there are stuffs that are left unforgotten, and never forgiven.
i dont know whether to love, or to hate.
but i just dont understand why adults do such a thing.
and break ppl's heart.
my life is damn complicated.
and no one understands how i feel.
everytime i say such a thing.
i feel the embarassment around me.
eventually, i avoided.

why!??!?!?! yes, i feel like crying.
but i choose not to. i gotta be strong.

after so many things, i guess its best to take a good break this weekend.
somehow, love is magic.

and i'm glad i have a group of friends, constantly showing care and concern.
tolerating all my craps.
i have wonderful friends.
i'm just so lucky!

I miss you Marlene (: