so tired!
tmrw busy w projects.
hais.
broke alrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
i want $$$$$$ 钱钱钱钱不够用！

recently kept bugging dearest to be like last time.
the period when he was still courting me ~~~~!
so nice. lols. so miss the past. LOLS.
esp, clarke quay singapore river, how he proposedddddddddd.
what dark sky above, calm water below or smth. I FORGOT.
how he put the necklace on....... omg. that happened at like... 2am? 1am?
now he become less thick skinned but more arrogant.
LOLS. like to show of muscles. i like to PRESS( his muscles la)! den he'll flex. dont know why.
so cuteeeeeeee like ever.

anw, this one happened so long ago, but kept fogetting.
as you know, 1 in chinese, is, "yao" or "yi" right...
that time i forgot what we bought.
so he was like, is one dollar "yao kuai"?
OMG, sound like "yao guai" 妖怪！
funny like shits. ok.
end of story! (:
bb!

to you know who.

You shldnt be nice ONLY when you need to ask other's a favour.
that wont work. maybe for now, it would, since you have the authority.
But i assure you, you wont go far with that.

Just because anyone else ISNT ur gf.
that doesnt mean u treat others nasty, and treat ur gf like treasure.
ok, treating ur gf as treasure is one thing, but u need to have basic respect for pple.
you have totally no manners w all ur vulgarities and you dont have a plan to work towards.
you'll probably suffer.
you need to get a life.

I'm not being Selfish.
but are you really worth that sacrifice anot.
what have you done to deserve it?
you've been inconsiderate every morning to turn on music so loudly,
just because you awake. and when u need to sleep, u expect me to off the tv, light.
when i only buy food for myself, u said i was selfish.
when u only bought food for urself, it was ok.
u borrowed money, i've never asked it from you.

tell me, whos the selfish one?

have to do closing on my own today.
sucks.
dearest is still at home.
kena sai.

Pianoooooooo.

this is like the coolest now!

my mum wanted me to be a pianooooo teacher in the past.
she said i could earn big bucks. but i gave that up.
i stopped learning. darn...... if only i was musically inclined.
den i could sing, play instruments and alllllllll.

how bout a musically inclined and sports inclined accountant? LOL.
everything wanna be.
i miss the black and white keys.
music is a good way to express your feelings other than writing it HERE!

ytd do infa and econs till 2+
today woke up at 12+, ok good 10 hours.
sigh, have to study bstats today.
and revision.
TMRW den touch up on my tutorials.

zzz

class conversation during bcomm class.
my class damn fun la, whole bunch of us had 'lunch' together.
and harin was SUPER SUPER funny.
emoticons of penis. omg.
make my mind corrupted. LOL

sigh, now econs lecture.

kns. my microecons is total bullshit.
LOL. 37.5/50.
which hits 75/100 accurately.
ok, i'm still satisfied. Microecons isnt my Forte anw.

now i'm afraid of INFA.
i just want another b.

MIEC TMRW!!

super excited for my results.
but ok, i have to say i am scared.

Today, i reached school at about 12.
leesheng took the same bus as me.
met dearest, played a lil' mario.
Saw jingying, she played awhile.
talk, went off!
about 1 went off for CATS.
super sian. played mario again!
had Soccer after that under the hot sun.
was dying but ok, super fun!
i like!! (:
aft sch, went to eat in sch ( finally budget alr! lols )
den... played soccer again!
i hate playing barefooted!! arghhhhhhhhhh.
but it was fun. still learning new stuffs! wooooooo~

training tmr (:

Results

First, I would like to congratulate 'Isham
for doing soooo well in his exams.
I admit I am a little jealous, but I'm really proud of you! =)

Next, I think i'll never get out of the "Best Class" thing.
My class is competitive, that's for sure.
My teacher ( INFA ) refers us as the Best Class cus we excel and do better than other classes.
I was reminded of how Ms Solastri used to push us when we were still in 3E1, or even in 4E1.
She would say, you are the best of the best. So if the best of the best is doing this ( supposingly somthing bad ), we know what to expect from the other classes.
In netball, she would say, do you girls always want to be second best?!
Everything she said is still a motivation.

Anw, INFA paper not back and I got a feeling I won't do well.
Just by looking at her my tcher's face when she asked us to think of the marks we'll get.
I'm not greedy. maybe 55/80? or more!
Microecons hope to score.

Lunched in school
watched movie from Harin.
Tmr can play soccer. cool shits!

School day

Ok, yesterday I was too bored to blog.
So i'll blog now ( while i'm having ITB ).
anw, yesterday was a great start!
we were warmly welcomed by the teachers.
Of course, my results for Bstats were actually quite disappointing.
I was hoping for more, so.. 46/50.

Aft Bstats was Bcomm.
We learnt how to hold a meeting.
and we had this 'debate' activity.
The q is.
"Singapore Women are Fierce and Unreasonable".
Very very noisy.
But the guys deserve it! haha.
My group super noisy.
Because Harin is there. and Francis ( my group leader ),
is a tyrant! well, he declared that himself.
i'm not badmouthing anyone (:
Mrs Chua got us Hersheys from US!
cool shitssss.
but the milk chocolate didnt taste very good.
Taste like.. yuck pui!

Aft sch went J8 with dear.
had swensens AGAIN! again! OMG
i'm so sick of swensens.
we're having it like everyweek.
Hais shall go on budget date.
den bought slippers from myself and my mum.
den headed home!
i love you!

Now i'm having ITB!
Everyone passed except me!
Happy like shit!
so happy la!
lol .
OK, i got 74/100 YAY!!
thoguht i kinda screw.


Shall update later.
Hope i'll have a good day ahead.
Wiedersehen!

Thanks, baby!

Thanks dear for acc me today,
although smth cropped up in between.
He must be sound asleep now.
See you tmr, boy!

ALAMAK. SINGAPORE HAVEN SCORE?!

Today the boys are playing.
Shaiful Esah nvrgo lebanon.
Lionel also... I want Lionel to play, but Hassan plays better for now.

My guy is playing soccer.

BB!

HEAVY DAY!

Today, I had a lavish breakfast cum lunch w Nanny( aka Gan Ma )/Xiaowen/Neighbour.
It was Crystal Jade,baby!
much more expensive than the Lamianxiaolongbao.
1 dish of Kailan costs like $14.
E-mee cost $14!!
Soya bean and barley is $2.50 each.
Fried rice is $19! omg omg.
ok, enough said.
But the service there was excellent!
at least it's like some Hongkong restaurant.
I can still remember how Hongkong fishballs taste like.
yuck pui! I miss hongkong!!!! =D

Total bill $88! for 4 person.
ok lah, but I was full. The serving wasnt alot though.
( trying to say i eat very little ) HAHA
after that I decided to pamper myself with Coffee club's Signiture Dessert, Muddy Mud Pie.
Which I dont really get to eat cus it's not Halal.
so yeah, shared with Xiaowen and it tasted great!!
tak boleh tahan alr!
anw, the service there was excellent.

Met Dearest after that.
was deciding where to go and stuff.
after that, decided on Queensway.
I was ranting to dear the whole bus trip bout my unhappiness and unfairness!
ANGRY!!
Anw, I got my backpack. WEE~ see me like a turtle! ( turtles can swim )
On our return trip, ( maybe i looked mature or smth, CHEY ),
the bus driver ( bus captain in nicer words ), checked our ezlink card.
Probably he thought we were adults and trying to cheat.
BUT NOOOO! i'm a poly student.
At first i stunned, afterall, no one had requested for my ezlink before.
I thought he was sprouting some foreign language which I couldnt understand!
super funny!

TMR GOT WORK! ARGHHHHHHHH!
super sian la, esp without 'Isham.
summore start so early...
sian.

yeah yeah.

I should afterall be thankful.
Today was a great day. ( Great again )
Actually i'm quite looking forward to school.
But... kinda boring sometimes, esp morning lectures.
I cant wait to laugh like mad woman! haha

Friends for life?
BULLSHIT BULLSHIT BULLSHIT.
Friends come and go.
do they?
even boyfriends come and go.

scarrrry

The thunder was so loud last night.
The lightning was so bright that i could even see that splitting second flash when I close my eyes.
I had the shock of my life =(
To say, I'm not the type of people who screams over thunder...
but when it comes when i'm in the middle of my beauty sleep,
It gets quite irritating and it's a signal of something bad happening.
Or maybe it's just me.

Today i shall keep myself busy again.

Really tired.

