HEY PEOPLE! it has been quite sometime since you heard bout me right?
i know me readers missed me. HAHAHA (act only).
sorry, but i had been very very busy with work.
i dun even have time to meet that guy of mine(my camel).
everyday wake up early, return home late...
by the time i come home, too tired to get online....
bathed, watch a lil tv and go to bed!
but so far, i've been enjoying work.
maybe cus theres no HER.
plus marisah quite fun lahhh.
and working with meiyun also. lols.
many things happened recently.

marisah very nice, treat us breakfast and even dinner.
once i told her, " i very hungry eh"
the next moment, nasi lemak appeared.
like whao! i mean which boss would do that.
she even allowed me to eat breakfast during my working time!
whereas the other one. asked me to give up the damn flyers.
which i kinda rebelled and did something else. heh.

so far so good. i'm enjoying life.
well, at least these hard work will pay off once i receive my pay.
then i can get myself a new MP3! YAYYYYYY!

my christmas was spent at work. with lots of orders and customers.
the night before. i got screwed up damn badly, i'm so sorry.
i know it gets irritating and all, but i'm really sorry.
till now, my mum is still strongly against the idea of staying my night outside.
i dont know how to convince her for countdown.
i know shes getting vexed and all.i hope i can help her lessen her burden..
but then, i really want to spend my night outside.
sigh. how?

ALAMAK!
24th gotta work...
i wanna go jityong's house again!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although no sy ( she travelling marathon lah )
but i also dunnoe what time i finish work....
den go there also dangerous. LOLS.
but tempted sial.
although go there alot of times alr. but still feel like going. heh.
see the schedule how lor. lols

braham told me he 9 pts for n's den dunnoe go what higer nitech.
i also blur?!?!
muhaimin 12 points...
lennard 11 points...
alamak! why like that.
i think next year my turn to say alamak to myself. lols.

woke up very early tonight..
went to work at 9 (earliest ever)
saw jasmine already there, making wasabi.
den after that while i was topping up ginger shoyu and wasabi.
i found it very disgusting. so after i was done. i went to vomit...
lols. not purposely. maybe in the first place i wasnt really feeling that good.
moreover, i had peanut butter bread this morning.
so its vomit with the taste of peanut butter and lots of water. LOLS.
(yucks, i know)
anw, i vomited without anyone knowing. smart right? =)

after that meiyun came. den we keep talking already.
marisah treat ice milo leh....... wah, thanks bosssss.
haha. whatever we do, we just talk.
even i break, i talk to her, she break, she talk to me.
this is to oppose marisah's idea of not putting us together. LOLS!
my break was 2-4. and marisah purposely put her break 4-6
DAMN! so marisah was gay as usual. zzzz.
squeezed inari again.. deliveries..blah blah blah.
nei nei was there today.
i was like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
fadhila poor thing ah, lols. kenna shoot by us badly. real bad.
go with june, den what jasmine. hahahaha
lame ass lah he. i guess he had a goood day. maybe hugging or sweet-talking or whatsoever!
sun i think i wanna shoot him more. wahahahahaha.
who ask him go complain to marisah that meiyun and i keep talking...
after that like fadhila said, i got no friend after meiyun went to raffles.
so i just slack around. waste time. wait till 9pm! hehehe.
make sushi, and blah blah blah.
den even when she come back i'm still slacking...
after that continue making fun of fadhila. LOLS!
den he super irritated. den go push the locker door, 'lock' us inside.
lame ass lah. LOLS!

today was okay lah. but it'll be of course better, without her. lols!

i miss my dearest....

i ought to blog. LOLS.
cursing session, yet again -_-. pardon me, people.
yesterday met dearest in the morning, close to afternoon.
someone was late again. lalalala.
not his fault lah, is his ego who wants to look hot. HAHA.
so blah blah blah.
we met 2 TWITS , primary school kids only.
wah... all the vulgarities splurt out like us saying "meh, lor, lah, hor"
every sentence at least one. haha. actually only one of them...
wah. insult us summore. haha.
her sex organs not even fully develop, wanna talk alr. LOLS. zzz
but she reminds me of the old me.
except i wasnt as pro as her...
phew~ but now i am free of those.
i'm a civillised person ( ok, wth ).

that scene reminds me of my primary school days.
getting protective over our "loved ones"
haha. all the gangs lah. fights... and all those...
so anw, i hope i see those kids again.
because i think they dun even know thesex organs in english -_-.
so maybe i could be nice and give them free bio tuition.
and help them promote to a secondary school. LOLS!

after that went to work...
was late for a minute. haha.
at first quite slack. cus not much customers and done with the deliveries.
after that went to clear tables, squeeze inari den talk to the staffs.
LUCKILY HONG NEI NOT THERE.
had lots of fun.
Marisah is a FEMALE!!!! ahhhh!
den Marisah keep imitating hong peng...
" i not scared the rain, the rain scared me" LOLS man.
i worked till 11pm.
Marisah: how you going home?
Me: 30
Marisah: bus?
Me: ya. bus 30
Marisah: i thought you say TURKEY(thirty) lame assssss.
while i was on the way home, marisah was nice to ask me to get home safe..
and she asked if i had any enquiry...
i asked her whether she goes to girl's or guy's toilet...
and abt her name. LOLS.
fun work day without her.
i hope tmr toooooo.

