I was typing halfway about my ex when isham called me now everything is gone. Just not fated to blog abt him i guess! Lol i can still remember cold wars we'll have for weeks and i will always be the one giving in -_-" cant help to constantly remind myself i should not have thoughts of this jerk at all. How can i miss you last time!

Have never really said sorry to isham for missing someone else. That was great depression for both of us man. I dont like to hide facts. He knew i miss ex upfront. But it still sucks. How can i ever be so selfish! Total bitch right! But ok la. This incident happened in 2009 i have repent and do good for my remaining years! Pls forgive me!