pantang lor

I think I have repeated for the nth last year wasn't good at ALL!!

anw being Pantang, I decided to use my Bodyshop strawberry body polish for my last bath in year of snake.

strawberry is read as "cao mei" in chinese and bad luck is "dao mei",

I used it so I can wash away all the 霉 for this year!

just a few days ago, Isham and I saw a group of down syndrome adults.

It was life's simple pleasure

sometimes you really need to take a step back from your busy work schedule,

to look at people/things from a new angle and you realise how much you have been missing out.

We heard their laughters saw their smiles

if small little things can make them smile, why do we frown over so many things everyday...

hmm.. anw this year i hope I will save more money,

be smarter, trust the right people,

learn new things at work, pass all my exams :)

earn more money, bonus gao gao

HAPPY HORSE YEAR!! HUAT AHHHH!!!

suay maxxx

new year new wish new hope!!!
all the bad luck please GO GO GO AWAY!!!
may the besssstttttttt stay with me!!
HUAT HUAT HUAT!!!!

Feels like I am working feeding so many ppl at home
feeling damn pissed to be paying for air tickets for ppl.
fuck really FUCK MY LIFE!!!
i seldom use vulgarities so when I use it i must be really pissed :(
I feel burdened, i can't save money
let alone get married, save for reno, buy car, have kids...
EVERYONE thinks i am freaking rich so all become blood suckers .........
seriously... i can't live to please everyone.

I am not looking at getting my money back..
well at least i don't fall into a deep trap.
what I lost can be earned back
I will work hard
I will study hard

2 weeks to results zzz

Thankful

2014 has been an awesome start so far.

Within Jan alone, I have met my Pri sch friends, sec sch friends and next week my poly friends.

Childhood friend!! just missing my Kindergarten friends which shld be soon too :) 

Realised I have missed out so much >.< 

If there was really one thing that kept me going,

It has to be the people around me.

I cannot be anymore thankful for the friends I have growing up...

We don't meet often yet we could talk all day. its a girls thing i guess...

The bf who has been with me throughout my teenage... 

The god parents with their ever ending love and support

The mum for her homecooked food even after a long day at work

All these made up for all the lost family love. :)

You people keep me going...

My dream from young was to study enough to support myself

never hve to worry abt 3 meals a day

find a loving husband, or if u have a bad husband, don't give birth and let the kids suffer

never never follow the footsteps of my parents

God made me work hard for everything I owned,

Money, love, braces, studies

Please please don't take anything away from me.

If God puts you to it, he will put you through it!

Reflection week cus its alone time!!

Goodnight peeps!

2013 sum it up

My resolutions for 2013 and how i performed:
#1 FAST, been procrastinating for 5 years, 4 rather. I need to work on this in 2013.
I think I tried and I failed, will elaborate further later
#2 EARN enough and INVEST
Yes! I earned enough, invested and investing and making a paper loss for now. collected my first ever dividend
#3 GET A HDB FLAT THIS YEAR
Yes! ready in 3 years
#4 at least 5 runs this year
Yes... I think I hit at least 7 runs this year
#5 go gym regularly
unfortunately... i failed this
#6 pass my ACCA level 2 papers
i failed this too. hoping to make up for it this year
#7 massive wardrobe makeover, need a new style for myself, new clothes, new make up ^^
I started going for facial, got lots of clothes, i think not so auntie anymore??? LOL
#8 sentosa more often
Nah... $4 quite ex hor. haha I think this year was a fail
#9 have a good year with babe
Oh well... failed...
#10 holiday with colleagues/friends!
Yes BKK, batam with colleagues and HK with yunz!

Based on statistics, nah. I only completed 50% of my resolutions...

This year I would say hasn't the best... Ups and Downs really...
Firstly I think i faced hiccups in work esp I made a very major stupid mistake.
At the same time I think I have learnt pretty much this year :)

I failed my last 2 foundation papers which I am really hoping to pass when the results are out in Feb
Then because of this I think i really studied for it this time round... haha

Isham and I had lots of disagreements/arguments this year
relating to my makeup/fashion/fats/complexion that I really cannot accept...
and ANOTHER GIRL whom he praised. I x2 cannot accept.
I hope none of this will happen again.
I was fasting for the first time anw, and didn't had time and the energy to workout/run after breaking fast
but was blamed for being fat. totally sucks right, then I decided not to fast.
Don't you think its very mean to do that to someone who is fasting for the first time?
plus, its your gf u are saying is FAT.
ok... cannot be so grumpy on new year :)
Hoping to work on that hope we overcome this in 2014

I also learnt a very hard lesson on money, because of that, I lost a good $5k which I can throw to do my Reno in the future, or investment Stupid enough but I have learnt, and be smarter. That is more important.

Of course... cannot always talk about the bad things,

This year I won 4th Prize lucky draw for D&D which is quite heng.
I am thankful for all the good things that had happened to me...
I went overseas w my colleagues and friends
Friend who sends me postcard while overseas!! HAHAHA u know who u are ad I KNOW u read my blog
All the rest of the things that Isham has done for me.
I think I came home earlier compared to last year's eve. Yay :)

Will need a few days to come out with resolution 2014

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL READERS
have a awesome awesome year ahead