i think i played like total shit today.
and think i've to push up to play Centre.
it doesnt really matter if i will be playing for the main 7.
if my standard is below the rest, i wont get to play.
thats a fact.
ultimately,i want the best to play for the team.

and the umpires today were like !#$%^&*^$!!!
lols, okay to be specific.
its THAT one. ah, i dun wanna swear here.
so "niao"!
we all had to be very careful when taking free passes and penalty passes.
because, if we stand at the wrong spot.
the ball will return back to the opponent.
like wth right? ahh, so she should be called "am-bias"
instead of "umpire" haha. what a joke.
today my play was crappy.
ahhh, but i've found my motivation better than the previous one.
although we didnt reach our target we set, but you know,
i'll work harder for the next.
(if i get to play)