is it really so difficult to gain back his trust?
cus its like no matter how i try.
it didnt suceed.
not ONCE. and while i'm still working on it.
something i said had brought the trust level back to ZER0 again.
now that it alr happened.
i must think before i say next time.
i MUST get my reward soon.
I DUN CARE!!! =(
cus its getting colder again.

i've got this feeling you're not gonna stay.
the fear of losing,of sliping away.
keeps getting closer.

i guess.. we're going back to what we used to be like.
(the recent ones). darn..
i dont want the same old things to happen again.
and the same old feelings of being hurt again.
& i'm longing to go back to those sweet days(:

the gift of love is all around us.
sometimes i feel i'm all alone,
no one to really care.
but when we look all around our world,
we know that love is there!

i'm gonna try to gain back whatever i've lost.
(: wish me luck people!

FRIENDS are like gardens.
the more you put into it, the more you get out of it!
(: looks like those problems are still there.
whoever is having problems,find someone trustable to talk to.
not unless you tell them, you'll never know how much they can help!(: