image heavy+unglam

kns want to wear what dun have what!

tt time can't find futsal jersey

now i can't find my team tanglin netball

angry angry =(

and all those i have is I DUN WEAR ONE LOR

think my mum threw the wrong pile

sad max but what to do!

at least I still have the dirty yellow tanglin jersey. it was my best

at least I have 2 futsal camp shirt

and most importantly, at least I have clothes to wear and choose from.

this is called ku zhong zuo le.

I wanted so much to blog my baby pictures + growing up pictures

I lead a very extraordinary life.

I have alot of people who care about me (:

but image upload disabled for 2 hours.

if i feel desperate enough i might just use photobucket.

otherwise, tmr!

*you guys damn lucky i just manage to upload*

k let me talk abit about today first!

to celebrate our 1st official month working together, we decided to have a feast!!

the brown rice is mine shiying's rice on the left and wanting's soonkueh on the right!

AND dunnoe heng or suay ALL OUR "LIAO" we suppose to share ARE CHICKEN!!

so i call it a chickenini day...

got seaweed chicken from wt, nuggets from shing and black pepper chicken from me!!

too much we couldn't finish. to be continued tmr! HAHAH

it's be and my bro and my 2 elder cousins!!

maybe that's why i grew up in a very guy-ish environment...

see my unglam photo, i miss my xiao zhen tou! i call it (:

At my waipo's place @ malaysia! Segamat!

waipo's motorcycle. I wish she was still here =(

my cousin my malaysia! shes exactly 6 months older than me! hehe

i have uncle hairstyle leh =(

on my left is peijun! my childhood friend, shes 2 days younger than me

and look at my translucent swimming costume! WHO GOT ME THAT?!?!

and my pathetic limp hair.

can count how many strands of hair man. HAHAA

at my grandma house at jurong east. I think this is p1,

cus I had piercing and the yellow thing u see on on my ear is oilment for my infection.

p1 already playing PS1. oh, PS1 i repeat

dunnoe which birthday!! why am i holding my bro's hand instead of his holding mine

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! HAHA

sit also like tomboy, leg open so big. cui...

a photoshoot i insisted to take, before i learn to smile nicely. HAHA SO UGLY!!

got potential to become model? HAHA

if only i remained this slim and dark ah!~

it's my bro's birthday but looks like I'm the limelight. mwahahaha

ok soon i'll have nice straight teeth again! can't wait to boast like this. HAHAH

and my fringe abit cui. i have a feeling this is p1!

If i'm not wrong this picture was taken when i was p2.

what happen was in the day, both my parents were away to work.

only left me& my bro.

we dunnoe what to do so we take pictures lor...

and HAPPILY lock all the rooms

leaving the key inside the room

called my grandma for help! den ever since then, we shifted back to my grandma's place

until p4/5.

oh btw i quite like my hair here. complement my round face

should i give it a try?

but this kind of hair abit hard to maintain

cus ALWAYS have to be at this lenth

too long not nice too short also not nice!

HOW HOW advice please!!

i'm kinda tired of long hair though!

I don't know what got into me.

i decided one day i should have all my smiles look stretched

so u can see my mouth super long and forced! HAHAHA

NICE HAIR RIGHT!!

forced doublechin! UNGLAM!

nice hair bro!! HAHAHA

got look like f4's vanness? HAHA

once healthy once slim once slim

DAMN DEPRESS NOW!

good mini party~

my 3 besties from p3/p4.

p4 alr so auntie + retro taka plastic! now it's paper bag!

sentosa to celebrate my birthday in sec 1!!

sec 2 countdown which means countdown to 2006!

sy when will u visit sentosa w me again!!

triple j's when are we going again!

super wanna go bintan =(

1e4/2e4 craziest bunch of ppl always! miss you guys loads!!

Sembawang thing~ the leader same birthday as me!

i think we were representing Saudi Arabia and we won!!

and i miss my Blue Pe tshirt =( it died

ever since my netball mates threw CORN FLOUR on me

on my birthday and can't be removed!!

ahhh~

some of the 3e1 girls

BEST!!!

TA08 too many pics can't include here. HEHE

shall do a seperate one SOON

appetite bad for the past 2 days

ache like crazy but today's dinner i was able to eat meat!

tmr will be a crazy FEAST DAY

cus we are celebrating 1st month of working together

damn cute right!!

hope my teeth will be guai tmr

and separators please drop soon!

if not have to wait till mon =(

Weekends I love weekends.

I appreciate you!

separators are killing me.

very painful to bite hard food

like brocolli. LOL

failed atempt to service my lappy today

cus i forgot to get the job service number.

need to call and get it done before 21st.

fri sports day!

(:

Yesterday

Isham woke up late yesterday

so I had abit of time and gathered my babies

for a picture.

the latest addition was "Loftso" the big boss.

The oldest here is Winne the pooh from SY in 2003. well maintained right!

I had a sudden craze for pigs.

and that's why you can see 2 lovelies at the 2 sides.

An pan man i got it in Hongkong without any hesitation

Big bear was from 'Isham in 2008

These 3 lovelies are also given by SY.

i have no chance to use it for now!

such lovely angels!

(:

gonna service my com today

before the warranty runs out!

so you'll probably not see me for a week.

Most importantly, I am going on anesthetic for my gums later

It's been a long time and I damn scared I'll drool.

LOL

Hope next week's work would be awesome.

I miss all of you (:

but for now, can see my pic and miss my face k! (:

on the 14th,

wanted to get materials for 'isham's birthday after work.

failed cus he came down to surprise me on our 35th month.

that day I was super stress!!

on the 15th,

met din to pass him his stuffs.

lied to isham.

rush rush rush to get everything

was late and isham was very pissed with me.

today

woke up in the morning to do a big cookie for isham

it failed miserably, so i had to make do with the remaining.

went back to small cookies in the end.

glad he enjoyed it.

went fish spa @ qianhu, somewhere we've been wanting to go but never had the chance.

being my second experience, I was quick to jump to the medium sized fish

while 'Isham was still stuck with the smaller fishes.

We stayed there longer than expected. lol!

the feeling damn shiok!!

headed to Sentosa for desperados.

short and lame but I managed to get 3rd (:

it was kinda ex, so we spent some time exploring sentosa

while planning our 3rd anniversary.

last station was FOOD!

we spent some time travelling but i guess afterall, it was worthwhile.

We had TEPPANYAKI!

something i've not tried, let alone 'Isham...

not too bad for the food and price.

by the time we left we were bloated!

just the right serving and definitely a great way to end the day.

I was also very much impressed with the chef's skills. haha.

while returning home we had H2H talk.

I told him I was never good at anything.

I feel very average and I'm just average in whatever I do.

I don't do it extremely well neither do I totally suck in it.

Den as I elaborate further, my self confidence went even lower.

But I am glad the bad days are over.

and I finally see some light in my life.

I am going to be the strongest/bravest/independent woman ever!!

Can I?

you're finally 19

and i'm still 18, as young as ever. weeeee~

我不想我不想不想长大！

Tmr I am having mixed feelings

ahhhhhhhhh~

wang ji wang ji!

