took up a challenging module this sem!!

Ethical Dilemas...

Never good in my argumentative...

& World issues i wanted EDWIN!!!

but too bad his timing 10-12 can't go tgt with my ethical dilemas which is also 10-12

bad bad =(

challege challege!! =D

go go go!!

My aim now is to work EFFING HARD!!!

and go shopping @ the end of next month!! =D

sex!

you are who you mixed with

Today was Job intro...

ppl there were extremely friendly even though big boss seem fierce in the beginning...

can't imagine 6 uni students having to handle school and work...omg seems tough...

had in house steamboat for dinner.

in fact the whole tuition centre jitao like house...

except you wear shoes around.

this is the best i've seen, student's welfare is taken care of ttm!

got alot of food in the pantry for staff and students... haha

cool =D

3 days of work for now.

but doing some telemarketing for the mum also

but who cares, no quota, hourly pay

no need to get cheated! i'm happy! lol

just call and get my hourly pay. mwahaha

the most attractive thing about the job is the 7.50 pay on weekend. heh

Joined them for meeting, made me feel like i'm part of the management when in fact I AM NOT.

made me feel like a uni student when in fact I AM NOT

they like lepak but when it comes to serious shit, they do it man.

really, no stumbling, get straight to the point. maybe that's the difference between me & them.

lol, they made me feel home,

they have proper agenda, secretary taking down minutes, and eugene big boss as stern as ever..

it wasn't a formal, but it served it's purpose.

i feel so small and so inexperienced leh...

and the way they select tutors like imba strict,

so it's a good tuition centre!! =D

and ok leh, quite cheap!

so if you want can join too. haha

specialises in JC topics!

@ clementi!

$$$

yay!!

waited damn long for babe

and of cus spent lots of money while shopping in between!!

guess wallet which was dirt cheap!

F21 top/vest

F21 shorts

both i damn like! wohooo~

Had dinner

and work tmr! ahhhhhhh~

i love shopping!!

hey guys!

Waiting for Dearest to end his work....

so decided to play =DD

see you can have think bushy rainbow eyebrows! Yunru must love this. mwahahaha

Angelic =DD

Devil!! I look sad rather than evil. mwahhaha. but all of you know i'm freaking evil person

anw, this webcam thingy is a damn cool thing, got hats, eyebrows all to choose froom, and then there's this face detection thingy that the hat follows your position.

but is not accurate sometimes. NICE! =D

anw i think i look slimmer when i don't smile leh, should i stop smiling lol!

end of post with mr donkey 'isham! eyyyyyharrr

see you later!

oh, i am starting work unofficially tmr.

this week had been a crazy week for isham and I and my friends as well.

Mon-thur he was having job trng and i'm starting my unofficial work on friday.

Thur was sinful not only we went to B&J free cone day and i ate 3 cones which were delicious!

we also did smth morally right, but 'just too bad' kind of thing.

in the morning we had to choose our timetable.

and the funny thing was that we opted for a timetable that wasn't ideal

and there were so many ppl fighting for it!

Thank god, at last we manage to get dz in and yes! reunited afterall.

Started with 08 end with 08!

of cus we still missed ppl like Yunru, Maggie x2 soh lin, Harin, Leslie... and so many more! lazy to think alr. hehe

how time flies...

i've been going out like everyday and I NEED SOME CASH!!

ok, work = $

Tai Tai day!

Uncle brought ah ma and I for dimsum this morning
food imba nice!! and ex too =(
private room surrounded by wine! nice ttm! like hong kong drama!
it's at orchard central 11th storey:Victoria Peak

headed to Malaysia for Facial after a long time...
and hair cut i've been yearning for since i don't know when.
it's the first time in my life i did my hair in a professional salon.
1st time wash my hair which is super bo hua cus my hair so thin =( LOL
it feels good having 2 ppl blow drying my hair. like model.
hehehehe. too bad i'm not
cut wash den cut again.
but not bad for the price la, considering that it is a professional firm
and the lady who did my hair was quite good.

& i learnt tocut my own fringe!
now don't have to worry bout lobang! weeeeeee~

wish i could live everyday like this. mwahahahha

I AM HAPPY!

i shouldn't be, because it's the worst results I received in my years in NP.
I was expecting something worse of.
so i should not complain!!
I GOT B GOT CLSP!!
YAY i was expecting C+!
Audit and FMGT was a slight disappointment.
but i'm ok. just fine...
considered that i miss many classes this sem, especially Audit lectures.
but i've always attended RFA lectures leh, results still like tt. HAHA
no la, the paper was crap.
ok it's over!
i'm happy for now!
my accumulated gpa seems like my on off dream for uni is slipping off from my own hands.

the other day(long time ago)
Joscelin Yeo(retired swimmer) wason this talk show
with his brother who was also a swimmer...
anw,she is a nominated MP i think...
argh, i ought to read the news sometimes.
ok, whatever.
she said this thing...(not quoted but same meaning)
"sometimes you spend 4 years training for a race that only lasts for 2minutes, or some 1 minute, you do the same routine everday"
what pushes you is your enjoyment from daily routine.
and it's not the end results that matter...
it's that you enjoy the process!!