I HATE YOU HONG NEI. I HATE YOU.
i hope everyone knows how much i hate you lah, neh neh =D ( it rhymes )
24/7 bittergourd face. forever glum..
eeeyer. how to be waitress like that.
act nice only.
trip me down.
go and die lah lah.
come from malaysia big meh?
you have those ppl behind you big meh?
i'll call it quits once this idiotic contract ends.
i hope all of the staffs see how much i hate you.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.
eyebrow-less.. cheh.
balik kampung lah!

yay!!!!! grandma's fine!!!
just an operation will do. phew~~~

HOWEVER, on the other side, i've got a bad news on hand..
sigh, sad. but nth i can do bout it. lols.

had pizza with the Wadthing girls today.
the lunch was okay.
but i feel awkward somehow.
the fun part was only the pizza.
cheechin added lots of chilli + cheese.
she ended eating what she added. lols.

just as i thought someone could save me from that horrible situation.
i got 'rejected' as well.
went home.
msged amanda...
YAY! she passed. 9 points for N's.
i'm happy for her and she sounded so high over the phone.
great girl! =) i wait for you next year hor!
perhaps, this is the only thing that made my day.

next year, my turn.. i cant be bothered actually. ZzZz
good results go do banking. lousy results go do maritime.
worst come to worst. go ite lor.
while most of the ppl around me starts school on Jan 2nd.
i'll have a job hopping session...
and bite my job for another 2-3 months before i start school.

my brain's rusty. but! go school can see shuai ge ( thats a motivation )
wahahahahahaha.! i'm so looking forward to poly life!
[ ok lah, i'm saying this just to agitate the GUY who'll be reading this. lols.]

i'm back! woohooo~
the trip was good. but loooooong.

sat afternoon went banquet for lunch den headed to kranji.
LONG bus ride, squeezy and everything you can think of.

Called dearest at woodlands checkpoint.
it was pretty fast. BUT.
The malaysia one ah, squeezy + HOT! no aircon like ahdoiiiii!

still talking to dearest until singtel proclaim dead.
FINALLY, Larkin! bought the tickets.

Cepat Ekspress. but cepat meh?!

LONG 2hour and like 30mins ride. ZzzZz

slept in the bus. cus was DAMN tired.

reached. my cousin (same age as me) vroooom vrrrrooooooooom!

come and pick us home( to her house lah )

i was like FREAKING scared. cus first, no helmet.
second: she is new.
third: road uneven
forth: all the slopes...
fifth: my last ride on a bike was SO LONG ago. when my granny was still alive. sigh...
i miss her man...

reached. WEIQIAN!! YONG PENG! ( we used to get DAMN excited over that)
and DEAREST, its Yong Peng not Malacca or whatsoever. LOLS

DUMB ME. dunnoe how to get off the bike.

my skin touched the engine there.
BURNT.

sexy right! LOLS!
bathed and had dinner.
after that my mum wanted to buy ( i think it's alled dragonfruit )
so the 2 other younger cousins ( btw, i got 4 female cousins )
rode bicycle + my mum to the place.
my mum offered to give me a ride.
but looking at her, + all the slopes.
i ran instead.
you cant expect a lighter person to carry such a big person like me.
so i ran!!! yay! exercise. BUT! it was damn dark. not much street lights
and i was afraid i might fall. but luckily i didnt.
reached. STALL CLOSED! (DARN!)
saw my other cousin( the bike one )

den she gave me a ride to econsave. BOUGHT LOTS OF TIDBITS.

cheap cheap. LOLS.

my cousins have got hamsters and they were super cute.
although i didnt get like close contact with them.
slept at 1030. amazingly, with the oscillating fan and the clock ticking,
i was able to sleep! wohooo~ and i woke up the LATEST!( sad)

it has been like 2 years since i last been there.
the hse. not much changes. but my cousins all became fater.
haha! maybe me also lah.... but nv say only.
the prettiest still the 3rd one. xinxin!
the 2nd oldest is gonna overtake me in terms of height =( ( 3 years younger )
all of them have rebonded hair... they have natural CURL! darn.
its amazing how people with natural curls wish to have straight hair...
and people with straight hair wish to have curly hair. hmm.
I LEFT MY BELOVED water bottle there =(
i miss you! but nvm. you'll be replaced. wahahahhahaha.
i'm gonna go for a hunt. a cute one like my love potion maybe.

i stopped my story halfway. LOLS. so took the coach and went back to Larkin.
from there. took a cab to CITY SQUARE!

had breakfast cum lunch!

its some Robin's portuguese chicken or smth.
IT TASTED SO GOOOD! i love it.

15+RM for 2 person, including a drink + eggtart. worth it right?

the egg tart IS GOOOD! soooo nice. i wanna eat again!

after that, went for facial...

the facial was NICE! the ambience and all.
but the extraction ( SQUEEZING of PIMPLES, BLACKHEADS AND WHATEVER )

is VERY painful. lols.

they put moist cotton over your eyes.

so even if it hurts like shit and you teared. no diff! LOLS.

theres cleansing.. mask and scrub plus this machine operated by electric current.
theres this tube that will be rub against your skin ( not painful thou)
all these for only 95RM ( normal facial )

my mum did the Oxygen facial.

christmas promotion...

2 facials free 1 facial.
so i got 6 facials in hand now.
this time its the better facial. with the serum and double masque! woohoo.