Everything screwed up today!!

arghhhh.....

shall blog again later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'ISHAM! =D

4th week of internship!

SO HOW DO YOU READ THE CHINESE CHARACTER?

ACTUALLY, i gave a very big clue!

i said "wah biang" and YES!!

"Biang" is how you read it.

weird i know!

it's actually a name of some kind of noodle in China or smth like that.

57 bi hua! can die!

I was reading my diary which i had since mid 2003.

half of the content consist of things I prefer to keep to myself.

It's always funny looking through your past

and I super like the feeling cus it just shows how much I've grown.

I left primary school and entered sec sch like a chao ah lian

maybe because of my very tomboy nature

used to play cs with my guy friends and i forgot what

now i talk wrestling and more with my guy friends. HAHA

and i don't know why i am like that!!

in sec 1, I find it very difficult to part with my friends

and on the other hand, I quite anti-social last time... so i don't like making new friends.

bu shuang only sprout vulgarities like nobody's business.

you know there was one period got this pair of slipper keychain very popular

i think i got too emo so i cut both the slippers.

my science teacher saw and she scolded me.

of cus i was pissed den i scolded vulgarity quite softly

dunnoe my softly too loud or what! she heard den she suan me.

sweet looking but scold vulgarities also no use

wah den i very pekchek but decided not to escalate

so i continue cutting my 'slippers'

I think sec 1 to 2 was major change because my class got closer

So i decided to become a good girl.

and that's when i decided to play the heartbreaker's game.

and from there i realise I cannot commit at all!!!

after A there was B. while I was with B I think of C.

While I was with C I want to go back to A.

In this case, change cannot be the only constant =(

when can I go back to my healthiest period?

when i can see my defined jawline

this was taken when I was still with F.

nowonder i was healthy. lol

didn't eat alot during that time cus half the time i get too excited.

1 month of internship like finally over

I love Internship totally.

I am very lucky I've got shiying and wanting

nvr fail to make me laugh

but of cus there will be some not so nice one la huh.

can't say out cus it's veru sensitive

but as time passes, i realised that most ppl in my department are quite friendly!

Next fri, finance sports day! yay

I wish...

I wish I look pretty to you all the time.

Because each time I don't, I ask myself,愛呢?

I know there are so many ppl out there who doesn't appreciate my kind of beauty

but I was hoping you do.

你就完全变了样
maybe my initial plan 3 years ago backfired.

Hope tmr will be all well!
we've been quarreling for 2 consecutive days.

the most difficult chinese character still in use

come tell me how to read this

i learnt this at work! hahaha and the pronunciation really wah biang!

lol. shall reveal next post (:

work today was alright. got quite some stuffs to do in the morning...

some stuffs happened and I VERY ANGRY

so angry that i want to rant to anyone who's willing to listen! =D

tomorrow is thursday! yay!

I believe in Karma. so I better not do what i don't want others to do onto me.

but i can't control =(

I got disgusted for my own acts

and i believe I had my karma, cus i got it 3 times =(

when can i live today and forget yesterday?

wants to play netball on saturday.

pathetic 5 please jio me. LOL

sat busy day

sun i'll prolly bleed at home.

not menses la. my ugly teeth.

Next week if all goes well I WANT TO go sentosa

jogging or any form of exercise

i said I WANT TO, hopefully no changes to it

since babe is gonna celebrate my birthday on sat

which means i'm free on 5th!

come date me.

omg i sound so desperate. HAHA

whatever, if all else fails, I alr have a back-up plan.

so... xian shuo ming, first come first serve ah.

my principle still applies though (:

I DONT WANT TO TURN 19!!

but ok, let me be beautiful before 21. heeeeeee

thanks SY!

thanks 'Isham!

for giving me courage and strength, against all odds.

(:

bo gay for 2 years is no fun but i am looking forward to the end product

even if it means i have to splurge on it.

gao xing is cute but i think i like duan cheng feng better

mwahahaha

price of beauty

11 oct

WRITE EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND
DON'T CHANGE IT.

I DID THIS EXACTLY 2 years ago, i am gonna re-do this! heh!

1. Your ex and you ...
- can never be friends

2. I am listening to ...
- Backstreet Boys-how did i fall in love with you

3. Maybe I should ...
- hesitate no more and follow my heart

4. I love ...
- Muhammad 'Isham Bin Suprayitno (:

5. My best friend(s) ...
- 6F clique, Ta08, Pathetic 5, childhood friends, sec sch friends, too many =(

6. I don't understand ...
- why i am always so poor

7. I have lost my respect for ...
- David Beckham

8. I last ate ...
- Sweets!

9. The meaning of my display name
is ...
-My name Shi Lin. i don't know what shi means but lin means king of forest(rule the world)

oh wait, did someone tell me this or did i decipher this myself. HAHA, maybe i can really be politician

10. God ...
- is special to each and everyone of us

11. Someday ...
- i will be RICH!

12. I will always be ...
- PRETTY. HAHAHAHA

13. Love....
- is blind

14. I never ever want to lose ...
- anything i once had

15. My myspace is ...
- closed?

17. I get annoyed when ...
- I keep saying things i shouldn't say

18. Parties ...
- are always fun.

20. Simple Kisses ...
- are always sweer

21. Today I ...
- worked

22. I wish ...
- i don't have to lose anyone around me

IS YOUR/ARE YOU
01. is your hair wet?
- no

02. is your cell phone right by you?
- Yes.

03. do you miss someone?
- YES!

04. are you wearing chop stick?
- never had one

05. are you tired?
- VERY

06. are you wearing pajamas?
- no!

08. are you mad?
- no reason to be

09. are you upset?
- i guess no. all's well

HAVE YOU
01. recently done anything you regret?
- YES!!!

02. ever lied?
- of cus, who doesnt?

03. ever stuck gum under a desk?
- no... never.

04. ever kicked someone?
- in my dreams!

05. ever tripped over your own feet?
- duh~

TODAY HAVE YOU:
01. have you cursed?
- accidentally. lol

02. have you gotten mad at someone?
- No.

-RANDOM-
Q: is there a person who is on your
mind right now?
A: yes

Q: do you have any siblings?
A: Yes

Q: do you want children?
A:definitely but not now!

Q: do you smile often?
A: most of the time yes!

Q: do you untie your shoes every time
you take them off?
A: not unless they are sports shoes

Q: do you like your handwriting?
A: seriously no! and never

Q: are your toenails painted?
A: Yes but it's dying soon

Q: are you a friendly person?
A: actually No. but I CAN BE

Q: whose bed others than yours do you
sleep in?
A: not much chance to sleep on other ppl's bed leh. lol! oh isit?

Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
A: brown

Q: what were you doing at 7pm
yesterday?
A: Movie!!

Q: I can’t wait until ...
A: THIS WEEKEND

I was supposed to draw in bubble font 'No Admittance"

Everyone who knows me well enough should also know i'm never good in ART.

sometimes you dun have to be good. just have to play smart (:

so smart ppl like me go trace fonts la (:

shading is always nicer than printed fonts! right right right!

come guys, vote which one is nicer!

oh and the post-it note you see on the paper is lame

but fun to play around with.

it says... "Go away, or else you'll regret it"

well, you get to tick what you want to say (:

and in the foreground, you see another piece of paper

I was so bored that I drew the "family tree" after a long long time (:

some brain cells were killed cus i was thinking hard over who's who.

Apparently after HT and Samuel i forgot everything.

until it reaches the 3rd generation, which is the Triple J's part.. hahaha

I also tried to recall the group names, but i could only remember mine...

and the 3 gangs (: Oniki, Pervertic, Sissy

naming the class register was a breeze.

I was rotting at work today...

thoughts kept running, well at least it saved me from falling asleep in several occasions.

I thought about my future, my past =(

I am STILL lost in my own world...

today is Shi Ying's birthday!

shes so cute!

I was tired and she said she was awake after phone calls from her aunt

den i asked her to call me, she really did

when we are just opposite each other.

When I was bored she would make Sudoku for me.

We played Bingo today without talking. hahaha

Wan Ting and I played Wii during lunch.

Too much to think, time passes considerably fast today.

interesting pic (:

Motivate me anyone!!!

Feels like living in North Korea cus i'm totally locked out of the world

while working, but i think i just found a solution to it (:

GREAT DAY

There is nothing more I could wish for,

to meet up my dear 6F clique after a long long time(6 months only la)

We met at Marina for Hotpot Culture!

actually not very nice but managed to fill my stomach anyway.

the fondue chocolate is very nice though and banana is just nice! shiok

it was literally reigniting the flame but of cus not la!! (hidden meaning) HAHAHA

after eating some problems surfaced, feel very pekchek

but it got better after awhile.

hais... army guys army guys

please the remaining guys hz and sp DONT CHANGE!! LOL

though i always say change is the only constant (:

but overall I was glad at least we spent sometime together

whether or not we were in full strength.

it was good knowing everyone is doing well.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU NO MATTER WHAT!

let me repeat for one of the very few times...

6Flexibility'03 will never be replaced in my heart!!

call be bias or whatsoever.

fortunately and unfortunately i can only rmb the class register for pri sch (:

and oh ytd we reminisce our NEOPRINTS Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

now we lao le lao le

WAH STRESS AH. isham's birthday next week.

haven't decided what to do!

SANRIO 50th anniversary fair!!! HERE I COME!

edit:

I think i forgot the most important part!!

WE WENT TO SEE FORTUNE TELLER

not too bad for a first experience

but we're too young to know what exactly the future holds for us.

But i do believe where you want to be and what you want to do is in our hands...

Went for movie after I came back from Sy's house.

Switch, not bad. but the intro kinda long and i was dozing off in between.

the ending was nice, caught my attention so i didn't sleep.

OH AND I GOT HELLO KITTY COVERED SHOES. quite plain

but ok for the price!

no schedule book though!!

=( think i'll be getting it online

ok, I AM SO GONNA DIE TOMORROW.

it's gonna be a vicious cycle

and i have to submit report next week

seriously... DIE.

Experts say sleep more lose more weight!

OK, now I know why...

I MUST SLEEP EARLIER TOO!!

anw i gained whatever i've lost earlier.

way to go!

still trying to adapt to office life.

feel like sleeping, eat!

lunch eat!

dinner eat!

CHANGE!!! is the only constant!

tmr is fri! yay!

commonwealth games!

One of the very few times I get the chance to watch Netball on tv.

The pockets of the goal third looks very small at home.

but when you start running, you'll realise how big it can actually be.

I've not touched netball for a long long time,

and no doubt it was my best sport.

I had the best teammates, the toughest training, and most importantly,

the best of health!!

I've never felt so healthy ever since I left Tss Netball.

I miss having someone to push my limits...

I really think I can work better under pressure.

arghhhhh, so what's the use of whining now.

nvm, I am determined to go back for futsal training every tuesday once school starts =D

I think after year 1 I gradually lost all pressure cus

partly my mum wasn't too defiant over my relationship aft some time

rmb there was one point of time I WAS VERY VERY determined to prove my mum wrong?

yeah, year 3 is crap.

ok time for bed and another day at work tmr!

I was half-dead today, good luck to the other half tmr. omg am i even making sense? LOL

homeless kid

my results suck and i have nowhere to go...

applying for uni is a long process and requires lots of patience.

the longer you wait, the lesser the hope...

but no worries for now as the application only starts in Feb.

No regrets coming Poly over JC

at least now I can speak so much better

I am much more confident than the first time i screwed on tanglin stage.

it provided me with a marketable cert.

unfortunately, a lousy A's can't bring u anywhere

but at least a lousy gpa w diploma you can still come out and work!

used to think CCA is not important and it still is?

If you're good enough, you'll make it,

you don't need CCAs! although they say they look at non-academic stuff

but i think maybe just maybe that applies more for SMU.

same idea is DPA.

if you are good enough for the course, you'll make it.

don't need to go through DPA.

that's just my humble opinion!!

but anyway, my Gpa is far from the cutoff.

although very tempted to SIM-UOL

but nah, fees are too ex to afford.

but it's too early to say anything

i might just change my mind!

but for now gonna try local or nothing else!!

but got 1 course quite interesting maritime business

niceeeeeeeeeee! maritime rocks socks

see hw lor see hw lor

well at least I cleared my last sem with no Cs! YAY!!

Tomorrow is friday,

end early

resultzz

workload no less but more!

but i look forward to work everyday! =D

Work load going up!

which is good cus time passes quite fast though we countdown to 6.30 everyday (:

I face excel everyday

but the senior accountant very nice =D and young...

actually after one and a half week,

people there like a better and i dun feel so sian alr.

CUS FINALLY GOT SMTH TO DO!!

yay yay yay! but numbers don't tally grrrrrrrr

gotta go check it out tmr morning...

so many excel file link here link there until sometimes so many lines

get parallax error, link wrong cell =(

tomorrow will be a better

and hopefully FRIDAY TOO! =(

hotmail still f-up apparently many are facing the same problem

partial or full? braces soon

i want pay soon

i am getting fatter, everyday eat sleep sit omg.

other than the long working hours, alls fine!

WO LAI LE!

Regained life yesterday...

It was dress down day so i could wear something casual!

After work took 175 to cathay for movie

the journey was damn long and the bus driver

uses intermittent braking so hard and so frequent that

we were all swaying left right left right throughout.

plus, the bus had very limited seats because it was an advertisement bus

caused me to have headache =(

bad bad bad BUT it was just a start to the bad day...

I told 'Isham to meet at HSBC he jitao walk to Cathay to go toilet.

zzzz den I have to walk an extra busstop,

but thank you, if not i wouldn't have met SHIMIN!! HAHAHAAHA

(:

so when i reached he was at the toilet

the show we intended to watch was at 7.05 and it was already 6.45

I was in the queue but was too fast and I'm unsure whether he has got the tickets

SPAM CALLS, in the end he got very irritated, so was I.

i know very stupid, but don't like rushing you know!

ok, so we got nachos, I was getting change from the crew

then he got pissed cus i nvr help him hold zzzz

den when i hold the drink, tried to drink, the cap wasn't closed properly

It was raining on my top and my top is WHITE

I WAS DAMN PISSED I SWEAR

but nevertheless, the movie(Infidel) was great as it clearly shows an internal struggle

of someone born this way vs brought up this way. racial issues.

and VERY FUNNY though some of them were sexual which I really catch no balls.

not bad a movie (:

after movie it was late can't find place to eat went to eat la mian.

home sweet home!

This morning I had Mac Breakfast. mwahhahaha

Went Bugis to shop for isham's berms.

quick one, returned home

btw, I AM STILL deprived of sleep.

I am gonna bring food from home for lunch because I can no longer afford expensive food!

=( But not too bad, I have biscuit now, donuts!! gonna cook Pasta and Miso soup for MON! =D

Hope Mon will have things to do

if not will spend another 2hours trying to solve Sudoku and still cannot solve =(

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO WORK!! =D

(:

I lost touch with the world.

I have NO internet access during work.

and when i'm back, i'm too tired to go online, chat

I sleep at 11pm +- everyday

It's a good cycle though (:

Work isn't that bad, if only I had more things to do.

then I don't need to stoned infront of the computer with no internet access

I even brought story books.

give me work to do! zzzz dun keep doing your own work

when u leave i know nothing i die not you die =(

Looks like finance department have ALOT of new staffs

maybe just maybe it's quite a scary place~ lol

time pass fast fast

Oh, i'm in the Financial Accounting department

I deal with GLs and FA

the FA reports are crazy!!

the rest are manageable as for now.

My department is really do your own thing department

the other side of the finance departments more noisy. haha.

OMG!! plus, I don't have much work! so like a jitao stoning ttm sometimes.

but it was much better for the first day though, i think i stoned the whole day.

I hope month end comes faster so I can have more work to do? HAHA

hmmm, not too much i hope?

Still getting used to the quietness!!

cannot imagine like 5hrs don't talk!!

plus cannot dozed off AT ALL. maybe school's better? HAHA

NONONO!!!

oh anw, today is mooncake festival!

the finance and accounting division had some celebration

from 430-630

so work 2 hrs less!!

not too bad not too bad!

can't wait to get over and done with tmr's long day

and friday's 530.

jiayou ba!

got things to do time passes faster

my supervisor away for maternity.

plus there like a not very strict.

don't know good or bad

but aiyaaaaaa results firsst!!!

drained

I am not tired. I am drained out.

Although I did really Nothing for the day...

but managed to read up some familiar notes

zzz

looking forward to tmr.

my heels killed me today.

tmr No heels mwahahaha

I saw this in the co.

guess what's this?

Weekkkkkkk

dread

Although I look forward to attachment ALL THE TIME

Now I DREAD IT I DREAD IT I DREAD IT.

aiya, always have this kind of feeling!

but it's ok, i know i will get used to it!

GO SHI LIN

rashes getting worse, better tmr i hope!!

ALL THE BEST TO ALL HAVING ATTACHMENT TMR!

update me! and keep in touch!!

Hope nth screw up tmr.

it's different tmr!!! or maybe not. hmm

jiayou all.

mwahahaha

am i cheating when all along i had loved you, and i had not done anything that crosses the border?

Babe, that's my question to you now...

I've done all I can!!

better than not doing anything =P

Whatever You Think Think the Opposite

“TRAPPED. It’s not because you are making the wrong decisions. It’s because you are making the right ones. We try to make sensible decisions based on the facts in front of us. The problem with making sensible decisions is that so is everybody else.”

“I WANT. Making the safe decision is dull, predictable and leads nowhere new. The unsafe decision causes you to think and respond in a way you hadn’t thought of. And that thought will lead to other thoughts which will help you achieve what you want. Start taking bad decisions and it will take you to a place where others only dream of being.”

“ARE YOU BEING REASONABLE? Most people are reasonable; that’s why they only do reasonably well.”

“WHAT IS A GOOD IDEA? One that happens is. If it doesn’t, it isn’t.”* *Even a bad idea that happens is better than a “good idea” that doesn’t

“DON’T STAY TOO LONG IN A JOB. … FIRED? IT’S THE BEST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU.* (*You hated your situation anyway.) … DON’T GO TO UNIVERSITY. GO TO WORK.* (*Going to university usually means, ‘I don’t know what to do with my life, so I’ll go to university.’)”

“SIMPLY CHANGE YOUR LIFE. The world is what you think of it. So think of it differently and your life will change.”

Paul Arden-Whatever You Think Think the Opposite

maybe not going to uni might not be a bad thing afterall! even though i'm still trying to

really find out what i want to do with my life. actually...

I REALLY WANT TO BECOME TAI TAI =(

It´s Not How Good You Are, It´s How Good You want To Be

SO Nice!

It´S Not How Good You Are, It´S How Good Youwant To Be1

View more presentations from Paulo Ferreira.

It's actually based on a book that is very interesting.
Thanks SY!

I was never a fan of Taiwan dramas

but just so happen to watch

愛∞無限

since Wilber posted on his fb. mwahahaha

the show is damn nice and sad at least for the first 4 episode

the 5th is not out yet i am so looking forward to it =D

oh anyway, the female lead is so pretty!! french mixed chinese

if only i was half as pretty.

mwahahaha today while babe's busy,

i was rotting at home. but not too bad la.

like i said, good to be alone once in awhile.

havent got my shoes.

shop shop shop shop

i am gonna sleep now

YES to early sleeping time

LONG SLEEPING HOURS

and EARLY MORNINGS!

WHAT?!

Stupid mistake leads too all these shit

the truth hurts huh

shouldn't have done what i did

regret regret

I will always tell nothing but the truth, you forced me

now that you know it.

maybe you can stop whatever you are doing?

I know we very tan de lai

BUT I just don't have the habit going out with guys, even as a friend

I don't want to be over-reliant on a guy friend

even though I know we are friends but but but

urghh I don't know

I've said my piece.

Although I wish I have a taizi when duan chen feng don't want me.

HAHA. but not now...

maybe you've not known me enough...

the more you don't want me to do it,

the more I will do it.

YES I WILL!

internship next week.

I am looking forward to it!!

oh i went sentosa 2 days ago.

not many people. I was dying under the scorching hot sun.

it was so hot that i couldn't stand it and left after 1.5hrs. LOL

though it wasn't productive,

don't know isit becus of me not exposing to sun regularly

or the tanning lotion not strong enough...

but it was good, spending some time alone, once in awhile i guess?

i came back with rashes zzzzz

don't know why my skin so sensitive lately.

PRAWNS ALSO CANNOT EAT! argh.

i am hoping for another tanning session really soon!

had driving in the morning!

did turnings! zzzzz always had a problem estimating

and it is very difficult to change gear while turning! HAHA

plus, it was raining DAMN heavily today, don't dare go too fast cus can't really see the lines

my instructor was like jia su jia su!

but yay, i think i'm quite getting used to changing gear. just that... very stiff. lol

For the price of beauty

I will make sacrifices!!

weird facts

FROM 2006:
1) i sleep at 10pm daily.
2) i eat more than what u expect! LOLS! lame.
3) i eat alot of bananas, though banana makes me fat.
4) i try to make people hate me.
5) theres no true self. you just dont understand me. nobody does.
6) i keep my feelings to myself. cus, i hardly trust anyone.
7) i LOOK quiet when i dont know you, noisy when i noe.
8) i'm shy! haha! and my face turns red when i blush (: esp with guys i like. hoho.
9) theres no limit to how much i can sleep. i sleep when i'm tired!
10) i dont talk to someone i dont know.

argh, 1 is no longer true, 2 is very obvious to my size now 3 remains, I LOVE BANANAS

and yes, bananas are fattening, ehh don't know why i made 4 and 5 maybe i was living a very lonely and sad life. HAHA. ehh maybe 4 is true to a certain extent if i don't want to send the wrong message. 6 is still true. 7 is ABSOLUTELY true. After i go poly i not so shy alr. and used to blush alot but no longer i guess? OH YES 9 IS SOSOSOSOSO TRUE. and 10 is also true for now!

still don't like random guys.

oh these are 10 weird facts about me!!

I think I have more now!

I wanna go back to 10pm life.

SENTOSA TMR IS A MUST. EXERCISE ONLYYYYYY

damn regret smth I did =(

sorry

MVP

MVP Valentine SEX!!!

Though I am not very into Basketball

but i still think it's very nice!

tears like free flow but it's ok, crying is good once in a while. mwahahaha

can't sleep now

driving tmr and tons of stuffs waiting for me to be done!

Good Job, Shi Lin

lalala

Always I wished I was born with a silver spoon.

I think I've said it so many times...

Unfortunately I am not,

and I will, I must, I am determined to work towards that.

I want $$$$$$$ to satisfy my needs, then my wants....

Today I had a weird dream.

I dreamt that I had exams on my secondary sch subjects

but my classmates were all my poly friends....

and my results were disastrous.

is that a bad sign? hmm i wonder...

Oh and Cambridge is now the top global Uni!

Looks like it's either SIM for me or work.

I see the hopes of entering Uni diminishing after AFA paper

but whether or not I make it to U, I hope I can improve my GPA.

and hopefully attachment will be ok...

haven't got my formal wear though...

MISS MY PRI SCH FRIENDS!!!

waiting for sy&ljy finish paper on the 14th!

weeeeeeeeeee~

Babe's attachment starts next week

I NEED A PARTNER TO GO SENTOSA WITH ME!!!

'isham doesn't allow me to go alone =(

SUN TAN SUN TAN! shiok shiok!

and you can ask me out now i'm taken mon tue the rest shld be free!

lai lai

I am so gonna chop off my limp long hair

haven't cut my hair for SO LONG ALR! lol

maybe I should cut shoulder length!

hmmm. we'll see how!

Dear All,

Pls note that PSA address should be:

460 Alexandra Road #35-00 PSA Building

best regards,

Mrs Yong

SO HAPPY OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

I'M OVER THE MOON

Can flirting be innocent?

WAH LAO ROONEYYYY

The birds do it, the bees do it. It seems all animals, humans included, are biologically wired to flirt. A smile or subconscious hair toss can be plain fun when you're happily single, but if you're in a relationship things can get blurry. The question is how do you draw the line between innocent flirting and an inappropriate come-on that can jeopardize your current relationship?

The truth is, people flirt all the time in order to get help in social situations. Have you ever flirted with a mechanic in order to try to get a discount on getting your car fixed? What about the time you chatted up the waiter in order to get better service? Flirting is a social game we play in these kinds of situations and it's considered an "acceptable" form of flirting by most people.

There are benefits to innocent flirting, even if you're attached or married. Flirting can be a huge booster to your self-esteem. People like to hear how good they look and if they catch someone checking them out or smiling at them, it's a compliment.

Things get a bit more complicated when it comes to flirting with colleagues of the opposite sex. A UK research found that casual flirting in the office is rife, often with the motive to hand work over to someone else. Coined "functional flirting" by the researchers, the study found that nearly half (48 percent) of office workers admit to flirting to get their own way in the workplace. Twice as many women as men admit to flirting with their bosses, while men are more likely to focus their attentions on their junior colleagues. "As long as you keep your conversations and actions appropriate, office flirting is really no big deal because everybody does it and it makes my job simpler when others like me," says Jamie, 29, a PR consultant.

But some relationship experts warn that all kinds of workplace flirting (including functional flirting) has the potential to turn friendship into an emotional affair. These intimate relationships are usually not based on physical attraction or sex; rather they tend to be based on a strong emotional bond that persists without the complete knowledge and consent of your current spouse. "When a spouse places his or her primary emotional needs in the hands of someone outside the marriage, it breaks the bond of marriage just as adultery does. An emotional affair can be just as dangerous to a marriage and often a more complicated situation to remedy," explains marriage counselor Gary Neuman, author of Emotional Infidelity. And the crux of an emotional affair is that many times, these persons involved are totally unaware that they are being unfaithful, say experts.

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Is flirting really ok? hmm. strong emotional bond

Well, to me people flirt unknowingly.

you don't tell yourself, ok i got to suckup, i am gonna flirt.

Most importantly, Draw the line...

after every paper,

i'd dump my notes for the sem into a big trash bag

all ready to go after end of exams.

maybe I should recycle it instead....

Today i happened to find(after digging trash from my messy table),

ALL the past examination question paper!

Not all, but definitely include memorable ones like...

ITB and write until siao Business Law

and think it's easy when I am doing half of the time i'm stuck- Audit(both 1 & 2)

can never ace modules like Macro and Micro economics.

AND LASTLY COST ACCOUNTING!!

I can't even remember a thing, even though I am doing Managerial accounting.

I see no link anymore.

Oh wait... MAYBE CUS!! I'M OFFICIALLY DONE! with MA!

whatever the case is, it's good looking through papers

realising how fast 3 years have gone by.

So WHAT HAVE I LEARNT? for the past 3 years?

Or am I wasting my life away.

hmm. Complete review on myself during Graduation.

Attachment in 2 weeks, I hope ppl there are fun.

I don't know what to wear

and i CANNOT imagine wearing Office wear EVERYDAY

'Isham is working at Rockwell. Same pay as me!

yay! den we can spend more next time. mwahahaha

ok, but good luck though, Loyang everyday!

Good Luck, Babe!

Fasting Month so far so good, so far no issues on not meeting up regularly.

guess we're getting used to it, and it'll be a perfect training for attachment days.

Unlike previous years, I'll whine cus he don't spend enough time with me.

This year... in fact it felt different.

maybe cus it's exam period...

maybe we're just moving on to the next phase... hmm...

BUT ANYWAY. since fasting month is almost over, here comes Hari Raya.

