I know it sounds stupiak but i am wearing my favourite Argentina jersey to bed, hope it takes my daily blues away.

i know its crazy but the old memories still haunts me today, AGAIN.
i still cannot believe it... and ok it was mere karma.
i will be stronger, better, richer than bitchessssss

cannot sway cannot swayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
NOOO

isnt it nice to get married, start your own family?
I've been longing... but i have so many things to complete before i commit,
yet i can't wait to stay out.
i will wait...
save... and make life better for my kids.

and no i am not pregnant -_-
i just want to get married, period.
i just don't want my kids to be like me.

how nice........

Thanks babe for always standing by me whenever shit happens.

Brazil 2014 seems impossible for now :(
AIr tix alone is already $8k which we will have trouble saving...
looks like 2018 maybe singapore qualify lor.. hahaha

meanwhile cny has been good i guess...
but lots of liability to pay... like acca, credit card bills...

appraisal has been good phew~ :)
hope to be better next time round. phew~~
hope to do better this year!

HAPPY POP dear!

Ytd was mumu's POP, he marched 24km!
so proud of him, finally POP,
still remember how both of us dread the start of NS.
Abit sad to have made friends, went through hardship together and part.
At least, he've gone through it and i believe he'll remember it for life.

Hope posting will be good :)

anw, met his family for the first time ytd,
first time because i mean it... FAMILY.
was only expecting his dad,mum,2 brothers...
So instead of 4 people, i was surprised that his elder brother and 2 nephews were there too. so u get what i mean it is like X2 the anxiety and awkwardness...
I think all of them tried to make me feel comfortable though, they tried to talk to me and i think my face clearly shows oh no, i need isham! HAHAHA

hope this is a good start though...
at least we proved 4 years is worth some recognition!

HAPPY POP FRIENDS!!! TIME TO ENJOY YOUR BLOCK LEAVE
(while i start my routine tomorrow)
JIAYOU!!!!!!!!

2012 now!!!! and 2011 round up

firstly one of my resolution to pass driving, checked!
awesome! can't wait to save enough to get my own car.
unfortunately, many commitments now... so can't save much yet!
but i will, i will! :)

2011 truly hasn't been the best for Isham and I.
i think we quarreled more compared to 2010.
more tears definitely, but i think towards the end, since he entered NS.
Things have took a change and start to get better, i hope...
While 2012 seems to be an uncertain year for me, explain later...
i hope all will be good!

also in 2011, i started running routine and loving it! will train harder!
hope i will lose more weight.
2011 also witness my next phase of life, although not totally...
i am still a part time student...
working full time is tough but then again, i always believe in
"first bitter later sweet", so i rather be tough on me now, than much later when i have more commitments, larger responsibilities.
2011 wasn't a very easy year for my family as well.
witness lots of ups and down which i hope 2012 will clear it all!!!!

i really really hope 2012 will give me great motivation and i will strive to work towards the best i can ever be. I WANT MY KIDS TO BE BORN WITH A SILVER SPOON.
I DON'T WANT TO BE STRUGGLING WITH FINANCE ALL MY LIFE.

ok, this also means i am more or less looking to settle down with isham,
if nothing major happens, start saving up, BTO, car, marriage is all coming really soon... in the next few years so we must always plan early, start saving early and it starts in 2012!!!!!! i know i have always been pressing isham to save money when he already has limited to himself since his pay is barely enough for himself.

I WANT TO GO HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!! ok this part must save, no holidays in 2012 YET! because i am damn looking forward to BRAZIL 2014!
hohohohoho!

Work has been really hectic, so is tmr...

2012 GOGOGO!
HUAT AH!~