anw! i had a tiff with dearest just now.
it was dumb, over playing music. wtf.
but i really hate it lor. like wth.
after that i was ok, ( or at least pretend to be )
because i know i'll make him upset if i continue that way.
see i'm so nice. ( valentines day coming lah. lols )
doesnt mean i'm only nice during this period of time lah!
this lyrics to explain what i wanna say.
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
( leona lewis - bleeding love )
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Hais.
today's work was boring.
it's a weekday and not much customers.
but i managed to sell 1 pair =) and the customer thanked me for my patience.
wah, so far, it's the first! so i was ultra happy.
that i told dearest bout it, true lah, i didnt thank him for his love.
so i shall be grateful and make it known. THANK YOU!
Rashidah, Zhen Wei and I were talking bout the chinese and muslim way of handling people who passed away. interesting exchange.
Julia on duty today.
she was ok lah, cus i dont care bout her, she also dont care bout me.
another myanmar guy came to take over uncle jay for today.
i dont know his name but there are alr alot of burmese here.
like 3! lols. + him 4 alr! but they have got really good english.
accurate.
other than that, i slack in the toilet and msg dearest behind the shoe boxes. haha.
had lunch with Randy. wah. i scared!
read my last post.
and now is like everybody is thinking he's taking drugs.
his face looks sloppy, not ready for work.
but he claims he didnt take any pills and is ok.
but definitely, we realise a change in his attitude, character and behaviour.
almost EVERYone noticed it.
alamak. i hope the old ppl are here ( Jasmine, Asyraf, Cheo Hao and ppl )
zhenwei and i were noticing zombie's 2 GOLDEN chains.
like wah, BIG AH, after cny become rich.
i miss Nora lah ( the first girl i met )
i told her Julia is like the evil step mother. asshole face.
azirah ( i think she's called this ) and i were talkng bout lots of stuffs.
ok, you always see me talking. LOLS.
after work, wanted to go fareast to take 132 to hougang, but DON'T HAVE!
so i had to go back to scotts bus stop, and realised that 132 takes a LONG time to reach,
den took the train instead.
while walking to the escalator, cheo hao tab me hard on my shoulders ( ok lah, he's super tall ).
den i was like "who the hell is this", den oh "HI!" den go off. LOLS.
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR A's RESULTS!
i think it's one day after Vday. haha. good luck good luck.
sial lah, he represent in inter-jc pageant dunnoe what shit lah.
lols. zhongming aspire to be like him.
yadah yadah, decided to meet dearest at cityhall mrt after his work.
slacked awhile before going home.
both of us got screwed badly.
my mum scolded me for having a boyfriend again,
she complains i return home late everyday ( my fault, i admit ).
she STILL thinks i can't handle bf and studies.
one more time she's gonna say this,
i make sure i say these to her.
" DOES IT MEAN WHEN YOU HAVE A FAMILY, YOU DONT HAVE TO WORK?"
"DOES IT MEAN WHEN YOU HAVE KIDS, YOU DONT CARE BOUT YOUR WIFE?"
if all adults can do the above, i dont understand why i cant handle such a simple thing,
as to cope with bf and studies.
and she said my boyfriend wasnt goooood. WTF! nooo! hes better than what you think he is.
even though we went home late, he still sent me home, risking the chance of being scolded by his parents lor. at least better than having boyfriend that throws you alone when it's late.
nvm nvm, it's too early to say anything to convince anyone.
one year later, two years later, three years later, four years later, five years later,
six years later, seven years later, eight years later,
i'll tell you, " hey, lucky i didn't listen to you 8 years back, if not you'll never be able to repay my loss". den i can tell everyone proudly how we went through our parent's restriction.
hahaha, i know it's bad to disobey parents, then again, can't we have some rights of our own?
especially if it's something that involves your own life? why let others decide for you.
you do what you think is right, whatever your decision is, you take the consequences.
it's not like they haven't been in love before, so why can't they just understand!?
i always love you.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
work was funny + scary today.
many wished me happy cny as i enter my work level.
then, the shocking thing bout work was that Randy became very weird.
i was yawning during work and he said, dont yawn infront of him.
if not he'll kiss me. LOLS.
not only that, he was just super weird.
Anna and staffs were thinking that he took some pills.
i also dont know lah.
Rashidah got me bread from the bakery dwn at isetan supermarket. yay =)
NO sales today. =(
but who cares, as long as i get my pay. hehehe.
wth right.
had sushi for 'lunch'. unagi taste good. hehe.
den was waiting for time to pass to end work and RUSH to dearest's place.
Anna and i was talking bout Fat guys.
she said that Fat Guys appear to be lazy. and it's not self inflicted.
it's because physically, their fats are heavy, which makes them lazy to move.
but fat guys are cute lah!
haha. my dearest's just right.
got hour glass figure.
small ass, big breast( the ones at the back ).
must enhance his ass. LOLS! wth.
crap.
after that go suntec.
met him, ate, drank.
waited for 97 for REALLY LONG.
den reached je, changed 98.
thanks for sending me back home again.
till we meet again.
tmr, cannot, tue cannot,
maybe wed or Vday? i show you my masterpiece. haha. just wait and see.
many wished me happy cny as i enter my work level.
then, the shocking thing bout work was that Randy became very weird.
i was yawning during work and he said, dont yawn infront of him.
if not he'll kiss me. LOLS.
not only that, he was just super weird.
Anna and staffs were thinking that he took some pills.
i also dont know lah.
Rashidah got me bread from the bakery dwn at isetan supermarket. yay =)
NO sales today. =(
but who cares, as long as i get my pay. hehehe.
wth right.
had sushi for 'lunch'. unagi taste good. hehe.
den was waiting for time to pass to end work and RUSH to dearest's place.
Anna and i was talking bout Fat guys.
she said that Fat Guys appear to be lazy. and it's not self inflicted.
it's because physically, their fats are heavy, which makes them lazy to move.
but fat guys are cute lah!
haha. my dearest's just right.
got hour glass figure.
small ass, big breast( the ones at the back ).
must enhance his ass. LOLS! wth.
crap.
after that go suntec.
met him, ate, drank.
waited for 97 for REALLY LONG.
den reached je, changed 98.
thanks for sending me back home again.
till we meet again.
tmr, cannot, tue cannot,
maybe wed or Vday? i show you my masterpiece. haha. just wait and see.
LOVE SONG! - When you say nothing at all
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing
[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
Could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
[Repeat chorus twice]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
[Repeat chorus]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
ANOTHER ONE! - FROM THE HEART
I know you've heard these words
A hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so
Your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart
And brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong
And all for you
You can trust this love
Honest that's the honest truth
Chorus:
From my heart
I'm giving you everything(everything)
From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there(I'll be there to love you)
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel(all I feel is..)
From my heart
From the heart...
I will protect you
And respect you
And be all you need
And when you reach for love
You only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around
I'll help you through every storm
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for
Chorus:
From my heart
I'm giving you everything(everything)
From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there(I'll be there to love you)
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel(all I feel is..)
From my heart
From the heart...
I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Giving all I got with..all I've got is...
Chorus:
From my heart
I'm giving you everything(everything)
From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there(I'll be there to love you)
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel(all I feel is..)
From my heart
From the heart...
i PON work for the first time today.
reason, was cus i was sick of the sickening face of julia ( partly ),
and i would rather give up that $42 in exchange of time... ( with myself, initially ).
so my initial plan was just to walk around, think hard, really hard.
seriously, what right does a person have, to bother/control who i'm dating.
NO ONE LOR! wtf. so just get your hands off my stuffs.
you can't judge a person's intelligence by knowing whether they have a partner.
and then again, HAVING A PARTNER DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T STUDY
( i mentioned this before ). I HATE IT LOR!
!#$%^&@
i swear i will study hard.
SO ANW, i failed to have time with myself, because my dearest eventually joined me.
he also skipped work. alamak.
and then... this is the part i feel bad about.
when he was asked where i was,
i refused to tell ( i kept persuading him to go to work )
the only clue was " near the mosque"
he had to search the whole paragon ( and sadly i wasn't there )
so i guess he was a lil' pissed because his legs were aching and he was irritated by me.
In the end, i told him i'm at heeren.
but no exact location yet,so he had to search again (and you know heeren has quite alot of shops)
so he found me at hmv, 3rd level.
we both had "that" look, when we first saw each other.
he pulled my hand really tight while i try to pull away.
yadah yadah, we saw "doraemon's movie" den i was smiled ( meaning ok alr ).
den when we left heeren, he went on talking bout his hardship.
thats when i felt really guilty.
i mean really, not many guys would do this...
esp when the freaking place is so freaking big.
but it puts him in test of patience,perseverance, determination and LOVE!
and he passed it all =) yay. so nice of you.
afterwhich we went to paragon's M1 to see our future phones.
we've decided to get nokia 6120 classic.
I'M GETTING THE WHITE ONE =) you take the black hor, the blue also nice.
it's cheap, plus user friendly, has 3g, 2mp cam and flash, slot in mini sd card.
went lucky plaza for his lunch.
in the end i ate also! had kaya toast and dont know what egg.
then we had ice kachang, cold like shit.
headed home, took bus.
changed 30 at vivo.
we slept in the bus like some ass.
swaying according to the direction of the bus ( no wait, i'm serious ).
but both of us were really tired.
he sleep damn cute! LOLS!
slacked at the park.
talked bout the past, the present and the future.
we've got it all planned, but hopefully we can carry out those plans ( in 10 years time. LOLS )
talked abit of crap also ( aiya. we only talk serious stuffs when we quarrel )
left, got a drink.
dearest peeled orange like machine gun. LOLS.
i feel so lousy. i'm a girl and i dont know how to peel oranges.
so anw, he taught me the right way to eat oranges ( esp removing the seeds )
slacked, 1m diameter sensor ah, dearest.
first time see dearest VERY EMBARRASSED until he blushed.
ok lah, usually he's too brown to blush ( hehe ).
but this time he did, he humiliated himself. LOLS.
we got off quite late eh, like 11+, close to 12.
he's gonna get into deep shit cus of me i guess. hah
in exchange of those time we spent today, like ( lets start from 2pm )
8-9 hours, those $42 ( for me ) are nothing compared to time with him.
really, sometimes i wish i could appreciate and be grateful with what i already have.
dearest, thanks for all the sacrifices (:
i dont have to say how much i love you,
because some things are better left unsaid. hehehehehe
reason, was cus i was sick of the sickening face of julia ( partly ),
and i would rather give up that $42 in exchange of time... ( with myself, initially ).
so my initial plan was just to walk around, think hard, really hard.
seriously, what right does a person have, to bother/control who i'm dating.
NO ONE LOR! wtf. so just get your hands off my stuffs.
you can't judge a person's intelligence by knowing whether they have a partner.
and then again, HAVING A PARTNER DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T STUDY
( i mentioned this before ). I HATE IT LOR!
!#$%^&@
i swear i will study hard.
SO ANW, i failed to have time with myself, because my dearest eventually joined me.
he also skipped work. alamak.
and then... this is the part i feel bad about.
when he was asked where i was,
i refused to tell ( i kept persuading him to go to work )
the only clue was " near the mosque"
he had to search the whole paragon ( and sadly i wasn't there )
so i guess he was a lil' pissed because his legs were aching and he was irritated by me.
In the end, i told him i'm at heeren.
but no exact location yet,so he had to search again (and you know heeren has quite alot of shops)
so he found me at hmv, 3rd level.
we both had "that" look, when we first saw each other.
he pulled my hand really tight while i try to pull away.
yadah yadah, we saw "doraemon's movie" den i was smiled ( meaning ok alr ).
den when we left heeren, he went on talking bout his hardship.
thats when i felt really guilty.
i mean really, not many guys would do this...
esp when the freaking place is so freaking big.
but it puts him in test of patience,perseverance, determination and LOVE!
and he passed it all =) yay. so nice of you.
afterwhich we went to paragon's M1 to see our future phones.
we've decided to get nokia 6120 classic.