短痛不如长痛

今天就用华文来 blog 吧！

昨天我们提到了“未来”

我们本来就来自不同种族和宗教。

有时候真的觉得我们差别太多。

不过每一次遇到这种情况，他都会对我说，'opposites attract'

昨天不知道这么了, 觉得有一点‘不知道该做设么’的感觉。


从第一天开始，我们都知道对方是在寻找永久的感情。

所以，常常会提起以后的事。

假如有一天，我需要放弃自己的宗教，而加入我觉得不能适应的

宗教，我会吗？

他说，他一直都不敢跟我提起这件事。

其实，当我告诉妈妈我有个马来男友时，她已经警告我。

可是，我除了逃避，还是逃避。


他说，如果我以后不能加入回教，他宁可我们现在分手，也不想

等到7-8年后才分手。

我真的很怕很怕我以后为了宗教，而放弃感情。

作为一名回教可不容易。

他说了那句后，我马上就和他提出“分手”。

不过他说他愿意试试看。

我也愿意给他那个机会。


其实，他是一个很好的男友。

又体贴，又大方，又会替别人着想。

最总要，以后他会是个很有责任的伴侣。

跟他在一起，很多家人都反对。

我觉得没道理，be with someone who can make you happy.

如果以后需要换去另一个宗教，别人会这么想？

对我又会有多少的影响？

我真的不知道，也不敢去想。总值，我会好好的珍稀一切。

Thank you for loving me.

这几天真的累坏了。

真的很累很累。

overdued pics

Pretty bored.

What would you do if your boyfriend dumped you?

Here is the analysis:

You believe that whatever will be, will be. If he wanted to leave you, you would take it as your fate. You might laugh or cry, depending on your own mood at that moment.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Sushi Day

Ate alot of sushi today -_-!
Hei sushi! tastes as good as sakae.
almost the same. Service is great.
Saw ah gua service crew.
Sakae trend? LOL.

long ride home.

WORK WORK WORK!

To: My Brother

Even if my boyfriend is not a chinese.
That does not mean that you can have the right to insult and criticize.
Is it really necessary? Even if you don't like it, respect me will you?

The brother i've known a long time ago wasn't like this.
He was a guy with a passionate heart and a responsibile person although he dont really show.
Vulgarities didn't come so easily.
I miss the old you.
Why have you changed so much?

I dont want to see your actions/doings ruin you in the future.
I dont want to see your destroy your future.
I want to change you, but i cant, i have no authority.

The future is in your hands...

I am watching Diego now.
they sound the sound abit the same.
LOL!
penguinssss so cute!no lah, baboons cuter.

Thanks

Thanks for accompanying me today!
you've always made me feel like i'm the luckiest woman! ( exaggerating )
SIGH. WORK WORK WORK. $$

anw, today is Father's day.
This day has since lost it's significance years back.
People who know will understand why.
I miss having a family gathering.
Sometimes i can't help to ask why.
Why am i the one? but over the years, i've learnt to accept that and i'll
learn to accept what's to come in future.

Happy father's day to all papa!

Btw, i think i rely/depend too much on my bf that
now i've no one else to confide in other than my bf.
friends? where are my friends?

too bored!

I'm currently working.
Using 'Isham's lappy.
He's here to accompany me. So happy!!
Will be done at 7.30. Shall do a lil shopping before heading home.
Sigh, Work is so slack but no sales no sales! HOW HOW HOW!!
'Isham is away to buy a drink.
I'm slacking.

long gone

7th month.

Earlier in the day, I was over at my nanny's house.
did abit of shopping (: and thankfully I got myself a few stuffs. YAY!
I left quite late, thus i took the train instead of the bus.
Had a tough time walking, cus i was in my not-so-high heels.
Today was a lil' different from usual 'celebration'.
We met for only 5 hours. He was tired, so was I.
We met for the Lions game over at the National Stadium.
I was in a red&white dress. More of the Feminine Shi Lin.
Apparently, I was shouting like mad woman ( prob the last time i can shout there you see ).
Kallang wave was the best!
Singapore lost 2-0 in the end.
I left once the 2nd goal was scored.
Performance wise, NOT TOO BAD.
Room for improvement, definitely.
Strikers not fantastic, but they tried.
Precious so cute!
Defenders okok, but better than the last home game.
Saudi will probably get many players suspended in the 4th round. haha.
But i have to say the keeper is really tall!
Hassan sunny was the Keeper today.
Great job though! =D
Even though we didnt qualify, but hope this will be a chance for them to improve!! =D
2011 Asian Cup, then 2014 World Cup.
'Isham made flowers for me!!
I was so sad that i cried upon getting scolded by 'Isham ( cry so easily chey! )

Overall, day was great if only the Lions didnt lose.
But it cant be help (:
Got work tmrw =(

wasted! nvr play basketball.

