you have my utmost respect in addressing this matter
but look,
if you even respect me as his gf,
you wouldn't even call him Bee
or better still, if you respect your bf,
you wouldn't dare to even call him Bee.
i don't know, but to me Bee is a term used on someone dear to you.
and is not used on friends? or is it?
it all would have been ok if he was just an ordinary friend.
but no, he was your love, and you guys reminisce all the sweet memories
you guys had and he missed you that day.
moreover, all this didn't happen on ONE occasion.
i'll be more than willing if you guys were the couple for the day
and for that one day.
but this seems forever? at my expense?
it's amazing how i lost ALL my trust we build for the last 2 years
because of this thing you said.( no i'm not blaming you because i believe we all had our faults)
and i swear ever since then, I NEVER TRUSTED HIM AT ALL, to be honest
2nd incident i know wasn't exactly your fault.
in fact you and i are victims.
i'm not blaming you,
but i don't understand,
if you really love your BF, doesn't it Irks/disgust/feels awkward you
when ur friends put you and isham together, knowing that you have a bf that you really love?
or is it ok because it's meant to be a joke?
if everything can be seen as a joke.
den i tell you this 2 year relationship is a true joke.
first love so what?
u guys get all the fame all the recognition among your own friends,
and everything is to be laughed and joke about
AT MY EXPENSE AGAIN?
what's so funny btw?
and ya, why isit immature when i have the right to express my feelings
ON MY OWN BLOG?
and sorry i love him but i can't trust him.
maybe he should find someone of the same race
who can bear with all this crap
and too bad i'm not for this.
and people don't call me bitch
because i don't go around joking/flirting at ppl's expense =D
i know where to draw the line.
do you?
but thanks though, =D
i've truly seen what kind of person my bf really is,
how he handles such stuffs etc.
and seriously, i'm having second thoughts on our future.
and dear girl, you too are old enough to decide what's right and wrong
please reflect if the same thing were to happen to you.
you wouldn't let this go too.
and 'Isham if you're reading this, i know whatever i do now is wrong.
anw, our proposal is not signed and have not taken effect.
this problem is gonna resurface once again.
and before it actually does,
I AM MORE THAN WILLING TO BACK OUT
RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW.
SICK OF THIS CRAP.
you two are the best k?
i'm out of the league.
BYE
so i'm the bad bitch now when i'm the victim?
i'm sorry for destroying all the fun/laughter
you guys suppose to have
and btw, i have no intention on making your relationship with her any worse.
i just wanted you to do something.
but you never knew how.
"we respect what you wanted"
yeah, so much that i wanted it, muhammad 'isham, you fool.
now it's all my fault? it's because I DIDN'T LIKE IT.
not because you felt uncomfortable. i knew it.
KARMA
maybe all these were self inflicted.
i was too sensitive on my part.
but am i wrong?
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