Funny Face

Just got back from Chinatown.

I went there with no intention to look for cny goodies.

but i came home with 3 packs!

as expected it was crazily hot and squeezy in the beginning.

but i was thankful that my wedges didn't cause me much a trouble.

was tempted to buy many things but of cus, dearest was there to stop my impulsive buying!

To be serious, this is my first chinatown trip during cny season for going 19 yrs?

I hate crowd sometimes but once in a blue moon is not so bad an experience either.

I got FOOD and only food!

i got taiwanese jelly/muachee(reminds me of enci! haha)

den got cheated or smth, but i was too smart!

nvm la. i'm not at the losing end anyway! haha

in the end it wasn't like cheating, more like i cheat the person! LOL

I like every sunday

because dearest and I get to spend quality time together.

not that the rest are not, but it's different when you dress differently and go out for a date!

I LIKE!

Chinatown!

Tasted my first Koi cafe after much raved by enci, peiyi and co.

heavenly nice. but didn't know i had to choose this choose that.

hahaha! cool =D will go for it again! or is enci treating? hehe no lah!

thanks for the recommendation. I missed it twice in AMK.

News reporter from Bloomberg at Bee Cheng Hiang!

but Lim Chee Guan ba kwa looks more popular as seen from the queue!

it's like you walk a few steps you'll see a few stalls.

Oligopoly?

anw the 'street' was TOO crowded and too hot and too you-name-it

that i can't and i'm lazy to take pictures, so after walking for a LONG TIME!!!

we lepak at this corner! HAHAHA

nice right!

memememe! motocycle?

babe prison break! LOL

self timer!

Me: "I know I'm pretty lah"

Isham: *gives the face above*

hahaha, joke! =D he likes weird poses.

creates the illusion that he's hugging me right!

NO lor, i was beside him! haha nice angle though =D

many lawrence at the center stage, performance or smth?

or isit firecrackers?

looks like 12am scene but no, just lucky there wasn't any cars!

inflatable cai shen! $$$$

* The last 2 pictures of me and isham is not put up here because it's TOO ugly. LOL

i'm munching on macadamia now!

heavenly and addictive!

I LIKE!!

where next wk?

books?

fulfilled

This week was/still going crazy!

madness week.

arghhhhh, as usual CLSP died on me.

no i died on CLSP instead.

It killed me.

On a lighter note, I FINALLY ENROLLED FOR BTT!

after 2 months? hehe now i'm a happy woman

just that the test date is kinda far in march.

can't wait for CNY and can't wait for exams to be over.

working on my tutorial now

and will have lots of work to do tmr for my final project on viewpoint.

it's serious shit.

Now i'm worried about something else. SHIT HEAD

anw, through my observation/stalking experience

i've learnt that if you're ever caught in a cheating situation

don't blame the girl.

blame yourself and your bf.

blame your bf cus he can't resist temptation.

blame yourself because you can't provide what SHE can.

woooohoooooooo~

Sometimes can't help to say but guys are jerks! some lah. lol

efficiency is key

productivity is sex!

dearest!

Thanks dearest for sending me home ytd

everyday in fact though it was damn late

and buying food for me now!

love you!!! =DDDDD

What the hell?

So much of a joke.

I'm still getting pissed.

or maybe i shouldn't.

I'm a cool lady, remember.

I can have all the fun in the world,

I may seem like I don't care,
I may seem like I'm not paying any attention.

But i'm observing, I'm judging all the time.

But the problem is whether I should let it out inside me.

and when I did, things flared up.

But remember, things always happen for a reason.

I may not be in the best position for all these.

But look, I have my rights and so do you.

Respect it and go on with your life and i'll respect yours

I'll live my own.

It's like intercepting my ball when you're not even in the game.

What's there to interfere?

Anw, i'm comfortable with who I am.

I don't really care how people look at me,

because if i really do care,

I wouldn't be with 'Isham.

