Don't be envious of others, continue working towards your goals

Can't help to be envious of other people sometimes...
I know I have said countless times, i just needa rant man.
Why can't I have an easier life.
Don't have to work part time while studying
don't have to work now, could have gone to uni first,
then again I guess all these have made me a much stronger person.

I will be shifting soon, finally...
although still within the vicinity of Taman Jurong,
finally...won't be until early next year though.

I am having mixed feelings turning 21,
while I can't wait to apply BTO, can't wait to start investment.
can't wait to start my own family,
can't wait to finish ACCA.

but the question is...
when will i ever be ready?