2010

I've got NO FEEL to countdown to 2010

though i can assure you that 2010 is gonna be way better than 2009.

2009 hasn't been good in general, even from the first day 01/01/09 i fainted in the train -_-

how cool.

so why not i just lock myself at home and do a msn countdown?

like i did years back!

but... because i have no feel doesn't meet i don't look forward.

2010 is awesome year!

because we've got

world cup =DDDD

YOG

attachment for me and isham on different sems how great...

and like i have the last 2 days to decide if i should take up the miotv football plan

shit head. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHETHER SINGTEL OR STARHUB

got the broadcasting rights for world cup!!

Go argentina =D i love you.

I need a major makeover. 1000 new pieces of dress!

high heels that won't hurt.

oh, mentioning that....

I fell in love with ... at first sight.

No la, not BC, it's MC!

Marie Claire! the wedge is effing nice

damage $60! =D

ok cny!

I super wanna go holiday now!

$ come $ come.

had futsal today.

sex! felt like queen cus when i get the ball nobody tackled me. hohoho

Teamed with Jiawei,Nic and Vic and 1 more i forgot the name.

not bad managed to receive and kick some balls =D

anw just realised something,

In netball we always look for open spaces. cus that's probably the best option to pass.

In futsal, we still look for open spaces, but this open space tries to be as close to the goalpost as possible. Because i forgot futsal can dribble.

so it's like even if you're open space, but so far away, might as well i dribble myself.

hmmm. not bad observation after one sem of futsal! no two sems soon.

i want to learn how to shooot!

last night

last night i dreamt of this guy from primary school

confessed to me.

swear the feeling damn shiok!!!

haven't got this kind of feeling for a looooooong time.

but i still prefer the daily comfortable routine confession from dearest.

dreams are just a runaway from reality.

you experience what you can't experience in reality.

how nice!

ok sweet dreams tonight too.

and to everyone

Not so good christmas

Christmas isn't good this year.

It was the day God took someone away from me.

Sat went msia with mum and bro.

sometimes i think i'm very fortunate.

I'm loved by individuals. and im really grateful.

I don't have a proper family to begin with,

but i know my mum, my dad, my bro cares for me.

behind them, i know my godma and godpa cares for me

behind them i know my uncle,grandma and everyone else,

dearest and friends care for me.

tell me, i am blessed. =D

I couldn't wish my life to be more perfect the way it is now.

I am loving every moment of life.

Money really makes the world go round.

My family is taking the first step out of poverty(exaggerate la)

but really, i have many parts to play when i start working.

I've gotta be grateful for all those who've supported me thus far.

It's amazing yet a huge responsibility =D

I love all of you!

anw, i am out of work cus i got sacked. hahaha

didn't turn up too many times.

but anw, i don't need to work now!!

time to enjoy?

I love shopping!! =D

sometimes i can't help but wonder,

if you are just making me feel like your only one.

Look at Tiger.

Merry x'mas to all!

It's the time of the year again,

how I wish I could spend this day at a foreign land, with my friends or my loved one.

how I wish, if the above isn't fulfilled by Santa,

at least let me spend it with those, i spent with last year.

HOW I WISH i didn't have to spend the night at home.

but at the same time, i wish i could spend equal time with my mum

since she'll be sleeping alone!

BUT i sure miss my primary school friends man!!

damn, can we meet up sooon?

I THINK WE ONE YEAR NEVER MEET FULL clique alr!!

sighhh!!

just wanna tell you ppl, I MISS ALL OF YOU =D

min.8 years of friendship, some even longer =D

loves! =D

Merry X'mas to all!!!

Well pampered...

Today i had the best food and largest variety of food ever with Babe.

We had Kenny Rogers, Auntie Anne's, Egg tarts and i can't remember.

and also, ENDLESS shopping! I LIKE! =D

but didn't get much for myself, got a Crocs flip flop only.

Babe got 3 tops!

I like...

Apparently, something he did pissed me off totally.

He pointed middle finger at a stranger.

Really, this isn't that kind of doing from 'Isham,

or at least for the past 4 years i've known him.

It wouldn't surprise me if it's coming from my ex.

BUT 'ISHAM?!?!

What struck me was like... WTF are you doing?

Well, i jumped into conclusions even before i asked reasons why.

ok, so what happened was like long story cut short.

This ah pek ard 40+ with his wife and daughter.

was looking at me all the way, it was a long trip...

or at least he had proved that that act was intentional,

though I can tell you i didn't notice him at all!

and i wasn't wearing very revealing stuffs eh, i dunnoe why also!

(all according to Muhammad 'Isham, for exact details please approach him)

so 'Isham buay tahan, pointed middle finger straight to the face. LOL

anw he faces alot of problems like this. HAHA

I pretty, no choice! HAHAHA

but still better than him, surrounded by girls that have romantic interest in him.

HAHA hard for me siol, how to control, like that?

lose alr lor.

I wanna be pretty leh =( hais......

We look after our own...

Today was indeed an eye-opener for a virgin trip to the Old Folks Home.

While there were part of enthusiasts, there were also a part of not-so-responsive.

or maybe it's not that they are NOT, perhaps they didn't express it.

Although i have to admit that all the activities screwed up somehow,

but it was the smiles on their faces, their claps, their attention that kept me going.

at least i know what i'm doing was worth it.

This event had also help me realise how lousy my hokkien is.

Maybe i haven't been spending much time with my grandma...

The karaoke was good though it was tough to find songs, create atmosphere...

I hope they did enjoy themselves...

I have always wondered if they knew they were actually staying in the old folks home.

Sending parents to the old folks home had always been a reality vs moral struggle.

It's inevitable yet realistic, we're bound to face this situation someday.

So is it really that under certain circumstances, it's acceptable to send parents to Old folks home?

Have you ever wondered all those that you saw today,

were grandparents or someone that saw you as a baby 18 years ago?

Aren't we, as a daughter/son of your parents,

Look After Our Own.

Here, a summary of my Literature text, (short story anthology)

We Look After Our Own by Kath Walker

We look after our own is a descriptive story which is based on an old ,dying man and his daughter’s point of view. The story is well described with lots of vocabulary and emotions.

The story started of with the old man’s point of view at the same time describing the setting of the story. He recalled the times where he was a big man with lots of energy. His thoughts were interrupted when his daughter calls for him. The old man then realized how much weight his daughter had lost and how the burden she had had made her hot- tempered.

Her husband was worried for their health and decided to send the old man to a nursing home

The day came quick where the old man was to be sent away. The daughter was reluctant yet agreed to send him away

“We look after our own!” she cried

She added,” but I can’t bear to watch my father die”.

The story ended sadly.

She bent her head to listen as the town’s church bells called and pealed, summoning the Christians to prayer, to mourn, to remember, a son, a father and a past crucifixion.

Credits

If i'm not wrong there is an element of Racism,

the nursing home did not accept him because he was a black,

and everyone else in the home was white.

The sister thought he wouldn't fit.

So i think in the end he died in her daughter's care.

Correct me if i'm wrong, people!

I'm not a good lit student, please pardon me! hehe

Today is special, so notice the font is bigger. (:

Lastly, I would like to thank ALL people who made this event possible.

My clique, Thanks you all for coming down!! =DD I LOVE Y'ALL!

'Isham, Thanks for your support and criticism that pushed me forward

FUCKHEAD

YTD NIGHT WAS THE WORST OF MY LIFE DAMN SHIT

SLEPT AT 1+

WOKE UP AT 3+ AND HAVEN'T GOT A PROPER SLEEP SINCE.

STOMACH BLOATED LIKE FUCK AND THE URGE OF VOMITING IS LIKE WITHIN REACH.

the pain was unbearable!!! arghhhhhhhh

vomiting sucks!! =(

weak stomach man.

but thank god i'm fine now!

terrible night.

KILL ME MAN!

and i'm effing tired now.

and great, another 70bucks gone because i'm suppose to be working.

