since i got time now, might as well blog.
end year is coming like in 3 weeks time.
and i barely started studying.
im sure i'm gonna screw end year lah.
just hope i dont get grounded.

training had been boring.
because we're doing the same for every training.
10 rounds around field.
3 sets of circuit.
and at the end, suicide run.
but today was special.
cus we did, 9,6,3.
instead of the usual 6,4,2
and the old 3,2,1.
was tiring lah!
i wanna play for the team!

attituded yesterday.
i dont bother talking now.
i want to concentrate on my exams TOO.
lols. but i'll still be counting dwn lahs.
lets see..WEIQIAN!! 64 more days to go.
and i love him lahs!(:
17 more days to go....
and a few more weeks to exams!!! BULLSHIT! haha

gtg, ciao!

tkare ppl!

we're named 'HIAO' by Chun Di lao shi! haha

team-talk, after a disappointing day

(: for those who werent with us on that day, no worries, you're not forgotten!

today i'm like totally gonna die.
so TIRED!
was sleeping almost at every period.
but thank godness today is a short day.
cus its all two-period!
so we had a good show today.
somehow, Dr Lau and Mr Mah sort of 'quarrelled'
and the rest of the lessons were okay lah.
basics was super fun!
cus wanru and hanxu acted
i must say hanxu is damn good at acting.
haha, its hilarious! and ended up being a fight & resulted in violence!
after school, met dr lau in the sch lib.
cus we didnt do her work during class today.
so we went to show her our work.
which is like more than half done.
den she asked us to finish the paper in the lib.
like that the crap? the rest of the class also nv finish today, so why must we?
so we were smart lah.
we didnt bring the SOB book along
so we just said we go get the book.
in the end we went off!
mwahaha. why shld i waste my time on this?
i have much better things to do!
so had lunch, went back home,
took a bathe and SLEPT till 6+.
but i'm still very very tired.
my tighs hurt lah.
i'm walking with my legs quite open.( ref. to one of my previous post)
but i'm still a virgin. haha
i gtg! tata

today is like totally TIRING.
i mean training of cus.
10 rounds around the field,
3 sets of circuit,
SUCIDE RUN! 6,4,2!
almost couldnt make it but i did lah. tts why i'm here now.
i'm damn tired.
the fact is, i want to play for the team.

68 more days to go!

didnt have time to blog lately.
so...

saturday, i was out at NIE for PESS carnival.
Unfortunately, we got eliminated in the first round.
we didnt play well.
no desire to win.
i can sense his disappointment in us.
thats sad, so it means that, we rely heavily on our 2 seniors.
so without them around, we die kinda thing.
we've to learn how to manage ourselves lah.
theres so much more to work on.
and i totally love my girls lah! =)
*picture NOT uploaded yet.

sunday, was suppose to sleep soundly.
but i received a call from meijun around 8+.
she called me and asked me if i had an extra jaca pe tshirt.
i had to reach east coast by 9.30 before their game starts.
and i was damn tired. i thought i could rest.. but.. haha
but its quite fun though..
and we waited for like dunnoe how many donkey hours just to play one game.
but we won(: and we'll be meeting CTSS next.
so mates, jia you!
double knockout-system.
oh yes, before the CTSS match could start, it started raining lah.
so no choice.. postponed.
slept at 1am to start and finish up my hwk on the same day. LOLS.

i was reluctant to come to school today lah.
cus i very sian also. but no choice.
and i was dead tired. but.. i'm thinking of alot of things lah.
pimpleS outbreak lah. stress..
3 more weeks to exams..
and at this point of time, i dun think i shld be doing anything else except studying.
and for sure, i'm gonna miss netball when it stops training.
oh no! west zone is coming in like months time?!

and oh yes, we were talking abt the old bdiv today.
shits lah, i miss the old bdiv toooooo.
very very very much! =)
its been months since we played as a team lah.
farewell speech! buckets of tears.
all the best for ur o's (:

69 more days to go!
=)

i love my girls! (:

i cannot be bothered further more.
so afterall, so u ever treat me as a FRIEND?
aww..i dont know if i should be disappointed in you,
or should i be angry with you.
whatever. i dont give a damn anymore.

so i was out to get my lunch just now.
and i saw two lesbians kissing.
i'm straight. and i dont really approve gays and lesbians you see.
but in this era, impossibles have become possible.
so what else can i say? haha.
change is the only constant!
so they were french-kissing for dead long hours.
cus they were still kissing after i got my food.
haha, i'm okay with french kissing
but girl with girl.. thats a little weird.
plus they arent that BAD looking anyway.
quite wasted. haha!
i felt quite disgusted initally.
but now okay alr. haha.

my bro is off to army!
early this morning.
and suddenly.. its like someone is missing from home lah.
from 4 to 3 and now from 3 to just my mum & me.
haha, its getting more and more boring.
somehow i'll miss my bro lah.
his scoldings, naggings. haha
so i hope to see him back,
tann, muscular, BOTAK! (:

tmr is PESS carnival! at NIE.
hopefully, we'll get something back again!
so wish my team luck(: hehe.
all the way.
and eat more bananas to have more 50cent coins.
(nutrition talk by Mrs OJ)

i've decided to blog before i compile the team's academic results.

yesterday
met my girls at marina south arcade.
so, we started forcing ourselves to eat up to about 9?
we played "cai1 quan2" so whoever loses have to eat whatever is left.
and we paid a visit to the Under Water world.
lols, all the workers there resembles SEAFOOD!
we have, crab,lobster,prawn,seahorse..
and many many more!(:
was damn fun lah!
so after that,we went to play arcade!
we played POP & MUSIC, as usual.
and its 50Cents! haha
we played table soccer. and my goalkeeping skills really sucks.haha
so we went home close to 10.
while we were on the bus.
they MADE me UNGLAM!
"mee siam mai harm" my humps my humps my humps!
damn,haha. the mr brown show!
so basically i was laughing NON-STOP.
and they purposely, sang it out.
and they even made a twinkle twinkle remix with that.
what the heck! haha
but it was ENJOYABLE!

today
was in school for Nutrition Talk by mrs jacob.
haha, it was funny lah!
but we have to take in more Carbohydrates.
and our body still need FATS.
so.. dont go on diet.
haha, i try not to lah.
i'll listen to my body(:
after that, had training...
it was damn hot lah.
and my play was ATROCIOUS!
haha, although it wasnt SAID, but it could be seen lah.
and i better buck up before we fall in the hands of SAC again.
we'll fight hard! (:

i had a WIERD dream last night.
i dreamt of me, myself killing Lennard Choi!
oh okay, Lennard is my pri school classmate.
haha, not exactly killing, but i punched him in his face, and he died.
how ironical can that be? haha.
its not that i miss him lah!
cus i didnt dream of my pri school too!
it was yet another school day.
everything was normal except for my class!
all of us, were in our sec sch uni.
while our peers are still in hpps uniform.
having their normal rountine in hpps.
shoots lah, i damn miss my pri school mates.
argh, when will the whole class able to meet again?

weiqian!!!! gimme more clues lah,if you dont give,
i assume my prediction is correct. haha.
well, and if its correct, i can help you..
i can TRY. after their o's LOLS.

73 days to go.

i love him many many! haha
COPY CAT!

i know theres some uninvited guests reading my blog.
hehe, suying, its you!
haha, I'm JOKING!
(:

remember, the most important in life.
always STAY HAPPY.

i'm like totally bored today.
first, cus i cant catch the china & sg clash.
which is like very sad. haha.
but there will be 2 more matches coming up.
Iraq & Palestine!
but whack their asses, boys.
arrogant people!haha

i'll be out with my girls later for dinner at marina south.
looks like, i'm broke again.
and my mum is gonna nag at me again =(

so my brother woke me up!
and gave me a whole morning of Love Lecture.
he forced me to tell,
so i told him i've got a boyfriend.
he promised to keep it from my mum, since hes going Ns in 2 days time.
he asked me a whole list of questions.
and supplied me with a list of racist jokes too.
hey, i'm not racist. so i wont put it up here.
(: and he told me something interesting.
Virgins tend to walk their leg close (dunnoe how to describe)
and non-virgins keep their legs a lil more open, without knowing themselves.
haha, interesting eh. so there was once, he asked me to walk up and down.
hello? i still virgin lah!
and after living close to 15 years with me.
he concluded that i'm money minded.
not always. but sometimes i am lah! i admit lols.
i love money!who doesn't?
the usual rants, of being at a disadvantage.
and he also talked about my fats.
i'm fat lah! haha.
and he even wanted me to learn from his gf how to kiss.
haha! oh no! i lied to him lah! lols. opps.

and i have 74 more days to go.
(:

tata!

