i PON work for the first time today.
reason, was cus i was sick of the sickening face of julia ( partly ),
and i would rather give up that $42 in exchange of time... ( with myself, initially ).
so my initial plan was just to walk around, think hard, really hard.
seriously, what right does a person have, to bother/control who i'm dating.
NO ONE LOR! wtf. so just get your hands off my stuffs.
you can't judge a person's intelligence by knowing whether they have a partner.
and then again, HAVING A PARTNER DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T STUDY
( i mentioned this before ). I HATE IT LOR!
!#$%^&@
i swear i will study hard.

SO ANW, i failed to have time with myself, because my dearest eventually joined me.
he also skipped work. alamak.
and then... this is the part i feel bad about.
when he was asked where i was,
i refused to tell ( i kept persuading him to go to work )
the only clue was " near the mosque"
he had to search the whole paragon ( and sadly i wasn't there )
so i guess he was a lil' pissed because his legs were aching and he was irritated by me.
In the end, i told him i'm at heeren.
but no exact location yet,so he had to search again (and you know heeren has quite alot of shops)
so he found me at hmv, 3rd level.
we both had "that" look, when we first saw each other.
he pulled my hand really tight while i try to pull away.
yadah yadah, we saw "doraemon's movie" den i was smiled ( meaning ok alr ).
den when we left heeren, he went on talking bout his hardship.
thats when i felt really guilty.
i mean really, not many guys would do this...
esp when the freaking place is so freaking big.
but it puts him in test of patience,perseverance, determination and LOVE!
and he passed it all =) yay. so nice of you.

afterwhich we went to paragon's M1 to see our future phones.
we've decided to get nokia 6120 classic.
I'M GETTING THE WHITE ONE =) you take the black hor, the blue also nice.
it's cheap, plus user friendly, has 3g, 2mp cam and flash, slot in mini sd card.
went lucky plaza for his lunch.
in the end i ate also! had kaya toast and dont know what egg.
then we had ice kachang, cold like shit.
headed home, took bus.
changed 30 at vivo.
we slept in the bus like some ass.
swaying according to the direction of the bus ( no wait, i'm serious ).
but both of us were really tired.
he sleep damn cute! LOLS!

slacked at the park.
talked bout the past, the present and the future.
we've got it all planned, but hopefully we can carry out those plans ( in 10 years time. LOLS )
talked abit of crap also ( aiya. we only talk serious stuffs when we quarrel )
left, got a drink.
dearest peeled orange like machine gun. LOLS.
i feel so lousy. i'm a girl and i dont know how to peel oranges.
so anw, he taught me the right way to eat oranges ( esp removing the seeds )
slacked, 1m diameter sensor ah, dearest.
first time see dearest VERY EMBARRASSED until he blushed.
ok lah, usually he's too brown to blush ( hehe ).
but this time he did, he humiliated himself. LOLS.
we got off quite late eh, like 11+, close to 12.
he's gonna get into deep shit cus of me i guess. hah

in exchange of those time we spent today, like ( lets start from 2pm )
8-9 hours, those $42 ( for me ) are nothing compared to time with him.
really, sometimes i wish i could appreciate and be grateful with what i already have.

dearest, thanks for all the sacrifices (:
i dont have to say how much i love you,
because some things are better left unsaid. hehehehehe