Don't do what you don't want others to do onto you.

They say dining with the death(tv show in case you don't know. damn nice show)

I say Dining with VP.

scary experience although i have to admit shes quite nice to talk to :)

I must have looked damn awful ytd..

grrrrrrr

WHY YESTERDAY!

I had a great 12 hour rest though..

can Monday not come so soon? :(

How can i...?

I know I am not that kind of person who expresses my love for my friends...

sometimes i just... don't know how to show it.

Deep inside, I appreciate all the friends I have met along the way.

I know sometimes i can't be contacted, i'm a busy woman.

pls understand my phone is FOREVER on silent mode. heh

and my phone is antique htc, so please excuse.

it's giving way, but i am determined to keep it.

i don't need fancy iphone 4 or samsung galaxy.

2010 is coming to an end soon.

a great year.

i am looking forward to 2011 for a new milestone in my life!

work stress X endless.

I wish i can meet everybody next year

friends i meet once a year, or once a blue moon...

wina, peijun, ex tuition mates

i also want to show my gratitude to my teacher.

must try something new!!!

Life hasn't been at it's best.

or at least i wasn't able to live to my best.

it sucks.

i can't wait to get over it...

happy 37th

Tomorrow will be a better day

9 Ways to Have a Better Day than Yesterday

Did you have a bad day yesterday? If you'd like to start anew and have a better day today, then read on for some tips on how to have a great day today.

1. Decide that Today Will Be a Great Day. Make it real by writing it down and saying it out loud to yourself. It may seem kooky but it works. When I set my wakeup alarm on my cell phone, I have this message displayed "Wake up and smile! Today is going to be a Great Day!" Don't be embarrassed. No one needs to know you do this. :)

2. Take it Slow. If yesterday was bad or if you are tired today, take it slow to "warm up" before you kick your day into high gear. If you need to, stay in "slow & steady" pace for the whole day.

3. Cultivate Compassion, Don't Judge. For a whole day make a pact with yourself not to judge yourself or others. Give everyone, including yourself, the benefit of the doubt for one whole day. Even if you don't believe what you're telling yourself at first, stick with it. It will help change the mental pathways that you tread every day. What do you have to lose except maybe a little misery?

4. Observe, Don't React. When you encounter things that would normally make you angry, (traffic, certain people, slow computer, etc), plan to observe these things in a detached way as opposed to reacting with anger. If you are angry a lot, be kind to yourself and figure out what is making you angry. Often reacting in anger is a habit, and the good news is habits can be broken! Start slow. Are you chronically tired? Are you frustrated with something in your life? Write it down or talk it out with a friend and then make a plan to remedy your triggers.

If it's rest you need, take some time, say before bed or first thing in the morning, to mentally review which commitments you could cut back on or delete altogether. By freeing up some time, you could get some more rest, exercise, or time to work on something you want to change

If you're trying to change something in your life to rid yourself of frustration and anger, make a plan, and enlist someone to help you even if it is to just help keep you on track with your plan.

If you are angry about things in your life that you can't control, try to make a small dent in your frustration a little bit each day. A helpful question might be to ask yourself, "How can I be at peace with this situation today?"

5. Smile at People. Smile at everyone you meet. Fake it 'til you feel it. Laugh at the ridiculous things that happen in life! Humor is the ultimate for producing a sense of well-being. If humor is not your forte, seek out or call the funniest person you know and tell them you need some jokes to get the ball rolling today.

6 Pay it Forward. Do something nice for someone else. Try doing this all day. Compliment people, thank people, let people go ahead of you in traffic or in line. Watch how quickly that goodness comes back to you!

7. Treat Yourself! Make it a point to indulge in a favorite treat or activity, or break one of your own rules today. You know that thing you always want to do, but you never allow yourself. Maybe it's a piece of chocolate cake or maybe knock off from work early for once. You could go to the bookstore, see a movie, go to the beach. Or you could include a friend or loved one in on the fun. Maybe you and some friends could go play paintball or go to F1 Go-Carts. Or perhaps you could pick up some food for dinner, grab a blanket, and treat your spouse/friend/kids to an impromptu evening picnic!

8. Count your Blessings. Even when things are bad, there are always things to be thankful for. List them out in your head or write them down.

