I got tagged to do this.Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you.
In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
No tag backs.
1. my heart obviously cant work well with my mouth.
2. i say lols/haha when i have nothing else to say.
3. i talk no sense.!@#$%^%^&
4. i sleep longer than any other people!
5. im a crapper, and usually craps after 12am.
6. i sleep with my pillow and bolster flying anywhere in the middle of the night!

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following without complaining.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.

FAVOURITES:
color: balck & white!
food: mumm's cooking!
song: too many to name.
movie: any horror movies except! the Omen
sport: Netball!
day of the week: NONE?
season: winter!
ice-cream: chocoloate!

CURRENT:
mood: happy(:
taste: tasteless.
clothes: shirt, shorts
desktop: anime(shinigami)
time: 8.39pm
surroundings: in my room.
annoyance: Dr Lau! @#$%^&*
thoughts: pon school! (:

FIRSTS:
best friend: Rachel Tina Teo! my P1 good friend (: i saw her recently!
crush: Simping i think.
movie: ermmmm. money not enough?
lie: cant remember!
music: backstreetboys!!

LASTS:
cigarette: none!
drink: a few months ago.
ride: just.
crush: crush-less.
movie: pirates of the caribbean!
phone call: mummy!
CD: forgot(:

HAVE YOU EVER:
dated one of your best friends: nah.
been arrested: not yet
skinny-dipped: nnahh..
been on tv: yes!(:
kissed someone you don't know: never!

THINGS:
4 things you did today: go to school, miss him,do homework and eat!
4 sounds you can hear right now: song from this com,tv,the sound of me typing, MSN!
the Chosen Five to do this!
1. JINGYING!
2. WEIQIAN!
3. XIUTING!
4. STACEY!
5. AMANDA((:

the NDP preview was GREAT!
we went so *high*! (:
lols. yup, its our very last celebration at the national stadium.
and the performance was quite good.
except some mistakes by the ppl, which cannot be blamed.
its just a rehersal anyway.
the funniest part is when Mr SR Nathan actually bleach-ed to become a CHINESE?
ohh, yes. the pirated version of Mr Nathan!
we were asked to sing the national anthem and take the pledge.
i dont know why, but i just feel so proud to be a singaporean!
the fireworks was ALOT lah.
but good and nice! just that my neck sort of twisted! haha
cus the fireworks is like behind us.
overall, it was kinda short but Fab.
it had been like 4 yrs since i last caught the preview.
so after the preview, we went to suntec. the toilet! (:
" Who Am I? Who Am I?, I'm Hongkong's big old robber"
directly translated from chinese.
our joke of the day. and yeah! i did enjoy myself.
another joke of the day was Fangyi!! laugh until fall down! haha.
we were talking about storing bubble tea pearls as breasts for 16 years!
haha, opps. this is totally crap! (:

NDP PICTURES

i still love my old team!(:

anyhoos,we're be playing against MI on the 12 aug!
shuai ge day! (: luck luck!
and pesta sukan is round the corner!

we got back(:

another sleepless night.

HAIZ.

deep down, it hurts so much.

the trip was FUN!!
you would agree with me if you were there!
the front part was quite boring.
cus i UNGLAMED myself again in the bus on our way there.
aww, X 3 already.
so i slept and wasnt even listening to edward.
but after that, i got quite high.
during the return trip i was at the HIGHEST.
cus i couldnt stop laughing. mwahahaha.
aarti, you know why!
something i've learnt ytd, the ferry chair SPOILED.
(: so we started laughing and eventually couldnt stop!
edward says" i talk about terrorists you also laugh"
we continued laughing non-stop!
lols! then we climbed up to the upper deck for some pictures.
and then went down again.
the ferry was actually pretty cool.
cus got MUSIC! (:
and we took like 45mins-1Hr for the ferry ride.
quite relaxing! (:

TODAY.
yes, i saw something disturbing again.
dont ask me why i am so observant.
but Scorpios are bornt to be over-suspicious and we get jealous very very easily!
i admit!
Overview:How can you have a life if you spend all your time worrying about what might happen? Courage is just fear that has a sense of faith. Acknowledge all your worries and then resolve to move forward anyway.
how do i move on?
with or without?
i hate thinking of this. but it cant be avoided sometimes.
am i happy with you? can i be happy without you?
it will be tough, but whatever decision i make, i hope its good for me & you.
another thing, i'm afraid.. i might regret later.
theres so much to think about .
its a tough decision to make.
love me? or are you just toying me?
treasure? or treat me like trash?
why should i think of you, when you dont?
maybe i should just let it go.