Life sucks

Finally common test's over.

Ain't expecting much. A pass for all is good enough.

My tooth needs a visit back to his village.

and i fufilled.

my tooth have been hurting everytime i bite...

it sucks.

now ok alr!! wohooo~

1 thing i don't like about dentist is the smell =( I pretty like the tools.

the cup and the part where u rinse. hehe

A pity i couldnt join my fellow 08ians for movie and dinner as planned.

instead, i had a spontaneous movie with Sexy! =D

can't wait to meet up the rest toooooo!

X'mas X'mas

What's up for now.

MOTIVATION

How to

Where to

Find this one thing that i need the most, right here, right now...

suddenly, i miss being single...

no, i'm not having problems with my relationship...

Just maybe haven't had a date for a long time.

I WANT SHOPPING!!! =(

&&& lots of money.

Loves, honey to the bee to the babe!

ok bullshit =D

A leopard will never change its spots

#1000 Kudos to ME!

Hello guys, this is my 1000th post. how great.
Blogging IS part of my life, though i haven't been blogging often =(

sigh, okay today's my second day of common test.

1st paper was a goner.

2nd paper i had to cab to school because i thought my paper starts at 1.30

when it's at 11 instead. Shi Lin has never in my life be so careless/ben ben.

so no choice had to cab.

Thank god Taxi uncle was damn nice to chat to, and swear he is 1000000 funny.

and can think of the weirdest/random things to talk about.

That made me forgot i was late, until i reach NP!

wohoooo~ =D well, i managed to reach on time lah.

the paper was alright. not as tough as i expected.

hope to do well enough to cover my RFA. cui!

then again, not holding high hopes because this sem i've been oversleeping too often,

missed too many lessons. but it's ok, time to learn then!

ok friday is my last paper and hopefully i can make it for

Isetan's private sale though i dont really have something in mind.

Havent been shopping due to low cash flow!

&&& SUNDOWN MARATHON is gonna cost $50.

but definitely worth a try for 10km, first and the last? hmm maybe.

but a good experience.

Holidays I MUST:

meet up with clique

meet up my other pathetic 4

swimming and tanning is a must

I&E

DRIVING!!!! highest priority

and the most dreadful of all, projects =(

catch 2 M18 movies which is the sex!

oh ya, did i mention my first m18 movie was gamorra.

Some italian movie at picturehouse.

the movie was abit long, but except for the length, everything else was an eye opener

Betrayal, Italy, Man, Fight.

Because picturehouse don't allow eating and drinking,

and both of us didnt have our dinner, so we were starving like crazy -_-

but still, it's a great movie!! =DD

I WANT TO WATCH PIPPA LEE!! at europa! heh

so many things to do, so little time yet again.

gonna study audit now!

ok gonna be a forensic auditor check ppl got embezzled money, FRAUD! haha

opps =D

Congrats, spiritualjoy.bs you're the longest serving under Miss Chua Shi Lin

I will never abandon you =D

Thanks for listening to me all the time.

Always lending me ur 'space' for me to vent my anger and share my joy.

LOVE YOU! =DD

Happy 1000th post once again!

#999 post!

Hello guys,

it's my 999 post for the past 4 years.

ehhhh not alot actually.

I'm not a daily blogger but I think it's cool but sometimes too lazy to. LOL

Today had tutorial at 9am, i always have trouble waking up for 9am class.

so thank god it's not a 9am class tmr.

BUT WHAT?!?! it's been 6 weeks into school(exclude e learning)

and i'm still not adapting

and guess what common test in 2 weeks.

yeah, GREAT!

can't wait for holidays.

=D go out with friends.

and guess what

ytd isham met with a cut on his finger

and he just came back from the futsal court.

kaykiang, go skid, now his cut is bleeding and i think his head hit the floor

sometimes don't understand why -_-

18year old still dunnoe how to take care of urself.

NS HOW!!

dun die =D

k la, gotta chiong fmgt tutorial when i go back.

now still waiting for that monster to come out! hahahaha