& that's not because I don't have choices!!! haha

not that I have alot la! =(

Childish is a very vague word.

vague=too general, if you can't understand.

and to actually reflect someone as that,

he/she must have done something terrible man, really.

tell me if this is childish

Tiong Xim Bros

so cute right!!! but ok, that's kids for you.

My reputation is tarnished for good.

but do you think i give a damn?

=DDDDDDDDD

The most important is how you look at yourself.

I'm not here to please anyone!

(BTW, THIS IS SELF REFLECTION; ISN'T A INTENDED MSG TO ANYONE)

Training was awesome today.

bruises after training.

keeper isn't easy.

i watched 2 goals slip off my hands.

2 goals i shouldn't have conceded and capable pf saving.

IT WAS WITHIN REACH!

but ok, first training only.

hopefully i'll be in the team then!

all the best =D

I'm tired and there's a test at 9 tmr. sian

Life's a bitch, argh!

More food coming my way

While i'm inspired to set up a food blog...

I think it's gonna be unrealistic cus firstly i don't have a car

not only that, no license summore.

and plus! i don't travel much!

ok, anw, suddenly thought of Ampang Style yong tau foo!

SEX!! last had it in sec 3? or sec 2? can't rmb.

before the food court at scotts closed down. sigh =(

i think i know when was the last time...

must be the day we went to watch skeleton key with bc and friend

ok, so i'm gonna look for my Ampang syle yong tau foo somewhere somehow!

this must be it!!! haha constipated face!

anybody remember Rotiboy?

ever since it ceased operation in Singapore

I forgot it's existence.

I recall the times i always queue to buy after school @ clementi!

heavenly coffee bun! but how sinful.

long lost food man!

DEAREST! you're the first bf I officially took pic with

hahaha what a joke.

Reeses are lying there in the fridge

Buttercup chocolate peanut. YUM YUM!

opps, did i say i wanna lose some pounds?

yum yum! walk walk!

our place of the day! spot it =D

If it wasn't obvious enough... the colourful decorations above would have gave it away.
anw, we were pretty lucky! saw this very interesting exhibition
with 100 icons and how they changed over the years
from very random Khong Guan to Government subsidiaries like IRAS.
Change is the only constant! =D
but of cus there were some who've yet to change.
but i know they will,in the future =D

so anw, after the exhibition it was dinner. heh!!
was starving cus didn't eat anything since morning!
how's my new camera =D

set meals comes with soup and drink!

and my favourite grilled dory fish!

obviously 'Isham is trying to test my photography skills. =D
anw, after "dinner"(notice the inverted commas)
we were suppose to head for dim sum!
but we had a hard time finding it! it's our first time, so we walked pass many
and guess what!!
nice right! =D

Single Ladies

Outisde singpapore art museum? can't remember which museum

oh so anw we walked high and low and finally found the place!

took pic while waiting for food!

Steamed on the spot took us about 10-20mins?

Can anyone guess what is this?

Originates from Shanghai

but a pity i didn't even taste it in Shanghai

but so glad i have it here in Singapore

is it obvious enough?

=D ok, give up

XIAO LONG BAO!!!

in chicken!!! so rest assure all ppl, i'm still sticking to my old regime...

change is the only constant but this doesn't change! hahaha

forgot to take a picture before eating

was too eager to try,

so that explains why it's in the spoon.

anw it taste great though i think the ginger taste can be stronger!

the first one i ate got the chickeny smell.

subsequently, it tasted great!! =D

there were 5 in one 'long'
Great stuff.

This is guo tie! Dumpling inside got veggie and what not!

too large a serving for both of us!

Finally signing off!

Next stop:Swedish Cafe.

Heavenly swedish meatballs. yum yum!

I miss

my friends!

all of you =(

playing futsal

going on dates

being slim

shall upload pics soon

what bullshit

This week hasn't been a good week.
But i passed my CLSP!! so happy!!!
was expecting a fail though =DDD
ok, other than that, this is one of the times i felt that
my effort didn't reflect my marks.
Utterly disappointed and disgusted to be serious...
Totally disgust me and i don't understand why!
but it's ok, i got used to it anw... =D
I don't wanna get sued for defamation.
so i won't say anything.
though the intention was there. lol
pek chek ah!!!
i managed to get A for Blaw
i need a B now, but highly impossible unless i Ace my last project
which is due 2 weeks from now
WTF!
ok, get going.
but i'm not in sch
how great life is.

I need a rest from work
but soon it'll come..
done and over with proj
work hard for exams!!
GOGOGO!

3rd year?

Today could have been our 3rd year.

Thank god it's not because i can foresee so many problems that will lead to a breakup.

a 10month period was long enough to let us understand each other

or at least well enough before deciding to commit.

3 years passed. Amazing.

I love you still! I'm still confessing to you everyday leh.

LOL

Inspired

ok, i shall be the best netball-futsal player =DD

motivated ttm!

hopefully i can be like shaiful esah!

you're my role model for now. hehehe

(:

I decided not to pursue this further.

'Isham has done what i wanted him and he too wanted it.

it was clear, all i needed him to do was to show his true intentions

if you don't like it, feel uncomfortable just say it. why say it's me who's uncomfortable?

is it too harsh? am i considering circumstances?

was he stuck? sigh, even i'm confused myself...

even if it was my primary school friend,

i would still say it.

but too bad no guys would come close to me at all.

it's because dearest, they respect both you and me.

but who am i to your friends?

I believe expressed his feelings on his own accord, this time...

the previous time it was as if he was forced and caused some misunderstanding.

leading to the current situation...

sometimes i wish i wasn't like that.

but i was hoping i was given more priority.

and yes. i got it.

but is it a happy ending?

Yes it is...

will 'Isham gain trust(trust as in trust with regards to girls)?

time will tell...

Daily Horoscope: January 8, 2010
You need to speak up and say what's on your mind today -- not that there's much holding you back! It's one of those days when you're just a lot better off mouthing off than clamming up.
Mood: Generous
Lucky Color: Sky Blue
Lucky Number: 0
Lucky Time of Day: 11am

How true...

Am gonna speak soon.

or have i spoken enough?

yeah i feel generous today...

spend $ only!

i just came back from my 2.4km run

abt 13mins++, k gotta start training.

11am was my presentation time

maybe gonna get $500 hor! =DD

Oh... now i know...

ok, Ms Nurul.A Rozali

you have my utmost respect in addressing this matter

but look,

if you even respect me as his gf,

you wouldn't even call him Bee

or better still, if you respect your bf,

you wouldn't dare to even call him Bee.

i don't know, but to me Bee is a term used on someone dear to you.

and is not used on friends? or is it?

it all would have been ok if he was just an ordinary friend.

but no, he was your love, and you guys reminisce all the sweet memories

you guys had and he missed you that day.

moreover, all this didn't happen on ONE occasion.

i'll be more than willing if you guys were the couple for the day

and for that one day.

but this seems forever? at my expense?

it's amazing how i lost ALL my trust we build for the last 2 years

because of this thing you said.( no i'm not blaming you because i believe we all had our faults)

and i swear ever since then, I NEVER TRUSTED HIM AT ALL, to be honest

2nd incident i know wasn't exactly your fault.

in fact you and i are victims.

i'm not blaming you,

but i don't understand,

if you really love your BF, doesn't it Irks/disgust/feels awkward you

when ur friends put you and isham together, knowing that you have a bf that you really love?

or is it ok because it's meant to be a joke?

if everything can be seen as a joke.

den i tell you this 2 year relationship is a true joke.

first love so what?

u guys get all the fame all the recognition among your own friends,

and everything is to be laughed and joke about

AT MY EXPENSE AGAIN?

what's so funny btw?

and ya, why isit immature when i have the right to express my feelings

ON MY OWN BLOG?

and sorry i love him but i can't trust him.

maybe he should find someone of the same race

who can bear with all this crap

and too bad i'm not for this.

and people don't call me bitch

because i don't go around joking/flirting at ppl's expense =D

i know where to draw the line.

do you?

but thanks though, =D

i've truly seen what kind of person my bf really is,

how he handles such stuffs etc.

and seriously, i'm having second thoughts on our future.

and dear girl, you too are old enough to decide what's right and wrong

please reflect if the same thing were to happen to you.

you wouldn't let this go too.

and 'Isham if you're reading this, i know whatever i do now is wrong.

anw, our proposal is not signed and have not taken effect.

this problem is gonna resurface once again.

and before it actually does,

I AM MORE THAN WILLING TO BACK OUT

RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW.

SICK OF THIS CRAP.

you two are the best k?

i'm out of the league.

BYE

so i'm the bad bitch now when i'm the victim?

i'm sorry for destroying all the fun/laughter

you guys suppose to have

and btw, i have no intention on making your relationship with her any worse.

i just wanted you to do something.

but you never knew how.

"we respect what you wanted"

yeah, so much that i wanted it, muhammad 'isham, you fool.

now it's all my fault? it's because I DIDN'T LIKE IT.

not because you felt uncomfortable. i knew it.

KARMA

maybe all these were self inflicted.

i was too sensitive on my part.

but am i wrong?

Iran-Singapore

I love this part of Ridhuan!

I feel guilty not cheering as loud,

didn't bring singapore flag,

didn't paint my face red white.

the only tool i had was the clapper =( sigh

didn't get the scarf also =(

Iran fans, on the other hand were awesome.

enthusiasm 110% but can be irritating sometimes!

and their cheer very easy to follow

1st penalty shouldn't be a penalty.

2nd goal was a unnecessary pass back mistake my farra which was WTF?!?

Singapore pulled a goal back by alam shah.

then things started getting tensed up...

but my hopes were dashed in the second half when iran scored their third goal.

I swear when Alam shah scored, i cheered like no tmr!!!

i was over the moon, 7th heaven on 8th day

woohooooo~

Khairul hit the post. sigh... could have leveled the score.

but good try boys...

eh i cannot call boys, must call brothers!

in fact, Iran didn't look so strong

as to 30+ position difference in ranking.

It was a close match, but in such a close match

it's always the first goal that matters

I'm happy that they did try, i'm happy that they scored because iran conceded only 2 so far.

and i'm happy we didn't get trashed 6-0 like the other time.

My man of the match has got to be Harris Harun

argh, only 1 year older than me and he's doing so well.

Farra hasn't performed up to expectations of many, maybe due to his injury.

but hope john will be back to cover.

lastly poor shaiful got his hand wrapped like some thick bread, looks bad.

all the best on 3rd mar

need to get a red top.

the only common thing you and that bitch have in common

is the equally baggy eyebags. which you're born with.

SOOOOO COMPATIBLE. hor??

Couple what. FUCK ALL OF YOU MAN

NO ADVANCEMENT, BUT SO WHAT? I'M JEALOUS

FUCK THE 2 PEOPLE WHO LIKED THAT PICTURE

that excludes myself because I LIKED the picture =DD

I TOLD YOU I'M NOT ELIN DIDN'T I.

chill~

2010 resolutions that i forgot!

MORE PICS WITH ISHAM!!! =D super need a cam.

First and last clubbing experience

Driving license

lose weight

BE HAPPY!!!

anw, prawning with the girls were awesome!!!

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Today i was home without 'Isham cus i didn't go for training!!!

suddenly became very aware of my surroundings.

I got very paranoid because this uncle who sat beside me,

kept turning his head towards me.

and gave that 'check out whole body' look.

seriously WTF!

i mean not like i have a nice body.

please, guys check out all sorts of bods, whether nice or not! haha

ok, and then i walked home alone...

I know i'll miss this place even though it's meant for the poor

and it's filthy, smelly, unbearable.

but guess what! i've been here for three years and still counting!

it's convenient cus got food opposite =D

but super not convenient when it comes to going town.

other than that, I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVEEEE!

but here's the catch,

every time i move, i either end a rls or start a new rls.

haha. ehhhhhhhhh.... maybe just coincidence i don't know =D

but distance kills.

so near yet so far!

2009 had been a very more than a peaceful year of Isham and I

other than the major incident that happened not long ago,

quarrels have significantly reduced,

i don't walk out on him anymore...

i'm a cool lady now! don't remember alot of incidents he sat by the flight of stairs alone.

YAY! we survived through 2009.

well talking bout it, i really need to get used to meeting him less

and sometimes we share really different stands on certain issue

and such stuffs causes us troubles...

he'd make a perfect husband with a stable job and a caring and understanding heart.

my mum showed the first sign of acceptance after 2 years!!!+++

i don't know if it's temporary or what.

but i know the only way to prove her, or anyone who disapproves our relationship,

is to LET TIME TELL!!!

is there a point to continue a relationship that is going nowhere?

but it's until 'Isham that i realised...

Oh... we're dating cus we're building a future for ourselves.

in fact, i can't see any future with any of my exs.

My heart tells me... just go with it until the day you have to decide.

Dating a muslim is not easy, let alone a strict muslim.

abide by muslim rules and personal rules,

restrictions i'm not used to...

and guess what?! i survived!!!

but i know there are endless challenges for us to discover.

and when we become stronger after each challenge

that's what keeping us going.

one last wish: I want us to meet in the morning more often.

Night owls, so usually we don't get to meet early in the morning.

Otherwise, plans made and delayed.

it's so typical! it's like i'm even struggling with school! let alone 'isham.

well i admit i'm the lazy one...

I don't know what kind of girlfriend am i to him,

but dearest, you're still the best bf ever!! =DD

and i swear even if you're not as good looking as chace crawford

or as muscular as bautisa, I STILL LOVE YOU!!

sometimes it's not about others, it's about you!!

so don't always make comparison la! haha

come 14th is our 26th month.

2 years ago, we had swensens =D

Jan 14... i want ^^

I hate, I love

I love babe bebe

BOO to all who started using babe after me =D

just kidding =DD so no babe for now!

Tmr Do or Die, so please PROVE IT! don't just say it...

I hate bitches.

they puts me off and really carry a shit face

I'm not here to put you down,

and even though you're not making any advancement as for now,

I'll be watching....

I don't mind if I'm Elin

but the prob is I'm not and i don't get $$$ for letting my partner cheat on me!

Once bitten twice shy!!!

learn this in pri sch autograph book(poems)

Sail to the east, rock to the west, death to the bitch that stole my man!

no rhyme la hor? but nvm, point proven.

I love $

I love to sleep

I hate headaches

I hate smokeeeeeeeeee

I want bsb concert

I want lions to win tmr

2006-2007 Golden period

Sigh, my peak period is long gone.
I miss my Value...
can i ever regain that?
I will work hard!!
even harder

Good beginning...

I like how 2010 is going so far =D

amazing, filled with events

but tmr i'm getting back my papers, damn.

so not looking forward to it...

but other than that...

wed- Singapore vs Iran

28feb-Backstreetboys concert!! anyone wanna go with me?

sat-futsal i&e helper =D

tmr and thur- tranings!

how nice!!! =DDD

friday i'm free, yay?

sun i'm free Double YAY!!

I'm so Happy happy happy

can't wait for wed!

all the best lions! <3>

esp you know who ^^

Happy 2010!

Happy New Year to all!!

how great isit to spend the night at home! wohoooo~

2009 hasn't been so good a year but not too bad as well.

can assure you 2010's gonna be a blast! wohooo~

k la, update again

i'm getting tired =(