I'M GETTING THE WHITE ONE =) you take the black hor, the blue also nice.
it's cheap, plus user friendly, has 3g, 2mp cam and flash, slot in mini sd card.
went lucky plaza for his lunch.
in the end i ate also! had kaya toast and dont know what egg.
then we had ice kachang, cold like shit.
headed home, took bus.
changed 30 at vivo.
we slept in the bus like some ass.
swaying according to the direction of the bus ( no wait, i'm serious ).
but both of us were really tired.
he sleep damn cute! LOLS!
slacked at the park.
talked bout the past, the present and the future.
we've got it all planned, but hopefully we can carry out those plans ( in 10 years time. LOLS )
talked abit of crap also ( aiya. we only talk serious stuffs when we quarrel )
left, got a drink.
dearest peeled orange like machine gun. LOLS.
i feel so lousy. i'm a girl and i dont know how to peel oranges.
so anw, he taught me the right way to eat oranges ( esp removing the seeds )
slacked, 1m diameter sensor ah, dearest.
first time see dearest VERY EMBARRASSED until he blushed.
ok lah, usually he's too brown to blush ( hehe ).
but this time he did, he humiliated himself. LOLS.
we got off quite late eh, like 11+, close to 12.
he's gonna get into deep shit cus of me i guess. hah
in exchange of those time we spent today, like ( lets start from 2pm )
8-9 hours, those $42 ( for me ) are nothing compared to time with him.
really, sometimes i wish i could appreciate and be grateful with what i already have.
dearest, thanks for all the sacrifices (:
i dont have to say how much i love you,
because some things are better left unsaid. hehehehehe
Saturday, February 09, 2008
by the time i finish this post, my man must be asleep alr.
so here it goes, as requested, i'll write longer on ytd's outing.
i was LATER than him. darn.
so headed to cine.
wanted to catch PS I love you, but got cj7 instead.
i've talked bout the details of the show.
so i'll skip that.but i just got to know that dicky was a girl.. hmm
before it started, we had kfc.
that man cannot finish the chicken.
we had a bet, whether it's wipped potato or mashed potato at kfc and i WON!
yay!
after the show, headed home. 30 damn lots of people. zzzzz
in the bus, we had another bet, which is the travelling time from his place to my place.
and he won! shits.
went to the park. went gome bout 1030
eat steamboat. wahahahha.
stupid boy.
i like blowing into his ears. wahaahahahha
bully bully!
first time experience to spend time with my bf on 初一. first day of cny.
today, supposed to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd with my mum.
but in the end, couldnt watch, cus TOO MANY PPL,
and no more tickets. wah lao. ( i reached at 4_ and the next time available was 9+)
vivo, crowded, though not many shops open.
so shopped a little, i got a simple wallet from mango.
which means i have to let go my Guess wallet for the moment.
but that SIMPLE wallet wasnt cheap.
gt a top from there also, den went to eat, at coffee club.
i had muddy mud pie, taste so nice, but you know how much calories it contains.
but who cares, even my mum says i'm fat.
so dearest, HOW CAN YOU NOT SAY I'M FAT! haha.
( maybe just act only )
after that, went to shop MORE.
i forgot what time i reached home, but it was quite late.
sigh, tmr have to work. i hate to see the sickening face of JULIA.
but then again, i love $$.
i've been thinking alot bout not spending time with your partner on Vday.
actually, not a big deal afterall.
but of me, i dont know ( maybe just me ),
it's worst, because our 3rd month happens to fall on the same day.
ah, but anw, when a couple are in love,
everyday is valentines day =)
so no worries!
valentine is just another day lor! ( trying hard to convince myself )
of cus i'm expecting some surprises. LOLS ( WTH , kidding )
i myself will prepare some.
ANW, I FOUND CHOCOLATE ART ( the old shop located at Holland V )
it's at VIVO, near vivo mart.
someone get me those chocos. mmmmmmm.
have a good night ppl.
Thursday, February 07, 2008
2-0 to Saudi Arabia.
actually not too bad, possible to make a comback during the return leg.
26 march is a wed and i dun care, i'm going to watch them play against lebanon
in SINGAPORE!
now watching portugal and italy.
hehehehe. soccer freak back in action.
no worries, i'm not looking at cristiano ronaldo.
go boys!
actually not too bad, possible to make a comback during the return leg.
26 march is a wed and i dun care, i'm going to watch them play against lebanon
in SINGAPORE!
now watching portugal and italy.
hehehehe. soccer freak back in action.
no worries, i'm not looking at cristiano ronaldo.
go boys!
A BRAND NEW YEAR.
新年快乐!
first of all, wanna wish all readers a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. =)
团圆饭( reunion dinner ) was ok,
short but good.
thanks dearest for waiting....!
headed home, ate cny goodies.
hais, turning even fatter.
work was ok today,
since that old virgin ( ok lah, it's cny and i shall be nice ), JULIA.
was not here, zombie wasnt here,
we concluded that they went to lao "yu sheng" together =)
when we return to work on sat, they wanted me to
ask zombie whether she's married, have children anot..
haha. den report to uncle Jay.
tmr plan will see how it goes.
ang pao ang pao ang pao!
chua shi lin please stop getting any fatter.
first of all, wanna wish all readers a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. =)
团圆饭( reunion dinner ) was ok,
short but good.
thanks dearest for waiting....!
headed home, ate cny goodies.
hais, turning even fatter.
work was ok today,
since that old virgin ( ok lah, it's cny and i shall be nice ), JULIA.
was not here, zombie wasnt here,
we concluded that they went to lao "yu sheng" together =)
when we return to work on sat, they wanted me to
ask zombie whether she's married, have children anot..
haha. den report to uncle Jay.
tmr plan will see how it goes.
ang pao ang pao ang pao!
chua shi lin please stop getting any fatter.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
today's work was boring.
but managed to chat abit with jasmine and ppl.
that idiotic old virgin fucking said i disappeared 2 days ago.
hah. wtf, get your facts right, before you start accusing, old virgin.
wed when i get back to work, i'm gonna draw a human figure,
and take any of my shoes and HIT "HER"! wahahahahaha.
evil, but who cares =)
after work, went to supermarket, no golden mushrooms. zzzzz.
went suntec again ( there must be a reason for going there of cus ).
ok lah, went to see handsome guy ( which is him. wahahaha )
ate mcflurry! waited, train-ed home.
while walking to the mrt station, guess who we saw!
MARK LEE!
he was out of his car, dunnoe with who,
den i see his shadow, body shape, pattern like mark lee.
so confirm it's mark lee.
'Isham said he became gay.
so i said it must be cus of the Ah Long Ptd Ltd ( the movie in which he was a gay )
dearest called him out of no intention, "MARK GAY"
so laughed like some idiot, and dropped on the floor laughing! wahahahaha.
it's still funny now! =)
sigh, tmr off. dearest working.
thursday friday off,
dearest also working...
WHEN am i gonna go out with my boyfriend?!?!
!#$%^&*
but managed to chat abit with jasmine and ppl.
that idiotic old virgin fucking said i disappeared 2 days ago.
hah. wtf, get your facts right, before you start accusing, old virgin.
wed when i get back to work, i'm gonna draw a human figure,
and take any of my shoes and HIT "HER"! wahahahahaha.
evil, but who cares =)
after work, went to supermarket, no golden mushrooms. zzzzz.
went suntec again ( there must be a reason for going there of cus ).
ok lah, went to see handsome guy ( which is him. wahahaha )
ate mcflurry! waited, train-ed home.
while walking to the mrt station, guess who we saw!
MARK LEE!
he was out of his car, dunnoe with who,
den i see his shadow, body shape, pattern like mark lee.
so confirm it's mark lee.
'Isham said he became gay.
so i said it must be cus of the Ah Long Ptd Ltd ( the movie in which he was a gay )
dearest called him out of no intention, "MARK GAY"
so laughed like some idiot, and dropped on the floor laughing! wahahahaha.
it's still funny now! =)
sigh, tmr off. dearest working.
thursday friday off,
dearest also working...
WHEN am i gonna go out with my boyfriend?!?!
!#$%^&*
Monday, February 04, 2008
dearest listening to wilber pan is the weirdest thing that can happen!
but whatever, i shall spam him with more of his songs,
and he'll get obsessed like me ( ok lah, not so obsessed ),
so he'll agree with me that he is good =)
but i know he'll say that he is better ( kinda expected )
lols.
!$%^&
ytd went suntec..
den went home.
freak. took bout 1 and a half hours.
lucky nv kena scolded.
at clementi, i saw ah hao ( sakae kitchen )
but nv talk lah, cus rushing home.
reached home, showered, online-d, slept.
yay, the boys are playing on new year's eve,
they say if you dun sleep on new year's eve, your parents will live longer.
so i watch tv, online, live updates from the boys, sleep in the morning =)
den get angpao!! oh wait, and movie =)
but whatever, i shall spam him with more of his songs,
and he'll get obsessed like me ( ok lah, not so obsessed ),
so he'll agree with me that he is good =)
but i know he'll say that he is better ( kinda expected )
lols.
!$%^&
ytd went suntec..
den went home.
freak. took bout 1 and a half hours.
lucky nv kena scolded.
at clementi, i saw ah hao ( sakae kitchen )
but nv talk lah, cus rushing home.
reached home, showered, online-d, slept.
yay, the boys are playing on new year's eve,
they say if you dun sleep on new year's eve, your parents will live longer.
so i watch tv, online, live updates from the boys, sleep in the morning =)
den get angpao!! oh wait, and movie =)
Saturday, February 02, 2008
HEAD SHOT, BANG!
i almost died today. ALMOST.
i got reprimanded like a absolute loser today.
shit got into me somehow.
it sucks when everyone tells you,
" It's all your fault! "
" Why are you so careless?"
" You should have............"
it doesnt feel good at all, and obviously, that old virgin( quoted from zhongming ),
tried to make things really big. i wouldnt give a damn.
instead of people taking pity of me ( this new girl ).
it got worst.
i felt like Dr Stockmann, but unlike him, i've got not Catherine, no pillar of support.
when the sky is falling and i'm the only one holding on to it,
all i needed was someone to say "Hey, everything will be ok. we'll hang on to it."
so there came a guy, who said, " dont worry, i'll handle this"
"it's only a small matter, she's only making it big"
after hearing this, i broke down into tears.
reason being, i've never felt this way before, NEVER.
if i had a chance to meet this guy again, i would thank him with all my heart.
at the point where you're feeling nothing buy hopeless,
someone tells you, Hey! you're never the worst.
it feels so good, it feels good being stood up for.
what he said wasn't any words of consolation, i know. because i was ok before that.
i was so touched by his words, really.
i've never met him, and for a stranger to do that, it makes it more touching.
to think that i'm actually lousy, worse than worst, hopeless...
i feel depressed, sad or whatsoever.
i went up to the 4th floor toilet to cry for an hour.
i've never cried this badly, for a long time.
and when i cry, i really do.
i was on the verge of quitting and i even prepared an sms to my boss.
but before i could send it, she called.
she asked if i was ok, and i was still crying,
she asked if i got scolded. she was concerned bout me.
i thank her for that, beacause she made me feel better, instead of making things worst.
soon, i washed up and got back to my station.
the other promoters saw my crying face.
so i cried again, at the storeroom.
it was short, but loud cry. suddenly, i felt like a child.
i hope mummy was there to protect me.
i thought again, i'm sixteen. old enough to be independent.
alot of promoters consoled me,
" just treat it as she's bullshitting/farting"
"the more you cry, the more she'll be delighted"
" everything will be alright, dont cry anymore"
"i got scolded from her also, it's not worth crying because of her"
after my break, i was ok alr.
i read my book " For One More Day by Mitch Albom"
slacked, served a few customers ( which really perks up my day )
there was this customer, who was getting shoes, and he told me he got 35 pair of shoes,
he just bought Dr Martens ( 4 pairs ) of shoes last week, for $79
but isetan sells them at $99. so expensive!
he was deciding between to colours of the timberland shoes,
and he asked me for my opinion,
he took my pick and off he goes! =)
so i went home at 8.
special thanks to those ppl who lent me a shoulder, who consoled me.
just knew you guys for a week, but still very nice ppl.
it sucks more when my guy's phone is as good as not having.
he's working plus cannot sms, working also cannot call. zzzzzzz
sucks sucks. but i know he's trying his best, so no complains.
Dearest, if only you were there....
there when i needed you so desperately.
i got reprimanded like a absolute loser today.
shit got into me somehow.
it sucks when everyone tells you,
" It's all your fault! "
" Why are you so careless?"
" You should have............"
it doesnt feel good at all, and obviously, that old virgin( quoted from zhongming ),
tried to make things really big. i wouldnt give a damn.
instead of people taking pity of me ( this new girl ).
it got worst.
i felt like Dr Stockmann, but unlike him, i've got not Catherine, no pillar of support.
when the sky is falling and i'm the only one holding on to it,
all i needed was someone to say "Hey, everything will be ok. we'll hang on to it."
so there came a guy, who said, " dont worry, i'll handle this"
"it's only a small matter, she's only making it big"
after hearing this, i broke down into tears.
reason being, i've never felt this way before, NEVER.
if i had a chance to meet this guy again, i would thank him with all my heart.
at the point where you're feeling nothing buy hopeless,
someone tells you, Hey! you're never the worst.
it feels so good, it feels good being stood up for.
what he said wasn't any words of consolation, i know. because i was ok before that.
i was so touched by his words, really.
i've never met him, and for a stranger to do that, it makes it more touching.
to think that i'm actually lousy, worse than worst, hopeless...
i feel depressed, sad or whatsoever.
i went up to the 4th floor toilet to cry for an hour.
i've never cried this badly, for a long time.
and when i cry, i really do.
i was on the verge of quitting and i even prepared an sms to my boss.
but before i could send it, she called.
she asked if i was ok, and i was still crying,
she asked if i got scolded. she was concerned bout me.
i thank her for that, beacause she made me feel better, instead of making things worst.
soon, i washed up and got back to my station.
the other promoters saw my crying face.
so i cried again, at the storeroom.
it was short, but loud cry. suddenly, i felt like a child.
i hope mummy was there to protect me.
i thought again, i'm sixteen. old enough to be independent.
alot of promoters consoled me,
" just treat it as she's bullshitting/farting"
"the more you cry, the more she'll be delighted"
" everything will be alright, dont cry anymore"
"i got scolded from her also, it's not worth crying because of her"
after my break, i was ok alr.
i read my book " For One More Day by Mitch Albom"
slacked, served a few customers ( which really perks up my day )
there was this customer, who was getting shoes, and he told me he got 35 pair of shoes,
he just bought Dr Martens ( 4 pairs ) of shoes last week, for $79
but isetan sells them at $99. so expensive!
he was deciding between to colours of the timberland shoes,
and he asked me for my opinion,
he took my pick and off he goes! =)
so i went home at 8.
special thanks to those ppl who lent me a shoulder, who consoled me.
just knew you guys for a week, but still very nice ppl.
it sucks more when my guy's phone is as good as not having.
he's working plus cannot sms, working also cannot call. zzzzzzz
sucks sucks. but i know he's trying his best, so no complains.
