i can't wait for the weeeeekend!
140! =)




anything?

Physics was sooooo lame!
no wait, not phy.
i mean... MRT!( Mr Ronnie Teo )
he was very lame~ and i did control my laughter after some time.
but the first few lessons were like, shit, falling asleep!

i'm so tired and i want to sleep. but i can't.
damn.

stayed back for netball a lil.
so there was this reporter from channel 8.
Yunhua, Siewhong, Mei Yun and I, were trying to guess his name.
ok, call me bad or mean.
huahua: isit Xu Huan Liang
me: * sounds familiar but i forgot who"
siewhong: Huh? I thought Xu Huan Liang was a singer?
den i started laughing lah.

the actual fact is, Xu Huan Liang is neither a reporter nor a singer.
hes this judge for Project Superstar right?!?!
hahahahahaha, i can't stop laughing! today sooooo funnnnnn! i mean, funnnnnn-y!

141! ohhhhhhh maaaaaannnnnnnn!
long way to go.

first day of school kinda screwed up.
school wasnt nice at ALL.
sigh, triple science for 3 days? Wonderful!

Bio was Cheeeeeezy today.
blue cheese sucks! taste and smells like Vomit?
no offence to those who liked it.

after school, played badminton.
tagged with cheechin, and somehow,
either the wind, or my racket too heavy, or i used too much force.
the shuttlecock got stuck at the roof. hahaha.
so in the end we had to get a new one.
after badminton did alot of talking. haha.
and a lil maths.

DARN! ganchoonsoon, you're making me recalling the unnecessary past.
haha. and i think its damn stupid! but thanks though!
2 years ago, that was.
3-4 sleague matches per week.
totally slack.
now, even a match per term is tough.
hahaha! pathetic man.
i don't know why i was so agitated then...
maybe it is the first encounter that time. i was young and ermm. innocent!
ohh yeahh righhhtttt! crap.

142!

ah, i forgot to thank someone for his present.
"SAVE MONEY" ahh...
i'm thrifty okay!
so why are you giving me that! haha.
no, i dont blame you for giving me that.
but THANKS! i'll make good use of it.
just like how the rest of the girls will make full use of the bag?

so we'll get to see each other next sat again.
another suaning session, i guess.

tempted to watch Korea Vs Singapore.
shooots. but theres sch tmr! DARN.

yesterday was...
full of crap.
i had a good time suaning sombody.
and i guess he had a good time suaning me too.
it is quite embarassing, but i cant be bothered anymore!
i wont leave the clique lah, cummmon!
hahaha. but it was fun, as usual! =)
the next time we'll meet, to PLAY will probably be after our o's.
study, next week, maybe?
anw, yida picked up the call from sy,
fantastic. lols.

oh noooo, tmr is the last day of school!
i wann SLEEEP!

i did quite alot of reflection while i was on the way home =)

i wish i had the time to swim every week.

these few days, i've been trying to finish up my holiday assignments.
well, at least now i just need to do a lil touch up,
and i think i need to start studying after all the fun!
if not i'll probably cry next year, sigh.

anw, i think i wanna lose as much weight as possible now.
cus i doubt i'll exercise when school reopens.
and i dun wanna be fat.
hahahaha!

ok, swimming tmr,
sat reserved either to go out, or to study.
sun, get ready for schooool!
and mon, TSS, here i come! =)

147!!

this is the damn 3rd day.
CS and LOUD music in the day.
+ construction work outside.
at night, its more human noises.
quarrels in the middle of the nightS.
damn you, i swear this is fishing irritating.
fish all these shits.
so i guess after today, i'll go out of house till night.
well, do i have a choice?

well, at least i managed to finish some work ytd.
oh, thats because, my bro was asleep till noon.
and he had to go for appointment.
so i was free from noise the whole day,
then here comes night, the same thing repeats again...
i'm sick of home!
If you find 3 person so difficult to live with,
what more 4?
i understand now....

today is my EX-Capt! HUIYU's birthday!!
happy birthday capt!

i've got so much hol assignments left!
yay! i need to finish them by fri.
so i can maybe go swimming on sunday.
or visit my godparents before the school term starts.

Even Dinosaur changes.
so what more ordinary people?
perhaps, boys are only dinosaurs to their own girl?
we were wrong, all the while...
but neverrrrrrrrrmind!
my dinosaur will appear one fine day.....
lols. totally crap!

met the rest before giving wanru her "suprise".
bought a cake, and i was holding the Big Box.
haha, anw, me and cab were catching a lil bit of Spongebob. haha
lighted the candles, and headed down to this jap place. i can't spell it!
haha. anw, i think she was pretty touched(:
and we all got a hug from her.
or rather, she have got lots of hugs! haha.
i guess we were too noisy, that the staffs there were complaining too.
so anyhoow, blew the cake, and ate it. haha.

walked to cine for er.... neoprints! haha.
so on the way, there was this sony camera thing.
and they are taking pictures for free. haha.
so yeah, we went to take that as well.
er. after that. took neoprints!


too bad wanru had to go!
she missed out the "FUN" lols.
we headed to Mac to have some..... ice cream.
and we played this game,
the one who picked the smallest no. will have to drink up this weird mixture.
of er.... curry, ketchup, chilli, coke & whatever. lols.
i kena a few times, and mine was like so CURRY!
its like curry juice and like YUCKS! lols.
Purdey was quite lucky though...hmm.
after that we "upgraded"
i had to finish these to tasks.
1) ask two guys for their no.
2) walk with an imaginary dog
okay, i had a hard time finding guys, because, there isnt any good looking guy around. haha.
and the imaginary dog thing i was like er..... shit, i dont know how!
i enjoyed myself today, but! i wont do that ever again!
hahahaha! and please lah, you think you 2 very handsome ah.
who wants your number. lols.

headed home after that! den cab show us some video, miss dunnoe what.
something burger and fries and nuggets? lols.
lame.

yay! 149!

supposed to meet my girls at 8 for training this morning.
No alarm, so didnt get up till they rang up my house.
and it was like SO IRRITATING!
but thanks for the call, and sorry for being late!
so i rushed down asap, and i was there just before training starts.
and before it rained in the morning.

Trained with the alumni team.
well, i'm not extremely close with them.
but ok, i guess i did enjoy myself today.
ordered Alumni jerseys! woohoo, and i think i'll look weird in those. hmmm.
had 4 quarters of game, i cant remember how many quarters.
but well, i was dead tired! no stamina! shits!
and so, room for improvement!
i'm told what i should improve on,
2 points. 1, the looking of ALL options.
and 2, be more patient...
yeah, i tend to rush when i play,
especially when i am playing with the Alumni team,
knowing that my standard is nowhere near theirs.
its pressurising somehow.
Next week, a break for the alumni.
while the Tanglin teams compete in SRC carnival.
we participated last year.
and that i was probably my worst carnival,
with the worst experience, beacause i was labelled as a "bad influence" to the team.
sigh, i will never forget that.
the following week school reopens!
sigh, i dread school somehow.
maybe the holiday was toooo long!

so anw, best of luck to Team Tanglin!

today turned out to be quite alright.
at least i managed to talk to her.
and i tried not to leave her out,
i tagged with her in the outer defence.
she was playing WD while i was playing C.
and we umpired games.
well, i'm actually quite happy with today!

siewhong got us dumplings, or bazhang you call it.
and i took a long time to finish one.
the last time i had her grandma's dumplings was 2 years ago.
haha. crap!

sigh, the day past really slow.
and i hate this.
because 9 days is soooooooo lonnnnnnnnngggggg!

ANTI-MULTIPLY!

i'm not going to post at multiply anymore!
one wrong move, and i'll be shot DEAD.

theres no way i can do work in this house.
so i think i can only stay out.
any takers?
lols.

happy 16th birthday, WanRu!
and carol's birthday is coming,
i think there are more than that.
oh yes, ex-capt HUIYU!
"push up position down" SORRY CAPTAIN!
shes the best capt ever!
too bad i'm not in the team anymore. can't play the water games.
they are having friendly against SCGS coming wed.
should i go..? or rather, would i be free to go?

tomorrow is Saturday,
will it be the start of everything? or the end of everything?
anw, i got pretty pissed off the other day,
like... can you give your own OPINIONS?! and stop hmm-ing. lols.
but after that we made her talk somehow.
as in, find some common things to talk about.
i think i'll play nice and take the initiative to crap out some shit tmrw,
so at least we talk, but it has been months since i last looked at her.
most of the time, i look away when i see her.
so it is not only her who is finding it difficulty to face us.
in fact, i find it difficult to face her too.
but hello?! i'm giving it a try.
so can't you?
i'm trying to act like nothing has happened.
although deep down i know i can't.
i remember what she did, and will ALWAYS remember.
although what she've commited is considered serious,
not everything she does is bad lah.
we have to look at the other side too.
so... by doing this, we're actually fulfilling ALOT of people's wish.
people ask, people question, what happened & all those shit.
it may have been fulfilled, BUT. how long do you think this can last?
that will really depend. i hope she've learnt her lesson.
i wont forget how i cried like some assholes,
in the toilet. no actually my eyes were already watery when he announced the main 7.
not her fault actually, but... i just thought it was unfair,
i cried not because i'm emotional. because the rest of the team cried too.
except for some lah. a few. you can count it with your 5 fingers.
and i feel the pain of someone working SOOO hard,and don't get to play.
than a person who has been sitting out for so long due to injury,
taking back a position she don't usually play.
just because... aiya. nvm. i rake up one-quarter of the past, and i'm not going to continue it.

anyway, its over.
the sec 4 & 5 netballers know it.
so i hope, everything will be fine tomorrow.
i'll try to control myself.

pathetic 5? haha, i guess we're really pathetic.

