When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

oh yes, happy belated jingying!(:
happy belated to joelle tooo!

hello

i've been wanting to blog but couldnt find timeeeee.
really busy.
apart from the day i had a bad quarrel with 'Isham.
jealousy queeeeeen. hehe.
but we're all fine now.

sat started work at 6, late, 'Isham went work with me!!
but he worked at B1, i workedat L2. =(((((((((((((((((((((((
Murali's fault.
anw i was doing sub-vip so had alot of time but must be really careful.
didn't really get to meet dearest until break time. for like 10mins.
den after went off for our respective over-time.
he ended early and so, left early.
i was still adjusting chair covers! i was soooooo tired.
but his kiss-on-the-forehead never fails to cheeer me up! (:
anw i left the place at 3.45AM!
they were actually deciding to let those who work at 10am the next day ( that's me ),
to stay overnight. but they say girls go home. YAY!
can u imagine? it's a hotel and they make you sleep in ballrooms. LOL.
the guys stayed overnight.
i slept for like 3 hours only!!
but managed to work the whole day today.

afternoon 2 to 3, partner with this china but singapore ah beng look.
at night requested for 2 to 3, den Faizal scolded abit.
actually it's 1 to 2, den i know i confirm slow one. lol.
shah and ali guided me all along. very niceeeeeeeeeee.
now server infront of guest not so scared alr!
anw there was this girl called rina/reena i dont know la.
she looooks damn familiar.
i think she used to be my rival/enemy last time.
or..... kindergarten friend. she looks damn damn familiar.
but dont know who she is, but definitely not a friend.
or netballer?
just my instinct anw.

today dearest worked at congrad. couldnt meet him.
but messaged quite abit. no actually ALOT. he flooded me with messages.
today the jonathan suddenly very nice to me. LOL.
normally always like to fuck pple. no all of the managers like to 'fuck' pple. LOL
so anw, i ended work at 11.25, reached home at about 12+
den bathe and here i am!! (:

yay! plans for next month is set!
NOVEMBER is set!
swensens swensens!

ok , tired now, will blog again if i rmb anything...

the damage has all been done.

Hais

btw ppl forgot to mention that i lost my wallet.
no, someone stole it.
anw, blame it on me for putting it up the top shelves, thinking no one would get it.
anw, nothing SO valuable inside except my collection of movie tix.
my isetan ipc card, atm card, EZLINK card, DEAREST's STUDENT CARD ( EFFF! )
ok, no cash, nothing at all, my wallet is thick and full of crap,
nowonder the stealer will get tempted.
anw, getting a new wallet when i have enough money...
or go thailand for shopping! (:

sat & sun got work again.
hope faizal in charge... not leon or murali.
work is good because it allows me to put everything else aside.
i can earn money for myself. and have lots of fun!!!
and alot of inside jokes.

你有没有想念过我？

long long working hours.

/edited

Hello everyone!!
GREETINGS!
sorry but it's gonna be a long post.
please bear with me...
If you dont know, i'm currently working as banquet waitress at Holiday Inn.
2e4 class gathering!

PLEASE TILT
anw, if you look close enough, the pic quality is quite bad, but they're actually broadcasting
the soccer match, liverpool vs s.... i think.sorry i forgot the club!

anw, basically i'm doing loads of wedding events.
and it makes me can't wait to get married!!!
be a beautiful bride!! take pics, yum-seng
i've already have a dream wedding gown in mind. HAHAHA
k enough of dreaming bout wedding.



could actually adapt to the environment quite fast.
alot of china pple, but they'll all fine.
everyone ask me if i'm from china.
they say i look like cheeeeena.
even the people from china said so. LOL.
they say i loook 19-20 yrs old.
WAHAHAHHAHAHA even my manager said so.
ok. not the point.
serving infront of the customers quite a problem for me, STILL.
serving VIP is good, but defintiely no room for faults.
and i served vip with asst helen's help ytd. SHIOK.
clearing up, getting ready for seminar arrangement.
stayed till 3am den cabbed home with 1 other girl and 2 other guys.

anw, there quite slack. but during wedding, the managers like !#$%
but nvr kena scolded ytd.
work is fun because time passes very fast. but clearing up sucks -_-.

