I AM HAPPY!

i shouldn't be, because it's the worst results I received in my years in NP.
I was expecting something worse of.
so i should not complain!!
I GOT B GOT CLSP!!
YAY i was expecting C+!
Audit and FMGT was a slight disappointment.
but i'm ok. just fine...
considered that i miss many classes this sem, especially Audit lectures.
but i've always attended RFA lectures leh, results still like tt. HAHA
no la, the paper was crap.
ok it's over!
i'm happy for now!
my accumulated gpa seems like my on off dream for uni is slipping off from my own hands.

the other day(long time ago)
Joscelin Yeo(retired swimmer) wason this talk show
with his brother who was also a swimmer...
anw,she is a nominated MP i think...
argh, i ought to read the news sometimes.
ok, whatever.
she said this thing...(not quoted but same meaning)
"sometimes you spend 4 years training for a race that only lasts for 2minutes, or some 1 minute, you do the same routine everday"
what pushes you is your enjoyment from daily routine.
and it's not the end results that matter...
it's that you enjoy the process!!

so meaningful, at least to me.
I can't seem to see myself enjoying studying.
i can't enjoy the process
but can't go anyway with 3.42

another semester of exams and i'll be off to attachment.
Poly so far have been enjoyable.
In fact i think i was at the peak of my learning curve(not academic wise)
in terms of speech, independence, learning new stuffs like FUTSAL!
I used to have stage fright even with the smallest group.
I have slight autism(self discovered, but it was obvious to see)
If you know me young enough, i am almost non-existent in class. teachers often complain i'm too quiet i don't mix around, i don't like making friends, you don't talk to me, i won't talk to you(still the same now) but ok, things have changed too much for the better that i'm super chatterbox now! HAHA
the worst thing is, autism kids/adults are very sensitive to light/sound.
I am very sensitive to sustained repeated sounds.
Oscillating fans are ok now, got used to it in school. but it was killing me getting used to it! LOL.
don't try them on me, i'll go berserk.

is this an open secret? lol
no, there's nothing to hide.
That's Shi Lin for you! =D
Thanks babe for always giving in to me with regards to this.
I remember national day parade last year, there was this repeated voice recording that tells you the route is leading to cityhall mrt or smth.
and it just keeps repeating...
I ran for my life, plugged my mp3
Babe was angry not because he couldn't catch up with me.
but because i didn't tell him I was gonna run
so he lost me for a moment.
(:
i find myself so irritating at times.