hi everybody, i'm high today!

i'll skip the boring morning ( it rhymes ).
today( i mean yesterday ) is 14th Dec.
meaning, a month after prom.
which also means..... haha. you know what.

so anyway, my dearest brought me out today.
he always asked me not to expect much, but it always turns out good.

in the bus, watched Kendrick play against Taufik.
Kendrick always lead the first 2 points. Subsequently, Taufik overtook him.
we reached! and WALKED super long ( thanks to someone, haha, KIDDING )
after a loooooooooong walk, we finally reached.
and we saw something disturbing.
a woman in white, with long hair covering the face, at the shelter, by the side.

and it gets kinda freaky because you know, things can happen.

we were ( actually only him ) getting all paranoid.
we walked closer and CHEY! realised its a couple.
the man was lying on the woman's lap and was blocked by the pillar.

and we watched the sunset. ( romantic right..... dun get jealous. heh)

we spent quite sometime there. from 5+ till 7+.
and lots of happenings, and some were FUNNY.
we saw a cat along our way, and SOMEONE's reaction was so big.
which still makes me laugh. hahahahaha.
& the indian couple!
there were lots of mosquitos.
when it became darker,

i was asked not to open my eyes too big, not to point, not to look up.

below us were trees, bushes and all.

at night, it was beautiful! with all the lights. whao!

when we were returning back....

someone was scared. ( actually me a lil' affected by him )

but we tried to keep ourselves occupied by talking.

soon, we saw people and felt 'safe'

headed to town for Ramenten. but got mac instead.
even mac was like irritating.
so many people eating mac.
but we finally got a place at Taka. ( after visiting like 3 of them )
had our meal + SUGAR fries. heh.

took train followed by bus home.
like so late alr! 11+

hot right. i've got another pic of him smiling ( you hardly see him smile dont you? )
but i know he'll kill me if i post it up here.

Tomorrow, i'l be off to Malaysia.
which means i wont see the guy above.
i miss his tweety bird lips. hah.
Brown Boy ( hotty ), you'll be MISSED!

Work was boring today... ZzZz
maybe cus Marisah wasnt around.
after working for several weeks.
came to realise, Marisah is more fun to work with.
all the imitations, questioning, laughters, shootings.
but then again, it doesnt make my work so boring.
and when theres nth to do, i'll just slack.
Whereas for Irene, i had to do lots of things.
BUT!!! today, Fadhila( a guy ) told me something Unbelievable.
at first i couldnt believe it. but somehow, i thought bout the actions
and maybe, yeah, its true... BUT STILL UNBELIEVABLE LAH!!!
ended work slightly later.
but still, BORING.

on a lighter note, i'll be out with my boy tomorrow.
and on sat and sun, i'll be going to malaysia.
to visit my aunt ( and some other motive ) and then go SHOPPING

havent slept for more than 24hours.
and thats like amazing, seriously.
usually after staying up late for the whole night,
my next move would be to go back home and sleep!
but this time, I SURVIVED. i'm so proud to say that I SURVIVED!
remained awake until now! woohoo. and feeling a lil tired.

9/12/07
met amanda at redhill mrt,
before reaching there, was talking to my dearest on the phone.
amanda and i came early!
everybody else was surprised. (esp me with the LATE QUEEN title)
everybody thought i would be late.
but like always, whenever i try to be early, every other ppl witll be late.
so the next one came 48mins after our meeting time =)
and thats the birthday boy, Chua Yi Da!
next came Jit yong and lastly, Hz and Simping.
had lunch at bk.
slacked. talked.
me and hz had an interesting talk though.
apparently, things didnt go too well for him,
and perhaps he isnt too pleased with what happen after that. he became EMO.
bought the tickets for The Golden Compass at 5.15, and we have such a long time to kill.
so we settled down at one outdoor corner of vivo.
near Sushi Tei, and started our own gambling den ( haha. not exactly, no money was involved)
we played, Heart Attack (really heart attack) Daidee( which i dont know how ), blackjack
AND THEIR FAVOURITE, or rather hz's, MAGIC!!(actually just tricks)
JACK HEARTS GONE!!!! whos fault?! haha

time fries (flies) and off we go to watch our movie.
the movie was boring,
at least most of us find it boring like even before midway through the story.
we were looking at each other, and talking..
"Dust can FLOW" but the sound effect was great i must say.
maybe the movie is not suited for people like us. =(
but i still wasted my $9.50 ahhhhhhhhhh!
THE most awkward thing was, i was wearing fbt tee and shorts into the cinema ( beach wear )
when everyone else is properly attired. sad. LOL

Headed to west mall, had jap food.
Yida treated ice milo. THANKS!
waited for vic, got the cake.
went to jityong's house,
talked, the guys CS-ed
bathed, went to watch the boys play WII.


they were so comical at first. they way they tried out the foreign machine. haha.
played for quite some time, CAKE CUTTING.

personally i like the cake. tasty + creamy.
jityong helped me hold Yida, so i smurged the a lil cream on his flawless skin.
hoping he'll get a pimple soon. LOLS!

after that the girls went up to talk.
jityong was up too i guess.
the boys were still playing?
Vic and Jityong were the only 2 that slept.
The rest all still hanging on, so me and ht went down to watch them play boxing. haha
so basicaly throughout the whole night, we gossipped, played cards, talked. WIIed ( boys )
and Ghost stories by howezhong, its too unbelievable to be true. and its not that i dun trust hz for his real stories lah. haha.
went up to play Murderer! Yida claims its fun, probably cus difficult to guess. lols.
by then, MORNING ALR!
time fries(flies) again! woohoo. now i'm even back in my own home.
meeting on the 18th again?!
after i left the coffee shop that sells ice milo...
i went to meet my dearest.
i was half dead and was tired just now.
but my dearest and i had a great time right? lols.
i want to go to the place again! (:
now i guess i'm a lil all right after a long day. haha.
now that i have my job well done! i'm so happy!
i'm a survivor!

CUMMON SHILIN!

Happily Never After.

quite an old song. but still good =)

Even when i ran out of topics, i still came out with whatever shit/crap/trash/rubbish.
And now you're telling me we have nothing to talk about?
hah. what a joke man.
Then i dont see anything to talk about in the future huh?

today was an amazing day.
with the time passing amazingly fast.
met my boy at 1.25. someones late...
he was extra HOT today, really.lols.
headed to plaza sing, was raining damn heavily.
had lunch at long john, walked in the rain to get to the cathay.
hestitated quite awhile before getting the tickets.
in the end, caught enchanted and was a lil late.
the show was good, i would say.
reflected abit on our relationship though.
the chipmonk was soooo cute! hahaha.
plot was quite alright...
the ending was expected.
but i still love it anyway =)

after movie, sat around the cathay.
walked in the rain again, to town. went taka.
saw elmo and friends. haha. and walking in the rain actually got him more sick.
bad bad. haha.
had dinner at lucky plaza.
"SUGAR FRIES" hahahahahahahaha.
walk to far east. slack around. took 143 and 30 home.

time flew really fast.
but one thing for sure today.
my dearest was damn hot (: *winks*

Suddenly everyone is asking " Tell me truthfully, do you have a boyfriend?"
OR that gay " how old is your boyfriend?"
maybe i was caught somewhere, somehow.
I'm in a dillema.
Apparantly, my dad, my bro, my friends.
In fact, everyone close to me knows bout this..
EXCEPT my mum. i'm still waiting for the right time to strike.
but at the same time, because i return home quite late,
and she gets quite worried everytime.
telling her that would keep her mind at ease but i know shes gonna kill me for that.
but then again, having a boyfriend doesnt mean you're gonna neglect anything else.
maybe just sparing some time for this special someone.
and giving and receiving love to and for this special someone.
=)

work was okay today.
quite boring. but lots of orders.
at 2pm, got nothing for me to do.
so at 2.30 they decided to let me paste sticker. LOLS.
there was a new girl today.
quite young. but i think same age...
didnt really talk lah.
boring.....

went to work with my untidy hair and my green top.
i went into the locker room before i changed cus it was damn early.
Cheryl thought i was a customer? haha. so funny.
she said she couldnt recognise.
so i was in the kitchen the whole day.
and I LOVE IT!
today's a Sunday and the orders are like WHAO.
the place is quite cramp plus there were many orders.
so i was like trying to make some sushi(s).
at least now i know whats a Temaki (handroll)
Ebi(prawn) Amaebi (raw prawn)
Unagi(fish?) Kappa(cucumber)
Kani(Crabstick) Ni Hotate ( something like clam )
Salmon sashimi!
okay, like whatever!

so the people there were fun and funny also.
i witness a 'fight' between Marisah and Trace.
Trace hit Marisah and Marisah hit back. ( gay )
and when Trace tried to retaliate.
Marisah like scared. omg.
Trace " You not man ah, girl also wanna beat" (in Chi)
gay-ness. i'm freaked out.
like woman sial.
other than that. work went fast and smoothly.

Jurong point alot of couples dont know why.
and couples tend to walk quite slow.
thats understandable.
so everyone was walking DAMN slow and i was rushing home.
very irritated cus blocking my way.
fat lah, excuse me. haha.
and i was FREAKING hungry.
i see Sushi i wanna eat it.
the male staffs there damn lame.
"please knock the door if you wanna come in, we're sharing secrets"
there isnt any door. -_- lame ass. haha.
maybe i should enjoy work.
no! i wanna quit SOON.

i still miss my dearest.

i miss brown boy.

today, slacked for the first half of the day.
met my boy at the later part of the day.
As usual, was late.
but he was later. hahahahaha.
suntec food court free tv mobile watch Singapore Vs Laos.
and i owe him 200 slapssssssss. darn.
the match idiotic-ally ( Own word )
ended up in a 0-0 draw....
saw my favourite players...
like bai,shahril,shaiful ( on purpose )

had burger king, damn fullllll.
went Toy'R us
AS USUAL! "i dun wanna grow up, I'm a toyrus kid!"
after that, headed to some place....
alot of mat + minah? aiya dunnoe how to spell.
got lots of boats.... haha. nice places though.
after that headed home.
and here i am. Safe and Sound. wth!

i hope everything is fine now...

today i met up with one my my longest longest friend.

well, 16 years of friendship.

and nothing else can beat that, i swear.
when we were young, we spend our childhood together.

now that we're older, we talk bout things together.

so when i first saw her after 2 years, was feeling a lil' awkward ( i guess she felt the same )

after that, went to have lunch, and we talked bout our current job...
boyfriends, school, family.
so i finally found the person to tell all by shits to.
and she did too. haha.
we have the same trait lah, CANNOT STOP LAUGHING!

so at one point of time, we found ourselves laughing like some idiots.
she asked my lots of questions bout bgr.
not that i'm experienced, but cus her first.
but same as me, O's come first!
so girl, do well for o's first! haha. and let him wait!

we spent our day at bugis and town...
and time seem to pass faster than ever.
so now i'm back home.
i dont know when i'll see you again,
but be sure to know that you'll be missed.

my face, sadly still same...
haha. nv change. lols.

My friend, 16 years and still counting!!

MAYDAY FOR YOU!
another version. more soothing. heh.
yay:D i love this song, baby.

yay! tmr i'm going out with winaaaaaaaaa!
better than rotting at home and wasting time on idiotic stuffs.

Things has never turned out so bad.
It has never felt so painful.just by ignoring someone.
Maybe it's just me that i can't keep up with how things are going.
Maybe it's just me that i was slow to realise...
Maybe it's just me that i agreed to get myself into this.
I'm tired...
I'm tired of all the problems we've faced and all the problems we are going to face.
There's just too much of it and i cant seem to hold on.

Maybe it's just a mistake for me to start another commitment.
when i have so many other things to do.
I haven't spared a thought for him, have I?

yesterday night went for wedding dinner.

my grandma's nephew= my dad's cousin= my dunnoe who?!

the wedding was sweeet i would say.

first they had the fire of love or smth, i think was some lighted candles. i cant see from my view.
then as usual, champagne + YUM SENG! kissing for 30seconds. LOLS.

and all the usual stuffs lah.

but i like her gown. very beautiful. it was purple. but looks blue. like metallic kind.

wohoooo~ my dream gown. but looks kinda heavy though.

so anyway, my prom dress came handy.

and thats a good thing.

dresses like that are not for one time use.
so yeah, i made good use of it.

except for this time, i didnt consult any make up artist and hairstyler,

i was my own.

hair i kept it simple.

high pony tail + back comb and then make it as messy and fluffy as possible.

and because of that my ponytail looks kinda short.

makeup, used my own makeup tools.

i'm blusher free.

because its alr red. lols!

the fooood there were better than prom! haha

SHARK FIN! and ok lah, the greedy me had 2 bowls.

cus we were 1 person short and everyone knows i love shark's fin.
but it tasted sooooooo gooood!
other dishes include the fish, seabass or smth.

mushroom + some other veggies cooked with oyster sauce.

prawn crackers + roasted chicken.

hokkien mee? i dunnoe whats tt.

and some other veggies + scallop.

i'm hungry now. lols!

met some of my long long long distant distant relatives.

actually not really.

so there was one same age as me.

another girl same age also.

and when you have relative like tt, results are being compared.
it sucks lah, cus i think they are super muggers.
maybe not weihao( cus he has one earring on his left ear )

haha.no biasness against those who has one piercing on the left.

but the other girl's father is a teacher.

and he knows mr chia. so i suspect hes from yuanching. hmmm

so i kinda stress lah.
so weihao's elder bro, weitian become jappie, with long fringe convering the face.

den very funny, my dad's cousin.. i dunnoe how to address her,

commented on it and say, if i were a fengshui master, there is no direction! (all covered) -_-"

apart from that, the dinner was enjoyable.

hereby, i will this couple, everlasting love =)

the wedding songs are so enjoyable. really.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY
TAN HOWE ZHONG!
dun be too sad lah....
see you soon =)

the place that witness our love.

work today was BORING.
seriously, cus there arent much things to do.
so after i prepared the shoyu, ginger and wasabi, started slacking alr.
r.m ask me to recognise the party sets.
and cus i wanna slack. so i keep looking at the menu. hehe.
den ksiao, memorising like tt. (smart right!)
so after awhile manager say help out in the kitchen.
so i went in, refill the soba sauce.
see auntie make sushi.
wahhh, very hungry...
den after nth to do in the kitchen alr, r.m ask me go wipe cupboard.
that was troublesome. but was ok, cus i'm used to doing it at home.
finish alr, still slacking... after awhile den 3pm alr.
yoooooo, go home!
so happy =)

rested awhile, at night met my boy.
jealoussssssss lah.... darn......
slacked awhile. actually not really. quite some time.
when can i see you again? haha.
i love you, dearest!

yesterday, caught the exciting match between Saffc and Gombak.
as expected, Saffc won. though more goals can be scored.
suprised to see Michelle Tan there.
she said shes playing SOCCER.
i was like totally shocked.
okay. not the point. i'm still curious how girls stop the ball with their chest.

theres one player i really admire.
i admire his spirit, and i dont know his name!
one of his lower part of the hand (below the arm) is amputated.
he was a prime leg. player. but was the ONLY player whos good enough for sleague.
whao, i mean if it was me, i would have gone into depression or smth.
he was Pro yesterday though.

so, point proven. i dont watch football for the guys okay.
although i used to, look, there are more learning points than just looking.
to my horror, one of my fav players, John Wilkinson missed a penalty!
so disappointed! haha.
but a win is still a win.

today, i slacked at home for the WHOLE day.
doing nothing... thats sad.
tmr i gotta work.
and considering to go for sun's rhb singapore cup finals.

i'm bored lah.
and i miss that guy. darn.

woke up super early.
cus had to meet cc and my very early to get our pants for work.
so we went peninsula shopping centre.
got it, went off.
yesterday and today is BUDGET DAY.
everything i'm trying to get the budget kind.
which is kinda sad, but true.
we walked from there to plaza sing.
slacked around.

after which i walked to town to meet my lao xiao and lao da!
it was quite a distance...
and it has been quite sometime since i walked there alone.
more than a year i guess.
i thought of lots of things man...
it started drizzling.
the rain has never felt so good, really.
all of the sudden, i don't really mind walking under the rain....

i reached. had yoshinoya. watched Beowolf!
my first NC16 show.
its quite yucky, disgusting.
animation + acting.
sound effect were like LOUD.
but that makes the movie "good" though.
its quite unbelievable and the plot was STUPID.
so throughout the whole show, the 3 of us were trying to figure out whos real.
ljy apparently finds it boring.
well, i'm ok with it just that its kinda lame and unrealistic.
settled for lunch, at MOS burger.
whao. so jap huh?
tmr onwards i'll be facing JAP food, mind you.
had chocolate fondue at coffee club.
yum yum!

and then... this shit had to happen.
i saw this guy....
which reminds me of someone.
just to clarify and to make it clear, it isnt any good looking hunk or whatsoever.
but after awhile. i got back to normal.
toook LOTS of pictures, thanks to the girl whos having a BIG day tmr.
haha. like so paiseh, and that guy was like offering.
"need help in pictures?"

after that took bus homeeee.
and here i am!
tired and all.
but still missing that guy of mine.

sorry, for not uploading the pictures. maybe i'll put it somewhere again.
well, i'm still trying to get all the pictures.
so yeah. dun worry. it will be up before i go to work lah.
say bye to my nails, sigh.

things are so far so good.
i'm out for almost everyday.
but no worries, i'll get it all back sooooon.
so its like spending 10hours in that place.
but maybe the RM is nice, i hope?

no more studies!!!
maybe it isnt a good thing afterall.
my brain will rust for like 2-3 months.
haha. i cant be bothered though. i'm like desperate for money. lols.

the boys are are playing today at 4pm!
goood luck
and well, good luck to you also lah! haha.

i'm back from prom! woohoo.
preparations were alright, i liked my hair.
maybe cus i've nv style it before.
okay, so anw, went there, super pissed.
got entertained by felicia and ling feng.
we were crapping lah.
took pictures......
the programmes were a total screw up (not pointing fingers at anyone)
because, its super unorganised. lols. don't mind me, its just my opinion.
the only fun part is the dancing game.
haha. funny though.
the food served were like so-so lah. not fantastic.
70 bucks i was expecting shark fin.. but disappoined =(
all the people all dress so nice lor!
and i feeel like a loseout there.
lols, so this year's prom king and queen
werent very suprising. haha.
it was quite expected.
but one thing, Thomas was cooooool lah.
cosplay outfit plus black painted nails.
andy ( chen bang jun) was there also,
manage to grab a pic with him.
and i took lots of pics with other people's cam. hahaha
overall, it was quite a fun day with my classmates.

but nothing could end my day sweeter than you.
i love you!

wah i swear i hate this lah...
everything done and almost ready.
now they are coming up with a theme-Masquerade simply like 4 days away from prom?!
haha, i think its too late and almost everyone got thier outfit alr.
i've spent enough money, though my dress doesnt really fit the theme.
but i cant really be bothered unless the school is willing so sponser me money.
lols, seriously this sucks lah.
as usual... exam time table given a few days, before exams
and now even when we've graduated, still like that.

they say everything changes.
only tanglin doesnt.
woohoo~

woke up late this morning...
prepared, headed to harbourfront.
bought alot of things!
den headed to the beach by the tram.
"Hi Welcome"
i'm gonna work at sentosa alr.
free aircon, music and just say that phrase above, you get paid.
had to play games to finish food.
played games.
slacked...
and even by playing ah, some food was thrown away lah! wasted... haha
go 7-11, big gulp no ice. slurpee like foam.
other drinks like twice of the usual.
whao man, sentosa is GREAT!
ok anyway, we went to bathe at about 4.50.
left sentosa and i RUSHED to kallang lor.
but was still late.......i'm sorry once again.
headed to the stadium, drank and went in.
the game was gooooood!
cus bai was playing, john wilkinson was playing, shahril subbed in.
but thats NOT impt.
the most impt thing is that aleksandar duric scored 2 goals!
although they could have won by a larger margin.
but anyway, still job well done, guys!
you rock man!
so anw, we met moisturizer,20cents and air-con there huh, brown boy?
crazy ass.
but it was fun!
weeeeeeeeeeeee~

somebody wants me to blog bout her. haha
so i will. seriously, i cant think of anything to write on.
i think i should start on the p5 stuffs first.
her birthday, Triple J's made some funny thing lah.
with samuel and her enlarged picture on the envelop(i hope you're still keeping it)
and inside was some rubbish. haha
pathetic i should say.
amanda, i cant think of anything!
not that i've nothing to say bout you lah. but you know...
our relationship cannot be described by words.
(excuses ONLY)!
anw, yida's birthday coming eh, any plans?
haha. i'm 16 alr!

okay. i'm not in the red.
now i love the ngee ann organisers.
thanks cab, if not i'll still be thinking i'm in the red group! haha.
so anyway, i had so much fun today.
thanks people! althought i knew smth was wrong, with jingying's agitated voice
and funny actions! lols.
but thanks ah! and the sexy sunflower
Istana -_- was "fun".
but they are like so coool!

sweeet right?

i swear i hate ngee ann to the max.
simply red group when i dont even have a shirt that is red.
you're the coolest lah, organisers.
all other colours i have except red
yellow green blue and silver/white
so irritated.
now i dun feel like going -_-

i'm feeling down and all...
if only you could understand the reason why...

the best song... on this very day.

i swear today was the best ever.
thanks man! at least i get to enjoy myself before i go honeymoon with my books.

hey people! i survived a week+ a day of 'O' levels.
i guess i screwed up most papers,
but i cant be bothered because whats done cannot be undone,
so i'll just finish those papers and play! woohoo!

happy birthday, 'Isham!

its 03:45 now.
i'm here, doing my amaths, while waiting for the updates of the Singapore Vs Palestine match.
call me crazy because i miss watching them play.
but due to time constraint, this is the least i can do.
well at least, i made good use of my time =)

4-0 to Singapore!

4 years in Tanglin, is almost over.
Thoughout these 4 years, i believe i've changed, in terms of the way i think.
[thanks to people who influenced me]
let me recall...