Dearest, if only you were there....
there when i needed you so desperately.
hello everybody, did anyone miss me?
wahahaha.
yesterday, sales was bad. 0 when i left, hopefully the other promoters
helped me, since Isetan decided to extend buisness hours til 1030.
yesterday both Ah Cat and Julia was around. so couldnt slack at the store room.
so go toilet ALOT of times =)
there weren't alot of people. so who cares anyway.
afterwork, went to centrepoint to find dearest.
went to shop also lah.
mark & spencer. i found my beloved ham chips.
though it cost and bomb and i'm turning FATTER, i dun give a damn. LOLS
i went times, got 3 books, cost a bomb also, 30+ after discount,
it's a 3 for 2 promotion.
anyway, i've NEVER IN MY LIFE bought books before.
so i thought it'll be good to read up( as promised )
and since, i talk to me boy in english.. ( no other languages to talk alr )
so i hope my eng will improve. my chinese i seriously HECK! lols.
cus poly no chinese =)
i went to robinsons, bought choco from dearest. FONDUE FONDUE!
bought pierre cardin bras also.
OMG FREAKING CHEAP.
2 sets for just $29! additional 20% dist.
so ended up like 23++
for 2 sets.
but designs are limited of cus.
the one i really like cost $32 for a set, plus 20% dist.
but still, more expensive than the 2 sets of bra. so decided not to get.
maybe get it from malaysia. heh.
so i ended up going with big and small bags.
dearest looked goooooooooooooooooooooood.
become man alr, finally. haha
oh anw, because i was in FULL BLACK,
and supposingly, all promoters in robinsons are in FULL BLACK,
one of the promoters actually smiled and waved, like i know her. LOLS
wth. so lesson for everybody, dont wear full black when going to malls.
you can be mistaken as PROMOTER!
anw, my man sent me home, though i tried to persuade him as usual,
he missed the freaking bus. oh my oh my.
when he called at 12.30, i dropped dead on my bed already.
Muhd 'Isham Bin Suprayitno, I PROMISED to blog,
so i will =). THIS DUMMY GUY SAID I GOT TRIPLETS!
freak, he was trying to suan my FATS!
*&^%!$%
hais, so sad.
but anyway, my boy is still HOT!
'Isham Panas!
Newyorkkkkkkkkkkk!
wahahaha.
yesterday, sales was bad. 0 when i left, hopefully the other promoters
helped me, since Isetan decided to extend buisness hours til 1030.
yesterday both Ah Cat and Julia was around. so couldnt slack at the store room.
so go toilet ALOT of times =)
there weren't alot of people. so who cares anyway.
afterwork, went to centrepoint to find dearest.
went to shop also lah.
mark & spencer. i found my beloved ham chips.
though it cost and bomb and i'm turning FATTER, i dun give a damn. LOLS
i went times, got 3 books, cost a bomb also, 30+ after discount,
it's a 3 for 2 promotion.
anyway, i've NEVER IN MY LIFE bought books before.
so i thought it'll be good to read up( as promised )
and since, i talk to me boy in english.. ( no other languages to talk alr )
so i hope my eng will improve. my chinese i seriously HECK! lols.
cus poly no chinese =)
i went to robinsons, bought choco from dearest. FONDUE FONDUE!
bought pierre cardin bras also.
OMG FREAKING CHEAP.
2 sets for just $29! additional 20% dist.
so ended up like 23++
for 2 sets.
but designs are limited of cus.
the one i really like cost $32 for a set, plus 20% dist.
but still, more expensive than the 2 sets of bra. so decided not to get.
maybe get it from malaysia. heh.
so i ended up going with big and small bags.
dearest looked goooooooooooooooooooooood.
become man alr, finally. haha
oh anw, because i was in FULL BLACK,
and supposingly, all promoters in robinsons are in FULL BLACK,
one of the promoters actually smiled and waved, like i know her. LOLS
wth. so lesson for everybody, dont wear full black when going to malls.
you can be mistaken as PROMOTER!
anw, my man sent me home, though i tried to persuade him as usual,
he missed the freaking bus. oh my oh my.
when he called at 12.30, i dropped dead on my bed already.
Muhd 'Isham Bin Suprayitno, I PROMISED to blog,
so i will =). THIS DUMMY GUY SAID I GOT TRIPLETS!
freak, he was trying to suan my FATS!
*&^%!$%
hais, so sad.
but anyway, my boy is still HOT!
'Isham Panas!
Newyorkkkkkkkkkkk!
Thursday, January 31, 2008
work was ultra boring. cus no customers.
ok lah, not many...
so i went to toilet many many times =) to SLACK yay!
the rest went to the storeroom to slack and got scolded.
haha, i play the safe way.
met dearest during my break. had Mac.
den went back to work for another one and a half hours.
sold 1 pair of shoes.
off to meet dearest again.
got a drink,
headed home.
ALAMAK! i wanna buy Sanuk's flip flop, sandals
i wanna get timbak2's laptop messenge, tote bag! i so love them all!
=)
last but not leas, i love my man.
starting work tmr alr. have fun, baby!
ok lah, not many...
so i went to toilet many many times =) to SLACK yay!
the rest went to the storeroom to slack and got scolded.
haha, i play the safe way.
met dearest during my break. had Mac.
den went back to work for another one and a half hours.
sold 1 pair of shoes.
off to meet dearest again.
got a drink,
headed home.
ALAMAK! i wanna buy Sanuk's flip flop, sandals
i wanna get timbak2's laptop messenge, tote bag! i so love them all!
=)
last but not leas, i love my man.
starting work tmr alr. have fun, baby!
work was fun.
because it's weekday and there are not much people.
so i spent my time talking, laughing, watching magic.
although there are supervisors,
but the whole level of isetan is too big for them to supervise.
as long as you dont have any illegal gathering ( 3 or up ),
den they wont say anything.
so ytd, a guy from india bought 2 pairs of sandals from me.
he said hewas from india and will be going back,
so he wanted me to double check the sizes.
thats all for yesterday. after that i went home.
came online to chat with dearest.
FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I WON'T BE ABLE TO REPLY ANY SMSES.
cus my current plan expired and i dont have time and money for my next m1 plan.
so for the meantime just call me if you need anything.
or i can reply you with my prepaid phone.
zzzzz. will give my friends my new number as soon as i get them.
because it's weekday and there are not much people.
so i spent my time talking, laughing, watching magic.
although there are supervisors,
but the whole level of isetan is too big for them to supervise.
as long as you dont have any illegal gathering ( 3 or up ),
den they wont say anything.
so ytd, a guy from india bought 2 pairs of sandals from me.
he said hewas from india and will be going back,
so he wanted me to double check the sizes.
thats all for yesterday. after that i went home.
came online to chat with dearest.
FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I WON'T BE ABLE TO REPLY ANY SMSES.
cus my current plan expired and i dont have time and money for my next m1 plan.
so for the meantime just call me if you need anything.
or i can reply you with my prepaid phone.
zzzzz. will give my friends my new number as soon as i get them.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
went sakae today. EAT alot!
ok actually not alot, but the food there are quite filling.
Esp chicken katsu don + curry katsu don! lols.
dearest came with a really bad news.
my ezlink card kena retained.
wth man, he made it sound as if the sky was falling.
but he was still nice, now that my ezlink is gone,
he gotta use adult fare, and me, still holding on to his ezlink.
i was very touched though.
he still askedme not to worry and all, knowing that it'll be another burden to carry.
thanks dearest, you're the best.
but i'll help you with the burden, afterall, it started from me. sad.
i miss hm so much, though we just met just now. hah. DUMB!
but i really do.
ok actually not alot, but the food there are quite filling.
Esp chicken katsu don + curry katsu don! lols.
dearest came with a really bad news.
my ezlink card kena retained.
wth man, he made it sound as if the sky was falling.
but he was still nice, now that my ezlink is gone,
he gotta use adult fare, and me, still holding on to his ezlink.
i was very touched though.
he still askedme not to worry and all, knowing that it'll be another burden to carry.
thanks dearest, you're the best.
but i'll help you with the burden, afterall, it started from me. sad.
i miss hm so much, though we just met just now. hah. DUMB!
but i really do.
Monday, January 28, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008
today sold 4 pairs of shoes, 2 to angmohs.
past really fast, although i was slacking most of the time.
we were all laughing WITH( actually AT ) her,
beacuse she talks and laughs to herself ( scary isn't it ).
so they were talking bout not asking her to take shoes,
if not she might end up taking a knife. LOLS
like depression,
so towards the end of my job, i ask asyraf to talk to her...
i keep bugging him, den he go talk to her. LOLS.
she's going SP also. wah. so many sp.. taking soome food science.
zzzzzzzzzz. so bored today.
i miss fIsh
past really fast, although i was slacking most of the time.
we were all laughing WITH( actually AT ) her,
beacuse she talks and laughs to herself ( scary isn't it ).
so they were talking bout not asking her to take shoes,
if not she might end up taking a knife. LOLS
like depression,
so towards the end of my job, i ask asyraf to talk to her...
i keep bugging him, den he go talk to her. LOLS.
she's going SP also. wah. so many sp.. taking soome food science.
zzzzzzzzzz. so bored today.
i miss fIsh
Friday, January 25, 2008
First Day!
was late again, SHIT!
so first, i learnt how to do stock check ( the stocking place is really messy ).
the brand manager Janice, is a nice lady.
she taught me all the stuffs like writing a memo and stuffs...
had to make my name tag at 11th floor ( HR office )
alamak, the supervisor for my floor is like shit.
she doesn't smile, and i can't remember her name.
she looks like familiar, but can't remember who she looks like.
it took me like 4 hours to realise she looked like doctor LAU!
Another ass supervisor for my floor is call CATHERINE ( why catherine everywhere?! )
she isn't here today, so i'll probably see her tmr.
i hate that name, seriously.
so i met new friends! like Nora ( last day. zzzz ), i met Asyraf.
Nora last day, so i got nobody to talk to alr.
Asyraf got 14 points for r4!
so most of the time just stand there and slack, talk only.
the air con there is really cold, so gotta prepare a sweater tmr.
so there was this guy ( i forgot his name ), who told us bout a promoter,
for Klarks ( smth like that ), they label her as ZOMBIE!
so we were laughing like crazy
then that asyraf say what BFF (best friend forever) with her!
hahaha, he's working till poly starts also!
but his pay like shit. $5 per hour without commision.
anyway, Sanuk ( the brand i'm promoting ),
their shoes cost like $80-$88.
but i like their design, theres one i like the most that suits tan guys!
was thinking of getting one for dearest also, but don't know if he wears sandals,
like those. hmmm. plus, i can get at staff price =)
i sold my first ever sandals today.
was a little afraid to approach the customers actually.
but after that i guess it was alright.
Nora and Asyraf helped me also, thanks! =D
i got too kancheong that i forgot to give the free timpat2 gift.
( free with every purchase )
haha. den i got very scared.
but the guy said nvm lah, customer nv see den nvm. LOLS!
phew ~
went home at 7.30.
was dying of flu and still dying.
please get well soon, csl.
i miss my man.
so first, i learnt how to do stock check ( the stocking place is really messy ).
the brand manager Janice, is a nice lady.
she taught me all the stuffs like writing a memo and stuffs...
had to make my name tag at 11th floor ( HR office )
alamak, the supervisor for my floor is like shit.
she doesn't smile, and i can't remember her name.
she looks like familiar, but can't remember who she looks like.
it took me like 4 hours to realise she looked like doctor LAU!
Another ass supervisor for my floor is call CATHERINE ( why catherine everywhere?! )
she isn't here today, so i'll probably see her tmr.
i hate that name, seriously.
so i met new friends! like Nora ( last day. zzzz ), i met Asyraf.
Nora last day, so i got nobody to talk to alr.
Asyraf got 14 points for r4!
so most of the time just stand there and slack, talk only.
the air con there is really cold, so gotta prepare a sweater tmr.
so there was this guy ( i forgot his name ), who told us bout a promoter,
for Klarks ( smth like that ), they label her as ZOMBIE!
so we were laughing like crazy
then that asyraf say what BFF (best friend forever) with her!
hahaha, he's working till poly starts also!
but his pay like shit. $5 per hour without commision.
anyway, Sanuk ( the brand i'm promoting ),
their shoes cost like $80-$88.
but i like their design, theres one i like the most that suits tan guys!
was thinking of getting one for dearest also, but don't know if he wears sandals,
like those. hmmm. plus, i can get at staff price =)
i sold my first ever sandals today.
was a little afraid to approach the customers actually.
but after that i guess it was alright.
Nora and Asyraf helped me also, thanks! =D
i got too kancheong that i forgot to give the free timpat2 gift.
( free with every purchase )
haha. den i got very scared.
but the guy said nvm lah, customer nv see den nvm. LOLS!
phew ~
went home at 7.30.
was dying of flu and still dying.
please get well soon, csl.
i miss my man.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Macs in the morning.