the thunder in the middle of the night was killing me.
for the first time, i was scared of thunder lah! haha
loud & bright.
but i manage to get back to sleep for a while at least.
and then had to wake up for training today.
met him, den walked to school.
and at the rate we're walking, i was obviously late for training.
and for the first time, i was the last to reach. haha.
he had his sciences practical.
this is crazy, because they had 7 hrs of practical?
i had my training.
was pretty alright. but gets a lil' boring after sometime.
but during the game, it was FUN!
cus i couldnt stop laughing,
after clashing with siewhong. LOLS!
again, and we clashed TWICE today.
shaula and jolene also crazy.
laugh like siao. lols. they damn cute lah!

after training, had lunch den headed home.
do the necessaries den went to SLEEP!

oh yes, the boys are playing tmr against china.
oh no, you've gotta win those arrogant people.
you've gotta let Coach Zhu resign.
i would LOVE to watch the game..
but i doubt i can make it =(
so, ALL THE WAY!

hmm. what can i say? if you're lying,
you've brought down the level of trust i have in you.
and i will believe in something more believable.
so what?

ciao!

i was late for an hour today. haha!
i'm never early. sorry.
so we went to sentosa.
in short, suntanned,played volleyball and waddle in the water.
haha, so there was this lifeguard.
adrian! "xian shen, ni ji mo mah?" lols!
he played volleyball with us, and he actually lied because he said he didnt know how to.
so we spent hours there lah.
laughing and having fun!
we left siloso at abt 5.30
and by then, i was half dead.
damn tiring.
plus theres training tomorrow.
but lucky, nothing bad happened to us.

had dinner with my bro and mummy.
before he goes NS .

while we're enjoying at sentosa.
a tragedy happened.
crocodile hunter's Steve Irwin died.
after being pierced by a stingray barb through his heart near Cairns.
its kinda sad.

i got stabbed by jityong!
here you go!

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

Stabbed: Stacey,Jingying,Weiqian,Joelle,Aarti!

new skin! (:
i was really bored today.

today is the 3rd sept. haha.
3 months/93 days
the days will keep growing(:
it has been 3 months, yeah. time flies eh?
but theres more to wait. lols.
as long as i have things/event to look forward to everyweek.
time will pass even faster. or the best way, to kill time.
SLEEP! haha.
all i have to do now is to do well, for my end year lah! den can play! hehe.

my bro will be off to ns in just 4 days time.
and maybe after he leaves,
i'll be rotting even more at home.
haha. and yeah, its the holidays now!
i'm slacking and going out almost everyday.
and my mum doesnt like it.haha

77 more days to the end of o's.
i over-missed him. haha

training ended around 10+ today.
was quite boring. but no choice.
so after training, we headed to NIE to support our juniors.
they almost made it to top four.
but they lost to MGS in the knockout stages.
it could have been played better.
mistakes, again and again.
court environment and court conditions,
were not something we are really used to.
but i believe they gave their best shot.
and theres nothing to regret and to be sad about.
theres more to go, guys.
work harder!

after that, we went to JP to walk before we went for the match.
i was falling asleep and like totally tired ! lols.
but i manage to keep myself awake in the end.
but i think i drank too much water or something.
i'm like running to the toilet for like dunnoe how many times.
haha, bladder problem!

anw, the match was quite boring lah, sad to say.
a few great chances but missed.
thailand selection is strong lah.
bai and shahril played.
and i saw shaiful! hehe.
all the players had a chance to play.
they won 1-0 in the end.
thanks to Ashrin. the only scorer for the day.
but this is still not the end of it yet.
the real challange is on wed.
when they play against China.
its up to them whether they want it or not.
but looking at their performance today.
i'm actually quite worried for them.
but still, anything can happen! so.. all the best!

next week it'll be our turn to play PESS carnival!
sad to say, as years go by, the number of participating schs decreased.
no more goodie bags. and no more game booths!
last year was more fun lah!
i'm a lil scared for the team lah.
because afterall, we're quite dependent on our seniors i admit.
but dun worry, we'll stand up on our own this time (:
i just hope the umpires can speak louder. and that the ground wont be so slippery.haha
we've got our way *evil laughs*
we'll work hard!!

tmr is the 3rd of sept!
(:
i love him!

towning ytd. if u consider today as the 2nd of sep.
lols, initially, i was kinda sad for no reasons.
but afterall, it was quite fun.
becus of all the funny stuffs i saw lah.
and i was like a crazy woman.
didnt get any stuffs.
i spent like $10 on jap food. haha
and my leg hurts like shit after 2 days of heels.

he remembered! (:
tmr is 3rd month.
today is our 92th day.
haha, i love him lahs!

i have 78 more days to go!
thats less than 3 months to go! (:
yeah!!! sorry, i'm mad.haha

PESS CARNIVAL ltr.
for the cdiv.
will be going aft trng. luck.

i was late for school yesterday
due to the rain. but they didnt catch us lah.
so was pretty lucky. hehe.
plus this is the first time i'm late!
the celebration was quite okay.
not as fantastic. but its better than nth.

i didnt go back hpps this year, though i would LOVE to.
but sorry guys, i was tired! hehe
plus, not much of people went back.
btw, i've got my kappa bag(:

i took a short nap before i set off to somerset for 2e4 class gathering.
i was walking from wheelock to somerset mrt..
while walking pass lucky plaza.
this guy came to me.
he asked if i'm from singapore.
i stoned for a few secs, and i replied no.
"malaysia?indonesia?,thailand?"
he told me how famous he is in singapore,
and even showed me a pic of him and one of the celebrities.
hes STEVEN LIM!
yes, that guy who joined "never say die"
that guy who stripped in "singapore idol"
he asked if i'm intested in doing eyebrow shaping,
and told me that he had 5 yrs of experience.
and ask if i could show some support to him
i dont talk to strangers lah.
so i just walked away.
it was a lil scary! haha

so i WASNT the last to reach(:
and they were trying to prank me.
but they failed, cus i came from a diff direction. hehe=)
so we headed off to Holiday Inn Parkview Hotel.
and while walking there.. me,qian and xuan saw gothic aunty!
woohoo~ and we even walked the wrong way!
so we settled down in the restaurant.
we were NOISY lah.
i admit, everyone kept looking at us.
and haha, it was FUN!
and dark choco with mar-shi-mallow haha!
and white choco too! yummy yummy!
loser eats WASABI with some other food!
i so love all of them!
plus plus! we took many many pictures.
and!! hhc's poledance!
i mean, he didnt do it there. it was done last year!
hehe! hhc's IC! criminal!! lols
ytd, was damn FUN!

and while going back...
"i think i ate 1 mao(hair")"
haha. . chipong! monkey king!
lols, Ytd was FUN FUN FUN !
i love them LOADS!
and i wan a gathering like that again!

we rock!

oh yes, today is Kevin's birthday.
happy birthday!

AND!!! SLEEPING IS GOOD FOR HEALTH! (:

79 more days.
the more i see it, the more i feel like letting it go.
but........... my heart is stopping me again.

PICTURES HERE

i'm sad today.
over 2 things.

81more days to go.

i'm left with 1/4 of the amaths hwk.
detention tmr. speed writing.
i think by the time i come home, my hands will be wobbly.
and i'll have problems writing. so i'll try finishing them today! (:
prize presentation tmr! need to wake up early again!
i had a very bad and unlucky experience today.
while this clement(not the 3e1 clement) guy walks backwards.
he fell, and his whole body went over my head.
darn, cant he just check wheres he walking!
plus its like damn malu! plus he isnt very light! lols.

PESS carnival coming in 2 weeks time for the bdiv.
we're gonna play without germaine.
and hopefully, we'll bring home another trohpy(:
but... somehow.. i still miss the old bdiv team!
sigh..those west zone days (:

6 more days to 3rd sept! haha, he remembers.
83 more days to go.
<3

its hurtful and sad to hear,
when someone says you're good for nothing.
she meant those words, she said it twice into my face.
but is it so wrong?
they often say they understand us,
because they've been through before.
but are they really standing in out shoes?
or are they just trying to pretend as if they really understood how we're feeling.
i dont deny i'm partly at fault becus i did not obey her.
and i kept it for months.

but i'm gonna take this positvely!
becus i know what i'm doing.
and that i know how to manage my own time!
i'll show her i can still do well in my studies.
i'll prove to her that shes wrong for saying i'm good for nothing.

becus i'm here for a reason.

whatever she says will NOT affect me.

