Things has never turned out so bad.
It has never felt so painful.just by ignoring someone.
Maybe it's just me that i can't keep up with how things are going.
Maybe it's just me that i was slow to realise...
Maybe it's just me that i agreed to get myself into this.
I'm tired...
I'm tired of all the problems we've faced and all the problems we are going to face.
There's just too much of it and i cant seem to hold on.

Maybe it's just a mistake for me to start another commitment.
when i have so many other things to do.
I haven't spared a thought for him, have I?