so meaningful, at least to me.
I can't seem to see myself enjoying studying.
i can't enjoy the process
but can't go anyway with 3.42

another semester of exams and i'll be off to attachment.
Poly so far have been enjoyable.
In fact i think i was at the peak of my learning curve(not academic wise)
in terms of speech, independence, learning new stuffs like FUTSAL!
I used to have stage fright even with the smallest group.
I have slight autism(self discovered, but it was obvious to see)
If you know me young enough, i am almost non-existent in class. teachers often complain i'm too quiet i don't mix around, i don't like making friends, you don't talk to me, i won't talk to you(still the same now) but ok, things have changed too much for the better that i'm super chatterbox now! HAHA
the worst thing is, autism kids/adults are very sensitive to light/sound.
I am very sensitive to sustained repeated sounds.
Oscillating fans are ok now, got used to it in school. but it was killing me getting used to it! LOL.
don't try them on me, i'll go berserk.

is this an open secret? lol
no, there's nothing to hide.
That's Shi Lin for you! =D
Thanks babe for always giving in to me with regards to this.
I remember national day parade last year, there was this repeated voice recording that tells you the route is leading to cityhall mrt or smth.
and it just keeps repeating...
I ran for my life, plugged my mp3
Babe was angry not because he couldn't catch up with me.
but because i didn't tell him I was gonna run
so he lost me for a moment.
(:
i find myself so irritating at times.

I hate empty promises

I hate making empty promises.

even though half of the time i break them.

This post is dedicated to my Pri sch friends, whom i failed to meet today.

esp Dear Amanda since she was the only girl.

I promise history will not repeat itself.

2nd April I would be present and we will have loads of fun.

Just know that it wasn't intended

and I LOVE YOU GUYS =D

Suit yourself...

It's such a crude last word to leave for your partner

because it leaves your partner speechless.

it simply means you do what you like i do what i like...

i hate using it that word to shut a person up. like WHATEVER~

most of the time, it'll result in cold war for a few days/weeks.

or a really really nasty argument.

How can i then look at an imperfect person, perfectly,

because in every of us, we want people to accept us for who we are.

we seek acceptance from people...

Infidelity

It sucks...

totally.

and i fucking hate cheaters

too too too too many people are cheating.

Forgive and forget? HELL NO!!!

how can you sleep with other women and still have feelings for your wife?

alamak!

and no... I don't have a broad heart leh.

or maybe i should learn =DDDDDDD

but hope i WILL NEVER have the chance to learn

so bf, either be faithful or eff off =D

updates!

Interview went ok...

Goalkeeping super not easy =(

Indra retires from international football

Visited Bukit Panjang recently (:(:

Passed my btt

Ftt in june

got new socks =D

meeting clique on thursday

My bodyaching like free

jitao is instant effect after training

not easy to dive leh =(

but nvm, I will,I can do it

Miss what I had, but I'm happy with what I have NOW!

I miss what I had

But i'm happy with what I have

No la, not Ex-Bf!!!

that's so not important. wahahahaha

I miss netball.

but I'm happy with futsal.

but a long way to go.

It sucks

It sucks when your bf stops holding your hand,

ok, or rather my bf stopped holding mine...

i'm not exactly a very touchy person,

i also cannot hold his hands when i'm freaking tired...

but this holiday though we spent quite some time together

it felt different, why ah...

maybe it's just me getting used to your presence.

it might be a good or bad thing.

but i admit i've neglected you in many ways...

2 more days to our 28th month

but you'll be away

everything is fine =D

A great day

Passed BTT

Training without fear

but was tiring!

but I LIKE =D

I hope for a good day ahead

The long awaited day is here! =D

BTT tomorrow after a month and a half of wait.

won't say i've really STUDIED but i think i did put in sufficient effort for practice.

hopefully i'll get through this time so i don't have to waste money and waste MORE TIME.

so hope both 'Isham and I will pass!

and futsal training tmr after a long wait!!

gotta kick some balls!

oh ya guys, remember i went to watch the boys for the futsal tournament?!?!

guess who i saw?

Baizura!!! my netball idol now becomes futsal idol?

serious shit.... and she's not even a keeper!!

so i envy her man, ok work hard =D

now also alot of netballer turn soccer players

the whole team was in fact netballers

and the keeper was having some problems and had to be subbed.

i think was around 3 goals, i'm scared man!

K JIAYOU TMR!

Ah, I dreamt bout my pri sch mates again! yay!! =D

must be sy, she left for china ytd and i missed a goodbye message, damn,

and Amanda is back! though i haven't got to talk to her.

The dream was great. it was like... we're having a captain's ball competition

after 6 years? and everyone looked the same.

but i was in tanglin uniform, and i had 2 other classmates also in tanglin uniform

when in fact none of my 6F peeps came to tanglin.

weird. but whatever it is the dream was cool man!

SEX!!

ok holidays had been very very busy for me.

i don't know what i'm busy on.

but i have like tons of things i need to do.

sigh

beauty sleep plus endless fun

had 6 hours of sleep when i got back,

then had 11 hours of sleep at night till this morning...

slept another half an hour while waiting for Dearest.

A FOR VIEWPOINT!
SO HAPPY la!

town for shopping

came home empty handed but a few blazer and tops caught my eye =D

another day gone