National Siblings Day

While so many other people wld be saying how great their siblings are to them,
i don't know if I will be the only one 'complaining...
My ELDER sibling, emphasis lol.
hasn't been the best example to me,
he don't have to be.. really. i have a mind on my own and I know what I exactly want.

I have never expected much from him,
he can have a honest living and live life happy, work hard, earn more money.
of course, he had his good days, we had good meals, money,
i thought life was really turning good.
we lived simple.
until... gambling... this caused everything, thus i swear i will never touch it in my life. NEVER EVER
but.... he has never been honest with me...
from the start he used my credit cards without my knowledge...
although he still paid what he used... but this is a principle thing, no?
you just don't touch any one's belonging without the person's knowledge
then.... he borrowed money from me...
this was my hard earned bonus which I was stupid enough
he used the card I supp to my mum to travel overseas, all the money he incurred was on
my mum and I.
then he stole my card, used it and put it back
denied all accusations
ON A FACEBOOK CASINO GAME
seriously when u are becoming a FATHER,
YOU DON'T SIMPLY SPEND $3k+ on facebook games.
LET ALONE, ITS NOT EVEN YOUR MONEY!!
ever since, it was the last straw.
this gave me no reason to ever trust this guy
he isn't worth my trust, my time.
and I never thought the #1 control was to safeguard my assets
at home.... so sad isn't it, even office is a safer place

then just this week, he asked me for my laptop password,
i have locked it since the whole episode happened.
would I be so stupid to give him?
I always blame for my soft-heartedness
there is always a part of me that tells me I shld help him.
but really, why should I care about a person who does thing without even thinking of my feelings?
totally not worth it.