Sian leh.

I am so sick and tired of you,

meeting you and the first thing you do is to scold me, ignore me, give me stupid face.

ytd i went home with my Darlie uniform which i have to agree it's really awful ok.

the top was super small and the skirt was RJC skirt ok.

i had my yellow top over my Darlie fitting top to make it look not so fitting you know.

and it sucks knowing that the first thing u see on your bf's(my rather) is a disgusted face and not a warm smile that shows how much he missed you for the whole day.

den throughout the whole walk, he kept his hands inside his pockets, never talk to me at all.

until i mentioned it to him, is it really the looks that matters?

he said i look cheap/weird like that, especially with my hair up.

but isn't that how i look when we first fell in love!!!

i was like WTH I LOOKED CHEAP?

He said no, it's not you, it's how u dress, like a salesgirl.

the problem is, I AM a salesgirl and i'm not revealing anything so why cheap?

and EVERYONE else can look at me and say i'm cheap I DON'T CARE.

BUT THIS IS COMING FROM MY BF! IT SUCKS...

Today, was suppose to meet him at 8.30.

i was 10mins late because i had to change, return uniform and settle pay stuffs.

he was pissed, again, he greeted me with a 'why should i wait for you' face.

I know you're very nice, because u pick me up after work everyday without fail.

I appreciate that...

But...It's sad you know...

The other time we were on a date. he picked me up.

and the first thing he said to me is.. "you look bad, really really"

again, i don't mind if this was coming from whoever, but ITS YOU!!!

you hurt me too man.

It wasn't THAT revealing that i was showing my cleavage, it was just spag strip dress.

and i wore it with my gladiators look alike.

which i thought was ok, but in his eyes, it looked really bad.

or is it because it was too revealing, in the end i wore a cardi to cover up

and everything was alright...

YOU KNOW EVERYWHERE I GO I TIO SUAN TTM!!!

it sucks, i don't know if it's a joke/truth I SIMPLY DON'T CARE

i kena suan until sian

that now i start to ask myself DO I REALLY LOOK SO CUI!!

Dearest, Am I too kind lately that you're taking advantage of all these?

Or is it me? am i changing? changing to someone uglier someone CUI?

why do you have to use my looks and judge me? be nice when i look good?

If i want to look good forever, will you give me all the $?

Recently i also made a deadly sin any girlfriend would do to a boyfriend.

it wasn't THAT bad, but i broke a promise to my bf, i broke my bf's heart.

in fact, it was the first time in our relationship. He was forgiving. Thanks.

and NO!! stop making guesses now. lol

i am just writing my displeasures.

please do not comment, make any guesses, but u are welcome to talk to me on phone, msn, sms

whatever means.

DO I REALLY LOOK SO CUI!!!!

ANSWER ME!

haissssssssssssssssssssss

BLAST

Today is my last day of my darlie roadshow...

IT WAS A BLAST

I love it though time went pass damn slowly.

but met great ppl, had lots of fun!

I LIKE =DDD

hope will get to work such events again!!

school tmr at 8

sian!

First week of school for the last time?

First week of school was crazily busy and went by crazily fast as well.

Executed Project L.

COOL SHITS!! stayed 2 nights. heh!

played Wii which was crazy as well. having muscle ache now!!

I AM a monopoly deal loser. (re-emphasized AM).

I MUST WIN!! =D still hanging on!!

all i remember this week is Enci's Koi Cafe much thanks!!

thanks guys for the belated bday present!

I went to lecture half the time wihout notes =(

my audit 2 notes are super irritating, small and not user friendly!! arghhh!

I DAMN PEK CHEK NOW CUS I can't do my AFA correctly.

but nevermind, i really don't know how to do and i really tried.

