Sunday, June 28, 2009

Dread school once again!

Like always, I hate this stupid feeling ~!@#$%^&
I hate it! but what to do...
Some polytechnics are having elearning.
damn, NP will never extend holidays.
I hate school because I HAVE LESSONS AT 8 tmr!
MY CLASS IS AT blk 50
dammit, blk 50! like a far!

I MISS SPANISH TO THE MAX!!! =(

can't meet dearest until end of tmr! sigh~

hope global cities would be fun!! =)

can't wait for shopping shopping shopping!

ok hope tmr will be a good day.
blog again

anw, HELLO KITTY ONLINE IS FUN! play it!

Friday, June 26, 2009

RIP

RIP
Michael Jackson
Farrah Fawcett

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Happiness

Happiness is doing things you love with your loved one.

Training today was ok!
only 10 girls and like 9 guys? lol
The whole time i was feeling like white-out feeling,
keep wanting to vomit and all, don't know what's with me...
only until the match that i was ok!
yay! i finally feel i could kick some balls like after so many trainings.

It was an achievement for me. wahahahaha
then again, maybe it's because we're playing in a smaller court today.
Look forward to training next week though my leg hurts like shit.

anw, guys, don't be such a bastard/jerk
to fool your gf, because, she'll realise it one day and will get back to you.
Don't ever cheat on girls because you don't know what they will do....
^^ I've ever done something. wahahahaha.
bastard me? Don't try, 'Isham! =)
i know you won't lah, hahahaha

TMR WILL BE AN AMAZING DAY! HIGH AH!!!!

I love you 'Isham!
I will put moisturizer on your hand everyday until it recovers. wahahahaha
and your fungal infection too! =)

Monday, June 22, 2009

Yay Boo...

Love's such a bitch.
I miss spanish -_-
packed this week again!

Futsal training tmr,
Wed is my one and only day with 'Isham =( superrrr not enough, but what to do?
I want to go the place we were supposed to go like 2/3 months back
4 more months to effing 2 years, end of contract, babe...
Then we'll decide whether we want to keep each other. LOL
kidding! =)
but the contract thing is real, I'll definitely keep him. wahahahha

Thur project discussion
Fri I'm free, but no one else is!

Supposed to meet up netballers someday!! shit!
too many things too little time

extend hols leh=)

Night @ the museum 2 later!!
watched it 3 years ago during countdown, miss my netballers to the max!

I want to go museum!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

1 minute.

Futsal Camp 09

Suddenly, 'Isham kinda changed his status from a bf to a camp chief(or whatever)
It was a new and weird feeling, we have not tried being in the same camp,
with him more superior and those sort.

In fact for the past 1 month, He had to spend lots of time planning, arranging, organising,
that he could hardly spare time for me.
neither can i be there when he's discussing because
as a camper, I'm not supposed to know what's going on.
The feeling sucks of course, but do I look like I have a choice? No I don't.
I am not complaining.

Maybe I was wrong trying so hard to volunteer myself
when in the first place, i'm not supposed to be involved.
Ha, any appreciate my effort? No...
Nobody thanked me for suggesting ideas, going shopping, bringing things home,
bringing my tub. Even though half of all these were voluntary.
I'm not asking for anything in return, but really, should I in the first place be involved?
I'm doing more than what a camper should do.

Overall, the camp was so-so
My group's Pikachu! my GLs are Jeannine and Mike
Mike is a very lame and entertaining/funny person
Jeannine damn nice! hahaha, cus she's the only girl partner in my group!
The whole camp was packed with too much activities
that sometimes it felt as though it was not within capability.
Too many things planned, Too little time, too little helpers.

Food sucks.
The garlic smell jitao can die,
jitao eat half or don't eat at all. every meal sure got fried food.

We played weird things like water volleyball, squid leg-tied captain's ball,
obstacle station, amazing race... these are some examples. many more that I can't rmb.
BUT! one game i can remember for sure is "butter hill"-supposedly.
But because they lacked materials, there was a change of plan
and they had to think of another game on the spot.
So the whole canvas was filled with Butter, Oil, Leftover food and I don't know what.
that whole smell was unbearable...
that the moment i stepped on the canvas, i almost vomit.
YUCKS! really the smell is like vomit and looks like vomit.
I was so disgusted that i could hardly participate
they all had to rollover the canvas, roll and roll
put more butter on body, roll sommore,
Dawei had to put the whole face on the canvas, YUCK PUI.
ok i tried to be very enthusiastic, I joined the massaging on the back part,
which sucks too because the smell was really near me.
In the end, we had to wash up straight after, can't return to loft.
Just use dish detergent and wash body.
The most unlucky part was having effing menses at that time,
So in short, my whole pad was drenched until we returned to loft before dinner.
shit head.

Performance was alright, nightwalk 1 girl walk with 1 guy.
I went with forester, we chatted all the way.
the ghost not say Very scary. But i was scared inside.
but continuos talking to forester keeps those fears away.
The ghost very easy to spot who=(
very limited man power, as said...
Anw, we were suppose to go to the toilet, and flush the last cubicle.
'Isham and azzrul were inside, I couldnt see you know.
they were at the last 2nd cubicle, suppose to flush the toilet after we flush,
den water overflow from the toilet bowl...
but dunnoe why azzrul stopped 'Isham... also good lah.
only after we went out, azzurl realised it's me. LOL
the rest not scary alr...

Today played very lame games, prize presentation and then break camp.

The whole camp was really bad for 'Isham and I because...
he really had no time for me.
not even 1 min of his time.
Ask him smth like want him to die also,
(needed coins to buy drinks).
Really, what am I in your eyes?
Babe, you must understand that just because you have work doesn't mean you don't care about your family(though i'm not and i dont have to be, it's just neglecting)
I felt so bad about myself... really. What am I to him?
Why is it that only when he needs me, I should be there?
and when he doesn't, I should be far away?
Why? are you too busy? should that be an excuse?
Does 1 min kill, really?

The first night, they went to Al-ameen.
Why should I be there when I am supposed to know nothing?
So decided to sleep at the comfortable loft.
I don't really know, is that how things are suppose to be?
Am I in the wrong?
Am I too possessive?
You know these 3 days, it was as good as not seeing you.

I was so pissed that really, I am not in the mood to do anything else.
I had to even put on a fake smile in grp photos.
Why is it affecting me to such extent?
is it even worth?

Last night, he came, we talked in my room, I cried until I couldn't breathe...
He had to open all windows, off the aircon, fan me so I could get enough oxygen.
It felt so different, suddenly he became my bf again.
It was a funny feeling.
So funny that he actually doesn't feel like 'Isham anymore.
Or am I wrong?

We were either walking pass each other without exchanging contacts,
or not seeing each other at all,
Not even 1 message from him.

NVM enough of whining, camp is over
hurt is done, damage was crazy.

The whole camp to me, sucks except for the loft.
Should I quit futsal because SO many things are happening after I join?
TOO many things are happening that I always have the urge of quitting.
Esp now that 'Isham is the president.

THE EFFING VOMIT SMELL IS STILL THERE!!
i'm constantly reminded of the smell.
No fried rice from outside, until I forget this incident(which i really doubt)

Thursday, June 18, 2009

I dead camps

On all occasions, the night before camp, I always get this feeling.
It sucks and especially we have to meet at 745 tomorrow.
I'll probably reach at 8 because i doubt I can wake up that early.
I'm tired and I don't really care whether I'm late or not cus I'm just a participant.

I hate camps because...
I miss home
I know I'm gonna knock out the moment i reach home
I have work the next day!!!

I specially dread this one even though it's organised by 'Isham because...
Not alot of people/ Low manpower
Some ppl are not very cooperative
I have this instinct something bad is gonna happen during the night walk
Or maybe it's just me

of cus i hope it's gonna be fun.
But i think there will be a lot of time wasting
ok hope the food is gonna be alright...

Till then, shall blog when i'm back

LOVE YOU GUYS!!
wish me luck!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Busy!

Amanda came to NP today, for the 2nd time(:
to satisfy her cravings for yong tau foo.
slacked at makan place, talked to ljy online.

long story cut short, went IMM, logistics shopping.
camp on thursday, how fast
hope it's gonna be fun, I hope!

I suddenly thought of BC recently,
amazing.... it had been like 3 years or more than that.
we caught a movie together and that was it.
but the most foolish thing ever was the eye contact on many occasions,
or you call it the 'love at first sight'.
of course it didn't work out.
I went really crazy over him during that period of time.
i wrote his name on every piece of paper. HAHAHAAHAHA. childish!
mich should understand this!
time flies and we've totally lost contact! but it'd be great if i could bump into him,
say hi or smth someday in my life, but i doubt that's gonna happen!
*I miss playing pop n' music, mich*

I know 'Isham is so not gonna get jealous over this because....
He knows I still love him at the end of the day...
Oh well....

I miss Netball!
Really... I wish i can play netball with the same people, same team.
but again, it's not gonna happen, birthday with maybe? HAHAHA
having TSSnetballers is one of the best thing in life!
though times were hard, often we had to run, train damn hard.
and for B'div 07, TRY damn hard to get into the main team!
it was good, because we WERE a team!
fighting damn hard on court, physical, SUICIDE RUN!
i miss doing all these with the same people all of the sudden.
It will never be the same again. Never.

The suckiest feeling being a netballer is when you have to sit out,
and not being able to play! that sucks.
and i remember there was a period of time I sat out.
I wasn't in the first team. and that sucked because my ex-bf was watching me(not impt. LOL)
and it just doesn't feel good. of cus, nth hurts more than being scolded...
" I watch you play, I want to vomit blood" MOST HURTFUL EVER!!
2nd most hurtful "You are a bad influence to the team"
Looks like I don't have a very clean hand to take control of my team.
I shouldn't have been the vice cap or smth...
No ability, NOTHING!

I miss drinking glucose, playing at RV, leading warmups,
the tiring "running box".
I once hated training so much that all 5 of us PON training.
Never would I know, on this very day, I am missing netball.

I miss all my friends!!!
Pri sch, Sec sch, Netball mates(ALL including seniors/juniors and pathetic 5), POLY MATES
and my Babe of cus! =)

Hope to see all of you soon!
More to enjoy next week

Oh ya, i've been rejected for the Serve Cambodia
Good news is save cost + stay in Singapore for 2 weeks for Babe.
Bad news is I'm just not good enough

Hopefully i'll make it for the shanghai trip together with the rest =)

Tkare guys, till i blog again

Monday, June 15, 2009

Good practices.

Time to put good practices into place.
Sleep early, wake up early.

THE BEST THING ABOUT TONIGHT is that......
I FINISHED ALL TUTORIALS EXCEPT COSTING
cus i have no textbook.
and.... today is the first day of hols ( official )
So, congrats Shi lin, you have the next 13 days to enjoy.

Amazing

19 months.
belated

worked yesterday.
after work, had pasta mania(yum yum!) with 'Isham.
headed home after that.

12 months ago, we were at clarke quay I think!
A year, A year!!!

But anyway,
thanks 'Isham for always willing to spare time for me
though there were times you were forced to. wahahahhaha
thanks for carrying my forever-heavy laptop!
thanks for being part of my circle of friends!
thanks for being my best friend!
thanks for being the 1st bf to make me cry so many times!
thanks for always getting jealous over handsome guys!
thanks for sending/picking me up everywhere, or anywhere i go.
thanks for your willingness to abandon your specs for your contacts
though i would love to see you in specs once again...
thanks for giving in to me always

i wanted 19, but 9-thanks are more than enough
because the rest are kept in my heart! HAHAHA
lastly, Thanks for being the most Amazing bf.
We'll have the Most Amazing Date soon next week...
I love you despite all quarrels (:

It had been long since we last caught a movie
long since we last drank banana milkshake
long since we met(eh no la, just met him only)
long since we did shoppingggggg ^^
long since we last HAVE FUN!!!!
omg, can't wait to go the best live band pub or smth
or go to Cafe Del Mar if i'm rich enough!!

SPANISH IS SEXXXXXXX!
oh ya, did i mention we bought tortillas and they taste hell great!
omg, with the salsa dip it was heaven!
no wonder i'm fat. time to lose weight.
i'm saying this like forever but it never happened.
NEVER. motivate me anyone?

Friday, June 12, 2009

Boreddddd!

Hi all again, Ytd was a blast though something happened before that.
went les's house ytd with 'Isham.
before that I had a haircut!
a puppy followed me!!! super cute!
It's a german shepherd puppy!
and the colour is so nice! I wish i could bring it home!
the best thing, i stopped twice to make sure it was following me.
it was actually following some uncle, until i crossed the road halfway,
it sort of like change target! omg, so cute!!!

ok, les house was a blast.
Karaoke system worked when it's not supposed to.
pool, duck rice, movie(which i didn't watch)
look how i just spend my holidays away like that.
This week i'm totally packed.
next week i'll be free.
DAMN I WANNA GO JIAYING's HOUSE!!!

oh ya, next thursday there's camp,
argh!! i wanna go on a date!

'Isham is just opp my house for friday prayers at the mosque.
but the saddest thing is, i cant meet him cus we've got our own things to do!
hahahahahaha. nvm theres always tmr!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Holidays, baby!

Common test officially ended for me yesterday at 3 to be exact.
Costing paper was shit, crap and whatever you can name.
So i won't talk bout it anymore. just hope for a pass.

After the paper, long story cut short
we went to WCP!! it was quite a cool experience for those going for the first time.
Leslie was damn nice to prepare lots of food for us!!!
he said he cooked them himself, i doubt so,
but since he's nice enough to bring the food, i think i should believe him!
Football on sand.
play all the things there la, as usual...
at night we played this damn fun bonding game! shiok!
oh ya, the ball fell into the 'sea' and maggie tried to retrieve it.
but she fell instead, omg, bloody leg.
but nvm maggie, your leg still as nice!
'isham also wanna be hero and he also hurt his leg in the process...
but strong man don't complain! hahahaha

yeap, that's about all, we left about 11plus!
and they were playing 'Mousehunt'
'Rathunt' actually...
as you know, there are rats all around and they tried to entice(is this the right word?)
the rats with ruffles potato chips! Sour cream and onion! HAHAHAHA
took 30 home. damn tired
died on bed straightaway.

Monday, June 08, 2009

So long.

It had been so long since I blogged.
Amazing.
2 papers down, 1 more to go.

anw, many things happened(:
& today totally sucks!!

The ASSETS shirt for accountancy.
there are 2 designs, 1 of which the 'assets' jitao at the neh.
and there's like a slogan/caption whatever you call it,
and it says " Do you have them?"
WTH, i didn't buy it of course.
I think if i were to buy it, i don't even dare to wear it out!

Next, SP shirt craze in NP
everyday u see different people wearing SP shirt, it's kinda in trend.
and it's cheap! plus NP don't have their own shirt, so maybe it's a good I&E idea...
I miss DOVER!! i will be back SOON. really. really. i promise during the hols
I will go back there, feel the same when i once lived there!
But!! I miss bukit panjang the most. ok whatever.

As mentioned today sucked because my common test is early in the morning
at 830AM!
and the venue is worse to mention, it's at LT22! and the table is so restricted
that i could hardly breathe(find space!)
I also missed 2 buses while walking from my house to the bus stop i usually take 154.
2 buses, can you beat that! don't know if it's just me walking too slow.

throughout the whole exam i was sniffing and feeling damn irritated because of my flu
and all the mucus like dropping cus i had to face down.
plus I didn't carry tissue at that time.
and finally when my nose exceed capacity, It was bad. some flowed out.
but that's towards end of test, i chiong to my bag after my test is collected.

Apparently, there are 2 parts to this particular question
and we had to copy down most of the stuff and make 1 change to it.
but towards the end of the test, i realised i misread the question
I liquid away THE WRONG ANS!!! i liquid part a away instead of part b
so i had to rewrite, and liquid and write the correct one.
It sucks because i'm only left with 10mins!

Lastly, I was totally confused by the CPF relief just before the test!
But chikheng and desmoon explain to me lots of time and i hope i got it right(:

How life sucks huh.

Costing on wed! Costing is my weakest link.
No. I am the weakest link.