sorry guys, will blog again tmr.
to talk about the trip.
it was Great!
for people who needs the picture,
HERE

anw, today is VICTORIA's BIRTHDAY!!
happy birthday girl(:
enjoy yourself! and see you during tchers day!

ytd.went queensway with jingying.
was supposed to order the class tshirt, in the end, the design wasnt properly done.
so didnt go to the shop. instead, we went to eat laksa.
and due to my cough, made me so unglam.
i was coughing like hell. and i can imagine how people look at me!
darn, i was coughing and tearing at the same time, so can you imagine? lols.
so jingying got me a bottle of mineral water!
thanks laogong!(:
then we suggested to go Lot1.
off we go!
we took some pics on our way to Commonwealth mrt.





walked around Lot1 and jingying went gaga over the great mega $10 sale at icelemontee.
yup, and i went crazy over the japanese series, "Jin Tian Yi"
damn, its like M18!
but i must get ti! mwahahah.
anyhoos, besides just walking, we were looking at guys who looked like shawn.
and i hate them, cus they look like shawn but it isnt SHAWN!
aww, lols.
so we went to get bread! lols.
yes, BREADTALK! and guess what we found?
FLOSS BAG? lols
looks real okay!

i'm hungry now. *swallows saliva*

yet its another crucial match for both teams fighthing for the top.
it has been like years since i caught a match LIVE*.
and yup, the feeling was great.
i must admit that the Warriors gave in a better game, from what i've seen.
though Kenji did not play.
and Shahril Jantan got a red card.
but the yg lion's NEVER SAY DIE spirit is smth that i must mention!
though they ended up in a 1-0 loss, i guess.. they tried their best.
shahril was the captain. Bai is playing. over at the other side are,
John Wilkinson,Shaiful Esah & Norazmi(subbed in after Shahril Jantan got an red card)
which means.. all my 5 favourites are playing (: woohoo~. i was over the moon!
and i longed for this moment for very long!
and wonder when will be the next time it will happen?
and actually, i was in a dillema , cus i couldnt make up my mind,
on who to support! hehe.
but John's goal was fabulous i must say!

Its my first time watching Norazmi play! and probably the last?
he've been benched for so long, and he needs to exercise!
except that his kicks are not that accurate.
the rest are good (:

Probably i'll have to wait for a long time again,
to catch another sleague match.
aww, i want yg lions to win!

one of the shots(:
lazy to upload!

one of my juniors actually confronted me and asked if i like weilun?
HAHA! this is stupid. its some Saturday incident that happened during training.
Faliq was with Weilun, and you know... when he walk pass, some of my teammates try to hint hint* and he dao-ed me! lols. didnt even take a glance! so sad =( haha
someone passed the news here and there. and ended up getting the wrong news!
haha, argh, who cares.
i guess the whole netball team knows it alr!
so paiseh!

argh, was suppose to conference with Zikun & Simping!
but due to the large amount of hwk.
didnt talk to them!
and even if i did, i would feel extra! haha.
and i haven really talk to any guy on the phone since...

anw,i got to go now!
tkare people(:

i damn miss him :]
oh yes, i got attracted by him today! haha.

my damn cough is getting worst.
and i woke up like 2am in the morning, cus i kept coughing! arrgghh.
today is racial harmony!
woohoo~ haha.
oh yes, AMANDA, its raicial harmony today(:
i specially blod your name so that you can see.
maybe you should stop being racist! haha
afterall, i didnt get INFLUENCED by you!

school is always good without Dr Lau.
hmm, except that.. we got caught , trying to pon class.
bad girls!
slacked in class, had history test on Stalin.
Maths Matrices test.
and off we go to the Racial Harmony "celebration"?
i only remember "pop ye yeh!" lols.
this malay song. quite cool though.

isham mikhail & for today, JOSHUA! are childish!
we were so unlucky to be sitting infront of them.
so yup, they ji siao-ed abit here and there.
and they claimed they didnt do it.
you know.. those pri sch days.. aww. lols.

played netball. then went back home!
he called, i attitude-ed, he hanged.
he called again, he accused, i denied, he hanged.
he msg, i replied,trying to denied. he dont believe. i prove.
he still dont believe.
i'm SAD! for being accused.
damn...

but yet at the same time, i freaking miss him!

aiya, i dont know what the heck i'm feeling right now.
i've fucking lost my motivation, and i have to find it back.
before i get kicked out of the team.
i've been slacking throughout today's training.
damn it.

sad? or happy(:?
i dont know! all i know.. life still has to go ON!

anw, didnt attend sch ytd.
and i bet solastri will be saying things abt me.
i'm nice enough to be back to pass edouard his wks, becus i'm holding on to it okay!
and she say till i like pon sch.
i've got an MC and medicine okay!

so sch was alright today. but was tiring lah!
i took 11pills ytd and today.
overdosage. DIE!
i dont give a damn actually.
i even ate chocos to relieve "stress"?
haha.

anw, our class won the most profitable & best publicity award.
we were thinking of getting the most innovative award though!
hmm. wells, anw GOOD JOB 3E1!

my heart and mind can't work together.
my heart stops me from doing anything my mind asked me to.

i need to get my motivation back soon.

and at the end of this post, its my turn to say HAIS.

hate me.

Happy 16th Birthday, PEISHI (:

went queensway to collect the micro-tee & get peishi's present from ikea.
on our way there, we made new friends?
haha.
"why u keep looking at me?"
"cus u handsome what!"
"den ask number la!"
lols.damn funny. anw,hes some sec2 malay guy who is in soccer from jintai.
who claims to be better than our sch. lols, so we kinda go according to them.
and agreed that they are better. so funny!

we hang there for quite sometime.
got the netball net, and we ATE alot! omg.

okay, i suck.HAPPY?!
damn you! damn you!
i'm just trying to act infront of you?
UNDERSTAND??!

freaking pissed off. damn.

10 fav.s------>>>
fav. colours: black&white
fav. food: mum's cooking!
fav. songs: anything nice! lols it keeps changing everytime. i'm lazy to name!
fav. movies: Pirates Of The Caribbean. i get to sleep inside the theater!
fav. sport: NetbaLL!
fav. season: Winter!
fav. day of the week: none! seriously..
fav. ice-cream flavour: choco choco!

9 currents------>>>
crrnt mood: not happy not sad.
crrnt clothes: pucca oversized shirt and blue pants.
crrnt desktop: i love you(:
crrnt toe nail color: WHITE!
crrnt time: 7.00pm!
crrnt surroundings: i'm in the living room. messy!! lols
crrnt thought: why attitude?

8 first------>>>
frst bestfriend: Rachel tina teo! primary one! lols
frst crush: crush? dont have.
frst movie: money not enough?
frst piercing: p2!
frst lie: i forgot! haha too young!!
frst music: now i know my abc,would u come and sing with me!
frst car: toy car you mean? haha i forgot!

7 last------>>>
last cigarette: never!
last drink: plain water!
last car ride: last night!
last crush: a few months ago.
last movie i had seen: 2 days ago. Pirates of the Caribbean
last phone call: jingying
last cd played: forgot

6 have u ever------>>>
have u evr date 1 of ur bestfrnds: nope(:
have y evr broken law: yes!
have y evr been arrested: no! lols
have u evr kissed sum1 tht u dont no: NAH!!

5 things tht ur wearng------>>>
tshirt,pants, hairband,bra,undies! lols!

4 things that you have done today------>>>
eat,sleep,do hwk, think of him,pack my bag!

3 things you heard right now------>>>
my bro & mum talking, song from my com, song from my bro's com.
can u imagine this chaos? lols

2 things that you can't live without------>>>
Him & my phone

1 things you do when you're bored ------>>>
SLEEP!

& now the 5 person to tag------>>>
Weiqian,Amanda,JiaHui,Victoria & Aarti!

&&& a new skin! (:

i'm freaking busy today!
not out or anything.
but just stuck at home with homeworks!!
i've so many things to rush.
-3 chem wrksheets.
-2 eng write ups.
-maths matrices pretest.
-literature
&& i'm doing the contact list for netball!
darn! alright. i'm all done except for 1 hwk.
Peacock Padi
Hard Luck Hollie
Sunny Sandy
Terror Timmy
might make no sense to you.
cus it makes no sense to me too!
but damn, i have to do it!
i dont listen to what p/vp says every morning.
i mean who does? haha

anw, i manage to meet some of my relatives ytd,far far relatives!
or rather most, from my father side.
my mum was there too.
everytime i see them like that, its damn sad okay.
oh whatever. usual questions...
boyfriend,studies.
& i've found a trend in the CHUA family! (:
we're BIG okay! lols.
the 2nd generationof boys name after Chua Swee *something*
3rd Generation of boys name after Chua Wen(boon) *somthing*
interesting! haha.
somehow, i miss the presense of gonggong.
1994,mooncake festival.he passed on.
every year, when everyone is celebrating.
its yet another death anniversary for my family.
& he has never been forgotten!
sometimes, i dont know if i shld be proud of myself to be part of CHUA.
we're big and looks good on the outer surface.
but when we're into our own family.
nothing works at all.
its sad. but well, i just have to make sure..
i'll make the best for my child next time!


