you must be wondering what the fuck i'm doing here this early.
i'm suppose to be OUT for training by now.
but my body fails me again.
arrghh, i'm catching a doctor today.
probably at bukit panjang.
cus i have to be there with my mum for some facial.
(call me vain or whatsoever).
theres already an appointment.
hope shes not gonna take me to some cha-nese doctor.
and gimme some funny funny and eeeeks medication kinda thing.
i hate those! argh.
i'm weak! i seriously need more sleep.
but i cant sleep.help me please!
is my body OVER-doing?
or UNDER-doing?
what exactly is wrong with me!
i wanna go back to play netball
i dun wan all these SHITS!
years to come, i'll be dying soon...
i haven't told my mum anything about this.
but i'll be telling her today.
cus i need to see a doctor.
health costs more than MONEY$$.
sigh......i've tried sleeping as early as 8.
trying to take in whatever i can(as in food).
avoid going out to get in contact with more bacteria.(unless necessary or sun-bian)
esp on that day before my training!
i was so looking forward to training..
and yet........ hais....

ypu might think this post is use-less but argh. just hear me once and for all.