each other, to appreciate each other.
cus we wont know when we're seeing again.

i know not everybody will see this, but for those who are reading this, (probably my clique)
i hope you all are doing fine...

Triple J's, hope you guys rmb this =) btw, its in chinese


Triple J's memories also. haha. whao man. 4 long years.

I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS

say you'll remember, remember my hug, my heart, my love, 你永远都不忘记。
say you'll remember, remember my eyes, my smile, my soul, 永远不忘记。

since we left sch, i've got no partners to sing with.
i miss our singing sessions ( silent ) during boring lessons,
from one end to another.
the remember dance we did at sy's house.
the singing sessions we had before our netball matches.
haha.


to end it off,
i would like to say,
我们的过去，永远都不忘记。
thanks for being my friends.

was late, someone was later.
1000 slaps in hand.
ramen ten, ck karagge ramen.
dearest had salmon teriyaki dry ramen.
also ordered a side order, fried gyoza.
hope he doesn't vomit, because it's his first touch on jap food.
whereas i just ate them like ytd. LOLS.
it's more expensive than sakae. like whao!!!!
chawanmushi is like $4. ( sake only 1.99)
their bento box quite small.
overall near $40.
dearest paid. so thank you. i feel broke today lah. cus no cash... LOLS. only card.

after that, walked around, he saw his friends, aaron and co.
den we sat at the somerset mrt, commenting bout ppl
drizzled a lil, saw ms sophia and her boyfriend.
afterwards, he went for prayers while i shopped at heeren.
didnt see anything interesting.
met him, went to swensens. ALOT of people!
had to wait quite awhile.
alamak. his eyes ah, gone case. super red.
had choc fondue. taste as good as ever.
we finished the ice cream ( ok i ate alot, and he fed me even more )
there were biscuits, cream puff, fruits, almond crisp,mashimaro(haha, another slang).
we finished all the choco lah. haha. today i ate really alot man.
after eating, he sent me home.
slacked a lil'
den he had to go to send his bro off.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

sometimes i feel like a spare tyre.
i mean, i have a part of the body (tummy)=spare tyre.
but i mean, as a whole person, i feel like a substitute.
ok whatever.
i wanna sleep now.

hohoho!
ytd i was abit sad. but today i'm okay.
perhaps a little over sensetive.
we always need time on our own right? den ok lor! lols.
i had a very very very very very very very very very (umpteen times) bad dream
omg man, perhaps i got too affected by what happened recently.
i've been thinking bout it though...
but this dream made me realise something!
that good guys are hard to come by! wahahaha.

ytd went to visit grandma at sgh.
alamak. quite sad lor. feel so helpless.
i hope shes alright man.
went for bout close to 2 hours.
den left for work...
i dont know how to describe my feelings man...
i'll try to spend more time with her.
it's only when you're on the verge of losing someone that you know their importance.

work ytd was okay.
marisah got obsessed with a girl from table 21.
okay lah, i agree shes quite pretty.
no sexy butt only. LOLS! wth.
den got customer scold marisah, sibei hao lian
so fun! cus without her what!
den after work marisah act gay, want me to acc him smoke.
chee fan (irfan) and marisah anyhow take my phone send message to dearest. ZZz.
lols. i refuse to tell them what he replied. wahahahahaha.

this morning, went to work... had nothing much to do.
spent half an hour helping marisah do the template for the beverages on laptop.
a few orders to pack and thats all.
after that mich came, too early.
den keep talking to her marisah also dun care.
and she made me do a bad thing. tsk tsk tsk. HOW COULD YOU, MARISAH!
but i'm quitting soon =)
today, nei nei back alr. i hate her although she tried to act friendly. LOLS.

after work, chiong to school.
played 3 balls den tired alr. so lousy. lols.
played a quarter with the new bdiv.
GOSH, i was playing CENTER!!!!
and i fell. wth. lols.
but my team managed to put in some goals of cus.
thanks to shaula and adelaide =)
i cant even last a quarter. so i guess i'll need to run more.
the bdiv is pretty good now.
esp with the power lobs to Mel from the centre third.
hey juniors, i wish to see you guys clinching champs ok....!
so please work hard! and do us and yourself proud =)
i'll try to go down every monday and thursday!
after that, shower, ate and go home!