HALF THE PRODUCTS!

after facial... jap food for dinner.
greetings like sakae.
food not like sakae.
the chawamusi there nicer leh. (but more ex)
the food were ok. i like the miso soup and the setting.
didnt have much sushi cus after eating the rice very full alr. LOLS.

very spacious. nice setting unlike sakae.

they even have a gaming station. haha. sakae lose alr.

wines and ROWS of Comics! whao. the staffs there are nice and always with a smile.
unlike some we have in sakae ZzZz.

shopped a lil while after that. saw this really nice golden shoes.
but cus the material is soft and it gets lose easily...
so mummy said not worth it. lols.

too late alr. cant shop much. so.. went home.

Sunday @ Johor for you.

see you again, Jan 5th =)

hi everybody, i'm high today!

i'll skip the boring morning ( it rhymes ).
today( i mean yesterday ) is 14th Dec.
meaning, a month after prom.
which also means..... haha. you know what.

so anyway, my dearest brought me out today.
he always asked me not to expect much, but it always turns out good.

in the bus, watched Kendrick play against Taufik.
Kendrick always lead the first 2 points. Subsequently, Taufik overtook him.
we reached! and WALKED super long ( thanks to someone, haha, KIDDING )
after a loooooooooong walk, we finally reached.
and we saw something disturbing.
a woman in white, with long hair covering the face, at the shelter, by the side.

and it gets kinda freaky because you know, things can happen.

we were ( actually only him ) getting all paranoid.
we walked closer and CHEY! realised its a couple.
the man was lying on the woman's lap and was blocked by the pillar.

and we watched the sunset. ( romantic right..... dun get jealous. heh)

we spent quite sometime there. from 5+ till 7+.
and lots of happenings, and some were FUNNY.
we saw a cat along our way, and SOMEONE's reaction was so big.
which still makes me laugh. hahahahaha.
& the indian couple!
there were lots of mosquitos.
when it became darker,

i was asked not to open my eyes too big, not to point, not to look up.

below us were trees, bushes and all.

at night, it was beautiful! with all the lights. whao!

when we were returning back....

someone was scared. ( actually me a lil' affected by him )

but we tried to keep ourselves occupied by talking.

soon, we saw people and felt 'safe'

headed to town for Ramenten. but got mac instead.
even mac was like irritating.
so many people eating mac.
but we finally got a place at Taka. ( after visiting like 3 of them )
had our meal + SUGAR fries. heh.

took train followed by bus home.
like so late alr! 11+

hot right. i've got another pic of him smiling ( you hardly see him smile dont you? )
but i know he'll kill me if i post it up here.

Tomorrow, i'l be off to Malaysia.
which means i wont see the guy above.
i miss his tweety bird lips. hah.
Brown Boy ( hotty ), you'll be MISSED!

Work was boring today... ZzZz
maybe cus Marisah wasnt around.
after working for several weeks.
came to realise, Marisah is more fun to work with.
all the imitations, questioning, laughters, shootings.
but then again, it doesnt make my work so boring.
and when theres nth to do, i'll just slack.
Whereas for Irene, i had to do lots of things.
BUT!!! today, Fadhila( a guy ) told me something Unbelievable.
at first i couldnt believe it. but somehow, i thought bout the actions
and maybe, yeah, its true... BUT STILL UNBELIEVABLE LAH!!!
ended work slightly later.
but still, BORING.

on a lighter note, i'll be out with my boy tomorrow.
and on sat and sun, i'll be going to malaysia.
to visit my aunt ( and some other motive ) and then go SHOPPING

havent slept for more than 24hours.
and thats like amazing, seriously.
usually after staying up late for the whole night,
my next move would be to go back home and sleep!
but this time, I SURVIVED. i'm so proud to say that I SURVIVED!
remained awake until now! woohoo. and feeling a lil tired.

9/12/07
met amanda at redhill mrt,
before reaching there, was talking to my dearest on the phone.
amanda and i came early!
everybody else was surprised. (esp me with the LATE QUEEN title)
everybody thought i would be late.
but like always, whenever i try to be early, every other ppl witll be late.
so the next one came 48mins after our meeting time =)
and thats the birthday boy, Chua Yi Da!
next came Jit yong and lastly, Hz and Simping.
had lunch at bk.
slacked. talked.
me and hz had an interesting talk though.
apparently, things didnt go too well for him,
and perhaps he isnt too pleased with what happen after that. he became EMO.
bought the tickets for The Golden Compass at 5.15, and we have such a long time to kill.
so we settled down at one outdoor corner of vivo.
near Sushi Tei, and started our own gambling den ( haha. not exactly, no money was involved)
we played, Heart Attack (really heart attack) Daidee( which i dont know how ), blackjack
AND THEIR FAVOURITE, or rather hz's, MAGIC!!(actually just tricks)
JACK HEARTS GONE!!!! whos fault?! haha

time fries (flies) and off we go to watch our movie.
the movie was boring,
at least most of us find it boring like even before midway through the story.
we were looking at each other, and talking..
"Dust can FLOW" but the sound effect was great i must say.
maybe the movie is not suited for people like us. =(
but i still wasted my $9.50 ahhhhhhhhhh!
THE most awkward thing was, i was wearing fbt tee and shorts into the cinema ( beach wear )
when everyone else is properly attired. sad. LOL

Headed to west mall, had jap food.
Yida treated ice milo. THANKS!
waited for vic, got the cake.
went to jityong's house,
talked, the guys CS-ed
bathed, went to watch the boys play WII.


they were so comical at first. they way they tried out the foreign machine. haha.
played for quite some time, CAKE CUTTING.

personally i like the cake. tasty + creamy.
jityong helped me hold Yida, so i smurged the a lil cream on his flawless skin.
hoping he'll get a pimple soon. LOLS!

