ANTI-MULTIPLY!

i'm not going to post at multiply anymore!
one wrong move, and i'll be shot DEAD.

theres no way i can do work in this house.
so i think i can only stay out.
any takers?
lols.

happy 16th birthday, WanRu!
and carol's birthday is coming,
i think there are more than that.
oh yes, ex-capt HUIYU!
"push up position down" SORRY CAPTAIN!
shes the best capt ever!
too bad i'm not in the team anymore. can't play the water games.
they are having friendly against SCGS coming wed.
should i go..? or rather, would i be free to go?

tomorrow is Saturday,
will it be the start of everything? or the end of everything?
anw, i got pretty pissed off the other day,
like... can you give your own OPINIONS?! and stop hmm-ing. lols.
but after that we made her talk somehow.
as in, find some common things to talk about.
i think i'll play nice and take the initiative to crap out some shit tmrw,
so at least we talk, but it has been months since i last looked at her.
most of the time, i look away when i see her.
so it is not only her who is finding it difficulty to face us.
in fact, i find it difficult to face her too.
but hello?! i'm giving it a try.
so can't you?
i'm trying to act like nothing has happened.
although deep down i know i can't.
i remember what she did, and will ALWAYS remember.
although what she've commited is considered serious,
not everything she does is bad lah.
we have to look at the other side too.
so... by doing this, we're actually fulfilling ALOT of people's wish.
people ask, people question, what happened & all those shit.
it may have been fulfilled, BUT. how long do you think this can last?
that will really depend. i hope she've learnt her lesson.
i wont forget how i cried like some assholes,
in the toilet. no actually my eyes were already watery when he announced the main 7.
not her fault actually, but... i just thought it was unfair,
i cried not because i'm emotional. because the rest of the team cried too.
except for some lah. a few. you can count it with your 5 fingers.
and i feel the pain of someone working SOOO hard,and don't get to play.
than a person who has been sitting out for so long due to injury,
taking back a position she don't usually play.
just because... aiya. nvm. i rake up one-quarter of the past, and i'm not going to continue it.

anyway, its over.
the sec 4 & 5 netballers know it.
so i hope, everything will be fine tomorrow.
i'll try to control myself.

pathetic 5? haha, i guess we're really pathetic.