OH YA, SHAULA wants DOUGHNUT... cinammon and oreo. i will remember

just had a talk with my mum regarding my boyfriend...
wahahahaha, dear, dearER, dearEST!

today is damn irritating! LOLS.
because i had 3 person telling me, " you'll know it someday " kinda thing.
freakkkkk. haha.
met dearest aft his sch...
stupid boy, wore contacts just because i said he looks better without specs.
i know you wanna look hot lah, but it pains me everytime i see you rub your eyes.
everytime the tears flow ok...
so please dont wear it anymore, unnecessarily.... (:

had lunch at BK @ west mall, den blah blah blah.
i learnt smth new today! the heart is what that matters the most, right?
managed to wipe his tears today. wahahahaha
he threatened me. Zzzzz to say i'm pretty. wth! lols.
hmph! you have your way i also have mine!
i should count myself fortunate to have sucha guy.
who probably wont do things behind my back ( i hope and trust )
22 more months till the contract ends. heh.

nothing beats you.


grandma, please dont let anything happen to you.
please please please....

work was VERY FUN both today and yesterday =)
of cus lah. it is always fun without her!
met my dearest after school. i mean HIS school.
so he was in uni and i was in home clothes.
(probably looks like some jie-di relationship, although hes taller )
but who cares. LOLS! i like can alr.
had lunch.
slacked den he sent me to work.
was very late.. no infact when i reached it was 17:00 shap. phew~
no time to deal with my fringe. so was left dangling the whole 4 hours.
TALKED and TALKED and TALKED.
ate mango!! YUMMY! ate biscuits! YUMMMY!
den marisah ask me go 7-11 but tidbits =) wahahhahaha.
tell me which manager is like her/him? i dunnoe how to address. LOLS!
buy alr. go kitchen eat.... yummy yummy. got chips and green tea.
at the drinks side, ah ing and june bought salmon karrage. i ate also. haha! picnic.
after i punch card, marisah stopped me.
ask me work what time.. den ask me buy breakfast for trace, him and me lah!
they told me the story of how marisah pull trace's bra strap that it snapped,
in the middle of work, and she had to use rubber band to tie them together.
OMG! lols. and how lobster salad became losted salad.
so funny. and fun! muwahahahhahaa.

today, woke up damn early, had to work at 10.
reached, ate breakfast, make wasabi, top up the containers.
marisah bought me ice milo! weeee~
after that, talk and laughing like stupid.
irene came, marisah ask me fold boxes, den fold lor.
irene ask me go photocopy, den photocopy lor.
hahaha. i'll be their "dog" for the last few days.
next time i dine in there, they become my "dog" LOLS! so mean.
for chinese new year, Sakae is having this Yusheng thing.
ok lah "Yu-sheng" means raw fish? no that "Sheng yu" aiya. SAME!
so they have those salmon and all..
i had to top up all the peanuts, sesame in containers...
den in the kitchen they had the Yusheng sample.
afterwhich i went to invade. TASTE VERY GOOD!
i ate alot of cucumber ( which i usually dun eat ) its added with plum sauce.
which i usually dun eat plum. theres this crispy thing that tastes to good.
oh ya, marisah extended my working time till 4.
so yeah, ended at 4, irfan painting the wall outside, i help him paste scotchtape.
den went off!

plans for this week!
tmr: OFF day - for dearest
thur: Meeting sheryle for sp's open house ( MARINE, HERE I COME ), work at night
fri: work in the morning, nb TRAINING in the afternoon <3
sat: OFF day- for dearest
sun: work

so anyway, just got from huixian that ms solastri will be drawing the lots tmr.
i will pray hard. wahahahaha.
i forgot last year and the year before who picked out draws ( think ms solastri )
if thats the case, no worries lah, she've got the skill alr.
every year considered "easy" grouping, no group of "death"
heh. UPDATE ME!
so next week will be my last week of service ( yay! )
and i'll be reading to watch NETBALL! watch my juniors top the table,
win the WEST ZONE CHAMPS! gogogo!