alright. i'm off!!

school was alright...
netball is starting to get a lil stress.
i'm tired lah!
with lots of hwks and tests to study for next mon.
sigh.
anyhoos, i was out with him ytd.
we caught the Pirates of the caribbean.
i manage to watch the beginning.
he manage to watch the end.
haha, i fell asleep. and its a total waste of money.
becus i have no freaking idea what the heck the movie is talking abt.
except some funny parts!
stuck in the theater for 2hrs 35mins.
it ended like 1130?! damn.
okay, its late!
so blah blah blah.......
i went home like 12? reach home 12.30.
tongue piercing! haha.looks scary but fun to play with.

training was alright today. kinda slack? cus no circuit .
we have 4 jokes of the day! woohoo~ break record!
1) PILOTS of the caribbean.
2)Fangyi falls again.
3) the bra cushion for the tube came off.lols
4)the command of my Chinese mix with Hokkien! lols.




wedding dinner later! awww...

theres so many thoughts running through my mind now.
i cant help but breakdown & cry.
sorry, but i'm a emo- person.
and i cant control my feelings.
if i say i'm not sad, i'm lying.
i'm willing to let go, but yet i cant bear to let go.
my heart just sank...
and no matter what the outcome may be.
i rather both of us to be happy(:
i think thats the most important thing.
no point being together, forcing yourself, when you're not even happy.

i dont know.i dun think i'll be able to sleep tonight.
too depressed i guess! aww.
but no matter what happens, theres no point crying over spilt milk right?
so why not look forward to whatever is coming up!

i dont wanna live in a life feeling so unloved by people around me.
the feeling is bad, real bad.

dont know lah, i'll accept whatever will happen later.
and yes, i'm VERY sad now.
dont try and cheer me up.
cus it wont work.
dont try patching things up.
cus it wont work either.

i dun wanna force Love.

sometimes, i start to think if i'm the cause of all these troubles?
or maybe i am, becus i'm not doing what i'm suppose to do, to keep him happy, and make him feel Loved by me.

i'll leave it to fate! (:

it has come down to the last 2 teams of the world cup.
Italy and France.
and the score is now 1-1.
after an early knock for theiry henry.
and a 7th min penalty sent the france team into estacy! woohoo~
but soon later, the Italians equalised through a corner kick.
hmmm. alright. will update again, ltr in the day.

new layout coming up.
oh shit, i havent even uploaded the pics taken on the mini-carnival!
which is like dont know how many weeks ago!
arggh, okay, i gotta get some work done before i get screwed tmr.
while i wait for the finals.
france(:

I Love You.

darn, Portugal lost 3-1.
but i must say, Germany played well.
but the victory makes me hate Germany even more !#$%^&*. haha!
again, Portugal was the one with a higer ball possesion!
its always like that! the team with highter ball posession always LOSES!
what is this! all the goals came in during the second half.
and portugal conceded first. but the goal was superbly great i must say.
a few mins after the first goal, petit made an own goal.
and soon came the third goal by the germans, at a similar spot.
still, the portugese didnt give up.
cus they still socred another goal in the 88th MINUTE! woohooo
its not an regular line up, who scored a goal.
he was subbed in. so you know. sometimes subs can perform better than the starting 11.
the captain for portugal was Pauleta( i think its spelt like tt).
Figo was off at the bench, but he came in when they conceded 2.
aww, if only he was in the starting 11.
Simao was working hard. and aww, C. Ronaldo and his tricks!
haha, he mis-kicked one of the balls. and they kept repeating it.
make him malu. i think it will be up at i hate ronaldo . but it will take sometime to load.
Ricardo was great lah! i dont know why, but i think hes pretty cool.
probably becus he is younger than the German keeper.
haha, i dont like Kahn's face! haha. looks kinda old.
oh no, i mean HE IS OLD. but hes the best keeper for e last world cup.
why didnt they field in lehmann! lols. michael ballack also didnt play.
hmmm... whatever it is, the score cant be change.
i guess its a achievement for both portugal & germany.
so anyway, i'll catching the finals TMR! (:
and France, the world cup is all yours.
thiery henry better score (: lols.