while doing packing, ali and faizal took turns to come in.
finished early, so slept for awhile.
den kena disturbed by the faizal.
he talked to me bout lust.
so random.
"sec sch got teach bout sex?" Yes. "Lust?" No.
he says it's a desire. den he say he gave his ex gf at 15yrs old. LOL.
den he had a call and said i talk to you later...
super random pple.

den omg that murali.
dont know what's his prob.
indian btw, 9 years older summore.
he said he likes me on the first day i met him.
wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, den he like quite irritating.
he tells me he loves me during work. WTH/
everytime he would ask me, you really dont like me ah, why ah?
he'll say he miss me and ask if i miss him.
i just told him i love my boyfriend and dont at all like him, WAHAHAHHAHA.
i love my bfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbf!

anw, thanks dearest for being so understanding.
he would stay up to 3-4am just for me to reach home safely.
sweeets (:
i love you loads ok?
and i'll definitely share my joy with you. hehehe.
i love you i love you i love you.

ha

Self select time table like super wth.
got into the same class as the rest though (:
supposed to go training just now, which was cancelled. suck suck suck.
means i have to cancel my work or something.
tmrw have got tuition to do.
fri sat sun got work supposingly.
shiok earn $$.

talked to dearest alot today.
feeeels super good. but sometimes can't help to get pissed off.
next month sentosa!!

sigh, i feel so reluctant to work now.
but can't wait for F1 only.

SIAN

totally siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
results kinda suck.
ok, not kinda, IT SUCKS.
3.45 gpa. is like omg, so far behind compared to my classmates.
my friends are gettin 3.7-4.0
and that includes MUHAMMAD 'ISHAM!
but yay! i passed!
i'm so proud of my ITB. i got an A! was expecting a B though.
but my group's PBL was good. heh.

so other than that, i wanna go jump down the building now.
no la, so glad that we've both done well ( we passed ! )
now we have no worries.. not so much.

ok, halfway through puasa.
so half more to go + 4 days before we return to our normal routine.

yesterday was quite busy.
need to get clothes, go grandma house cus it's my grandpa's death anniversary.
lastly to nanny's house.

today have got job training.
sigh!

14th Sept.

10month 10month!
ytd was short but fun!
spent half the day at home. no actually a few hours. i woke up at one plus...
waited for dearest to reach but was late like always.
YAY MAN UTD JERSEY!!!!
FEMALE CUT!!
ok la, wasnt expecting that.
cus i just 随口说说 the other time we walked pass den i said i wanted.
but still very nice of him. It fits quite well.

ok so anw, he break fast and i had dinner ( ok same la )
at tanjong pagar i think, the railway station.
ate quite alot...
Mee Goreng, Satay, Rojak!
wah the satay beef was a total killer, make me damn full.
after that he went for his prayers while i sat there surrounded by all malays.
felt so weird. LOL.
there totally like malaysia, the smell, the dirty-ness, the old old building like that.
haha. aft that we headed home, watched abit of the paralympics.

Singapore did so well this year!
2 bronze 1 silver!!
so proud of them!
yayness.

Happy 10th month, dearest!
2 more months and we'll be literally flying on the flyers. LOL.
dear's gonna work for F1, means i'll have company. yay

updates

Going out with 'Isham dearest- a date finally after half a month.
not say date la, we're just going for a simple meal and appreciate
each other's presence (:
tmr's 14th.
unfortunately he couldnt make it, so i shifted my tuition to tmr.

got job training on mon doing f&b btw...
& working for F1!! (:
training also get $$!
but need to borrow money from my mum to get the skirt and long sleeves first.

nothing to do now, so i'm watching MVP QING REN once again!!
my old sch fav taiwan drama series.
ok, gtg, BYE!

...

I will not do things that i dont like.
Meet people i dont like
and pretend everything is oh~ so fine.


It's when things happen that true friends starts to surface
and the ones you thought were you best friends starts to surface as well.


I dont hate, I dislike.


'koop-ed' from Cheechin's blog, taken on graduation day.
I MISS SCHOOOL!

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No, but why now?

Too many things happening at one time.
No one shall talk to me bout my ex before i dream of them again. LOL.
ok bullshit, not the point . (.=point)
'Isham...
you shld get what i mean.
I'm bound to get paranoid.

lalalalallala
i'm serious in earning money.
i have no time for other commitment other than bf
which i alr dun get to meet frequent, which is good.

$$$$ i'm in need of $$$$ (:

Tired!