so excited over my manicure session with dawn!!
lols! wth.21st jan! yay!!!

quarrels... and quarrels and quarrels....
work was ok. quite bored though.
i gonna test my shit.
so those who wanna see my shit, maybe u wanna see tmr's post.
i'll post my shit pic up. i mean reallySTOOL. so if you're eating,
please dun read. lols! if not you'll probably throw up. LOLS.
thanks to sakae lah. idiotic. zzzz
i became sexy girl today!
cus my shirt was extra big size 42! -_-"
so marisah kept complaining bout me having my shirt tucked out ( sounds like school )
so i got quite irritated and i tucked in like super nerd. everything in.
and with my skinny jeans ( camouflage as working pants, its 3 size bigger than my usual )
trace said i look like some 80s maybe elvis presly type. LOLS
den i became sexy ever since. wahahahaha.
the customers started streaming in bout 6+ full house.
had to top up all the tea cups, saucer and sideplates...
got bout 3 deliveries and 2 takeaways.
after that super freee.
so slack lor.
den the stupid Violet/Fadhila/Fadhil compare me and jasmine.
ask me work till 8.30. still please me.. ( maybe cus alot of ppl lah )
but i didnt want to. lols.
before i went off, marisah also, work till 10 lah.
me : dun wan lah! byebye!

LOLS. den my man( no more boy ) gave a surprise visit.
lame ass. he got me flower and cookies.
so sweet. but still angry lor! HMPH ( highest pitched )
after that, he ate at long john. den he got me this super large drink ( crazy )
saw alvin and his friends. his hair not nice alr. last time nicer.
and i still remember there was once i talked to him,
faliq made a big fuss out of it. wth man.
ok. so he ate very long, cus we kept talking.
he sent he home. tmr got sch ( i mean he )
sian lor!

tmr got work from 5-9 more sian.
marisah siao alr.

i miss my tuition mates lah. alamak!
sarah,huimin,jiahui and people!
block catching, badminton, football with kenneth and winnie. LOLS
tution together, mr ck's house.
haha, those days....

huimin's in AC, jiahui PJ? sarah working.
i miss BP for nuts! lols.
i miss the place, the people.
but hope they are doing all fine =)

NO NEED COFFEE. LOVE WILL KEEP YOU UP ALL NIGHT!

among so many people, why you?!??!

i travelled across the border ALONE.
actually not really, along the way, i met this pretty lady
whose name is ( i forgot ) from some weird country.
she was going johor also, so being a regular there, i showed her the way.
(nice right. hehehehehe) so i reached there super early, not much ppl what.
SCHOOL STARTED, and i dun have school! WEEEE~
so my mum insisted that i go super early this time,
to avoid wasting bout 1hr of waiting time ( the other time )
bcus shes a malaysian and so they have this 'autopass' this which is more efficient
than those people chopping your passport. LOLS!

rained, went there, walked around, HAD SECRET RECIPE! =)
again, but it was good. i know all these makes me fat. BUT WHATEVER!
their fruit punch dunnoe why, blended. taste abit like watermelon+banana.
hahahaha. but food taste the same. had fish and chips.
and cheaper than singapore. hohoho.
aft that went for facial. had to change to this one piece suit.
alamak. i feel so empty. LOLS!
the facial was good. i like the masque.
almost fell asleep. they were using some weird devices again... LOLS.
after facial, walked around. had dinner at a hong kong restaurant.
everything there is pork,beef and chicken.
lols. no veggies!!!
so no choice, settled with noodles with 2 veggies, chicken wings
and preserved veggies.
THE ADDIDAS AT CITY SQUARE SUCKS! no water bottle!
so i guess i have no choice but to hunt down singapore's sportslink.
i miss my beloved bottle. *sniff sniff*
after that went home....
and here i am =)

You Are An Introvert!