9. Get some Great Rest Tonight! You deserve it!

Have a great day!

one&only

the only reason I've not been blogging...

LAZY

but of course the period my com spoiled didn't count.

Life has been so far so good!

Work mega busy because i said the wrong thing to the vp. hoho

no regrets though, must take everything positively right?

I can't recall because too many events happened!

long overdue national day pics, cui face!! but enjoyable day even though we quarreled :)

National museum for Birthday celebration!!

crazily interesting but eerie cus it's dark!

we also went to the Singapore history museum!

discovered history i have never heard or learnt!

interesting! then had dinner at vintage!!

nice ambiance, good food

marina bay lighting :)

then a mega surprise :)

thanks dearest and Ta08!!

they even wore green/yellow got me choco banana cake

OMG LOVES MUCH!!!

3rd anniversary at universal studios

please~ don't leave me.

welcome to new york city.

why my leg darker than my flabby arms :(

anw uss was awesome!

i love mummy ride!!!

i love the dinosaur thingy

we took all rides except 1 mini ride at sci fi.

good super nice until metal wires came off. mwahahaha

sleeping potion from shrek so effective! by the end of the day i was drained out.

caught the lagoon show too, fireworks! :)

thanks babe :)

@ Royal Hotel! took Stanley's car again!

still thinking what to do with my leggings. arghhhhh

Miss CFO!(btw our theme is Oscar's night)

3-7 Pop stars :)

tong tong tuo diao!!

went for fixed asset sighting at tanjong pagar terminal on thur!

nice!! :) though it was a really hot day!

good experience and nice lunch at Kim Gary. HAHAHA

what a nice dream.

handsome guy, boyfriend, pri sch friends!

oh wait, did i just mention handsome guy and boyfriend together? hahaha

nice dream after 2 days of fever

and a long deserved rest!

went down 35x2 flight of stairs for PSA fire drill.

fever

lions lost to vietnam

fixed asset sighting at Tanjong Pagar Terminal with my calf aching like mad

constipation

fever

couldn't have been better.

People change. Feelings change. It doesn’t mean that the love once shared wasn’t true and real. It simply just means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart.

Ytd was a good and bad day!
shall blog again when i revive my laptop
and get ytd's pictures... grrrr

Asian Games

Every games is a milestone! (:

Last Asian games 'Isham and I were still texting...

We were still talking about Remy Ong's specs, apparently he has many pairs...

4 years on, we're together and theres still remy ong (:

and this time the lil' boys have grown up and new batch of u23 boys are playing.

shiok!! ALL the best team singapore (:

lost to kuwait 2-0 i watch until pekchek

must win tmr hor young lions!!

my butt still damn pain.lol

Have been wanting to blog...

It has been a long wait, I know...

On 3rd November, I met lovelies after work for JustAcia

cheap food and the best company (:

5 beauty pageant from 5 different poly!(:

Love all of you ok!!!

after JustAcia went to our usual place to camwhore...

just realised every celebration we had was at Marina Sq.

I had mine last year at Cafe Cartel!

Thanks so much for the prezzie!!

Went back to school on 4 November because 'Isham wanted me

to take some stuffs from the locker. he was very secretive...

I was holding on to the locker key, but i didn't know which locker to open..

he sent me a hint everyday at a specific timing,

but unfortunately i couldn't really make something out of it.

so i stunned and needed his hints on the actual day.

managed to unlock and was surprised by the nicely decorated/arranged locker

with a note in front...

I knew there was gonna be a surprised but never really knew what was it.

This note infront leads me to find the biggest present at Atrium!!

So... I have a DKNY watch, a nicely handcrafted birthday card

and a new futsal jersey!! (:

after which we headed for dinner at adam road...

NICE!!

Friday was Deepavali, met up with Pathetic 4.

the 5th had to study for A's... so left with 4!

Met cheechin at her workplace for lunch!!

Had Jack's place! nice prawn and chicken pasta! hoho!

den headed back to cheechin's work place camwhored abit

before leaving for dinner at chikuwa tei!!

the old wasabi tei changed owners and it's not that nice anymore

but still stuck with the 16seater restaraunt.

the new wasabi tei(now known as chikuwa tei), is much nicer

and even the chef started to smile! which is super unlike him!!

but of cus the price have gone up now! but food still of the same quality!! (:

$5 chawanmushi is still at it's best!

ps, taken using my 3.2mp camera. mwahahaha

after dinner went to rocher tau huay!

no seats so we had to settle at Sota.

talked and gossiped abit before going home.

mwahahaha

Sat had breakie with Isham, had to settle for macs again!

den headed to National museum!

Pompeii, the whole setting was abit eerie cus it was dark...

we also went to the singapore history...

had this compactor thing which they kinda explain to you

nice and i realised i know nothing much about singapore history =(

eye opener though!!

and because of time constraint we didn't get to go the other one!

aft museum, left for dinner at vintage... can't rmb.

nice western food, nice ambiance...

after that we rushed off to Marina, some lighting event... different showcase

using florescent light...

after that headed to marina square...

by then i was very tired and lazy to walk cus it was drizzling and raining on off.

surprised by 08!! (:

thanks babe for your arrangement

and thanks 08 for staying till so late =(

don't have a pic of everyone =(

Home sweet home

Sunday was rest day i was dying...

Monday was work, i was half dead, headache so bad i had to pop 2 panadols

and sore throat sucks!!!

Today i couldn't wake up for work, feeling crazy...

went to the docs, throat infection so had to take a jab on my BUTT

omg 10seconds of injecting feels like 20 or 30 seconds.

hurt so badly =( now my whole body so suan!! =(

MC for 2 days... kns!

must be the good food recently =(

WHY :(

so long never really had feelings about soccer but now I AM SO SAD!!! =(

all my favourites are going overseas club!

bai and shahril is in indonesia

john wilkinson is already thinking of offers overseas

since he decided to skip national trainings/considering whether to recontract with saf.

so sad!!

shaiful is still injured and he's good, so probably he'll go overseas as well.

oh ya mich!!

remember norazmi? the always keep speakers @ saf one!

found him on facebook! personal trainer now leh!

ok la, better than never get to play in saf! lol

ok great, i am so gonna watch tonight's game

although it means i'm gonna be very tired tmr!

plus! asian games! plus suzuki cup!

hohoho~

everyday come back at 12+ damn tired!! :(

will blog once i get ALL pics!

believe the unbelievable

braces did not slim me down.

i put on weight instead.

zzzzz

and more weight to come,

good job man!

saw this in my previous blog post 2 years back! haha

you're old. you're 19 already

I'm still 18. young as ever. thanks thanks

Please take care of your own health

i know you've been staying up late to do my birthday preparation stuffs

though you always don't want to admit..

I am an arty-farty isham is the opposite

that's why he always spends time doing artwork

those work that girls usually do in other relationship

I totally fail right!

ehhh... but once in awhile I still do, which makes it more special than ever (:

next week is our 3rd anni. more $$$ spent

Mon- Dental appt

Tue- Training

Wed- MEETING MY LOVELIES!!

Thur-Out for simple date w isham

Fri-Meetup w pathetic 4

Sat-Birthday celebration with Isham

Sun FREE!!

busy bee

for the 1st time in 6 weeks,

i felt that 9 hours of work is not ENOUGH AT ALL!

I was tied up the whole day today(yes... month end)

it was omg stress from 9am. thank god I had mac breakfast

which I had a hard time eating. I took an hour cus of my teeth...

but managed to finish it.

after I finish one work, more came.

it sucks but well, time went pass damn fast!! ahhh~

thanks wan ting for helping me with some.

if not sure cannot go home on time today!!

Mon is another busy day, in fact the whole of next week is a busy week.

grrrrr....

Karate Kid and Ice Kacang Puppy love today (:

SHIOK SHIOK

SUPER DREAD TMR'S WORK LEH...

but looking forward to after work (:

Yesterday was totally awesome

even though it was just a short 5 hours (:

the best part was at the end

we had h2h talk for 2 hours, i didn't want to end it

but it was late... so... no choice...

Apparently, we were in bus 30 and we saw something which we shouldn't see!! lol

so we were discussing if we see our opposite sex friends in the bus

would we sit beside them?

the problem is... lets say I see my guy friend, I sit beside him, I am comfortable with him,

Isham's friend see me. Tell isham. would he be angry? would he think i'm cheating?

Vice versa.

I know it all boils down to trust, but in situations like these. Its so hard...