Tmr is the last day of Darlie Roadshow!! yay!!

but pay is only coming in next week =(

hope i can get my survey $ by this next week also

tuition centre have to wait for 15th!!

see how slow my $ are flowing in.

i need $$ manzzz

work today was fun though time went pass super fast.

damn funny also!! nice ppl as always =D

'isham and i have been really busy with our own stuffs every sat and sun.

good and bad. no good in fact. i like the way it is now.

but it's gonna end tmr

i need a job now!! haha. high paid. HAHA no kidding.

i'm tired and i'm working tmr!

and sch at 8 on mon. GREAT!

and guess what. I am not prepared for the 2nd week of school AT ALL!

@loft

FML today man.

woke up on time.

went to bus stop on time.

after waiting for quite some time i realised i did not bring my phone out.

i was in long sleeves and heavy back, chiong back home

to realise my phone had always been inside my bag. HOW GREAT

i went down missed the bus.

i was late for the only lesson i had for the day.

FML!!

crazyyy!!

damn tired now

ARGH

School starts tmr!!

now i abit regret ethical dilemma now!!

cus got 40% oral presentation

but like mentioned earlier, i knew it was going to be a challange

and i'm up to the challange (:

work these 2 days were crazy!! but i like

earned money!!

ok, getting abit of pay this week.

i don't know when my survey pay is coming...

soon i hope

next week work again,

den get $$ can go shopping AHHHHHHHHH~

overnight

@grandma hse
so i could be early @ work tmr. cool shit.

Alone

The other day i was at Orchard alone,

and on the next day i was at JE alone...

both days waiting for Mr Muhammad 'Isham...

brings back memories of xx and xxx respectively. haha

both cute on their own.

xx asked if he could hold my hand through text msg,

while we were in a theater and only the 2 of us.

of cus in the end nvr laaaa, don't like ppl hold my hand before we're tgt. LOL.

and eventually we were never got together, and he's happily engaged now! haha

mich you shld know who i'm referring to.

xxx once asked if i were raped, who's the first person i would call for help.

I said you. He said call police la stupid!!

hahaha.

eventually we broke up on really really bad terms... or is it just me? HAHA

ytd's work was damn fun and easy money.

just count cars and $10/hr

quite easy and is a cannot-go-wrong job.

but requires multitasking skills

just have to wake up super early...

=(

should i work agn tmr? hmmm

OMG

It took Suqi & Shukor 2 years to be accepted by parents and married...

(local footballer + marketing staff in Football Association of Singapore)

Almost similar situation.

I grew up in a liberal family while 'Isham came from a traditional strict strong muslim family.

i am much fortunate than Suqi because i don't like PORK.

and she had to totally stop eating it after eating for 26years!

just when will our parents accept usssss.

my mum not tt bad now alr, at least!!

hope isham become pilot den got free tickets to different country every year

aircraft engineer also can.

HAHA DREAMING TOO MUCH!!

& HAPPY 29th BABE!! =D

much lovessss

SAD

sad to say I DREAD SEC SCH MEETUPS.

haha. it's like going back to school.

weird feeling, but i end up ok once i'm there...

maybe no bff that's why

and SO WHAT if my bf is also my sec sch classmate...

I STILL FEEL THE SAME!! haha

so lucky for you my pri/poly friends,

i'm always excited to meet you guys =D

and no!! i'm expressing my true feelings and I LOVE 4E1'07 anyhow!!

wonderful class, wonderful ppl, just this weird feeling...

sigh...

didn't know my dress so popular! haha



Got it in HongKong for less than $20. miss hk =(

I've been dreaming too much lately,
the impossibles.
Uni, business, braces, YOU!
friends, life, future, money.

I wish I wish I wish...
can't wait to get new brushes for my cui face!! argh!
or maybe shld take care of cui face first. hahaha

I spent too much

I bought 3 packs of Kinder Surprise @ Cold Storage @ Novena ytd.

$4.85!! SO CHEAP RIGHT!! i mean it's cheaper than Cocoa Tree's $8.

May return if it runs out faster than expected.

anw, they import every easter, so this is kind of a yearly thing you know.

ok enough of Kinder Surprise!!

Craving for Cereal Prawn leh!!! =DDDD

I have 18Kinder surprises toy + 2 mario figurine...

ALAMAK, we bought the mario figurine for $4.90

when it is only selling for $3.40 @ cold storage...

similar concept to Kinder surprise!

yay!!

can't wait to get rich laaa! =D i'll end every of my post with this. mwahahaha

awesome friends

met them at 7+ @ PS.

I'm one of the early bird, so rare eh so went in with yd first....

Virgin trip to Ajisen. not too bad... i was damn full so nvr really finish.

All i know i have trouble squeezing myself out of my seat after meal.

WHICH WAS TOTALLY DAMN EMBARRASSING...

ok whatever, i'm fat...

headed off to ajy's house....

can't recall the details but i rmb i almost died of laughing...

it was so bad that i had difficulty trying to talk while laughing.

games were damn fun, i mean WE made it fun!! mwahhahaha

all i rmb was ajy suaning me from beginning till the end...

hope he will change for the better! HAHA

miss them so much now =(((((((((((

all of them slept

amanda and I were the last 2 ladies standing.

gossiped so much. I LIKE! YAY!!

but rested for an hour before heading off for mac breakfast!

How come it still feels awkward after so long!! =(

Today I did an interesting search...

I searched " Chua Shi Lin" on google and guess what

i found another Chua Shi Lin

who plays netball, same age(older by a few months), taking accounting & finance in TP,

much slimmer than I am.

so interesting right!! but of course, I'm still proud of who i am because i'm prettier. HAHAHA

no la!! wth!

and she wants to go bintan too. ME ALSO LEHHH

i had the courage to face the fact today.

took my weight....

the good thing is i'm 2kg from overweight that is if i have not grown in height

i'm still healthy with regards to BMI

the bad thing is... I'm THIS CLOSE to stepping into overweight...

HAIS, all my slimming regime obviously failed.

but i'm determined to work on it again although there is no guarantee it'll succeed this time.

I want to look good, but don't think it'll help since my da tui is there for life.

just lose some weight go tanning and i'll look healthy....

Soon =( still aiming for my F21 jacket. haissssssssss

$$$$$ leh?

A good blogger

A good blogger

doesn't need a perfect blogskin to start with...

needs really good content to attract ppl(that explains why ppl don't visit my blog!!)

i've been looking hard for a new blogskin to replace this, but to no avail.

I know it's getting boring but i love it anyhooooo =D

1) I got blueblacks from trng on monday, but dearest said once u have them u'll get immuned to it, I still suck, maybe should buy padded pants alr. LOL!

2) I had a weird dream last night... It was BAD 'isham who was my ex, and GOOD 'Isham who is my current bf. and then somehow I was out on a date with BAD 'isham who was really nice though i know it's all an act(he used to be nasty) so the date was full of rejection, he tried to hold my hand which failed. I wasn't even hesitating. at the end of the day, GOOD 'isham was with JON den i ran to him and he saved me from BAD 'isham. hahahaha how cute right.

this proves 2 things, one... I don't lick what I spit two... 'Isham better be good or else he'll be my ex. LOL!!

3)can't wait for a date with babe to the beach? ARGH!!

4)hooked onto Westlife's songs for now!! calms me down at the end of the day with such soothing songs...

5) Had Pizza for dinner during work! yay!! seeeee FAT!

work+fun

tmr is 3rd day of work.

calling for his mum became quite an easy job after i took some time to familiarise...

centre duty still learning was on full shift 2.30-10 today

the good thing is i'm earning $$

and there are 5 weeks this month!

means more $$

but i think my pay still quite little though it's acceptable. sigh...

hope can do well and boss increases pay...

called a few parents today. a few parents/students called in today...

abit scared but now i think not that bad alr, won't stumble on my words or maybe not as much.

but still gotta familiarise myself with the centre's operations, classes, procedures...

after work tmr can finally take a break to bid my primary school friends goodbye

as they enter a journey of torture+enjoyment. lol...

can't wait! =D

can't wait to get my pay as well! but far from now leh... =(

i need more more $ sigh