Secondary One, when i FIRST stepped into this school,
i had no friends, i felt lonely, no sense of belonging.
furthermore, i was posted to the LAST class of the express, 1E4.
for a moment, i was quite sad.
i still remember how we complained about those troublesome ties,
but now, i am starting to miss it.
my first friend in Tanglin was, Chialynn.
she sat infront of me, and we had to introduce ourselves.
beside me was Low Chuan Wei, We had never spoken a single word,
till the later part of the year. still, there was no sense of belonging.
Weiqian and i, (1E4 sucks and 6F'03 for me, 6A for her rocks)
we write it every single day on our hands, just to remind ourselves that
no class can replace our primary school class. it was the best.
but later on, we came to realised that we should treasure the present class,
if not we'll be regretting like we did "that time". And so, sometimes we sarcastically
say that "1E4 rocks".
Mr Ho was our form teacher, he was a nice and young teacher with some weird sense of humour. but definitely, together as a class, we became very united...
Fri the 13th, we got a scolding from Ms Solastri.
"shouting competition"

then, we moved on to 2E4. we had Ms Teo as our form teacher. i would say most of the time,
she had no ways to control us. so throughout my 1 year, i wasnt doing much work.
the class grew very strong together, we had fights with other classes. we stood together.
really, i love this class. it brings back so much memories.
with all those weird cheers, taopok, all the fun we had, are still on my mind.
we all had an apple each...
because! an Apple a Day, Keeps the Doctors away.
all the dance modules we went through together!

1E4'04, 2E4'05 YOU ARE MISSED!

time flies.. definitely, we went into different classes,
and some, unfortunately could not stay in Express.
we are all DISPERSED!
we had our own new class.
seriously, i was not used to it at first.
i still missed my old classmates.
but slowly i came to realise that 3E1 isn't that bad afterall...
although i dont really have much friends from there... (not like now i have alot?)
it was hard to cope, definitely. especially when sec 2 you did absolutely NOTHING.
okay, maybe thats a bit exaggerating. lols.
it was a great jump, definitely. but i managed to cope (and still hanging on till now)
nevertheless, we were there to support one another in times of need.
this is a whole new experience all together.
we had conflicts! one of the many major ones was the one where the "class gathering"
was supposed to take place at Vivo. we rebelled and ran away to town instead.
haha. what was that man.
but of course, there were many sweet ones too!
like.... the Shining Red Dot! maybe that got our class EVEN closer.
Mdm Heng was our form teacher, she was sweet and all, we love her to bits.
and now we still.... lols...

4E1 was hell! because every teacher tells you,
" O's are a few months away, you think you're taking O's 3 years later?"
yeah, and all of these to get us going.
i used to think that "not like we don't know o's are arriving"
but now i truly understand why do teachers say such words.
we did lots of things AS A CLASS.
and i am grateful that i have such bunch of people as my classmates.
although i cant really find my true best friend.
but i've found many friends/good friends!
thats good enough i believe =)
Spiderman 3 this year, and all those unfortunate and fortunate events that happened to us in this year alone... those pe lessons. those JOKES, Mikaya, Michael, Cabrina= Kavitha, M1=MI, Muhammad, and many more!
really, i enjoyed myself as part of the class. and thanks for making me laugh! =) hahaha.
a big thanks to Mrs Koh and Mr Lau, they have been a great pait of form teachers!

Graduating is part and parcel of life,
we all have to grow and continue our learning jouneys in different institutes.
but whether we're a part of apart, its a test of how strong the relationships are.
Throughout these 4 years. i have been waiting to graduate from this school.
but the people here will definitely be missed!
evidence:


Today, is the Graduation Ceromony.
Now, i'm an unofficial-official Graduate of Tanglin Secondary.
what have i done/learnt over these 4 years?
think about it, Shi Lin.
during school time, Cab and co. prepared a powerpoint slide for the class.
In those powerpoint slides, there were pictures of us. in groups and individually.
its amazing how time actually played on us.
Time have brought us closer, but now, it's tearing us apart.



Last but not least, i'm so fortunate to have great teachers.
who've guided me and helped me in my work.
i just want to thank them woohooo! =)
i'll thank them officially after o's. haha.

okay. really the last, I MISS MY NETBALL TEAM!

i'll miss everyone in 4E1.
thanks for all you've done.

have you considered?

almost all results are back.
results are average (yet again)
i can't be bothered, seriously.
i dont have any motivation to study.
oh yes, the only thing was a B for physics.
thats the only thing i feel satisfied.
seriously, what's doing well with your friends struggling?

do you feel good? so what if you're the best?
so what if you can acheive your target.
and because you've acheived it, does it mean that what other people get doesnt concern you?
in this case, i consider you a solo-ist.

Friendly competitions, they say are always good.
then, we'll be more motivated to study...
but have you considered how one would feel when he/she is on top of everybody,
whereas his/her friends arent doing well at all.
and it doesnt feel good being in such situations.

it hurts man....

cheaters?!
ask for more marks, still writing despite the CI have announced that time is up.
so what if you do well now? you wont get to do those during O's.

i hate this!!!

anw, to avoid having the same skin and someone wanted the old skin.
so i switched back. but i need all your links once again.

i'm relinking all my friends, cus half of my previous one aint working.
so just leave a tag so that i can link you guys.
finally a skin of my liking. after so long....

if you haven't realise, we're a month away from Amaths Paper!

whether you want to do well for your o levels.
it's a matter of choice.
a test of determination and perseverance...
double-meaning. like in "The Test"
haha. crap.

i should apply this to myself...

55!

today, someone knocked some sense into me.
and now i'm reconsidering the kind of life i want to lead for the next 5 years.
perhaps, noone likes to take the tough way.
but if thats the only way you can enjoy the later part of your life, den it'll make it all worthwhile.
true true... i will make sure i mug hard man!
thanks! =)

i miss you day and night, my mp3!
why did you chose to leave me?!
or rather, why did i ever let you go?! haha.

this week is like........ wth lah!
prelims start next week.
and i'm like slacking over here!
but i'll work hard.
esp for phy.
lols.

66!

today is Teacher's day.
went to school as usual.
celebration was so-so.
the form teacher's period was more fun than the celebration itself.

cus Mrs Koh said her touching "speech"
and really, her words make me cry.
and sad to say, we'll be graduating in like, less than 2 months.
thats sad....sigh...
after all the tears, we played "zhong ji mi ma"

luckily i didnt kena any of the forfeits. so embarassing!hehe

" I love Peanut Butter" hahahaha

so after a few games, we headed to the hall for the celebration.
i was okay with the celebration since.... it is my last year there. haha.

afterwhich, headed to clementi then walked around.

joelle, who went back alr, ziyang and sy.
headed to Hpps!

climbed up to the 4th floor,

and we all can't remember how to get up to the gallery.

managed to find our way.
wooohooo there was AIRCON!

the school hall, is where we played captains ball, took class photo.
and the spot, i'm actually sitting at, is the area we sit during assembly!

and for once, we were forced to re-sing Majulah Singapura. ( i remember! )

before our eco field trip!

this pic is taken in between the walk way from the porch to the kids corner.
they're so fortunate lah. when i left, it was a BLANK WALL.

now, its full of words, and even social studies!
the piano is still there, i think its off-tuned alr lah.
saw Mr Ali! phew~ he was back after his Friday Prayers.
so we walked with him to the hall where the rest of the people are .
haha. he was kinda shocked at first.
and everything was kinda weird. silence.....

but it got ok after a while.
we talked bout school, he asked bout boyfriends, er.....
and who used to like Samuel! hahaha !#$%^&

the two rivals were there. hahaha.
they wanted to play football, but Mr Ali was not appropriately dressed.
so after talking for quite some time, mad left.
oh wait, justina left before i returned to the hall.
lols. so in the end, he had to do work and we went to the canteen.

i didnt mean to take this guy, but welcome to my colourful canteen!haha.

[taken from Graduation CD for classes of 2003]

the coolest thing i've found out is that...

THEY HAVE A PHYSICS LAB THAT IS DAMN CUTE!

and before we left, there was already home econs room.

whao. Hpps is well facilitated man, but i didnt have much chances.
before Mr Ali left us for work, we took a picture!

and then....... the guys played soccer, "as usual"

the girls watched. and then that Mr Ali,
contradicting his words! he was playing with his inappropriate attire lah!

after they've stopped, we've decided to town for pastamania.
in the end, too many people, had burgerking instead.
i was laughing non-stop for a few times.
and i felt really weird because i was the only one laughing -_-" like some dummy.

after dinner, they went to vic's hse, while amanda, sy and i went home...
we'll be meeting to study tmr.

so anw, those who were here today...
theres, me,joelle(left earlier),justina,mad,phoebe,amanda,vic,sy,jityong,simping,waicheong,
samuel,howezhong, oon yu, ziyang. and that jeremy was like " i thought no one went back"

ahahahaha, stupid, miss out the fun!

i have to admit the kids there are damn cute! lols.
and the fact that we are getting older doesnt mean we're no longer cute! HAHAHA

i wanna visit hpps again!

oh anw, i think the new principal greeted us, but we couldnt recognise the new P.
haha. sad. i kinda miss Mr Richard Lim...

in fact, nth there has changed, except there are ALOT more decorations around...
and the classrooms are still as nice, lockers still as big. haha.
library still as big.
fern garden, i havent been there.
where else ah. haha. cant remember.
so anyhoos, i hope i'll be back next year, with a ball. lols.

everyone has changed. but one thing that never changes is that,
my EX form teacher never smiles!

we still love 6Flexibility'03! woohooo~

for those who were unable to make it here today.

i hope i'll see you some day soon =)

while some are busy preparing for N levels,

i wanna wish all my friends who are taking N levels all the best =)

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

Happy Teachers' Day! =)

This year is probably my last year going back to Hpps.
and i'm sure i'm gonna eat alot there! haha. yum yum!
for those who can't make it or not going back, i miss you!
haha, for those going back, yay, i get to see you! haha.
what the heck. but seriously till today, i still love my class.
so i hope i'll have fun!
=)

anw, i found my water bottle back! and i almost lost it again... phew~

77!

darn darn darn, i lost my water bottle and i miss it sooooooooo much!

80! wooohoooo!

one star....

87 days!

woke up really early today.
headed to Kallang Netball Centre.
and was late..... kena scolded.
warmed up, played our first match against..... Damai strivers.
i would say, best game out of all the matches! haha.
even though we lost, we worked hard.
and i missed that crucial goal!!! ah!!!
thats damn irritating.
but i did enjoy myself.
2nd game kena trashed. haha.
after this visit, i dont know when will be the next time i'll go to KNC!
so much memories!

lazy elaborate alr.
TIRED!!!

oh anw, i just realised today is SHUAI GE day! haha
but no hunks around. i'll just stick to one. lols.
it has been 2 years........

94!

i love her voice.

i know i'm a little late...
HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY, Singapore!
i'm watching ndp now, and i so love the airforce!! esp their uniform.
damn cool. lols.
the police car also damn cool. lols. great great!
i wish i could be there.
though watching it at home is okay with me,
but i miss this kind of atmosphere.
i'm so proud of singapore! =)
& seriously, i cant wait for seagames. lols. dont ask me why.

this year's school celebration was one of the most boring.
maybe because last year we were like isolated. lols.
no shining red dot this year...
no fun! and it was very short.
in fact, i only enjoyed the singing part. lols.

i dont know why, but this song is stuck in my head for many years.
The 9th of August is a holiday,
we don't have to go to school.
We all can play!
we'll dress in our best,
especially for today.
Hip Hip Hooray, it's our national day!
it came from Hpps lah... lols.

we had a class gathering yesterday.
Pizzahut+Rush Hour 3.
i finished my pizza faster! yay!
Rush hour 3 was good. but i find it too short.
maybe it's just me. haha. but the shots are like damn loud.

1 day and i am already rotting to death.

97...

i'll enjoy myself to the fullest tomorrow, i hope!

did anyone miss me? haha, i was just kidding.
So anw, school has been so far so good.
Focus this week was like... on/off.
so considered slack this whole week.
& with achiever's day there will be no saturday class!
Next week is gonna be short. School on mon and tue, wed half day + class gathering.
and i'll probably rot to death for next few days or so.
so i hope i'll take this chance to catch up with my friends- to do something useful i hope.
LOLS. Jingying and I will have to hook ourselves to some National Library to do CIP.
and i'm plain lazy....

today was emo-day!
when erin broke the news to me, i couldnt help it lah...
maybe it was all too sudden.
haha. but one thing for sure!
we'll miss you for sure!
but i'll try not to cry again? haha.
seems impossible though.

so i think my class boys will smell the same tmr...

Words tend to contradict themselves.
now, i'm getting all confused.
lets take today for instance,
If they say don't judge a book by its cover,
then why do people care about how you look during your oral exam?
the fact is, looking like an ahlian doesnt mean you can't read well, right?

Next, English comprehension is strictly giving a specific answer.
Yet, for Social Studies, we have to add in our own inferences and evidence.
and that Mr Mickey guy gave an example on Chicken Rice, on how to ans SBQ.
the question was "did you have lunch?" or smth like that.
isn't this strictly a yes or no question?
i mean,if you said you had chicken rice, you're not answering the question!
its like asking you whether you want an apple, and you're telling me the apple is green.
and thats supposed to be the way you score high marks of SBQ?!
oh man, i dunnoe what to do now.
they are contradicting themselves once again...

i feel like killing someone right now.
i hate it!

112! =)

shoooots! round 2 is played double knock out.
which means, we'll go there early morning just for 2 games?! noooo!
why can't it be like last year, round robin for round two and then double knockout!
then at least we can make a comeback fromt he losers pool like last year!
hahahaha. just hope lady luck will be on our side for easy schools. hehe =)
kidding, i'm sure we're not always this lucky...
so just play our best girls!
and i have to play GA again?! hmmm.
better practice my shooting, in case. haha.

today started out quite bad.
cus it rained and the games were delayed for at least half an hour.
can't remember the exact time.
we played our first game against hongkah.
probably the C team or something.
so we beat them 13-0.
westwood was next, then followed by regent, bowen and marsiling.
we won all except Regent.
i wanna emphasize on the last match.
probably that GD dun like my face or smth.
so she slapped me even without the ball coming anywhere near me.
and she bang me, but good thing i didnt fall! because i'm a noble gas!
i'm stable! haha. wth. they were pretty rough lah.
if you compare them to other cdiv teams.
but we won 11-0 in the end though.
i'm sorry, i can only remember the scores of the first and last match!
hahahaha. so anw, we made it into the 2nd round? lols.
wonderful!
sad thing is that the first team didnt make it...
but i guess you've tried hard.
so try harder next year! =)
never give up!
the 2nd round wil be played a day before eng oral!

so after the game we bought and ate kfc on the bus.
so rush lah... but reached west coast park on time! =)
then was like slacking there for cip?! haha.
after that went clementi mac to study...
and then blah blah blah....
stupid cats.
no wait, they arent stupid.
they are smart cus they know where to hide, so they would scare me...

its the 22nd now, so 115!

tomorrow will be a goooood day! =)
117!