Den he asked me the same question... I said it depends who the girl is...
Back to the 'bee' thing(if you're a loyal reader or a friend of mine, you'd know)

I said if this thing didn't happen, I am sure I'll be ok with you talking to her or what

Den he challenged me and recalled a time where one of my long time ago crush told me he misses me. From the beginning, I DON'T LIKE GIVING PEOPLE FALSE HOPE.

so when he said such things to me, i made it clear that it was impossible, cus I had my bf. I made it so clear. Isham said he didn't made it clear to her when she called isham bee was because

he was afraid it'll affect their friendship, den i was like SO YOU THINK IT WON'T AFFECT MINE? deep down in my heart I was thinking, in this kind of situation it will only affect 2 people's heart, your gf or that girl. So the fact that u choose not to break her heart over mine, it sucks but of course you eventually did after i forced you to do so. I know I totally suck as a gf cus I am over protective..

He said I made a fuss out of his situation and in my situation he gave light.

But in my opinion, it can't be compared because in the first place, I was strong in my stand

you weren't.

then i throw back at him, if i weren't strong in my stand,

would you be angry?

He thought awhile and say YA...

EXACTLY!! cus HOW CAN YOU ALLOW SOMEONE ELSE TO DO THINGS ONLY YOUR PARTNER CAN DO/SAY TO YOU!!

but then so far he has been very lucky cus I can handle all these quite well. I MEAN not like alot of ppl come tell me things my bf tell me... but that's the way I do things...

i still make it a point i don't go out with guys on a single date, whom i have no feelings for when i'm single!!!

But glad now everything is over...

He've learnt his lesson, so did I.

so now before I do anything I tell him first.

you see this thing happened last year I could still bring up and talk this year

HAHA i damn hold grudges. not good but aiya... cannot don't leh!

now I want BREAK THE BARRIER.

I CAN! (:

The girl who doesn’t get nicely dressed up everyday. The girl who doesn’t have to have her makeup perfect everyday. The girl who has that little boyish side to her. The girl who doesn’t have a ton of pictures of her showing off a ton of skin and puckering up her lips online. The girl who’s willing to run around in the rain without caring about her hair. The girl who will stay up with you all night on the phone. The girl who’s willing to play video games with you, and not stop until she beats you. The girl who doesn’t make every guy’s head turn. The girl who not every single person will call pretty. The girl who lives in her own little world along with a few other people. The girl who doesn’t care what people think. The girl who is also like a best friend to you. The girl who sat there and listened to you, about anything, always. That girl, that’s the girl who’s worth it. That’s the girl who you can fall in love with and never regret it. She’s the one, you could spend the rest of your life with.

got from tumblr!

the only part not true is the staying up all night on the phone!

Isham, you're weird and i don't know what you're thinking =(

tiring day

Yesterday was a short working day, but long day.

Work only till 3.30pm yesterday

was rotting before lunch, only had a few couple of stuffs to work on.

but after lunch was crazy.

for the remaining 1.5hours was rush rush rush rush

I went off from PSA building at about 4pm.

Took Stanley's car to PSA club about 2 bus stops down.

4 ppl squeeeze behind (:

reached den lepak abit. played 4 games I think

and YAY!! Sunflower WON!

Shiying high as usual.

poor alvyn cus he was our last man

den was aimed by everybody.

hahaha. plus he lost scissors paper stone 4x!! skipped 40times

ok so in the end we got 1st! totally shiok

although only a $2 daiso funky pen but team spirit was totally awesome

and the aunties damn funny...

after games CFO made closing speech.

she has a great sense of humor and shes's very nice!!

Buffet dinner den Karaoke in a big hall omg =( crazy

all finance ppl can sing K damn well, even aunties & uncles

got 1 uncle know how to sing jin tian ni yao jia gei wo

DAMN CUTE RIGHT!