School in the afternoon.
in fact, not much feelings, even before sitting before mrs oei.
satisfaction is that there are 100% passes for combined humans.
means i didnt flunk it.
and since i wrote on a topic which wasn't taught AT ALL!
imagine all that you studied didn't come out,
i stunned on the spot.
ms solastri said that 1 person failed english ( which is unexpected ).
my first thought was, "am i expected to pass?".
i got a little worried because it's english
and my eng was never strong ( and still isn't strong ).
i was the third person after Agnes and Cabrina ( as usual ).
i sat infront of mr lau, he was like " This is your results"
Mrs Koh was beside me, calculating my points for me.
Mr Lau: " Poly or Jc?"
Me: "Poly"
so i was abit blur, and she was like " any desired course?"
Me: "Banking and finance, but it's 11 ponts and i got 13!"
Mrs Koh "can try NYP"
Me: Oh ok, but i wanna go NP"
Mr Lau: " Please sign here."
Me: "Huh? why so many boxes one?
Mr Lau: " just sign here."
* finish signing and walks off *
Firstly Chemistry is a total disappointment, really.
after several lessons with jingying, i still can't secure a distinction.
like wth and i got a b3 for that.
another disappointment is my Chinese, still a b3.
like wtf. i thought it would be better. wasted my MONEY!
Add maths i expected a2, but turned out b3.
I HATE b3s! AHHH! ( ok cab must hate it more ).
the rest i'm kinda satisfied.
English,
improvement by 1 grade ( consider the fact that i wrote the wrong letter format) Literature,
I've never in my like gotten a b3, so it's a improvement of 2 grades.
Combine Humans,
was a total shit, i've never gotten a2! LOLS.improvements of 3 grades.
Emaths,
maintain. i was wishing for a1. but a2 is fine with me
Add Maths,
maintain although i wanted something better.
Physics,
Maintain! b4 was my target.
Bio,
A2 was my target, i did achieve it.
so overall. it was just average.
compared to Noel Chia and i'm like twice of his points. zzz
i ain't expecting much but i just want to go into banking and finance!
i told wc, by hook or by crook! LOLS
wth, please let me in. ( omg sounds so desperate )
went Vivo with dearest. Ate BK, Ate B&J ice cream.
so yummy! in the meantime, was talking bout our individual future plans.
i hope i manage to console abit.
but i'm so prod of him, passing AMATHS AND PHYSICS! yay! :D
when i reached home, the first question from my mum isn't about my results.
she said " after your 3 years of poly, you better go marry off "
it's sad to hear that, especially when it's the day you receive your results.
i know my results aint fantastic.
i know i have a boyfriend. but so what?
maybe she is those sort who choose not to know. so forget it!
it's worst when she's my mum and she don't even think i will make it.
i really dont know what to say.
it's not like i feel very loved at home, do i?
so i guess i'll just fucking prove her wrong this statement.
Having a boyfriend doesn't mean you can't study.
wtf. it's only when i prove the critics wrong that she will start to believe me.
so what if i'm 16.
and who fucking gave you the fact that those who can study shldnt get a boyfriend.
i believe it's a matter of time management.
i will make it far, i swear i will.
just to prove you, I, can make it even when i have a boyfriend.
i'm super irritated lah!
i dont care.
The strong must learn to be lonely.
the world is a stage isnt it.
i'm sad, definitely. but if theres something i really want to do,
i will do it by all means.
wish my luck in proving my mum wrong. =D
School in the afternoon.
in fact, not much feelings, even before sitting before mrs oei.
satisfaction is that there are 100% passes for combined humans.
means i didnt flunk it.
and since i wrote on a topic which wasn't taught AT ALL!
imagine all that you studied didn't come out,
i stunned on the spot.
ms solastri said that 1 person failed english ( which is unexpected ).
my first thought was, "am i expected to pass?".
i got a little worried because it's english
and my eng was never strong ( and still isn't strong ).
i was the third person after Agnes and Cabrina ( as usual ).
i sat infront of mr lau, he was like " This is your results"
Mrs Koh was beside me, calculating my points for me.
Mr Lau: " Poly or Jc?"
Me: "Poly"
so i was abit blur, and she was like " any desired course?"
Me: "Banking and finance, but it's 11 ponts and i got 13!"
Mrs Koh "can try NYP"
Me: Oh ok, but i wanna go NP"
Mr Lau: " Please sign here."
Me: "Huh? why so many boxes one?
Mr Lau: " just sign here."
* finish signing and walks off *
Firstly Chemistry is a total disappointment, really.
after several lessons with jingying, i still can't secure a distinction.
like wth and i got a b3 for that.
another disappointment is my Chinese, still a b3.
like wtf. i thought it would be better. wasted my MONEY!
Add maths i expected a2, but turned out b3.
I HATE b3s! AHHH! ( ok cab must hate it more ).
the rest i'm kinda satisfied.
English,
improvement by 1 grade ( consider the fact that i wrote the wrong letter format) Literature,
I've never in my like gotten a b3, so it's a improvement of 2 grades.
Combine Humans,
was a total shit, i've never gotten a2! LOLS.improvements of 3 grades.
Emaths,
maintain. i was wishing for a1. but a2 is fine with me
Add Maths,
maintain although i wanted something better.
Physics,
Maintain! b4 was my target.
Bio,
A2 was my target, i did achieve it.
so overall. it was just average.
compared to Noel Chia and i'm like twice of his points. zzz
i ain't expecting much but i just want to go into banking and finance!
i told wc, by hook or by crook! LOLS
wth, please let me in. ( omg sounds so desperate )
went Vivo with dearest. Ate BK, Ate B&J ice cream.
so yummy! in the meantime, was talking bout our individual future plans.
i hope i manage to console abit.
but i'm so prod of him, passing AMATHS AND PHYSICS! yay! :D
when i reached home, the first question from my mum isn't about my results.
she said " after your 3 years of poly, you better go marry off "
it's sad to hear that, especially when it's the day you receive your results.
i know my results aint fantastic.
i know i have a boyfriend. but so what?
maybe she is those sort who choose not to know. so forget it!
it's worst when she's my mum and she don't even think i will make it.
i really dont know what to say.
it's not like i feel very loved at home, do i?
so i guess i'll just fucking prove her wrong this statement.
Having a boyfriend doesn't mean you can't study.
wtf. it's only when i prove the critics wrong that she will start to believe me.
so what if i'm 16.
and who fucking gave you the fact that those who can study shldnt get a boyfriend.
i believe it's a matter of time management.
i will make it far, i swear i will.
just to prove you, I, can make it even when i have a boyfriend.
i'm super irritated lah!
i dont care.
The strong must learn to be lonely.
the world is a stage isnt it.
i'm sad, definitely. but if theres something i really want to do,
i will do it by all means.
wish my luck in proving my mum wrong. =D
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
AHHHHHHHHHH! i saw LOW CHUAN WEI!
at isetan SCOTTS! he's working at G2000.
kinda shocked when i saw him. lols.
too bad it's his last day, if not he can be my colleague. LOLS.
and have breaks and all.
this job is okay lah, cus there isn't much variety of shoes.
like 1 small table of shoes only.
so it's easy for stock check and there isn't much customers too =)
PLUS! i get to keep my fringe down AND! get paid for my 1hr break! WEE!
but too bad, the ne incharge of this outlet is the manager,
which happens to be a Filipino ( reminds me of cheryl )
and i'm afraid she can turn out quite nasty. haha.
so i'll get the meet her on friday, den i'll start work.
ate ice cream. yum yum yum!
walked around like some asssss.
tmr we're getting results.
i thought of calling each and everyone of my pri sch mates, instead of waiting for their call.
so if you are my pri sch mate and if you're reading this,
dun be suprised when u receive my call.
so anw, recently talked to Sufi ( my pri sch mate )
like out of the blue, havent seen him for 3 years.
talked a little, we have MARITIME in common! so he might be my classmates.
and i told him if we ever become sch mates, we shld have a group gathering.
he suaned me bout my importance to him. LOLS.
i know i'm not-so-important.. but consider he's my 2 years classmates
plus group-mate, he shouldn't be like this! LOLS.
wish everyone luckkk!
still no feelings.
Sanuk
the shoes i'm promoting....
at isetan SCOTTS! he's working at G2000.
kinda shocked when i saw him. lols.
too bad it's his last day, if not he can be my colleague. LOLS.
and have breaks and all.
this job is okay lah, cus there isn't much variety of shoes.
like 1 small table of shoes only.
so it's easy for stock check and there isn't much customers too =)
PLUS! i get to keep my fringe down AND! get paid for my 1hr break! WEE!
but too bad, the ne incharge of this outlet is the manager,
which happens to be a Filipino ( reminds me of cheryl )
and i'm afraid she can turn out quite nasty. haha.
so i'll get the meet her on friday, den i'll start work.
ate ice cream. yum yum yum!
walked around like some asssss.
tmr we're getting results.
i thought of calling each and everyone of my pri sch mates, instead of waiting for their call.
so if you are my pri sch mate and if you're reading this,
dun be suprised when u receive my call.
so anw, recently talked to Sufi ( my pri sch mate )
like out of the blue, havent seen him for 3 years.
talked a little, we have MARITIME in common! so he might be my classmates.
and i told him if we ever become sch mates, we shld have a group gathering.
he suaned me bout my importance to him. LOLS.
i know i'm not-so-important.. but consider he's my 2 years classmates
plus group-mate, he shouldn't be like this! LOLS.
wish everyone luckkk!
still no feelings.
Sanuk
the shoes i'm promoting....
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
just reached home.
today another slacking day. yay! woke up at about 12.
bathed, forgot i'm suppose to go for a haircut.
so was super late ( meeting meiyun at 2 ).
the salon was like so full. zzzz so many people dying hair.
so after haircut went je to find meiyun.
today is 55cents day. i used coins for all the bus rides.
reached. went simlim.
walked around, searching for my love..
meiyun got her purple psp. so cool lah.
so we met a scammer at Games Industries. TOTAL SCAM.
the bundle set cost about 376 ( including gst )
then he introduced some weird cd, that ( according to him ) allows the user,
to dowload any kind of games ( from region 1 to region 10 )
and the thing itself cost like 130.
meiyun's cash already landed in his hands.
so meiyun called her sis to ask if she had any built in stuff.
ans was negative. she wanted the money back.
when she tried to do so, the guy said he already modify the psp alr.
like wth! meiyun didnt even ask him to modify YET.
instead, he asked him to hold on to it. so she kinda force him to return.
and she found a better retailer, which is cheaper and not scammer.
Once Bitten Twice Shy! and the guy was quite funny.
cus he wanted meiyun to influence me to buy psp. LOLS
after that, went home, walked super long, my legs super painful.
the moon is really round and near today.
we passed by funan ( the place where fangyi tripped )
i miss those days.
so overall, it was quite fun today. yay.
tmr gonna start work ( i think )
hopefully, everything will go well. wish me luck =)
today another slacking day. yay! woke up at about 12.
bathed, forgot i'm suppose to go for a haircut.
so was super late ( meeting meiyun at 2 ).
the salon was like so full. zzzz so many people dying hair.
so after haircut went je to find meiyun.
today is 55cents day. i used coins for all the bus rides.
reached. went simlim.
walked around, searching for my love..
meiyun got her purple psp. so cool lah.
so we met a scammer at Games Industries. TOTAL SCAM.
the bundle set cost about 376 ( including gst )
then he introduced some weird cd, that ( according to him ) allows the user,
to dowload any kind of games ( from region 1 to region 10 )
and the thing itself cost like 130.
meiyun's cash already landed in his hands.
so meiyun called her sis to ask if she had any built in stuff.
ans was negative. she wanted the money back.
when she tried to do so, the guy said he already modify the psp alr.
like wth! meiyun didnt even ask him to modify YET.
instead, he asked him to hold on to it. so she kinda force him to return.
and she found a better retailer, which is cheaper and not scammer.
Once Bitten Twice Shy! and the guy was quite funny.
cus he wanted meiyun to influence me to buy psp. LOLS
after that, went home, walked super long, my legs super painful.
the moon is really round and near today.
we passed by funan ( the place where fangyi tripped )
i miss those days.
so overall, it was quite fun today. yay.
tmr gonna start work ( i think )
hopefully, everything will go well. wish me luck =)
Monday, January 21, 2008
apart from MCR
apart from MCR's ghost of you, let me introduce you,
MLTR's version. quite old, but still a very nice song.
well, today, i woke up at 6.30am, finding my throat terribly sore.
drank lots of water. msged dearest.
and went back to sleeeeep, woke up several times to check the clock.
but was still very early. in the end, woke up at about 12.
wash up etc, watched tv, came online.
found out that results will be released on the 24th Jan Thursday at 2pm.
was quite excited at first. but now i'm back to normal.
whats there to worry about, when everything is set and can't be changed.
supposed to go for manicure session, but unfortunately, it has been postponed.
so anw, choonsoon aka exceptional was online.
just got to know that he opted out of jc because he didnt like the subject combi.
if i'm not wrong, he was in VJ. hmm. cant rmb.
so anw, we were talking bout the degrees that universities around the world offered for specific course.
soooo. for business courses, NUS and NTU are among top 100 uni in the world.
as for maritime, UNFORTUNATELY, there arent any local uni offering a degree.
so IF i'm going into that, and i wanna get a degree, a good and nearest uni would be Australia.
thats if i go lah, but money would be a problem.
( duh! thats why i'm working now )
but money isnt gonna stop me from pursuing my dream...
i wanna repair foreign ships.... yay!
( i quit the SAF dream because i'm too short to be the pilot LOLS )
i must must must work hard in poly ( although i might consider working and part- timing )
Kwang Haw ( my ex colleague ) told me sp's business girls are very vain.
office wear, and who knows i might be like them one day?
he said guys would perfer going for JC students because they are more innocent and pure.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
tmr is gonna be another boring day, but good thing got meiyun! hahahah.
if not i'll rot like i did, today.
i think the moment i receive my results, many ppl will start calling and smsing.
be it my relatives, friends.
hopefully they will receive something good =)
and for my FRIENDS... i wish to hear your delightful voice.
esp my pri sch mates. like jityong said.. ( always him.. but he made sense )
we came from the same roots, if he can make it, why can't i?
sooooooo. we'll all do well =)
STAY HAPPY =)
Sunday, January 20, 2008
i'm so ultra happy that i finished my 2 months contract.
i've been waiting for this day and still delighted over it.
even though it's the last day and i'm supposed to be sad to leave.
i feel happy, because i survived. i made money. i'm helped to lessen burden.
whatever the case is, today is my other manager's last day ( Irene ) toooo!
another new manager will be transferred over- according to them, she is strict, and will never mix personal matters with work.
the 2 months there, i not only made new friends ( plus enemy ),
i learnt how to serve, in fact i gained much experience.
perhaps, most of the time i was slacking, but i really enjoy having those 2 managers.
( though irene made me give out flyers, which i didnt ).
other than that, she's a really nice lady.
Marisah is the LOLS type of manager. lame but fun.
will miss all the fun with the people there.
hopefully i'll visit them sooon ( aiya, need to return uniform what )
so after work, meiyun and i went MOS burger to eat,
walked around ALOT of times.
she got cosmetics ( all service screw must wear make up,wtf )
i got shoes, polo tee, undies ( pierre cardin really comfy. i like LOLS )
3 for 15.90! at john little. go buy buy buy!
wanted to get bra also. but all full cup. the good thing bout pierre cardin ,
no push up. LOLS! the rest like sloggi, so irritating. all the nice colours all push up zzzz.
walked around like some fool for sucha long time. zzzzz
but good day today, cus anw dearest cant message. so stay at home nth to do also.
wahahahahaha. i still cant decide what phone to get?
i've been waiting for this day and still delighted over it.
even though it's the last day and i'm supposed to be sad to leave.
i feel happy, because i survived. i made money. i'm helped to lessen burden.
whatever the case is, today is my other manager's last day ( Irene ) toooo!
another new manager will be transferred over- according to them, she is strict, and will never mix personal matters with work.
the 2 months there, i not only made new friends ( plus enemy ),
i learnt how to serve, in fact i gained much experience.
perhaps, most of the time i was slacking, but i really enjoy having those 2 managers.
( though irene made me give out flyers, which i didnt ).
other than that, she's a really nice lady.
Marisah is the LOLS type of manager. lame but fun.
will miss all the fun with the people there.
hopefully i'll visit them sooon ( aiya, need to return uniform what )
so after work, meiyun and i went MOS burger to eat,
walked around ALOT of times.
she got cosmetics ( all service screw must wear make up,wtf )
i got shoes, polo tee, undies ( pierre cardin really comfy. i like LOLS )
3 for 15.90! at john little. go buy buy buy!
wanted to get bra also. but all full cup. the good thing bout pierre cardin ,
no push up. LOLS! the rest like sloggi, so irritating. all the nice colours all push up zzzz.
walked around like some fool for sucha long time. zzzzz
but good day today, cus anw dearest cant message. so stay at home nth to do also.
wahahahahaha. i still cant decide what phone to get?
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Morning was totally boring.
After which i went to shower and got my stuffs ready for the edusave scholarship presentation
at Yuhua CC. supposed to reach like 45 mins before the 4pm,
which is like 3.15pm. but i went in like 10 mins before 4pm. but haha.
the beginning was really boring! Marlyn was 2 seats away from me.
we talked a lil before it began. the "big shot" people gave speeches.
so i learnt today, If there's a will, there's a way.
after getting the $$, Marlyn and I managed to SNEAK out of the hall =)
just by saying "we going to the toilet" ok seriously, it was very last minute.
She brought me to the busstop before going home.
and i'll probably see her again like next week for results.
After which i went to shower and got my stuffs ready for the edusave scholarship presentation
at Yuhua CC. supposed to reach like 45 mins before the 4pm,
which is like 3.15pm. but i went in like 10 mins before 4pm. but haha.
the beginning was really boring! Marlyn was 2 seats away from me.
we talked a lil before it began. the "big shot" people gave speeches.
so i learnt today, If there's a will, there's a way.
after getting the $$, Marlyn and I managed to SNEAK out of the hall =)
just by saying "we going to the toilet" ok seriously, it was very last minute.
She brought me to the busstop before going home.
and i'll probably see her again like next week for results.
Met Dearest at PSA building after that, late late late.
but still. thanks for rushing down...
i got lost, because it looks the same around that area.
luckily i found him. no actually he found me =)
headed to the sunset place, labrador park.
but still. thanks for rushing down...
i got lost, because it looks the same around that area.
luckily i found him. no actually he found me =)
headed to the sunset place, labrador park.
was at the same place though. so we were there talking bout O levels.
and all the scholarship/edusave awards as a motivation for students to work harder.
but seriously, are students working hard cus of the money, or cus of their own future?
and is money the only way to motivate students?
so we were pronouncing "Ching", "Qing" and "Jing"
apparantly, he thinks it sounds the same. hahaha.
and it makes me laugh like mad woman.
and all the scholarship/edusave awards as a motivation for students to work harder.
but seriously, are students working hard cus of the money, or cus of their own future?
and is money the only way to motivate students?
so we were pronouncing "Ching", "Qing" and "Jing"
apparantly, he thinks it sounds the same. hahaha.
and it makes me laugh like mad woman.
we left the place about 9?
well, at least he isn't as paranoid compared to the other time.
( or at least he tried to be brave lahh ) hahahaha.
so we walked quite a distance before we reach Hakim Restaurant along the road.
well, at least he isn't as paranoid compared to the other time.
( or at least he tried to be brave lahh ) hahahaha.
so we walked quite a distance before we reach Hakim Restaurant along the road.
he introduced this called murtabak.
it's ayam ( chicken ) with egg, onion, potato. wrapped in prata.
taste very good. first time trying though.
but eat alr very full. hahahaha.
after which, went back home....
alamak, dont talk bout the bus journey. LOLS.
it's ayam ( chicken ) with egg, onion, potato. wrapped in prata.
taste very good. first time trying though.
but eat alr very full. hahahaha.
after which, went back home....
alamak, dont talk bout the bus journey. LOLS.
so thats bout it =)
just now, my mum asked where and who i'm going out with.
i said i dont know where i am heading to and i'm going out with my boyfriend.
BUT! she keeps living in self denial after telling her umpteen times that
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. lols. 16 years old cannot have boyfriend meh?
she say i never study then go out everyday. lols.
i mean duh~ must go out now because i dont get much time to go out soon?
lols. probably all these will make her not to have a heart attack
when i tell her, "Mum, i screwed my O's"
i said i dont know where i am heading to and i'm going out with my boyfriend.
BUT! she keeps living in self denial after telling her umpteen times that
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. lols. 16 years old cannot have boyfriend meh?
she say i never study then go out everyday. lols.
i mean duh~ must go out now because i dont get much time to go out soon?
lols. probably all these will make her not to have a heart attack
when i tell her, "Mum, i screwed my O's"
Friday, January 18, 2008
OMG. i'm going crazy over GUESS.
lols, so many cravings, so little money. i still have my phone, mp3 to settle!
credits to GUESS
all so beautiful. i wanna own all of them.
slowly lah huh.
anw, ppl reading this, comments on which clutch/wallet is nicer?
lols, so many cravings, so little money. i still have my phone, mp3 to settle!
credits to GUESS
all so beautiful. i wanna own all of them.
slowly lah huh.
anw, ppl reading this, comments on which clutch/wallet is nicer?
my 2 year plan gonna end soon.
which means, NEW PHONE.
gonna get a nokia one again ( i still trust nokia... )
maybe something cheap... cus i'm using my own money. sadly.
so bored right now, i've been blogging on daily basis since i have SO MUCH TIME.
i wanna get new laptop, but well, i think i'll just use this till it dies.
i want the night to come faster but end slower..
which means, NEW PHONE.
gonna get a nokia one again ( i still trust nokia... )
maybe something cheap... cus i'm using my own money. sadly.
so bored right now, i've been blogging on daily basis since i have SO MUCH TIME.
i wanna get new laptop, but well, i think i'll just use this till it dies.
i want the night to come faster but end slower..
Thursday, January 17, 2008
work was alright today. in the morning. got alot of party sets to pack.
by the time i finish, 2 hours gone.
den got not much customers, so slack... fold boxes...
soon, go home!
punched card, help marisah with template on laptop,
saw jasmine!!! so long nv see her alr =) miss working with her. hehe.
Meiyun, dun miss me when i'm gone. hahahaha.
so chat with her awhile, that Irfan keep calling me Minah. wth. LOLS.
i ahlian meh?!
Marisah banged me, so i tried to protect myself with my hands,
in the end "crack" sound. lols. both pain. zzzz
she wont get much chance to play with me anymore. hahahaha.
aft that, met dearest, ate fruits.
today we learnt new stuffs, RIGHT?
haha. so cute.
tmr off, slack den meet dearest at night.
blog again, tmr =)
by the time i finish, 2 hours gone.
den got not much customers, so slack... fold boxes...
soon, go home!
punched card, help marisah with template on laptop,
saw jasmine!!! so long nv see her alr =) miss working with her. hehe.
Meiyun, dun miss me when i'm gone. hahahaha.
so chat with her awhile, that Irfan keep calling me Minah. wth. LOLS.
i ahlian meh?!
Marisah banged me, so i tried to protect myself with my hands,
in the end "crack" sound. lols. both pain. zzzz
she wont get much chance to play with me anymore. hahahaha.
aft that, met dearest, ate fruits.
today we learnt new stuffs, RIGHT?
haha. so cute.
tmr off, slack den meet dearest at night.
blog again, tmr =)
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Eat Snake=吃蛇=slack!
yesterday, was very very very bored.
so i wanted to show meiyun the sexy girl's account.
such a coincidence that the fool was online.
so i continued to "play".
quite fun because he's still equally desperate. zzzz
played for awhile, had to get ready for work.
when i boarded the bus, realised that my ezlink card the "sound" is different.
shit, adult price. at first i even thought i carried the wrong card.
so dumb. so it was due to sbs's idiotic system.
which i didnt go and extend my card.
freak, so no choice. i'm just pretty worried bout my travelling fee when i work at town.
from next week? so i vent all my anger on dearest.
so sorry =( but he was still very nice...
despite me getting super irritated, he thought of solutions to the problem.
he even offered to exchange ezlink cards.
it'll be so mafan for him..
so nice right....... tsk tsk... so lucky me. hehe.
yesterday, talked to
CABRINA YO! ( i still insist on YO, even though she typed my full name ) hehe.
but what a time to talk, i was just minutes away from leaving the house.
so didnt get much chance to catch up with her...
but hope she'll talk to me soon. HAHA.
so dumb.
cab is lame everywhere she goes what right.
work was damn slack. not much orders.
in the morning, got 23 premium bento but without chopsticks and spoons.
so cheryl had to deliver it to them,by cab(taxi, not the one above)
Hongpeng was the packer in the morning...
in the end cheryl told me they gave them watermelon. HAHA.
and they had to split the cab fare among the 3 of them.
( nei nei, cheryl and hongpeng )
apart from that, the staffs have to pay for 7 missing apple vinegar juice. sad.
lucky not me. hahaha.
the worst that happened to me yesterday was Marisah's "super bang" i call it.
she just stood infront of me, and her whole body just move backwards AGGRESSIVELY.
making my boobs freaking pain. lols. seriously. TWICE summore.
tmr i gonna have a fight with her, see who bang who more. LOLS.
getting breakfast for them again tmr.
oh, so theres a svc crew ( 5th day ) i cant rmb her name,
she told me lots of stuffs.
but her former work place and their educational system in malaysia.
i know okay, i'm half half. LOLS.
they need to study till Form 5! den they are put through a test equivilant to o's.
Marisah kept complaining he was freaking cold ( it was raining and he was drenched )
and he dried his socks, in replacement, TRACE USED TISSUE as socks.
wth, damn funny. ytd they lao yusheng again... twice alr.
the new girl was still blinded by marisah's gender.
despite several hints, still couldn't catch it.
i even said "girl girl cannot so fierce" LOLS.
Jennifer damn funny also. super duper ultra friendly.
and she made me laugh like mad.
when Marisah said the new girl eat snake ( slack ),
she laughed. they say she "自high".
like entertain your ownself.
tmr is my last 2nd day....
was thinking of treating my mummy on sat.
i told marisah alr, i come back must give discount hor. LOLS!
den she say 10% only. but better than nth right =)
kinda miss the people there alr.
but it's okay. in life we always make new friends and we make EVEN more.
it's time for me to explore what's around me.
but don't worry dearest, i wont do anything behind your back.
i will remain faithful like you do. =)
today- OFF day, reserved for Muhd 'Isham...
so i wanted to show meiyun the sexy girl's account.
such a coincidence that the fool was online.
so i continued to "play".
quite fun because he's still equally desperate. zzzz
played for awhile, had to get ready for work.
when i boarded the bus, realised that my ezlink card the "sound" is different.
shit, adult price. at first i even thought i carried the wrong card.
so dumb. so it was due to sbs's idiotic system.
which i didnt go and extend my card.
freak, so no choice. i'm just pretty worried bout my travelling fee when i work at town.
from next week? so i vent all my anger on dearest.
so sorry =( but he was still very nice...
despite me getting super irritated, he thought of solutions to the problem.
he even offered to exchange ezlink cards.
it'll be so mafan for him..
so nice right....... tsk tsk... so lucky me. hehe.
yesterday, talked to
CABRINA YO! ( i still insist on YO, even though she typed my full name ) hehe.
but what a time to talk, i was just minutes away from leaving the house.
so didnt get much chance to catch up with her...
but hope she'll talk to me soon. HAHA.
so dumb.
cab is lame everywhere she goes what right.
work was damn slack. not much orders.
in the morning, got 23 premium bento but without chopsticks and spoons.
so cheryl had to deliver it to them,by cab(taxi, not the one above)
Hongpeng was the packer in the morning...
in the end cheryl told me they gave them watermelon. HAHA.
and they had to split the cab fare among the 3 of them.
( nei nei, cheryl and hongpeng )
apart from that, the staffs have to pay for 7 missing apple vinegar juice. sad.
lucky not me. hahaha.
the worst that happened to me yesterday was Marisah's "super bang" i call it.
she just stood infront of me, and her whole body just move backwards AGGRESSIVELY.
making my boobs freaking pain. lols. seriously. TWICE summore.
tmr i gonna have a fight with her, see who bang who more. LOLS.
getting breakfast for them again tmr.
oh, so theres a svc crew ( 5th day ) i cant rmb her name,
she told me lots of stuffs.
but her former work place and their educational system in malaysia.
i know okay, i'm half half. LOLS.
they need to study till Form 5! den they are put through a test equivilant to o's.
Marisah kept complaining he was freaking cold ( it was raining and he was drenched )
and he dried his socks, in replacement, TRACE USED TISSUE as socks.
wth, damn funny. ytd they lao yusheng again... twice alr.
the new girl was still blinded by marisah's gender.
despite several hints, still couldn't catch it.
i even said "girl girl cannot so fierce" LOLS.
Jennifer damn funny also. super duper ultra friendly.
and she made me laugh like mad.
when Marisah said the new girl eat snake ( slack ),
she laughed. they say she "自high".
like entertain your ownself.
tmr is my last 2nd day....
was thinking of treating my mummy on sat.
i told marisah alr, i come back must give discount hor. LOLS!
den she say 10% only. but better than nth right =)
kinda miss the people there alr.
but it's okay. in life we always make new friends and we make EVEN more.
it's time for me to explore what's around me.
but don't worry dearest, i wont do anything behind your back.
i will remain faithful like you do. =)
today- OFF day, reserved for Muhd 'Isham...
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
i want flowers for valentines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( WTH ) *hint *hint.
no lah, i have enough flowers ( not like alot lah, but 1 from the same person is sweet enough ).
i just want time with this person, really badly.
sigh.....why am i still bothered by it?
get over it lah. LOLS.
also not first time.
just work work work work work and forget everything.
no lah, i have enough flowers ( not like alot lah, but 1 from the same person is sweet enough ).
i just want time with this person, really badly.
sigh.....why am i still bothered by it?
get over it lah. LOLS.
also not first time.
just work work work work work and forget everything.
i miss my boy...
if jityong reads this, he's gonna say my 相思病太重。
but i guess he'll be too busy, or cant be bothered. LOLS
sians......... good luck juniors! =)
results, till now not much news bout when it'll be out.
sadly, i'm not even excited, i dun even feel worried for myself.
i think i'm preparedto flunk it this time.
last year o's, i've got relatives ( my dad's cousin's daughter )
one with nineteen, one with seven points.
freak. one in nanyang poly the other one in dont know what jc.
i heard Jc very stress, cus have to study EVERYDAY to catch up with school work.
and besides that, she's really smart lah!
so imagine smart + still must study.
me ah, not smart plus can't study. LOLS. die die cannot go those places.
i'll probably waste my 2 years there, without any diploma or A's cert.
then it's really the end.
this year, her brother and me will "compete"
damn sad, PSLE he got 250++ and i got like 208? wtf.
he expected an A* but got an A, he damn sad.
hais, heard from sy, sp having new courses.
finance informatics. sounds cool.
PLEASE leh, dont so many ppl apply, den i cant get it.
Ryugaiden told me if i dun wanna ( as in die die wont go ) RP,
dont include in my choice, because i might just get it.
haha, might consider rp for their sports and leisure management,
if i have no where else to go. but she said rp's learning style is diff from the rest.
and...... not SPOON FED. ( but seems like in tanglin we always get spoon fed )
but my no. 1 choice is still Banking & Finance followed by Marine.
whatever the release of date is,
wanna wish all of you good luck ( actually no point, exams taken alr )
and go to your dream courses =)
if jityong reads this, he's gonna say my 相思病太重。
but i guess he'll be too busy, or cant be bothered. LOLS
sians......... good luck juniors! =)
results, till now not much news bout when it'll be out.
sadly, i'm not even excited, i dun even feel worried for myself.
i think i'm preparedto flunk it this time.
last year o's, i've got relatives ( my dad's cousin's daughter )
one with nineteen, one with seven points.
freak. one in nanyang poly the other one in dont know what jc.
i heard Jc very stress, cus have to study EVERYDAY to catch up with school work.
and besides that, she's really smart lah!
so imagine smart + still must study.
me ah, not smart plus can't study. LOLS. die die cannot go those places.
i'll probably waste my 2 years there, without any diploma or A's cert.
then it's really the end.
this year, her brother and me will "compete"
damn sad, PSLE he got 250++ and i got like 208? wtf.
he expected an A* but got an A, he damn sad.
hais, heard from sy, sp having new courses.
finance informatics. sounds cool.
PLEASE leh, dont so many ppl apply, den i cant get it.
Ryugaiden told me if i dun wanna ( as in die die wont go ) RP,
dont include in my choice, because i might just get it.
haha, might consider rp for their sports and leisure management,
if i have no where else to go. but she said rp's learning style is diff from the rest.
and...... not SPOON FED. ( but seems like in tanglin we always get spoon fed )
but my no. 1 choice is still Banking & Finance followed by Marine.
whatever the release of date is,
wanna wish all of you good luck ( actually no point, exams taken alr )
and go to your dream courses =)
Monday, January 14, 2008
Friends.
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To have a friend is one of the sweetest gifts that life can bring.
Friends share your laughter with you,
cry your sadness with you.
A friend like everything about you,
even the things you try not to show.
A friend is one who knows all about you and won't go away.
Faithful friends are beyond price and their goodness cannot be measured.
Friendship the older it grows, the stronger it is =)
Friends share your laughter with you,
cry your sadness with you.
A friend like everything about you,
even the things you try not to show.
A friend is one who knows all about you and won't go away.
Faithful friends are beyond price and their goodness cannot be measured.
Friendship the older it grows, the stronger it is =)
* i wanna post the pic of ajy and sp's after make up pic! (last 2 years)
but not a fantastic idea thou.
today's work is okay, quite a numberof orders.
met some troublesome customers ( Cheryl took their take away orders ).
but quitting soon alr. going for another interview on thur.
hope can find better paid jobs.
and i'll work till poly starts.
anyway, stay at home also rot.
might as well go work.
tough also nevermind, at least get to kill time.
but one thing i can't stand. people's freaking attitude.
after work, RUSHED to catch my junior's match.
den halfway rain. VERY sian.
so sat at the bus stop like some ass,
wait for the rain to stop, but it got heavier. LOLS.
so i went back home instead.
Phoebe called me, i think she's aware of the match today.
against YISS. Juniors, update me on when the match will be re-played.
but i didnt pick up her call, (usual lah huh)
cus it was raining and my phone was inside my bag.
sorrrry!
den halfway rain. VERY sian.
so sat at the bus stop like some ass,
wait for the rain to stop, but it got heavier. LOLS.
so i went back home instead.
Phoebe called me, i think she's aware of the match today.
against YISS. Juniors, update me on when the match will be re-played.
but i didnt pick up her call, (usual lah huh)
cus it was raining and my phone was inside my bag.
sorrrry!
colour contrast. LOLS. ( dun kill me dearest )
eyes too small. LOLS
act only.
14 nov 07.
work for the last week!
yay! ok lah, for the following month, no money no pay.
but i cant be bothered, at most i find other jobs that are a thousand times better?
at least i dun have to tolerate her fucking attitude.
that's most important.
whatever it is, i'm quitting this freaking job for sure.
and i believe there will be better things for me to do.
today also marks the 2nd month of our relationship.
next month will be a total disappointment.
but i cant be bothered as well.
LOLS.
watching my juniors playing ltr. hope they will do well.
mani next week. yay!
yay! ok lah, for the following month, no money no pay.
but i cant be bothered, at most i find other jobs that are a thousand times better?
at least i dun have to tolerate her fucking attitude.
that's most important.
whatever it is, i'm quitting this freaking job for sure.
and i believe there will be better things for me to do.
today also marks the 2nd month of our relationship.
next month will be a total disappointment.
but i cant be bothered as well.
LOLS.
watching my juniors playing ltr. hope they will do well.
mani next week. yay!
Dedications to my friends for 6 years.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,
Farhad.
( He said it's the thought that counts, haha, so happy =) )
ok, if i REMEMBER correctly, hes the oldest in class,
Lennard and Justina share the same birthday.
thats for the month of January! (right?)
and we came up with FFF ( Fatin and Farhad ) WAHAHAHA.
so mean. i remember him as the biggest hands and legs i've seen! ( good looking toooo)
ok lah, i miss 6F damn loads. like dont know why.
maybe cus i was going through my Dear diary today. LOLS
lots of memories, two timing(sadly)
but yeah, all these make the memories so deep.
too deep that i can remember it after 4 years.
unbelievable, but true.
i miss the times i had with my classmates,
i miss the times we copied hwk
the times we played captains ball
the times we played games ( our grp!!! Troopers, Portvale and Shrek )
like i told Jityong, i'm still grateful that even after 4 years,
we'll still in contact with each other...
and i hope our friendship will last FOREVER.
until the day we see each other marry off.
haha, and you wouldnt know if any of them will be within us??
singles, maybe ur dinosaur is one of them. HEHE.
in sec sch, not much friends, but not as close...
everybody's JC orientation seems to be fun,
but money is more fun to me.
when poly starts soon, maybe we could be more than just friends,
i mean, not classmates, but SCHOOLMATES?! =)
i wanna meet up with you guys sooon!
we meet up to gossip, catch up with each other, to appreciate each other.
cus we wont know when we're seeing again.
i know not everybody will see this, but for those who are reading this, (probably my clique)
i hope you all are doing fine...
Triple J's, hope you guys rmb this =) btw, its in chinese
Triple J's memories also. haha. whao man. 4 long years.
I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS
say you'll remember, remember my hug, my heart, my love, 你永远都不忘记。
say you'll remember, remember my eyes, my smile, my soul, 永远不忘记。
since we left sch, i've got no partners to sing with.
i miss our singing sessions ( silent ) during boring lessons,
from one end to another.
the remember dance we did at sy's house.
the singing sessions we had before our netball matches.
haha.
to end it off,
i would like to say,
我们的过去，永远都不忘记。
thanks for being my friends.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
was late, someone was later.
1000 slaps in hand.
ramen ten, ck karagge ramen.
dearest had salmon teriyaki dry ramen.
also ordered a side order, fried gyoza.
hope he doesn't vomit, because it's his first touch on jap food.
whereas i just ate them like ytd. LOLS.
it's more expensive than sakae. like whao!!!!
chawanmushi is like $4. ( sake only 1.99)
their bento box quite small.
overall near $40.
dearest paid. so thank you. i feel broke today lah. cus no cash... LOLS. only card.
after that, walked around, he saw his friends, aaron and co.
den we sat at the somerset mrt, commenting bout ppl
drizzled a lil, saw ms sophia and her boyfriend.
afterwards, he went for prayers while i shopped at heeren.
didnt see anything interesting.
met him, went to swensens. ALOT of people!
had to wait quite awhile.
alamak. his eyes ah, gone case. super red.
had choc fondue. taste as good as ever.
we finished the ice cream ( ok i ate alot, and he fed me even more )
there were biscuits, cream puff, fruits, almond crisp,mashimaro(haha, another slang).
we finished all the choco lah. haha. today i ate really alot man.
after eating, he sent me home.
slacked a lil'
den he had to go to send his bro off.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
sometimes i feel like a spare tyre.
i mean, i have a part of the body (tummy)=spare tyre.
but i mean, as a whole person, i feel like a substitute.
ok whatever.
i wanna sleep now.
1000 slaps in hand.
ramen ten, ck karagge ramen.
dearest had salmon teriyaki dry ramen.
also ordered a side order, fried gyoza.
hope he doesn't vomit, because it's his first touch on jap food.
whereas i just ate them like ytd. LOLS.
it's more expensive than sakae. like whao!!!!
chawanmushi is like $4. ( sake only 1.99)
their bento box quite small.
overall near $40.
dearest paid. so thank you. i feel broke today lah. cus no cash... LOLS. only card.
after that, walked around, he saw his friends, aaron and co.
den we sat at the somerset mrt, commenting bout ppl
drizzled a lil, saw ms sophia and her boyfriend.
afterwards, he went for prayers while i shopped at heeren.
didnt see anything interesting.
met him, went to swensens. ALOT of people!
had to wait quite awhile.
alamak. his eyes ah, gone case. super red.
had choc fondue. taste as good as ever.
we finished the ice cream ( ok i ate alot, and he fed me even more )
there were biscuits, cream puff, fruits, almond crisp,mashimaro(haha, another slang).
we finished all the choco lah. haha. today i ate really alot man.
after eating, he sent me home.
slacked a lil'
den he had to go to send his bro off.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
sometimes i feel like a spare tyre.
i mean, i have a part of the body (tummy)=spare tyre.
but i mean, as a whole person, i feel like a substitute.
ok whatever.
i wanna sleep now.
hohoho!
ytd i was abit sad. but today i'm okay.
perhaps a little over sensetive.
we always need time on our own right? den ok lor! lols.
i had a very very very very very very very very very (umpteen times) bad dream
omg man, perhaps i got too affected by what happened recently.
i've been thinking bout it though...
but this dream made me realise something!
that good guys are hard to come by! wahahaha.
ytd i was abit sad. but today i'm okay.
perhaps a little over sensetive.
we always need time on our own right? den ok lor! lols.
i had a very very very very very very very very very (umpteen times) bad dream
omg man, perhaps i got too affected by what happened recently.
i've been thinking bout it though...
but this dream made me realise something!
that good guys are hard to come by! wahahaha.
Friday, January 11, 2008
ytd went to visit grandma at sgh.
alamak. quite sad lor. feel so helpless.
i hope shes alright man.
went for bout close to 2 hours.
den left for work...
i dont know how to describe my feelings man...
i'll try to spend more time with her.
it's only when you're on the verge of losing someone that you know their importance.
work ytd was okay.
marisah got obsessed with a girl from table 21.
okay lah, i agree shes quite pretty.
no sexy butt only. LOLS! wth.
den got customer scold marisah, sibei hao lian
so fun! cus without her what!
den after work marisah act gay, want me to acc him smoke.
chee fan (irfan) and marisah anyhow take my phone send message to dearest. ZZz.
lols. i refuse to tell them what he replied. wahahahahaha.
this morning, went to work... had nothing much to do.
spent half an hour helping marisah do the template for the beverages on laptop.
a few orders to pack and thats all.
after that mich came, too early.
den keep talking to her marisah also dun care.
and she made me do a bad thing. tsk tsk tsk. HOW COULD YOU, MARISAH!
but i'm quitting soon =)
today, nei nei back alr. i hate her although she tried to act friendly. LOLS.
after work, chiong to school.
played 3 balls den tired alr. so lousy. lols.
played a quarter with the new bdiv.
GOSH, i was playing CENTER!!!!
and i fell. wth. lols.
but my team managed to put in some goals of cus.
thanks to shaula and adelaide =)
i cant even last a quarter. so i guess i'll need to run more.
the bdiv is pretty good now.
esp with the power lobs to Mel from the centre third.
hey juniors, i wish to see you guys clinching champs ok....!
so please work hard! and do us and yourself proud =)
i'll try to go down every monday and thursday!
after that, shower, ate and go home!
OH YA, SHAULA wants DOUGHNUT... cinammon and oreo. i will remember
just had a talk with my mum regarding my boyfriend...
wahahahaha, dear, dearER, dearEST!
alamak. quite sad lor. feel so helpless.
i hope shes alright man.
went for bout close to 2 hours.
den left for work...
i dont know how to describe my feelings man...
i'll try to spend more time with her.
it's only when you're on the verge of losing someone that you know their importance.
work ytd was okay.
marisah got obsessed with a girl from table 21.
okay lah, i agree shes quite pretty.
no sexy butt only. LOLS! wth.
den got customer scold marisah, sibei hao lian
so fun! cus without her what!
den after work marisah act gay, want me to acc him smoke.
chee fan (irfan) and marisah anyhow take my phone send message to dearest. ZZz.
lols. i refuse to tell them what he replied. wahahahahaha.
this morning, went to work... had nothing much to do.
spent half an hour helping marisah do the template for the beverages on laptop.
a few orders to pack and thats all.
after that mich came, too early.
den keep talking to her marisah also dun care.
and she made me do a bad thing. tsk tsk tsk. HOW COULD YOU, MARISAH!
but i'm quitting soon =)
today, nei nei back alr. i hate her although she tried to act friendly. LOLS.
after work, chiong to school.
played 3 balls den tired alr. so lousy. lols.
played a quarter with the new bdiv.
GOSH, i was playing CENTER!!!!
and i fell. wth. lols.
but my team managed to put in some goals of cus.
thanks to shaula and adelaide =)
i cant even last a quarter. so i guess i'll need to run more.
the bdiv is pretty good now.
esp with the power lobs to Mel from the centre third.
hey juniors, i wish to see you guys clinching champs ok....!
so please work hard! and do us and yourself proud =)
i'll try to go down every monday and thursday!
after that, shower, ate and go home!
OH YA, SHAULA wants DOUGHNUT... cinammon and oreo. i will remember
just had a talk with my mum regarding my boyfriend...
wahahahaha, dear, dearER, dearEST!
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
today is damn irritating! LOLS.
because i had 3 person telling me, " you'll know it someday " kinda thing.
freakkkkk. haha.
met dearest aft his sch...
stupid boy, wore contacts just because i said he looks better without specs.
i know you wanna look hot lah, but it pains me everytime i see you rub your eyes.
everytime the tears flow ok...
so please dont wear it anymore, unnecessarily.... (:
had lunch at BK @ west mall, den blah blah blah.
i learnt smth new today! the heart is what that matters the most, right?
managed to wipe his tears today. wahahahaha
he threatened me. Zzzzz to say i'm pretty. wth! lols.
hmph! you have your way i also have mine!
i should count myself fortunate to have sucha guy.
who probably wont do things behind my back ( i hope and trust )
22 more months till the contract ends. heh.
nothing beats you.
grandma, please dont let anything happen to you.
please please please....
because i had 3 person telling me, " you'll know it someday " kinda thing.
freakkkkk. haha.
met dearest aft his sch...
stupid boy, wore contacts just because i said he looks better without specs.
i know you wanna look hot lah, but it pains me everytime i see you rub your eyes.
everytime the tears flow ok...
so please dont wear it anymore, unnecessarily.... (:
had lunch at BK @ west mall, den blah blah blah.
i learnt smth new today! the heart is what that matters the most, right?
managed to wipe his tears today. wahahahaha
he threatened me. Zzzzz to say i'm pretty. wth! lols.
hmph! you have your way i also have mine!
i should count myself fortunate to have sucha guy.
who probably wont do things behind my back ( i hope and trust )
22 more months till the contract ends. heh.
nothing beats you.
grandma, please dont let anything happen to you.
please please please....
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
work was VERY FUN both today and yesterday =)
of cus lah. it is always fun without her!
met my dearest after school. i mean HIS school.
so he was in uni and i was in home clothes.
(probably looks like some jie-di relationship, although hes taller )
but who cares. LOLS! i like can alr.
had lunch.
slacked den he sent me to work.
was very late.. no infact when i reached it was 17:00 shap. phew~
no time to deal with my fringe. so was left dangling the whole 4 hours.
TALKED and TALKED and TALKED.
ate mango!! YUMMY! ate biscuits! YUMMMY!
den marisah ask me go 7-11 but tidbits =) wahahhahaha.
tell me which manager is like her/him? i dunnoe how to address. LOLS!
buy alr. go kitchen eat.... yummy yummy. got chips and green tea.
at the drinks side, ah ing and june bought salmon karrage. i ate also. haha! picnic.
after i punch card, marisah stopped me.
ask me work what time.. den ask me buy breakfast for trace, him and me lah!
they told me the story of how marisah pull trace's bra strap that it snapped,
in the middle of work, and she had to use rubber band to tie them together.
OMG! lols. and how lobster salad became losted salad.
so funny. and fun! muwahahahhahaa.
today, woke up damn early, had to work at 10.
reached, ate breakfast, make wasabi, top up the containers.
marisah bought me ice milo! weeee~
after that, talk and laughing like stupid.
irene came, marisah ask me fold boxes, den fold lor.
irene ask me go photocopy, den photocopy lor.
hahaha. i'll be their "dog" for the last few days.
next time i dine in there, they become my "dog" LOLS! so mean.
for chinese new year, Sakae is having this Yusheng thing.
ok lah "Yu-sheng" means raw fish? no that "Sheng yu" aiya. SAME!
so they have those salmon and all..
i had to top up all the peanuts, sesame in containers...
den in the kitchen they had the Yusheng sample.
afterwhich i went to invade. TASTE VERY GOOD!
i ate alot of cucumber ( which i usually dun eat ) its added with plum sauce.
which i usually dun eat plum. theres this crispy thing that tastes to good.
oh ya, marisah extended my working time till 4.
so yeah, ended at 4, irfan painting the wall outside, i help him paste scotchtape.
den went off!
plans for this week!
tmr: OFF day - for dearest
thur: Meeting sheryle for sp's open house ( MARINE, HERE I COME ), work at night
fri: work in the morning, nb TRAINING in the afternoon <3
sat: OFF day- for dearest
sun: work
so anyway, just got from huixian that ms solastri will be drawing the lots tmr.
i will pray hard. wahahahaha.
i forgot last year and the year before who picked out draws ( think ms solastri )
if thats the case, no worries lah, she've got the skill alr.
every year considered "easy" grouping, no group of "death"
heh. UPDATE ME!
so next week will be my last week of service ( yay! )
and i'll be reading to watch NETBALL! watch my juniors top the table,
win the WEST ZONE CHAMPS! gogogo!
Monday, January 07, 2008
Sunday, January 06, 2008
quarrels... and quarrels and quarrels....
work was ok. quite bored though.
i gonna test my shit.
so those who wanna see my shit, maybe u wanna see tmr's post.
i'll post my shit pic up. i mean reallySTOOL. so if you're eating,
please dun read. lols! if not you'll probably throw up. LOLS.
thanks to sakae lah. idiotic. zzzz
i became sexy girl today!
cus my shirt was extra big size 42! -_-"
so marisah kept complaining bout me having my shirt tucked out ( sounds like school )
so i got quite irritated and i tucked in like super nerd. everything in.
and with my skinny jeans ( camouflage as working pants, its 3 size bigger than my usual )
trace said i look like some 80s maybe elvis presly type. LOLS
den i became sexy ever since. wahahahaha.
the customers started streaming in bout 6+ full house.
had to top up all the tea cups, saucer and sideplates...
got bout 3 deliveries and 2 takeaways.
after that super freee.
so slack lor.
den the stupid Violet/Fadhila/Fadhil compare me and jasmine.
ask me work till 8.30. still please me.. ( maybe cus alot of ppl lah )
but i didnt want to. lols.
before i went off, marisah also, work till 10 lah.
me : dun wan lah! byebye!
LOLS. den my man( no more boy ) gave a surprise visit.
lame ass. he got me flower and cookies.
so sweet. but still angry lor! HMPH ( highest pitched )
after that, he ate at long john. den he got me this super large drink ( crazy )
saw alvin and his friends. his hair not nice alr. last time nicer.
and i still remember there was once i talked to him,
faliq made a big fuss out of it. wth man.
ok. so he ate very long, cus we kept talking.
he sent he home. tmr got sch ( i mean he )
sian lor!
tmr got work from 5-9 more sian.
marisah siao alr.
work was ok. quite bored though.
i gonna test my shit.
so those who wanna see my shit, maybe u wanna see tmr's post.
i'll post my shit pic up. i mean reallySTOOL. so if you're eating,
please dun read. lols! if not you'll probably throw up. LOLS.
thanks to sakae lah. idiotic. zzzz
i became sexy girl today!
cus my shirt was extra big size 42! -_-"
so marisah kept complaining bout me having my shirt tucked out ( sounds like school )
so i got quite irritated and i tucked in like super nerd. everything in.
and with my skinny jeans ( camouflage as working pants, its 3 size bigger than my usual )
trace said i look like some 80s maybe elvis presly type. LOLS
den i became sexy ever since. wahahahaha.
the customers started streaming in bout 6+ full house.
had to top up all the tea cups, saucer and sideplates...
got bout 3 deliveries and 2 takeaways.
after that super freee.
so slack lor.
den the stupid Violet/Fadhila/Fadhil compare me and jasmine.
ask me work till 8.30. still please me.. ( maybe cus alot of ppl lah )
but i didnt want to. lols.
before i went off, marisah also, work till 10 lah.
me : dun wan lah! byebye!
LOLS. den my man( no more boy ) gave a surprise visit.
lame ass. he got me flower and cookies.
so sweet. but still angry lor! HMPH ( highest pitched )
after that, he ate at long john. den he got me this super large drink ( crazy )
saw alvin and his friends. his hair not nice alr. last time nicer.
and i still remember there was once i talked to him,
faliq made a big fuss out of it. wth man.
ok. so he ate very long, cus we kept talking.
he sent he home. tmr got sch ( i mean he )
sian lor!
tmr got work from 5-9 more sian.
marisah siao alr.
i miss my tuition mates lah. alamak!
sarah,huimin,jiahui and people!
block catching, badminton, football with kenneth and winnie. LOLS
tution together, mr ck's house.
haha, those days....
huimin's in AC, jiahui PJ? sarah working.
i miss BP for nuts! lols.
i miss the place, the people.
but hope they are doing all fine =)
sarah,huimin,jiahui and people!
block catching, badminton, football with kenneth and winnie. LOLS
tution together, mr ck's house.
haha, those days....
huimin's in AC, jiahui PJ? sarah working.
i miss BP for nuts! lols.
i miss the place, the people.
but hope they are doing all fine =)
Saturday, January 05, 2008
i travelled across the border ALONE.
actually not really, along the way, i met this pretty lady
whose name is ( i forgot ) from some weird country.
she was going johor also, so being a regular there, i showed her the way.
(nice right. hehehehehe) so i reached there super early, not much ppl what.
SCHOOL STARTED, and i dun have school! WEEEE~
so my mum insisted that i go super early this time,
to avoid wasting bout 1hr of waiting time ( the other time )
bcus shes a malaysian and so they have this 'autopass' this which is more efficient
than those people chopping your passport. LOLS!
rained, went there, walked around, HAD SECRET RECIPE! =)
again, but it was good. i know all these makes me fat. BUT WHATEVER!
their fruit punch dunnoe why, blended. taste abit like watermelon+banana.
hahahaha. but food taste the same. had fish and chips.
and cheaper than singapore. hohoho.
aft that went for facial. had to change to this one piece suit.
alamak. i feel so empty. LOLS!
the facial was good. i like the masque.
almost fell asleep. they were using some weird devices again... LOLS.
after facial, walked around. had dinner at a hong kong restaurant.
everything there is pork,beef and chicken.
lols. no veggies!!!
so no choice, settled with noodles with 2 veggies, chicken wings
and preserved veggies.
THE ADDIDAS AT CITY SQUARE SUCKS! no water bottle!
so i guess i have no choice but to hunt down singapore's sportslink.
i miss my beloved bottle. *sniff sniff*
after that went home....
and here i am =)
actually not really, along the way, i met this pretty lady
whose name is ( i forgot ) from some weird country.
she was going johor also, so being a regular there, i showed her the way.
(nice right. hehehehehe) so i reached there super early, not much ppl what.
SCHOOL STARTED, and i dun have school! WEEEE~
so my mum insisted that i go super early this time,
to avoid wasting bout 1hr of waiting time ( the other time )
bcus shes a malaysian and so they have this 'autopass' this which is more efficient
than those people chopping your passport. LOLS!
rained, went there, walked around, HAD SECRET RECIPE! =)
again, but it was good. i know all these makes me fat. BUT WHATEVER!
their fruit punch dunnoe why, blended. taste abit like watermelon+banana.
hahahaha. but food taste the same. had fish and chips.
and cheaper than singapore. hohoho.
aft that went for facial. had to change to this one piece suit.
alamak. i feel so empty. LOLS!
the facial was good. i like the masque.
almost fell asleep. they were using some weird devices again... LOLS.
after facial, walked around. had dinner at a hong kong restaurant.
everything there is pork,beef and chicken.
lols. no veggies!!!
so no choice, settled with noodles with 2 veggies, chicken wings
and preserved veggies.
THE ADDIDAS AT CITY SQUARE SUCKS! no water bottle!
so i guess i have no choice but to hunt down singapore's sportslink.
i miss my beloved bottle. *sniff sniff*
after that went home....
and here i am =)
Friday, January 04, 2008
| You Are An Introvert! |
 You're not necessarily anti-social, but you do tend to need a lot of alone time. You tend to think before you talk, which doesn't make you the loudest person in the room. While you aren't outgoing, you are a good listener - and you tend to be a loyal friend. And you enjoy your friends as much as any extrovert does, in smaller doses. You're more of a conversation over dinner type than a party animal... and so are all your friends. |
| What Shi Lin Means |
 You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
battle of the ''man".
YAY. f4's back! lols. ( i know abit gay lah)
since i supported them last time, i wouldnt much mind listening to their songs again.
i've got 2 of their albums. i dont really listen to them now ( since i got no mp3)
alamak. i used to like zai zai ( 2nd from pic ). now not nice alr. i prefer vanness!
he got rid of his freaking long hair( in fact, all of them had long hair last time)
maybe it was kinda "IN" back then.
den the zai zai also dumb, jay chou came up with a sng for him " I'm not F4" ( translated )
since i supported them last time, i wouldnt much mind listening to their songs again.
i've got 2 of their albums. i dont really listen to them now ( since i got no mp3)
alamak. i used to like zai zai ( 2nd from pic ). now not nice alr. i prefer vanness!
he got rid of his freaking long hair( in fact, all of them had long hair last time)
maybe it was kinda "IN" back then.
den the zai zai also dumb, jay chou came up with a sng for him " I'm not F4" ( translated )
but i still prefer pan shuai! wilber!
this one is the best. LOLS.
i like manly man. lols.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
work was okay today.
i haven't been talking to her even though sometimes she tried to initiate the conversation.
like yucks! please lah... when i say i wont talk means i wont!
today, folded plastic bags, had some orders.
Marisah treated drinks.
and we had a lame talk in the kitchen. LOLS.
damn lame. but it was good. cus it was without her!
Ah Ing tried to learn philipino while cheryl was trying to learn mandarin.
and they were talking bout funny things that made me laugh tooo! LOLS.
so cute lah, both of them.
so my 4hrs passed like that. weeeee~
fadhila/fadhil/violet messaged me and duh~ i didnt reply = i am working.
after work replied him, he was loitering at jp. Zzzzz
asked me to meet him, i asked him to meet june. LOLS.
i wanted to go home.
he was the only staff who comforted me after i broke the chawamushi cup! LOLS.
apparently, he was the only svc crew who saw it lah!
Bain came over to my house bus stop to pass me his memory card for the games.
now its done!=) 2 days off means i only get to see him on sun.
lols, he even passed me his phone to try out the game. cool.
I LOVE TODAY! because i get to do lots of things on my own.
( singles' life ) heh. no lah...
and guess what, now i'm wearing the earrings which i kept for 2 years.
but now, i'm just wearing it for the sake of wearing.
not cus of some special reasons.
did lotsa reflections today. it sucked of cus. LOLS.
but made me realise lots of things.
anyway, the song above is my wedding song. lols.
i've planned it already.
maybe over the years, i'll discover more. heh.
den whao! my dream wedding!
i am so bored!
but its okay, i'm working later to kill some time.
tmr,off day. i'm most prob gonna rot at home, no money to go out alr. LOLS.
sat, i'm going city square again!yes! i need to go there and look for
a new replacement. not boyfriend of cus. MY WATER BOTTLE LAH!
i survived without my beloved bottle for 3 weeks. 3 LONG WEEKS.
now i can go back there again, and probably spend some bucks on clothes & stuffs.
mummy's paying of cus.
the other time i went, didnt have much chance to shop. cus it was getting late.
sooo.. i make sure i shop this time! hehe.
17 more days to end of work!
while my boy's out at camp.
i shall find my own entertainment...
when he's back on sat, i'm going to jb. what a good timing.
lols. but its okay=) must be positive. heh.
lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
but its okay, i'm working later to kill some time.
tmr,off day. i'm most prob gonna rot at home, no money to go out alr. LOLS.
sat, i'm going city square again!yes! i need to go there and look for
a new replacement. not boyfriend of cus. MY WATER BOTTLE LAH!
i survived without my beloved bottle for 3 weeks. 3 LONG WEEKS.
now i can go back there again, and probably spend some bucks on clothes & stuffs.
mummy's paying of cus.
the other time i went, didnt have much chance to shop. cus it was getting late.
sooo.. i make sure i shop this time! hehe.
17 more days to end of work!
while my boy's out at camp.
i shall find my own entertainment...
when he's back on sat, i'm going to jb. what a good timing.
lols. but its okay=) must be positive. heh.
lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
while everyone is at school today,
i'm here at home rotting to death.
well, maybe i should be like CAB yo!
and be positive bout everything! RIGHT?
then again, how many people can be like me enjoying free time?
on the other hand, my brain is undergoing the process called rusting.
as suggested, i should get myself some books after payday.
as to prepare myself for my future courses.
be it banking & finance or Marine studies.
i have the sudden urge to join saf.
to have muscles and no more fats, to take off the helicopter.
whao! den i get to meet new kind of ppl there. weeee~
yesterday i slept at around 4+ 5. didnt wake up since 11+
didnt even know that my mum came back.
didnt even wake up to pee. LOLS!
skipped dinner without feeling hungry.
continued sleeping after msging dearest.
woke up like 9 today.
=)
i'm bored. but then again, this is how life will be for the next 3 years or so.
i look forward to starting my school.
i look forward to pay day.
i look forward to shopping.
i look forward to going for a holiday.
i look forward to meeting new people.
i look forward to meeting my new friends.
actually, i enjoy being alone. heh.
i'm here at home rotting to death.
well, maybe i should be like CAB yo!
and be positive bout everything! RIGHT?
then again, how many people can be like me enjoying free time?
on the other hand, my brain is undergoing the process called rusting.
as suggested, i should get myself some books after payday.
as to prepare myself for my future courses.
be it banking & finance or Marine studies.
i have the sudden urge to join saf.
to have muscles and no more fats, to take off the helicopter.
whao! den i get to meet new kind of ppl there. weeee~
yesterday i slept at around 4+ 5. didnt wake up since 11+
didnt even know that my mum came back.
didnt even wake up to pee. LOLS!
skipped dinner without feeling hungry.
continued sleeping after msging dearest.
woke up like 9 today.
=)
i'm bored. but then again, this is how life will be for the next 3 years or so.
i look forward to starting my school.
i look forward to pay day.
i look forward to shopping.
i look forward to going for a holiday.
i look forward to meeting new people.
i look forward to meeting my new friends.
actually, i enjoy being alone. heh.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
while i'm still awake and still have things clearly in mind, i shall blog =)
yesterday was a bad start of the day, because of what she ordered me to.
15 mins from my end time, she told me to go inside the kitchen and prepare 3 party sets.
i wouldnt mind if its just one. but its 3. and i was rushing for time lor!
ok. so she wanted it by 2.30 ( i end work at 2)
so i told her DAMN nicely, that i end work at 2.
her next sentence was " now u also doing nth"
meaning what, you expect me to finish 3 part sets in 15mins?
FISH you. even the fastest auntie also cannot lor, what more me.
so ever since then, i stopped looking at her, everytime she walks pass, i just look away.
she is such an ass, i hope she will never find a husband, and never have kids. eee.
i'll come back one day, with a higher status and by then she can just bend her head down when she walk pass me. HMPH!
enough of that, so i ended work at 3..( damn her)
rushed home... get changed. met my dearest after MUCH hesitation, right?
i was late. and he was damn early( to get tickets lah) haha. sorry lor.
had our lunch cum dinner at secret recipe. yummmy yummy( initially).
but after awhile it gets yucky. like so disgusting. i had grilled chicken with black pepper sauce.
supposed to have some catch of the day with lobster sauce or smth. but changed with dearest,
cus got fries. so nice of him eh. LOLS.
but whatever! i got angry after that. HMPH!( high pitch)
he knows why. den i ignored him. it was a silent meal.
only after that i decided to talk to him. lols!
got banana choc cake or smth and that guy lah, extra. haha. go order icecream!
smarties treat. but all icecreams taste good. except that i was kinda bloated alr.
the cake taste quite alright. but the cream too much. LOLS.
( taste a lil like chlorine, to me )
after meal, dearest had to go for prayers.
so i waited for him at mac.. after that sat at the bridge i think.
for about 2 hours or so. till 11? den we headed to another place to watch fireworks.
alamak. so many people.
finally new year, alot of people shouting. the fireworks were great.
i love it. and hes the first. LOLS. ( he must be grinning )
after that, my bag spoiled. lols! better not talk bout it.
went back to the bridge... waited for time to past.
bout 12.50, walked to marina sq( in fear )
caught I AM LEGEND at 1.25am! =)
i was like falling asleep alr. lols!
but managed to hang on.
probably due to the SUDDEN appearing scenes.
lols, but i still liked the movie, although it's kinda unrealistic.
touching yet, disheartening kind of feeling.
after movie, bout 3+. got a drink and went back to the bridge.
not much people by then... dearest had his singing session.
while i was resting. and almost falling asleep. but didnt!
" just like a star across my sky" lols! wth!
stayed there will 5+. where the stars started to appear for awhile. i love it.
WAHAHAHA. took the first train back.
dearest got choked on soya bean. LOLS! and reason being stupid.
he thought it was his listerene mouth wash. haha.
the train was very packed. i was on/off during the journey.
dearest 'sent' me home.
when i reached home, had a shower, ate banana nut crunch and HEAD TO WORK!
nothing interesting bout work today, except that i fell on my butts( very slippery )
what a start to a new year.
yesterday i didnt meet any of my friends.
but i saw nanhua's shooter. marlene's batch bdiv.
i forgot her name. all i can rmb is that she can launch very well.
the rest are all my dearest's friends. most of them were like Isham?! kind of reation.
i help him make over!now hes a hottie. haha. wth!
i still saw the person i should avoid. lols!
whatever it is, i enjoyed my day really much, especially with his company =)
i love you !
due to handphone bill exploading, i would like to wish ALL of you.
( including those who wished me but didnt receive a reply from me )
a happy happy happy new year! =)
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