THE MOST DISGUSTING HORRENDOUS HURTFUL CRAZY experience last year

AND I don't know if it'll happen again this time.

I HATE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED

and myself for being a bitch, a bitch who don't know how to deal with situations like this.

But seriously, I still think it's your fault although

now thinking about it I also have a part to play,

"Pepsi- Ask for more" this slogan suits you best!

and i'm sorry i am not good enough for you!

hopefully not again, but you'll never know!

Hello!!

Tax paper sucked the most for now!

Qn 1 is a killerrrrrr

But it's ok, 1 more to go and I haven't started

how great

没心读书 SUCKS

xdd xmm

I was watching the yog highlights of girl's football

got this girl called obiang~ from equatorial guinea(sp?)

watched bronze medal playoff last eveining.

the cubs rocks like totally.

nice 2nd goal. hehehe

watched the finals too. Haiti damn rough, Bolivia down to 10BOYS. lol

but aiya, not exciting at all, Bolivia could score 4 more after 1 of their players kena sent off.

Singapore would have given a better fight.

OH BTW I PASSED MY FTT LIAO WOR~ HAHA

bitch language

YES!! learn driving driving drving

licence licence is so within my reach. LOL

I love watching sports whatever it is, as long as got singapore can alr.

HAHA, so exiciting except boxing. don't quite understand YET, someday someday.

YOG closing ceremony today. cannot imagine how it'll be like without live coverage on TV

but that just means i have more time to study huh.

I WILL MISS YOG, though i'm not directly involoved.

but at lease i got go watch match, so in a way i'm involved.

hehe. ALL the best xiao di di, xiao mei mei, may you grow up to be future olympians

see you in london! HAHAHA chey. like i have the money

I WANT MERLY but no more!!

i must buy so next time i can tell my kids

see, the first yog is held in singapore.

this was the football match i went to when the boys were 15years old.

now they are playing for the senior national team alr.

in anyway, WELL DONE TEAM SINGAPORE!!!

can't wait for asian games guangzhou in november

asean football tournament in december

SHIOK SHIOK AH~ year 2010 is the sex!!

wah think too much alr! HAHA BYEBYE!

I AM NOT PRC

As much as i love China Pocky, the cheap stuffs in China...

I LOOK LIKE PRC MEH???

wtf sooooo gonna rant about my scary experience this morning.

I was supposed to have driving at 10am today.

but i reached too early, so... i was sitting at the platform seat waiting for time to pass.

THEN, came an uncle who sat beside me.

he kinda like stared at me. and you can just feel it when someone is looking at you!

trains at both sides passed, but he didn't board, then i knew something bad was coming.

he talked to me say I LOOK LIKE PRC LEHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

ok, not the point, i think he prolly fake some story say i look like his tenant

i wasn't really listening cus i was on my mp3.

k den he asked me some questions and asked for my name i told him a fake name. LOL

den i knew it was gonna lead further plus time is almost up,

so i said i had to go for my driving lesson.

den he said wanna make friend and asked for my number! LOL

funniest shit ever, UNCLE YOU ARE TOO OLD FOR ME LA.

but i was being nice, i rejected him very very nicely.

at least i nvr make him paiseh right, i just said no thanks den i went off.

while i was walking away he say he can drive, he can teach me how to drive.

SHIT YOU LA UNCLE

after i was back from driving about 1hr later,

he was still there looking for his next prey and the cycle continues...

i'm watching volleyball on tv now.

they play at toapayoh, OH SO MUCH MEMORIES!!

volleyball IS NOT EASY at all. lol but maybe can grow taller.

singapore is leading now! lol.

while they were having timeout

they say "讲话讲话讲话" MWAHAHAHA

so much like netball.

egypt is so weird... about 4 or 5 are wearing tudung and are in long sleeves and slightly longer shorts, the other 4-5 are not wearing tudung and are in short sleeves and normal shorts.

got one wear sleeveless? hahahah so weird

den why one person from the team always wear different jersey?

somebody enlighten me. LOL

ALAMAK.

Singapore sucked today.

Maybe cus no Dhukhilan and Iskandar...

they deserved to lose based on performance

today i don't see alot of teamwork....

a number of missed opportunities though.

totally different play from what i saw against Montenegro.

zzzz watch until VERY PEKCHEK at home!!

but Haiti time wasting like abit zai.

the keeper also very Bastard. still can dribble dribble.

should get red card. ALL OF THEM. LOL

but it's ok, they will lose to Bolivia anw....

I have a feeling Singapore will lose to Montenegro in the Bronze medal playoff.

plus no Illyas this time!! and Brandon!

but... of course i hope they make it!!

Good luck and till then, MY FTT ON TUESDAY.

Need to start on studies sooon, MA sucks

ehhhh i just realise i have double chin since last time

see my pic!! hahahahaha

so not much of a prob...

jitao is qi pian zi ji. but nvm... better than no consolation

I WANT NICE SKIN COLOUR!! it's too fair now!!

but aiya i'm fair by nature leh

mr teh say i go moon tanning bathe with bleach.

mwahahaha no choice!! I want HEALTHY LIFESTYLE

but with 'Isham abit difficult ah, RIGHT? hahaha

oh so i've discovered some stalkers around.

Hi stalkers please own up now!! HAHA

BITCHANATE

WAH I FEEL DISGUSTED W MYSELF NOW.

I HATE THIS FEELING.

get over it soon, please...........

i'm sucha bitch, and no. i'm not gonna allow myself to be one.

i ain't gonna be slut, be no hu li jing. LOL

Appetite hasn't been good recently.

partly cus i wake up with half the day remaining.

so i'll usually wait for dinner.

and now fasting period, but i can't live without water.

hehe...

It's been a long time since i felt and looked healthy.

I WANT AND I WILL!

starts NOW!

Triple J's as always

eco field trip, the best always 1735.

imitate superstar success. mwahahaha

the worst neoprint we've taken so far. so embarrasing to post this but...

it's part of our memories!

Double J's! can't remember which year (:

OUR FIRST EVER NEOPRINT. I only have 2 left. treasure treasure. heh

ytd we had the best talk after a long long time.

we had about 4 hours of conversation.

though it was an online conversation.

i felt real.

and i SUPER MISS THEM AND THE REST OF MY CLIQUE!

we were reminiscing those times when were very popular. mwahahaha

our business tactics, how we reject other triple j's wanna be.

"hu li jing" is spoiler (:

still remember we quarreled once. and we were ok the next day!

won't say the reason. don't know if it's gonna be sensitive anot.

超爱你们! 老大and老小

MARINA BAY SANDS HERE WE COME!! (:

and for now, i won't reveal their current faces.

mwahahaha stay tuned for my 2 pretty ladies k!!

anw side note: if bto is successful i might move to bukit panjang a few years later.

ever since i move out of my old place, which i really LOVE ALOT.

i've been yearning to go back.

but now i'm having second thoughts cus' it's so far!! =(

and last time i got company cus my pri sch friends also stay around there

and i got escort home too HAHAHAAHA opps.

oh maybe by then i can drive?

not maybe, is CONFIRM!

k den jiayou ba. hope bto is successful.

bro was right, 苦的日子终于要过了.

the past 19 years of my life was crazy, ups and downs and i'm glad i have alot of support from MANY PEOPLE.

which i really appreciate. but soon soon, it's all coming to an end.

they say 先苦后甜，i truly believe in that.

JIAYOU BA!!

NO life

i'm blogging like everyday.
不知道是不是好现象
anw! I was at Kismis for BBQ just now.
w the rest of TA08 and a few teachers (:
nice food, thanks Chef Li
and nice ppl like always.
super miss the rest of them!!
I WILL MISS YOU GUYS SUPER ALOT! even though i always PS, BUT I LOVE YOU PPL!
have fun drinking tonight, i mean now! (:

anw, talk about my unfortunate event just now.
i forgot my bottle had ice milk tea from saturday.
den i nvr wash jitao put water inside.
while i was in the bus i took a sip of water
wtf. taste sour and like rotton/decomposed bread.
den i took a look at the water. ma de so many particles floating.
and the smell is disgusting i swear. argh
k den move on to the nice part.
met jon and isham in sch so i could get my fun pack, YAY!
THANKS JON, YOU ROCK!

STUDY　STUDY

"Forever"

We use the word "Forever" too often that it becomes meaningless.

so tired~

Looks like i'm wasting my day in front of the com,

not doing anything that seem productive. kns.

TMR I WILL START STUDYING! LOL

but tmr is a start of yet another busy week.

my schedule is packed from mon-fri and i really need to find time.

can't wait for exams to be over.

today i just lazed around, watch YOG on tv, sadly.

tomorrow will be a better day.

so tired zzzz

Will upload pics soon! I know u guys miss my face. HAHA

YOG football Sg opening

Singapore Vs Zimbabwe

ANGRY TO THE MAX. the kids there making me freaking pissed

but oh well, they got what they deserved. really STFU. lol

i have so much to say but i'm so so tired

Sg won 3-1

they scored like in the first 10 seconds of the match.

still cannot accept the fact i'm watching xiaodidi watch,

the stadium was full house.

which is very very very rare for local football matches.

but so far i'm impressed with what i saw.

would be back for more if i have the time!

NICE! and yog committee should really consider looking into

giving the volunteers a proper briefing before they start duty.

because they don't even know what they are doing.

so lucky i didn't join yog as a volunteer.

and plus, i think those guys nvr watch soccer matches before.

situation 1: the Singapore sports council ppl i suppose gave out some flag that says

'we are the champions' with the 'LETS PLAY" logo.

they say no banners/ flags allowed.

situation 2: they gave out horns to the fans

they say cannot have anything that make sound

HAHA apparently they messed w the wrong guy cus this guy was very very firm with his stand

he insisted it was not against the rules. because SSC is indeed in cooperation w yog

and that the flag has nth to do with advertising.

he said " This is not a funeral, this is a soccer match ".

which i felt was damn true, WE NEED NOISE. and plus, there were vuvuzelas being blown

at the grandstand. PLUS!! If they really wanted to minimize the noise. why give us clappers in the first place?

OH anw, the yog volunteer was like " i'm sorry but we don't allow anything that produces sound"

den the guy replied. den you shouldn't even be here in the first place.

POWER SHIT!! lol

and another disgusting guy came with the FIFA RULE BOOK showing him that NO MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS ARE ALLOWED IN MATCHES.

den the guy jitao reply. THIS IS A HORN(plastic), NOT A TRUMPET. a trumpet is a musical instrument.

imba shit, super like his spirit.

Never accept No as an answer!!

so in the end they got nth to say, allow lor (:

DAMN SHIOK THE FEELING.

before that alr very pissed w the same guy alr.

cus the disgusting volunteer damn guailan.

we ta pao food into the stadium which is TOTALLY OK in sleague matches.

so we went to the first gate den they say cannot have branding.

we used duct tape cover all the brand name.

den we headed to the second gate on the opposite side they say NO OUTSIDE FOOD.

i mean if you have a standard procedure to follow, can you like make sure it's consistent.

wtf one side say one thing.

in the end we still bring it inside like many others...

den eat slowly (:

first they never state in the tickets.

secondly, they say they did.

ok, and if sleague is one of the top 10 asia's league.

shouldn't the same rules apply for international and a PROFESSIONAL league?

no outside food means no outside food from the start

and not because got yog den suddenly NO OUTSIDE FOOD.

no wonder sg football is slow in progress.

oh and i promise i'll bring sg flag, the same flag that they tried to disallow, sg vuvuzela

and lastly MACDONALDS since it's a sponsor or yog.

i help you do free advertising. see what you gotta say (:

WHAT A START TO YOG

but argh, it's over and i feel dumb getting pissed over something small.

trust me, these kids can do a better job. see you (:

AND OH!! guess who i saw at the stadium!

News anchor from mediacorp.

omg. she damn enthu dunnoe why.

see, never judge a book by it's cover.

and who says girls can't enjoy watching soccer =D

GOOOOOO Singapore!!!

AWESOME 2010.

YOG

ASEAN CUP

ASIAN GAMES.

shiok shiok shiok.

Yay...

YOG w amanda yesterday! SHIOK. crowd control is really bad.

but i think on the actual day it shouldn't be that bad

since the entry ticket is actually an ezlink card so they should have a gantry and should clear ppl faster.

the show itself was not bad la...

but not fantastic in my opinion.

before that we had to learn this 'dance' for bep's I gotta feeling

JITAO CANNOT COORDINATE -_- no wonder not dancer

the whole thing was damn HIGH. the songs super nice.

no wonder it's YOUTH olympics, even the motivators are like sec school boys and girls.

AND DAMN I FEEL SO OLD.

but but!! i'm still EIGHTEEN. mwahahahaha

in the beginning it was a relive of childhood, shan't reveal much, watch it (:

many many kids running around, dancing...

they introduced all the ethnic groups, so each got their own song.

ok la, malay got this selamat datang song, apparently i only understood that line.

chinese you know they play what song?! 客人来看爸爸，爸爸不在家。

Super random, chinese should have a welcome song also!

den it came to chapter 5/6 where there was this monster thing.

the subsequent chapters i don't know what they doing alr.

like no link??

but i feel that the point they used water for performance quite new and nice!!

but i don't know why they used French leh.

maybe most of the other countries understand French?

Looking forward to YOG, probably pick a sport either badminton/football.

table tennis games like too fast. badminton can cheer abit football like again -_-

i wanna watch something new =D

but i think football got more xiao didi to watch la. HAHA

ma de!! last time watch young lions( my favs bai, shahril ) all see kor kor

i was 14 then. now watch young lions around the same age! zzz

omg reminds me of BC =(

it was the only love at first sight so far...

but it was a bad ending jitao bad terms. lol

k i think i niam-ed enough about BC.

I had a weird dream.

It was all about primary school.

maybe cus we saw lennard choi ytd. HAHA

i even dreamt about hpps principal Mr Lim (at that time)

super miss primary school life!!

MEET UP AFT EXAMS.

i have have 1 week!

AND I HAVE A BAD/GOOD NEWS!

MA DE PSA office not at PSA building.

it's at tanjong pagar -_-

The only consolation is that i can still take 30! although longer...

but there is not much difference between taking train and mrt.

and take mrt still need to change bus.

YES I LOVE 30!!

and since it's at keppel.

that means i get to see ships, cargo, containers,

custom and maybe i can ship things from overseas for free.

HAHAHA anyhow -_-

I LOVE PSA! but not the working hours =(

k la. persevere only.

and my bro just got a car.

which means...

I MUST FASTER GET LICENCE LEH.

i now chioing 2 times a week cus last 2 weeks didn't go driving

no time =(

chiong ah~~

hais

shit man

i just heard evil children's laughter from my laptop

i was drinking water while watching tv.

creeeeeepy.

SERIOUS SHIT LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

I WENT HOME EARLY TODAY EH =(

really pu sa bao you.

Last.

Went town with babe and friends today...

had swensens plus buffet. omg killer but i love it.

nice ice cream (: weird flavours but no swensens again for the next 1 year? HAHA.

went abit of shopping but of cus didn't get anything.

spent too much recently.

yog tmr.

loft tmr.

fasting starts tmr (:

don't feel so much of a problem now, guess i'm pretty used to it alr.

GREAT!!

recently saw alot of my ex(s)

hahaha. Great to see all of them doing well!!

and nope, two timing sucks. One should never be greedy.

though the feeling like a shiok la. but it's all temporary. HAHAHAHA

I think I got my karma alr...

Never again...

and Hi 'Isham i owe you money. NONONO

LOVES 6F

Impromptu meet up with amanda, ljy and sy joined us later

had Han's for dinner and sy joined us for dessert at Cafe Cartel.

some unglam stuff happened in between which I will not elaborate

cus we are glam people! HAHAHA

then impromptu decision to stay over at sy's house.

sy's suitor sent us to her hse. hahahahaha

had karaoke session. spam s.h.e like a fun only.

Hongyi so cuteeeeee!~ sing Remember!!

really will grow up to be a handsome boy.

after that sy drove us in her new family car to geylang

gps fail and i no sense of direction...

Tao huey at geylang lorong dunnoe what.

Rocher tao huey, prostitutes.

you tiao oil like freeee.

headed to changi village, random idea again.

it was 3+ then, thought got no more bapok

but in the end still got 6-7.

the boobs 3/4 show except the nipples. LOL

we saw one guy talking to one of the (girl)?

cool experience.

den sent ljy home.

got lost in tampines.

asked 2 taxi drivers. sy damn brave as usual...

finally see heaven PIE Tuas quoted from SY. haha

ht home at redhill then me home!

by the time i reached home it's 6+ alr.

Good morning all, and i forgot to bring my keys. gg.

woke my mum up to open the door for me. lol

GREAT DAY WITH BABESSSS~!

AGAIN AGAIN!

SO much to say... *heavy text*

I have so much to say, yet I can't find where to start...

Yesterday, I was stuck in my own world which I have not been for a long long time.

Just before my eyes close, before I bid farewell to the night sky and welcome the morning sun.

I had this urge to make a decision.

A decision I once made and promised not to regret.

I left, seeking for a new enjoyment, a new sport.

one and a half years gone, I enjoyed what I did, made great friends, great teammates.

Time was short, too short for me to feel a deep sense of belonging.

yet I still feel attached to this Futsal team.

I wish I could still train weekly, have fun with the girls, play match.

But... I came to realise that enjoying training may not be a good thing afterall.

Truthfully, I don't recall times I enjoyed Netball training for the 4 years.

It was tough every training, breaking free from your comfort zone.

competing a place for the main 12 didn't come too easy.

Yet at the end of the day, I feel training was all worthwhile...

I hate using Menses as an excuse for PMS for being immobile for being slow.

and especially as an excuse NOT TO RUN!

never had been a problem to me until last Tuesday.

I admit I am never the fastest runner.

Never the one who goes on to say "don't give up".

but at least I tried my best.

But the problem is, I don't even see myself putting the effort.

because I feel it was unnecessary to waste my energy

on something that does not give me any return.

(I totally forgot the personal benefit it can bring)

Conversely, in the past, I know if I work hard enough,

I will get a place in the main 12, a chance to represent my school.

and I don't like what I am seeing now.

Should I have even in the first place broken ties with Netball,

even though it is still where my passion lies?

Now, I am thinking of going back to Netball...

But then again, there are too many things to consider

and i totally lost touch with the game for 3 years.

I am not as competitive,fit and ready and committed anymore.

But I want to be mentally stronger, and i believe a competitive sport is just the right one.

I am not saying Futsal is bad or harmed me in anyway,

I am taking this to a very personal level.

I am very pessimistic, very weak mental strength...

that most of the time, in fact of me encouraging my teammates

they end of encouraging me...

and because of this mental strength, I lose alot of confidence in myself.

That's when i make stupid mistakes which are sometimes too costly to risk.

Now in poly, I am building confidence but I am losing strength.

And they work together...

I don't know what to do =(

But thanks futsal peeps for the wonderful time every week!

esp trainers 'Isham, Jon, Weixiong, Irfan, Vic

You guys were AWESOME!

Moving on, I am finally entering to the last phase of Polytechnic

I still cannot believe I am in ACCountancy.

I met the best people, best friends to form the best TA08!! weeeeee~

Rock my Socks! like TOTALLY!!!

a sad thing we can't join polympics this year. But it's ok! 2 is better than 1.

I also had the chance to choose AUDITING for my 6 months internship.

I would be more than interested if this was offered to me 3 years ago

Meiyun, Cheechin and Mich you should get what I mean!!

Check for loopholes, embezzlement!!

But I realised that's not what I really want.

These things really is Forgive but cannot Forget...

I feel aimless. I don't think I can make it to a local U.

and i'm sure I don't want to be an accountant.

Well, Shall deal with exams before I decide what I really want to do in my life.

Love

It's first day of the week and i'm damn happy!!

1. i am done with ED DEBATE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2., i am only left with BCOMM

3. I didn't drag myself to class today

4. Futsal tmr!

5. NDP preview SHIOK ONLY, damn happy got Kit Chan =D original still the best

6. I AM GOING FOR YOG PREVIEW! 2010 is such a great year!

7. ITS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL

8. Paranormal Activity 2 coming out!

9. Inception SO NICE until I come out asking myself whether I AM DREAMING.

10. Bought my Newlook top!!

let's move on to the not so happy stuffs

1. probably stay veggie for this week. Miss Noora showed us a video on animal rights called 'earthlings' killed my appetite totally. Killing animal sucks ttm!!

2. I got class at 9 tmr and free from 11-2!

3. Babe's fasting next week!

4. I need more sleep :( 7 hours optimal. aim aim target target

5. should i play hello kitty online or sims 3? hmmm

I LOVE EVERYTHING NOW!! NOW!