=]

Pesta Sukan 2006 (sum up)

Round 1 (19 Aug 2006)

TSS(team B) VS SGSS(team 1)

15-2

TSS(team B) VS JWSS(team A)

15-2

TSS(team B) VS GMSS

4-4

TSS(team B) VS GUANG YANG(team A)
12-2

TSS(team B) VS OUTRAM(team A)

7-5

round 1 of games were quite well done i suppose,

except for the last game with outram.

we wanted to win too much.

we were desperate to go into the second round you see.

who win,who will be in.

of cus we wanted to win!

in the end, we did. but theres nothing much we can be proud of.

they did give us a hard time at some point of time.

we caught up, towards the end of the game.

so we went home, toppinng our group

base on goal difference with GMSS.

cus we were consistant in every match.

we sucessfully proceed to the second round with no worries!

Round 2 (26 Aug 2006)

TSS(team B) VS RIVERSIDE(team A)
12-9

TSS(team B) VS STC(ignyte)
11-0

TSS(team B) VS DAMAI(team A)
14-11

TSS(team B) VS SNG(team 2)

20-3

TSS(team B) VS WWSS(team 1)

11-4

round 2 looks kinda scary to me in the beginning.

meeting schs such as St Nicholas Girls,Damai and St Theresa.

like what my coach says, we've made it to the second round.

although winning a trophy isnt our objective here.

but who don't wanna win!

we're here to gain more explosure,

and also. see our standard among the schools.

our first game was against our own 'extreme school'
i played WA for the first half. but didnt performed well.

so was taken off in the second.

we fought hard and we won our first game.

next was against St Theresa.

i've never played with them before,

neither have i seen them played before.

during the game, a few of their 'supporters'

commented that tanglin netballers don't use their brains

sad to say, i think its senseless to make that comment.

next, Damai!

after my idol has left! haha (baizura!)

probably this is the first time in history,

tanglin has ever beaten damai?

i always remember the times we got trashed by them.

although we won, theres not much of sense of achievements.

afterall they are part of the extreme schools

next SNG, their Cdiv team.

and me and siewhong tried intercepting the same ball.

and we clashed, but didnt fall.

and i tripped over the opponent and i fell!

haha, but the game still continued!

next, Westwood.

quite tough of a game, cus their players are kinda rough.

but cant be blamed, cus they are basketballers.

hmm. but i guess, we did well too (:

so we topped the round 2 table again.

with 10 points!(: and had lunch at KFC.

before we headed back for the knock out stages

Knock-out Stages

TSS(team B) VS GMSS

13-10

TSS(team B) VS SAC(mighty)

8-12

TSS(team B) VS NV(power)

14-9

TSS(team B) VS NV(blast)

11-19

*TSS(team B) VS SAC(mighty)

12-13

**TSS(team B) VS NV(blast)

11-7

we played our first knockout game with GMSS.

the school we drew with, in the first round.

however this time, we manage to win them.

we know we have to win the next one, so that it will be easier for us to go into the finals.

but we didnt in the end, so it pulled us down into the losers pool.

we lost to St Anthony's Canossian.

we had to fight damn hard to push ourselves to the top 4.

so we played again North Vista(power)

and we won. afterwhich, we palyed against the same school.

but a different team, this time it was obvious that they are stronger.

and that they wanted revenge for the other team.

yes, i heard chun di coach saying that.

so we fought EVEN harder.

we met SAC for the semi finals again.

and this time, we came CLOSE. yes it was just a goal away from the 1st & 2nd placing.

but we lost with pride. its not that we didnt try.

we did, and i guess our fighting spirit can be seen! (:

for our 3rd/4th placing, we met NV blast again.

with no worries, we beat them and emerged 3rd.

lastly, i would like to thank...

my teammates!

sharing the joy together. being a TEAM.

(Germaine, Fangyi,Siewhong,Cheechin,Meiyun,Michelle,Carol,Erin,Rafidah,Mas,Nurul,

Charmaine,Yuduan,Gina,Huixian,Melissa,Meijun and the one not with us, but still part of us,

Yvonne)

Mr Teh!

for the efforts and hardworks you've put in to coach us!

our tcher-in charge!

Ms Solastri and Mrs Jacob!

without all your encouragements, i think we wouldnt have made it so far!

and all those... who believed WE can do it.

(:

i was tired, and a little stressed out today.
got back my emaths paper.
i passed. but not very high.
and i have 3 classmates who scored 39/40.
and the best thing was there was no one who failed amaths.
but there are a few who passes emaths.
which means.. amaths is easier than emaths! hehe.
i totally screwed up this commontest.
most of them are like borderline passes.
i better work hard for my final year exam before i retain.
i must workhard (:

problems problems problems.
i hope it will resolve SOON,real soon.
but the worst thing is, its not just one problem.

ytd's training, i almost couldnt make it.
cus sun is scorching hot, and we're running non-stop,
for dont know how long.
and it was supposed to be a short training.

back to today, stayed back after school.
to wait for some of my teammate's consent form.
and then.. chat with the PE teachers for like hours.
and the TEAM TANGLIN shirt design is very nice lah.
and it will only be ready after the 1 week break.
Mr Wan so funny! hehe, he and his Suanings.
but hes pretty cool lah.
and hes trying to run away for the teacher's day celebration this year.
mwahaha. cus he forgot to run away last year!
and while playing rugby...
bra strips SNAP! lols!
and he taught us ABC!
A for assholes
B for bastards
C for cowards

and i've learnt that we should spend 0.001% of the whole pie chart on relationships.
i admit, i cant live without friends and that they are important to me.
after what he said, i went back and think..
and all the negative effects strucked me.

what if.. it was just an excuse more than a reason?
two-timer thingy, a change in attitude after some time.
oh no, but why i attempted to give it up, he didnt want to?
love bite,attitudes,cold shoulder.
does it show anything?
it just crossed my mind..
but he promised... and what if he breaks it?
though he has never broken any promises till now,
but will that be the first, and the last?

all these didnt affect my feelings.
becus i still love him the way i do.

school wasnt good at all.
my common test results wasnt good.
problems start coming up.
and it really sucks being stucked in between.
its so hard to satisfy everyone around me.

the number of problems i have.
and being a good friend means youre besties will be sharing their troubles with you.
is it like so difficult to stay PEACEFUL?
i'm tired of all these.
but theres no way i can avoid them.
problems just kept coming.... and coming..
when will everything be resolved?
i need a good rest someday..

pesta sukan round 2!
we'll be meeting, STC,SNG,Damai,Riverside & Westwood.
and hopefully, if nothing goes wrong, we'll make it FAR!
Bdiv Jiayou!
another PESS carnival during the Sept Hol.
this time without the help of Germaine & Fangyi.
we've got to tresure our chances then!

sad to say, it has come to a point where,
the more i see him, the more i miss him.
feelings like history, do not fade with time.
87more days.
and i'm still waiting.
but at the same time, doing good(:

the time will come, SOON.

i'm happy(:
shuaige! shuaige!
i'm so **HIGHHH** now! lols.
motivation! motivation!
gogogo! 90more days!
i love him! hehe

its hard for me to stop!
off to bed now! tata!
91more days in 5 mins time.

Pesta Sukan 2006- First Round!

i woke up at 5.15am! & took 196 to Kallnag Netball Centre.
on the way.. Germaine and Fangyi boarded the bus!
and good thing they boarded the bus.
if not i'll be in the bus all alone.lols.
cheechin couldnt make it on time. so didnt meet in the end.

Warmup.. blah blah.
and that grey CAT?! omg! lols.
was said to be owned by netball singapore? haha
alright, so me fangyi and germaine were uhemmm.
a little over-reacting. but we acted brave.haha

so i played WA for the first game against serangoon gardens
and we actually lead like 10 goals to nil in the 1st half
but guess what? they restarted the whole game!
due to some mistakes in the fixtures?
so shitty! so we had to restart the game!
and we didnt do as well as the previous one lah.
cus we conceded goals.
so there was one ball me & mas tried to intercept.
none of us communicated lah!
so eventually we CLASHED.
and she was hugging me! lols.
baluku on my head now! (:
but the pain went off after some time!
the eyes of the serangoon garden's bdiv players
tells it all, how much they wanted to revenge for their cdiv team.
we won 15-2 for the first game.
after our game was our juniors and their bdiv.
they worked damn hard. and they won serangoon gardens!
(: woohoo!

Jurong West A, probably their Cdiv team.
we won again. but i forgot whats the score!
next next! Geylang Methodist!
the match that 'woke' us up.
i just felt that the first two games were too slack-ish.
so when we meet a tougher opponent, theres no momentum kinda thing.
lols, so we drew with them in the end.
i was like totally BLUR on court.
and i admit this is the FIRST ever time in my netball life.
that i've been so BLURRED.
i thought i was a Wing Defence instead of a Wing Attack.
so i went to the wrong side of the court!
can u actually believe that?
and i wasnt doing my part as a Wing Attack lah!
i actually had an unecessary untouched centre pass!
which is like so stupid of me!
darn. my performance was totally crap.
so my coach talked to me after that match.
yes, i think its my damn attitude towards netball.
i wanna play for the team.
and i'll work on that!

Next match!! GuangYang!
we were playing well in the game lah!
and ms solastri said it was entertaining.haha
i went in only in the 2nd half.
and i was very very tired!
cus its like i couldnt breathe,
and the more i try to breathe, the mucus keep coming out.
haha, so its like. i have to *sniff**sniff*
but we won!i forgot what score! haha

last and the most important match.
its either we win it, or we're out.
everybody wants to win.
we just wanna see the result of winning.
but this midset made us neglect our normal court play.
and we wanted to get the easiest way to get the ball into melissa's hands.
that almost cost us the game.
ALMOST. but we did pick up towards the end of the match.
and we won 7-5.
perhaps.. its just better to play our normal game.
outram came close.we had alternate goals in the first half.
but we caught up in the end.

however, coach wasnt very happy about it.
he thinks that we're thinking of WINNING too much.
so.. despite drawing with Geylang Methodist,
we still topped the table and proceeded to the second round base on goal differences.
it will be played next sat! but this time, the opponents will be much much tougher.
we'll work hard(:

GO B'DIV!

i remembered the pesta sukan last year.
we lost to weaker teams and won the best team.
Outram, and we got a scolding for winning them.
we didnt make it to the second round last year.
but definitely, last year was much tougher and mroe tiring.
and i still miss the old bdiv team!
this year's team, i think theres still a long way to go!

Melissa was great today!! her shots are damn accurate,
she tried something new on court!
and i'm so proud of her!
(:
not only her,
EVERYONE was great.

fangyi,germaine,siewhong,michelle,meiyun,cheechin,mas,nurul,rafidah,charmaine,gina,yuduan,
carol,erin,huixian,meijun,melissa,ms solastri,mrs jacob,mr teh.
and me? haha!
not forgetting the girl on mc, Yvonne!though she wasn't here today.

a week more to train! JIAYOU!(:

school was bad today!
i went to school looking very sleepy, lethargic & almost dying.
i was really tired!
and i dont have a choice but to go to school,
because there is chem commontest today.
and its not possible to give it a miss.
last training before sat's pesta sukan!
i couldnt stop myself from dozing off a lil during ms leong's period.
but i tried my best not to sleep!
so basically, the whole day i've been restless, looking bored & tired.
i dont know if i've been like that everyday.
but today was one of the worst. because i couldnt really concentrate!
only till we ended maths, i became "more-to-life"!
his smile melted my heart! (:

chem test after school.
quite similar to the pretest!
and i guess i flunked it as well..
hmm. went to collect my copper(2)sulphate crystals! (:
went for training after that.

oh anw, the lions didnt make it yesterday..
a 94th min penalty by Shao Jiayi cost the game.
they might have survived & done well in that 90mins.
but what a wasted chance?
but dont worry, they'll make a comeback in the 2nd leg!
gogogo!(:

for my own,
TANGLIN NETBALL GOGOGO!
sat is the day(:
but only for 2hrs?! ARGH.
2nd round played on the following sat!
probably cus there are too many teams.
both B & C div, JIAYOU!

94 more days to go!

oh no! after a packet of Jack & Jill's Roasted Wings flavour Potato Chips,
i can feel that i'm starting to feel unwell!
sore throat, flu. NO!!
not at this point of time, with Pesta Sukan and common test round the corner?
i better recover fast!
no time to waste!!!

Jingying!
i remember okay!
King Nathan Can Make Aeroplanes ZOOM from S'pore Past Holland Crushing Holland and Aussie people! haha!

i need my motivation for the carnival(:
95 more days to go.

As requested by Jingying & Stacey, i shall do this quiz. (:

Seven random facts about me:

1. i'm short and heavy -.-"
2. this is my 5th year in netball!
3. suddenly, i like orange!
4. i can be quiet yet VERY noisy at times. haha
5. i'm slow in everything! haha
6. my studies CMI(cannot make it)
7. ALL Chlorides are soluble except Silver & Lead()
remember me, CSL! (:


Seven things that scare me:

1. first on the list, CATS!
2. stalkers!
3. anything i find disgusting.
4. all the stress! exams and tests! oh no!
5. DYING!
6. people trying to hurt themselves over small small matters!
7. JINGYING! haha.


Seven bad habits:

1. Lazi-ness
2. My "dunnoe"s & "anything"s
3. a little Attitude Problem sometimes! or isit major? lols
4. once start, cannot stop.
5. don't care!
6. i always over-eat!
7. i dont reply unimportant smses.


Seven victims:

1. WEIQIAN! its you!
2. Amanda...
3. Joelle!
4. Kamrun!
5. JiaHui!
6. Fatin!
7. WenQi!

school started quite bad.
cus i had trouble sleeping last night.
and i'm very very tired!
the first lesson was chinese.
and actuallyit wasnt that bad afterall,
cus i'm all entertained by what Mr Mah said.
the new** Super-Bang. haha.
and that the hotline is on for 24hrs.
and that he may want to hire a hundred or a thousand to help him call the hotline.
haha! and that kept me entertained for the whole day lah!
maths! Y is a Fuction of x!
since the y value is dependent on the x value.
so i can say i'm a fuction of my mother?? lols
opps, i'm crapping !
english was worst, and whatever ms solastri said..
just makes me feel STRESS being in 3e1.
we're just expected to do much much more work than any other class.
just because we're in 3e1!
and commontest is coming! oh no!
pesta sukan this sat! oh no x2! lols
i better spend some time mugging before i screw the papers.
we took height and weight during P.E!
i didnt grow! still 156. still 47kg. i've stopped growing vertically.sad.
bio test was crappy! i think just a border line pass.
although liverpool won, but ms chu still gave us the test.lols.
dr lau not here today! mrs sulaiman took over!
1 period was damn boring lah.
Chem, which i thought would turn out even more boring!
turn out quite okay. cus i did try to understand what mdm heng was trying to explain.
haha. and i didnt sleep! woohooo~ though hamimah and i was like counting down.
but turned out quite fun actually (:
trigo test will be a disaster lah!
die already.no need to worry, cus there will be a RE-test! haha!

after school went to KFC with my 2 complicated love partners & mich.
and we have concluded that in TSS,
not only there is a decline in the academic results over the years.
but..
[1] the chiobus has become lesser and lesser every year.
[2] the girls now are straight forward!
[3] boys are now shorter
haha! and we're still working on it(:

isham and i was talking about relationship, when i asked him about his expectations(requirements) of his ideal girl.

::: just me and my silhouette ::: once a dog,always a dog [ hoo! hoo! hoo! ] says:
u think i buying products huh..
::: just me and my silhouette ::: once a dog,always a dog [ hoo! hoo! hoo! ] says:
should have 5-year warranty...100% satisfaction..
Shilin; ]: Chasing thoughts from a million miles away says:
haha
::: just me and my silhouette ::: once a dog,always a dog [ hoo! hoo! hoo! ] says:
can be repaired and can be USED
Shilin; ]: Chasing thoughts from a million miles away says:
no lah.. maybe u wan someone who ermm.. has a good character?
Shilin; ]: Chasing thoughts from a million miles away says:
diff people diff taste mah
::: just me and my silhouette ::: once a dog,always a dog [ hoo! hoo! hoo! ] says:
yeah..perhaps..character and looks would be a bonus

copycat! haha. cus i feel the same!(:


97 days!=]
ilu very very much! (:

all of the sudden.
when i woke up from my sleep..
i just started to miss him very much.
i dont know why.

(: yup, i'm counting down to the 20nov!
i got do hwk one okay. lols.
the end of Olvls!
yes, i'm waiting.
haha, i hope i can survive through this 3 months .
i mean.. of cus i will. and i must. and i can! haha.


& i'll always love him.

hey! i'm here to post up the pics for the Shining Red Dot!
{click to view full-image size}
and some class thingy.
first, the class tshirt!


next! on the competition day itself..

me & little boy! LOLS

"HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!"

me with that orange lolli! haha

1,2,3!! (: i stuffed the lollipop inside my mouth.

my class! (:

and we go.... ANTI-BULLDOG!
i love 3E1!<3

i'm officially countdown-ing the days my bro is going for NS!
i mean its less than a month!!
haha! by then, no one would control me.
but somehow, i think i'll miss his naggings too.

and 20Nov! the end of o lvls.
weijian! my treat if he scores less than 15points!
haha, i'm waiting! and if i do well for EOY!
another treat. mwahahaha.
he taught me trigo like over msn.
haha. thanks so much man!

i'm good today!!
almost couldnt wake myself up for training today.
but in the end i still did manage to pull myself out of bed.
afterall, today was an important training.
i slept quite late last night.
1/2 asleep, 1/2 waiting ..

10rounds around court(field was closed!)
ball handling, variation passes,BOX!
the Running Box was tiring!
so the MI netballers started streaming in.
we did some court play before starting the game.

i only played in the last 2 quarts. C & WD.
i was underperforming today lah.
although no one said much abt it.
but i know i am not doing well!
but we did win in the end, with the score of 35-15.
and next week is Pesta Sukan!
we'll be meeting.. Outram,Jurong West, Guang Yang, Serangoon Gardens,Geylang Methodist.
yup, this 5 schools. i hope it won't be a problem for us to pass the first round!
and hopefully, we'll make it through to the last four! (:
haha,i'm so looking forward to it!
tensed up? its very competitve in this team.
aww, please. buck up our get out!
(sorry, i was just trying to talk to myself! haha)
and... exams are coming too! awwww.

me & my twinkle twinkle partner(Fang Yi).
had just created my NEW* imaginary boyfriend! haha

TODAY! 12aug. also known as SHUAIGE DAY!
reason is simple, cus on the same date last year..
there was alot of shuai ges during that match day.
i was still single last year.haha..
so this year,there wasn't any match. which is sad luh!
actually there is, just that its at hongkong.haha
so yup, my one & only shuai ge today.
is HIM! (:


oh anyway, i did something quite suprising today.
haha, opps. but i feel so much better after saying it though.
i'll see how it goes. MUG hard for those taking 'O's.

ilu!

How to make a Shilin

Ingredients: 1 part jealousy 5 parts ambition 3 parts joy

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add lustfulness to taste! Do not overindulge!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

as getting a little bored just now and came across this.

cute eh? (:

aww man. i dont know what is wrong with me now.

i'm feeling very sian.

training tmr, a game with MI,

guess i'll be heading home after that.

i'm tired. but i can't sleep.

what should i go for tomorrow??

wah, i better buck up tmr.

i better not be like this tmr.

if not during the game, i'll suffer.

perhaps, i need a goooodd loonnnngg break from all these shits.

argh, i'll be back soon(:

in the meanwhile, tkare people.

Happy 41st Birthday Singapore!

yup, once again its the 9th aug.
the last year that we celebrate national day in the national stadium.
(:
and it will be transformed into a sports hub in 5 years time.
and from tmr till sat there will be fireworks! woohoo~
i was slacking at home for like the whole of today.
and i'm getting a little sick of home.
but i dun wanna hang out either.
aww. i slept like 1/2 of the day.
slacked the other half.
and i'm still tired!!
darn..

anyhoos, josh will be back on fri!
finally! lols. and yup, the class has been waiting..

i've got the pics from cab.
will upload to my pic album later.
cus the pics are over at the other com.

darn, so many people commented about the little girl role.
damn paiseh can? lols!

oh whatever.

wore BLACK class tshirt to school today(:
marlyn got me that BIG orange lollipop!
and the first part of the National Day celebration was pure boring.
but the 2nd part was fun!
we went to get ready for the shining red dot.
and i've mentioned about my role in the shining red dot before.
and yup, no one could hear what i was saying.
i'm sorry. but overall,excluding my part. i think we did WELL!
so yup, 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for 3E1!
hip hip HOORAYY!!
so eventually we WON! wee~
the singing part was great too.
our whole class hold hand in hands with the songs.
swaying side by side! aww, thats like so nice!
so after that, we went to take some class pictures.

BOO-dog? lols (bulldog) wasn't very happy about our BLACK class shirt.
aww, i mean we're the only class in the whole school that wore BLACK!
and again, the issue of being the best sec3 class behaving this way comes in again.
so we're like the watermelon seeds in the watermelon! haha.
Boo-Dog started nagging again and again.
she talked about how insensitive we can be,
and even pulled mdm heng into the picture.
and we have to perform to qifa student without the raping part and stuffs.
i mean, thats the main point. thats what is entertaining.
so some of us started singing with the music while she was talking.
her sags and her. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
and we've got a cheer for her! LOLS.

had training! okay, i dont call it training cus its not tiring! haha.
just did some normal stuffs. and then me fangyi and mich went to ps to catch..
"My Super Ex-Girlfriend" it is a very simple, supernatural, funny movie!
haha, i couldnt stop laughing at some parts.
thanks to fangyi!! (:
relationships and stuffs..
i would rate it 4/5 cus its very entertaining.
and the only difference at Grand Cathay is that.
the Sits are more suitable for couples.
cus the armrest is quite low. lols.

after that went for the wake.
was busy folding Hearts.
i mean those paper hearts.
yup, i'm glad to see joshua is alright.
hopefully he isnt acting.
hes still not back to what he used to be.
but somewhere there. which i hope he'll be able to pick himself up soon(:
tkare BRO!

i'm TIRED after bathing..

yups, i have thoughts running through my mind too.
i dont know what i want now...
hais. i dun give a damn anymore k? darn.

okay, sleeping now!

tata!

school was alright today(:
after school we had NDP rehersal again.
Shining Red Dot again.
and are we going to SHINE again?
hopefully we'll grab the champs agan(:
there are like 10 grp and we're the 10th group.
cus our performance is like 10mins.
and ME, asked to be the little girl.
had no choice but to act like a girl?
with that TWO pony tails.
aww, so paiseh today!
cus many people must be talking about it.
plus.... some even game me nicknames.
darn, lols. and worst still, he saw it.
lols, paiseh paiseh.
just hope my capillaries dont move towards the surface of the skin tomorrow.
(you would understand if you did listen to ms chu for BIO CLASS!)
haha alright! anw, i guess we're the best group.
all the props well done. costumes well done. and overall its GREAT!
and i love 3E1! woohoo~!
oh yes! we went to Queensway to get our class tshirt.
its VERY COOL.
and it says.. a class of ______(you name it)!
woohoo, i guess everyone loves the class shirt.
and i like the 3e1 print which is in GOLD colour! but just a little small.
oh, i'm so in love with 3e1!
HARD GAY THOMAS
GU NIANG CLEMENT! all of them are SO CUTE!

and during classes, i feel the absence of josh. i miss him in sch!
we're waitin for you to be back (:

sigh, despite all these shits that happened. i still miss him alot.

is it really so difficult to gain back his trust?
cus its like no matter how i try.
it didnt suceed.
not ONCE. and while i'm still working on it.
something i said had brought the trust level back to ZER0 again.
now that it alr happened.
i must think before i say next time.
i MUST get my reward soon.
I DUN CARE!!! =(
cus its getting colder again.

i've got this feeling you're not gonna stay.
the fear of losing,of sliping away.
keeps getting closer.

i guess.. we're going back to what we used to be like.
(the recent ones). darn..
i dont want the same old things to happen again.
and the same old feelings of being hurt again.
& i'm longing to go back to those sweet days(:

the gift of love is all around us.
sometimes i feel i'm all alone,
no one to really care.
but when we look all around our world,
we know that love is there!

i'm gonna try to gain back whatever i've lost.
(: wish me luck people!

FRIENDS are like gardens.
the more you put into it, the more you get out of it!
(: looks like those problems are still there.
whoever is having problems,find someone trustable to talk to.
not unless you tell them, you'll never know how much they can help!(:

i'm sorry for not being there when you needed someone to talk to.
yes, i felt guilty.
and real bad. i'm left helpless.
he msged me just now,
or rather this morning.
and asked if i'm alright.
all i can do is to encourage him and stuffs like that.
he said he was grateful to have a good friend like me.
and i ask myself if i had treated him the same.
and all he wanted was forgiveness from me,
for calling me names.and he said it meant alot to him.
hes gotta be strong.
the class is waiting for his return.
3e1 will be supporting and encouraging through this tough period!

SUPERBAND finals!
me and siewhong supported all the groups.
for me, its because all my fav teams are eliminated. aww.
we were totally *HIGH*!
and the music was GREAT, the bands were great too.
something that left a deep impression was J3's Xiao wei.
so sweet and nice! i love that if my boyfriend could sing it to me! haha.
Soul was great TOO! (: their RnB xiao wei.
in fact, all the Xiao Weis were nice lah.
but i like J3's best.
the other individual songs i tink lucify were doing better
milobing is good becus they got cute acts in between.
so we just basically went CRAZY.
cus we're like shouting for all the bands.
and we're like standing in betweem Soul and Milobing.
so when either is singing. we just wave the lightsticks!
its quite fun! so eventually.
after all our shoutings&screamings, now i got sore throat alr!
the two teams who proceeded to the second round was MLB and Soul.
i thought Soul will win! but in the end.. MLB WON! aww.
they pattern more than badminton, but they know hoe to capture audience's attention.which i think is goood! haha
nvm, at least.. got nto the Finals.
so the rest of the eliminated teams performed too!
QINOBE and JUZ-B!!!
glamours? NIU NAI!!
woohoo! and this "meng huan yue tuan"
i got very HIGH lah.lols

and its hard for me not to miss you alr!
shits. i'm tired
I MISS YOU!(:

school was good.
cus i have STOPPED sleeping in class anymore (:
hooray! but whether i'm actually paying attention, its another question!
at least i tried to stay awake, despite those boring lessons okay!
i did make an effort to. yup, thanks to my motivation!

well, i got kinda stressed nowadays.
i got quite pissed off over the shining red dot thing.
haha, and my studies..
i've lost interest in talking.
oh dear... what the hell is wrong with me?

i'm gonna train up my stamina tmr,
attend lilian leong's hist class ,
and go back home to change for superband finals at night.

i've been quite low lately.
and i dont know why!(:

SHOUTOUTS:

Jityong: i dont know if you'll be reading this, but thanks for your help today! i've learnt something new. plus plus. please handle cup with care for your foot next time (: tkare my friend.
anyway, can you like.. ermm. change your slogan soon? HAHA.

Jingying: Laogong! i might not be able to understand totally what you've been through, but dont worry, i'll be here to listen to you all the times. but you turn out really scary sometimes. and i'm kinda scared too! haha. oh wells, whatever it is. do what is most impt for you.

Michelle: YES! please be careful with your leg next time.its like the third time u injured ur leg, just that its diff part.lols. aiyo. why at this time? pesta sukan you know!?! lols. dont worry lah, just recover fast and hope you'll be back in Netball soon. tkares.

Amanda: Love dont wait for you. either one make love happens. go for whatever you want. its worth a try. no regrets! (: i'll be behind you whatever you do! i understand how hard it is, NOT to miss him! i've been through that! haha

and its finally my turn to say, i miss him(:

i was kinda sad yesterday.
because everyone treated me the same.
if money could change the fact. if money could heal the wound in my heart.
the toughest days, i pulled it through.
what more do i expect from myself?
i've been strong, i know i am (:
is money EVERYTHING?

i skipped one SS/HY lesson last thur.
and somehow, ms solastri got to know about this.
yes, i went with her on my own accord.
i'm not blaming anyone but myself for this.
if one day, i really get kicked out of netball.
who else can i blame?
i must know the consequences of whatever i do from now on.
i still wanna play for the team, i wanna represent the school.
i wanna play for myself.
captainship to me is no longer a problem.
i rather they choose someone more capable of doing the job well.
than me, who has been causing trouble for myself and the team.
how can my tchers, my coach and my teammates trust me?
i never had the ability of leading the team well.
whatever it is. 've given the oppotunity.
but i've RUINED it.
i've left a bad impression.
how can i ever suceed?

you guys might be joking.
but you know me, when i'm not in the mood, i take everything seriously!
so they eventuallly "ganged" up against me.
trying to ignore me when i talk to them.
make a mockery out of it, because i am sitting alone and had no one to talk to.
so after awhile i got angry, and started to ignore them as well.

i'm sorry! but i really didnt check my phone during that time.
but that doesnt mean that i dont wanna msg right!
aww, cummon.

my world has turned upside down.
and i was almost on the verge of breaking down yesterday during training.
i took the circuit training to vent my anger on.
the usual noisy me during training has become a quiet and emotional me.
yes, it was awkward. but i really wasnt in e mood.

well. i havent been doing well in school either.
its time to catch up some work.
before its too late.
and before Common Tests comes like freaking fast.
shits. i tell you, i'm gonna screw it real bad this time round.
so i better buck up!
and i haven been sleeping in class!
isnt that great? (not trying to be sarcastic).
cus i've got my motivation pushing me (:

i'm the Little Girl in our 3e1 production shining red dot!
and damn shit. i'm that little girl.
who needs to tie 2 pony tails with a lollipop.
that might sound CUTE to you.
but if u see me doing it, i think you'll probably puke.
whens the last time i had 2 pony tails? haha
(: i love school! but its long and boring at times =(

I got tagged to do this.Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you.
In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
No tag backs.
1. my heart obviously cant work well with my mouth.
2. i say lols/haha when i have nothing else to say.
3. i talk no sense.!@#$%^%^&
4. i sleep longer than any other people!
5. im a crapper, and usually craps after 12am.
6. i sleep with my pillow and bolster flying anywhere in the middle of the night!

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following without complaining.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.

FAVOURITES:
color: balck & white!
food: mumm's cooking!
song: too many to name.
movie: any horror movies except! the Omen
sport: Netball!
day of the week: NONE?
season: winter!
ice-cream: chocoloate!

CURRENT:
mood: happy(:
taste: tasteless.
clothes: shirt, shorts
desktop: anime(shinigami)
time: 8.39pm
surroundings: in my room.
annoyance: Dr Lau! @#$%^&*
thoughts: pon school! (:

FIRSTS:
best friend: Rachel Tina Teo! my P1 good friend (: i saw her recently!
crush: Simping i think.
movie: ermmmm. money not enough?
lie: cant remember!
music: backstreetboys!!

LASTS:
cigarette: none!
drink: a few months ago.
ride: just.
crush: crush-less.
movie: pirates of the caribbean!
phone call: mummy!
CD: forgot(:

HAVE YOU EVER:
dated one of your best friends: nah.
been arrested: not yet
skinny-dipped: nnahh..
been on tv: yes!(:
kissed someone you don't know: never!

THINGS:
4 things you did today: go to school, miss him,do homework and eat!
4 sounds you can hear right now: song from this com,tv,the sound of me typing, MSN!
the Chosen Five to do this!
1. JINGYING!
2. WEIQIAN!
3. XIUTING!
4. STACEY!
5. AMANDA((:

the NDP preview was GREAT!
we went so *high*! (:
lols. yup, its our very last celebration at the national stadium.
and the performance was quite good.
except some mistakes by the ppl, which cannot be blamed.
its just a rehersal anyway.
the funniest part is when Mr SR Nathan actually bleach-ed to become a CHINESE?
ohh, yes. the pirated version of Mr Nathan!
we were asked to sing the national anthem and take the pledge.
i dont know why, but i just feel so proud to be a singaporean!
the fireworks was ALOT lah.
but good and nice! just that my neck sort of twisted! haha
cus the fireworks is like behind us.
overall, it was kinda short but Fab.
it had been like 4 yrs since i last caught the preview.
so after the preview, we went to suntec. the toilet! (:
" Who Am I? Who Am I?, I'm Hongkong's big old robber"
directly translated from chinese.
our joke of the day. and yeah! i did enjoy myself.
another joke of the day was Fangyi!! laugh until fall down! haha.
we were talking about storing bubble tea pearls as breasts for 16 years!
haha, opps. this is totally crap! (:

NDP PICTURES

i still love my old team!(:

anyhoos,we're be playing against MI on the 12 aug!
shuai ge day! (: luck luck!
and pesta sukan is round the corner!

we got back(:

another sleepless night.

HAIZ.

deep down, it hurts so much.

the trip was FUN!!
you would agree with me if you were there!
the front part was quite boring.
cus i UNGLAMED myself again in the bus on our way there.
aww, X 3 already.
so i slept and wasnt even listening to edward.
but after that, i got quite high.
during the return trip i was at the HIGHEST.
cus i couldnt stop laughing. mwahahaha.
aarti, you know why!
something i've learnt ytd, the ferry chair SPOILED.
(: so we started laughing and eventually couldnt stop!
edward says" i talk about terrorists you also laugh"
we continued laughing non-stop!
lols! then we climbed up to the upper deck for some pictures.
and then went down again.
the ferry was actually pretty cool.
cus got MUSIC! (:
and we took like 45mins-1Hr for the ferry ride.
quite relaxing! (:

TODAY.
yes, i saw something disturbing again.
dont ask me why i am so observant.
but Scorpios are bornt to be over-suspicious and we get jealous very very easily!
i admit!
Overview:How can you have a life if you spend all your time worrying about what might happen? Courage is just fear that has a sense of faith. Acknowledge all your worries and then resolve to move forward anyway.
how do i move on?
with or without?
i hate thinking of this. but it cant be avoided sometimes.
am i happy with you? can i be happy without you?
it will be tough, but whatever decision i make, i hope its good for me & you.
another thing, i'm afraid.. i might regret later.
theres so much to think about .
its a tough decision to make.
love me? or are you just toying me?
treasure? or treat me like trash?
why should i think of you, when you dont?
maybe i should just let it go.

sorry guys, will blog again tmr.
to talk about the trip.
it was Great!
for people who needs the picture,
HERE

anw, today is VICTORIA's BIRTHDAY!!
happy birthday girl(:
enjoy yourself! and see you during tchers day!

ytd.went queensway with jingying.
was supposed to order the class tshirt, in the end, the design wasnt properly done.
so didnt go to the shop. instead, we went to eat laksa.
and due to my cough, made me so unglam.
i was coughing like hell. and i can imagine how people look at me!
darn, i was coughing and tearing at the same time, so can you imagine? lols.
so jingying got me a bottle of mineral water!
thanks laogong!(:
then we suggested to go Lot1.
off we go!
we took some pics on our way to Commonwealth mrt.





walked around Lot1 and jingying went gaga over the great mega $10 sale at icelemontee.
yup, and i went crazy over the japanese series, "Jin Tian Yi"
damn, its like M18!
but i must get ti! mwahahah.
anyhoos, besides just walking, we were looking at guys who looked like shawn.
and i hate them, cus they look like shawn but it isnt SHAWN!
aww, lols.
so we went to get bread! lols.
yes, BREADTALK! and guess what we found?
FLOSS BAG? lols
looks real okay!

i'm hungry now. *swallows saliva*

yet its another crucial match for both teams fighthing for the top.
it has been like years since i caught a match LIVE*.
and yup, the feeling was great.
i must admit that the Warriors gave in a better game, from what i've seen.
though Kenji did not play.
and Shahril Jantan got a red card.
but the yg lion's NEVER SAY DIE spirit is smth that i must mention!
though they ended up in a 1-0 loss, i guess.. they tried their best.
shahril was the captain. Bai is playing. over at the other side are,
John Wilkinson,Shaiful Esah & Norazmi(subbed in after Shahril Jantan got an red card)
which means.. all my 5 favourites are playing (: woohoo~. i was over the moon!
and i longed for this moment for very long!
and wonder when will be the next time it will happen?
and actually, i was in a dillema , cus i couldnt make up my mind,
on who to support! hehe.
but John's goal was fabulous i must say!

Its my first time watching Norazmi play! and probably the last?
he've been benched for so long, and he needs to exercise!
except that his kicks are not that accurate.
the rest are good (:

Probably i'll have to wait for a long time again,
to catch another sleague match.
aww, i want yg lions to win!

one of the shots(:
lazy to upload!

one of my juniors actually confronted me and asked if i like weilun?
HAHA! this is stupid. its some Saturday incident that happened during training.
Faliq was with Weilun, and you know... when he walk pass, some of my teammates try to hint hint* and he dao-ed me! lols. didnt even take a glance! so sad =( haha
someone passed the news here and there. and ended up getting the wrong news!
haha, argh, who cares.
i guess the whole netball team knows it alr!
so paiseh!

argh, was suppose to conference with Zikun & Simping!
but due to the large amount of hwk.
didnt talk to them!
and even if i did, i would feel extra! haha.
and i haven really talk to any guy on the phone since...

anw,i got to go now!
tkare people(:

i damn miss him :]
oh yes, i got attracted by him today! haha.

my damn cough is getting worst.
and i woke up like 2am in the morning, cus i kept coughing! arrgghh.
today is racial harmony!
woohoo~ haha.
oh yes, AMANDA, its raicial harmony today(:
i specially blod your name so that you can see.
maybe you should stop being racist! haha
afterall, i didnt get INFLUENCED by you!

school is always good without Dr Lau.
hmm, except that.. we got caught , trying to pon class.
bad girls!
slacked in class, had history test on Stalin.
Maths Matrices test.
and off we go to the Racial Harmony "celebration"?
i only remember "pop ye yeh!" lols.
this malay song. quite cool though.

isham mikhail & for today, JOSHUA! are childish!
we were so unlucky to be sitting infront of them.
so yup, they ji siao-ed abit here and there.
and they claimed they didnt do it.
you know.. those pri sch days.. aww. lols.

played netball. then went back home!
he called, i attitude-ed, he hanged.
he called again, he accused, i denied, he hanged.
he msg, i replied,trying to denied. he dont believe. i prove.
he still dont believe.
i'm SAD! for being accused.
damn...

but yet at the same time, i freaking miss him!

aiya, i dont know what the heck i'm feeling right now.
i've fucking lost my motivation, and i have to find it back.
before i get kicked out of the team.
i've been slacking throughout today's training.
damn it.

sad? or happy(:?
i dont know! all i know.. life still has to go ON!

anw, didnt attend sch ytd.
and i bet solastri will be saying things abt me.
i'm nice enough to be back to pass edouard his wks, becus i'm holding on to it okay!
and she say till i like pon sch.
i've got an MC and medicine okay!

so sch was alright today. but was tiring lah!
i took 11pills ytd and today.
overdosage. DIE!
i dont give a damn actually.
i even ate chocos to relieve "stress"?
haha.

anw, our class won the most profitable & best publicity award.
we were thinking of getting the most innovative award though!
hmm. wells, anw GOOD JOB 3E1!

my heart and mind can't work together.
my heart stops me from doing anything my mind asked me to.

i need to get my motivation back soon.

and at the end of this post, its my turn to say HAIS.

hate me.

Happy 16th Birthday, PEISHI (:

went queensway to collect the micro-tee & get peishi's present from ikea.
on our way there, we made new friends?
haha.
"why u keep looking at me?"
"cus u handsome what!"
"den ask number la!"
lols.damn funny. anw,hes some sec2 malay guy who is in soccer from jintai.
who claims to be better than our sch. lols, so we kinda go according to them.
and agreed that they are better. so funny!

we hang there for quite sometime.
got the netball net, and we ATE alot! omg.

okay, i suck.HAPPY?!
damn you! damn you!
i'm just trying to act infront of you?
UNDERSTAND??!

freaking pissed off. damn.

10 fav.s------>>>
fav. colours: black&white
fav. food: mum's cooking!
fav. songs: anything nice! lols it keeps changing everytime. i'm lazy to name!
fav. movies: Pirates Of The Caribbean. i get to sleep inside the theater!
fav. sport: NetbaLL!
fav. season: Winter!
fav. day of the week: none! seriously..
fav. ice-cream flavour: choco choco!

9 currents------>>>
crrnt mood: not happy not sad.
crrnt clothes: pucca oversized shirt and blue pants.
crrnt desktop: i love you(:
crrnt toe nail color: WHITE!
crrnt time: 7.00pm!
crrnt surroundings: i'm in the living room. messy!! lols
crrnt thought: why attitude?

8 first------>>>
frst bestfriend: Rachel tina teo! primary one! lols
frst crush: crush? dont have.
frst movie: money not enough?
frst piercing: p2!
frst lie: i forgot! haha too young!!
frst music: now i know my abc,would u come and sing with me!
frst car: toy car you mean? haha i forgot!

7 last------>>>
last cigarette: never!
last drink: plain water!
last car ride: last night!
last crush: a few months ago.
last movie i had seen: 2 days ago. Pirates of the Caribbean
last phone call: jingying
last cd played: forgot

6 have u ever------>>>
have u evr date 1 of ur bestfrnds: nope(:
have y evr broken law: yes!
have y evr been arrested: no! lols
have u evr kissed sum1 tht u dont no: NAH!!

5 things tht ur wearng------>>>
tshirt,pants, hairband,bra,undies! lols!

4 things that you have done today------>>>
eat,sleep,do hwk, think of him,pack my bag!

3 things you heard right now------>>>
my bro & mum talking, song from my com, song from my bro's com.
can u imagine this chaos? lols

2 things that you can't live without------>>>
Him & my phone

1 things you do when you're bored ------>>>
SLEEP!

& now the 5 person to tag------>>>
Weiqian,Amanda,JiaHui,Victoria & Aarti!

&&& a new skin! (:

i'm freaking busy today!
not out or anything.
but just stuck at home with homeworks!!
i've so many things to rush.
-3 chem wrksheets.
-2 eng write ups.
-maths matrices pretest.
-literature
&& i'm doing the contact list for netball!
darn! alright. i'm all done except for 1 hwk.
Peacock Padi
Hard Luck Hollie
Sunny Sandy
Terror Timmy
might make no sense to you.
cus it makes no sense to me too!
but damn, i have to do it!
i dont listen to what p/vp says every morning.
i mean who does? haha

anw, i manage to meet some of my relatives ytd,far far relatives!
or rather most, from my father side.
my mum was there too.
everytime i see them like that, its damn sad okay.
oh whatever. usual questions...
boyfriend,studies.
& i've found a trend in the CHUA family! (:
we're BIG okay! lols.
the 2nd generationof boys name after Chua Swee *something*
3rd Generation of boys name after Chua Wen(boon) *somthing*
interesting! haha.
somehow, i miss the presense of gonggong.
1994,mooncake festival.he passed on.
every year, when everyone is celebrating.
its yet another death anniversary for my family.
& he has never been forgotten!
sometimes, i dont know if i shld be proud of myself to be part of CHUA.
we're big and looks good on the outer surface.
but when we're into our own family.
nothing works at all.
its sad. but well, i just have to make sure..
i'll make the best for my child next time!


alright. i'm off!!

school was alright...
netball is starting to get a lil stress.
i'm tired lah!
with lots of hwks and tests to study for next mon.
sigh.
anyhoos, i was out with him ytd.
we caught the Pirates of the caribbean.
i manage to watch the beginning.
he manage to watch the end.
haha, i fell asleep. and its a total waste of money.
becus i have no freaking idea what the heck the movie is talking abt.
except some funny parts!
stuck in the theater for 2hrs 35mins.
it ended like 1130?! damn.
okay, its late!
so blah blah blah.......
i went home like 12? reach home 12.30.
tongue piercing! haha.looks scary but fun to play with.

training was alright today. kinda slack? cus no circuit .
we have 4 jokes of the day! woohoo~ break record!
1) PILOTS of the caribbean.
2)Fangyi falls again.
3) the bra cushion for the tube came off.lols
4)the command of my Chinese mix with Hokkien! lols.




wedding dinner later! awww...

theres so many thoughts running through my mind now.
i cant help but breakdown & cry.
sorry, but i'm a emo- person.
and i cant control my feelings.
if i say i'm not sad, i'm lying.
i'm willing to let go, but yet i cant bear to let go.
my heart just sank...
and no matter what the outcome may be.
i rather both of us to be happy(:
i think thats the most important thing.
no point being together, forcing yourself, when you're not even happy.

i dont know.i dun think i'll be able to sleep tonight.
too depressed i guess! aww.
but no matter what happens, theres no point crying over spilt milk right?
so why not look forward to whatever is coming up!

i dont wanna live in a life feeling so unloved by people around me.
the feeling is bad, real bad.

dont know lah, i'll accept whatever will happen later.
and yes, i'm VERY sad now.
dont try and cheer me up.
cus it wont work.
dont try patching things up.
cus it wont work either.

i dun wanna force Love.

sometimes, i start to think if i'm the cause of all these troubles?
or maybe i am, becus i'm not doing what i'm suppose to do, to keep him happy, and make him feel Loved by me.

i'll leave it to fate! (:

it has come down to the last 2 teams of the world cup.
Italy and France.
and the score is now 1-1.
after an early knock for theiry henry.
and a 7th min penalty sent the france team into estacy! woohoo~
but soon later, the Italians equalised through a corner kick.
hmmm. alright. will update again, ltr in the day.

new layout coming up.
oh shit, i havent even uploaded the pics taken on the mini-carnival!
which is like dont know how many weeks ago!
arggh, okay, i gotta get some work done before i get screwed tmr.
while i wait for the finals.
france(:

I Love You.

darn, Portugal lost 3-1.
but i must say, Germany played well.
but the victory makes me hate Germany even more !#$%^&*. haha!
again, Portugal was the one with a higer ball possesion!
its always like that! the team with highter ball posession always LOSES!
what is this! all the goals came in during the second half.
and portugal conceded first. but the goal was superbly great i must say.
a few mins after the first goal, petit made an own goal.
and soon came the third goal by the germans, at a similar spot.
still, the portugese didnt give up.
cus they still socred another goal in the 88th MINUTE! woohooo
its not an regular line up, who scored a goal.
he was subbed in. so you know. sometimes subs can perform better than the starting 11.
the captain for portugal was Pauleta( i think its spelt like tt).
Figo was off at the bench, but he came in when they conceded 2.
aww, if only he was in the starting 11.
Simao was working hard. and aww, C. Ronaldo and his tricks!
haha, he mis-kicked one of the balls. and they kept repeating it.
make him malu. i think it will be up at i hate ronaldo . but it will take sometime to load.
Ricardo was great lah! i dont know why, but i think hes pretty cool.
probably becus he is younger than the German keeper.
haha, i dont like Kahn's face! haha. looks kinda old.
oh no, i mean HE IS OLD. but hes the best keeper for e last world cup.
why didnt they field in lehmann! lols. michael ballack also didnt play.
hmmm... whatever it is, the score cant be change.
i guess its a achievement for both portugal & germany.
so anyway, i'll catching the finals TMR! (:
and France, the world cup is all yours.
thiery henry better score (: lols.

i stayed up to watch the clash btwn Portugal and France.
well, all i can say, Portugal was just down with luck.
they could have actually drew the game (at least).
but a senseless move by the defender cost the game.
i'm not trying to blame the defender lah! but you know its kinda sad.
but i still saw the never say die spirit by the Portugese.
they were great, even till the last min.
when there were lots of corners,and even Ricardo(GK)
came all the way from the other end to try his luck.
this is so cool isnt it!
i was sad lah! cristiano was sad too.
cry baby is moving to Real Mandrid.
but since France will be one my favs, after Argentina & Portugal boots out of the Finals.
so here, i'll support France! against the Italians! woohooo~
while Portugal takes on host Germany!
Portugal of cus! i hate Germany lah! haha

The freaking !#$%$%&*#$%^ SINGTEL !!
the server was down yesterday, and the stupid me.
actually spent 1HR trying to restart the com over and over again.
until i got very irritated & decided to go to sleep.
and i was suppose to get my ss project done? haha
i hate singtel! lucky it was just ss, if it was eng.
i dun think solastri would accept this kinda reasons. haha

i'm not lying to myself!! I'm NOT!
cus i still love you(: and always! haha
i'm so crazy over you!


my idiotic picture. haha. i was playing with the polo sweet, thinking that blowing air through the hole in the middle would produce a whistle sound! haha

my laogong and me! lols.


our marriage cert. lols.

i dun have the mood to blog today.
neither will i have the mood to sleep tonight.
okay, maybe i'll blog on friday.
till here, tkare ppl .

training was tiring!
circuit at the open space.
it was a hot sunny day ( as usual)
and i'm almost dying! & once again, i'm glad i pulled through.
3 sets of 15,10,10
its not about the doing part. its the sprinting part that is tiring!
so we did our usual court play.
and i played wd and centre.
i was tired lah! so was kinda slow and slacked on court.
training ended, with NO sucide run! mwahaha.

i saw something disturbing again. and i say "why would u do such a THING"?
i mean i didnt say it right to her face. but you know. you shldnt have done it.
if i countinue to say the story and tell you who that person is, this will become some bitching session, and i hope thats not the case. so i better shut up(:
but its kinda sad you know.

so theres no homework today.
and i guess i feeling very bad today.
probably i miss him too much! haha

today marks our 1st month.
nothing significant to remember.
just another day that had passed so fast.
but definitely, this month has been one of my happiest days (:
haha,i cant deny that i miss him every now and then,
and wonder if he feels the same.

i met my netballaers for seoul garden today.
and Marlene, one of my best listener was there.
and yeah, we shared different things.
the power of love?
and i guess we share a part of the same problem.
(:

and it was like so fun!
we played 'zhong ji mi ma'
and basically my table keep kena-ing.
so we dont have to eat our own cooked food.
Marlene, we are not honest kids.
oh not kids. i mean adults! haha
we played cheat.
mwahahaha.

walked around. slacked here and there.
and WEIQIAN!
i got that GREEN handphone pouch.
you know that one we've been hestitating whether to buy it or not?
haha. (:

i so love today.and i guess i feeeeel so great after sharing my thoughts with Marlene.
and i've finally let Siew Hong know abt that.
i feel so freee now.

i miss you like hell!


me and marlene & her FOOD. lols yummy(:
fried hokkien mee? hehe


peishi & her scrambled egg w/ sausages.

Marlene with my unedible food! haha.

the last 4 of the Fifa Worldcup is finally out.
Germany,Italy,Portugal & France.
those booted out this quarter finals are all quite unexpected.
argentina,ukaraine,england and brazil.
i guess out of the 4 left.
Germany & France stand the highest chance.
im supporting Portugal & France! haha.
more for portugal , cus of Cristiano Ronaldo.
its kinda sad you know, to see argentina lose.
and england lost to portugal by the penalties.
Brazil hot favourites losing to France?
although Brazil had more possesion of the ball.
hmm.kaka! lols.
i guess many brazil fans must be so sad now.
its kinda sad. but yet again, it has become a fact,and nothing can be changed.
still, i look forward to the 2 matches (:
its gonna be exciting i hope.

there are stuffs that are left unforgotten, and never forgiven.
i dont know whether to love, or to hate.
but i just dont understand why adults do such a thing.
and break ppl's heart.
my life is damn complicated.
and no one understands how i feel.
everytime i say such a thing.
i feel the embarassment around me.
eventually, i avoided.

why!??!?!?! yes, i feel like crying.
but i choose not to. i gotta be strong.

after so many things, i guess its best to take a good break this weekend.
somehow, love is magic.

and i'm glad i have a group of friends, constantly showing care and concern.
tolerating all my craps.
i have wonderful friends.
i'm just so lucky!

I miss you Marlene (: