Wednesday, January 28, 2015

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busy time flies!
been 3 month of pain.
and still pain! though a little less

Credits to a FB page. Just sharing!!

All praise be name of ALLAH (swt )

Five reasons why Allah uses problems...... ??

The problems you face will either defeat you or develop you - depending on how you respond to them. Unfortunately, most people fail to see how Allah wants to use problems for good in their lives. They react foolishly and resent their problems rather than pausing to consider what benefit they might bring.

Here are five ways Allah wants to use the problems in your life:

1. Allah uses problems to DIRECT you. Sometimes God must light a fire under you to get you moving. Problems often point us in a new direction and motivate us to change. Is God trying to get your attention? "Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways." 2 Allah uses problems to INSPECT you. People are like tea bags...if you want to know what's inside them, just drop them into hot ever water! Has God tested your faith with a problem What do problems reveal about you? "When you have many kinds of troubles, you should be full of joy, because you know that these troubles test your faith, and this will give you patience."


3. Allah uses problems to CORRECT you. Some lessons we learn only through pain and failure. It's likely that as a child your parents told you not to touch a hot stove.... But you probably learned by being burned. Sometimes we only learn the value of something... health, money, a relationship. .. by losing it. "It was the best thing that could have happened to me, for it taught me to pay attention to your laws."

4. Allah uses problems to PROTECT you. A problem can be a blessing in disguise if it prevents you from being harmed by something more serious. We know the story of Prophet Yusuf. He was sent imprisoned for false accusation which brought ultimately security to him n helped him to refrain himself from contacting with bad people.

5. Allah uses problems to PERFECT you. Problems, when responded to correctly, are character builders. God is far more interested in your character than your comfort. Your relationship to God and your character are the only two things you're going to take with you into eternity. "We can rejoice when we run into problems...they help us learn to be patient. And patience develops strength of character in us and helps us trust God more each time we use it until finally our hope and faith are strong and steady."

Here's the point:

God is at work in your life - even when you do not recognize it or understand it.

But it's much easier and profitable when you cooperate with Him.

"Success can be measured not only in achievements, but in lessons learned, lives touched and moments shared along the way"

Allah Knows Best...

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Great Week

Peak has finally died down and going home at 6pm is such a blessing!
Thank God for tiding me through this!
Gymmed on Friday
Then ran 10km on Sat
Gymmed today again!
ahhhhhhh love the time.

BCI classes have been enjoyable so far.
Ustaz is funny, class is always fast to end,
every week I am learning new things! :)

saving up! :)

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Productive Day

Ytd went to gym after work then ate my Fav Mee Hoon Kuay!!
2nd fav after jp's ban mian. lol

Woke up early for a run this morning
5km in less than 30mins! haven't hit that outdoor for a long time
brought work home to do cus can't finish
did a little now imma go for class!!! yay!

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Over?

Finally I am able to take the train back for ermmm 3 weeks?
Damn broke now cus all in the cab fare that I took for 3 weeks. lol
Deadline been super tight and trying new things this year so...
make it or break it >.<
but been good so far, sleep has been zzzzzzz really minimal.
weekends sleeping late is such a waste! really!
its like waking up and realising half the day is gone! and then before you know it, Mon is here again
vicious cycle like everyday is the same...

yay. almost over, just the last lap..
school has started I don't even have time to register.
missed 2 weeks of classes
gonna catch up!! and can't afford to miss any. MUST FINISH ACCA THIS YEAR!!!

Sat was my first BCI class.
Me...and Nadia(s)... just.... cannot...
SUAY MAX DE LOR. finish this one see another one.
last warning!!!
inner peace pls!!!

Listening to Timber still reminds me of Rojo crying :(
gahhhh still sore over Germ's win over Argentina
on a brighter side, Ronaldo won!!! :)

ok this post super random until I also don't know what I talking...

Running not doing the job now. trying intervals.
sian....

Saturday, January 03, 2015

full force

been working day and night >.<
Hope i pull through this mth.
managed to run 3/3 days! yay!!!

I CAN DO IT!!! so tired >.<

Friday, January 02, 2015

Looking back and ahead

2014 went pass very fast. Faster than expected.
it felt like a few months ago I was still doing year end closing for 2013 and now… I am doing 2014.
2014 has been a year of rough sea for me, though it also has a fair share of smooth and happy days.
I was promoted in 2014 after working for 2.7 years!
In my working life, I am not looking at out-doing my peers/colleagues.
My perspective is always to do it once and do it right, opportunities don’t come knocking all the time,
always be willing to try new things even though you may not like it or be confident about it.
It is just another platform for you to shine, and who knows.. Maybe it’ll change how the boss thinks about you and of course, career advancement.
I always take pride in what I do, although I know I can give substandard results. Lol. sometimes time is so tight you can only do the bare minimum.
I also made a few mistakes this year and will learn from it though my bosses didn’t really give me a big scolding which I am grateful for,
but it only makes me more guilty >.<

Family and love life have been in such a mess. I don’t even know where to pick myself up from.
I am thankful for the love everyone showered me. I am so blessed with nanny&panny/friends and colleagues
who offered me a place to stay when I had trouble.
comforting words from the policeman who understood my position.
confrontation friend making sure I am not too soft hearted. In the end I am still soft-hearted.
Just when I thought I have found the escape route from the reality into the future….
I was locked out.
one thing for sure, no matter how my life knocks me down, I am always gonna fight. I won’t give up!
I always ask WHY ME???? I don’t deserve this.
but I realized it’s because I CAN HANDLE THIS and that’s why I am given this!

On a bigger scale, this year hasn’t been the best.
Planes missing, crashed then missing again. so painful thinking about it.
Disasters, floods, murders, killing.
Why? Like why it happened?Just because some bad events happened to me this year, I cannot label it as a very bad year!
Some had it worse.
I may be going through a lot of emotional pain, but that’s nth compared to the loss of a loved one.
or, someone out there worrying 3 meals a day.
At least, I am blessed with a stable job and healthy body.

Moving forward to 2015, I hope to achieve new things!
-Learn abt the religion,fast
-Complete my ACCA
-Seagames volunteer
-Scuba Diving
-More time with friends/loved ones
-Save more $