Ocean's Thirteen

was late (as usual...)

I watched this movie today, and it didnt turn out that bad afterall.
i thought it was quite alright, although there isnt any hunk in the movie.
In fact, i think its quite an interesting movie to watch!
but anyway... it was freezing cold in the cinema.
and i thought my fats would be enough to keep my warm, (insulator!)
sigh, i was SO EMBARASSED today.
i ALMOST fell twice... once, at the stairs, once at the escalator.
not that i dont know how to walk.
just that the sole of my slippers have worn out,
and i dont have time to get a new pair.
furthermore, my feet is currently not in the state to put on heels.
i got 1 of my feet sun burnt. haha. and putting on heels will only make it worse,
so, for now, NO to heels!
and the most dramatic thing happened.
those that you see on tv. haha. it is SO EMBARASSING!

alright, after movie, headed home!
and i really love today!
i want moreeee!
i'm sure there are more to come =)
yeah right....

152!(:

ahhhh, i hate this feeling!
stop nagging at me, mummy!
sigh, tomorrow will be a better day(:
Tomorrow will be Good.

tickle me EMO!

today was BORING.
because i dont have my phone with me! haha.
so for the whole day, i was watching, eating.
&&& ice cream is like er........ can't get away from me!
i have one tub of choco ice cream in my house NOW!
shoots, its some door to door sale and my mum decided to be nice to get it. haha

sigh, just hope things will turn out fine.

155! =)

i wanna eat royce or godiva chocos!!!! =)
anybody wanna have it with me? hahaha.
or willing to get fat with me? haha
haha. my last choco was like.. er... Mars for $1.20. lols.

shit. i have to leave the last 2 weeks of my hols to study and do my hwk.
i have to make myself study. shooooots!
i want more Kindaichi. heh

&&&& more football matches!

yesterday, i think i became dumb or maybe i was crazy.
I was the one who suggested leaving this group of friends, right from the start.
a "why bother" attitude.
and i did the most ridiculous thing ytd! haha.
really. i dont know what the shit is going through my mind.
i actually INITIATED to patch things up?
thats like the most unbelievable thing!
our group, from the initial 5, i think ended up with 2. lols.
now. i'm picking up the pieces and putting it as a whole.
but will it make things worsen?
i dont want to make the wrong move.
and since that thing has past like for so long.
and not so much hard feelings.
the problem is, have i really forgiven her!?
or was it just an act of er.. brain going crazyyy?!
i cross my fingers this time.
and things are like stuck now.
cus one of us objected this idea.
hopefully, things work out this sat.
when the 5 of us, unfortunately or fortunately have to meet.
lols. each of us are starting to get booted out,
and somehow i think i'm the cause of it. lols
because i've yet to get booted out. hais.

i managed to persuade! wooohoooo~ and now, shes trying to.
suddenly, i feel so great! hahahahaha. crap

aiya........... i hate this.... and thanks to my stupid suggestion,
i brought myself into this shit, yet again?

=) 156days to go!
&&& 4 days! tadahhhh!
ok, atleast smth happy for me to talk abt.

i'm so bored today.
its Kindaichi for today!

this must be taken like many years back!
cus i watched it like.. in pri sch? haha.
after which they change the whole cast, except the police inspector.
and i stopped catching it, cus Hajime is not funny anymore. lols!

" the killer is among us" and the camera zooms in to each individual. lols.
" i'll live up to my grandfather's name"
the way he solves the case is amazing... with the help of Miyuki, of course!
but, its just a show? haha.

I want to meet my pri sch mates
I want to meet my kindergarten mates.
I want to go sentosa
I want to go swimming
I want to go SHOPPING!
I want to go to the zoooooo!
I want to go for training
I want thur to come reeaaal soon!

Lastly,
Happy belated birthday to Chialynn.
Happy birthday to Terence.
Happy birthday in advance to Joanne Chua! =)

5 days! is soooooo loooooonnngggggg.
haha. 157 to go! =)

had the session with ms tang today.
went through quite alot i guess.
and i realise theres alot that i need to improve on.
A1 seems ridiculous for me.
i think... B3 i'll be jumping alr! haha.
SHAPE UP OR SHIP OUT.
someone said this before! haha.

they kinda freaked me out with their ghost stories? haha.
i was listening all the way, cus i've got nothing to tell.
and we screamed once for like, er, nth? haha.

i'll be freeeeeee!
and something random again.
i miss watching Dora the Explorer! really!
"swiper no swipping (X3)" (thanks cab!)
" ohhhhh maaaaannnnnnn"
its very cute! haha.
and i love that monkey( i forgot his name )

i've been spending quite alot
and seriously i dont know what i spent on.
i didnt really shopped too.
so where did my money go?!?! haha

158!
20mins to 157.
6 days... =)

had chem in the morning.
was really tired, but manage to complete abt 3 hours of chem. yay!
headed home, slacked.
went out for a football match.
yes... like finally? haha.
so today was SAF VS Sengkang Punggol.
final score was like 5-3 lah. so many goals!
not VERY exciting, but not very boring too.
at least... the goals were nice lah...
my 3 favourites are still there!
there are like 5 angmohs altogether.
and that place brings back alot of memories though.
till here, see you in abt 6months time?

seriously, i cant be bothered with whats going on...

159! =)

it is not pleasant living in a house of chaos.
really, it sucks.
it sucks hearing quarrels every day.
although i'm not involved.
but it gets more and more irritating.
esp when i cannot stand repeated things!!! ahhhh! its killing me!
peace so hard to achieve?! damn it.
i hate this!
i need a break from HOMEEEEE!
oh gosh.

had ms tang's thing today.
and i woke up like 1030, when we're suppose to meet at 11!
rushed to school.
theres another session on fri, 3-5.
PLEASE REMEMBER.
so you wont get screwed the next time.
lols. so i'm like returning to school everyday!
had chem after that.
was tired but didnt really sleep.
headed home.

160!

town-ing!

lit seminar! actually, i find the Unseen session more interesting.
maybe cus its the first one.
shant go into detail.

so, i've been excercising my muscles for the past 2 days.
and even though its kinda tiring, i swear i love it.
haha, walking is fun if your partner is not boring.
so yeah, time past really fast tooooo!
and really, i hate it when fun comes and time flies!
but town is a good place to look at how people dress.
esp girls. and people like me, envy girls that have long and slim legs.
so not only boys can look at girls ok!

after that, met sy. walked again.
so we've created another new word.
dinnae=dinner! haha.
we had a good time recalling the past, again!
laughed like crazy! hahahahaha
see you guys again, er. next week?

i've got so many things to do for this holiday!
i wanna go ZOO!
one thing for sure! i enjoyed myself today =)

play well tmr, TSS NETBALLERS!!

might as well watch kindaichi and dun sleep tonight.

do you always get what you want?

i always believed that we are old enough to decide what we really want in life.
but perhaps, i was wrong.

this is the first time i went for training,
with my earrings on and painted nails.
i forgot lah, or rather, didnt bother to remember! haha.
we joined the sec 3s for drills.
and i miss doing drills, really.
i felt lousy abt myself while doing it.
when you see all your junior's balls zoom pass you.
and yours is like weak and floaty.
well, thats the result of not training for about 2 months.
futhermore, my passes aint very good when i was still in the team.
so its becoming like, worse now.
and the drills were QUITE tiring.
either my stamina really sucks, or we did it too long despite having very lil people.
no. i think its the first.
because i see the rest still surviving. haha.

we played 5 quarters! [sounds wrong]
i played a quarter of C and 4 quarters of WA.
and i was lost! darn! went into the wrong third in the first centre pass!
ok, this isnt the first time, it happened countless of times! haha.
first quarter was like "oh shit, i'm dying"
and all my passes,drives,whatever there is to do were like THIS* (anagram)
but at least it got a lil better after awhile.
and its a total different feeling playing with my (seniors, senior-seniors, senior-senior-seniors)
didnt turn out too bad. though its DAMN tiring! haha.
okay, at least i survived!
3 cheers to Shilin! yay! :D

anw,

Eleven Plus Two = Twelve Plus One!

ABC & XYZ? haha

only sports and sports people are compatible?
haha. whose twisted logic is that?

sorry, the above was super random. hehe!

164!!

whats wrong with me?
i swear i hate this...
omg= MgO [Magnesium Oxide, thanks jingying! haha]

is it good to let someone reliable to know your past?
what would he/she think of you?
would it be better if you keep it to your own?

ultra sensitive to regular sounds,
dont really know how to express yourself through facial expressions,
because they dont show how they really feel through facial expressions and actions, they tend to do 'dangerous' things, when they really cant take it anymore.

i met a weird guy today, and i have no idea what he wants. lols.

165! yay!