after that the girls went up to talk.
jityong was up too i guess.
the boys were still playing?
Vic and Jityong were the only 2 that slept.
The rest all still hanging on, so me and ht went down to watch them play boxing. haha
so basicaly throughout the whole night, we gossipped, played cards, talked. WIIed ( boys )
and Ghost stories by howezhong, its too unbelievable to be true. and its not that i dun trust hz for his real stories lah. haha.
went up to play Murderer! Yida claims its fun, probably cus difficult to guess. lols.
by then, MORNING ALR!
time fries(flies) again! woohoo. now i'm even back in my own home.
meeting on the 18th again?!
after i left the coffee shop that sells ice milo...
i went to meet my dearest.
i was half dead and was tired just now.
but my dearest and i had a great time right? lols.
i want to go to the place again! (:
now i guess i'm a lil all right after a long day. haha.
now that i have my job well done! i'm so happy!
i'm a survivor!

CUMMON SHILIN!

Happily Never After.

quite an old song. but still good =)

Even when i ran out of topics, i still came out with whatever shit/crap/trash/rubbish.
And now you're telling me we have nothing to talk about?
hah. what a joke man.
Then i dont see anything to talk about in the future huh?

today was an amazing day.
with the time passing amazingly fast.
met my boy at 1.25. someones late...
he was extra HOT today, really.lols.
headed to plaza sing, was raining damn heavily.
had lunch at long john, walked in the rain to get to the cathay.
hestitated quite awhile before getting the tickets.
in the end, caught enchanted and was a lil late.
the show was good, i would say.
reflected abit on our relationship though.
the chipmonk was soooo cute! hahaha.
plot was quite alright...
the ending was expected.
but i still love it anyway =)

after movie, sat around the cathay.
walked in the rain again, to town. went taka.
saw elmo and friends. haha. and walking in the rain actually got him more sick.
bad bad. haha.
had dinner at lucky plaza.
"SUGAR FRIES" hahahahahahahaha.
walk to far east. slack around. took 143 and 30 home.

time flew really fast.
but one thing for sure today.
my dearest was damn hot (: *winks*

Suddenly everyone is asking " Tell me truthfully, do you have a boyfriend?"
OR that gay " how old is your boyfriend?"
maybe i was caught somewhere, somehow.
I'm in a dillema.
Apparantly, my dad, my bro, my friends.
In fact, everyone close to me knows bout this..
EXCEPT my mum. i'm still waiting for the right time to strike.
but at the same time, because i return home quite late,
and she gets quite worried everytime.
telling her that would keep her mind at ease but i know shes gonna kill me for that.
but then again, having a boyfriend doesnt mean you're gonna neglect anything else.
maybe just sparing some time for this special someone.
and giving and receiving love to and for this special someone.
=)

work was okay today.
quite boring. but lots of orders.
at 2pm, got nothing for me to do.
so at 2.30 they decided to let me paste sticker. LOLS.
there was a new girl today.
quite young. but i think same age...
didnt really talk lah.
boring.....

went to work with my untidy hair and my green top.
i went into the locker room before i changed cus it was damn early.
Cheryl thought i was a customer? haha. so funny.
she said she couldnt recognise.
so i was in the kitchen the whole day.
and I LOVE IT!
today's a Sunday and the orders are like WHAO.
the place is quite cramp plus there were many orders.
so i was like trying to make some sushi(s).
at least now i know whats a Temaki (handroll)
Ebi(prawn) Amaebi (raw prawn)
Unagi(fish?) Kappa(cucumber)
Kani(Crabstick) Ni Hotate ( something like clam )
Salmon sashimi!
okay, like whatever!

so the people there were fun and funny also.
i witness a 'fight' between Marisah and Trace.
Trace hit Marisah and Marisah hit back. ( gay )
and when Trace tried to retaliate.
Marisah like scared. omg.
Trace " You not man ah, girl also wanna beat" (in Chi)
gay-ness. i'm freaked out.
like woman sial.
other than that. work went fast and smoothly.

Jurong point alot of couples dont know why.
and couples tend to walk quite slow.
thats understandable.
so everyone was walking DAMN slow and i was rushing home.
very irritated cus blocking my way.
fat lah, excuse me. haha.
and i was FREAKING hungry.
i see Sushi i wanna eat it.
the male staffs there damn lame.
"please knock the door if you wanna come in, we're sharing secrets"
there isnt any door. -_- lame ass. haha.
maybe i should enjoy work.
no! i wanna quit SOON.

i still miss my dearest.

i miss brown boy.

today, slacked for the first half of the day.
met my boy at the later part of the day.
As usual, was late.
but he was later. hahahahaha.
suntec food court free tv mobile watch Singapore Vs Laos.
and i owe him 200 slapssssssss. darn.
the match idiotic-ally ( Own word )
ended up in a 0-0 draw....
saw my favourite players...
like bai,shahril,shaiful ( on purpose )

had burger king, damn fullllll.
went Toy'R us
AS USUAL! "i dun wanna grow up, I'm a toyrus kid!"
after that, headed to some place....
alot of mat + minah? aiya dunnoe how to spell.
got lots of boats.... haha. nice places though.
after that headed home.
and here i am. Safe and Sound. wth!

i hope everything is fine now...

today i met up with one my my longest longest friend.

well, 16 years of friendship.

and nothing else can beat that, i swear.
when we were young, we spend our childhood together.

now that we're older, we talk bout things together.

so when i first saw her after 2 years, was feeling a lil' awkward ( i guess she felt the same )

after that, went to have lunch, and we talked bout our current job...
boyfriends, school, family.
so i finally found the person to tell all by shits to.
and she did too. haha.
we have the same trait lah, CANNOT STOP LAUGHING!

so at one point of time, we found ourselves laughing like some idiots.
she asked my lots of questions bout bgr.
not that i'm experienced, but cus her first.
but same as me, O's come first!
so girl, do well for o's first! haha. and let him wait!

we spent our day at bugis and town...
and time seem to pass faster than ever.
so now i'm back home.
i dont know when i'll see you again,
but be sure to know that you'll be missed.

my face, sadly still same...
haha. nv change. lols.

My friend, 16 years and still counting!!

MAYDAY FOR YOU!
another version. more soothing. heh.
yay:D i love this song, baby.

yay! tmr i'm going out with winaaaaaaaaa!
better than rotting at home and wasting time on idiotic stuffs.

Things has never turned out so bad.
It has never felt so painful.just by ignoring someone.
Maybe it's just me that i can't keep up with how things are going.
Maybe it's just me that i was slow to realise...
Maybe it's just me that i agreed to get myself into this.
I'm tired...
I'm tired of all the problems we've faced and all the problems we are going to face.
There's just too much of it and i cant seem to hold on.

Maybe it's just a mistake for me to start another commitment.
when i have so many other things to do.
I haven't spared a thought for him, have I?

yesterday night went for wedding dinner.

my grandma's nephew= my dad's cousin= my dunnoe who?!

the wedding was sweeet i would say.

first they had the fire of love or smth, i think was some lighted candles. i cant see from my view.
then as usual, champagne + YUM SENG! kissing for 30seconds. LOLS.

and all the usual stuffs lah.

but i like her gown. very beautiful. it was purple. but looks blue. like metallic kind.

wohoooo~ my dream gown. but looks kinda heavy though.

so anyway, my prom dress came handy.

and thats a good thing.

dresses like that are not for one time use.
so yeah, i made good use of it.

except for this time, i didnt consult any make up artist and hairstyler,

i was my own.

hair i kept it simple.

high pony tail + back comb and then make it as messy and fluffy as possible.

and because of that my ponytail looks kinda short.

makeup, used my own makeup tools.

i'm blusher free.

because its alr red. lols!

the fooood there were better than prom! haha

SHARK FIN! and ok lah, the greedy me had 2 bowls.

cus we were 1 person short and everyone knows i love shark's fin.
but it tasted sooooooo gooood!
other dishes include the fish, seabass or smth.

mushroom + some other veggies cooked with oyster sauce.

prawn crackers + roasted chicken.

hokkien mee? i dunnoe whats tt.

and some other veggies + scallop.

i'm hungry now. lols!

met some of my long long long distant distant relatives.

actually not really.

so there was one same age as me.

another girl same age also.

and when you have relative like tt, results are being compared.
it sucks lah, cus i think they are super muggers.
maybe not weihao( cus he has one earring on his left ear )

haha.no biasness against those who has one piercing on the left.

but the other girl's father is a teacher.

and he knows mr chia. so i suspect hes from yuanching. hmmm

so i kinda stress lah.
so weihao's elder bro, weitian become jappie, with long fringe convering the face.

den very funny, my dad's cousin.. i dunnoe how to address her,

commented on it and say, if i were a fengshui master, there is no direction! (all covered) -_-"

apart from that, the dinner was enjoyable.

hereby, i will this couple, everlasting love =)

the wedding songs are so enjoyable. really.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY
TAN HOWE ZHONG!
dun be too sad lah....
see you soon =)

the place that witness our love.

work today was BORING.
seriously, cus there arent much things to do.
so after i prepared the shoyu, ginger and wasabi, started slacking alr.
r.m ask me to recognise the party sets.
and cus i wanna slack. so i keep looking at the menu. hehe.
den ksiao, memorising like tt. (smart right!)
so after awhile manager say help out in the kitchen.
so i went in, refill the soba sauce.
see auntie make sushi.
wahhh, very hungry...
den after nth to do in the kitchen alr, r.m ask me go wipe cupboard.
that was troublesome. but was ok, cus i'm used to doing it at home.
finish alr, still slacking... after awhile den 3pm alr.
yoooooo, go home!
so happy =)

rested awhile, at night met my boy.
jealoussssssss lah.... darn......
slacked awhile. actually not really. quite some time.
when can i see you again? haha.
i love you, dearest!

yesterday, caught the exciting match between Saffc and Gombak.
as expected, Saffc won. though more goals can be scored.
suprised to see Michelle Tan there.
she said shes playing SOCCER.
i was like totally shocked.
okay. not the point. i'm still curious how girls stop the ball with their chest.

theres one player i really admire.
i admire his spirit, and i dont know his name!
one of his lower part of the hand (below the arm) is amputated.
he was a prime leg. player. but was the ONLY player whos good enough for sleague.
whao, i mean if it was me, i would have gone into depression or smth.
he was Pro yesterday though.

so, point proven. i dont watch football for the guys okay.
although i used to, look, there are more learning points than just looking.
to my horror, one of my fav players, John Wilkinson missed a penalty!
so disappointed! haha.
but a win is still a win.

today, i slacked at home for the WHOLE day.
doing nothing... thats sad.
tmr i gotta work.
and considering to go for sun's rhb singapore cup finals.

i'm bored lah.
and i miss that guy. darn.

woke up super early.
cus had to meet cc and my very early to get our pants for work.
so we went peninsula shopping centre.
got it, went off.
yesterday and today is BUDGET DAY.
everything i'm trying to get the budget kind.
which is kinda sad, but true.
we walked from there to plaza sing.
slacked around.

after which i walked to town to meet my lao xiao and lao da!
it was quite a distance...
and it has been quite sometime since i walked there alone.
more than a year i guess.
i thought of lots of things man...
it started drizzling.
the rain has never felt so good, really.
all of the sudden, i don't really mind walking under the rain....

i reached. had yoshinoya. watched Beowolf!
my first NC16 show.
its quite yucky, disgusting.
animation + acting.
sound effect were like LOUD.
but that makes the movie "good" though.
its quite unbelievable and the plot was STUPID.
so throughout the whole show, the 3 of us were trying to figure out whos real.
ljy apparently finds it boring.
well, i'm ok with it just that its kinda lame and unrealistic.
settled for lunch, at MOS burger.
whao. so jap huh?
tmr onwards i'll be facing JAP food, mind you.
had chocolate fondue at coffee club.
yum yum!

and then... this shit had to happen.
i saw this guy....
which reminds me of someone.
just to clarify and to make it clear, it isnt any good looking hunk or whatsoever.
but after awhile. i got back to normal.
toook LOTS of pictures, thanks to the girl whos having a BIG day tmr.
haha. like so paiseh, and that guy was like offering.
"need help in pictures?"

after that took bus homeeee.
and here i am!
tired and all.
but still missing that guy of mine.

sorry, for not uploading the pictures. maybe i'll put it somewhere again.
well, i'm still trying to get all the pictures.
so yeah. dun worry. it will be up before i go to work lah.
say bye to my nails, sigh.

things are so far so good.
i'm out for almost everyday.
but no worries, i'll get it all back sooooon.
so its like spending 10hours in that place.
but maybe the RM is nice, i hope?

no more studies!!!
maybe it isnt a good thing afterall.
my brain will rust for like 2-3 months.
haha. i cant be bothered though. i'm like desperate for money. lols.

the boys are are playing today at 4pm!
goood luck
and well, good luck to you also lah! haha.

i'm back from prom! woohoo.
preparations were alright, i liked my hair.
maybe cus i've nv style it before.
okay, so anw, went there, super pissed.
got entertained by felicia and ling feng.
we were crapping lah.
took pictures......
the programmes were a total screw up (not pointing fingers at anyone)
because, its super unorganised. lols. don't mind me, its just my opinion.
the only fun part is the dancing game.
haha. funny though.
the food served were like so-so lah. not fantastic.
70 bucks i was expecting shark fin.. but disappoined =(
all the people all dress so nice lor!
and i feeel like a loseout there.
lols, so this year's prom king and queen
werent very suprising. haha.
it was quite expected.
but one thing, Thomas was cooooool lah.
cosplay outfit plus black painted nails.
andy ( chen bang jun) was there also,
manage to grab a pic with him.
and i took lots of pics with other people's cam. hahaha
overall, it was quite a fun day with my classmates.

but nothing could end my day sweeter than you.
i love you!

wah i swear i hate this lah...
everything done and almost ready.
now they are coming up with a theme-Masquerade simply like 4 days away from prom?!
haha, i think its too late and almost everyone got thier outfit alr.
i've spent enough money, though my dress doesnt really fit the theme.
but i cant really be bothered unless the school is willing so sponser me money.
lols, seriously this sucks lah.
as usual... exam time table given a few days, before exams
and now even when we've graduated, still like that.

they say everything changes.
only tanglin doesnt.
woohoo~

woke up late this morning...
prepared, headed to harbourfront.
bought alot of things!
den headed to the beach by the tram.
"Hi Welcome"
i'm gonna work at sentosa alr.
free aircon, music and just say that phrase above, you get paid.
had to play games to finish food.
played games.
slacked...
and even by playing ah, some food was thrown away lah! wasted... haha
go 7-11, big gulp no ice. slurpee like foam.
other drinks like twice of the usual.
whao man, sentosa is GREAT!
ok anyway, we went to bathe at about 4.50.
left sentosa and i RUSHED to kallang lor.
but was still late.......i'm sorry once again.
headed to the stadium, drank and went in.
the game was gooooood!
cus bai was playing, john wilkinson was playing, shahril subbed in.
but thats NOT impt.
the most impt thing is that aleksandar duric scored 2 goals!
although they could have won by a larger margin.
but anyway, still job well done, guys!
you rock man!
so anw, we met moisturizer,20cents and air-con there huh, brown boy?
crazy ass.
but it was fun!
weeeeeeeeeeeee~

somebody wants me to blog bout her. haha
so i will. seriously, i cant think of anything to write on.
i think i should start on the p5 stuffs first.
her birthday, Triple J's made some funny thing lah.
with samuel and her enlarged picture on the envelop(i hope you're still keeping it)
and inside was some rubbish. haha
pathetic i should say.
amanda, i cant think of anything!
not that i've nothing to say bout you lah. but you know...
our relationship cannot be described by words.
(excuses ONLY)!
anw, yida's birthday coming eh, any plans?
haha. i'm 16 alr!

okay. i'm not in the red.
now i love the ngee ann organisers.
thanks cab, if not i'll still be thinking i'm in the red group! haha.
so anyway, i had so much fun today.
thanks people! althought i knew smth was wrong, with jingying's agitated voice
and funny actions! lols.
but thanks ah! and the sexy sunflower
Istana -_- was "fun".
but they are like so coool!

