How come?

How come i'm not laughing like i used to be
(for those who know, my laughter used to be non stop, i swear)

How come i'm not as motivated like i used to be
Just no motivation to do finish something crucial.
All my bfs motivate me in one way or another =D

How come i'm not as slim like i used to be
eff this point, seriously

How come i'm not as quiet like i used to be
Coming to poly makes me outspoken like a hundred times, though i'm still shy

How come i'm not as committed as i used to be
I can't go for training consistently, WHY?

The other day i took 30 and went pass Tanglin.
So much memories =D
the football field, which reminds me of my spa warm up(barefooted warm up),
my endless 2.4km run outside school + warm up for netball.
Watching 'Isham play his zonals while we were still young. LOL
the netball court, which is too much to describe. i had my worst and best experience there.
i used to have very bad stage fright. not so much now i hope! =(
maybe it's just because i don't go pass tanglin everyday.
those days huh...
I was so noob lah, but i like my icelemontea bag siol! still nice =D
and my kappa de robe! woohoooo~

talking bout running, boobs can be such a burden sometimes.
sad but true...

So what exactly is flirting?

People arise, the world is dead.

SO many things recently.
firstly, finally finished our Shanghai project. I LOVE.
suddenly alot of things related to horses.
first is the girl who looked like a horse,
second the indonesian culture kuda kepang horse spirit
third, 好马不吃回头草
fourth, today went wcp and we were tied to a string like controlling a horse.
omg, freaky man...

Shanghai bbq was great though, had B talk with meita,shuxian,pauline and yunru.
at 2am wanted to doze off alr.
den the guys came over to gossip till 4+ den i cannot tahan.
next day had mac for breakfast.
didn't sleep till night.

today had events management lesson at WCP.
quite fun la, not bad.
come home, sleep until 4+ den had to go out to bring the ball to the guys.
sians

better day tmr (:

I dread School! =(
1st week of school is super duper relax cus no tutorials
but i cannot imagine me chionging all tuts on the day of lecture once again.
I dread it. SUPER.

well, playing sims3 during exam period helped me achieve a better GPA though.
BUT! it's not gonna happen again. gonna work harder this sem cus it seem tougher

THIS HOLIDAY was the most fulfilling ever!! so far!
I did so many things, met up with so many people and spent so much money! wonderful!
Shanghai, Amanda,Sec sch, Netballers,Poly, 'Isham, Work, 'Isham's birthday.

GREAT! =D next month's cooler cus birthday month and 2nd anni! ho high ah~

ALL THE BEST TO my friends taking A's!!
meet up after exams for jit yong, yi da and kevin
MEET UP for class gathering for my ex 4e1 peeeeeeps! =D
Love all of you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D

Lappy was down past few days. hardisk died on me.
Damn, nevertheless, doing great and spent lots of money as well!
1st, i missed my group's meeting, guilty to the max i swear.

PICNIC with cc,my and mich
nice to the max.
longer post next time

yesterday, or rather 2 days ago was Dearest's birthday
Many plans failed but still hoped he had fun
just burnt another hole in my pocket. but worth it =D

sch reopens tmr!! to be exact
work tmr!
tired and dying
alone at home.
bye then!
blog again when i have time!

Mixed feelings

I don't know if it's a good thing, now that i know it.
But is still hurts so much...
Why does it always happen to me and only me!
Life sucks

Yeah, BEE.

Recently had been very busy for me.
Work, hanging out with friends!
SO HAPPY COULD FINALLY MEET UP WITH AMANDA!!!
FINALLY AFTER SO LONG!!!
argh! but had to leave early cus had to eat out for dinner with my mum&bro

Didn't get to meet 'Isham for 3 days
and today he got trng.
so i'm in school now.
such a nice gf HOR. lol joke.

anw my complexion is cui now.
as in it was never good
but was doing good while i was in shanghai
come back also cui

birdshit drop on my leg 2 days ago
maybe more lucky alr

i need a haircut

i've got project to do and i didn't bring my pics or my list! ARGH! damn.
i think i'm dumb or what

I think i rock =)
bye.

Question of the day:
Money tears a family or make a family become closer?
hmmmm.... does it depend whether you are rich or poor?
rich=happy?
poor=sad?
can rich be sad and the poor be happy even without money?

Damn

Oh, my laptop charger died on me 2 days ago.
So for 2 days i was literally disconnected from the world =(
No i'm exaggerating. BUT what is most important now is that I'm back! =D
Damn, all these had to happen when I just got my pay lor!
Dearest, dun ask me to stop whining cus this is my blog =) heh

anw, these few days had been either very fulfilling/busy for the whole day,
or i was rotting at home because i didn't had my laptop.
Amazing...
& this week i didn't manage to tan because of too many plans.
It's october now. I'm stresssed.
But I wont complain because dearest will be 2 times stress next month. HOHO.
I love it =D

now now. I still need a new wallet and my chanel perfume =(
I'm quite choosy when it comes to wallet and chanel Mademoiselle.
Sigh..... $$$$ please roll in.

Special thanks to all my friends who took care of me when I was in shanghai.
I was a noob. esp Yunru =) wake me up every morning. LOL.

and additional thanks to 'Isham for his endless love, picking me up from work every sunday, always trying to spend time with me, paid for my jersey, and endless things too.
Let's go clubbing when i'm 18. JOKE.
<3s.