Monday, April 20, 2015

Eye sore

If one eye sore is not enough, welcome to the latest addition, a new person i hear fighting with, vulgarities.

God, can you please free me from this kind of life?

Why do people of minimal education thinks being loud is the way to solve problems. Making people feel intimidated is the way to solve problems, how can they live day by day with no plans, no house, no future, no money.

God, please grant me the beautiful patience I always needed.

I have failed in every aspect of life. I feel unmotivated. Dont know why i am working so hard for.
Family in a mess i wish to get out of
Hais... i just want to live w my small lil family out of all these bad influences.
Study failed
Work has been such a toughass recently
Getting cheated on when i am half a step into settling down.
Why am i working so hard for? For who? For what?

Will I be happy? If i am unsure, let this be my temporary escape. 1 yr 4mths. Pls be here soon.

Friday, April 10, 2015

What a Week!

Been a tough week feeling super inefficient
unfamiliar with new files etc
hope next month will be better.
spent like a whole day trying to fix up variances is such a waste of time!
neglected a few of my colleagues i was suppose to handover!
sighhhhhh

JIAYOU!!!

Thursday, April 02, 2015

Steep learning curve

So ytd was my first official day of washing hand off my current job scope
and taking on new job scope. yay!
I got the jobscope I wanted, and though its heavily, colleagues think it is a good platform
and area to learn!
I should be thankful yet I can't wait to get out of this learning phase....
hardest period

best part is when u ot till 11pm and brain half dead
the taxi uncle decides.... to prank you on APRIL FOOLS
HE GOT ME TOTALLY!!!
he was like.. you going geylang right when i already indicated my address in the app
during the booking. haha epic!!

A tribute

I was one of the Singaporeans who did not make it to the Parliament house to pay my last respect to our founding father, Mr Lee.
That of course doesn't make me any less Singaporean nor does it make me an ungrateful bitch.
The fact is - the human nature is to feel at loss and gratitude towards someone only after one passes away.
Singaporeans love to complain and I am just like one of the many...
I am not a PAP fan.... I have my own ways of thinking and opinion of how things 
can be done better. 
We can't please everyone...
but I am still thankful for things he have done...