sweeet right?

i swear i hate ngee ann to the max.
simply red group when i dont even have a shirt that is red.
you're the coolest lah, organisers.
all other colours i have except red
yellow green blue and silver/white
so irritated.
now i dun feel like going -_-

i'm feeling down and all...
if only you could understand the reason why...

the best song... on this very day.

i swear today was the best ever.
thanks man! at least i get to enjoy myself before i go honeymoon with my books.

hey people! i survived a week+ a day of 'O' levels.
i guess i screwed up most papers,
but i cant be bothered because whats done cannot be undone,
so i'll just finish those papers and play! woohoo!

happy birthday, 'Isham!

its 03:45 now.
i'm here, doing my amaths, while waiting for the updates of the Singapore Vs Palestine match.
call me crazy because i miss watching them play.
but due to time constraint, this is the least i can do.
well at least, i made good use of my time =)

4-0 to Singapore!

4 years in Tanglin, is almost over.
Thoughout these 4 years, i believe i've changed, in terms of the way i think.
[thanks to people who influenced me]
let me recall...

Secondary One, when i FIRST stepped into this school,
i had no friends, i felt lonely, no sense of belonging.
furthermore, i was posted to the LAST class of the express, 1E4.
for a moment, i was quite sad.
i still remember how we complained about those troublesome ties,
but now, i am starting to miss it.
my first friend in Tanglin was, Chialynn.
she sat infront of me, and we had to introduce ourselves.
beside me was Low Chuan Wei, We had never spoken a single word,
till the later part of the year. still, there was no sense of belonging.
Weiqian and i, (1E4 sucks and 6F'03 for me, 6A for her rocks)
we write it every single day on our hands, just to remind ourselves that
no class can replace our primary school class. it was the best.
but later on, we came to realised that we should treasure the present class,
if not we'll be regretting like we did "that time". And so, sometimes we sarcastically
say that "1E4 rocks".
Mr Ho was our form teacher, he was a nice and young teacher with some weird sense of humour. but definitely, together as a class, we became very united...
Fri the 13th, we got a scolding from Ms Solastri.
"shouting competition"

then, we moved on to 2E4. we had Ms Teo as our form teacher. i would say most of the time,
she had no ways to control us. so throughout my 1 year, i wasnt doing much work.
the class grew very strong together, we had fights with other classes. we stood together.
really, i love this class. it brings back so much memories.
with all those weird cheers, taopok, all the fun we had, are still on my mind.
we all had an apple each...
because! an Apple a Day, Keeps the Doctors away.
all the dance modules we went through together!

1E4'04, 2E4'05 YOU ARE MISSED!

time flies.. definitely, we went into different classes,
and some, unfortunately could not stay in Express.
we are all DISPERSED!
we had our own new class.
seriously, i was not used to it at first.
i still missed my old classmates.
but slowly i came to realise that 3E1 isn't that bad afterall...
although i dont really have much friends from there... (not like now i have alot?)
it was hard to cope, definitely. especially when sec 2 you did absolutely NOTHING.
okay, maybe thats a bit exaggerating. lols.
it was a great jump, definitely. but i managed to cope (and still hanging on till now)
nevertheless, we were there to support one another in times of need.
this is a whole new experience all together.
we had conflicts! one of the many major ones was the one where the "class gathering"
was supposed to take place at Vivo. we rebelled and ran away to town instead.
haha. what was that man.
but of course, there were many sweet ones too!
like.... the Shining Red Dot! maybe that got our class EVEN closer.
Mdm Heng was our form teacher, she was sweet and all, we love her to bits.
and now we still.... lols...

4E1 was hell! because every teacher tells you,
" O's are a few months away, you think you're taking O's 3 years later?"
yeah, and all of these to get us going.
i used to think that "not like we don't know o's are arriving"
but now i truly understand why do teachers say such words.
we did lots of things AS A CLASS.
and i am grateful that i have such bunch of people as my classmates.
although i cant really find my true best friend.
but i've found many friends/good friends!
thats good enough i believe =)
Spiderman 3 this year, and all those unfortunate and fortunate events that happened to us in this year alone... those pe lessons. those JOKES, Mikaya, Michael, Cabrina= Kavitha, M1=MI, Muhammad, and many more!
really, i enjoyed myself as part of the class. and thanks for making me laugh! =) hahaha.
a big thanks to Mrs Koh and Mr Lau, they have been a great pait of form teachers!

Graduating is part and parcel of life,
we all have to grow and continue our learning jouneys in different institutes.
but whether we're a part of apart, its a test of how strong the relationships are.
Throughout these 4 years. i have been waiting to graduate from this school.
but the people here will definitely be missed!
evidence:


Today, is the Graduation Ceromony.
Now, i'm an unofficial-official Graduate of Tanglin Secondary.
what have i done/learnt over these 4 years?
think about it, Shi Lin.
during school time, Cab and co. prepared a powerpoint slide for the class.
In those powerpoint slides, there were pictures of us. in groups and individually.
its amazing how time actually played on us.
Time have brought us closer, but now, it's tearing us apart.



Last but not least, i'm so fortunate to have great teachers.
who've guided me and helped me in my work.
i just want to thank them woohooo! =)
i'll thank them officially after o's. haha.

okay. really the last, I MISS MY NETBALL TEAM!

i'll miss everyone in 4E1.
thanks for all you've done.

have you considered?

almost all results are back.
results are average (yet again)
i can't be bothered, seriously.
i dont have any motivation to study.
oh yes, the only thing was a B for physics.
thats the only thing i feel satisfied.
seriously, what's doing well with your friends struggling?

do you feel good? so what if you're the best?
so what if you can acheive your target.
and because you've acheived it, does it mean that what other people get doesnt concern you?
in this case, i consider you a solo-ist.