I'm so tired!

buffet & arcade with mich ytd.
fun fun fun, but hand aching... haha.
It's a different 'fun' altogether when it comes to dearest.
basically i do what i cannot do with him, with my friends.
maybe that pissed him off abit.

this fasting month we've been quarelling/ having disagreements quite abit.
maybe it's the first one like he said...
it's like i can't go out with my friends.
he doesnt like seeing me with my friends.
he feels left out.
but, it's part and parcel of fasting what...
i immediately asked him to hook up with a person of his own religion and race.
it's not as if i'm going out with my friends on any other day and leaving him alone.
and even if it was so, what's wrong with that!!?!?
the root of the problem - MEETING UP TOO OFTEN
yeah, we've been meeting too often = becoming more possesive.
but he've came out with a solution to it.
being supportive of each other. so i guess it's fine...
14th is THIS SUNDAY!!

anw, i slept at 3 last night( this morning actually )
and then i had a really bad dream.
i think i wanted so much a break from dearest that he didnt appear in my dreams.
instead, it was someone else... NOT CHACE CRAWFORD LAAAAA.
ok let's not talk bout it, it sucks.

everytime i've nothing to do...
i'll start thinking bout bo liao stuffs.
like.... what would life be if i broke up with dearest.
and what would like be if i didnt break up with me exxxx.
guys just cant be trusted sometimes!!

anw, gonna talk bout my interview @ fish&co ytd.
dumb x 10000, think the manager ran out of questions or smth.
she was like, is studies or work more important?
of cus studies la!! accountant earn how much f&b earn how much use your brain! LOL
she asked if i dine in at fish&co before, den i was like yes, wheelock ( BAD MEMORY BTW )
how was my experience like?
like very busy. not like there got shuai ge or anything. LOL.
i think my grp of friends are better looking.

I've got so much to say.

Ok, i don't know where i should start...

One of the days i went out with PEIYI
for job hunt, fish&co $5.50 per hr.
we walked alot!
and had my first non-halal meal dont know after how long.
Yoshinoya! anw, that wasnt the best of the day.
We were walking outside tower A ( i think ) when a lady approached us
and straightaway invited us to her office, claiming that they'll do some weight measuremement
thingy. ok lah, i think i'm getting really fat that people start approaching me for all these.
peiyi suggested maybe we were easy to bully.
ok, we went to measure our height, 159cm! ( 1 more 1 more! )
weight i'm sooooo not gonna say, SO FAT SO FAT. but 3kg to going overweight...
i checked my health booklet.. hehe.
den they had all the body fats,bone mass, muscles, metabolic rate, physical rating.
ok la, i'm quite standarddddddd. according to it..

den i cant remember what happened.
someday i went out with Mich to get my slippers ( overdued 2 years btw )
CAFE CARTEL, pork ribssss super big wahahahahahahha.
it's the effing same outlet i went with my pri sch FRIENDS.
sooooo fun, but now i wont even think of going out with them anymore.
we shopped quite abit.
got a shirt for dearest from springfield going cheap...
had choc fondue from coffee club. nice nice. but marshmellow sucks
cant rmb what happened after that
but i know dearest came to my house with very wet hair.
and i had to style for him. wahahahha.
you know everytime i try to style for him and i think it's nice...
he would disagree with me. but deep inside i know he'll try to style the same at home!
i know him soooo well!

den was out with my mum someday ( really cant rmb )
had breakfast cum lunch @ bao jin tian. average average.
but their har-cheong fun was good.
miss the one in hongkong- superb.
aft that went to Great Eastern to settle some stuffs.
den went back to the high commision of Malaysia, singapore...
to collect my mum's NEW passport which cost S$128.
she doesnt intend to renew it , but cus of the plans to go thailand in oct..
den! chiong( actually cab ) to lavender ICA to transfer old passport to new passport.
BUGIS SHOPPING!!!!!
OG, BHG dinner settled at food court.
had this basic noodle set, which is very delicious, but couldnt finish..

Gonna meet dearest now! BB!
tkare!

bad bad.

today mixture of dreams...

i dreamt that i overslept for my thailand flight.
den dunnoe why got sathieswaren tanabal ( random random )
den board the plane like take bus..
those lao pok pok one. no meinuu, no food, dun even have table. LOL.
that was crazy!

den i dreamt the traits of my husband. LOL ( dearest gonna kill me but stillll....
i dont feel good not saying it )
so caring...
plays soccer...
handsome...
got to know him thru 4e1 class gathering...
ok, that must be you. LOL.

ytd saw fann wong.
peiyi was like 'whispering' fann wong.
den i was like, why suddenly whisper.
it's her downstairs. ok la, dont look so fat. haha.
ytd was fun x10000000000
but my legs were aching like x 1000000000000000000000000

anw, gonna give tuition to P6, for $120/month.
thinking of working admin from mon- fri
9-6, go home, den can meet dearest after his prayers.

into the 4th day.

cravings.. any takers?

CLAYPOT RICE AT CLEMENTI!!! ( chineseeeeee needed )
DALLAS CHICKEN
HOTEL BUFFET ( ok, i admit i like to dream )
PASTA ( my own version )
dearest said he wants to make bake-d rice for me!

ok, CLAYPOT RICE ANYONE?!?!?

Finally found time to blog

Hello everyone.

let me just complain bout ytd.
If you're not interested, can skip the next para.

YTD was hell-ish.
like... totally unprepared and i'm out of sports for like... very long.
a little sprinting makes me tired. everyone could tell.
there were only 6 pathetic players. -_-
and to think that polite is coming up real soon.
anw, did alot of footwork drills. and one who misses had to do 10 push ups.
i did like at least 60..
did something like Zig-Zag ( with 5 pple, you imagine )
den abit on feeders court play.
sprinting...
at the end of the training. 3 sets of circuit without sprinting.
anw, coach said we could take a rest after each set. apparently no one took a rest.
so just keep doing like crazy pple.
oh ya, den the freaking guys. the ball effing hit the top of my head zhun zhun.
didnt even say sorry. BULLSHIT.
guys always like tt.
training ended at 1030. so late!
slept abt 12+.

Initially woke up at 9+. RAINING.
den went back to sleep. hehe.
like always. didnt work out today/sports today.
partly cus muscles ALL aching. shitsssss.
baked cookies today.
so nice of me.
my first try i failed because i shaped them TOO BIG.
den when it's in the oven it starts expanding until all join together -_-
2nd attempt i made it smaller and larger space in between.
aft 15mins of baking like still soggy ( soft ).
den let it too cool. to my surprise, it became hard...
so ok, considered successful.
i made them for dearest! whom i'll be meeting later...
so happy! YAYness.
alot of discounts for passioncard holders.
good good!
wanna go chinese garden for lantern fantasy!
HELLO KITTY & FRIENDS ( not very interested in hello kitty though )
BADTZ MARUUUUUU!

alamak.... wanna go THAILAND den now thailand sooo luan..
ok, hopefully it'll be over by end of sept!
if not cannot go alr =(

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!

when you've finally completed sec 4.
THERE ARE LIKE SO MANY TEACHERS who taught you before.
i'm not gonna name any.
but i wanna wish all the teachers who've taught me...
A Very Happy Teacher's Day.
I'm nothing without teachers.

i'm too tired to blog further.
maybe tmrw.
training was very tiring.

...

lets say, 15 times of meeting. i'll do a countdown...

tmr we'll meet.

Today i went for a what is supposed to be MORNING RUN.
woke up at 11+
so, afternoon run...
so suck alr... cannot run. run 1 round like wanna pengsan.
maybe nvr eat anything for the past 12hours...( ok excuses )
den nvr bring water bottle cus bulky.
but still run run run. den until the dark clouds came...
do abit of fitness corner thing. den went off to buy magazine. LOL.
wanted very much banana milkshake.
but managed to convince myself that it's fattening.

went home....
eat my chee cheong fun.
i promise that i'll be my only meal today. LOL
i'll try to resist temptation.
lose some weight.
i'm hungry now.
maybe i'll grab some biscuits for carbo, incase i need alot of energy for training later...
no dearest to fetch me =(
but it's ok, i'm always INDEPENDENT.
who says i cant live without guys (:
ok, at least it feels like regaining 1 month of singlehood.

tmrw, maybe wanna go swim if the weather is good.
orrrrrrr.... running( abit lazy , i rather swim ), orrrrr.... grab someone to go to the gym with me.