01. What are needed to be my Boyfriend?
Have a sexy face. HAHAHAHA.
02. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
NEWYORK LAAA!
03. What’s your favorite thing to do?
Eating, i love!
04. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Nope.
05. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Lets see, have a happy family in future!
06. Do you prefer a kiss or a hug?
hugging makes me feel secured, kissing makes me feel "i'm yours" so.. kissing. hah
07. What are you afraid to lose the most?
People around me
08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
SHOPPING!!
09. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
wild, sweet, humorous
10. What makes you happy?
Fulfilling my dreams
11. What type of person do you hate the most?
rich people who try to show off their wealth in an inappropriate manner
12. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Lets see, busy counting Profit and Loss for a big company? haha
13. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
To foresee what's in the future.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
$$, Love ( relationship, friendship, kinship etc ), SUN!
15. Any childhood memories you’ll like to re-live?
I defnitely miss the carefree life, no troubles/worries NTH!
16. How old do you want to get married?
Actually, 25 (:
17. Which cartoon character you like most?
Crayon Shinchan!
18. Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like he/she?
No. i'm pretty shy! haha
19.Do you think you're pretty/handsome?
ME??!?!!? no leh.
20.what are you doing right now beside replying this tag?
watching tv

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged

Lets see, 'ISHAM!, Peiyi!, Sanyee, Meiyun
8 people too much, 4 will do (:

7 month!! =DD
May the Lions win tmrw (:

WORK WORK WORK!

THE PROBLEM NOW IS NOT WHETHER YOU STILL LIKE HER OR WHATSOEVER.
IT'S THE FACT THAT YOU'RE TRYING TO HIDE THINGS FROM ME.

(12:59 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: it's not her purpose
(12:59 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: is the fact that you didnt even mention
(12:59 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: really, i'll just follow suit
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: if you think it's not necessary for you to tell me everything
(1:00 AM) isham .: dear, f: how many guys have you talked to. jityong, simping.
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: den i dun have to tell u everything
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: I GOT TELL YOU ANOT, ASSHOLE
(1:00 AM) isham .: dear, f: you did?
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: fuck
(1:00 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: i'll talk to them everyday
(1:01 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: and i swear i wont talk to you ever again
(1:01 AM) ShiLin [: I M LO: BYE!

SORRY IF YOUR NAMES APPEAR HERE.

ARSE

"There is nothing to hide between us"
Now I am thinking, why should I tell him everything when he doesn't?
We always make it a habit to tell each other our recent encounters w friends/exs.
or when we talk to pple of opp gender ( can be friends/ exs )
Now that i've caught him red handed,
he' turning the table and accusing me of not TELLING HIM.
SHIT YOU la.
asshole.
THANKS.

Great Day

Had a great day today!
I went swimming, yippeeeeeee~
The first lap that i swam was tiring.
I was struggling at half a lap.
The subsequent 6 laps that i swam was better ( not at one go of cus )
my triceps/biceps were aching all along.
but i'm still happy that i've completed 7 laps. WOOOO~

I also played the wave pool and the lazy river.
Damn shiok. especially the wave pool.
but there was this irritating guy !#$%^&
From the looks, dont look local and perhaps in early 20s
and during the 'wave', his float dropped on my head
he was unaware, so i was ok bout it,
he kicked me on my thigh, effing pain.
nv say sorry.
While we were still there, he was staring at my direction
and whichever way i go, he'll be there.
Even when i was back at the lazy pool, i caught him staring at me at one corner.
WTFWTF.

while at the wave pool, there was this water spray that i consider rain.
the rain was so cold and i LOVE IT SO MUCH.
walking in the rain.......

i must take my bf with me for the next swim. wahahahaha.

anw! to 'top up' abit on ytd's outing.
we had very severe miscommunications.
we were talking bout Kallang Leisure when he suddenly said
the Mac opposite KFC no more alr.
den i was like huh? kallang leisure where got mac?
when he was actually referring to the one near the kallang netball centre.

NEXT! he said he saw a Mr Bean lorry ( i was eating the Mr bean ice cream at that time )
den i was like huh?! Mr Bean ( the character ) got drive lorry one meh? not car meh?
SUPER FUNNY!

and theres 1 more but i forgot. super funny.

I miss 'Isham.
going for a swim later!!! =D
shall go for a swim w 'Isham when there is time.
ZOOOOO next week. happy like shit!

Today

Reminder to myself, Thur 10pm watch arts central.

I shall talk as 'explicit' as Muhd 'Isham.
No, i should have my own style of blogging.
so ok, back to normal! HEHEHE.
Today was totally AWESOME!
got tickets from Jalan Besar before heading to Bugis Street to get 'Isham's pants.
So many people, So hot!
The clothes there are like super not my type.
well, if you know me well enough, i dont really follow the trend.
like leggings, the "MISS" shirt, New Future jeans/shorts.
It's so NOT ME.
to say, my fashion sense can be quite boring, i always love to look good,
but as long as i feel comfortable with what i'm wearing, i think i look good!
the clothes over at Bugis Street are so TWIT-like.
like, every shop sells the same clothes
and i dont like to look common.

went mac to rest cus both our legs are aching and i'm in heels.
talking bout heels, my bf dislikes me wearing heels. HAHA.
but i'm still gonna wear (:(:
so after that he went for prayers while i was stoning.
headed home.

wanna go swim tmr, exercise!! turning fat alr! alamak!
GOGO LIONS on sat (:
hais, tmr can't see Muhd 'Isham.
I miss your company.

bad start

I had bad dream.
the outcome wasnt very important,
BUT! I was wondering why I'm having this dream in the first place.
Maybe i'm just exhausted and it's been quite some time since my last dream.

anyway, in this dream, i was forced (in a way) to make a choice,
between my current boyfriend and this 'used to be- special guy'
even in my dream i was pretty shocked at how it came about.
i screwed this 'used to be-special guy' in my dream.
my choice in my dream was my current bf.

now i feel relieved.
they say dreams that you remember it wont really come true.
so... lucky!! =D

i love you, 'Isham! (:
he always irritates me with his 'jinx you' thing.
AND! so funny.
everytime we kiss, i know i'll be fine! HAHA
it's suppose to be everytime we kiss, i swear i can fly.
my bf is totally AWESOME ( follow my class trend, AWSOME! )

Friends & BF

Jiaying suggested to have a 'pact' to meet up frequently.
Reminds me of the Nazist Soviet Pact which i learnt in History.

She was worrying that we will drift apart.

I told her true friendship are not kept away by distance and time.
True Friendship lasts forever.

Taken during my bday celebration 2 years ago i think?

Hope we'll be able to meet up soon yeah?

LJY reads my blog without tagging.
and she's a regular at my blog, so touched.. awwwwww.

love you guys! =DD TRIPLE J's FOREVER!!

NEXT,my BF?!
i was left 1/2 of the day doing nth except for surfing the net and slacking.
till he came at about 4+
but anw, THANKS for acc me everyday.
So happy to have you in my life!

anw, isham has a blog. hohoho

Local Football?

Well, to think about it,it has been 3 years since i started following local football.
It all started when the Lions won the 2004 Tiger Cup.
Really, after 3 years, what's Tiger Cup ( aka ASEAN cup ) to the Lions now?
Anyway, through this very special experience ( OR interest ),
I've progressed.
In fact, Everything has it's progression.
In life, You grow old and eventually die,
in between, you become mature. that's a progression.
From someone who cannot catch a ball, to a netballer today, IS a progression.
From loving someone to being loved by someone IS ALSO a progression.
Well, this progression i got from football is SLIGHTLY different.

OK LAH! i've got a confession.
i USED to, USED to, concentrate more on the guys than the game itself.
Partly cus' i didnt really understand how the game works.
But as times goes, as time FLIES, i've learnt about the game and able to watch a proper FOOTBALL match, rather than the guys. haha
So that's another progression.
I remembered how i used to go,
" OMG! BAI SO SHUAI LARHHS"
"OMG, LIONEL LEWIS SO PRO!"
more and more favs came in, like Shahril,Shaiful,John Wilki, Norazmi( whr's he now? )
DARE cheerleading.
At one point of time, i got so obsessed in cheering. Cheering my hearts out like crazy.
Now, i've stopped, i watch with my heart cheering.

Over the years, things have indeed changed.
From watching up to 4 matches per week,
i've managed to cut it down tremendously when i was in sec3.
I only caught a few international matches.
O level year, WORST! totally no time,
but i kept myself updated with news, for sure.

This year was slightly a better year, because of he flexible school timing,
I was able to catch a few Sleague and most of the international matches to-date.
Through Football i got to know many people,
Mich- I remember how we killed time @ the arcade playing Popnmusic' LOL
Cris- A crush which in turn got rejected. ahahaha
Forum pple- I got to know pple like Siewping, Choon Soon & many more.
Bloggers, SashaE, ryugaiden etc!

Lastly, My Bf and i shares another common interest,
not only in sports but in FOOTBALL!
now i've gotten another fan for the Singapore LIONS. hahaha!


3 years ago, w Mich, Ashrin and Greg!



ok, this is Baihakki.



"ninja turtle"

Precious Emujeraye before he got into the National team.

This is Coach Raddy, current coach of the Lions

i look damn funny!
haha, anw, clockwise, Ihksan, Tengku, Jia Yi, Lionel,Bai,Ashrin

bored

new skin.
i feel like dying 1234567.
i'm so bored.
no one is entertaining me.
my bf isn't msging me. no lah, he's just busy (:
i'm stuck at home with 2 other adults and i wanna die.
i wasted my time today =(

Damn, Lebanon lost 1-2.
Which means, Singapore can ONLY qualify IF
we trash Saudi(which is quite impossible) i'm happy with a 2-0.
and Uzbeks trash Saudis ( which i believe they can )
maybe 4-0? LOLS. den lastly, we win lebanon 3-0 or smth.
the attacking have really got to do smth,
most importantly, we have to win by Goal Difference.
I'll be there to watch the Saudi match(:

Enough of local football!
i shall talk bout my date yesterday.
I was at Kallang Leisure and i would say it has nth much,
partly because it's new and not-so-ready yet!
but the place was big and all.
we went for a movie.
"Made of honour" the show was great.
funny, idiotic.
after the movie, both of us started speaking like americans.
dumb. LOL.
after that, we had kfc, den headed back home.
missed alot! of buses, unlucky.
when we reached my place, gt indian song and alot of bangla
the bangla damn high, cus got performance and all.
went back home, watched the match
i'm still sad, damn.

Lions succumb to late goal

The lions have indeed shown great improvement from the previous game.
Every single player was composed, they were working hard.
esp from the previously criticised Bai, Precious.
they were GREAT. even lionel was better this time.
Isa replaced Rahman since he wasnt able to play due to suspension.
He, was a great replacement.

Singapore had many chances but didn't score.
Indra was taken out.
Qiu Li in, still no score.
Happy for a 37yr old man to last for full 90mins (:
Happy for the Lions because they've proved critics wrong.
Now, who else can match up with Uzbek with a narrow 1-0 defeat?
even the Saudis lost by 3-0.
Now, Singaporeans are hoping for a win for lebanon against saudi!

I was pleased by their performance.
From 3-7 to 0-1.Anyone would be happy.

Good Job, Boys!

ok! i'm looking forward to the Sat's GAME =)

Lebanon - Saudi Arabia, Riyadh, 7 June, 18:00 (local time)
Lebanon lost 4-1 after taking the lead against Saudi Arabia on Monday, and they know this home match is their last chance: having lost all three games so far, another loss would put them out of contention. For their part, the Saudis are relishing the opportunity to tighten their grip on the second place, and are delighted to be playing their "away" leg at home in Riyadh.

why can saudi play their away game at Saudi! LOLS.
and Singapore playing their Singapore game at Lebanon!
hope Fifa decides to put Singapore as the host, so i get to watch more matches. HEHE.
but what's more important is that,
Singapore must have the advantage since we're battling against Saudi for 2nd place!
SOSOSOSO, by having that home advantage, they'll win by a larger margin.
unless lebanon pulls a miracle. otherwise, Singapore's hope into WC will perish.

but WHATEVER it is, we must get at least 1 point today.

ANW ANW! i'm going on a super super duper date today! WOOOOO
and i'm going on a soccer match 1 week away, which happens to be on our 7th month!

just came back from queensway.
long ride home...
couldn't get the tix for Saudi's match today.
getting it tmr with 'isham.

went to get contacts with 'isham.
i was trying hard to psycho him to buy contacts solution.
which i feel is a necessity.
he managed to get it at a cheap price.
( compared to the price he mentioned )
den after buying, we had macdonalds ( AGAIN! ).
den made our way home.
we talked bout the world coming to an end.

i reached home at abt 10, did a lil' chores @ home.
den msg dearest till he's off to his prayers.
i slept from 1 to 4.30. PRO right!
was super tired, think cus didnt had a good sleep last night.
almost died from coughing. haha!

tmr will be a better day i hope(:
shall return home early tmr. hehehehe!

my common test ended at 10am sharp.
cool shit, but was super tired throughout the exam cus i slept late last night.
and ok la, luckily it's open book, if not i'l probably fall asleep if it's not.
the test was ok, hoping for a good grade =)

later can lepak alr! yay-ness.
tmr's Uzbekistan vs Singapore.
please performmmmm magic leh!

super tired. shall go sleep before meeting dearest.

i'm going to the zoo.
super excited. HEHE.
thanks dear =D

tmr last paper.
aft tt go get tix ( hopefully ), go queensway...
den lepak!
'isham's common test end so late.
but from tomorrow onwards no need study alr. damn cool.

EDITED POST

itb suck la! lols
but ok, i managed to crap quite abit.
(:(:
over and done with ITB! yay
Bstats on fri!
den can slack alr. wooohoooo~

aft sch ate with dear in sch,
den went jp, was like damn tired.
wanted to catch a movie but nothing nice to watch.
walked ard instead. had Macs again...
den went home.
We were having hiccups at the same time.
at first he was laughing at me.
den he also kena. HAHAH. so funny righttt.
den suddenly i have lots of phlagm, so needed lots of tissue.
still haven recover =(

so excited for sat's game!!
lions must win!! please perform laaa
dont disappoint me.
hope indra playing,
so lionel will perform.
jumaat start the game with daniel and precious, take out bai, but in shaiful/shariff
gogogogogogo!!

*edited from here onwards

Shits la, looking at my picures, i think i look EXTREMELY FAT.
compared to sec sch. it's not just my body, my face is RUINED! ruined!
so fat, ok la, my bf admitted he fed me too much food.
LOLS, cus he's getting fatter tooo hahaha.
fat guys are cute

@ my house! hahaha so fat. maybe just the camera. LOLS
taken with my lousy dunnoe how many mpixel, 2nd camera.

ISHAM BAGUS!

human nature?

are humans nice just because they expect something from you?
or... are they just, really nice?
or... they are only nice when they're in need of you.

Sometimes, i feel humans can be very hypocritical in many ways.
i know the world is full of scarce resources and we always put our self interest
on top of others, but that doesn't give you the right to treat someone badly.
( btw, i'm directing the post to someone which i doubt will read, nvm )

you may have the authority now, but how long will this last?
cummon' it wont last long.
dont be nice to me when u need me.
dont scold me like a effing idiot when you want to.
all i will say is, you'll get NOTHING GOOD in return, nothing good in the future,
if you need my help again, NEVER!

i've had enough of your nonsense over the years.
i've overrule you someday, i swear.
i swear i'll be in a position and one day you'll have to pay back the emotional damage you've done.

Putting on a double sided face wont do you any good.

last night i dreamt of muhammad 'isham bringing me to a damnnn nice restaurant.
it was super random.
i think i'm dreaming too much on having a rich bf. HAHAHAHA!
oh wait, 'Isham is rich!

catch up on ytd.
my paper didnt turn out as tough as i thought.
but today i'm 1/2 dead with itb, i just read through notes only.
LOLS!
after exam, watched 2004 lions with dearest,
ate at mac, in the end nv study. HAHA.
damn pro.
but it's ITB!! darn, dont wanna retake module lehhhh!
ok la, wish me luck!

lebanon lost 4-1 to saudi. shiiitsssss.
see la, i'm more interested in soccer than microecons.
i'm supposed to do touch up la.
lols. good luck to me.
cant wait for the arrival of FRIDAY!

Let Down By Defense

was watching the match,
1st few minutes conceded like one.
but we scored, so i thought the hopes were still high.
seriously, the Singapore's defence sucks like 100x.
and please la, noh rahman isnt playing for the next leg.
he was one of the better performed players today,
apart from shahril, khairul, john, jiayi,alek mustafic was soso.
lousiest is BAI. i dont mean to say about my old favourite player,
but he sucked today, seriously.
like wth!
lionel wasn't fantastic today.
beat that ok, 7 goals conceded.
3 goals scored ( first to score against uzbekistan )
lousyyyyyyyy! argh, so irritated!!!
angry angry. no mood study itb alr ( excuses ) LOLS!

okokok, watch the return leg!! =DD
on tv la, den 14th go saudi match! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

anw, my bf is at my hse now. hohohohohoho
with official permission which my mum still regards as "friend"

Singapore's Penalty by Mustafic Fahrudin.

Best built in the team, Precious! and trailing behind is the
worst player of tonight, baihakki! omg laaaa.

i hope there will be changes made for the next leg.
like.... indra!! jumaat starting, BAI dun play!
hassan sunny?

so happy!

ok, first post in a new skin,
no more sunny days btw.
LOLS. currently, still stuck on microecons lecture guides that was posted on meL.
in the morning ate bazhang! sedap!! cus mummy made them (:
now, studying till i meet dearest later in the afternoon to study again!
hope it'll be productive this time...
and i'm gonna force him to remember..
current is constant in series and voltage is constant in parallel.
lols, so miss sec sch la.
2 weeks holiday;
zoo, SOCCER MATCH!!!(it's on our 7th m ), treat me to a big feastHAHA,
science centre, cook halal pasta, bake cheeesecake again!, &&& many more!
i so wanna catch a midnight movie.
my last midnight movie was like, countdown to 2007. LOLS.

anw, despite the mistakes made,
i feel sohappy going for an exam with untied hair, and wear like going market.
lols, there were 300 people mind you, all from acc.
see how competitive. LOLS.
hais.
TMR CAN WATCH SOCCER ON TVVV!
so happy again!

PEOPLE WATCH ok? 7.25 @ channel 5.

HELLO! as i've mentioned earlier, i died on INFA.
1 part of the qn caused me my marks. and of cus my theory.
but it's overrrrrrrrr!
so better buck up on others,
or at least PASS ITB to prove my mum wrong! hahahahha.
ITB to me is like Physics lor..
smth that i've never understood in depth!

anw, after my paper today, dearest came to look for meeeee!!
so happy! and then, we headed off to Bukit Panjang Plaza like on random.
and we were on My FAVOURITE SEAT!! so happy again.
i was dying and my head was spinning like mad.
in fact, it had been like that since, i got sick..
i dont feel good.
but luckily, i have no more work ( in case you didnt know, i was "sacked" )
so i can spare some time to do revision tmr!! =DD
ok, we reached bpp in quite awhile, maybe cus we were busy talking.
had long john which almost took our lives.
got SO sick of the taste and that feeling of vommiting.
everytime i am there, i can't help but to reminisce the past...
they were good memories! and i wanna take LRT ( ha, so dumb )
anw, BPP is having the hello-kitty jungle thing which features BADTZ MARU!!
i told dearest i wanna go there.
hopefully we can (:

after long john, we actually planned to study.
but due to my 'craziness' we ended up going to ntuc walking like mad pple.
going to everyshop like curiously.
hahahahaha! even when we were at the lib, we read magazines.
and left really little time for studying.
not until, this libarian who approached us said.
" i'm sorry you cannot study here, this section is only for reading newspaper and magazines"
that's when we are alr studying.
by then, my laptop batt is running to like 10% alr.
so from 100% to 10% she actually didnt bother us.
lols, and she petrolled around several times.
like wth!!
oh ya, half way through.
my 'unglam' was back laaa.
i coughed like mad and i went out of the library to one corner to cough.
cough till tears come out, den went toilet to clear up.
wah, wanna die.
went back to lib, dearest called me on the phone when my phone is left there.
LOLS! so sorry. (:(:
hope i'll be fine tmr....

anw, when we're going back, we saw Siewhong and Eliza.
she shouted like "CHUA SHI LIN"
her voice was so siewhong.
lols, but only said hi lah, nothing much.

SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!!
because i'm going on many dates with the same guy during my 2 weeeeeeeks term break.
i miss going on dates