Hais.

today's work was boring.
it's a weekday and not much customers.
but i managed to sell 1 pair =) and the customer thanked me for my patience.
wah, so far, it's the first! so i was ultra happy.
that i told dearest bout it, true lah, i didnt thank him for his love.
so i shall be grateful and make it known. THANK YOU!
Rashidah, Zhen Wei and I were talking bout the chinese and muslim way of handling people who passed away. interesting exchange.
Julia on duty today.
she was ok lah, cus i dont care bout her, she also dont care bout me.
another myanmar guy came to take over uncle jay for today.
i dont know his name but there are alr alot of burmese here.
like 3! lols. + him 4 alr! but they have got really good english.
accurate.

other than that, i slack in the toilet and msg dearest behind the shoe boxes. haha.
had lunch with Randy. wah. i scared!
read my last post.
and now is like everybody is thinking he's taking drugs.
his face looks sloppy, not ready for work.
but he claims he didnt take any pills and is ok.
but definitely, we realise a change in his attitude, character and behaviour.
almost EVERYone noticed it.
alamak. i hope the old ppl are here ( Jasmine, Asyraf, Cheo Hao and ppl )
zhenwei and i were noticing zombie's 2 GOLDEN chains.
like wah, BIG AH, after cny become rich.
i miss Nora lah ( the first girl i met )
i told her Julia is like the evil step mother. asshole face.
azirah ( i think she's called this ) and i were talkng bout lots of stuffs.
ok, you always see me talking. LOLS.

after work, wanted to go fareast to take 132 to hougang, but DON'T HAVE!
so i had to go back to scotts bus stop, and realised that 132 takes a LONG time to reach,
den took the train instead.
while walking to the escalator, cheo hao tab me hard on my shoulders ( ok lah, he's super tall ).
den i was like "who the hell is this", den oh "HI!" den go off. LOLS.
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR A's RESULTS!
i think it's one day after Vday. haha. good luck good luck.
sial lah, he represent in inter-jc pageant dunnoe what shit lah.
lols. zhongming aspire to be like him.
yadah yadah, decided to meet dearest at cityhall mrt after his work.
slacked awhile before going home.
both of us got screwed badly.

my mum scolded me for having a boyfriend again,
she complains i return home late everyday ( my fault, i admit ).
she STILL thinks i can't handle bf and studies.
one more time she's gonna say this,
i make sure i say these to her.
" DOES IT MEAN WHEN YOU HAVE A FAMILY, YOU DONT HAVE TO WORK?"
"DOES IT MEAN WHEN YOU HAVE KIDS, YOU DONT CARE BOUT YOUR WIFE?"
if all adults can do the above, i dont understand why i cant handle such a simple thing,
as to cope with bf and studies.
and she said my boyfriend wasnt goooood. WTF! nooo! hes better than what you think he is.
even though we went home late, he still sent me home, risking the chance of being scolded by his parents lor. at least better than having boyfriend that throws you alone when it's late.
nvm nvm, it's too early to say anything to convince anyone.
one year later, two years later, three years later, four years later, five years later,
six years later, seven years later, eight years later,
i'll tell you, " hey, lucky i didn't listen to you 8 years back, if not you'll never be able to repay my loss". den i can tell everyone proudly how we went through our parent's restriction.
hahaha, i know it's bad to disobey parents, then again, can't we have some rights of our own?
especially if it's something that involves your own life? why let others decide for you.
you do what you think is right, whatever your decision is, you take the consequences.
it's not like they haven't been in love before, so why can't they just understand!?

i always love you.