yay to more updates

Met the clique after morning run, I barely had an hour rest >.<
Don't dare to sleep cus I know if i fall into deep sleep cfm won't wake up!
All present except ljy!! haha but i met her just yesterday!
I think the last time we met full strength(or at least close) was 2 years ago!
know these people for at least a good 10years, some even longer!!
haha, we had shabu shabu for lunch, jap steamboat at Orchard Central, verdict is so so only.
funniest thing is hz is as blur as usual, sudden realisation that Amanda was from RP too. lol damn funny his reaction. den of course i feel so old because  I am the only one working zzzz
Meetup again soon! Christmas this year? HAHA plan plan plan.
Save me from my year-end woes before 31st dec.
Ajy and hz not in photo as they had to leave early,
never get bored talking to this bunch! I think everytime we meet we talk abt the past same thing,
still feel like ytd, time flies ain't it, 10 years already...
This time i must be thinking how my PSLE would fare, choosing of schools
end up our class only i go TSS.
ECO FIELD TRIP??
SARS.
LAST TIME SO FIT EVERYDAY = CAPTAINS BALL....


After meeting the clique, went over to 'Isham's place for Hari Raya,
his parents invited, so of course stress lah -_-" but the food was good. heh

Mon after work had a short dinner with ljy at Changi Airport T2
Itacho was the sexxxxxx! I know you'll read this,
don't worry, just do what you want to do:)
let me know when you are ready, will hear you out! haha
JIAYOU!!

Took the skytrain to T1 to send Wensong off. Guiping can't make it so I went alone.
Haven't met his mum since the longest time I think 16years? and he didn't tell his mum
Cannot recognise.... she was like "who are you" but aiya got alot of diff meh? Long hair now only ma.. haha 16years of catchup within 1 hour? See ya in 6 months, den meet up with guiping again :) again I feel like I suck, cus I am the only one working and they are all in Uni...And please eat more la. your face more V den mine, cannot la bro... LOL 

Fake smile :) I LOOK THE SAME, NO??

I said I'll be back

Let the pics do the talking, the arrangement of the pics are like all anyhow.. lol

Met Pathetic netballers for ikea, i remember the queue was crazy.. but was a good dinner.

had icecream too. haha and hot dog bun cus i just wanted to eat it >.< 

last meetup before mich goes to Scotland, shiok ah.. no ang mo bf don't come back. LOL

CC say we are good influences cus we don't dye our hair. haha

so under peer pressure she went to dye her hair back to black so won't look so lian. HAHAHA

Met up with my childhood friend, Wina!!!
everyone is still studying i feel instant aging when i meet up with my friends...
WHAT... jiayou for your studies!! uni will be over before you know it :)
actually I don't like studying at all. lol

Delifrance with Dearest last week, was good but the baguette was so hard, we took so long to finish it.

the manager forgot our sandwich order and offered us free tarts, which we wanted to buy! but decided to wait and see if we got space in our stomach after eating the sandwich. YAY!! saved some $$

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Facial at My Cozy Room, its at the back of paragon. nice ambience, friendly staff

facial is not cheap though, but i like how it is not VERY red after extraction, esp when it is located at town!

MILO TRUCK!! ha the best run ever!! imagine 2k people run the sam route as nike run which has 5k. haha the route was damn spacious, so spacious that it is so lao kui to come in last. finished the race in 59mins 49 secs, my first ever time running within an hour. HAPPY HAPPY, but also means higher expectations next time.

Met Wanting for dinner last Monday @ Poulet and had honeymoon dessert

SO HAPPY YOU GRADUATED!!! :) JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

Lastly, CONGRATS TO PEIYI AND SHIMIN for graduating TOO!

and JIAYOU to all those who are still studying and working like me :)

time for a short break next week and can't wait for HK!!

Shuai Ge Day

12th aug supposed to be Shuai Ge day...
but I remember a weird foreigner with lots of chest hair, it was just weirddddd

shall further elaborate on my next post :)

i blog like that got more suspense, i will get more readers? HAHA

rough

Going through the toughest obstacle against myself. I cannot come to terms with. Today i ran 5km tearing. In fact earlier this morning i had wanted to run, but the thunder and rain was coming, so i did Insanity Workout instead... I am fat, so i gotta work hard hard to avoid getting even fatter. Because of the criticism, I acknowledge it. I have done smth about it. I have made changes to my lifestyle, I have made changes to the food I eat. and I will work harder. its a recurring issue I know would resurfaced if we didnt resolve it. I know I can't dress well, don't have the best complexion, don't have the best make up skills... you expect me to 'at my best' just because you were at your best. Sorry I look terrible because I have no makeup on. 'Isham is one kind... he usually take one look at me, judge me, and if i am not up to standard, his body language shows. He won't even take a second look at me, let alone hold my hands. This is not what I am worried, I am more worried about our future. Will he find new things to find fault in me? criticise me? 嫌弃我？ Last Friday, it was double the 打击, I was in jeggings and top, no make up on... he was what i described above, later he touched my stomach and commented my tummy can be seen. Babe, I hope you understand that other than working my ass off in office, I have been running since the day you said I was fat. I have been eating healthy food. Not even a word of motivation/consolation you had to shoot me right in my face? you know I never felt so bad about myself before. and to you you think your words are motivation for us to work harder for the future... to be FIT. Today after I watched the video he posted and tagged me in abt True Love is when you do things tgt. it dawned upon me that we are no where close to it. Again, me being me, hold grudges, bring this topic up again, expecting a word of comfort... he kept MUM abt it, he said he had nth much to comment on. I told him if I knew he was like that when we were in our first year, it would have been a straight break. But because these 6 years he has done more good than hurt, lets not by nitty gritty abt it. I said, you had no complains when I was at my fattest in Poly, he loved me and never complained I was too fat for his liking. Things change, people change over time... Plus, your own complexion is not perfect, so what right do you have to have such high expectations of me? AM i not trying hard enough? Your clothes 穿来穿去 also that few, you want to comment abt my dressing.... i think i have more clothes than you? Or am I just being too nice to you? Honestly, to me, i meet you to spend time with you, not to care abt how you dress, how you look etc, you can wear anything as long as you are comfortable and presentable. You can be so handsome that girls will drop jaws, but if your heart and personality is bullshit, which girl will make you their life partner? have la, blind girls, who hasn't realise your bullshit. I also want to have nice complexion even without makeup. hais. question... Is it worth going through these... I don't know. They say if you cannot accept me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best. you feed me unhealthy food den say I am fat. sad... I have effing disguting body with ultra disgusting lower ab fats I can NEVER get rid of. what shld I do?