i'm not very convinced yet.
only time will tell.

yesterday, was fun!! haha.
buffet for dinner and no excercise=fat?!
please remind myself to bring my pri sch album on 5th June 2007.
we're gonna have a good laugh over it.

has dino(s) extinct?
NOOOOOOO. it cant be.
well, at least there should be enough for the few of us.
hahahahaha, i'm one selfish person.
aiya, i was JOKING.

Triple J's made this ( i considered stupid ) promise, 4 years back.
we were young and very facinated by Orchard Road. lols.
so we promised each other, 10 years down the road,
we'll bring our Bfs and walk together along the stretch.
stuuupid right?! lols.
but well, 4 years gone, 6 years to go.
we'll be 22 by then. haha. i'm quite looking forward to it... lols.

and Amanda was right.
because we dont meet up so frequently,
we dont have any conflicts between each other.
so we always think our pri sch friends are the best.
so actually being seperated isnt tt bad afterall.
cus we've concluded that, if we stayed together. sure wont study! haha.
wth!

negativity causes slow death?
hmmm.

168 days!

yay! o's tomorrow.
the faster it ends, the better.
i am looking forward to Shopping!
hahaha, the Great Singapore Sale is here, ONCE AGAIN!
its raining now, and i wanna sleep...
for all the people taking o's tmr,
ALL THE BEST =)

170 days! haha

i'm sooooo bored.

today makes it 172! yay!

yay! i'm so proud of myself!
i completed 3 rounds around the field.
used to run like 10rounds lah.
but 3 rounds now, i'm satisfied.
shall slowly build stamina again.
and then... 1 set of circuit?!
used to do 3 sets of 15.
but again, i'm satisfied.
cummon, i haven been doing it since...
last year Dec? so its like near half a year!
but nevermind, i'll build up on that too.

and anw, i've found my NEW LOVE.
new love in netball i mean,
haha. its called the 3 men width! or "figure of eight" you call it.
but its damn fun!
provided you dont run big circles, and dont run very slow.
because you'll slow down the pace of others too.
haha. but i so love it now!

tmr is the last day of school.
and i sure miss my class during the hols =)

We tend to reflect, and really think when we face failures,
when things dont turn out the way we want them to be.
we ask ourselves, why things have to happen this way?!
sometimes i really wonder, is this process really necessary?
or would it only make you feel worse about yourself?

i've learnt my lesson.
YES! it looks like i not only can apply it in Netball,
now, my studies, and in my life maybe.
my results arent FANTASTIC this time.
thats why i'm here, crapping my old usual story.
but today its a lil different.
i'm not going to say, how badly i've done.
but! how i'm gonna improve on my current results.
STEP no. 1 to SUCCESS: POSITIVE THINKING.
[this is one of the mental skills taught in Netball, thanks Germaine=)]
what is done, is done, blaming yourself wont make any difference to your results.
in fact, it demoralises you.( how true)
so... don't take your mistakes too hard, move on and tell yourself.
you're gonna win the ball back ( for my juniors )
and that you're gonna try even harder to improve.

failures are inevitable.
cummon, in a game, either you lose or win.
champion loses too. so whats the big deal?
but i have to say that, it is through failures that i've learnt. ( at least for me )
if there wasnt TSS VS MGS, i guess i'll be stuck with my obstacle.
it was so closeeee. and we lost it.
and you know how much it hurts to take away something that
was just, within your reach.

so... 1 skill you've learnt today!
POSITIVE THINKING! lols.

i'm sorry, i know i'm kinda crappy.
but urgh, entertain me a lil.
i'm bored after exams.
well, i hope it helps you feel better after all the results!

so dont worry people, try harder the next time.
have faith in yourself- thats the most important.

i shouldnt give any comments on my results.
because by doing so, i'm only trying to disgrace myself infront of the public.
and more disastrous results to come tmr!