Pesta Sukan falls on this sat,
i'm supposed to be happy.
but the fact is, i'm not.

i feel so lousy.
it sucks.
tell me what should i do now?

i'm getting very excited, beacuse.....
i'm gonna play for PESTA SUKAN next week!
yay! i'm gonna be in tanglin jersey for the last time!
awwww. thats sad.
but apart from that, theres this one thing i'm really touched...
i dont know whats the right word to use.
$140 of registration fee, and we're sponsored.
cool, aint it? thanks for it though.
i hope we'll make it to the top 4, and not wasting that large sum of money.
so lets play our hearts out mannnn!
and that includes those who're playing in the first team!
=) i miss netball sooooooooo much!

netball file has made my testimonial so easy to write.
because whatever cip and achievements are recorded during netball camp.
In 2005. cus we didnt have a camp last year, sigh.
so we must have one this year after o's.
den we'll go there and extra! =)

yay! i cant wait to go kallang netball centre,
cant wait to hear the siren! (means to change sides)
cant wait to beat schools!
wow. lots of memories there indeeeeed.
from...
playing with kaiyun and some other seniors in sec 1.
to mr teh walking out on us in 2005.
to last year's 3rd! like finally after trying for 2 years.
haha.

Focus , Focus , Focus everyday!
i'm getting bored. but what can i do?
absolutely nothing. haha.
but at least, i'm entertained by jokes and silly acts.
hahahaha, winnie the POOH is a hero!!
AND! the bird had flown far away!

i think it's 125 today.

when you're tired,
you just have to push yourself and say, i'm gonna finish this race!

thats the way to go!
i'm left with my final 300m to finish,
and that'll be the end, of the race!
=)
doing some self-motivation here. please ignore!

128 days!

today was a bad bad bad day.
i dont know. but i dont feel good today.

can we have a farewell party or smth?!
LOLS, over the past 3 years, we've been doing it for our seniors.
so when is our turn?! haha
any of my juniors reading this, i demand for a farewell party!
LOLS! wth! i'm just kidding!
but maybe we could hang out for dinner/outing or smth.
i dont know, provided we all have the time...

Pesta Sukan on the 28th July.
Saturday. If it clashes with mr chan's chem lessons den how....
i'd love to play for tanglin, or if i get to play for the alumni team.
can i represent tanglin for the last time? lols.

anw, we did an essay for Eng focus.
and i wrote bout the MGS match.
great experience there.
" it was YOU who let the team down...."
best phrase... haha.
i said nothing.

i cant wait for the weekend again!
maybe i just need more sleeping hours.
and i wanna runnnnn!!!

as i countdown to the end of o's,
i think it is necessary for me to countdown to my prelims.

today isnt goooood.

Shape up or Ship out

so tempted to watch the the u23 play against the aussies today.
but i guess i've more important things to do than just watching football.
yesterday i've watched enough! haha.
so better get back to work!

Swim or Sink!

Goodbye, National Stadium

yesterday was fantastic! =)
and yeah, it is something that comes once in a lifetime!
hahahaha! so of cus i wouldnt want to miss it.
anyway... Singapore lost 3-0 to Australia.
but i thought they could have done much better.
apart from the fact that the Aussies are really goooood.
esp the keeper! haha.
after the match, there was this closing ceremony thing....
it was damnnnnn coool!
hahahaha. and there were quite alot of people, not full house though.
kallang roar! i was toooo lazy. haha.
but anw, so funny today.
$3 for each goal scored. lols?
but nothing can be compared to the atmosphere there.
so in conclusion, it was worth going! =)

BYE bye! national stadium!

i can't wait for the weeeeekend!
140! =)




anything?

Physics was sooooo lame!
no wait, not phy.
i mean... MRT!( Mr Ronnie Teo )
he was very lame~ and i did control my laughter after some time.
but the first few lessons were like, shit, falling asleep!

i'm so tired and i want to sleep. but i can't.
damn.

stayed back for netball a lil.
so there was this reporter from channel 8.
Yunhua, Siewhong, Mei Yun and I, were trying to guess his name.
ok, call me bad or mean.
huahua: isit Xu Huan Liang
me: * sounds familiar but i forgot who"
siewhong: Huh? I thought Xu Huan Liang was a singer?
den i started laughing lah.

the actual fact is, Xu Huan Liang is neither a reporter nor a singer.
hes this judge for Project Superstar right?!?!
hahahahahaha, i can't stop laughing! today sooooo funnnnnn! i mean, funnnnnn-y!

141! ohhhhhhh maaaaaannnnnnnn!
long way to go.

first day of school kinda screwed up.
school wasnt nice at ALL.
sigh, triple science for 3 days? Wonderful!

Bio was Cheeeeeezy today.
blue cheese sucks! taste and smells like Vomit?
no offence to those who liked it.

after school, played badminton.
tagged with cheechin, and somehow,
either the wind, or my racket too heavy, or i used too much force.
the shuttlecock got stuck at the roof. hahaha.
so in the end we had to get a new one.
after badminton did alot of talking. haha.
and a lil maths.

DARN! ganchoonsoon, you're making me recalling the unnecessary past.
haha. and i think its damn stupid! but thanks though!
2 years ago, that was.
3-4 sleague matches per week.
totally slack.
now, even a match per term is tough.
hahaha! pathetic man.
i don't know why i was so agitated then...
maybe it is the first encounter that time. i was young and ermm. innocent!
ohh yeahh righhhtttt! crap.

142!

ah, i forgot to thank someone for his present.
"SAVE MONEY" ahh...
i'm thrifty okay!
so why are you giving me that! haha.
no, i dont blame you for giving me that.
but THANKS! i'll make good use of it.
just like how the rest of the girls will make full use of the bag?

so we'll get to see each other next sat again.
another suaning session, i guess.

tempted to watch Korea Vs Singapore.
shooots. but theres sch tmr! DARN.

yesterday was...
full of crap.
i had a good time suaning sombody.
and i guess he had a good time suaning me too.
it is quite embarassing, but i cant be bothered anymore!
i wont leave the clique lah, cummmon!
hahaha. but it was fun, as usual! =)
the next time we'll meet, to PLAY will probably be after our o's.
study, next week, maybe?
anw, yida picked up the call from sy,
fantastic. lols.

oh noooo, tmr is the last day of school!
i wann SLEEEP!

i did quite alot of reflection while i was on the way home =)

i wish i had the time to swim every week.

these few days, i've been trying to finish up my holiday assignments.
well, at least now i just need to do a lil touch up,
and i think i need to start studying after all the fun!
if not i'll probably cry next year, sigh.

anw, i think i wanna lose as much weight as possible now.
cus i doubt i'll exercise when school reopens.
and i dun wanna be fat.
hahahaha!

ok, swimming tmr,
sat reserved either to go out, or to study.
sun, get ready for schooool!
and mon, TSS, here i come! =)

147!!

this is the damn 3rd day.
CS and LOUD music in the day.
+ construction work outside.
at night, its more human noises.
quarrels in the middle of the nightS.
damn you, i swear this is fishing irritating.
fish all these shits.
so i guess after today, i'll go out of house till night.
well, do i have a choice?

well, at least i managed to finish some work ytd.
oh, thats because, my bro was asleep till noon.
and he had to go for appointment.
so i was free from noise the whole day,
then here comes night, the same thing repeats again...
i'm sick of home!
If you find 3 person so difficult to live with,
what more 4?
i understand now....

today is my EX-Capt! HUIYU's birthday!!
happy birthday capt!

i've got so much hol assignments left!
yay! i need to finish them by fri.
so i can maybe go swimming on sunday.
or visit my godparents before the school term starts.

