Sunday, June 15, 2014

maximising my first weekend after exams

exams results are expected to be out in Aug...
so this week is my first weekend.... guess how i spent it?
Soccer Soccer Soccer Soccer Soccer...
Fri morning I was up at 5 to catch the 2nd half of Brazil vs Croatia...
2nd half is also the more exciting half, the penalty and controversies?
then at night we caught Sleague match, Home Utd vs Hougang...
Home Utd lack the finish...and I didn't know anyone from the Hougang squad...
been too long since we last went.. plus!! got free nestle crunch ice cream :)
not too much crowd though, the match was entertaining... but i was expecting more from home
then we went back to rest...
Headed out at abt 2.30am to Jurong Green CC to catch another match (sat morn)
Netherlands vs Spain, that was a super entertaining match!
Van Persie and Robben outrun Spain! they knew exactly what to do
where to run, when to let Casillas commit, and there u go that was 5-1.
That was some world class football! we ate Macs while watching at 4am...
so... alot of catching up to do on exercising...
so that day we concluded that the Popular team very suay!! haha

home abt 5am, thanks babe for sending me home :)
woke up at abt 8.30am so i could head to the polyclinic,
met babe at abt 11am, headed to ps for movie,
bought the HSBC moviecard which was damn worth...
we almost forgot how much a movie tix cost on a weekend.. $12.50!!!!
ohhhhh man... seriously??
Pastamania for lunch, for an unknown reason, it was cheap, we couldn't figure it out...
we ordered 2 pastas, 1 combo and 1 dessert pizza for $25++
The 2 pastas already cost close to $20.. so i also don't know leh?

X-men was good! Isham was too tired he fell asleep!! haha
the last time we slept at spiderman movie, different part of the movie though... haha
I was following the plot throughout and super kan cheong for wolverine!
some parts i don't understand though!

After movie guess what!!! we went to watch lionsxii... haha
Jalan Besar 2x in a row! goalless match, lionsxii lacked finishing...
but i can't say they didn't try...
Bai is back w lionsxii, and my fav 9 years ago is still fav! haha
a few other players have potential to make it for the national team I feel! :)
shall wait for the Juventus match and AFF Cup to see...

Isham had to book in early the next day and I was suppose to wake up at 6
to catch Italy vs England but I guess I was too tired that I really can't hear the alarm!! haha
In the end I woke up at 9 to catch Japan vs Ivory Coast.
Japan was lucky but after Drogba came in, game changed, 2 goals within minutes...

Hope Asia will make it!! :)

Argentina tmr morning! GOGOGO!

Monday, June 09, 2014

Last day

Today is the last day of preparation before my more hopeful of passing P2 paper.
My day started at abt 8.30am (blessing to wake up on a weekday at the time I am suppose to start work)
Headed to KFC for a lickin good breafast cus I just had Macs few days back and
I was finally early enough to eat KFC breakie before 11am :)
otw back, I met a man prolly in his late 50s or early 60s
he was struggling to get up the bus and was walking very slow,
I was sitting at the 4 seater which is the nearerst seat to the front door,
as he approached me, his legs were shaking, luckily one other passenger and I helped him
to the seat just beside mine...
it was a very short ride like 3 stops? he spoke fluent engligh and told me he was otw to the sgh and has Parkinson
I heard of this but I can't remember what is is... then he said is the veins degenerating or smth,
I wanted to ask why no one is accompanying him or if a walking stick could help but something stopped me,
there must be a reason why he was going alone,
then he asked where I was heading to I said to the CC to study,
 den i went on to tell him i am taking up part time...
just before we parted ways, I asked him to take care and bid goodbye,
He kept apologizing, thanking me and asked me to study hard. He ended his line with
God is always with me :)
May God also bless this man with good health!

speaking of which fasting mth is coming realllllly soon
my electric cooker will come to good use :)
and after exams have to go for beginner's class alr!
looking forward!

Thursday, June 05, 2014

house

coming back to this place everyday makes me feel so....
vocab too poor, can't find the right words,
I am no different from renting a room.
I manage to convince myself I will not 'marry out' from this house,
都被说的好像白吃白住. i won't be so thickskinned,
lost my respect toally...
plus if this were to appear in my wedding video, i will be reminded only the sad things.
for what i ruin my own video right? I rather go to my nanny's place or hotel lor.
I will leave here quietly without trace, no one is going to know where I stay,
I will be out of trouble, out of mess eventually.

I am biting the bullet for the next 2 years! hopefully the flat is ready by then....
#safeguarding my assets now since it is at potential risk.
u know i have a Prada wallet is 13 card slots, only with 5 filled...
just because I didn't want to have any risk to harm myself.
I think really, one day retribution will fall on those who deserve.
it is so impt to bring up ur children well, or if you can't provide them with the best,
don't give birth, sigh................ sometimes I wonder why I am born to deserve this shit???/
but I always always look around and realise how lucky I am to have studied, have knowledge,
have a stable job, have time for my hobbies etc. some people have to worry about 3 meals a day.
the situation I am in makes me strive harder for the future I dream to be,
the kind of value I will teach my kids,
the kind of mum I will be...

I am a very 'outgoing' person from young, ie. like to go out la,
not a very stay home kind, actually ever since that incident happened,
every weekend is an OUT for me, I hate staying in this house.
but when I get married, i would love to spend my weekends learning new things to cook or bake,
stay home to watch movie, snack.
I appreciate family time but I never had the chance....
Home is what I imagine to have love, laughter, respect... not my case..
thats why you notice I keep mentioning house, a house is an 'empty shell' to contain people.


'Isham comes from a perfect family, his parents brought their sons all well :)
I also appreciate my nanny and panny alot for the love they have provided me.
sometimes as we get busier we forget they are also getting old.
we spend less time with them...
they don't need much from you, just some quality time tgt.
be generous with your money because how long can they spend your money for?
有舍才有得

anw 21km thinking bout it now seems like a mth ago,
first 10km was pretty fast although there were bottlenecks,
next 5km felt the longesttttt! but also the 'coolest' cus it was drizzling.
my knees were in pain probably because i wasn't used to the distance.
my usually training distance is usually 5km, max i went was 7km...
so 21km was really a big deal...
I was breathing normally but my legs just can't take it...
then came the muscle rub station where I 'bua-ed' on my knees and calf.
in about 15 seconds, my skin was BURNING! for a moment i thought I was gonna have a bad burn. LOL
so because it was SO hot, I started running faster so the cold air will 'cool' my burn a little.
super funny, then i was hoping to finish before the rub wear off otherwise I will be in pain again,
overall I had a good experience! I will attempt again next year, but can't imagine doing it in the morning.
:) 2hr 44mins is not too bad for a first time!! :)

after exams i have a list of things i wanna do...
#plan time!

Sunday, June 01, 2014

For you



I am not as good as you when it comes to expressing my feelings in writing...
mine would usually be accompanied by leh lah lor, my style mah... :)
Thank you for standing by me especially during these tough period...
you would wake up at 3am to accompany me until i was tired and sleepy 
even though u had to wake up at 6.30am...
Thank you for always meeting me on weekends cus u know i hated staying home...
Thank you for meeting me even though you only had 2-3hrs of sleep today... :)
You taught me to be generous with people in need...
Thank you for your assurances on our future together, it will def be better than what I have now...
Thank you for always making me laugh because being with you makes me feel home.
Idk if you're read this but just wanna let you know you play a large part in my life and i love you :)

For now, i am just returning to a house that is not a home...
I will build my own home next time! :) 

Anw, kudos to us for finishing 21km!! more details when i blog again :)