&&& btw, CHELSEA won the FA Cup!
like DAMN! arggh..
so theres still Champions League.
AC Milan VS Liverpool isit?
i hope i dont get it wrong.
okay, so my support goes to AC Milan!
i dont quite like liverpool
(no offence to liverpool fans! haha)

Your Birthdate: November 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

oh really? lols

Chemistry was alright today.
Muhammad? WTH! lols. i dont know whats so funny about that,
but i just cant stop laughing.
so Chem ended about 11.
did chinese while waiting until bout 1.
then headed off to JE.
had Macdonalds.
haha. stupid lah!
but was damn fun! =)
i love today! hahahahaha.
ok.so after that headed to the lib to meet my friends.
did chinese! talked, as usual.
and i cant stop laughing again.
cry until faint?! omg lah! lols.
did chi till bout 5.30pm.
they had long john for dinner while i slacked.
and hahaha, everything was about Samuel, right Amanda? LOLS.
ehhhh! remember what We(Triple J's) gave you for your birthday, i think p5/6?!
a present with stuffed newspaper balls, and some freebies, and a photo frame.
plus, a card with you and his pic super BIG! lols. our crazy idea!
ok, then headed home.
I HATE SAYING GOODBYES!
now, when will be the next time we'll meet huh?!
oh ya! May 28TH!

FA cup final tonight!
Man Utd VS Chelsea!
Red Devils! (:

now its 178 days! arrrghh.

i have problems sleepng last night although i was pretty tired.
reason 1, maybe i was thinking too much
reason 2, i'm too happy that i actually cant sleep

so i'll be having chem class ltr,
and will be meeting them to do intensive chinese! haha.
i think i'll be really tired!

tata! will blog ltr.
& we have a new way of saying Hi and Bye thanks to jit yong! hehe.

i had so much fun just now with my clique.
although 2 pple were missing.
RIGHT? Howe Zhong ( suddenly think of HertZ ) and Sim Ping!
ok, so had dinner at pastamania, as usual...
joelle had to go off.
so left yida,jityong,sy,amanda and myself.
walked to plaza sing.
played open numbers (AGAIN)
decided to talk. as in chat.
so... we were talking bout those days.
and HOW COME I DIDNT KNOW BOUT ALL THE FIGHTS IN CLASS!!
Oniku Vs Pervert gang.
Simping Vs Waicheong
and what else?
Everybody Vs Sathies.
and all the people lah! haha.
when was the first time we held hands?
how flirt i was. omg man. this sucks.
and seriously, i cant stop my laughter at times ( as usual)
i know its embarassing.. but I'm sorry! get used to it!
so time past really fast.
and here i am, back home!

i thought my day was pretty good.
but some people just had to ruin it.
thanks lah! darn you.

so its 171 after 12am.
plus another 7, since the last paper ends on the 13th.
BIO! so 178! =) sat is here again!

one of my pri sch mate showed me this! haha.

and a song that i think is nice. lols.



wanted to post all these long ago, but blogger had some prob,
couldnt conert them to html mode. yeah, ENJOY!

YAY! blogger solved the problem!
no more weird layouts. lols.
ok. i've lost the feel of blogging.

exams are finally over! after 2 long weeks of stress?
ah no, i wanst THAT stress.
so yeah, finally. an end to it before another one comes in a few days time?
this whole examination was crap.
in fact, that wasnt any paper that i had extra time.
and some i didnt even finish the paper.
on the other hand, i have friends who still have time to write emo-log!
i wish i had time too.
so i'm not gonna worry how bady i'm gonna do.
cus i know i'll screw them, but i cant do anything.
so why not just enjoy myself for a lil while?
a bit of netball, and then.. hang out.. slack.. sleep..
haha. first thing to do- SLEEP!

and theres no school tmr,i mean there is, but no paper= no school!
so i'll be looking forward to tmr, after 5 months.
i get to see my friends again!
yay!

ok, thats beside the point. i look forward to every saturday too!

i lost count and got it counted back.
so 173 + 7?! oh no.

i ate alot during this period.
darn.

blogger screwed up for good.

yay! Singapore is holding the F1 night race in 2008!
not like i'm very interested.
but... it would be like once in a lifetime experience.
but its midnight. so...hopefully i'm able to persuade my mum. LOLS.
and tomorrow is mother's day!
but i think i'll be spending my day doing SOB and Chemistry for nuts.
i'm gonna flunk my upcoming papers.

ok, 4 more days.
and i'll be free on fri! yay!

damn, cramps.
and rolling on the bed like an idiot is no fun.