i stayed up to watch the clash btwn Portugal and France.
well, all i can say, Portugal was just down with luck.
they could have actually drew the game (at least).
but a senseless move by the defender cost the game.
i'm not trying to blame the defender lah! but you know its kinda sad.
but i still saw the never say die spirit by the Portugese.
they were great, even till the last min.
when there were lots of corners,and even Ricardo(GK)
came all the way from the other end to try his luck.
this is so cool isnt it!
i was sad lah! cristiano was sad too.
cry baby is moving to Real Mandrid.
but since France will be one my favs, after Argentina & Portugal boots out of the Finals.
so here, i'll support France! against the Italians! woohooo~
while Portugal takes on host Germany!
Portugal of cus! i hate Germany lah! haha

The freaking !#$%$%&*#$%^ SINGTEL !!
the server was down yesterday, and the stupid me.
actually spent 1HR trying to restart the com over and over again.
until i got very irritated & decided to go to sleep.
and i was suppose to get my ss project done? haha
i hate singtel! lucky it was just ss, if it was eng.
i dun think solastri would accept this kinda reasons. haha

i'm not lying to myself!! I'm NOT!
cus i still love you(: and always! haha
i'm so crazy over you!


my idiotic picture. haha. i was playing with the polo sweet, thinking that blowing air through the hole in the middle would produce a whistle sound! haha

my laogong and me! lols.


our marriage cert. lols.

i dun have the mood to blog today.
neither will i have the mood to sleep tonight.
okay, maybe i'll blog on friday.
till here, tkare ppl .

training was tiring!
circuit at the open space.
it was a hot sunny day ( as usual)
and i'm almost dying! & once again, i'm glad i pulled through.
3 sets of 15,10,10
its not about the doing part. its the sprinting part that is tiring!
so we did our usual court play.
and i played wd and centre.
i was tired lah! so was kinda slow and slacked on court.
training ended, with NO sucide run! mwahaha.

i saw something disturbing again. and i say "why would u do such a THING"?
i mean i didnt say it right to her face. but you know. you shldnt have done it.
if i countinue to say the story and tell you who that person is, this will become some bitching session, and i hope thats not the case. so i better shut up(:
but its kinda sad you know.

so theres no homework today.
and i guess i feeling very bad today.
probably i miss him too much! haha

today marks our 1st month.
nothing significant to remember.
just another day that had passed so fast.
but definitely, this month has been one of my happiest days (:
haha,i cant deny that i miss him every now and then,
and wonder if he feels the same.

i met my netballaers for seoul garden today.
and Marlene, one of my best listener was there.
and yeah, we shared different things.
the power of love?
and i guess we share a part of the same problem.
(:

and it was like so fun!
we played 'zhong ji mi ma'
and basically my table keep kena-ing.
so we dont have to eat our own cooked food.
Marlene, we are not honest kids.
oh not kids. i mean adults! haha
we played cheat.
mwahahaha.

walked around. slacked here and there.
and WEIQIAN!
i got that GREEN handphone pouch.
you know that one we've been hestitating whether to buy it or not?
haha. (:

i so love today.and i guess i feeeeel so great after sharing my thoughts with Marlene.
and i've finally let Siew Hong know abt that.
i feel so freee now.

i miss you like hell!


me and marlene & her FOOD. lols yummy(:
fried hokkien mee? hehe


peishi & her scrambled egg w/ sausages.

Marlene with my unedible food! haha.

the last 4 of the Fifa Worldcup is finally out.
Germany,Italy,Portugal & France.
those booted out this quarter finals are all quite unexpected.
argentina,ukaraine,england and brazil.
i guess out of the 4 left.
Germany & France stand the highest chance.
im supporting Portugal & France! haha.
more for portugal , cus of Cristiano Ronaldo.
its kinda sad you know, to see argentina lose.
and england lost to portugal by the penalties.
Brazil hot favourites losing to France?
although Brazil had more possesion of the ball.
hmm.kaka! lols.
i guess many brazil fans must be so sad now.
its kinda sad. but yet again, it has become a fact,and nothing can be changed.
still, i look forward to the 2 matches (:
its gonna be exciting i hope.

there are stuffs that are left unforgotten, and never forgiven.
i dont know whether to love, or to hate.
but i just dont understand why adults do such a thing.
and break ppl's heart.
my life is damn complicated.
and no one understands how i feel.
everytime i say such a thing.
i feel the embarassment around me.
eventually, i avoided.

why!??!?!?! yes, i feel like crying.
but i choose not to. i gotta be strong.

after so many things, i guess its best to take a good break this weekend.
somehow, love is magic.

and i'm glad i have a group of friends, constantly showing care and concern.
tolerating all my craps.
i have wonderful friends.
i'm just so lucky!

I miss you Marlene (: