i was tired, and a little stressed out today.
got back my emaths paper.
i passed. but not very high.
and i have 3 classmates who scored 39/40.
and the best thing was there was no one who failed amaths.
but there are a few who passes emaths.
which means.. amaths is easier than emaths! hehe.
i totally screwed up this commontest.
most of them are like borderline passes.
i better work hard for my final year exam before i retain.
i must workhard (:

problems problems problems.
i hope it will resolve SOON,real soon.
but the worst thing is, its not just one problem.

ytd's training, i almost couldnt make it.
cus sun is scorching hot, and we're running non-stop,
for dont know how long.
and it was supposed to be a short training.

back to today, stayed back after school.
to wait for some of my teammate's consent form.
and then.. chat with the PE teachers for like hours.
and the TEAM TANGLIN shirt design is very nice lah.
and it will only be ready after the 1 week break.
Mr Wan so funny! hehe, he and his Suanings.
but hes pretty cool lah.
and hes trying to run away for the teacher's day celebration this year.
mwahaha. cus he forgot to run away last year!
and while playing rugby...
bra strips SNAP! lols!
and he taught us ABC!
A for assholes
B for bastards
C for cowards

and i've learnt that we should spend 0.001% of the whole pie chart on relationships.
i admit, i cant live without friends and that they are important to me.
after what he said, i went back and think..
and all the negative effects strucked me.

what if.. it was just an excuse more than a reason?
two-timer thingy, a change in attitude after some time.
oh no, but why i attempted to give it up, he didnt want to?
love bite,attitudes,cold shoulder.
does it show anything?
it just crossed my mind..
but he promised... and what if he breaks it?
though he has never broken any promises till now,
but will that be the first, and the last?

all these didnt affect my feelings.
becus i still love him the way i do.