I think I should go K practice soon! HAHA

CFO sang wind beneath my wings. omg so secondary school (:

and all great people sing this song (:

and she keep asking us whether we needed drinks.

cus she treating. nice max!! (:

after than met some futsallers at Breeks for like 10mins?

hahaha, den we headed home.

the feeling damn high cus damn tired

after i reach home, online awhile

KO-ed

mon onwards i'll be damn stress~ i can sense it alr

Life & Happiness

"Life is a choice, it's your life. choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly. Choose happiness"

-Bronnie

image heavy+unglam

kns want to wear what dun have what!

tt time can't find futsal jersey

now i can't find my team tanglin netball

angry angry =(

and all those i have is I DUN WEAR ONE LOR

think my mum threw the wrong pile

sad max but what to do!

at least I still have the dirty yellow tanglin jersey. it was my best

at least I have 2 futsal camp shirt

and most importantly, at least I have clothes to wear and choose from.

this is called ku zhong zuo le.

I wanted so much to blog my baby pictures + growing up pictures

I lead a very extraordinary life.

I have alot of people who care about me (:

but image upload disabled for 2 hours.

if i feel desperate enough i might just use photobucket.

otherwise, tmr!

*you guys damn lucky i just manage to upload*

k let me talk abit about today first!

to celebrate our 1st official month working together, we decided to have a feast!!

the brown rice is mine shiying's rice on the left and wanting's soonkueh on the right!

AND dunnoe heng or suay ALL OUR "LIAO" we suppose to share ARE CHICKEN!!

so i call it a chickenini day...

got seaweed chicken from wt, nuggets from shing and black pepper chicken from me!!

too much we couldn't finish. to be continued tmr! HAHAH

it's be and my bro and my 2 elder cousins!!

maybe that's why i grew up in a very guy-ish environment...

see my unglam photo, i miss my xiao zhen tou! i call it (:

At my waipo's place @ malaysia! Segamat!

waipo's motorcycle. I wish she was still here =(

my cousin my malaysia! shes exactly 6 months older than me! hehe

i have uncle hairstyle leh =(

on my left is peijun! my childhood friend, shes 2 days younger than me

and look at my translucent swimming costume! WHO GOT ME THAT?!?!

and my pathetic limp hair.

can count how many strands of hair man. HAHAA

at my grandma house at jurong east. I think this is p1,

cus I had piercing and the yellow thing u see on on my ear is oilment for my infection.

p1 already playing PS1. oh, PS1 i repeat

dunnoe which birthday!! why am i holding my bro's hand instead of his holding mine

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! HAHA

sit also like tomboy, leg open so big. cui...

a photoshoot i insisted to take, before i learn to smile nicely. HAHA SO UGLY!!

got potential to become model? HAHA

if only i remained this slim and dark ah!~

it's my bro's birthday but looks like I'm the limelight. mwahahaha

ok soon i'll have nice straight teeth again! can't wait to boast like this. HAHAH

and my fringe abit cui. i have a feeling this is p1!

If i'm not wrong this picture was taken when i was p2.

what happen was in the day, both my parents were away to work.

only left me& my bro.

we dunnoe what to do so we take pictures lor...

and HAPPILY lock all the rooms

leaving the key inside the room

called my grandma for help! den ever since then, we shifted back to my grandma's place

until p4/5.

oh btw i quite like my hair here. complement my round face

should i give it a try?

but this kind of hair abit hard to maintain

cus ALWAYS have to be at this lenth

too long not nice too short also not nice!

HOW HOW advice please!!

i'm kinda tired of long hair though!

I don't know what got into me.

i decided one day i should have all my smiles look stretched

so u can see my mouth super long and forced! HAHAHA

NICE HAIR RIGHT!!

forced doublechin! UNGLAM!

nice hair bro!! HAHAHA

got look like f4's vanness? HAHA

once healthy once slim once slim

DAMN DEPRESS NOW!

good mini party~

my 3 besties from p3/p4.

p4 alr so auntie + retro taka plastic! now it's paper bag!

sentosa to celebrate my birthday in sec 1!!

sec 2 countdown which means countdown to 2006!

sy when will u visit sentosa w me again!!

triple j's when are we going again!

super wanna go bintan =(

1e4/2e4 craziest bunch of ppl always! miss you guys loads!!

Sembawang thing~ the leader same birthday as me!

i think we were representing Saudi Arabia and we won!!

and i miss my Blue Pe tshirt =( it died

ever since my netball mates threw CORN FLOUR on me

on my birthday and can't be removed!!

ahhh~

some of the 3e1 girls

BEST!!!

TA08 too many pics can't include here. HEHE

shall do a seperate one SOON