Friendly competitions, they say are always good.
then, we'll be more motivated to study...
but have you considered how one would feel when he/she is on top of everybody,
whereas his/her friends arent doing well at all.
and it doesnt feel good being in such situations.

it hurts man....

cheaters?!
ask for more marks, still writing despite the CI have announced that time is up.
so what if you do well now? you wont get to do those during O's.

i hate this!!!

anw, to avoid having the same skin and someone wanted the old skin.
so i switched back. but i need all your links once again.

i'm relinking all my friends, cus half of my previous one aint working.
so just leave a tag so that i can link you guys.
finally a skin of my liking. after so long....

if you haven't realise, we're a month away from Amaths Paper!

whether you want to do well for your o levels.
it's a matter of choice.
a test of determination and perseverance...
double-meaning. like in "The Test"
haha. crap.

i should apply this to myself...

55!

today, someone knocked some sense into me.
and now i'm reconsidering the kind of life i want to lead for the next 5 years.
perhaps, noone likes to take the tough way.
but if thats the only way you can enjoy the later part of your life, den it'll make it all worthwhile.
true true... i will make sure i mug hard man!
thanks! =)

i miss you day and night, my mp3!
why did you chose to leave me?!
or rather, why did i ever let you go?! haha.

this week is like........ wth lah!
prelims start next week.
and i'm like slacking over here!
but i'll work hard.
esp for phy.
lols.

66!

today is Teacher's day.
went to school as usual.
celebration was so-so.
the form teacher's period was more fun than the celebration itself.

cus Mrs Koh said her touching "speech"
and really, her words make me cry.
and sad to say, we'll be graduating in like, less than 2 months.
thats sad....sigh...
after all the tears, we played "zhong ji mi ma"

luckily i didnt kena any of the forfeits. so embarassing!hehe

" I love Peanut Butter" hahahaha

so after a few games, we headed to the hall for the celebration.
i was okay with the celebration since.... it is my last year there. haha.

afterwhich, headed to clementi then walked around.

joelle, who went back alr, ziyang and sy.
headed to Hpps!

climbed up to the 4th floor,

and we all can't remember how to get up to the gallery.

managed to find our way.
wooohooo there was AIRCON!

the school hall, is where we played captains ball, took class photo.
and the spot, i'm actually sitting at, is the area we sit during assembly!

and for once, we were forced to re-sing Majulah Singapura. ( i remember! )

before our eco field trip!

this pic is taken in between the walk way from the porch to the kids corner.
they're so fortunate lah. when i left, it was a BLANK WALL.

now, its full of words, and even social studies!
the piano is still there, i think its off-tuned alr lah.
saw Mr Ali! phew~ he was back after his Friday Prayers.
so we walked with him to the hall where the rest of the people are .
haha. he was kinda shocked at first.
and everything was kinda weird. silence.....

but it got ok after a while.
we talked bout school, he asked bout boyfriends, er.....
and who used to like Samuel! hahaha !#$%^&

the two rivals were there. hahaha.
they wanted to play football, but Mr Ali was not appropriately dressed.
so after talking for quite some time, mad left.
oh wait, justina left before i returned to the hall.
lols. so in the end, he had to do work and we went to the canteen.

i didnt mean to take this guy, but welcome to my colourful canteen!haha.

[taken from Graduation CD for classes of 2003]

the coolest thing i've found out is that...

THEY HAVE A PHYSICS LAB THAT IS DAMN CUTE!

and before we left, there was already home econs room.

whao. Hpps is well facilitated man, but i didnt have much chances.
before Mr Ali left us for work, we took a picture!

and then....... the guys played soccer, "as usual"

the girls watched. and then that Mr Ali,
contradicting his words! he was playing with his inappropriate attire lah!

after they've stopped, we've decided to town for pastamania.
in the end, too many people, had burgerking instead.
i was laughing non-stop for a few times.
and i felt really weird because i was the only one laughing -_-" like some dummy.

after dinner, they went to vic's hse, while amanda, sy and i went home...
we'll be meeting to study tmr.

so anw, those who were here today...
theres, me,joelle(left earlier),justina,mad,phoebe,amanda,vic,sy,jityong,simping,waicheong,
samuel,howezhong, oon yu, ziyang. and that jeremy was like " i thought no one went back"

ahahahaha, stupid, miss out the fun!

i have to admit the kids there are damn cute! lols.
and the fact that we are getting older doesnt mean we're no longer cute! HAHAHA

i wanna visit hpps again!

oh anw, i think the new principal greeted us, but we couldnt recognise the new P.
haha. sad. i kinda miss Mr Richard Lim...

in fact, nth there has changed, except there are ALOT more decorations around...
and the classrooms are still as nice, lockers still as big. haha.
library still as big.
fern garden, i havent been there.
where else ah. haha. cant remember.
so anyhoos, i hope i'll be back next year, with a ball. lols.

everyone has changed. but one thing that never changes is that,
my EX form teacher never smiles!

we still love 6Flexibility'03! woohooo~

for those who were unable to make it here today.

i hope i'll see you some day soon =)

while some are busy preparing for N levels,

i wanna wish all my friends who are taking N levels all the best =)

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!