Even Dinosaur changes.
so what more ordinary people?
perhaps, boys are only dinosaurs to their own girl?
we were wrong, all the while...
but neverrrrrrrrrmind!
my dinosaur will appear one fine day.....
lols. totally crap!

met the rest before giving wanru her "suprise".
bought a cake, and i was holding the Big Box.
haha, anw, me and cab were catching a lil bit of Spongebob. haha
lighted the candles, and headed down to this jap place. i can't spell it!
haha. anw, i think she was pretty touched(:
and we all got a hug from her.
or rather, she have got lots of hugs! haha.
i guess we were too noisy, that the staffs there were complaining too.
so anyhoow, blew the cake, and ate it. haha.

walked to cine for er.... neoprints! haha.
so on the way, there was this sony camera thing.
and they are taking pictures for free. haha.
so yeah, we went to take that as well.
er. after that. took neoprints!


too bad wanru had to go!
she missed out the "FUN" lols.
we headed to Mac to have some..... ice cream.
and we played this game,
the one who picked the smallest no. will have to drink up this weird mixture.
of er.... curry, ketchup, chilli, coke & whatever. lols.
i kena a few times, and mine was like so CURRY!
its like curry juice and like YUCKS! lols.
Purdey was quite lucky though...hmm.
after that we "upgraded"
i had to finish these to tasks.
1) ask two guys for their no.
2) walk with an imaginary dog
okay, i had a hard time finding guys, because, there isnt any good looking guy around. haha.
and the imaginary dog thing i was like er..... shit, i dont know how!
i enjoyed myself today, but! i wont do that ever again!
hahahaha! and please lah, you think you 2 very handsome ah.
who wants your number. lols.

headed home after that! den cab show us some video, miss dunnoe what.
something burger and fries and nuggets? lols.
lame.

yay! 149!

supposed to meet my girls at 8 for training this morning.
No alarm, so didnt get up till they rang up my house.
and it was like SO IRRITATING!
but thanks for the call, and sorry for being late!
so i rushed down asap, and i was there just before training starts.
and before it rained in the morning.

Trained with the alumni team.
well, i'm not extremely close with them.
but ok, i guess i did enjoy myself today.
ordered Alumni jerseys! woohoo, and i think i'll look weird in those. hmmm.
had 4 quarters of game, i cant remember how many quarters.
but well, i was dead tired! no stamina! shits!
and so, room for improvement!
i'm told what i should improve on,
2 points. 1, the looking of ALL options.
and 2, be more patient...
yeah, i tend to rush when i play,
especially when i am playing with the Alumni team,
knowing that my standard is nowhere near theirs.
its pressurising somehow.
Next week, a break for the alumni.
while the Tanglin teams compete in SRC carnival.
we participated last year.
and that i was probably my worst carnival,
with the worst experience, beacause i was labelled as a "bad influence" to the team.
sigh, i will never forget that.
the following week school reopens!
sigh, i dread school somehow.
maybe the holiday was toooo long!

so anw, best of luck to Team Tanglin!

today turned out to be quite alright.
at least i managed to talk to her.
and i tried not to leave her out,
i tagged with her in the outer defence.
she was playing WD while i was playing C.
and we umpired games.
well, i'm actually quite happy with today!

siewhong got us dumplings, or bazhang you call it.
and i took a long time to finish one.
the last time i had her grandma's dumplings was 2 years ago.
haha. crap!

sigh, the day past really slow.
and i hate this.
because 9 days is soooooooo lonnnnnnnnngggggg!

ANTI-MULTIPLY!

i'm not going to post at multiply anymore!
one wrong move, and i'll be shot DEAD.

theres no way i can do work in this house.
so i think i can only stay out.
any takers?
lols.

happy 16th birthday, WanRu!
and carol's birthday is coming,
i think there are more than that.
oh yes, ex-capt HUIYU!
"push up position down" SORRY CAPTAIN!
shes the best capt ever!
too bad i'm not in the team anymore. can't play the water games.
they are having friendly against SCGS coming wed.
should i go..? or rather, would i be free to go?

tomorrow is Saturday,
will it be the start of everything? or the end of everything?
anw, i got pretty pissed off the other day,
like... can you give your own OPINIONS?! and stop hmm-ing. lols.
but after that we made her talk somehow.
as in, find some common things to talk about.
i think i'll play nice and take the initiative to crap out some shit tmrw,
so at least we talk, but it has been months since i last looked at her.
most of the time, i look away when i see her.
so it is not only her who is finding it difficulty to face us.
in fact, i find it difficult to face her too.
but hello?! i'm giving it a try.
so can't you?
i'm trying to act like nothing has happened.
although deep down i know i can't.
i remember what she did, and will ALWAYS remember.
although what she've commited is considered serious,
not everything she does is bad lah.
we have to look at the other side too.
so... by doing this, we're actually fulfilling ALOT of people's wish.
people ask, people question, what happened & all those shit.
it may have been fulfilled, BUT. how long do you think this can last?
that will really depend. i hope she've learnt her lesson.
i wont forget how i cried like some assholes,
in the toilet. no actually my eyes were already watery when he announced the main 7.
not her fault actually, but... i just thought it was unfair,
i cried not because i'm emotional. because the rest of the team cried too.
except for some lah. a few. you can count it with your 5 fingers.
and i feel the pain of someone working SOOO hard,and don't get to play.
than a person who has been sitting out for so long due to injury,
taking back a position she don't usually play.
just because... aiya. nvm. i rake up one-quarter of the past, and i'm not going to continue it.

anyway, its over.
the sec 4 & 5 netballers know it.
so i hope, everything will be fine tomorrow.
i'll try to control myself.

pathetic 5? haha, i guess we're really pathetic.

Ocean's Thirteen

was late (as usual...)

I watched this movie today, and it didnt turn out that bad afterall.
i thought it was quite alright, although there isnt any hunk in the movie.
In fact, i think its quite an interesting movie to watch!
but anyway... it was freezing cold in the cinema.
and i thought my fats would be enough to keep my warm, (insulator!)
sigh, i was SO EMBARASSED today.
i ALMOST fell twice... once, at the stairs, once at the escalator.
not that i dont know how to walk.
just that the sole of my slippers have worn out,
and i dont have time to get a new pair.
furthermore, my feet is currently not in the state to put on heels.
i got 1 of my feet sun burnt. haha. and putting on heels will only make it worse,
so, for now, NO to heels!
and the most dramatic thing happened.
those that you see on tv. haha. it is SO EMBARASSING!

alright, after movie, headed home!
and i really love today!
i want moreeee!
i'm sure there are more to come =)
yeah right....

152!(:

ahhhh, i hate this feeling!
stop nagging at me, mummy!
sigh, tomorrow will be a better day(:
Tomorrow will be Good.

tickle me EMO!

today was BORING.
because i dont have my phone with me! haha.
so for the whole day, i was watching, eating.
&&& ice cream is like er........ can't get away from me!
i have one tub of choco ice cream in my house NOW!
shoots, its some door to door sale and my mum decided to be nice to get it. haha

sigh, just hope things will turn out fine.

155! =)

i wanna eat royce or godiva chocos!!!! =)
anybody wanna have it with me? hahaha.
or willing to get fat with me? haha
haha. my last choco was like.. er... Mars for $1.20. lols.

shit. i have to leave the last 2 weeks of my hols to study and do my hwk.
i have to make myself study. shooooots!
i want more Kindaichi. heh

&&&& more football matches!

yesterday, i think i became dumb or maybe i was crazy.
I was the one who suggested leaving this group of friends, right from the start.
a "why bother" attitude.
and i did the most ridiculous thing ytd! haha.
really. i dont know what the shit is going through my mind.
i actually INITIATED to patch things up?
thats like the most unbelievable thing!
our group, from the initial 5, i think ended up with 2. lols.
now. i'm picking up the pieces and putting it as a whole.
but will it make things worsen?
i dont want to make the wrong move.
and since that thing has past like for so long.
and not so much hard feelings.
the problem is, have i really forgiven her!?
or was it just an act of er.. brain going crazyyy?!
i cross my fingers this time.
and things are like stuck now.
cus one of us objected this idea.
hopefully, things work out this sat.
when the 5 of us, unfortunately or fortunately have to meet.
lols. each of us are starting to get booted out,
and somehow i think i'm the cause of it. lols
because i've yet to get booted out. hais.

i managed to persuade! wooohoooo~ and now, shes trying to.
suddenly, i feel so great! hahahahaha. crap

aiya........... i hate this.... and thanks to my stupid suggestion,
i brought myself into this shit, yet again?

=) 156days to go!
&&& 4 days! tadahhhh!
ok, atleast smth happy for me to talk abt.

i'm so bored today.
its Kindaichi for today!

this must be taken like many years back!
cus i watched it like.. in pri sch? haha.
after which they change the whole cast, except the police inspector.
and i stopped catching it, cus Hajime is not funny anymore. lols!

" the killer is among us" and the camera zooms in to each individual. lols.
" i'll live up to my grandfather's name"
the way he solves the case is amazing... with the help of Miyuki, of course!
but, its just a show? haha.

I want to meet my pri sch mates
I want to meet my kindergarten mates.
I want to go sentosa
I want to go swimming
I want to go SHOPPING!
I want to go to the zoooooo!
I want to go for training
I want thur to come reeaaal soon!

Lastly,
Happy belated birthday to Chialynn.
Happy birthday to Terence.
Happy birthday in advance to Joanne Chua! =)

5 days! is soooooo loooooonnngggggg.
haha. 157 to go! =)

had the session with ms tang today.
went through quite alot i guess.
and i realise theres alot that i need to improve on.
A1 seems ridiculous for me.
i think... B3 i'll be jumping alr! haha.
SHAPE UP OR SHIP OUT.
someone said this before! haha.

they kinda freaked me out with their ghost stories? haha.
i was listening all the way, cus i've got nothing to tell.
and we screamed once for like, er, nth? haha.

i'll be freeeeeee!
and something random again.
i miss watching Dora the Explorer! really!
"swiper no swipping (X3)" (thanks cab!)
" ohhhhh maaaaannnnnnn"
its very cute! haha.
and i love that monkey( i forgot his name )

i've been spending quite alot
and seriously i dont know what i spent on.
i didnt really shopped too.
so where did my money go?!?! haha

158!
20mins to 157.
6 days... =)

had chem in the morning.
was really tired, but manage to complete abt 3 hours of chem. yay!
headed home, slacked.
went out for a football match.
yes... like finally? haha.
so today was SAF VS Sengkang Punggol.
final score was like 5-3 lah. so many goals!
not VERY exciting, but not very boring too.
at least... the goals were nice lah...
my 3 favourites are still there!
there are like 5 angmohs altogether.
and that place brings back alot of memories though.
till here, see you in abt 6months time?

seriously, i cant be bothered with whats going on...

159! =)

it is not pleasant living in a house of chaos.
really, it sucks.
it sucks hearing quarrels every day.
although i'm not involved.
but it gets more and more irritating.
esp when i cannot stand repeated things!!! ahhhh! its killing me!
peace so hard to achieve?! damn it.
i hate this!
i need a break from HOMEEEEE!
oh gosh.

had ms tang's thing today.
and i woke up like 1030, when we're suppose to meet at 11!
rushed to school.
theres another session on fri, 3-5.
PLEASE REMEMBER.
so you wont get screwed the next time.
lols. so i'm like returning to school everyday!
had chem after that.
was tired but didnt really sleep.
headed home.

160!

town-ing!

lit seminar! actually, i find the Unseen session more interesting.
maybe cus its the first one.
shant go into detail.

so, i've been excercising my muscles for the past 2 days.
and even though its kinda tiring, i swear i love it.
haha, walking is fun if your partner is not boring.
so yeah, time past really fast tooooo!
and really, i hate it when fun comes and time flies!
but town is a good place to look at how people dress.
esp girls. and people like me, envy girls that have long and slim legs.
so not only boys can look at girls ok!

after that, met sy. walked again.
so we've created another new word.
dinnae=dinner! haha.
we had a good time recalling the past, again!
laughed like crazy! hahahahaha
see you guys again, er. next week?

i've got so many things to do for this holiday!
i wanna go ZOO!
one thing for sure! i enjoyed myself today =)

play well tmr, TSS NETBALLERS!!

might as well watch kindaichi and dun sleep tonight.

do you always get what you want?

i always believed that we are old enough to decide what we really want in life.
but perhaps, i was wrong.

this is the first time i went for training,
with my earrings on and painted nails.
i forgot lah, or rather, didnt bother to remember! haha.
we joined the sec 3s for drills.
and i miss doing drills, really.
i felt lousy abt myself while doing it.
when you see all your junior's balls zoom pass you.
and yours is like weak and floaty.
well, thats the result of not training for about 2 months.
futhermore, my passes aint very good when i was still in the team.
so its becoming like, worse now.
and the drills were QUITE tiring.
either my stamina really sucks, or we did it too long despite having very lil people.
no. i think its the first.
because i see the rest still surviving. haha.

we played 5 quarters! [sounds wrong]
i played a quarter of C and 4 quarters of WA.
and i was lost! darn! went into the wrong third in the first centre pass!
ok, this isnt the first time, it happened countless of times! haha.
first quarter was like "oh shit, i'm dying"
and all my passes,drives,whatever there is to do were like THIS* (anagram)
but at least it got a lil better after awhile.
and its a total different feeling playing with my (seniors, senior-seniors, senior-senior-seniors)
didnt turn out too bad. though its DAMN tiring! haha.
okay, at least i survived!
3 cheers to Shilin! yay! :D

anw,

Eleven Plus Two = Twelve Plus One!

ABC & XYZ? haha

only sports and sports people are compatible?
haha. whose twisted logic is that?

sorry, the above was super random. hehe!

164!!

whats wrong with me?
i swear i hate this...
omg= MgO [Magnesium Oxide, thanks jingying! haha]

is it good to let someone reliable to know your past?
what would he/she think of you?
would it be better if you keep it to your own?

ultra sensitive to regular sounds,
dont really know how to express yourself through facial expressions,
because they dont show how they really feel through facial expressions and actions, they tend to do 'dangerous' things, when they really cant take it anymore.

i met a weird guy today, and i have no idea what he wants. lols.

165! yay!