没心读书 SUCKS

xdd xmm

I was watching the yog highlights of girl's football

got this girl called obiang~ from equatorial guinea(sp?)

watched bronze medal playoff last eveining.

the cubs rocks like totally.

nice 2nd goal. hehehe

watched the finals too. Haiti damn rough, Bolivia down to 10BOYS. lol

but aiya, not exciting at all, Bolivia could score 4 more after 1 of their players kena sent off.

Singapore would have given a better fight.

OH BTW I PASSED MY FTT LIAO WOR~ HAHA

bitch language

YES!! learn driving driving drving

licence licence is so within my reach. LOL

I love watching sports whatever it is, as long as got singapore can alr.

HAHA, so exiciting except boxing. don't quite understand YET, someday someday.

YOG closing ceremony today. cannot imagine how it'll be like without live coverage on TV

but that just means i have more time to study huh.

I WILL MISS YOG, though i'm not directly involoved.

but at lease i got go watch match, so in a way i'm involved.

hehe. ALL the best xiao di di, xiao mei mei, may you grow up to be future olympians

see you in london! HAHAHA chey. like i have the money

I WANT MERLY but no more!!

i must buy so next time i can tell my kids

see, the first yog is held in singapore.

this was the football match i went to when the boys were 15years old.

now they are playing for the senior national team alr.

in anyway, WELL DONE TEAM SINGAPORE!!!

can't wait for asian games guangzhou in november

asean football tournament in december

SHIOK SHIOK AH~ year 2010 is the sex!!

wah think too much alr! HAHA BYEBYE!

I AM NOT PRC

As much as i love China Pocky, the cheap stuffs in China...

I LOOK LIKE PRC MEH???

wtf sooooo gonna rant about my scary experience this morning.

I was supposed to have driving at 10am today.

but i reached too early, so... i was sitting at the platform seat waiting for time to pass.

THEN, came an uncle who sat beside me.

he kinda like stared at me. and you can just feel it when someone is looking at you!

trains at both sides passed, but he didn't board, then i knew something bad was coming.

he talked to me say I LOOK LIKE PRC LEHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

ok, not the point, i think he prolly fake some story say i look like his tenant

i wasn't really listening cus i was on my mp3.

k den he asked me some questions and asked for my name i told him a fake name. LOL

den i knew it was gonna lead further plus time is almost up,

so i said i had to go for my driving lesson.

den he said wanna make friend and asked for my number! LOL

funniest shit ever, UNCLE YOU ARE TOO OLD FOR ME LA.

but i was being nice, i rejected him very very nicely.

at least i nvr make him paiseh right, i just said no thanks den i went off.

while i was walking away he say he can drive, he can teach me how to drive.

SHIT YOU LA UNCLE

after i was back from driving about 1hr later,

he was still there looking for his next prey and the cycle continues...

i'm watching volleyball on tv now.

they play at toapayoh, OH SO MUCH MEMORIES!!

volleyball IS NOT EASY at all. lol but maybe can grow taller.

singapore is leading now! lol.

while they were having timeout

they say "讲话讲话讲话" MWAHAHAHA

so much like netball.

egypt is so weird... about 4 or 5 are wearing tudung and are in long sleeves and slightly longer shorts, the other 4-5 are not wearing tudung and are in short sleeves and normal shorts.

got one wear sleeveless? hahahah so weird

den why one person from the team always wear different jersey?

somebody enlighten me. LOL

ALAMAK.

Singapore sucked today.

Maybe cus no Dhukhilan and Iskandar...

they deserved to lose based on performance

today i don't see alot of teamwork....

a number of missed opportunities though.

totally different play from what i saw against Montenegro.

zzzz watch until VERY PEKCHEK at home!!

but Haiti time wasting like abit zai.

the keeper also very Bastard. still can dribble dribble.

should get red card. ALL OF THEM. LOL

but it's ok, they will lose to Bolivia anw....

I have a feeling Singapore will lose to Montenegro in the Bronze medal playoff.

plus no Illyas this time!! and Brandon!

but... of course i hope they make it!!

Good luck and till then, MY FTT ON TUESDAY.

Need to start on studies sooon, MA sucks

ehhhh i just realise i have double chin since last time

see my pic!! hahahahaha

so not much of a prob...

jitao is qi pian zi ji. but nvm... better than no consolation

I WANT NICE SKIN COLOUR!! it's too fair now!!

but aiya i'm fair by nature leh

mr teh say i go moon tanning bathe with bleach.

mwahahaha no choice!! I want HEALTHY LIFESTYLE

but with 'Isham abit difficult ah, RIGHT? hahaha

oh so i've discovered some stalkers around.

Hi stalkers please own up now!! HAHA

BITCHANATE

WAH I FEEL DISGUSTED W MYSELF NOW.

I HATE THIS FEELING.

get over it soon, please...........

i'm sucha bitch, and no. i'm not gonna allow myself to be one.

i ain't gonna be slut, be no hu li jing. LOL

Appetite hasn't been good recently.

partly cus i wake up with half the day remaining.

so i'll usually wait for dinner.

and now fasting period, but i can't live without water.

hehe...

It's been a long time since i felt and looked healthy.

I WANT AND I WILL!

starts NOW!

Triple J's as always

eco field trip, the best always 1735.

imitate superstar success. mwahahaha

the worst neoprint we've taken so far. so embarrasing to post this but...

it's part of our memories!

Double J's! can't remember which year (:

OUR FIRST EVER NEOPRINT. I only have 2 left. treasure treasure. heh

ytd we had the best talk after a long long time.

we had about 4 hours of conversation.

though it was an online conversation.

i felt real.

and i SUPER MISS THEM AND THE REST OF MY CLIQUE!

we were reminiscing those times when were very popular. mwahahaha

our business tactics, how we reject other triple j's wanna be.

"hu li jing" is spoiler (:

still remember we quarreled once. and we were ok the next day!

won't say the reason. don't know if it's gonna be sensitive anot.

超爱你们! 老大and老小

MARINA BAY SANDS HERE WE COME!! (:

and for now, i won't reveal their current faces.

mwahahaha stay tuned for my 2 pretty ladies k!!

anw side note: if bto is successful i might move to bukit panjang a few years later.

ever since i move out of my old place, which i really LOVE ALOT.

i've been yearning to go back.

but now i'm having second thoughts cus' it's so far!! =(

and last time i got company cus my pri sch friends also stay around there

and i got escort home too HAHAHAAHA opps.

oh maybe by then i can drive?

not maybe, is CONFIRM!

k den jiayou ba. hope bto is successful.

bro was right, 苦的日子终于要过了.

the past 19 years of my life was crazy, ups and downs and i'm glad i have alot of support from MANY PEOPLE.

which i really appreciate. but soon soon, it's all coming to an end.

they say 先苦后甜，i truly believe in that.

JIAYOU BA!!

NO life

i'm blogging like everyday.
不知道是不是好现象
anw! I was at Kismis for BBQ just now.
w the rest of TA08 and a few teachers (:
nice food, thanks Chef Li
and nice ppl like always.
super miss the rest of them!!
I WILL MISS YOU GUYS SUPER ALOT! even though i always PS, BUT I LOVE YOU PPL!
have fun drinking tonight, i mean now! (:

anw, talk about my unfortunate event just now.
i forgot my bottle had ice milk tea from saturday.
den i nvr wash jitao put water inside.
while i was in the bus i took a sip of water
wtf. taste sour and like rotton/decomposed bread.
den i took a look at the water. ma de so many particles floating.
and the smell is disgusting i swear. argh
k den move on to the nice part.
met jon and isham in sch so i could get my fun pack, YAY!
THANKS JON, YOU ROCK!

STUDY　STUDY

"Forever"

We use the word "Forever" too often that it becomes meaningless.

so tired~

Looks like i'm wasting my day in front of the com,

not doing anything that seem productive. kns.

TMR I WILL START STUDYING! LOL

but tmr is a start of yet another busy week.

my schedule is packed from mon-fri and i really need to find time.

can't wait for exams to be over.

today i just lazed around, watch YOG on tv, sadly.

tomorrow will be a better day.

so tired zzzz

Will upload pics soon! I know u guys miss my face. HAHA

YOG football Sg opening

Singapore Vs Zimbabwe

ANGRY TO THE MAX. the kids there making me freaking pissed

but oh well, they got what they deserved. really STFU. lol

i have so much to say but i'm so so tired

Sg won 3-1

they scored like in the first 10 seconds of the match.

still cannot accept the fact i'm watching xiaodidi watch,

the stadium was full house.

which is very very very rare for local football matches.

but so far i'm impressed with what i saw.

would be back for more if i have the time!

NICE! and yog committee should really consider looking into

giving the volunteers a proper briefing before they start duty.

because they don't even know what they are doing.

so lucky i didn't join yog as a volunteer.

and plus, i think those guys nvr watch soccer matches before.

situation 1: the Singapore sports council ppl i suppose gave out some flag that says

'we are the champions' with the 'LETS PLAY" logo.

they say no banners/ flags allowed.

situation 2: they gave out horns to the fans

they say cannot have anything that make sound

HAHA apparently they messed w the wrong guy cus this guy was very very firm with his stand

he insisted it was not against the rules. because SSC is indeed in cooperation w yog

and that the flag has nth to do with advertising.

he said " This is not a funeral, this is a soccer match ".

which i felt was damn true, WE NEED NOISE. and plus, there were vuvuzelas being blown

at the grandstand. PLUS!! If they really wanted to minimize the noise. why give us clappers in the first place?

OH anw, the yog volunteer was like " i'm sorry but we don't allow anything that produces sound"

den the guy replied. den you shouldn't even be here in the first place.

POWER SHIT!! lol

and another disgusting guy came with the FIFA RULE BOOK showing him that NO MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS ARE ALLOWED IN MATCHES.

den the guy jitao reply. THIS IS A HORN(plastic), NOT A TRUMPET. a trumpet is a musical instrument.

imba shit, super like his spirit.

Never accept No as an answer!!

so in the end they got nth to say, allow lor (:

DAMN SHIOK THE FEELING.

before that alr very pissed w the same guy alr.

cus the disgusting volunteer damn guailan.

we ta pao food into the stadium which is TOTALLY OK in sleague matches.

so we went to the first gate den they say cannot have branding.

we used duct tape cover all the brand name.

den we headed to the second gate on the opposite side they say NO OUTSIDE FOOD.

i mean if you have a standard procedure to follow, can you like make sure it's consistent.

wtf one side say one thing.

in the end we still bring it inside like many others...

den eat slowly (:

first they never state in the tickets.

secondly, they say they did.

ok, and if sleague is one of the top 10 asia's league.

shouldn't the same rules apply for international and a PROFESSIONAL league?

no outside food means no outside food from the start

and not because got yog den suddenly NO OUTSIDE FOOD.

no wonder sg football is slow in progress.

oh and i promise i'll bring sg flag, the same flag that they tried to disallow, sg vuvuzela

and lastly MACDONALDS since it's a sponsor or yog.

i help you do free advertising. see what you gotta say (:

WHAT A START TO YOG

but argh, it's over and i feel dumb getting pissed over something small.

trust me, these kids can do a better job. see you (:

AND OH!! guess who i saw at the stadium!

News anchor from mediacorp.

omg. she damn enthu dunnoe why.

see, never judge a book by it's cover.

and who says girls can't enjoy watching soccer =D

GOOOOOO Singapore!!!

AWESOME 2010.

YOG

ASEAN CUP

ASIAN GAMES.

shiok shiok shiok.

Yay...

YOG w amanda yesterday! SHIOK. crowd control is really bad.

but i think on the actual day it shouldn't be that bad

since the entry ticket is actually an ezlink card so they should have a gantry and should clear ppl faster.

the show itself was not bad la...

but not fantastic in my opinion.

before that we had to learn this 'dance' for bep's I gotta feeling

JITAO CANNOT COORDINATE -_- no wonder not dancer

the whole thing was damn HIGH. the songs super nice.

no wonder it's YOUTH olympics, even the motivators are like sec school boys and girls.

AND DAMN I FEEL SO OLD.

but but!! i'm still EIGHTEEN. mwahahahaha

in the beginning it was a relive of childhood, shan't reveal much, watch it (:

many many kids running around, dancing...

they introduced all the ethnic groups, so each got their own song.

ok la, malay got this selamat datang song, apparently i only understood that line.

chinese you know they play what song?! 客人来看爸爸，爸爸不在家。

Super random, chinese should have a welcome song also!

den it came to chapter 5/6 where there was this monster thing.

the subsequent chapters i don't know what they doing alr.

like no link??

but i feel that the point they used water for performance quite new and nice!!

but i don't know why they used French leh.

maybe most of the other countries understand French?

Looking forward to YOG, probably pick a sport either badminton/football.

table tennis games like too fast. badminton can cheer abit football like again -_-

i wanna watch something new =D

but i think football got more xiao didi to watch la. HAHA

ma de!! last time watch young lions( my favs bai, shahril ) all see kor kor

i was 14 then. now watch young lions around the same age! zzz

omg reminds me of BC =(

it was the only love at first sight so far...

but it was a bad ending jitao bad terms. lol

k i think i niam-ed enough about BC.

I had a weird dream.

It was all about primary school.

maybe cus we saw lennard choi ytd. HAHA

i even dreamt about hpps principal Mr Lim (at that time)

super miss primary school life!!

MEET UP AFT EXAMS.

i have have 1 week!

AND I HAVE A BAD/GOOD NEWS!

MA DE PSA office not at PSA building.

it's at tanjong pagar -_-

The only consolation is that i can still take 30! although longer...

but there is not much difference between taking train and mrt.

and take mrt still need to change bus.

YES I LOVE 30!!

and since it's at keppel.

that means i get to see ships, cargo, containers,

custom and maybe i can ship things from overseas for free.

HAHAHA anyhow -_-

I LOVE PSA! but not the working hours =(

k la. persevere only.

and my bro just got a car.

which means...

I MUST FASTER GET LICENCE LEH.

i now chioing 2 times a week cus last 2 weeks didn't go driving

no time =(

chiong ah~~

hais

shit man

i just heard evil children's laughter from my laptop

i was drinking water while watching tv.

creeeeeepy.

SERIOUS SHIT LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

I WENT HOME EARLY TODAY EH =(

really pu sa bao you.

Last.

Went town with babe and friends today...

had swensens plus buffet. omg killer but i love it.

nice ice cream (: weird flavours but no swensens again for the next 1 year? HAHA.

went abit of shopping but of cus didn't get anything.

spent too much recently.

yog tmr.

loft tmr.

fasting starts tmr (:

don't feel so much of a problem now, guess i'm pretty used to it alr.

GREAT!!

recently saw alot of my ex(s)

hahaha. Great to see all of them doing well!!

and nope, two timing sucks. One should never be greedy.

though the feeling like a shiok la. but it's all temporary. HAHAHAHA

I think I got my karma alr...

Never again...

and Hi 'Isham i owe you money. NONONO

LOVES 6F

Impromptu meet up with amanda, ljy and sy joined us later

had Han's for dinner and sy joined us for dessert at Cafe Cartel.

some unglam stuff happened in between which I will not elaborate

cus we are glam people! HAHAHA

then impromptu decision to stay over at sy's house.

sy's suitor sent us to her hse. hahahahaha

had karaoke session. spam s.h.e like a fun only.

Hongyi so cuteeeeee!~ sing Remember!!

really will grow up to be a handsome boy.

after that sy drove us in her new family car to geylang

gps fail and i no sense of direction...

Tao huey at geylang lorong dunnoe what.

Rocher tao huey, prostitutes.

you tiao oil like freeee.

headed to changi village, random idea again.

it was 3+ then, thought got no more bapok

but in the end still got 6-7.

the boobs 3/4 show except the nipples. LOL

we saw one guy talking to one of the (girl)?

cool experience.

den sent ljy home.

got lost in tampines.

asked 2 taxi drivers. sy damn brave as usual...

finally see heaven PIE Tuas quoted from SY. haha

ht home at redhill then me home!

by the time i reached home it's 6+ alr.

Good morning all, and i forgot to bring my keys. gg.

woke my mum up to open the door for me. lol

GREAT DAY WITH BABESSSS~!

AGAIN AGAIN!

SO much to say... *heavy text*

I have so much to say, yet I can't find where to start...

Yesterday, I was stuck in my own world which I have not been for a long long time.

Just before my eyes close, before I bid farewell to the night sky and welcome the morning sun.

I had this urge to make a decision.

A decision I once made and promised not to regret.

I left, seeking for a new enjoyment, a new sport.

one and a half years gone, I enjoyed what I did, made great friends, great teammates.

Time was short, too short for me to feel a deep sense of belonging.

yet I still feel attached to this Futsal team.

I wish I could still train weekly, have fun with the girls, play match.

But... I came to realise that enjoying training may not be a good thing afterall.

Truthfully, I don't recall times I enjoyed Netball training for the 4 years.

It was tough every training, breaking free from your comfort zone.

competing a place for the main 12 didn't come too easy.

Yet at the end of the day, I feel training was all worthwhile...

I hate using Menses as an excuse for PMS for being immobile for being slow.

and especially as an excuse NOT TO RUN!

never had been a problem to me until last Tuesday.

I admit I am never the fastest runner.

Never the one who goes on to say "don't give up".

but at least I tried my best.

But the problem is, I don't even see myself putting the effort.

because I feel it was unnecessary to waste my energy

on something that does not give me any return.

(I totally forgot the personal benefit it can bring)

Conversely, in the past, I know if I work hard enough,

I will get a place in the main 12, a chance to represent my school.

and I don't like what I am seeing now.

Should I have even in the first place broken ties with Netball,

even though it is still where my passion lies?

Now, I am thinking of going back to Netball...

But then again, there are too many things to consider

and i totally lost touch with the game for 3 years.

I am not as competitive,fit and ready and committed anymore.

But I want to be mentally stronger, and i believe a competitive sport is just the right one.

I am not saying Futsal is bad or harmed me in anyway,

I am taking this to a very personal level.

I am very pessimistic, very weak mental strength...

that most of the time, in fact of me encouraging my teammates

they end of encouraging me...

and because of this mental strength, I lose alot of confidence in myself.

That's when i make stupid mistakes which are sometimes too costly to risk.

Now in poly, I am building confidence but I am losing strength.

And they work together...

I don't know what to do =(

But thanks futsal peeps for the wonderful time every week!

esp trainers 'Isham, Jon, Weixiong, Irfan, Vic

You guys were AWESOME!

Moving on, I am finally entering to the last phase of Polytechnic

I still cannot believe I am in ACCountancy.

I met the best people, best friends to form the best TA08!! weeeeee~

Rock my Socks! like TOTALLY!!!

a sad thing we can't join polympics this year. But it's ok! 2 is better than 1.

I also had the chance to choose AUDITING for my 6 months internship.

I would be more than interested if this was offered to me 3 years ago

Meiyun, Cheechin and Mich you should get what I mean!!

Check for loopholes, embezzlement!!

But I realised that's not what I really want.

These things really is Forgive but cannot Forget...

I feel aimless. I don't think I can make it to a local U.

and i'm sure I don't want to be an accountant.

Well, Shall deal with exams before I decide what I really want to do in my life.

Love

It's first day of the week and i'm damn happy!!

1. i am done with ED DEBATE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2., i am only left with BCOMM

3. I didn't drag myself to class today

4. Futsal tmr!

5. NDP preview SHIOK ONLY, damn happy got Kit Chan =D original still the best

6. I AM GOING FOR YOG PREVIEW! 2010 is such a great year!

7. ITS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL

8. Paranormal Activity 2 coming out!

9. Inception SO NICE until I come out asking myself whether I AM DREAMING.

10. Bought my Newlook top!!

let's move on to the not so happy stuffs

1. probably stay veggie for this week. Miss Noora showed us a video on animal rights called 'earthlings' killed my appetite totally. Killing animal sucks ttm!!

2. I got class at 9 tmr and free from 11-2!

3. Babe's fasting next week!

4. I need more sleep :( 7 hours optimal. aim aim target target

5. should i play hello kitty online or sims 3? hmmm

I LOVE EVERYTHING NOW!! NOW!