You're not necessarily anti-social, but you do tend to need a lot of alone time. You tend to think before you talk, which doesn't make you the loudest person in the room. While you aren't outgoing, you are a good listener - and you tend to be a loyal friend. And you enjoy your friends as much as any extrovert does, in smaller doses. You're more of a conversation over dinner type than a party animal... and so are all your friends.

Are You An Extroverted or Introverted Girl?

What Shi Lin Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

yay! i've decided to pamper my nails once more! after i finish my contract with sakae!
i'm saving up my nails now. heh =)
looking a the number of times i blogged today. shld know that i'm pretty bored.
i just got hooked up with audi once again ( last resort )

battle of the ''man".

YAY. f4's back! lols. ( i know abit gay lah)
since i supported them last time, i wouldnt much mind listening to their songs again.
i've got 2 of their albums. i dont really listen to them now ( since i got no mp3)
alamak. i used to like zai zai ( 2nd from pic ). now not nice alr. i prefer vanness!
he got rid of his freaking long hair( in fact, all of them had long hair last time)
maybe it was kinda "IN" back then.
den the zai zai also dumb, jay chou came up with a sng for him " I'm not F4" ( translated )

but i still prefer pan shuai! wilber!

this one is the best. LOLS.

i like manly man. lols.

work was okay today.
i haven't been talking to her even though sometimes she tried to initiate the conversation.
like yucks! please lah... when i say i wont talk means i wont!
today, folded plastic bags, had some orders.
Marisah treated drinks.
and we had a lame talk in the kitchen. LOLS.
damn lame. but it was good. cus it was without her!
Ah Ing tried to learn philipino while cheryl was trying to learn mandarin.
and they were talking bout funny things that made me laugh tooo! LOLS.
so cute lah, both of them.
so my 4hrs passed like that. weeeee~

fadhila/fadhil/violet messaged me and duh~ i didnt reply = i am working.
after work replied him, he was loitering at jp. Zzzzz
asked me to meet him, i asked him to meet june. LOLS.
i wanted to go home.
he was the only staff who comforted me after i broke the chawamushi cup! LOLS.
apparently, he was the only svc crew who saw it lah!

Bain came over to my house bus stop to pass me his memory card for the games.
now its done!=) 2 days off means i only get to see him on sun.
lols, he even passed me his phone to try out the game. cool.

I LOVE TODAY! because i get to do lots of things on my own.
( singles' life ) heh. no lah...
and guess what, now i'm wearing the earrings which i kept for 2 years.
but now, i'm just wearing it for the sake of wearing.
not cus of some special reasons.

did lotsa reflections today. it sucked of cus. LOLS.
but made me realise lots of things.

anyway, the song above is my wedding song. lols.
i've planned it already.
maybe over the years, i'll discover more. heh.
den whao! my dream wedding!

i am so bored!
but its okay, i'm working later to kill some time.
tmr,off day. i'm most prob gonna rot at home, no money to go out alr. LOLS.
sat, i'm going city square again!yes! i need to go there and look for
a new replacement. not boyfriend of cus. MY WATER BOTTLE LAH!
i survived without my beloved bottle for 3 weeks. 3 LONG WEEKS.
now i can go back there again, and probably spend some bucks on clothes & stuffs.
mummy's paying of cus.
the other time i went, didnt have much chance to shop. cus it was getting late.
sooo.. i make sure i shop this time! hehe.
17 more days to end of work!

while my boy's out at camp.
i shall find my own entertainment...
when he's back on sat, i'm going to jb. what a good timing.
lols. but its okay=) must be positive. heh.
lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

while everyone is at school today,
i'm here at home rotting to death.
well, maybe i should be like CAB yo!
and be positive bout everything! RIGHT?
then again, how many people can be like me enjoying free time?
on the other hand, my brain is undergoing the process called rusting.
as suggested, i should get myself some books after payday.
as to prepare myself for my future courses.
be it banking & finance or Marine studies.
i have the sudden urge to join saf.
to have muscles and no more fats, to take off the helicopter.
whao! den i get to meet new kind of ppl there. weeee~

yesterday i slept at around 4+ 5. didnt wake up since 11+
didnt even know that my mum came back.
didnt even wake up to pee. LOLS!
skipped dinner without feeling hungry.
continued sleeping after msging dearest.
woke up like 9 today.
=)

i'm bored. but then again, this is how life will be for the next 3 years or so.
i look forward to starting my school.
i look forward to pay day.
i look forward to shopping.
i look forward to going for a holiday.
i look forward to meeting new people.
i look forward to meeting my new friends.

