Had my first netball game for the tournament today.
Although I was excited,
it feels different playing with a new group of people.

Although we won, I don't feel good winning.
the whole match was intensive, competitive.
To be honest, I don't enjoy the match at all.
I feel bad competing with Uncles/Aunties.(btw my team all quite young)
den it's like the game is suppose to be enjoyable...
but it's really not and i feel guilty winning over aunties/uncles
although generally we are better.
I don't know how to say...

it just don't feel good.
i still prefer competitive netball :(
though i might not be up to it.
at least i know i lost to a better opponent