178! =)

ok, i dont really care bout the papers that i'm done and over with.
so i'm just waiting for the end of mye so that i can at least slack a lil'!
and i sure miss netball! and my clique.
planning to go out tmr, but doubt i can make it.
i totally crapped for Hist.
the first essay qn on japan.
haha, this is a real test of how bad/good my crapping skills are.

a few days without com,
and Home Utd topped the Sleague Table!
awww man, what happened to SAF!
as much as i want to catch an sleague match.
esp saf and yglions! i've got no time to afford!
but NEVERMIND! i wanna sleep now. lols.

our school is sucha slowpoke.
markings have to done like so shortly,
dun even have marking days!
and 1 week left to Chinese O's.
during that period of time, we're suppose to have intensive MTL.
no TIME!

haha, yay! Jacinda is back in sg!

emaths paper 1, screwed up.
there goes 1 sub that i thought could go into my l1r5.
nvm, i'll work harder for the next paper!
woohoo~ but i'm quite lucky today
wahahahahaha

i lost count. shoots. no today is 181?

yesterday was heng beng's birthday,
the day before we my malaysian cousin birthday.
tmr is amanda's birthday,
25th is my MOTHER's birthday!

haha, wonderful!

i dont have time to celebrate.
so yeah, happy birthday! =)

i hate people who vent anger on other people!
just because you are angry, that doesnt give you the right to vent your anger other other PEOPLE! be like me, vent it on something that wont talk or even react.
even though this is kinda saddistic, if thats the best way, then why not?
darn darn darn! esp early in the morning, you look forward going to school.
and someone just HAVE to spoil it.
higher authority BIG deal?
dont bother asking me who is it.
dun worry, its none of YOU.

ah, who cares. anyway i'll be leaving in a few months time.
go on, for all i care! =)
[Shilin, don't be bothered by such stuffs]

ok! =)
i'm tired!!
but i'm sure there are MORE ppl out there who is more tired than me.
so maybe i shouldnt complain.

i'm like VERY JEALOUS.
OH YEAH RIGHT... haha
i'm jealous of anything and everything!
ok, i was just trying to entertain myself.
don't mind me.
oh wait, too much of this isnt too good.
so maybe i shouldnt say them that often anymore.lols.

188, & waiting.

watched spiderman3 today.
this is probably the first movie that i've NOT closed my eyes throughout the movie.
except for blinking lah duh.
the worst movie was garfield. haha.
and spiderman was goooood!
this is my 2nd "superhero" movie after Xmen3 last year. may 28th i think.
but this movie was way better!
plus, theres this hottie ( the best looking in that movie, bt not VERY gd looking).
HARRY! he died lah! and half his face was disfigured.
sad, Mary Jane look kinda old.
Spiderman don't look THAT fantastic either.
but i felt that they wasted alot of resources, like sand, which is lacking in singapore.
haha! SandMan!
the movie is a lil touching, with a lil romance.
but the swing here swing there makes up majority of the movie!

so i kinda lost control of myself towards the end of the movie.
when i saw this lil boy tripped over.
i know its mean, BUT i'm sooooorrry! for the irritating laughters ok.
&&& WHY DIDNT THEY KISS AT THE END LAH!!!
damn you spidey! you're not my hero!
HAHAHA. JUST JOKING!
no offence to spiderman fans.
though i prefer harry.
but why did you kiss that WOMAN! i forgot her name.
haha. make mary jane jealous. break up? serve you right!
ah ok, enough of this. spidey should be praised too.
the only thing i like about him is his web. haha. seriously.

okok, a good movie.
so those who hasnt watch it, you should.

7 years ago, on this very day.
i miss you granny.
this thing that i'll never forget.
i know you'll be watching over us.

YAY! 189 to go!