actually, i enjoy being alone. heh.

while i'm still awake and still have things clearly in mind, i shall blog =)
yesterday was a bad start of the day, because of what she ordered me to.
15 mins from my end time, she told me to go inside the kitchen and prepare 3 party sets.
i wouldnt mind if its just one. but its 3. and i was rushing for time lor!
ok. so she wanted it by 2.30 ( i end work at 2)
so i told her DAMN nicely, that i end work at 2.
her next sentence was " now u also doing nth"
meaning what, you expect me to finish 3 part sets in 15mins?
FISH you. even the fastest auntie also cannot lor, what more me.
so ever since then, i stopped looking at her, everytime she walks pass, i just look away.
she is such an ass, i hope she will never find a husband, and never have kids. eee.
i'll come back one day, with a higher status and by then she can just bend her head down when she walk pass me. HMPH!

enough of that, so i ended work at 3..( damn her)
rushed home... get changed. met my dearest after MUCH hesitation, right?
i was late. and he was damn early( to get tickets lah) haha. sorry lor.
had our lunch cum dinner at secret recipe. yummmy yummy( initially).
but after awhile it gets yucky. like so disgusting. i had grilled chicken with black pepper sauce.
supposed to have some catch of the day with lobster sauce or smth. but changed with dearest,
cus got fries. so nice of him eh. LOLS.
but whatever! i got angry after that. HMPH!( high pitch)
he knows why. den i ignored him. it was a silent meal.
only after that i decided to talk to him. lols!
got banana choc cake or smth and that guy lah, extra. haha. go order icecream!
smarties treat. but all icecreams taste good. except that i was kinda bloated alr.
the cake taste quite alright. but the cream too much. LOLS.
( taste a lil like chlorine, to me )

after meal, dearest had to go for prayers.
so i waited for him at mac.. after that sat at the bridge i think.
for about 2 hours or so. till 11? den we headed to another place to watch fireworks.
alamak. so many people.
finally new year, alot of people shouting. the fireworks were great.
i love it. and hes the first. LOLS. ( he must be grinning )
after that, my bag spoiled. lols! better not talk bout it.

went back to the bridge... waited for time to past.
bout 12.50, walked to marina sq( in fear )
caught I AM LEGEND at 1.25am! =)
i was like falling asleep alr. lols!
but managed to hang on.
probably due to the SUDDEN appearing scenes.
lols, but i still liked the movie, although it's kinda unrealistic.
touching yet, disheartening kind of feeling.
after movie, bout 3+. got a drink and went back to the bridge.
not much people by then... dearest had his singing session.
while i was resting. and almost falling asleep. but didnt!
" just like a star across my sky" lols! wth!
stayed there will 5+. where the stars started to appear for awhile. i love it.
WAHAHAHA. took the first train back.
dearest got choked on soya bean. LOLS! and reason being stupid.
he thought it was his listerene mouth wash. haha.
the train was very packed. i was on/off during the journey.
dearest 'sent' me home.
when i reached home, had a shower, ate banana nut crunch and HEAD TO WORK!
nothing interesting bout work today, except that i fell on my butts( very slippery )
what a start to a new year.

yesterday i didnt meet any of my friends.
but i saw nanhua's shooter. marlene's batch bdiv.
i forgot her name. all i can rmb is that she can launch very well.
the rest are all my dearest's friends. most of them were like Isham?! kind of reation.
i help him make over!now hes a hottie. haha. wth!
i still saw the person i should avoid. lols!

whatever it is, i enjoyed my day really much, especially with his company =)
i love you !

due to handphone bill exploading, i would like to wish ALL of you.
( including those who wished me but didnt receive a reply from me )
a happy happy happy new year! =)