theres so many thoughts running through my mind now.
i cant help but breakdown & cry.
sorry, but i'm a emo- person.
and i cant control my feelings.
if i say i'm not sad, i'm lying.
i'm willing to let go, but yet i cant bear to let go.
my heart just sank...
and no matter what the outcome may be.
i rather both of us to be happy(:
i think thats the most important thing.
no point being together, forcing yourself, when you're not even happy.

i dont know.i dun think i'll be able to sleep tonight.
too depressed i guess! aww.
but no matter what happens, theres no point crying over spilt milk right?
so why not look forward to whatever is coming up!

i dont wanna live in a life feeling so unloved by people around me.
the feeling is bad, real bad.

dont know lah, i'll accept whatever will happen later.
and yes, i'm VERY sad now.
dont try and cheer me up.
cus it wont work.
dont try patching things up.
cus it wont work either.

i dun wanna force Love.

sometimes, i start to think if i'm the cause of all these troubles?
or maybe i am, becus i'm not doing what i'm suppose to do, to keep him happy, and make him feel Loved by me.

i'll leave it to fate! (: