40th month, this is initially #4 in my list, but decided to put it up first
In case all of you didn’t know, my courting days refers to the period we were romantically linked but was not officially together. That was to me- unofficial officially together. I think that was since Jan. so we had about 10 months of courtship before we were finally together on 14 Nov 07. Reason behind is, I REALLY DID not want to commit in a relationship yet. Cus I really wanted to study for O’s, do well and at that time I had Netball, he had Soccer. So we both had our commitments and had very little time except in class. Most importantly, again…. The damage by Qilaf !@#$%^. Needed some time to get over a 3-4 months relationship I had with a guy I felt I really liked at that time!
Even during class time we were both shy so we didn’t get to really talk. Everyone made fun of us and you know Netballer and Footballer is always a match across all levels. Don’t know why…
The funny thing is, I didn’t even notice him in Sec 3. *reminds myself of the incident between another isham (let’s just call him Isham senior) and myself. He was not bad looking and his looks reminded me of some childhood show la. So Mich and I were in the train together with 3 other not bad looking guys. We noticed them but did not want to make it obvious, so we decided to use the most random names to refer to them. So we just suddenly had our school’s house colour in mind, Aspen, Cypress, Carrova and Jacaranda. After the whole incident, we went back to school on Monday to realise Isham Senior was in our school, which means he totally understood our language! Tsk. Malu monster right.
I think that was our first Shuai Ge day? So when we got to know Isham Jr(my bf, in case you get confused) was in my sec 3 class, we asked him if he know Isham Senior. He gave a very guai lan reply and like don’t want to entertain us like tt. Bad impression. So that was the first time I got to know his existence. In the same year, he was forced to shave botak with his teammates. So actually I know what to expect in NS. He fell for a good friend of mine. I was with my ex then. I encouraged, advised him, though his chances damn low. The girl is every guy’s dream. Then eventually he got rejected(?) went for me instead(?) *‘Isham, what is your version of the story?*. By then I was over with my ex. For the period I was single, I told myself I WANT A CHINESE BOYFRIEND. Qilaf totally smeared the impression I had for malays. You know la… ALL guys very nice during courting period after together treat you like shit. That was what happened to me… Isham ah, noticed some changes but not to the extent of cold war, vulgarities. Lol… Always make me tear. Tsk. Both sense of security at minimal leh. Don’t find a handsome boyfriend right!!! Lol! VAINPOTS. Oh ya. Talking bout that, notice the massive change in ‘isham after we got together, size, muscles, he chose aerospace cus I wanted a pilot husband. HAHA fashion… so after all these changes, sometimes I underdress he say I ugly. Overdress he get angry. So ma fan leh u!! ugly den ugly lor! When can you learn how to appreciate me huh huh huh? Miss those courting times, yes to quarrels but you’ve never scolded me for being not pretty hor!! Tsk. Meanie meanie meanie!
Even during class time we were both shy so we didn’t get to really talk. Everyone made fun of us and you know Netballer and Footballer is always a match across all levels. Don’t know why…
The funny thing is, I didn’t even notice him in Sec 3. *reminds myself of the incident between another isham (let’s just call him Isham senior) and myself. He was not bad looking and his looks reminded me of some childhood show la. So Mich and I were in the train together with 3 other not bad looking guys. We noticed them but did not want to make it obvious, so we decided to use the most random names to refer to them. So we just suddenly had our school’s house colour in mind, Aspen, Cypress, Carrova and Jacaranda. After the whole incident, we went back to school on Monday to realise Isham Senior was in our school, which means he totally understood our language! Tsk. Malu monster right.
I think that was our first Shuai Ge day? So when we got to know Isham Jr(my bf, in case you get confused) was in my sec 3 class, we asked him if he know Isham Senior. He gave a very guai lan reply and like don’t want to entertain us like tt. Bad impression. So that was the first time I got to know his existence. In the same year, he was forced to shave botak with his teammates. So actually I know what to expect in NS. He fell for a good friend of mine. I was with my ex then. I encouraged, advised him, though his chances damn low. The girl is every guy’s dream. Then eventually he got rejected(?) went for me instead(?) *‘Isham, what is your version of the story?*. By then I was over with my ex. For the period I was single, I told myself I WANT A CHINESE BOYFRIEND. Qilaf totally smeared the impression I had for malays. You know la… ALL guys very nice during courting period after together treat you like shit. That was what happened to me… Isham ah, noticed some changes but not to the extent of cold war, vulgarities. Lol… Always make me tear. Tsk. Both sense of security at minimal leh. Don’t find a handsome boyfriend right!!! Lol! VAINPOTS. Oh ya. Talking bout that, notice the massive change in ‘isham after we got together, size, muscles, he chose aerospace cus I wanted a pilot husband. HAHA fashion… so after all these changes, sometimes I underdress he say I ugly. Overdress he get angry. So ma fan leh u!! ugly den ugly lor! When can you learn how to appreciate me huh huh huh? Miss those courting times, yes to quarrels but you’ve never scolded me for being not pretty hor!! Tsk. Meanie meanie meanie!
Have always wanted a perfect family
I hate ppl who cheat
If suay suay my husband cheats on me and I still want to maintain a functional family for my kids.... I really don't know what to do, my feelings more important or the kids?
what if i have Aids? so scary
what will i do? haisssssssss
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